Self-Love Full Moon III

One of the poles of the Fabulous Grace (Grand Sextile) in the Full Moon – with the caveat that you have to kick-start the Blessings with at least a Prayer about What You Want, if not Action in that direction – is a Merger (Conjunction) between the symbol for Revelation of What’s Been Denied (dwarf planet Eris – which was recently Stationary) and the symbol for Ending Timelines or Habits (asteroid Atropos).

To facilitate this Getting Honest stuff, the symbol for Truth of the Heart (asteroid Aletheia) just entered (11:30 pm PDT 16 August) the Sign of Fearlessly Seeking the Truth (Scorpio).  You may not recall that the symbol for Truth of the Mind (asteroid Veritas) (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2019/07/25/truthiness-2/) entered the same Relentless Sign a short while ago.  While Head-Truth folks can Agree to Disagree, Heart-Truth people are less likely to be able to Compromise, because their Identity is invested in their Truth.  So we may wish to PIAVA or otherwise Pray that this Potential for increasing Violence doesn’t Manifest.

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-49382386

Meanwhile, we’re now well into the Energy of Letting Go of Obsolete Habits (asteroid Atropos, Stationary) peaking 20 August (11:30 pm PDT).  The Fabulous Grace in the Full Moon, which should Bless at least the next two weeks, if we can Feel and Express enough Collective Gratitude for it, could well soften this potential Confrontation of Truths that are Held as Sacred.  We might PIAVA that we and others Decommision our Habits of resorting to Violence to “Get Our Way,” of preferring inflammatory Rhetoric to Listening, and of Working to Eliminate our Opposition rather than Accommodate or Contain it.

Another Boon is the symbol for Choosing Consciousness over Fate or Karma (asteroid Moira) entering the Sign of Ego Death (Virgo) on 19 August (5:30 pm PDT).  If our Ego is Attached to our Karma – which like it or not, for all of us, it is, or we’d just Let It Go before breakfast…

– we may now be more willing to Accept the Ego Death(s) necessary for us to Choose Awareness over Repeating our old Self-Sabotaging Patterns.  Ego Deaths don’t have to be Painful.

By 23 August, two other Boons arrive.  The symbol for Growing the Edges of Consciousness (asteroid Juno) also enters the Sign of Loosening Ego Attachment (Virgo) (5pm PDT).  And the symbol for New Beginnings (asteroid Klotho) moves into the Sign of Flexibility and Change (Gemini), which should make it easier to give up old intransigent Patterns (12:30 pm PDT).

It’s not often that all four of the Greek Mythology symbols for Fate versus Conscious Awareness are lit up at the same time.  The symbols for Fate itself (Moira), and for Starting New Timelines (Klotho) are both moving into new Signs, while the symbol for Consciously Ending Obsolete Timelines (Atropos) is very Strong (Stationary).  And we haven’t written about it yet, but the symbol for Consciously Choosing the Duration of our Habits (asteroid Lachesis) is Lit Up in the Full Moon chart (the focus of one of three Fingers of God).  I read this as a fairly Unique Opportunity for Massive Personal and Global Change.

2020 Part 2

“2020 Part 1” is called Revelation Full Moon, ie, the previous post.

BTW, we’ve made corrections & additions to the post 2019 Q3 I (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2019/06/30/2019-q3/). 

The Guardian today has taken a step beyond our discussion of the third Decades-Scale shift taking place in 2020, in an article by Paul Mason…

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2015/jul/17/postcapitalism-end-of-capitalism-begun

“…Almost unnoticed, in the niches and hollows of the market system, whole swaths of economic life are beginning to move to a different rhythm.  Parallel currencies, time banks, cooperatives and self-managed spaces have proliferated, barely noticed by the economics profession, and often as a direct result of the shattering of the old structures in the post-2008 crisis.

“You only find this new economy if you look hard for it.  In Greece, when a grassroots NGO mapped the country’s food co-ops, alternative producers, parallel currencies and local exchange systems they found more than 70 substantive projects and hundreds of smaller initiatives ranging from squats to carpools to free kindergartens.  To mainstream economics such things seem barely to qualify as economic activity – but that’s the point.

“They exist because they trade, however haltingly and inefficiently, in the currency of postcapitalism: free time, networked activity and free stuff.  It seems a meagre and unofficial and even dangerous thing from which to craft an entire alternative to a global system, but so did money and credit in the age of Edward III…”

I’m not sure he’s got it all figured out –

“In the meantime, for every robot that comes online, that’s several humans who lose their wages, unable to buy what the robot is making or vending.  It doesn’t add up, does it?  Please come out of your peer-to-peer data cloud and tell us the answer, Paul Mason.”

says Nigel Pollitt in https://www.theguardian.com/politics/2015/jul/21/non-virtual-elephant-in-paul-mason-postcapitalist-sharing-economy-room.  But it’s also not clear that Nigel groks all of what Paul is saying, and Paul has taken us a long way toward realigning our thinking toward 5D.  David and Christina Romer at Berkeley have done a lot of work on the Economics of Abundance.  Obama lured them both to Washington for a while, but they tired of being outshouted by the Harvard Old Boys and went back to Berkeley.

To review, this third 2020 Decades-Scale event is “In December the symbol for Contraction (Saturn) Merges with the symbol for Expansion (Jupiter; Saturn Initiates Jupiter 1 Aquarius 21 December 2020, Unx to the Capricorn Solstice).  This happens every 20 years and coincides with major Turning Points in the Political Economy, in this case the beginning of the Digital Age in earnest” (previous post).

The 20-year Jupiter-Saturn Cycles Initiated in Earth Signs for almost two Centuries, giving us the Industrial Era, where the Making of Stuff (Earth, Matter) was the prime driver of “Progress.”  In 2020 we start almost two Centuries of Saturn-Jupiter Initiations in Air Signs – the Digital Age.  The New Age was introduced gradually – the 1980 Initiation was in Air, giving us a preview of the Digital Age.  This was the Cycle that began with the introduction of the IBM PC.

The 2000 Initiation was one last smaller Cycle in Earth.  It began with the Dot-Com Crash, as the punchbowl was taken away in order for Society to decide what to keep from the Industrial Era, and what to discard.  That’s now finished, and we’re winding up to the Real Digital Age.  If the same Pattern repeats, expect a big technological or commercial breakthrough to be announced in December 2020, that will be germinal for the primary economic thrust of 2020-2040.

Once Ronald Reagan moved into the White House in 1980, Paul Volcker succeeded in squashing runaway Inflation by raising interest rates, creating a Recession in the process.  Obama also hired Volcker, who moved on quickly for the same reason as the Romers.  The Dot-Com Crash initiated the 2000 Cycle.  Add Jack Kennedy’s 1960 Recession, and we have three Jupiter-Saturn Cycles in a row beginning with Recessions.  It will be a surprise if the 2020 Cycle doesn’t begin with an economic Crash as well, and considering the staggering levels of Debt in the US and the World, many people are predicting a very long and very deep economic downturn once the current Boom ends.

But that’s measuring by Industrial Economics.  As Mason points out, those metrics may be totally Obsolete by then.  This gives us about a year to establish 5D Communities to Live in during the Digital Age as Industrial-Era economic structures and strategies and rules become irrelevant.  Maybe a year and a half; I’m planning for the Crash to happen prior to the December Saturn-Jupiter Initiation, so we have time and motivation to elect someone who can steer the larger Culture away from the Obsolete Worship of Avarice.

Of course, War can change the equation for those who “Choose” to stay in 3D.  The rest of us can Clarify the Intentions and the Enhanced Emotions that we want to dominate our Experience in our new 5D Community, and Create from there (see pp.76-80 in Joe Dispenza’s Becoming Supernatural).

Revelation Full Moon and 2020 Part 1

Not all those four Horsedudes and all, but Revelation as in Being Revealed, ie, Insight, particularly Revelation of What’s Been Denied (Station of Eris in 25 Eris, 7pm PDT 20 July).  The 25 Capricorn 16 July Full Moon is in the same Degree as the 20 July Max Impact of the astrological symbol for the Denied becoming Visible (Eris), so this week is all about Tattling.

If you Encounter someone who’s obviously in Denial this week, don’t hesitate to speak up – just be sure to be diplomatic about it; Questions always work better than Statements, and Innuendo better than Accusation.  And don’t be Smug or Retaliatory or Passive-Aggressive about it either; there’s an 80% chance they’ll hit you back with one that’s even more shattering to your own Ego.  What’s good for the Gander and all that.

Which causes us to Wonder, where is our trusty symbol for Ego Death (asteroid Nemesis) in all this?  Well what do you know, it’s Merged with the symbol for Awareness (Mercury).  Nice.  Maybe our marks will slap their forehead and say “OMG Why didn’t I think of that?  Thanks a million!” instead of breaking our nose.

We’ll get to all this in the next post.  For now, I want to start some Revealing about 2020.  I haven’t disassembled the whole year yet, but there are at least three Big Decade-Scale Events coming up next year.  Not to mention an election, if it’s held, that will compare in scope to the developments in the country you’d probably cross to get from Poland to France, in the year Anton Cermak was killed in Chicago.

• In January the symbol for Compulsion (Pluto) and the symbol for Concentration (Saturn) Merge (Pluto Initiates Saturn 9a PST 12 January 2020 in 23 Capricorn), very near to this week’s Full Moon.  This Merger has historically occurred around Wars and the like.  Remember this all-too-believable Faux News…?

• In March we begin a Decade where folks are likely to be more Emotional and Reactive than usual (on 17 March 2020 the Moon begins an 11-year Cycle wherein it travels Out Of Bounds twice a month).  The last time this happened, well – remember this…?

• In December the symbol for Contraction (Saturn) Merges with the symbol for Expansion (Jupiter; Saturn Initiates Jupiter 1 Aquarius 21 December 2020, Unx to the Capricorn Solstice).  This happens every 20 years and coincides with major Turning Points in the Political Economy, in this case the beginning of the Digital Age in earnest.  The previous occurrence saw the Dot-Com Crash, but the time before that, the introduction of the original IBM PC (sans graphic interface or internal storage).

We’ll talk in more detail about these three events soon as well.

Since people in 3D get all foamy at the mouth when a good Enemy comes into focus, Wars have proven to be reliable campaign strategies for Hoovering Up second terms.  Gosh, what if that was Revealed, and belligerents had to pay for Wars with campaign funds instead of tax money!  I know, unlikely.  We can PIAVA it though.  No need to Limit ourselves just because of poor odds – the symbol for Unlimited Potential (dwarf planet Chaos) is Lit Up by the Full Moon too, teaming with Intuition and buffered by Transcendence (Conjunct dwarf planet Asbolus and Opposite asteroid Bee-Zed).

We’re obviously way overdue for a shift in the 3D Political Economy, as the degeneration evident all over the “Developed” World reminds us.  As Automation replaces Huper Labor, the People who aren’t making or owning the Automatons are likely to be shut out of the Political Economy and forced to depend on the Kindness of Strangers for Survival.  Those who Survive the Climate Apocalypse and its Political ramifications, that is.  And who Survive 5G.  The whole business of 5G is likely to be a huge Cosmic Hint that the time to move to 5D is now, since the more Sensitive we are, the more 5G is likely to Destroy us.

So, we need to Tap Out these “the Way It’s Been” Projections, because Change Is Happening, even if still Underground.  With enough Poor Sweethearts we have plenty of 2019 left to Manifest Miracles for ourself and the Planet, and maybe even some for 3D Cultures.  No need to let a gloomy His-Story paint a bright Her-Story dull grey.  As we enter the Age of Aquarius we’re also leaving the Patriarchy.  Aquarius is “ruled” by the symbol for Soul (Uranus) after all.

Marilyn Raffaele’s Channeling for today gives us some orientation…

http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html

“Know that the strife and conflicts taking place at this time on earth indicate the shifts of consciousness that are happening.  The status quo is being questioned and no longer blindly accepted by an ever increasing number of people.  The innate self serving goals of many three dimensional standards are beginning to be recognized for what they are and as more and more awaken, will be eliminated or transmuted to higher forms.  Know that all is proceeding according to plan.

“Some refuse to let go of three dimensional concepts now being recognized by many others as false.  They continue to identify with what is familiar in the belief that their belief system is their identity, showing others who they are.  These dear ones believe that they would no longer be the person they believe themselves to be if they were to change.

“This type of thinking represents separation and demonstrates the common human need to create an ideal persona based in the individual’s concepts of what constitutes a good, bad, perfect, ideal human–illusion at its finest.

“Many continue to believe and promote that change and new ways of thinking will never be as wonderful as in the past.  These dear ones live in the past, nostalgic for what they falsely believe were ‘the good old days’ not realizing that the past only seemed better because the same issues being exposed today were very much alive at that time as well, but were hidden.

“Never forget that those who remain fully three dimensional are also Divine Beings.  Your job is to live from your highest enlightened realizations in the ordinary moments of each day.  Many of those choosing to remain rigidly attached to illusion will at some point leave the planet as they will not be able to align with the higher dimensional frequencies.

“Do not overly concern yourselves with those choosing not to awaken at this time even if the person is a loved family member or friend.  Remember, every person has a Higher Self, Guides, and a spiritual contract and this lifetime may not be their chosen time to awaken.  After enough lifetimes lived in the illusions of duality and separation every soul grows tired of the nonsense and begins to seek for more.

“Evolution can be postponed, but not avoided forever because the reality of every soul is Oneness with Source.”

Edges 2

Go Bees!

“Dark Days” 2

♥ Here’s an excellent way to Lighten Up these “Dark Days” – Donna Eden’s free Energy Medicine & Healing Summit that lasts all week, 22-26 April, led by her daughter Dondi Dahlin, at…

https://energymedicinesummit.com/

I’m told that each session will be available for 48 hours after it plays live.  I’m looking forward to…

• Donna herself speaking about The Assemblage Point (“The Power of this extraordinary Energy and how to Align with it; How it works with the Aura and the Heart Chakra; How figure eights keep it shining bright”) and

• Judith Orloff on Balance as an Empath (“Identify if you’re an Empath and/or highly Sensitive person; Discover why you feel exhausted, anxious, and physically ill; Learn how to Set Boundaries and Trust your Intuition),

…both Tuesday morning.  While I think of an Ego Death as a Shift in our “Assemblage Point,” I don’t really Know what Castaneda’s Don Juan meant by that term.  I expect Donna, Seeing Energy as she does, will Know though, so I’m Excited to hear what she has to say about it.

♥ Here’s our “Dark Days” Itinerary…

17-24 April (more or less) – Strong Compulsions, best not Resisted, though they can be Modified if necessary to Avoid Untoward Consequences, or “Surfed” for a Gravity Boost to your Orbit.  If lack of Alignment with your Self-Image or Social Mask seems like a problem, Allow your Image or Mask to Evolve, Gently.  (Pluto Stationary in 24 Capricorn, 11:30 am 24 April)

19 April to 3 May – Soulful Full Moon (see previous and future posts)

21-28 April – Watch closely for any sign of Self-Doubt, and rather than giving it any Credence, regard it as a Regression into the most Self-Sabotaging parts of your Childhood Programming.  “You Poor Sweetheart, you’ve been Programmed into Doubting yourself, haven’t you.”  If your Inner Child doesn’t Show Up for a Hug and maybe a Chat, Pretend that they have.  (Chariklo Station in 25 Capricorn, 3pm 28 April)

22-29 April – We need to Stay Focused on One Thing here, and it needs to be The Most Important Thing.  For you in this context (ie, everything else that’s going on), that may feel like Rescuing Your Partner or Someone Else who’s Important to you, or Saving Your Relationship or Your Income or Your Domicile or some other Materially or Emotionally Important issue.  Which is Fine, but do Recognize that you’ll be Abandoning your True Self if whoever you’re Rescuing, or whatever you’re Saving, is Contrary to your Liberation or to your Soul’s Truth.

No Worries, you may just be Learning the last few Lessons that you need to Learn in order to be Truly Ready to Transcend.  This isn’t our only Opportunity to Ascend, after all, just our Most Powerful One, one where we’re Jet-Propelled.  Before we’re Jet-Propelled into our Liberation, we’re likely to be Jet-Propelled into our “Shit,” so Awareness is key here.  We Want to stay Conscious of the Difference between What We Want and What We Don’t Want, and focus on the former as much as we can.  (Saturn Stationary in 21 Capricorn, 5pm PST 29 April)

23-30 April – Yes, it may well Feel Awful, because you may be Face to Face with your Held Emotions, the ones you’d rather Die than Feel.  There are literally No Greater Opportunities to Liberate yourself from your Limitations and your Self-Sabotage – from your Karma.  Remember the story of Sisiutl, a two-headed Monster so Scary that It turns to Stone whomever Sees It.  But, if you Stand Still for It as It approaches you, Its two heads will See Each Other – and Sisiutl will turn to Stone!  (Saturn Merges with True South Node, Exact at noon PDT 30 April)

Which leaves us with a Pattern that looks like this…

In other words, it’s pretty much All At Once.  We might Feel greater Compulsion early, and greater Focus later, or we might just feel Heavy, or like Shit, for the whole two weeks – the Pluto, Chariklo, Saturn, and Saturn-South Node events are also all within a few Degrees of one another, increasing the likelihood of Merger.  When the Energies Merge, our Unconscious Reaction will likely be something like The Most Important Thing is to Stop This Persistent Feeling that I’m Dying, Compulsively using Food, Alcohol, Drugs, Sex, or whatever Crutches we’re accustomed to using.

A Conscious Response might be The Most Important Thing is to Take Advantage of this Incredible Opportunity to Liberate myself from these Karmic Chains that have become so Graphically Clear.  So how might we go about that Liberation?  Lots of Tapping.  Lots of Alternating Theta and Tapping to Distinguish our Anxiety from Reality (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/).  Lots of Poor-Sweethearting.  There’s Grace in the Full Moon chart that will Help; we’ll talk more about that soon.

It’ll help to have Buddies who understand what we Want and what’s likely to Block us from it, so they can Remind us at strategic moments what’s The Most Important Thing.  We can score the Chocolate or the Tequila after we ditch them, but meanwhile they will have slowed down our Self-Destruction.

A friend once said, “I know that This Too will Change.  But you, as an astrologer, know When it will Change!”  No matter how Crummy you Feel, know that your Work will bring an Abundance of May Flowers, and it’s not far away.

Kegels 7

It’ll probably help to redraw the Sedna Station chart to emphasize the Grand Cross and Kites – even I had trouble following the lines in the Kegels 4 chart, and I drew it…

This chart makes the Haumea-Aletheia-Pallas Rebirth-Truth-Boundaries Finger of God stand out, and reveals that the Haumea-Aletheia-Pallas T-Square is really a Diamond Star, or Self-Resolving Challenge.  A Diamond Star happens when a T-Square and a Finger of God both point to the same place, because the base of the Finger of God (Sedna et al and Chiron) weaves a Nest of Grace (blue lines) under the T-Square, automatically Resolving the Challenge in it.

We can also see that the North Node corner of the Grand Cross (red box) is also a Diamond Star, with Klotho-Mercury (New Insights) and Ixion-Eurydike (Trusting our Forbidden Genius) forming the base of the North-Node Yod.  So we’re likely to gain Wisdom, or at least Information, about our Mission.

This chart also makes it more obvious that any time we find two interlocking Kites, only one corner of a Grand Sextile is missing.  The Vacancy in this Almost-Grand Sextile is 27 Leo, “The Luminescence of Dawn in the Eastern Sky.”  That’s Encouraging, suggesting that we’re getting close to Letting Go of the Darkness remaining in our 3D Worlds.

However, we need to Celebrate that this Energy has passed the Earth and is now following ‘Oumuamua back to Beetlegeese.  We don’t say this often enough, but in the short term, the Energy of planetary Stations and Angles generally increases up till the moment that the event is Exact, and then falls off rapidly.  However, and its a big However, we often Grasp the Energy and don’t Let Go of it.  That’s great when it’s a Positive and Productive Energy, it’s not so great when it’s a Bummer of one kind or another.

Generally, our Experience of a Sedna Station is likely to be closer to Bummer than Positive, unless and until we Harvest the Energy and Convert it from Fear to Power.  I mean, can you honestly say, yet, that you Love the Experience of Fear and Treasure it above all?  Eventually you will, but I’m guessing most of us are still Learning.

So, now that Sedna is happily on its way, it’s very Important to Review what’s going on for us.  Are we Worrying about anything?  Anxious about anything?  Scared about anything?  Those would be typical Sedna hangovers, and there’s a high probability that they’re Fake News.  Let It Go.  Tap It Out.  Shake It Off…

PIAVA What You Want instead.

Of course we all React and Respond Differently to events, but the next while should be a lot easier than the last while, as our next likely Difficult astroevents won’t be felt till mid-April.

Self-Judgment and Self-Love III

Feel the Change?  We’re just now (2:30 pm PST 17 January) making the shift from Guilt and Self-Judgment (Nemesis Station 6 Gemini) to Self-Love (Sappho Station  20 January 12 Gemini).  If it’s subtle it might be because this Difference isn’t in your Awareness cross-hairs.  It would be a very useful Difference to look for, since Unconditional Self-Love is a prerequisite for graduation from Earth Bummers.

Of course it may not be your cuppa – for instance, you may not have any natal planets near these locations.  Gemini 3-15 will be particularly Lit Up, but also 3-15 of Sagittarius, Virgo, and Pisces, and to a lesser extent 3-15 of any Sign, and even 18-30 of Libra and Capricorn.  In other words, not a lot of folks will be excluded from the Opportunity.

There are several things going on in the General Cosmos that you may find useful…

Movement of the Magnetic North Pole has been increasing…

https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2019/01/16/earths-shifting-magnetic-pole-affects-your-cell-phone/.

While it’s not as big as the last few, a hole in Sun will be spewing Electromagnetic Noise (or Codes, depending on your Sensitivity) at us…

http://spaceweather.com/images2019/17jan19/ch_strip.jpg?PHPSESSID=15jea0s5dttap7c6ep3tkvjev7

Did you know that the Sun was made out of root beer?

And here’s what appears to be a handy guide to the 20 January Total Lunar Eclipse…

https://www.timeanddate.com/eclipse/lunar/2019-january-21

So much for the green cheese theory.

 

 

Self-Judgment and Self-Love II

Of course the “good news” of a Nemesis Station Square Nessus-OR10 (Ego Death from Embracing or Poor-Sweethearting our Intrusive Abuse Memories), is that it’s an Opportunity to Clear the very Held Emotions that constitute our Unconscious Resistance to migrating into 5D, aka What We Want.  It’s not as complicated as it sounds.  Originally, we set Boundaries against Memories that would Trigger Emotions that would Overwhelm us.

As we got good at this through Repetition, we pushed the Memories and their Emotions out of our Awareness and into Karma.  We made them Unconscious, which means they’re part of Not-Me.  In Real Life we’re Infinite Light Beings Fantasizing a Material Vehicle, and from this Light-Being Perspective nothing is Not-Me.  But when we Identify with our Fantasy Material (/Emotional/Intellectual) Vehicle, then from that Perspective our Not-Me can get Overwhelmingly large, large enough to Take Control of our Vehicle behind its back, without telling us, so to speak – Out of Our Awareness.

This is the Origin of all the Good-Versus-Evil stories you’ve been taught since Birth; “Good” is your Fantasy-Vehicle Identity, and “Bad” is the Not-Me which is the rest of your Light Being, which you don’t recognize as “Me.”  Hence the Classic Warfare Model of HisStory.  His many Stories become Religions or other Group-Thinks like Make-Rome-Great-Again aka Bring-Back-the-Slaves, which the pathologically clever among us exploit for their own Gain.

Moving into Identifying with our Light Body is not a process of Struggle, but a process of Surrender or Allowing or Vulnerability – HerStory.  The Lady Warrior Archetype misses the point, but it’s an intermediate step that might help with our Liberation, if we don’t get Stuck in it.

As we attempt to return our Identity to our Infinite Light Beingness, we find that our Fantasy-Vehicle Identity has to Break Out of a series of Shells, each one Opening us to a “new” (Revealed – Eris) segment of our Not-Me, which Manifests as an Introduction to a Held Emotion (South Node or Karma).  With each Broken Shell our Me Grows toward our 5D Light Being, and our Me Grows in Power – in the sense that we now have greater Healthy Control over our Life Circumstances.

Not the Power-Over which dominates HisStory, but the Power-With that works through Collaboration with the Unseen.  The more we can Delegate Power to the Unseen Energies that actually Carry it, the Easier our Life becomes.  Except of course for the potentially unpleasant “Ego Deaths,” or Molts, or Rebirths, or Embracing/Poor-Sweethearting of our Held Emotions, that occur when one of those Shells Break, because we Experienced those Shells as Security to our Fantasy Vehicle.  Like when Nemesis Acts Out, such as Now through 17 January.

Not to Lament, as Sappho (Self-Love) is also Stationary here, through 20 January.  Unconditional Self-Love is so Central to our Light-Being Self that we’re hardly Aware of it.  While Nemesis can suck out the Air that our Fantasy Vehicle likes to Breathe, nothing can suck out the Light that our Light-Being Self Breathes, though the Illusions of our Fantasy Vehicle like to blind us to that in its misguided attempts to Protect the next Shell.

When we can Experience the Breaking of a Shell as Liberation of a more Power-With-ful Me instead of the demise of a more Limited Power-Over-ful Me, our Growth into Full Collaboration with the Universe has Arrived.  Contrary to the usual Metaphor, there are no Destinations here; there are only More Shells to Break.  5D is not an event, it’s a process, and it’s the process of Enjoying Ego Death.

So let’s have a look at this Opportunity to Experience some serious Ego Deaths in the context of serious Self-Love…

For instance, there’s Marilyn Raffaele’s Channeling for 13 January…

http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html

(If you don’t find the 13 January 2019 message there, check http://www.onenessofall.com/archives.html.)

“We are the Arcturian Group, a collective of ascended Arcturian beings from the eighth dimension here to assist Gaia and her people during these times of ascending consciousness.

“Know that these messages as well as others that may resonate with you are in reality your own state of consciousness manifesting as the particular message.  If this were not true, you would not be drawn to or be able to understand them.

“You, who are spiritually prepared to expand beyond the illusion and integrate truth are the forefront of the ascension process.  You chose to be on earth during these times of intense energetic chaos and change in order to complete your own third dimensional spiritual journey and become the first wave of ascension and example for those following.

“You are preparing the way for those of the second wave–individuals spiritually ready to awaken but who until now have resisted doing so.  Know that the Light of so many now awakening out of three dimensional sleep state, is shifting and dissolving the old paradigm, even when things appear to be getting worse.  Try not to give up hope but rather stand back as an observer for you are soon going to see much that will restore the hope you may have lost.

“You serve as living breathing examples of unconditional love for those around you when you realize and begin to live out from a consciousness that knows unconditional love is the only reality and that anything else simply represents conditioned beliefs about love.”

“Unconditional love can only ever be all there is because there is only ONE–one substance, one life, one reality, one law.  Love is the energetic glue connecting everything within this Infinite ONE and those who [naively] continue to believe in and live out from a consciousness of separation and duality create for themselves the illusory forms of these beliefs.

“You can ignore, but never change the reality of Oneness by judging from outer appearances as proof of its nonexistence.  Continuing to hold to the third dimensional belief system after outgrowing it only delays a person’s spiritual evolution because Oneness is the foundation of all reality and must be acknowledged at some point.  For some it may be in a future life, for you it is now.

“There are some who present a very religious face to the public, preaching ideas of love, but who do not practice them when confronted with experiences or opportunities that may result in personal inconvenience or lifestyle discomfort.  Unconditional love cannot continue being flowery words spoken or written, but must become an attained state of consciousness.

“Because Love/oneness is the only reality, all false concepts about love must be allowed to fade away and be replaced by a deeper realization of what love really is.  The third dimensional belief system has created and promoted hundreds of concepts of love, the grandest of them being romantic love.

“Romantic love is based in the belief that everyone is half of a couple.  This concept would be true if humans were simply physical, but they are not and never have been.  Although appearing to be just physical, the reality is that everyone is a whole and complete expression of Divine consciousness having the experience of being in physical form.

“Many, even the very evolved are reluctant to move past their favorite three dimensional concepts of love but as long as an individual continues to seek wholeness, happiness, and fulfillment from another, they remain just that– half of a couple.”

“Let go of concepts proclaiming that things need, should, or must be a certain way in order to be correct.  Most of the world’s ‘shoulds and shouldn’ts’ have been carried in collective consciousness from earlier times when they may have actually made sense for personal safety.  Others are nothing more than rules and regulations given by third dimensional thinkers, governments, and religious leaders often to promote their own agendas.

“You are ready to come out from under the bondage of three dimensional thinking because you have evolved beyond the need for someone to tell you what is right and what is wrong–you already know what is right and wrong.

“Allow yourselves to be who and what you are.  If family or friends think you have become a ‘weirdo’, simply laugh, bless them, and move on.  Does God need outer validation?  Where could it come from since IT is all there is?  …

“For some it takes a great deal of courage to live truth when it begins to unfold from within.  A person may be afraid to speak of these things to those of his old mindset be they family, friends, or church elders.  Living truth is not for the faint hearted especially in the beginning, but continuing to align with some organization or individual out of fear of criticism serves only to keep the person in energy he has outgrown and where he will continue to create experiences reflective of that energy.

“The choice is yours, dear ones.  Do you choose to be what you already are or do you wish to continue with the illusion of being a poor human constantly suffering third dimensional problems and continually seeking a savior, human or Divine, to save you?.

“Stop waiting for someone or something to change the world for you.  Only the awakened consciousness of the collective can and is shifting the three dimensional world out of illusion.

“Allow the real YOU to create your experiences.  You are your own Light should you choose to accept this fact.

“You are Divine Consciousness in expression.  Claim it.”

Or Dan Scranton’s Channeling for 14 January…

https://danielscranton.com/defeating-others-is-not-a-part-of-the-shift-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“We are more than satisfied with the progress of humanity, and furthermore, we are certain that your progress will continue to impress us.  Now, we know that it is easy to find the faults with where you are as a collective and to focus on them because they are right there in your face, very loud and somewhat destructive.

“So your approach now to helping humanity as the lightworkers you are has to be aimed at changing the way you perceive those noisy, low frequency aspects of the human collective.  We invite you to see that humanity is getting all of this out of its system in preparation for the shift in consciousness.  There are very old disputes that you have on planet Earth, and they actually extend back even further than when human life on Earth began.

“You are there settling very old scores, and you have needed to try the old way of going about it for quite some time.  Again, you need to realize what works by first realizing what does not work.  Seeking to defeat the so-called enemy, no matter how bad they appear to be, will never work for humanity, and there’s a reason for that.  The reason is that you are there to bring together all aspects of you so that you can become your higher selves.

“You cannot bring together all of the parts if any of the parts are eliminated or destroyed.  Again, we invite you to see the attempts to destroy one group of humans by another as the last gasp, the last ditch effort for certain aspects of humanity to cling to the third dimensional ways.

“If you are receiving this transmission, you are not among those who wish to do this.  And so again, we urge you all to be the peace, and the sanity, be the calm at the center of the storm.  And in so doing, you will integrate yourselves, your human collective, and this beautiful galaxy of ours.”

The Demise of Karma IV

The process of Dropping our Karma is the process of Expanding our Boundaries and Opening to our Unlimited Potential.  Natalie Glasson’s Channeling for today touches on this Opening…

https://www.omna.org/the-realms-of-the-unknown-by-cosmic-logos-mahatma/

“Please receive my pale turquoise light as it flows over and through your being now.  I, Mahatma, the Cosmic Logos am present with you, I embody 352 levels of the Creator’s Universe.  I am present with all beings in great magnitude and equality.  I am an aspect of your being, energy, and essence.  I am present within the reality that you know and are accustomed to and I am present in the realms that are unknown to you. “It may come to your mind if I am present in all areas of the Universe of the Creator what am I?  I am the same as you in your original essence and in your current existence, I exist in the energy of the Creator that is label-less and in the manifestations of physical form.  When you describe yourself as your original essence and truth, this is what I am.  I am the pure intentions and consciousness of the Creator, I am the active energy of the Creator.  I can be expressed and experienced in numerous ways as can you. “My energy remains at the purest vibration of the Creator whichever level, realm or dimension I am experienced.  Your energy is the same.  You can exist upon the Earth as the purest vibration of your being and expression of the Creator. “Within your being you have all the knowledge of the Universe of the Creator, everything is available for you to access, this means that there are realms of consciousness, existence, and knowledge that is within your reach and yet unknown to you at this moment.  Some of these unknown realms may be unknown to you for your entire lifetime or multiple lifetimes upon the Earth.  When you return to the inner planes all these realms become known to you once more.  Your connection with these realms allows you to recognise the full essence and extent of your being. “However, it is not essential for you to have conscious awareness of the unknown realms while embodying your physical body.  The information, wisdom, and knowledge that is essential to support, nurture and empower your current reality and ascension are available to you, and in truth, nothing else is needed. “I, Mahatma, share with you about the unknown realms of the Universe of the Creator in order to expand your ability to see and sense beyond the illusions that are present upon the Earth.  Illusions can act as a process of ensuring your safety, however, there comes a time in your spiritual evolution where there is a need to expand your awareness beyond the boundaries of illusions.  To achieve expansion beyond illusion there is a need to contemplate the Unknown Realms of the Universe of the Creator. “To simply allow yourself to recognise and accept that there are Unknown Realms within and beyond the Universe of the Creator creates a shift and awakening within your being.  This awakening will be different for each person and will activate different aspects of your essence into manifestation.  By contemplating that there are Unknown Realms you allow yourself to access a deep-seated sense of acceptance that the Creator is far greater and more expansive that you could possibly imagine and yet you are everything that is the Creator. “This acceptance creates a healing within your essence especially associated with separation.  It allows you to feel, sense and acknowledge the full power and presence of the Creator within and around you.  The healing also supports you in letting go of your attachment to your identity; who you are, what you know and how you exist in the world. “I, Mahatma, wish to share some practices to support you in exploring and experiencing your connection and acceptance of the Unknown Realms of the Creator’s Universe.

“You Are Present Within All Aspects of the Earth “During meditation or quiet time, I, Mahatma, invite you to contemplate and consider that your energy and essence is present within all aspects of the Earth, areas of the Earth that you know and areas of the Earth you do not know. Imagine yourself first in energy form or quality form, then imagine that energy or quality is present within everything and everyone upon the Earth.  You may feel at first that you are placing your energy or quality into all areas of the Earth.  With practice, you will recognise that your energy, quality, and essence already exists within all areas of the Earth. “This practice requires time in order to shift your perspective from imagining yourself present in all areas of the Earth to, knowing, seeing and sensing your presence in everything and everyone.  This practice will create a shift that allows you to move from separation and loneliness to feeling connected to all and in awe of your current existence and reality upon the Earth. “You Are Present Within All Aspects of the Universe of the Creator “During meditation or quiet time, I, Mahatma, invite you to contemplate and consider that your energy and essence is present within all aspects of the Creator’s Universe.  This may require some imagination at first because you may not know or remember what the entire Universe of the Creator appears like.  It may be easier to sense and feel your energy expanding into the Universe of the Creator connecting with all that is the Creator.  This practice also releases fear of the Creator, Universe and the Unknown. “Many souls because of other lifetimes, adopting the thought process of others or misunderstanding of the presence of the Creator can feel a build up of fear of the Creator within their beings.  This often manifests as a fear of the unknown as they are unable to remember and reconnect with the knowledge and wisdom available to them due to their oneness with the Creator.  Fear of the unknown is an illusion and causes boundaries to be built around you which creates further feelings of being unsupported, alone and powerless. “Through this practice, I am asking you to face your fears of the unknown, to realise you are safe and protected at all times and to come to a space of acceptance that the Universe of the Creator is vast and expansive, as well as being an energy you are a part of.  You will also begin to realise that the Universe of the Creator is both known and unknown to you, acceptance of this awakens a deeper connection with your inner peace. “You Are Known and Unknown To Yourself “There are many aspects of your physical and spiritual being which are known and unknown to you.  Accepting the aspects of yourself that are known can support your greater experience of your unconditional love for yourself and a deeper recognition of who you are as a being rather than who you wish to be.  Accepting unknown aspects of yourself brings the unknown aspects closer to you, you may or may not gain a deeper understanding of the unknown. “However, you will feel a greater sense of connection with all that you are, creating new opportunities for new understandings and experiences to enter into your reality and awareness.  Fears will be released, and your energy will expand allowing the Creator’s light to flow through your being with greater ease, thus, you will experience the benefits and inspiration of opening your being to the Creator. “Remember that you do not need to understand the Unknown Realms, acceptance that there are Unknown Realms is all that is required and will create expansion and activations within your being. “During meditation or quiet time, I, Mahatma, invite you to focus upon the presence of your physical being, energy field and soul.  Allow yourself to contemplate and consider that there are aspects of yourself which are unknown.  Cultivate gratitude and acceptance for these unknown aspects of yourself, feeling your sense of self and connection with self expanding.  Remember it is not about understanding the Unknown Realms of your being, simply a process of acceptance. “The purpose of my sharing and practices is to return you to a natural state which always exists within your being, this natural state is the state of being PRESENT with all that is the Creator.  To be present with all that is the Creator is a powerful gift of mastery that can be awoken from within your being, allowing you to access your Creator power and essence.”

Descension

Next step in our Learning-to-Consciously-Change-Timelines fortnight is the 6 January (12:30 pm PST) Station of Uranus at 29 of Aries (Descent of Soul into Matter).  Uranus moves back into Taurus, for the next seven years, at the 6 March New Moon.  Every Sign is a Reaction to the previous Sign, but the shift from Aries to Taurus is one of the more drastic changes, as we move from No-Rules Creativity to Cast-In-Stone Stability.  Uranus is not a big fan of Stability, unless it’s a Solid, Prominent Role for the Soul in one’s Life.  We’re more likely to see Uranus Changing Taurus, than see Taurus Change Uranus.

I know, Descension is an obsolete word, but it fits, as 5D “Ascension” is to Descent-of-Soul-into-Matter as Exhaling is to Inhaling.  For those of us who Inhaled, that is.  I’m guessing if you gave it a moment’s Attention, you’d notice that your Soul has been Challenging your Ego’s Addictions over the last few days.  Who’s been Winning?  Or is your Ego still in Denial?  An Eris Station (Revelation of What’s Been Denied) is next, on 10 January, so feel free to start early.  Nothing to be embarrassed about – Denial is Healthy, it’s what we all do in order to Focus on what’s more Important in each moment.

Bottom line is that we Really Can Consciously Choose our Timelines (Lachesis Station 12 January), and we can do it now.  Start with Ending your Addiction Timelines.  When I quit smoking (Tobacco, which I never Inhaled) forty years ago, I was advised to continue smoking as usual for a week or two, but wrap my pack of coffin nails in paper, so I’d remember to write down what I was Doing and what I was Feeling each time before I lit up.  After a couple of weeks we’d know when and why we smoked, and could plan alternatives.

I smoked most reliably after meals and while on the telephone.  So I Chose to doodle instead while on the phone, and drink a glass of Water and take a walk after meals.  After smoking for 15 years, I had no difficulty quitting.  Two weeks later I dreamed I was smoking a cigarette, and I’ve never had a single urge to smoke ever since.  Now, Chocolate and Cookies and Ice Cream, that’s another story.  And the new Tapioca Pudding that a local store recently started making, with Eggs!  I moderate it sometimes.  But I haven’t actually made the Choice yet to End that Timeline.  Interesting.  Am I getting ready?

There’s always a tradeoff between making Life Enjoyable and (maybe) Extending it by Choosing to End Unhealthy Habit Timelines.  After all, the Craveable Alkaloid in Chocolate is called Theobromine, which means “Food of the Gods” (broma is Greek for Food – there’s no Bromine in it).  I do Believe that Guilt can be as damaging to Health as Untoward Habits.  Rationalization?  Maybe.  Maybe not completely.

And most important of all – our Soul is Unitary and Multidimensional, much much larger than our Dualistic Shoulds.  There’s a reason for our Addictions, maybe something about Learning.  Maybe Learning that we can Choose our Timelines, but more likely something we haven’t thought of yet and probably never will because the mind doesn’t have nearly enough bandwidth to comprehend the Soul’s Purpose.  If it even has one.

But enough of that – what does the chart say?

Stationary Uranus Squares the Nodes (Karma and Mission) and Opposes Haumea (Rebirth) – that’s a great start.  Rebirth is just a Big  Change of Timelines.  Like several of our other recent Cuspal charts, the Energy is focused on one planet, like a reflecting telescope.  In this case it’s our Mission that’s the Star of the Show, as it should be (if we can Trust our Shoulds!).  And the North Node is involved in three different Mjölnirs (Epiphanies – just what we need when our Timelines are in Transition).  A Mjölnir occurs when a third planet is at the Far Midpoint between the two ends of a Square (red line), Trioctile (orange lines) to each end.

The Mjölnir that focuses on the North Node embellishes the Square between Jupiter (Expansion) and Neptune (Soul Growth).  The other two are on the Uranus-North Node Square (You Gonna Go For It this Lifetime or Not?) and the Haumea-North Node Square (Sure, you could always cash it in and Go For It next time – how Unhealthy are those Addictions, anyway? – but it’d be a lot Easier to just Change your Timelines Here and Now – Now Is All There Is, after all).  The whole top of the chart makes an umbrella of Octiles (short orange lines, Insights), from Uranus to Neptune to South Node (Held Emotions) to Jupiter to Haumea.

And speaking of Emotions, our Celebrity North Node makes a Water (Emotion) Grand Trine (big blue triangle) with Chiron (Despair, Poor-Sweetheart, Miracles) and Venus (Values).  Between these, our Held Emotions (South Node) get Grounded (Capricorn) at the top of the Kite.  Sedna (Fear+Kegels=Power) fills the fifth spot in the resulting Almost-Grand-Sextile (Great Grace), and the ever-Powerful Vacancy that would complete it sits at Virgo 28, “A bald-headed man who has seized Power”!  Isn’t that weird.

So today of all days I Bing the internet to see who might be bald and in the news, and I haven’t laughed so hard in a long time reading this…

https://heavy.com/social/2019/01/trump-bald-men-memes-jokes/

And the article was from today!  (Well, yesterday by now.)  As my Chief Asteroid Officer used to say, “You can’t make this stuff up!”

An Almost-Grand-Sextile means that if we can Consciously supply some of the Energy indicated by the Vacancy, we can Trigger the Great Grace of the Grand Sextile.  In a Grand Sextile, the six Energies complement one another and work together perfectly, even if they’re very disparate Energies.  So if you’re bald, this might be a good time to be more Assertive toward your projects and Addictions.  Or to shave your head.  Uranus, of course, is the only bald planet to rotate on its side…

She’s a Beauty, ain’t She?

Oh, by the way, there’s a Partial Solar Eclipse (Illumination) on 5 January, at 5:30 pm PST and 16 Capricorn, visible only from Kamchatka and Hokkaido.  It Conjoins asteroid Atropos, which means Ending Timelines, so it’s a boon for Swapping in New ones.  Asteroid Klotho (Beginning New Timelines) is also prominent, Conjunct Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) and Vesta (Beliefs), so it turns out to be an excellent time to shutter Addictions, since Addictions kidnap our Sovereignty.  Klotho et al is Unx (Breaking Patterns) to the New Moon.  And Moira (Choice over Fate) Opposes it!  We’ll talk more.