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PIAFA III

October 19, 2017

I used to write code for University research projects, and forty years ago it would take me about two weeks to shift my Assemblage Point from writing code to doing astrology and back again.  Gradually I worked the Gap between my two hemispheres down to a few minutes.  Now it’s back up again.  I don’t write a lot of code these days, and the shift from my “straight” jobs to astrology is more about Yintegrity (What I Want to Do, When) than Yangtegrity (What I Need to Do Now if I want to eat).

But there’s now a Gap between these Channeled readings that we’ve been quoting, and everything else, between 5D and 3D.  Not just that I have to get a breather between the Channelings and else, but also that I need to stop and take a break frequently while I’m reading the Channelings.  Writing this blog is like that too.  It’ll flow for a while, then I’ll finish a thought or get too many thoughts open at once, and my mind goes “Tilt” and I’ll have to take a break.

Ten days ago I tried something that Natalie Glasson recommended, and I’m now finding the results to be very remarkable.  We wrote about it in in PIAFA II (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/piafa-ii/)…

“I hesitated to try this one, Yes-Butting that it might blow my head off, but I’ve found it gentle and useful…

https://www.omna.org/accelerating-mastery-andromedans/

“I’d never previously followed the Andromedans in this Timeline.  Fascinating that, after requesting a download into my Crown Chakra, it gave me a short but unmistakable whiff of something I haven’t smelled in fifty years.”

Since then, by Imagining that I’m Floating out of my Physical Vehicle via the Crown, I’ve been able to jump directly to what seems to be my 5D Self and Ask for Guidance on difficult issues.  The Guidance arrives quickly and seems very good.  Tellingly, it’s not been the sort of ideas that my mind or Ego would generate on its own – the Guidance has been much more comprehensive and Powerful.

I’ve since Requested, following…

“With a request, we, the Andromedans, will place an orb of our light of a purple, violet and turquoise colour into one of your chakras.

…that these kind folks place one of their lovely Orbs into my Heart Chakra, and a few hours ago I also Requested that one be placed in my Solar Plexus Chakra, intending to fill them all eventually.  The Andromedans recommend space between the Meditations wherein we Request these Orbs, and I’ve been waiting several days between Requests, which seems effective, giving me the Opportunity to Practice with each new Orb.

We’re used to moving “up” through the Crown Chakra, and that feels right, but remember that the Fifth Dimension surrounds and interpenetrates the Third, so when I’ve been Leaving my Vessel via the Heart, I just move “out” rather than “up.”  When I go up through my Crown, it feels like I’m emerging out of the Ground into a higher World.  But when I’m sitting up and I go out through the Heart, it feels a lot like visiting the interpenetrating Faerie Realms, which I Believe is appropriate.

I recommend this highly; it’s the most effective way to access 5D that I’ve yet encountered. 

Prior to this glorious Rebirth-into-Unconditional-Love (Haumea-Hopi-Karma) New Moon (see previous post, and Kelley Hunter’s very apt description of it at http://heliastar.com/cosmic-news/birth-and-depth/), we begin two more New Cycles.  Initiating a New Cycle is like taking a hot shower; we slough off Old, worn-out Energies, and begin anew – to the extent that we aren’t in Resistance to the New and Attached to the Old.  The New Cycles are…

  • Makemake Initiates Venus in 4 Libra on 17 October (6am PDT).
  • Jupiter Initiates Mercury in 2 Scorpio on 18 October (2am PDT).

The Venus-Makemake Cycle is about “Feelizing,” the Emotional equivalent of Visualizing (hence PIAFA), and the Mercury-Jupiter Cycle is about Blowing our mind, or more gently, Expanding our thinking.  Related to that fifty-year-old aroma perhaps, and certainly to the Third Chakra.  Venus-Makemake is also about Manifestation that’s aligned with our Values – when you’re Creating and you smell Guilt, you’ve probably encountered an obsolete Value that’s Asking to be Cleared.

The New Venus-Makemake Feelizing Cycle is about (4 Libra) “Around a campfire a group of young people sit in spiritual communion.”  Manifesting in 5D is more like mixing paint or growing plants, than hammering boards together or sculpting clay.  We Focus our Intention and Invite in the Energies that will do the actual, Organic, Creating.  Not to diminish our Practice at Skills and Handicrafts; they hone our Visualization and Feelization immensely, and contain their own Joy.

The New Mercury-Jupiter Mind-Blowing Cycle is about (2 Scorpio) “A delicate bottle of perfume lies broken, releasing its fragrance.”  Delicate is the operative word here, as our Archetypal Habits of thinking are not easily dislodged.  I have to continually remind myself to Focus my Attention on Outcomes, not on Mechanisms.  I need Miracles, and the Mechanisms I already know about won’t supply them.  But if I can allow that delicate fragrance to waft into the Organic Creation process, maybe…

Both Cycles span about a year and share the same chart…

Salient features (of the chart and the Cycles)…

  • We’ll be Learning to Poor-Sweetheart our Suffering more quickly (Chiron Quintile Yod on North Node and Mercury-Jupiter – light orange wedge).
  • We’ll be faced with Choosing between our Old mental Patterns and the Truth of the Life Force – which means that whenever we encounter a diminution of our Life Force (such as an illness or Discouragement), look for a Limiting Belief that’s blocking our Vitality (Varuna-Aletheia T-Square on Moira and Mercury-Jupiter).
  • It’s The Life Force that does the Creating; we only Personalize it so we can Attach our Ego to it.  When you encounter difficulty Manifesting, PIAVA a “#MeToo” – it’s the residue of Abuse that makes you Feel Unworthy of Accepting the Creation.  Get Clear about the Abuse (OR10-Nessus Finger of God on the Sextile between Varuna-Aletheia and Venus-Makemake, and interlocking Venus-Makemake Finger of God on OR10-Nessus and Moira).
  • The key element is Choice.  We’re establishing a whole new set of Patterns where we Choose to Surrender to the Life Force, to what Mother Gaia Wants to Create, rather than trying to force the Manifestation into our Ego’s parameters.  We paint the picture of What We Want, we Trust that we’re being Guided in Her name, and we Accept the differences between What We Wanted and What’s Been Created, as Teachings for us (Moira Finger of God on Klotho and Venus-Makemake).
  • We need Curiosity and Wonder to overcome our initial Hesitation to Create because of our Fear that we will be Punished for it.  Our Forbidden Genius Ixion isn’t Lit Up in this chart, but he is in the coincident New Moon chart; the same Abuse that Shamed our Genius is what blocks our Wand from Creating Magic.  “I Wonder what will unblock my Willingness to Create” is in order (Klotho Square OR10-Nessus Quincunx Aletheia-Varuna Trine Klotho Tricolor).
  • The Most Important Thing here is Timing; PIAVA to Know Intuitively and Immediately when your Old thought Patterns are inhibiting Life Energy (Mercury-Jupiter Septile Saturn).

Time to Shift 3

October 17, 2017

Brenda Hoffman’s Channeling for today agrees with our post from yesterday…

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2017/10/16/you-crowned-yourself/

“Go inside your being to determine who and what you are.  Of course, such a command seems silly for you know who you are.  Or do you?  It is time to determine what is important to you beyond the 3D pieces of home, family, and country.

“You are global ambassadors not merely community do-gooders.  Some of you will take offense at such a statement, even though you have no difficulty proclaiming that you are one with all.

“It is time for you to acknowledge and proclaim your global role.

“You have played the small 3D role despite proclamations from us and other channeled sources that you are god/goddesses.  Such was, if you will, allowed until now.  For you are moving into a phase far beyond anything you imagined when you initiated your new you transition.

“You dreamed you could create that which would make you more comfortable in your 3D world – perhaps a new home or relationship.  Enough to proclaim you were a creator, but not enough to remove you from your comfort zone.

Such is not to be.  Granted you are fully capable of creating that which makes you joyful in your current life, but that is a small part of what you wish to achieve in this lifetime.

“You learned that you are to change the world.  You learned that such would be easy, that you could protest if you wish, but that you could also change the world with a joyful walk in nature.

“It is time for you to move beyond your small 3D life to global achievements.  Perhaps such a statement frightens you for you have no idea what that means.  Are you to travel throughout the globe?  Give up your comforts?  Demand new political divisions?  No.  You are merely required – and required is the correct word – to go within to discover what your aspect, your piece of this new Universal creation is.

“What gives you joy?  That is your magnifying glass to your new creations.  For indeed, you are beyond your tiny 3D life.”

She goes on, and I highly recommend it. 

She’s Teaching us about our Forgotten Genius, the one who was Forbidden, our Inner Ixion.  Forbidden until the Shift arrived, until Now.

The chart of the 19 October (noon PDT) New Moon is almost the same as the chart of the Eurydike-Mars Initiation (the second chart in the previous post)…

  • Using our Poor-Sweethearts to coax forth our Forgotten Genius, who is used to thinking that they aren’t allowed to play outdoors, but this is the Threshold when that all Changes.  Invite them out.  Tell them it’s now Safe for them, but encourage them to be careful at first, till they Discover from their own Experience that they will be Accepted Now – and Celebrate.  Apologize to them for collaborating in their Suppression all these years, and Commit yourself to be their Fierce Guardian from now on.
    • The Chiron Kite on the Fire Grand Trine, with Chiron Opposite Mars-Eurydike Square to Chaos Opposite Saturn-Ixion-Pholus-Galactic Center-Lilith-Quaoar.  That’s one helluva Stellium…
      • Saturn, The Most Important Thing
      • Ixion, our Forgotten Genius
      • Pholus, Being Fully Responsive To
      • Galactic Center, Instructions from Headquarters
      • Lilith, our Self-Sovereignty
      • Quaoar, our Survival Instincts
      • The nature of a Stellium (or any Conjunction) is that the individual elements in it are Merged, so that we’re unable to Distinguish between them.
      • Merging all these elements we have no choice but to label this a Grand Awakening, the Eagle landing and crowing up the Dawn.
  • The Celebration of Ego Death as the Ritual of Liberation that it in fact is.
    • The Nemesis T-Square on the Opposition from Uranus-Eris to New Moon-Haumea-Hopi-Karma.
      • The Haumea New Moon Validates this as the Grand Awakening we’ve been waiting for.  You are Monkey #101.
      • Hopi reminds us to Let Go of All Judgment.  Be Mindful for it, and use it as a Tool to pry open the Unconscious roots of your Resistance to Unconditional Love.
      • And who else but asteroid Karma, reminding us that Karma is Dead, and that such Unconscious Habits and Patterns and Inertia and Archetypes have served us by Keeping us Safe while we were emerging from our Chrysalis.
  • Grounding ourself to Mother Gaia/Pi.  As Angie used to say, “Walking the Mystical Path with Practical Feet.”  When we were in 3D we had to Leave our Body to go Home to 5D.  Now we get to Live 5D in our 3D Body.
    • The Earth Grand Trine that connects Nemesis to Sedna and Mars-Eurydike.
  • We pointed out earlier that while our Guidance would be Clear, our Actions would be less Coherent.  That doesn’t mean we’ll be Clumsy.  It means that every time our Actions don’t immediately yield What We Intended, we need to Pay Attention to What We Need to Learn.
    • The Eurydike-Venus Initiation chart was Symmetric, suggesting Clarity, while the Eurydike-Mars Initiation chart was less so, suggesting that Action wouldn’t flow as smoothly, though there was and is plenty of Grace.  Those hiccups are our Learning Opportunities.

What we’ve said about Stellia and Conjunctions – that the Players are Merged and Impossible to tease back apart – also applies to Initiations.  The Eurydike-Mars Initiation, for example – Trust and Action are Entangled, and we can’t Separate them.  Yet Action isn’t as Clear as we’d like.  That means we have to Trust that any Action that isn’t a bulls-eye is a Gift of Teaching.  That gives us three new things to Get in the Habit of Celebrating

  • The Coming Out of our Once-Forbidden Genius as Ingenue
  • Ego Death as a Graduation to the next Level of Consciousness
  • Imprecise Actions as Teachers of What We Need to Learn Next

 Time for unbridled Joy and Intuitive, Unhesitant Action.  It’s all just Street Theater, and you are the Star.

Time to Shift 2

October 15, 2017

So let’s focus on what in these charts tells us where we’ve got ourselves in an Unconscious 3D leghold trap.  The Eurydike-Venus Initiation (Trusting our Guidance) is symmetric (the Grand Sextile), suggesting that our Guidance is indeed to be Trusted.  Pulling it from the 5D end of the Funnel will always work better. 

The Key to the Dragon’s Lair in this chart is Poor-Sweethearting ourself whenever we Feel anything we don’t Enjoy (the Chiron Kite), or whenever we check in with ourSelf and can’t find what we Are Feeling.  Not Feeling means we’ve Repressed it, and we need to Recover it.  “You Poor Sweetheart, you don’t know what you’re Feeling right now, do you.”  If you get an immediate Response, Follow it.  If not, Change the Subject.

The Eurydike-Mars Intiation is less organized.  That tells us that while our Guidance can be Trusted, our Actions not as much.  The Fire and Earth Grand Trines suggest we can freely Manifest into Hardcopy whatever we have Passion about, but we need to watch mind and Emotion closely for Resistance. 

The Nemesis T-Square says we need to be quick to Embrace our Ego Deaths as the Stairway to Heaven.  Any Victims you want to Indulge are antithetical to your Soul and to your Rebirth – smother them with so much Empathy and Love that they Surrender. 

It’s also important to be Conscious of Fear in any flavor, and Tap it Out (Veritas Square Sedna).  Whenever anything doesn’t fall into place Easily, look for Unconscious Fears.  Ask yourself, “Why would I Resist that?” and Change the Subject if you don’t get an immediate Answer.  Always look to see if there’s an Answer you’ve already Rejected.

Mars-Eurydike themselves are tied up in a Grand Cross, and it’s about Recovering your Forbidden or Forgotten Genius.  Be on the lookout for Yes-Buts, or just Buts.  You do not Consciously Know what you’re seeking here, it’s outside of your Current Awareness.  So it’s very important to be Open, particularly to be Open to what you’re accustomed to thinking of as Impossible, which is to say, what you’re accustomed to not thinking of.  Actively seek out the Impossible in your Imagination, using Fear and Joy as your Guides.  When you find Joy, spend time getting to know it.  When you find Fear or Doubt, Tap it Out, then look to see what was behind it.  It’s a Big Universe.  Everything is Possible.

One of the more salient features of Effortlessness, aka 5D, is Timing.  In 3D there are Separate Places and Separate Times.  In 5D there is only the Right Place at the Right Time.  So let’s look at the Septiles (Seventh Harmonic) in these charts, since the Seventh Harmonic is about Timing our Actions.

The Most Important Thing is to Let Go of what Worked for you in the Past, and Open to the Infinite instead, especially the Infinitely Easier (in both of these charts Jupiter makes a Waning Septile to Saturn).  You are no longer Building things.  You are Conducting an Orchestra of Energies, and they are Building things for you.  It’s critically Important to Avoid thinking about Mechanisms, about How.  Instead put your Time and Energy into What, into Imagining Outcomes.  How chains you to the treadmill.

Knowingly or not, everyone is always Expanding their Consciousness – that’s why we’re here.  Over the last several years you’ve built certain Habits that govern the way you filter out Bullshit.  Let those go (both Initiations are also Waning Biseptile to Juno).  Consider everything tentatively Possible from some point of view.  You don’t need to, or even want to, understand that point of view.  Acceptance is what you’re after, not understanding.  Just consider it Quaint.

It’s time to Let Go of Judgments, especially Judgments of other People or Cultures (in the Venus-Eurydike chart, Sun-Mercury Triseptiles Pallas).  Even Preferences can be considered suspect.  They will cloud your Guidance. 

Your Culture is Changing rapidly – don’t let it leave you behind (along with Ceres, Sun-Mercury is also in the base of a Neptune Quintile Yod).

Let your Actions be Devoted to moving your center of gravity from Ego to Soul (in the Mars-Eurydike chart, Venus Triseptiles Uranus).  If you don’t know what that means, PIAVA it

Practice Yintegrity – letting your Guidance tell you what to do when, rather than your mind.  Each time you set a Boundary with someone (letting yourself be Vulnerable, or Protecting yourself, for instance), take a moment after the fact to review what your Motivation was for setting the Boundary where you did.  This could lead you to Limiting Beliefs that you didn’t know you had (Pallas makes both a Waning Biseptile to the North Node, and a Triseptile to Vesta).

Charlie Riverman Bergeron tells a lovely story about this…

 https://charlierivermanbergeron.blog/2017/10/14/presence-of-light-opening-your-heart-to-truth/

Suzanne Lie says more about how 3D and 5D differ, and what happened to 4D…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/shifting-realities-and-changing-time-by.html

Time to Shift

October 14, 2017

These three are joined at the hip…

As we mentioned in the earlier post…

Our new Shift in Gender Balance occurs 5 October (9:30 am PDT), at 20 Virgo, ‘A caravan of cars headed to the West Coast: The need of cooperative effort in reaching any New World of experience.’  The way we usually draw our maps, the West Coast is on the Left, in a general way the Receptive or Feminine side…

“The Message is that we need to Embrace whatever remaining Guilt or Shame we have about the Forbidden part of our Genius-in-Hiding, and Trust our Intuition about how to Be in ways we haven’t Been since we were Punished for Being that way as a Child.  We need to get Conscious of our Fear that we’ll be Punished again (the Universe is likely to help by bringing it up), Poor-Sweetheart it, Tap it Out, and Trust its Urges.”

Compare this to what Sarah Polley says about these times…

 https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/14/opinion/sunday/harvey-weinstein-sarah-polley.html

“I think we need to look at what scares us the most.  We need to look at ourselves.  What have we been willing to accept, out of fear, helplessness, a sense that things can’t be changed?  What else are we turning a blind eye to, in all aspects of our lives?  What else have we accepted that, somewhere within us, we know is deeply unacceptable?  And what, now, will we do about it?”

The Venus-Mars Shift itself is about assembling our Team and heading for the Left Coast.  The 24-Virgo Trusting-Our-Guidance Shift (Eurydike Initiating Venus) is about “Mary and her little lamb: The need to keep a vibrant and pure simplicity at the core of one’s being.”  And the 26-Virgo Trusting-Our-Intuitive-Actions Shift (Eurydike Initiating Mars) is about “The first stage of actual participation in the great ritual of planetary evolution.”

Which is to say, The Bell Is Ringing, it’s Our Time to Take Over.  It’s neither by Land nor by Sea, it’s Both (Earthquakes, Floods), plus it’s by Air and Fire (Hurricanes, Wildfires).  Mother Gaia/Pi has Awakened.  It’s not that She’s mad, She’s just stretching her Limbs as She Stands Up to the Sun.  It’s been a couple of days; I recommend that you reread the previous four posts, as they do a good job of describing our Tools.  If you do that, the last thing you’ll read is…

“One of the most inspiring things I’ve read lately is from Suzanne Lie’s Channel…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/preparing-your-self-to-remember-first.html

“ ‘Look at your third dimensional experience through the consciousness of your fifth dimensional Light Body SELF.  Through this exercise, you will begin to ‘close the gap’ between your third, fourth and fifth dimensional expressions of your SELF.’ ”

I’ve been getting remarkable results with this, which verifies to me that the Time is Now.  If there’s anything you don’t understand about that, let me know what I need to Clarify. 

If you’re Called to Direct Action, fine, but make sure the Call comes from the 5D end of the Funnel and not the 3D end.  The Action I See is a Focus on the Visual and Emotional elements of the Outcomes We Want to Experience, and not on any Mechanism that may or may not take us there.  From the 3D end, the only Mechanisms we can Imagine re those which have already proven not to work; from the 3D Perspective, the Others are Impossible.  On the 5D end, all we need to do is take one Intuitive Step after another, and Trust.

Whenever you catch yourself puzzling about how to make your 3D Mechanisms work, Let them Go, Shift to 5D, and go back to Planning your 5D Garden.  If your Yes-Buts (or even just your Buts) get in the way, then Yes-And a PIAVA about Shifting to 5D, maybe something like “I Wonder what the 5D Perspective would be on this,” or “Ganeshi My Love, Please Remove All Obstacles to my Shifting to the 5D Perspective on this,” followed by Changing the Subject.  Then after a day or so, Pay Attention to see what happened.

PIAFA II

October 9, 2017

Donna Eden and Arielle Ford once suggested that “Feelizing” (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2015/02/18/piafa/ ) worked better for them than Visualizing.  Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian friends say more about that…

http://danielscranton.com/choices-actions-states-of-being-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“What we can also sense within each of you is a desire to live in joy, but oftentimes you make your joy conditional.  So if you make a choice, and you get the outcome that you desire from taking a particular action, then you will feel joy.  If you make a choice, and you don’t get the outcome that you desire, you will not only feel a lack of joy, but you may actually feel sad, angry, afraid, or any number of other lower frequency emotions.  If your actions and choices are conditional, then so will your joy be.

“What you want to do in life is start at the same point where you want to end up.  So start with how you want to feel, and let your choices then be reflective of that state of being.  If the choice and action are not harmonizing with the state of being that you want to hold, then it would be best for you to not make that choice and take that action.  It would be best for you to go back to where you began.

“Go back to the place where you recognize how you want to feel, and then empower yourselves to feel how you want to feel.  Demonstrate to yourselves that you have the ability to access feelings, emotions, vibrations, states of being, and then access them.  Any choice you make and any action you take will then be a result of the way you are feeling, rather than an attempt to find yourself in that particular state of being.”

Of course, to have Choice we need Consciousness; our Karmic Archetypes, Limiting Beliefs, and Self-Sabotaging Patterns don’t generally leave us a lot of Choice, and most of them, as Habits are designed to do, operate so quickly that we don’t even realize they’re controlling our Lives.  So we can work this backwards too.  If you’re contemplating an Action or Decision or Change where you’ve scanned the Options and there is no Clear path toward Joy, you’ve just Identified another hidden Self-Sabotage.  You don’t want to force Joy, you want to Discover what was lacking in your range of Choices that will add Joy.

What to do next?  PIAVA or PIAFA to Receive the Best Possible Outcome from your contemplated Action/Decision/Change AND to Achieve Joy.  You might get an immediate Insight; if not you’ll need to Change the Subject so your Intuition can supply the missing ingredient and complete your recipe.

Dwarf Planet Chaos deals with what we haven’t considered to be Possible, as it symbolizes Unlimited Potential.  We’ve often referred to these Joyless places as “Unconscious Despair,” the worst kind of Despair, because we don’t know that there are Possibilities beyond what Limits us.  Chiron of course is Master of Despair, with its “trick” of Self-Empathy (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/poor-sweetheart/) that can change Despair to Miracles.

In the 7 October Pholus-Lilith Initiation  (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/10/08/sovereignty/), Chaos and the Pholus-Lilith-Galactic Center-Quaoar-Ixion-Saturn Stellium form the base of the Chiron T-Square.

Chiron and Chaos are both corners of the 8 October Eurydike-Venus-Initiation Grand Cross (which we’ll write about soon), with Chaos Opposing Lilith-Saturn-Ixion-Pholus and the Chiron-to-Venus/Mars/Eurydike Opposition forming the central axis of the Initiation’s Yin Gate.

We’ve written some about the Chiron-Chaos Cycle and its Waxing Square (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/cycles/chiron-chaos/), which has been within three Degrees of Sensitivity off and on since March 2014.  For those of you with Journals, the Waxing Sqaure Can-Opener occurred at the Ides of March 2015, and the Confidence-Builder at the end of December 2016.  We’re just at the tail end of this Cycle’s Waxing Square Energy, and moving into the Void with regard to Chiron and Chaos.

We can see the advent of Fake News, and the difficulty everyone’s having in distinguishing it from Opinion, as evidence that all rules of Possibility and Despair are being rescinded – and we can expect the Confusion (first sign of Growth, recall?) to deepen for most of the next thirteen years.  Another excellent reason to detach from the Dramas.  Each Drama that snags our Attention and holds it, is yet another bouy marking yet another of our Self-Sabotaging Archetypal Limiting Belief that Begs to be Let Go.

Chaos Initiated Chiron in April 1976 at 28 Aries, “A large audience confronts the performer who disappointed its expectations.”  Obviously, from our hindsightful Perspective, the Performer was the Patriarchy; modern Feminism and the further industrialization of women in the US began in earnest as the prior ~53-year Cycle was winding down.  Reagan’s 1980-88 presidency initiated the need for two wage-earners in the average US family.  Of course there were many other Performers as well.

Thanks to the Era of Light blog (https://eraoflight.com/), we’ve also come across a couple of other interesting posts… 

I hesitated to try this one, Yes-Butting that it might blow my head off, but I’ve found it gentle and useful…

https://www.omna.org/accelerating-mastery-andromedans/

I’d never previously followed the Andromedans in this Timeline.  Fascinating that, after requesting a download into my Crown Chakra, it gave me a short but unmistakable whiff of something I haven’t smelled in fifty years – the unique and subtle aroma that accompanies lysergic acid diethylamide.

The other post is a Channeling of Lord Buddha (sounds a little oxymoronic, but then Paradox is what we’re about, eh?)…

https://www.omna.org/recoding-time-by-lord-buddha/

Lots of Paradox in this post.  Turns out both messages were channeled by Natalie Glasson, who looks to be a very busy person – https://www.omna.org/ !

Sovereignty

October 8, 2017

Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) reaches the Galactic Center 13 October.  Today (7 October) Lilith is Initiated by Pholus (Attending to Our Commitments Thoroughly), only three quarters of a Degree shy of the Galactic Center.  The Lilith-Pholus Cycle, which spans more than nine years, is about Attending Thoroughly to Our Commitments to OurSelf.  The Pholus-Lilith Initiation takes place in 27 Sagittarius, “A sculptor at their work: The ability to project one’s vision upon and to give form to materials.” 

So Expect one of the themes of the next Decade to be Manifesting a Hardcopy Reality in which we can Safely Enjoy our Yintegrity. Attending Thoroughly to Our Commitments to OurSelf is in fact the same as  Attending Thoroughly to Our Commitments to the Galaxy.  Yintegrity, recall, means that we Trust OurSelf enough to Do exactly what we’re Inspired to Do, Moment to Moment.  Suzanne Lie Channels it this way…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/sueshawnna-arcturian-update-part-2.html

“It’s much like learning a dance.  If your brain is engaged instead of just your feet, you may say ‘Oh, I should do it this way.  Oh, I did it that way.  No, I did it wrong.  Oh, what did she say?’  Well, you’re never going to learn this way because you will have doubt.  But if you just relax and trust your feet, you’ll find that you are actually doing that dance.  It is the same with all of reality.”

The Pholus-Lilith Initiation is also Conjoined by Ixion (our Forbidden Genius) and Quaoar (our Survival Instincts).  If we Live in Yintegrity we will automatically be Living in Synch with our Unique Genius and our Survival Instincts, but the Presence of these planets, and the Galactic Center, serve to help us Integrate OurSelf.  We may still have Ego Deaths to go through to Let Go of the Forbidden nature of our Unique Genius, and we may still depend on Other for Approval to some extent.  These planets will help us move beyond these Limitations.

One of the most inspiring things I’ve read lately is also from Suzanne’s Channel…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/preparing-your-self-to-remember-first.html

“Look at your third dimensional experience through the consciousness of your fifth dimensional Light Body SELF.  Through this exercise, you will begin to ‘close the gap’ between your third, fourth and fifth dimensional expressions of your SELF.”

And by the way, both of these posts of Suzanne’s are well worth reading in full.

The chart of the Initiation is complex…

The overall Configuration reminds me of those little white cardboard boxes with wire handles that we used to get for takeout from Chinese restaurants.  Maybe we’ll call this General Tsao’s Configuration.  We’ll focus on two sub-Configurations – the Veritas Graced Diamond Square (heavy lines), and the Kloth-Sedna Yin Gate (lighter lines).

The Veritas Diamond Square is also one corner of the Fire Grand Trine, which is why we’re referring to it as “Graced.”  The base of the embedded T-Square is the Klotho-Sedna Opposition.  This is about the very Real Threat these days that we could Begin New Timelines (Klotho) in Fear, rather than by Embracing our Fear (Sedna).  The Focus is Truth (Veritas), and while the North Node (our Mission in the Lifetime) is not within three-Degree Sensitivity from the Initiation, it is very much Conjunct Veritas.  So the T-Square itself is about the Challenge to stay Aligned to the Truth of our Mission in the Lifetime in the face of Fear.

The base of the Veritas Finger of God is the Sextile from Nemesis (Ego Death) to Chiron (Empathizing with our own Pain).  These are our two helpers, that convert the T-Square Challenge into Diamond-Square Ease.  By now we all Recognize Ego Death, and we’re all Delighted to encounter it, right?  Ego Death is how we Transcend our Archetypes and move toward Liberation, so it’s definitely cause for Celebration!  And we’re all quick to Poor-Sweetheart ourself when we find Discomfort, right?  That’s how we Transform Pain into Miracles, so another cause for Celebration!

I’m kidding of course; we may never immediately Recognize and Embrace Ego Death and Pain.  But we are working on developing those Habits to replace our Karmic Victim Habits, and the more we Practice the sooner we Recognize, and the sooner we Recognize the Easier it gets.

The base of the Grand Trine (Great Grace) comprises the Initiation itself (Thorough Commitment to our Self-Sovereignty), and Eris-Uranus (Willingness to shatter our Denial to reach our Soul Self).

In other words, all of the things we’ve been Practicing – PIAVAing to reconnect with elements of our True Self, Poor-Sweethearting ourself, Tapping Out Fear, Embracing New Timelines and Yintegrity – all of these Practices are here for us to help us Orient to the Truth of our Mission in the Lifetime and to Commitment to the Galactic Program of Raising the Consciousness of the Planet.  Here in the Darkness of the last hour before the Dawn, Discouragement is appropriate.  But the sooner you Recognize it and Poor-Sweetheart it, the greater is your Service to Self and Planet and Galaxy.

Consider Michael Roads’s Perspective on the Galactic Program…

Nature does not need to be saved; Nature needs to be honoured.  The problem is, you cannot honour Nature if you do not honour Self. 

“Many very caring people want to save Nature.  While I think that these dedicated people are a wonderful example to us all, only a few of them seem to comprehend the bigger picture.  Human devotion to saving a species is a wonderful energy to inject into consciousness, but as well as saving a species, Nature as a Whole needs to be honoured.  By honouring Self, you honour all life.  It may appear very noble to devote a life to saving a species – and it is – but not if the people concerned lose sight of the greater picture of all life as One.
“Nature is the power that creates and regulates the world.  If you accept Oneness to mean that all consciousness is One, then nothing in Nature is in jeopardy.  If you believe in separation, then there are species that are in danger of extinction!  No matter how deeply we get caught-up in the illusion of separation, the way out is to constantly and consciously . . . choose Love!”

The Yin Gate is the light-weight green Xs on either side of the Klotho-Sedna Opposition.  A Yin Gate is about Recognizing and Allowing Paradox rather than trying to squeeze Reality into Dualities.  There are no Contradictions in the Real World, because Contradictions can only exist in the Dualistic mind.  The Real World is however full of things we don’t understand, which appear to us as Paradox.  The more we Allow and Enjoy those, and encourage the sort of Permanent Curiosity that doesn’t seek Answers, the sooner we Liberate ourSelf.

The Golden Rectangle that encloses the Yin Gate is made up of…

  • The Pholus-Lilith Initiation and its Ixion, Galactic-Center, and Quaoar fellow travelers (Thorough Commitment to our Sovereignty through Awareness of our Global Ascension, Accepting our Survival Instincts and Embracing our Unique Genius).
  • Eris-Uranus (Willingness to shatter our Denial to reach our Soul Self).
  • Chaos (Unlimited Potential)
  • Jupiter-Haumea-Hopi (Expansive Rebirth into Unconditional Love for All Things).

Take these four elements, along with the first two (Klotho and Sedna), and pair them up, so you have fifteen pairs, then convert each pair to a PIAVA, especially a Wonder PIAVA.  For example, take Sedna and Jupiter-Haumea-Hopi; our PIAVA might be “I Wonder what Fears I will need to Let Go of in order to find my Unconditional Love for All Things.”  By the time you get through all fifteen pairs you’ll grok the Yin Gate.

We would do very well to face the World through the eyes of Wonder for the next nine years, or at least the next five, till this Cycle begins to wind down.  That will save us from a World of Trouble.

Boundaries Reset Full Moon

October 5, 2017

Today’s Full Moon is about Boundaries and Consciousness, especially about Becoming Aware of Leaky Boundaries where we let our Power dribble away, and Terminating the (Unconscious) Contracts that institutionalized them in the first place.  Any time Boundary issues arise for you, check to see if you’re playing the Victim.  If you are, Choose otherwise.  It has to be a Conscious Choice.  You’ll be Dancing with all manner of Guilt, and may well be face to face with someone Begging you to “help me!” when what they really mean is, “keep being my servant; I need someone to Abuse!”…

Asteroid Lachesis is named after one of the three Fates, the one who “cuts the chord,” or determines the length of a Timeline.  Mythology applies to the Unconscious, whereas we strive for maximum Consciousness, because Consciousness gives us the Power to Choice – if we so Choose.  So from our Perspective, Lachesis means the Power to Choose when to terminate or modify a Timeline, or Archetype, or Habit, or Behavior, or Contract.

Lachesis Conjoins Neptune, which is about Emotional Baggage that has us by the short and curlies, about Archetypes we feel Married to (hence Neptune symbolizes the Cultural Unconscious).  So we have the Opportunity during the one-month Lunar Cycle, which begins now, to Disavow all manner of Archetypal Contracts that give us Dis-Ease.  And the same goes for the several other Cycles we’ve just begun or are about to begin…

  • The one-year Mercury-Makemake Cycle (Manifestation Skill)
  • The two-year Venus-Mars Cycle (Gender Rebalancing)
  • The four-year Veritas-North Node Cycle (Finding our True Mission)
  • The four-year Atropos-Orcus Cycle (Ending Obsolete Contracts)
  • The five-year Hopi-Haumea Cycle (Respecting Diversity)
  • The six-year Aletheia-Varuna Cycle (Enjoying the Vitality of Truth)
  • The Lilith-Pholus Cycle (Being Responsible to our Sovereignty)
  • The one-year Venus-Eurydike Cycle (Trusting our own Values)

See the Calendar, https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/1-calendar/ , for more information of each of these Cycles.  They’re filed by date there.

Many of us are in the middle of Manifesting a portion of What We Want, and many of us are running into Speedbumps, some of which feel like Roadblocks.  Those Roadblocks and Speedbumps are nothing but Obsolete Contracts we made at one time with the Universe.  You can call them Timelines, or Archetypes, or Habits, or Behaviors, or Vows, or Oaths, or Promises, but they’re all Contracts, and the Stars are giving us Permission and Assistance at Letting Go of Them.

How do we Take Advantage of this Opportunity?  We PIAVA What We Want, and PIAVA What We Want to Jettison…

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/

Intention would be a great Choice of PIAVAs.  Don’t forget Tapping when you’re dealing with Guilt and other Emotions that want to prevent you from Disavowing your Obsolete Contracts.  And remember that the Unconscious understands only Dimension, not Direction, so you don’t want to PIAVA negation.  Ask for Liberation from an Archetype, for instance.

 

Relationship Reset

October 2, 2017

Every couple years Venus zips around and catches Mars from behind, in what we call a Mars-Venus Initiation, the beginning of a new Venus-Mars Cycle.  It introduces a new Time Province in the Relationship between our Inner Female (Values, Guidance) and Inner Male (Action, Effort), which of course is the template that all of our external Relationships Mirror. 

Our new Shift in Gender Balance occurs 5 October (9:30 am PDT), at 20 Virgo, “A caravan of cars headed to the West Coast: The need of cooperative effort in reaching any ‘New World’ of experience.”  The way we usually draw our maps, the West Coast is on the Left, in a general way the Receptive or Feminine side.

The Cycle that we’re finishing began February 2015 at 2 Aries, “A comedian reveals human nature” – has that ever been true!  We’ve just been forgetting to Laugh.  Maybe this West-Coast Change of Water will help matters become a little less hilarious. 

The new Cycle begins Conjunct Eurydike (Trust).  It’s the focus of a T-Square (Challenge to Mastery) across the Opposition between Asbolus (Intuition) and Saturn-Ixion (The Most Important Thing Is to Recover Our Forbidden Genius).  In this Configuration Asbolus represents the Feminine, and Saturn-Ixion the Masculine. 

The Message is that we need to Embrace whatever remaining Guilt or Shame we have about the Forbidden part of our Genius-in-Hiding, and Trust our Intuition about how to Be in ways we haven’t Been since we were Punished for Being that way as a Child.  We need to get Conscious of our Fear that we’ll be Punished again (the Universe is likely to help by bringing it up), Poor-Sweetheart it, Tap it Out, and Trust its Urges. 

Yes, they’ll be juvenile.  If we Repressed our Genius at age 4, when They start to emerge again They’ll behave like a 4- or 5-year-old.  Go ahead and let Them Act Out – it’s the only way They’ll Grow.  And Grow They will, very quickly.  Even though They’ve been in Hiding, They’ve been watching.  Their first words and Actions will be young, but then They’ll remember what They’ve seen while Hiding, and Grow Up fast.  Trust them, says the chart…There are three Trine Bridges (Easy Alternative Paths) across the T-Square, two of which form a Air Grand Trine (Great Grace) with Asbolus.  This is fortuitous, since the two Graced Bridges are asteroid Karma (Archetypal Habits) and the South Node (Held Emotions).  Add the North Node Bridge, and we have five points of a Grand Sextile (Effortlessness – once we take the first step).  That makes the sixth point – Energy we have to add Consciously – the most Powerful in the chart.

That Vacant sixth point is 21 Aries, “A pugilist enters the ring.”  Which makes sense.  Our Genius-In-Hiding has little practice at Social Intercourse, and will be easily Intimidated.  Their residual Guilt will attract Bullying.  So we need to Defend Them.  As long as you aren’t in a bar, most Bullies will back down if you Stand Up to them.  Not to Challenge them or “return fire,” but to keep your chin horizontal and respectfully Assert your Right to Exist.  Let them have the last word.  Look them in the eye and Mirror them, borrowing their Bravado and trying it on as your own, without being bigger than your britches.

If we allow four Degrees of Sensitivity instead of three, which we can very legitimately do when looking at any Birth or Initiation, Eris (Opening to Important New Information that you sort of knew all along but never admitted to yourself) fills the Vacancy.  This suggests that the Bully will probably be the Messenger.  If a Bully insults you and rather then getting Angry, you think about it a minute and then say, “Wow, I never thought of it that way!  That makes sense!  Thanks, you’ve just helped me solve a Big Problem!” your Bully will probably be caught off guard.  

There are two other Initiations falling a few hours prior to the Mars-Venus Initiation, which Time-Coincidence will make them part of the Relationship Reset and color the next two years…

  • Varuna Initiating Aletheia in 2 Leo on 5 October (3am PDT).
  • Haumea Initiating Hopi in 24 Libra on 5 October (7am PDT).

These are six and five-year Cycles, respectively… 

  • The Aletheia-Varuna Cycle is literally about “The Truth shall set you Free” – it’s about the way Truth amps up your Energy level and your Effectiveness at meeting the World (and of course Collaborating with it). 
  • Leo 2 is about “An epidemic of mumps,” suggesting that Truth will spread through the population like a Virus, accompanied by Ego Deaths as it goes.  Most folks don’t do Ego Death as Gracefully as we’ve Learned to, so we can expect some grinding of teeth as we move through this.
  • The Hopi-Haumea Cycle is about Epiphanies of Respect for Entities whom you’ve never considered Respecting as Equals.  These sound like very positive Energies to paint onto the 3D World we’re Enduring.
  • Libra 24 is “A butterfly with a third wing on its left side,” or a Strengthening of our Intuitive Nature.  As we come to Respect Entities we’ve never considered Worthy, the impetus is likely to be sudden, possibly saving us from the embarrassment of having to explain why we haven’t been there before.  This will further the downfall of the now-so-obviously-Hollow Patriarchy.

These Cycles carry us across a major Threshold that would be useful to review.  From 1800 to 1980, the Saturn-Jupiter Initiations were in Earth Signs.  The Jupiter-Saturn Cycle governs the political economy of your Culture, and 1840-1980 approximates the Industrial Age.  From 2021 till 2160, Saturn-Jupiter Initiations will be in Air Signs – the Digital Age. 

Between 1980 and 2020, the Saturn-Jupiter Initiations stuttered…

  • 1980-2000 was the first of the Air-Sign Jupiter-Saturn Cycles and a preview of the Digital Age – 1980 when Bill Gates contracted with IBM to begin mass-producing the Personal Computer, and 2000 (almost to the day) of “Dot-Com Crash” fame. 
  • 2000-2020, home of the last Earth-Sign Cycle, has been the Debriefing for the Industrial Age.  Knowingly or not we’ve been Deciding which elements of the Industrial Era we want to carry with us into the Digital Age.  Patriarchy?  Nah.  Wage Slavery?  No thanks.  Competition?  Ummm, Collaboration is better.

Before 2021 and the full-blown Digital Age, we’ll have another Venus-Mars Cycle following the one we’re now beginning, when our Gender Balance and all it implies will Shift again.  The August 2019 Mars-Venus Initiation will be in 5 Virgo, “The opening of new levels of Consciousness.”

Back to the current Time Province, the Full Moon follows the current Mars-Venus Initiation by only a few hours, giving a big kick-start to this Community movement to the Left Coast.

Manifestation 7

October 1, 2017

The Mercury-Makemake Cycle is absolutely about Manifestation, as that’s exactly what Makemake does for a living, so to speak, and at its best Mercury can provide Insight.  4 Libra is “Around a campfire a group of young people sit in spiritual communion.”  That complements our assignment to Learn to Manifest by Collaborating with All That Is rather than moving Dualities around a game board.

The Makemake-Mercury Initiation Conjoins Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs), which bodes well for our becoming Conscious of our Limiting Beliefs so we can Choose alternatives.  It Squares Hylonome (Letting Go of Archetypes), Challenging us to Embrace as Education Opportunities the perceived Roadblocks to our Projects.  By Asking other people what they would do about our Roadblocks we may be able to see what invisible Archetypes may be Limiting us.

This Initiation is also one side of the base of a Finger of God pointing at OR10 and Nessus (Memories of Abuse), with Aletheia-Mnemosyne-Varuna-Ceres (Memories of what it was like to Sustain the Life Force) on the other side of the base.  The message is that we can Restore Breath and Life to Hidden parts of ourself by Paying Attention to Abuse – our own or that of others.  If it holds our Attention, it’s ours, even if someone else is acting our role or its reverse. 

I was Graced by two big Insights early this morning.

First, Time.  This sounds really obvious now that I’ve realized it, but those of us who have spent our Lives as Wage Slaves, selling our Time, are without a Horse in 5D, because there is no Time.  What are the alternatives?  Buy Low Sell High?  Magic, PIAVA.  Community.  Worthiness.  Receiving.  Giving.  Both Money and Wages are really artifacts of the Mercantile and Industrial Ages, both of which are water under the Linear Time bridge.  Our thinking (Mercury) will have to Change radically.  By hoarding all the Money, the 1% are actually just setting the stage for us to Learn to Manifest Directly.

Second, Shame.  What part is Shame playing in the stuckness of our Projects?  What are we Ashamed to Ask for or Demand?  Labor isn’t complete, but welcome to Catalan, Kurdistan, and Puerto Rico, the Planet’s three newest Independent countries.

Tomorrow’s (2 October) new 4-year Atropos-Orcus Cycle will be about “Two heads looking out and beyond the shadows,” which Rudhyar proposes to be about the Collapse of Duality.  Atropos symbolizes Endings and Orcus stands for Oaths that become Archetypes, a very promising combination.  The Initiation forms an Earth Grand Trine (Great Material Blessing) with Chariklo (Confidence) and Moira (Choice), and a Square to (Challenge to Master) Sappho (Self-Love), plus a Brilliant Configuration (like a cut Diamond) focusing the Energy Strongly on Choice (Moira)

The complementary Square in the face of the Brilliant spans Sun-Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs that we dedicated the Current Lifetime to Breaking) and Juno-Chariklo (Confidence in our Enlightenment or Full Consciousness).  This Square could suggest a very deep Ego Death, as in order to achieve Enlightenment in this picture we need to Break Through Archetypes that we have regarded as part of our Essence (Sun-Vesta), though I don’t think many Saints would be surprised by that price.  On the other hand, it could easily suggest a Walk-In-like Experience, where someone deep in our Psyche whom we Trust implicitly shows up and we gladly hand over the reins.  If we’ve done our Self-Love and Poor-Sweetheart Homework, this could be our Forbidden Genius.

Dan’s Arcturian message for today talks about this process…

http://danielscranton.com/your-personalities-are-expanding-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

An Atropos-Orcus Mjolnir on the Square from Nemesis (Ego Death) to Uranus (True Self) reinforces this picture and re-emphasizes Archetype-Extinguishing, though whether we arrive via a Dark Night of the Soul or a Sudden Flash of Grace remains a little ambiguous…

The first part of the chart does suggest that The Choice is Ours, so we may want to just PIAVA a Loving and Gentle Transition.

This is a very Strong chart leading us in exactly the Direction we Want to go – yet another “Coincidence.”

 

Manifestation 6

October 1, 2017

We’ll call this post Manifestation 6 because five of the previous six posts have been about Manifestation (Surrendering … IX through Surrendering … Debriefing except Surrendering … XIII).  That series was called Surrendering to the Unknown because it was about the Chaos-Station/Pluto-Station Time Province.  We consider that Province to be finished.

Pluto and Chaos are still technically virtually Stationary – Chaos and Pluto are still in the same arcminutes as when they stood still, and while they’re beginning to accelerate, it’ll still be taking several days for them to move one arcminute.  For comparison, by the end of the year Chaos will be moving 8 arcminutes per week and Pluto 2 arcminutes per day.

We assume or aspire to Consciousness.  Once an astroevent is Complete or Exact, if we are Conscious that the Energy is occurring, it’s impact fades quickly.  So in this sense, in Linear Time, we consider the Station, or Strengthening of the impact of the planet’s Energy, to last only up until it’s Exact.  Once it’s started moving again, even though it’s speed is glacial, we’re now in a new Time/Energy Province.

We can, and usually do, drag Energy forward from one astroprovince to the next, by making Decisions to Defend ourself against our Vulnerability to the Energy of the old Province.

In general, dwarf planet Chaos is about that which lies beyond what we consider Possible.  The Universe is “infinite,” so it follows that our personal Limits of What’s Possible are infinitesimal by comparison.  A shortcut for Pluto is something like “that which we can’t Avoid” (though we can steer).  So a Pluto-Chaos Time Province is going to push us pretty hard up against our Limits, sort of like scraping our Identity across a cheese grater.

We get to Manifestation from having our “Face” grated simply because we’re all Learning entirely new processes for Manifestation.  Not just about the Demise of the Patriarchy and the rise of Yang Female Energy in its stead, but we now need to Learn to Manifest by Collaborating with All That Is rather than moving Dualities around a game board.  The new Time/Energy Province that we’ve entered, through October 5 (and beyond), is a Relationship Reset, and Relationship is just another Perspective on Manifestation (and vice versa of course).

Our new schedule is like this…

  • North Node Initiating Veritas at 22 Leo on 1 October (1am PDT).
  • Makemake Initiating Mercury at 4 Libra on 1 October (4pm PDT).
  • Orcus Initiating Atropos at 10 Virgo on 2 October (9am PDT).
  • Varuna Initiating Aletheia in 2 Leo on 5 October (3am PDT).
  • Haumea Initiating Hopi in 24 Libra on 5 October (7am PDT).
  • Mars Initiating Venus in 20 Virgo on 5 October (9:30 am PDT).
  • Full Moon in 13 Aries on 5 October (11:40 am PDT).

Let’s start with today’s and tomorrow’s Initiations before we move on to our Relationship Reset.  The Veritas-North Node Cycle is about facing the Truth of our Mission in the Lifetime, and 22 Leo is about “A carrier pigeon fulfilling its mission” which is a rather ironic “coincidence” since the North Node symbolizes our Mission.  Which makes us the Pigeon.  Pigeon applies to a Huper has many connotations, none of which is particularly complementary.  Victim isn’t far off. 

And yes, from the Perspective of our Ego and its Desires, we are indeed Victims of our Mission.  “You Poor Sweetheart, you’d like to go out and play, but you’re stuck with this Mission, like it or not, aren’t you.”  We’ve often phrased our Mission as our “Deepest Desires.”  You wouldn’t think we’d be Victimized by that, but it’s a bit more Complex.  As Spock said, “Wanting feels better to [Hupers] than Having.”  Desire is a treadmill.  The Power to run the treadmill comes from our Deepest Desires. 

We can tread forever without ever getting to our Deepest Desire.  But as we tread, our (Ego’s) Desires get closer and closer to our Deepest (Soul’s) Desire.  Each step takes us halfway there, which means we get closer and closer without ever actually getting there.  In 3D.  It’s a Syntropic Perpetual Motion Machine.  It’s quite literally Sisyphean.

There is an asteroid Sisyphus, the largest of the known Earth-Crossing and potentially Earth-Colliding-With asteroids.  It’s about half the size of the asteroid that wiped out the Dinosaurs.  And it turns out to be in Virgo, Conjunct the budding Orcus-Atropos Initiation.  Ouch.  More on that in a minute.

But it’s not an ordinary “flying rat” that’s visiting us, it’s a Carrier Pigeon.  It Carries a Message, just as our Deepest Desire has a Message for our Ego, if we’re willing to step off the Treadmill to Receive it.

The information here is that whatever Project we’re stuck on is kind of a treadmill.  We’re on the right track, but there’s some aspect of the Project that’s being forever reduced by half, rather than converging to a point.  That’s like a T-Square, our Challenge to Mastery.  Our Expectations of Perfection or Completion are doomed to Frustration, because it’s not about Answers, it’s about Exploring the Edges and Subleties.  Are we trying to “Solve” one of our T-Squares, or even just one of our Squares (a less Complex Challenge-to-Mastery), through this stuck Project?

We recognize 22 Degrees as the nexus of heavy traffic we’ve been seeing for a long while now, and the North Node-Veritas Initiation fits right in, making a complete Grand Sextile with…

  • The 5 October Haumea-Hopi Initiation (Grokking “Respect for All Things” in a whole new way)
  • The busy Saturn-Ixion-Lilith Sellium (Our Hidden Genius Demands Sovereignty)
  • The South Node (Our Collective Past-Life Experience)
  • Eris (What We Haven’t Realized Yet)
  • Chaos (the “Impossible”)

And making “green lines” (Quincunx/Curiosity and Unx/Pattern-Breaker) to…

  • Nemesis (Ego Death)
  • Eurydike (Trust)

This bodes very well for the next 3 years and 8 months or so, the span of a Veritas-North Node Cycle.