Glorious New Moon

March 23, 2017

The 27 March New Moon (8pm PDT), which will influence the next several weeks, will likely range from Poignant to Painful.  We’re calling that Glorious not because we’re Sadistic, but because it’s a Glorious Opportunity to Let Go once and for all of the Pain.

Hit me, said the Masochist.  No, said the Sadist.

Michael Roads keeps telling us that Victimhood is a Choice.  Well, now we can make the Choice to Let It Go for good.  

The New Moon (Initiation of a New Cycle) is in 8 Aries (Wisdom Graces the Feminine).  The primary Energy in the 6-8 Degree range is a T-Square (Mastery through Challenge) to asteroid Aletheia (Truth) on the Opposition between Centaur Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) and dwarf planet Orcus (Oath-Breaking).

The T-Square has three Bridges (Paths to Make the Challenge Easier): a Trine Bridge (Grace) from Centaur Hylonome (Letting Go of Archetypes), and Quincunx Bridges (Curiosity) from asteroid Eurydike (Trust) and the New Moon itself.

The New Moon Squares (Challenge) Hylonome and Trines Eurydike, creating a Major Tricolor, with Eurydike Quincunx Hylonome indicating the Resolution to the Square via a PIAVA like

I Wonder what would happen if I Trusted that I can Let Go of the Archetypes which have kept me imprisoned.”

This creates Fingers of God to Eurydike and Hylonome, making 

Truth, Trust, and Letting Go of Archetypes the three Keys to the New Moon.

Archetypes are Unconscious Constellations of Energy that Control us, often without our knowledge.  For instance, an Archetype of Codependence can leave us Believing that we cannot Survive on our own. even if we’ve been doing it all our Life – we don’t notice the Contradiction because the Archetype is Unconscious.  

Other Archetypes can be Semi-Conscious, and Enforced by Shame.  We can never Consciously exceed the Boundaries of the Archetype without triggering our Shame, which we cannot tolerate.  Other Held Emotions can substitute for Shame.

All this means that Truth about Abuse is very likely to emerge, and that the Vows of Silence which we made under Duress, to try to Protect ourselves from further Abuse, are likely to come up into Consciousness where they can be Renounced.  

Don’t assume that this can’t be about you, as Abuse can take very subtle forms.  For instance, if your Significant Adults never recognized you as an Individual when you were an Infant, but saw you as a “blank slate” or an “Originally Sinful” Entity that required Programming, then you will be ruled by the Archetype of Unworthiness, no matter how kind and Loving your Programmers were.  

Stay open to Surprises, as Liberation may arise from Limitations that we Believed were just Impossibilities.

So, if all this may occur, how do we facilitate the Letting Go part?  Since PIAVAs communicate directly with the Unconscious, they’re a good place to start.  We could try, for instance…

“I Wonder what will happen if I Lovingly and Gently Open to the Truth, Become Aware of Limitations I no longer need, and Rapidly and Completely Let Go of them.”

“Ganeshi, Please Remove All Obstacles to my Letting Go of Obsolete Limitations and Effortlessly moving through the Barriers to this; Thank you, Ganeshi!”

It’s a good idea to add the “Lovinglys” and “Gentlys” because there are likely to be at least minor Ego Deaths, as they are all-too-common companions to Liberation.  The Ego’s very Job Description is to Defend the Status Quo.  You can’t really bribe the Ego with Chocolate or Gin and Tonics to get it to Let Go without a struggle, because it’ll just want More, and soon you’ll have forgotten why you’re bribing it.

The way to catch the Ego unawares so you can slip by while it’s flummoxed, is to be Loving and Gentle with Pain.  Love is Soft and Warm; Fear is Hard and Cold.  Use that Mantra to detect when you start to slip into Fear (one of Ego’s favorite weapons of war), and Consciously Soften and Warm your Pain.  It may help to locate it in your Body – make a guess if you’re not sure where.

Daniel Scranton also has some very useful Wisdom to add; see…∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/ 

There’s much more to the chart, starting with two Grand Crosses (So Many Hassles that We Don’t Have Extra Bandwidth for the Luxury of Adding Frustration to the Mix)…

At 29-33 on the Cardinal (Creative) Cusps, we have Stationary (Strong) Pholus (Responsibility) Conjunct Quaoar (Survival Wisdom) on the Cusp of Capricorn (Practicality), Square Pallas (Boundaries) and Moira (Fate) in late Pisces (Letting Go of Attachment to Emotions), Opposite Atropos (Endings) in the last Degree of Gemini (Disassembly), and Square to Makemake (Manifestation) and Hopi (Respect for All Things) in early Libra (Meeting Other).

At 22-26 of the Cardinal Signs, Haumea (Rebirth) in Libra Opposes the Stellium of Uranus (Our Soul Self), Eris (Facing Truth), and Mercury (Intellect) in Aries (Inspiration), and Squares both Vesta (Limiting Beliefs) in Cancer (Nurturance) and Nemesis (Ego Death) in Capricorn.  Pluto (Trance-Reformation) isn’t far from Nemesis, and Jupiter (Expansion) isn’t far from Haumea.

Sedna (Fear) still Opposes Klotho (Foundation of a New Timeline) in 26-27 of Taurus (Organization) and Scorpio (Relentless Investigation) in the Yin Gate that we’ve discussed at length in previous posts, and Sappho (Self-Love) is Stationary and turning Retrograde on the Cusp of Sagittarius (Letting Go) as it prepares to reinstate it’s own Yin Gate with Sedna.

Finally, Chariklo (Walking in Beauty) is Initiating Juno (the Edges of Consciousness) at 14 of Capricorn (An Ancient Granite Sculpture from an Unknown Culture).

More about all this soon…

Big Weeks II

March 23, 2017

This is a very intense story about Soulmates, and this segment deals with Letting Go of our Self-Rejection – obviously timely…

In it the author links to a video, which I’ll repeat just in case you missed it…

Big Weeks

March 22, 2017

This week and next week are “Big Weeks.”  For the next several days we’re engaged in what will for many of us Feel like Heroic Struggles between Self-Love and the most Rejected and Abandoned portions of ourselves- namely the almost simultaneous Stations (Strengthenings) of Sappho (Self-Love – peaking 4pm PDT 26 March) and Ixion (Our Forbidden Genius, peaking 9pm PDT 25 March).  But of course it’s not Either/Or; our Task is to Embrace All of us.

Since Suppressing our Genius requires a lot of Consistent Effort, and since most of us were Programmed to do this from an early age, we may well encounter an Ego Death or two, where it Feels like “I’m Dying!” or “I’d rather Die than go through this again!”  This is True, but we usually misinterpret it.  It’s not “I’m Dying!”; it’s “I’m Dying” – Rebirth of the Ego, which, since Egos are nothing if not tenacious, usually Feels like a Death en route to Rebirth.

Here’s a wonderful Expression of just what we’re likely to be Experiencing – not at all that the Experience is wonderful, but the Expression is exquisitely crafted…

Megan’s title – A Big Li(f)e – is especially delicious, as she makes it so clear so surreptitiously that the whole Ego game is a Sham – Ego’s job is to protect our Physical Vehicle, but what’s Real about us is not Matter but Energy – Consciousness – and Energy cannot be Destroyed, only Transformed.  What’s the Matter is that Transformation alters Form, and Ego invests heavily in Form.

Of course if we’re new to the Shift Game, since Suppression of both our Innate Genius and our Self-Love was likely through Programming by our Significant Others starting at a very early age, we may not Experience Ego Death per se, but instead Exhaustion, or Panic, or Compulsive DoingDoing, or “just” an irresistible urge to “Get Out.”  We could also be Regressed to a “previous” Lifetime, and “just” be terminally Confused.

If you’re tempted to resort to Blame here, making the Tension someone else’s fault, don’t waste your Energy.  If you both understand though that it’s just more Cat on a Hot Tin Roof and that nobody’s going to get offended, and you want to have a big cathartic screaming match, Go For It.  This Chanelling by Daniel Scranton addresses Blame, Victimhood, and the Outside World…∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“Greetings.  We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.

“We have arrived at several conclusions about humanity and how you are going to progress forward in your shift.  First of all, we have noticed that there is a great deal of attention being given to the politicians, and what they are doing, and how they are doing it.  This is more relevant to your shift than you realize.

“It is necessary for you all to accept yourselves as the creators of your reality in order for you to empower yourselves enough to make the shift in consciousness.  It is therefore necessary for each and every individual who is working towards assisting humanity in the shift to let go of any ideas about being victims.  You are not victims, and you are not powerless to those who hold positions of power.

“When you act on your reactions to what is being done out there in political and international realm, you take your attention off of yourselves.  Therefore, it is necessary and important for all of you to let go of your obsessions with what’s happening on the national and global scale.  It is far more important for you to see and feel what is going on inside of you.

“If you use the politicians to assist you by triggering you in the ways that you need to be triggered, then you can move forward with your personal journey and your personal evolution.  And that is how you create a new world.  That is how you create a world where those in positions of power actually care about you.

“You as individuals must first demonstrate that you care more about yourselves than you do about what someone out there is doing, even if it affects you on a personal level.  Letting go of your attachments to the world behaving in a way that is appropriate by your standards is a necessary step in your evolution.

“The shift is happening, and you are all part of it, no matter how insignificant you sometimes feel.  But our recommendation is for you to feel your significance and take your power back.  Demonstrate to yourselves how easy it is for you to manifest the reality that you want to experience.

“Do so by turning off your news and turning on your creativity, your focus, your imagination.  Be absolutely certain about what you want to create, and demonstrate to yourselves how easy it is in the current energies.  All you need is a bit more focus on yourselves and on your internal processes.  You will see much bigger changes when you focus within than when you attempt to make changes by looking at those in power and hoping that their agendas match your own.

“We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”

We may also be already Feeling the need to Take Full Responsibility for what we’re Creating, as Pholus is Stationary early next week (1am PDT 28 March).



March 20, 2017

Daniel Scranton sounds right on today…∞the-pleiadian-high-council-of-seven-2/

“We are the Pleiadian High Council of Seven, and we are pleased to offer you our words of wisdom.

“Before you ever set foot on planet Earth for the very first time, you understood that this was a mission.  You understood that Earth had a very special place in the galaxy and that you were embarking upon a very specific mission for all of consciousness.

“You all saw this experience as the greatest possible challenge that you could embark upon.  And while you knew that there would be some very dark times, quite a bit of pain, and a little too much suffering, you stepped right up to it and decided that this was the only place for you to be.

“Now as you began your cycle of lifetimes on planet Earth, you also understood how far you would be able to expand.  You understood that the reward for being on planet Earth was like none other in the galaxy.  And so you feel that the pain and suffering was worth it.  You may not feel it now, from where you stand, but we guarantee you that you feel it on the level of your higher self and your oversoul.

“Your next mission on this journey will be to create a brand new Earthly experience for yourselves and for all future generations, and those experiences will not be about challenges.  The next mission is about experiencing joy and unbridled, unconditional love.  You have come this far in order to feel what it is like to move from the depths of darkness to the heights of ecstasy.

“Now when you decide to embark upon the new mission is up to you.  It is up to you how much longer you play with the third-dimensional rules and when you fully embrace the fifth-dimensional perspective, the fifth-dimensional frequency, the fifth-dimensional experience of reality.  We know that many of you feel ready, and we say to you that you are.  It is all just a matter of opening your heart, letting that be your guide, and forgetting everything that you think you have learned up until this point.

“We are the Pleiadian High Council of Seven, and we are very fond of all of you.  That is all.”

Skeptical?  Wishful Thinking?  Dangerous Kool-Aid?  Remember that the more Perspectives we can Hold, the greater is our Ability to Cope with different and difficult circumstances.  If your Skepticism arises, Embrace it.  Don’t suppress it.  Yes, this is only one Perspective on Reality – but is it one that you’d Enjoy Choosing?  If it is, then Let it into your Heart.  Give it a Place among your Possible Futures.

I know, it Contradicts with a lot of other Beliefs we have, Consciously and otherwise.  Dealing with Contradiction is a major Portal to Growth in Consciousness.  Contradiction, it we Embrace it, creates Confusion, as if Feels like we’re Forced to Choose.  But Recognize that both Contradiction and being Forced to Choose are Either/Ors, Dualities, and only the mind is Dualistic.  Reality itself is Multifarious and Unitary.  So you know that Contradiction and Forced Choice are about your own Limitation, not about Reality.

Imagine standing in a stairwell.  On the stair you’re on, Contradiction, Forced Choice, and Confusion are like Flies buzzing around your Head in a cartoon.  There’s a landing a couple of steps above you, with an open window.  Go ahead and take those next steps up to the landing, so you can see what’s outside the window and get a breath of Fresh Air.  Leave the Flies behind on the lower step, and just Enjoy the territorial view and the Relaxation of Breathing Clean Air.  

“Raising your Frequency” is just that easy.  You can do it with a small Effort of Will.  Just Imagine a bolus of Energy moving up from your Heart, and moving a foot or two above your Head.  You might Feel a little dizzy, so you may want to sit down.  Pick up a pen with your non-dominant hand, and without Judgment or Effort, write “hello!”  It’ll probably look like a Child wrote it – which is more True than you Imagine.

There are a couple of dominating features in the Equinox chart…

  • While the Golden Rectangle (Big Grace about Recovering our Lost Genius) is weakening as an indicator of the flavor of the Present Moment, it’s still very strong as an indicator of the flavor of the Projects you’re Creating, especially your own Rebirth.
  • The Klotho-Sedna Yin Gate (Building a New Timeline or Ego Based on a New Relationship to Fear) is still very much in effect.
  • The Moon (Manifestation) sits between Ixion (Our Forbidden Genius) and Saturn (The Most Important Thing) at the moment the Sun enters Aries, Emphasizing and Potentiating our Recovery.
  • Jupiter-Haumea (Expansive Rebirth) sit at the focus of a Septile Yod (Big Moment in Timing), with Ceres-Mnemosyne (Remembering what’s Sustainable) and Pallas-Chiron-Moira (Feeling that it’s a Fateful Time to Radically Change our Relationship to Pain) as the base.

Can you see the Relationship between these astrological features and Daniel’s Channeling?

Self-Love and Genius

March 17, 2017

As usual, Michael Roads is right in tune with the “Stars,” writing in his “365 steps to a happier more conscious life” email ( as if for the simultaneous Stations (Strengthenings) of Ixion (Forbidden Genius) and Sappho (Self-Love)…

“There is no higher-Self and lower-self; there is only Self

“As I have often written, Self is who you are.  When I refer to self, this is the aspect that relates to separation and identity.  Some people call this the ego-self.  The problem with this is that these people often indulge in attacking their ego, claiming that the ego must die before Self can be realised.  This is nonsense.

“It is Love that brings freedom from the illusion, and Love does not attack any aspect of who you are to achieve this.  Love and accept yourself for who you are, the way you are, right now.  Treat identity-self lovingly, gently, and with great care.  Always, always, always . . . choose Love!”

Ixion was the psychopath of the Greek Pantheon, creating all manner of cultural havoc until Zeus cornered him.  Rather than punish Ixion though, Zeus, liking Libertarian males as the Founder and Archetype of Patriarchy, gave Ixion a second chance.  With that second chance, Ixion set out to seduce Zeus’s wife Hera.  That Zeus didn’t tolerate, so Zeus bound Ixion to the Sun, to forever spin across the Sky in Fire.

Of course the behavior Zeus couldn’t tolerate in others, was exactly the behavior that Zeus perpetrated repeatedly on other women.  Some authors attribute upwards of 150 children to Zeus in the various versions of Greek Iconography.  This is a good example of the “Funhouse Mirror” through which we see our selves.  If it occurred to Zeus that Ixion was simply Mirroring Zeus’s own behavior, then Zeus becomes a bit of a tyrant, reserving those sorts of Adventures only for himself.

More likely, Zeus failed to recognize the Mirroring, as we are wont to do when we Judge others for the behaviors or attitudes that we are unable to Witness in our self because it would conflict with our Limiting Beliefs, or trigger the Held Emotions that we’re unwilling to tolerate.  An illustration of how our Judgments, when exposed to the Light, are doorways into our Stuck places.  Hence the punishment of being strapped to the Sun, to the Light, and hence the burning Pain of Ego Death from Spiritual Fire.

Here is some excellent Perspective on one of the greatest tricks of the Patriarchy and Power-Over in general, a behavior which for some weird reason people are naming “Gaslighting.”  In my day it would simply have been called a Mindfuck, but that may not be polite enough for the DSM…

A picture is worth a thousand words, and Gaslighting is illustrated here…

In the process of Zeus’s punishment of Ixion, Ixion grandfathered the Centaurs, Equine-Huper hybrids – Zeus fashioned a Cloud in the image of Hera, and the father of the Centaurs was the result of Ixion’s tryst with the Cloud.  We’ll let your own imagination play with any Atlantean metaphors about the Cloud that our Computers mate with today.  Of course our most famous Centaur is Chiron, master of Pain and Miracle, and metaphor for Separation.

An interesting and very useful Perspective on Chiron, from…

“…a dream message from a guide who called himself The Hierophant.  His message was to ‘follow the 8 winds’ and he also said, ‘Within a moment you will be changed.’  My research indicated that the Hierophant was a typical part of the tarot deck often also known as the High Priest.  Further, he can also be known as Chiron, the wounded healer.  Further research showed the 8 winds as a reminder to avoid attachment to those things which are very desirous while also not avoiding things that are very painful.”

The Hierophant stands for the Fifth Harmonic – Learning and Teaching, while the Eighth Harmonic is about “alignment and balance” and “piercing the webbed veils of illusion, delusion, and deception” (Angie Arrien, Tarot Handbook, p.55).  The part about “the 8 winds as a reminder to avoid attachment to those things which are very desirous while also not avoiding things that are very painful,” in addition to being the core of Liberation from Archetypes, is for me an intriguing addition to the concept of Rebalancing.  

And “Within a moment you will be changed” is the hallmark of Chiron, as the Leap from Despair to Miracles that results from the successful Shift to a New Perspective that, for instance, Poor-Sweethearting can accomplish.  

It also sheds further Light on the Mjolnir or Thor’s Hammer (a third planet at the Far Midpoint of a Square) as Lightning or Epiphany, since the Mjolnir is a pair of Trioctiles, or the combination of the Third (Love with Wisdom) and Eighth Harmonics.  A Waning Trioctile is after all a Quinoctile, combining the Fifth and Eighth rhythms.

Cutting the Cloth VII and Aries Week II

March 16, 2017

In the arenas where we’ve achieved or otherwise enjoy some sort of Mastery, the sense of relative Control feels exquisite.  But then there are the other arenas of Life.  And it’s not actually about Control, it’s about Surrender.  It Feels to me like we’re already into “Aries Week” – time to reread… 

Bottom Line…

It’s all about Healing, but if we’re Ego-Attached to any of our Wounds [or any of our Achievements], the Healing Crisis will have to involve Ego Death.  It wouldn’t be surprising if this is what we Took Birth for…  We could easily make the case that the primary astroEnergy bathing us in late 2016 and early 2017 [and especially in late March] is a Struggle between Fear and Self-Love.  Love is Soft and Warm, Fear is Cold and Hard.  Love Heals, Fear is the Foundation for continued Separation and Pain.  “Love” means Unconditional Love.  The sort of Love that Expects something in Return is another category altogether.”

If we’re Struggling to Manifest something and it’s not working, we have to Love Ourself for that too.  How do we Love a Wound without Expecting something – like Healing for instance – in Return?  Lots of Tapping, perhaps?  Poor-Sweethearting the part of ourself that’s craving the Healing?  Looking into the Funhouse Mirror to see if there are other things we’re actually craving more than Healing?  Other cravings which may be holding back the Healing – or which the Universe thinks we need to Heal more than what our Ego wants to Heal, and It’s just using the Frustrating Wound to get our Attention?

The contest this week and next probably isn’t directly about Self-Love versus Fear; it’s probably more about Self-Love versus Self-Abandonment and Self-Doubt.  We have very Powerful Skills we aren’t using – we may not even be Aware of them – and the Universe may be Teasing us our Frustration, trying to get our Ego to open up to the unseen.  If you find Confusion, know you’re on the right track.  Don’t try to Disfuddle yourself; instead, Relax into the Confusion.  

Don’t-Know Beginners Mind is where we want to Be.  It’s all about Letting Go of Expectations and Judgments.  As Michael Roads says (From Illusion to Enlightenment p.94),”I need you to fully realize that you cannot change and remain the same.”  You could also be Feeling Pressure from Others.  Dealing with their Expectations and Judgments is a whole ‘nother story, especially if you Let them have Power Over you, or if they Want Power Over you.  

Sappho – Self-Love – has its 26 March Station and turns Back before it reaches Lilith, but the Station is Conjunct (Merged With) Lilith – Self-Sovereignty.  It will be mid-November by the time Sappho catches up with Lilith again, but the Initiation is intriguing – 2 Capricorn, “Three rose windows in a Gothic church, one damaged by war: The necessary realization by any individual making a violent use of collective power that it will lead to the inevitable destruction of some of the values ensuring group-integration.”

The 25 March Station of Ixion – Forbidden Genius – is also still Conjunct Saturn – Focus, or what we usually refer to as The Most Important Thing, since it implies suspending all priorities of lesser import.  The nascent Saturn-Ixion Cycle began mid-February at 26 Sagittarius, “A flag bearer in a battle” – a flag represents an Identity, particularly a Group Identity.  

Ixion and Saturn are Channeling the Galactic Center here, so we can interpret this as the necessity of moving to our Galactic or “Fifth-Dimension” Identity, the one that emphasizes Collaboration, Cooperation, Respect for All Things, and Shared Abundance, rather than Competition, Success and Failure, Privilege and Abuse, Duality, and Greed.  But we do this by Shifting our Frequency, not by “battle” or “war” or “violence.”

The two Stations bracket Sagittarius – Sappho at the Beginning and Ixion near the End.  Sagittarius is about Letting Go and Letting the Goddess.  So along the way we may be Grieving the Loss of some cherished “Third-Dimensional” Ego props, like Expectation, Judgment, Control, even Mastery.  Try putting Awe in their place.

Cutting the Cloth VI

March 15, 2017

As you purposely start to Change your Limiting Beliefs, don’t forget to Change the Subject and then Pay Attention.  For instance, suppose you “Imagined what it would be like if Everyone Shared All of the Money.”  And then you somehow got yourself not to think about Money for two days (ie, successfully Changed the Subject).  Then you remembered that you PIAVAed a couple of days ago, so you checked to see what if anything happened in the intervening two days (ie, Paid Attention).

Well, you probably didn’t win the lottery or declare bankruptcy, or you wouldn’t have been able to keep the Subject Changed.  But you might have gone to buy something and discovered that it was on sale (an actual “Sharing”), or that the price had unexpectedly gone up quite a bit (not so much Sharing).  How did you Feel about it?  The price change and your Feelings would have given you a hint that you were on the right track, or that you needed to do more work Letting Go.  

If nothing of the sort happened?  Then you have to look for anything unusual that might have occurred.  Did your sister call unexpectedly?  What’s her attitude toward Money, and how effortlessly does she Manifest it?  How do you Feel about that?  Did you get the same Programming around Money, but Reacted differently to it?  Were there changes in your family’s fortunes between the times when you were in high school?  These may be clues to the anchors behind your Scarcity.

Maybe your personal Life was routine but you were impressed by a news report about new technologies in your field.  Were you excited by that, initiating an effort to get involved?  Or enervated by it because you don’t Feel like you have Enough Time to get everything done as it is, let alone Learn new things?  Disappointed or Jealous because a rival firm was introducing them?  Dismissive because you saw it as nothing more than a marketing ploy?  

Judgments are often great clues to what the Universe said back to you after you Asked it to Share more.  All PIAVAs and Meditations are Answered.  It’s just that sometimes what’s being Answered is the Energy in your real Unconscious Limitations rather than the Energy in your Conscious Request.  That’s what makes PIAVA such a Powerful tool – if you’re Listening to hear the Feedback.  

Often it’s a “funhouse mirror” – you can’t figure out what the Universe said, or even if it said anything!  In those cases you may need to PIAVA Clarity.  Or you may have PIAVed too many Requests in too short a time span, and you can’t tell which Feedback applies to which Request.

A Powerful exercise is to Imagine Abundance without Money.  It’s not easy to do, without imagining ourselves Living in a “primitive” Tropical Paradise.  Or Living in a Village where everyone’s needs are met by barter with your peers, and everyone is a peer to at least some degree.  Or where it’s culturally Shameful to be Wealthy rather than culturally Shameful to be Poor.  In some cultures Living by Begging is a Revered Spiritual Tradition.  How would you Feel about doing that?

At any rate, Congratulations on your Rebirth, and may Blessings line your Path Abundantly!

Michael Roads’s Perspective (“365 steps to a happier more conscious life” email, )…

Poverty and starvation are extreme physical manifestations of self-denial. “Abundance and wellbeing are physical manifestations of self-acceptance.

“We each create our own reality.  Many people know the words, but few really comprehend what it truly means.  If you live within a continuous reality of self-denial, seeing self as something less than worthy, as insignificant, then this too must have its own eventual manifestation.  Of course, this is over many lifetimes of your life-movie.  If you accept that self/Self is a manifestation of God, that you are a divine expression of God – not separate – and you live in a manner that honours this reality, then abundance and wellbeing will characterise your life.  Yes . . . it is also about . . . choosing Love!”

Cutting the Cloth V

March 15, 2017

I’m realizing this morning that most of the Poignant Vignettes that I’ve been Encountering for the last while have been about Boundaries – Episodes of Missed Opportunities when my Boundaries were too tight, or Feeling like I’d made a Fool of myself when my Boundaries were too loose.  

Remembering of course that the Fool is the symbol of Courage, the Courage to follow one’s Instincts, Intuition, and Yintegrity in circumstances where they Conflict with our “Rationality,” our Programming, and/or our Unconscious Beliefs.  These are the very circumstances where they’re most Valuable because they provide Opportunities for us to become Conscious of our Programming, our Unconscious Beliefs, and the Archetypes which Constrain us.

And bearing in mind what Jung said about the “Rational”: when we operate from the “Left-Brain” or Mindstuff, we’re likely to be cut off from our Emotions.  But our Values are embedded in our Emotions.  So if we are operating in accordance with our Either/Ors but contrary to our own Values, how “Rational” is that?

Which connects directly to the Full Moon’s Stellium consisting of Sun Conjunct Pallas (Boundaries), Chiron (Letting Go of Pain), and Moira (Fateaka our Karmic Archetypes).  As we mentioned last time (“IV”), this Stellium Trine-Bridges the Klotho-Sedna Yin Gate Opposition.

Moira and Pallas, whose Orbit lengths differ by only a month, have been traveling together since mid-February, and Pallas Initiates Moira in late April.  

Chiron Initiated Pallas at 8pm PDT 14 March at 25 Pisces, “Watching the very thin Moon Crescent appearing at sunset, different people realize that the time has come to go ahead with their respective projects” – that’s both prophetic and oxymoronic.  Prophetic arriving as it does right at our Big Rebirth (there’s no astrological correlation – this is purely a Cosmic Validation), and oxymoronic because the end of Pisces is the Balsamic period, or Endings, while the Sunset Crescent Moon signifies Beginnings.  Of course this is a Yin Gate, where Paradox is our Teacher.

Chiron Initiates Moira in the same 25-Pisces Degree on 19 March at 5am PDT…

The Bottom Line with this (Sun-) Pallas-Chiron-Moira Boundaries-Pain/Release-Fate conglomeration is all about Extricating ourselves from our Karmic Archetypes.  By Karmic in this context, I mean arising from other Lifetimes.  We are subject to “Fate” whenever we are a Captive of our Archetypes.  When we become Conscious of them and gain Choice, we can sidestep what would have been our “Fate.” 

We’ve often spoken of Chiron as “Despair and Miracles” – we abolish Despair when we Change our Perspective, for instance by stepping outside of our Attachment to the Emotion and Poor-Sweethearting ourself.  With the right Perspective, what was not possible under Despair becomes Miraculous when seen from the new Perspective.  That’s one of the biggest reasons we’re always suggesting that Additional Perspectives are always Valuable, no matter how Ridiculous or Contrary-to-our-Values-and-Beliefs they seem.

Not to mention that Judging any Perspective as “wrong” puts us out of Unconditional Love, and Unconditional Love is a prerequisite for “Ascending” to Living a Life of Collaboration and Cooperation and Respect for All Things and Shared Abundance rather than a Life of Competition, Success and Failure, Privilege and Abuse, and Greed.

As is our wont as Hupers, we’re more likely to seek Alternate Perspectives for Despair and gain Insight into our Archetypes when our Unconscious Patterns act as thumbscrews, than when they serve as forks and spoons.  All of our Archetypes are Consummate Skills, but it’s damn hard to eat soup with a fork.  Weight-loss aside, the Freedom to Choose appropriate tools for each task will give us the World.

Which brings us to the T-Square (Mastery through Challenge) to Jupiter-Haumea (Expansive Rebirth) from Pluto-Nemesis (Mandatory Ego Death) and Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs)… 

Now, the correlation between the Archetypes that Constrain you to React a certain way to more situations that appropriate, and your Unconscious Limiting Beliefs is very close to 100%.  These Archetypes and Beliefs create a Birdcage that keeps us Safe.  Safe according to the wishes of our Programmers.  Some of our Programmers really were looking out for us, though they usually Programmed our Limits to be what they felt would be Safe, rather than inquiring what we would have wanted in the way of Safety – not that we could have communicated that if they’d asked.  

And some of our Programmers were just running their own Control Trip, and needed us to be a certain way so they could Feel Safe; didn’t matter what we Felt.  Like the Googles and Facebooks of the World, harvesting our personal information so they can sell it to the people who want to use it to harvest our Money and Energy.  And the Monsantos and Dows and Bayers who would have us Believe that their profitable Poisons are “good for us.”  Awareness, without Judgment, K?  Preferences, yes.

So what are some of our Beliefs that aren’t Serving us, that are keeping us in Bondage?  Maybe…

  • There isn’t enough Money [Food, Shelter, Love, etc] for everyone
  • I’ll be Greedy or Selfish – or even Evil – if I Want More
  • This Health Thing could kill me if I’m not careful
  • If I get what I Want, it will make Others very unhappy
  • This Planet is Limited, and we’re Destroying what there Is of it
  • What do I need to do to get People to like me
  • I’m not Enough
  • There isn’t enough Time for everything

A long time ago Seth told us that our Personal History was a good illustration of our Unconscious Beliefs.  We’ve already Cleared a lot of it, haven’t we.  But if we’re still Manifesting Limitation or Efforting to Create More, then we still have Unconscious Limiting Beliefs to Clear.  Sometimes it’s Enough to just have a flash of Insight and Realize that we do have a Limiting Belief, and that’s enough to lever it into Consciousness where we can make Choices we’d Enjoy. 

For instance, today…

  • Sun-Pallas-Chiron-Moira is Triseptile (the Moment for Miracles) to Jupiter-Haumea
  • Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) makes a Mjolnir (Epiphany) to the Square between Jupiter-Haumea and Vesta
  • Aletheia (Truth) makes a Mjolnir to the Square between Jupiter-Haumea and Pluto-Nemesis

Often though we need to add some Effort to stir the batter.  Manifestation occurs when we Focus our Energy, and what we Focus upon is what gets Created.  That’s True whether our Focus is Conscious or Unconscious, Positive or Negative.  An easy way to start shifting our Focus is to Consciously Revert any Unconscious Belief we suspect we may have.  For instance, we could Meditate upon or PIAVA

  • Imagine what it would be like if Everyone Shared All of the [Money, Food, Shelter, Love, etc]
  • Even though I Feel Greedy, Selfish, or Evil, I Love and Accept Myself Fully (while Tapping of course)
  • I Wonder if Feeling Soft and Warm and Loving toward this Health Thing would make it better
  • What if I got What I Want and Others get What They Want too
  • Nature knows how to Create Miracles – She does it every day
  • Even though I Feel Inadequate, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept Myself
  • I have All the Time in the World

Don’t hesitate to PIAVA Contradictions, because there are no Contradictions in the Real World.  Only the mind is Dualistic, the Real World is Unitary and Multifarious.   Contradiction is always in the mind of the Observer, never a property of the Observed.

Cutting the Cloth IV

March 14, 2017

Hoo!  Spaced Out!  Confusion Reigns here this morning!  Feels like my eyeballs are rolling around in their sockets.  The CafFiend doesn’t help, Napping doesn’t help, just gonna hafta Celebrate it!  If it’s visiting your house too, I hope you don’t try to Fix it or find Excuses for it – our Rebirth is plenty of “Excuse.”  Ahhh, Celebrating it “Fixes” it, makes me Feel a little more Grounded.

What’s happening in the Klotho-Station chart from early today?  

Rebirth of course!  Even the UK and Scotland have been Reborn today, and probably the Netherlands tomorrow.  The Big Deal is the Klotho-Sedna Yin Gate.  A Yin Gate is a rare occurrence where three planets are one sign apart, and each is Opposite another planet.  In a Yin Gate we’re Challenged to Accept Pardoxical Relationships between the Energies represented by the planets involved, particularly between the two planets in the middle – here, Klotho and Sedna.  

So we’re Challenged to Revise our Fixed Beliefs to Allow new ways for the Energies of Rebirth (Klotho) and Abandonment/Fear/Anger (Sedna) to Integrate with one another.  You can hear this in the Dance between Nicola Sturgeon and Theresa May at…

In the Sedna story, Sturgeon plays the role of the Abandoned daughter, May the role of the Abandoning father, and the EU plays the role of the tormenting Shaman/Monster.  Klotho doesn’t symbolize Rebirth per se, but the Construction of the Foundations for a Lifetime or Timeline – the Cloth from which the Tapestry of a Timeline is stitched.  It’s Haumea that symbolizes Rebirth per se, and Haumea, along with Amplifier Jupiter, occupies one corner of the Golden Rectangle that encloses the Yin Gate.  

So as of today, with Klotho’s Station in the Yin Gatealea iacta est – the Die is Cast – as Caesar famously said as he led his army across the Rubicon into Rome, initiating Civil War.  

Of interest in the Klotho chart, likely indicating the nature of the coming Civil Wars we’ee likely to encounter personally and collectively, are two T-Squares.  A T-Square is three planets, two of which are three Signs apart.  A T-Square represents Mastery through Challenge – what we’re about to Learn through potentially difficult Experiences.

The first T-Square deals with the Longevity of our Timeline and the Robustness of the New Identity we’ve Forged.  On the Personal level this Longevity and Robustness depends on our Self-Sovereignty, our Determination to Trust the Decisions that have Designed our Tapestry, and our Relentlessness in its Defense – and our Willingness to Stare Down our own Guilt over disobeying our Programming.  Our steadfast Allies in this Effort include our Self-Love and Self-Trust, and the Self-Honesty and Unique-Genius Recovery we’ve Achieved over the last five years.

 Asteroid Lachesis (the Length of a Timeline) T-Squares the Klotho-Sedna Opposition at 26 Aquarius, Testing a car’s Battery.  Sappho (Self-Love) has moved into Conjunction with Lilith (Self-Sovereignty).  The T-Square is Trine-Bridged by the Sun-Pallas-Chiron-Moira Stellium we addressed under the Cutting the Cloth Big Blessing Full Moon.  There’s a sense that we’re trapped in a Greek Drama here, but Liberation from your Karmic Archetypes will allow you to step outside of the Drama and watch it from the audience – thus maintaining your Sovereignty, Determination, and Relentlessness.  Lachesis is also Sextile to both Uranus-Eris (Yintegrity) and Saturn-Ixion (Recovering our Forbidden Genius).  

The second T-Square involves our Willingness to Embrace the Ego Deaths necessary to Allow Life Changes of the degree we’ve been Designing.  We don’t really have a Choice, the Ego Deaths will continue to be upon us, but how readily we Recognize, Acknowledge, and Accept them will determine how Painful out Path becomes, as our Unconscious Beliefs are Reorganized to accommodate our Growth and Rebirth.

The Jupiter-Haumea (Expansive Rebirth) corner of the Golden Rectangle has become the focus of a T-Square across the Opposition between Pluto-Nemesis (“Mandatory” Ego Death) and Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs).  Pluto represents the Mandatory in the sense that its Energy can be Directed and Transformed, but not Avoided.  This T-Square is also a Diamond Star (a T-Square rendered Easier), however, as Jupiter-Haumea is also the focus of a Finger of God based on the Sextile between the Sun-Pallas-Chiron-Moira Stellium and Sedna.

Pattern-Breaking Projects

March 13, 2017

Here’s some excellent Perspectives on some of the Patterns and Archetypes we may be Breaking and Abandoning…

A sample…

Regarding repressed pain, I have seen that those who are deeply hurting are capable of unthinkable callousness, the iciness of frozen, unprocessed emotion compounding all human sentiment and chilling it to the bone.  It could be said that some people are unfeeling, and this is true, yet there is more to this than it seems (speaking of those with capacity for feeling, ie. any being with a soul).  They are unfeeling not because of an inherent badness or lack of capacity, but because they are unable to face the depths of their own agony, and so freeze over like a lake in perpetual winter as a survival mechanism, in this way essentially mimicking a soulless being. 

“There is nothing that can be done to save these people, painful as that may be to recognise, unless or until they are willing to save themselves.  In terms of integrity and impeccable use of power it is important to refrain from wasting energy in this area, and this is a primary challenge that many light workers struggle with, but that needs to be mastered in order to actually play a larger role in healing the world.

“This wounding in its essence, whether in ourselves or others, is the repressed feminine, that part which each of us needs to come to terms with in our own journeys, internally, in order to heal it in our larger world.  Only then will it disappear as a widespread phenomenon – that same phenomenon that is responsible for a myriad of atrocities.  It’s clear how we cannot expect anything to change until we are prepared to embrace what hurts the most inside us. 

“On my journey as a being, and fundamentally as a woman, I have been acutely aware since my early twenties of the crucial need to ensure that generations to come do not inherit these same self-destructive patterns.  It is now a matter of survival for the human species.  It is crucial that the generation of my age and younger, and perhaps slightly older, who have capacity to do so, take up the mantle of being the pattern breakers either before such a time as we meet face to face with our own children, or as we grow with them (for those who have already embraced parenthood).

“This I feel is the role of my generation.  It is crucial that we heal ourselves first and foremost, and ruthlessly eliminate all that is destructive in our lives, regardless of the label that it might come with – that our children might be born into their power as an unquestionable birthright.  It is these children who will rebuild the structure of our society from new fabric, after the old has been razed down.  And razed down it must be.”

And from…

More samples below, including one of several useful Invocations that extend our PIAVAs to include Inviting and Allowing…

” ‘Together with my guides, angels, healing and transformational team, I invite the most appropriate energies and frequencies of light to gently penetrate my entire being, anchoring all that I require to support my constant transformation, healing and ascension.  I allow all resistance to dissolve as I receive the necessary light to support me now. Thank you.’

“Take a few moments to imagine yourself receiving the necessary light and assistance from the Universe of the Creator. This simple process will not only allow you to release blockages and resistance to your ascension, often without realizing, you will also become familiar with the presence of your energy. This means that you will be aware when you are moving through a transformational process and when you are experiencing a rest period where your entire being is recalibrating, and light is settling within your being…

A process of your transformation which occurs often is that new aspects of your soul download and ground into your being to merge with the aspect of your soul already present within your physical body.  This means that the presence and influence of your soul becomes stronger within your being, new tools, skills and abilities develop, new passions and desires materialize leading you upon new pathways in your reality, and new wisdom or understanding dawns offering a clearer understanding of self and the Creator… 

When a new aspect of your soul anchors, this often creates a shift or change in your being or reality which encourages you to let go of an aspect of yourself you are familiar with such as a perspective, habit or understanding.  Frequently in order for the new aspect of your soul to enter a transition must take place where you let go of a perception of your identity which no longer serves you.  This can be a challenging process especially if the physical body, personality or mind is resisting, unwilling to change or let go.  Sometimes we are asked to let go of perceptions, ideas and aspects of ourselves that seem so familiar, which seem to describe who we are and are very much a beloved part of our existence…

If you are asked in your life to let go of something or someone, realise that not only new energy are entering into your life, a new aspect and level of your soul is grounding and awakening within you, ready to share all its insights, love and skills with you.  In these times with your intuitive senses, you will be able to comprehend that you require support and assistance.”