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Quantum Jump 12

July 21, 2018

This is an excellent time to take a Searching and Fearless Inventory of our Fears – all of the things that trigger our minds into “helicopter trips” of What-Ifs.  What If that weird Pain or Blemish is Cancer?  What If Pootin’ and his Toady finish remaking the Supremes in the Image of Andrew Carnegie?  What If I lose my income next week?  What If the whole Economy collapses?  What If so-and-so doesn’t like me?  What If I get Banished by my Family of Origin, or by my Family of Choice?  What If I’m not Cool?  Or not Hot?

I’m sure you can think of many more.  Now, how many hours over the last week have we spent “Worrying” about each of these Fears?  That’s time we could have spent Focusing on What We Want In Our Life instead – excellent Health, Life-Affirming Leadership, Abundance, Equality, Unconditional Self-Love, Respect for All Things, and the like.  Every minute we spend Focusing on What We Want, or better yet…

Focusing on How We’ll Feel When We Have Everything We Want (including both Stuff and Attitudes)…

puts us closer to Having Everything We Want, and Being Who We Want To Be.  The closer we are to Having-Everything-We-Want-and-Being-Who-We-Want-To-Be, the more Psychic and Material and Emotional Support we’ll be providing for Everyone to Have-Everything-They-Want-and-Be-Who-They-Want-To-Be.

I know, we have such great examples of Leaders who seem to be Having-Everything-They-Want-and-Being-Who-They-Want-To-Be and Destroying the Planet in the process.  Look at it this way.  If we ALL Have-Everything-We-Want-and-Are-Who-We-Want-To-Be, there are probably a million ways that they could Have-Everything-They-Want-and-Be-Who-They-Want-To-Be without Destroying the Planet in the process.

The Antichrist and his Masters are Adepts at Self-Love.  They just don’t give a shit about anyone else.  When the Universe presents Mirrors to us, they’re often Funhouse Mirrors – a bit warped and distorted.  It’s up to us to filter out the Distortion and Detox it.  That’s What We Do.  That’s Why We’re Here.  Not to Wail and Gnash our Teeth over what’s Wrong, but to Detox it and join the throngs sending out More and More Powerful Vibrations of What-We-Want.

If What-You-Want leaves anyone else worse off, then work on your formulation of What-You-Want to clean up its rough Edges.  What-We-Want needs to leave everyone else Better Off, and with a little work we can Easily convert our Wants to meet that need, if they don’t already.

Quantum Jump 10

July 19, 2018

Well, we don’t seem to be able to escape this Quantum Jump Province yet, which is fine, or at least, it Is What It Is.  More of our Big Rebirth, in other words.  20-21 July features

  • The Station of Eris (6am PDT) at 25 Aries (which I somehow failed to notice until just now) – meaning that we might encounter Insights about the cornerstones that keep our Limiting Beliefs in place.
  • The Initiation of Sappho by Lachesis (10am PDT) at 25 Taurus, “A vast public park”; the Cycle is about Choosing What to Love about Ourself, begging the question, “Why would we Choose NOT to Love anything about Ourself?”  The Degree says that Choosing to Love ALL of Ourself will open up a Vast Public Park for us to play in.
  • The Station of asteroid Karma (2pm PDT) at 1 Sagittarius – more likelihood of Insights about the Edges between Who We Are and Who We Think We Are, and, since Karma is now full-time in Sagittarius (Letting Go), we may find it easier to Let Go of our Self-Judgments.
  • The Initiation of Nemesis by Sedna (5am) at 28 Taurus, “A woman, past her ‘change of life,’ experiences a new love”; when we Claim Fear as Power, we have no need to Fear Ego Death of any sort, including Ego Deaths that Challenge the deepest levels of our Identity both Personally and Culturally.

Notice that if we use six-Degree birth-chart Sensitivity, which is appropriate since Rebirth is what we’re talking about, these all make significant Dances with each other.  In fact, except for a Vacancy at the end of Aquarius or beginning of Pisces, we have a “Grand Unx,” or twelve planets more or less equidistant from one another, which is the Ideal situation for Breaking Up Old Habit Patterns, Karmic or otherwise.

The Vacancy is filled by the Fixed Star Deneb Algedi in the Mertail of Capricorn.  Bernadette says (Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, pp.302-4) “the law-giving, justice-oriented god trying to civilize his people is probably the best [interpretation], since this would reflect its long history.  This is the star of the person who is a benefic ruler, one who is trying to use wisdom and knowledge to protect and help the people around them.”  Then she goes on to cite Mother Teresa as her example.

Wouldn’t it be great if such a person would step forward to save us from Sinki into Hel, now that the Antichrist is so clearly and blatantly illustrating the Exact Opposite.  Remember that in the Unconscious, which does not do Duality, Opposites are Equal.  Or do you suppose that the Antichrist was just playing Br’er Rabbit to his friend’s Br’er Bear?  That’s too funny.

Quantum Jump 9

July 14, 2018

Mars is at its every-fifteen-years closest approach to the Earth, and it’s brighter than Jupiter…

http://spaceweather.com/archive.php?view=1&day=14&month=07&year=2018

Usually by now there are rumors flying that Mars is closer than the Moon.  Look for it around your local midnight – it’ll be the brightest object in the sky.  Because it’s still bathed in a planet-wide dust storm, it looks more yellow than red.

Here are the charts for the 15 July (9am PDT) Hopi Station…

And the 16 July (8am PDT) Initiation of Moira by Chaos…As you can see, the Chaos-Moira Initiation chart is a lot more complex than we’ve described so far.  It’s a lot like the Haumea Station chart (Quantum Jump 2, https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/07/07/quantum-jump-2/), but the Sun has moved into position to Complete the Pluto T-Square and make it into a Grand Cross.  That’ll ease our Rebirth Labor, and I can see that the hunger for Perspective has already moderated.

The five-year Moira-Chaos Cycle is about how much Choice we put into Reaching for our Dreams, and on a deeper level, whether we even Give Ourselves Permission to Dream, or just let our Karmic Limitations control the Edges of our Life.  Nothing we can do about it, it’s just The Way It Is.  We can fantasize all we want, but on this Planet, those are just Immature Longings.  Just think how much it would Disrupt our nicely organized Life if we followed those Longings.  We’d probably be arrested, and certainly ostracized.  Those Longings aren’t even Real, they’re too weird.

That’s the way we Justify our Limits to ourself so we don’t have to take a Risk and Break Out.  That’s our Choice, isn’t it.  To not rock the boat, to not be Crazy.  To not Betray anyone.  Except Ourself.  It’s easier to leave those dead fronds on the Palm Tree, isn’t it.  That ladder looks dangerous.  God, they’ll Freak Out, won’t they.

So, we’re Stuck, aren’t we.  We can’t Betray our Commitments – what will that do to our Karma?  And we can’t Betray Ourself – our Deepest Desires are too Deep to Let Go.  What can we do?

We have to PIAVA Both/And.  There’s nothing in Reality that Prevents us from Following our own Soul’s Demands without Betraying anyone.  What Prevents us is our Limiting Beliefs.  We may not even need to Analyze what they are; we can just PIAVA,

“God/Goddess, Creator of All There Is, I Command that I Receive Both ‘A’ and ‘B.’  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank you, God/Goddess.”

You may not want to even add “Show Me.” to the end, because the more you think about it, the stronger your existing Limiting Beliefs become.  You may just want to Change the Subject, then check in later to Pay Attention – then do a “Show Me.”

Or, you may want to add the “Show Me.” because it might give you clues about which of your Limiting Beliefs are ready to be cast aside, so you can use some of that Fat Mars Energy and take Action.  We’re Enduring a Big Rebirth, and Nothing will be the same.  Have you noticed that you occasionally forget how to shift, or how to put on your shoes?  Those kinds of things happen to Newborns.

Mars is Retrograde on the South Node, so it’s a great time to throw a carefully aimed grenade into our Karmic soup.  The South Node Initiated Mars on 13 June at 4:30 pm PDT in 9 Aquarius, “A flag is seen turning into an Eagle.”  That’s half of the Enlightenment promised at the Turn of the Millennium – see, eg, https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2014/11/04/devolution/, for a summary, or find the Chiron-Pluto entry in the list of Categories.  The South Node and Mars Conjoin again 18 July at 8:30 am PDT, so Action to Safely reduce our Limiting Beliefs is on the docket.  Both/And.

Quantum Jump 8

July 12, 2018

What say?  A Disturbance in the Force?  Not surprising I guess, because the Eclipse dumps us right int…

The 15 July (9am PDT) Station of asteroid Hopi, which is an integral part of our Rebirth by virtue of it’s Conjunction with Jupiter, whose recent Station Augmented and Enhanced Haumea’s own recent Station.  The Hopi Station (at 17 Scorpio) invites our Robust Curiosity about four issues…

  • “Does our Intuition tell us the Difference between Threats to our Safety and Unfounded Judgments we need to Investigate and Eliminate?”  How many stories have I read about folks calling the cops on or beating up people who had not done anything Threatening, but they fit the offender’s preconceptions of a Threatening person?  Would these stories have been national or international news three years ago?
  • “Do we have Full Confidence in our Intuition?”
  • “Is the Concept Set which serves as the Skeleton of our Worldview large enough to accommodate the Changes we’re likely to see in the next few years – or months, or weeks?”  Remember Flatland?
  • “Do we have Full Confidence that the Concept Set which serves as the Skeleton of our Worldview is large enough to accommodate the Changes?”  Which is a different question than the second one. 

We can Theta the second and fourth questions, but if “Show Me” reveals Doubt in the success of our Prayers, we may need to Tap Out the first and third question.  Which are fabulous examples of how to combine Theta and Tapping to great effect.  We should explore that more.

The first and third questions are the diagonals of the Square Fez in the Hopi Station chart; the first question is Asbolus Quincunx Hopi-Jupiter, the third Mercury Quincunx Jupiter.

The second and fourth questions are the two sides of the Yod to the chinstrap of the Fez, which is Chariklo; the second is Asbolus Quincunx Chariklo, the fourth Mercury Quincunx Chariklo.

We’ll picture all that astroshorthand soon.

The Midpoint of Scorpio is of course one of the Angels of the Apocalypse, represented by Antares (though of course the Star itself has moved on into Sagittarius).  Antares predicts great Skill and great Success, with the caveat that when the Skill is not directed toward the Mission, the Success backfires.

We’re also rapidly approaching the 16 July (8am PDT) Initiation of asteroid Moira (Fate or Choice) by dwarf planet Chaos (Unlimited Potential).  Notice that Fate or Choice is a Duality.  We might be Confronted by any number of additional Dimensions.  If our Earth Body is a vehicle driven by an Infinite Improbability Engine, what are the odds that we wouldn’t have noticed it by now?  And what are the odds that most of us haven’t noticed it by now?  In Infinite Improbability, the odds of anything and everything are simply 1:1.

The New Moira-Chaos Cycle begins at 25 Gemini, “A Gardener trimming large palm trees.”  Are Palm Trees routinely trimmed?  Not pruned (cutting off specific branches) but trimmed (shortening branches)?  I guess they are…

So be it.  The Initiation Opposes dwarf planet Ixion (previously Forbidden Genius) and asteroid Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs).  So maybe we’ll be trimming Unconscious Beliefs that Limit the Expansion of our Worldview to include the Unusual, and that Enforce unnecessary Judgment that precludes our Respect for All Things.  The Initiation also Trines still-Stationary Haumea, thus serving as another Midwife for our Expanded Multidimensional Rebirth.

Quantum Jump 7

July 11, 2018

We’ve been wrestling with this Big Rebirth (8-10 July Haumea-Jupiter Stations and fellow travelers), and the 12 July Partial Solar Eclipse outlined some Difficulty dealing with the Transitions.  In the previous post we talked about the Trine Bridge, or the Gift of an Easy Path through the thickets. 

The Eclipse chart also contains three Quincunx Bridges, which are also Easy Paths, but unlike a Trine Bridge, they require an admission fee.  In order to use them productively we have to Maintain our Curiosity.  Quincunx Bridges include single-log spans, and if we slip into a mental approach and try to Figure It Out, rather than Trusting our Intuition and Trusting a Don’t-Know approach, we’ll fall into the rushing torrent of our Ego’s lust for Business-as-Usual, and kill the Golden Goose of Growth in Consciousness.

Truth (asteroid Aletheia) is one of the Quincunx Bridges, but it Conjoins Mercury/Mind.  Conjunctions indicate Merging, so this is actually more of a Challenge than a Bridge, as the first Truth that will be available to us is the Truth of the Birdcage of Concepts that Define – and Limit, and Enforce – our Current Reality and our Olde Ego.  To make this work we’ll have to PIAVA that we receive the Soul’s Truth and Tap Out Imposters and Doubt while Maintaining Curiosity, which will be tricky.

Unconscious Beliefs (Vesta) form another of the three Quincunx Bridges.  This makes more sense, as obviously if we’re going to get Reborn in many Levels, our Unconscious Beliefs are going to have to Change.  But what do we do with our Unconscious Beliefs?  We can’t normally access them, because they’re Unconscious.  Well, we PIAVA.  That even makes it easier to Maintain our Curiosity.  Maybe something like, “I Wonder what Unconscious Beliefs will be Changing as I’m Reborn, and I Wonder what will Change in my Reality as a result.”

The third Quincunx Bridge is the Conjunction of Moira (Choice) and Asbolus (Intuition).    Moira symbolizes Fate when we operate Unconsciously, and Choice when we Live Consciously.  This is a great combination for the role of Bridge here; we can Maintain our Curiosity with a PIAVA on the order of “Wow!  Will I be able to Intuit the situations where I don’t have Choice, and then perhaps consider the kinds of Choices I might make if I had the Option?”

Quantum Jump 6

July 10, 2018

The 12 July New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse (8pm PST) highlights the Challenges we’re having with this Big Rebirth we just went through with the Haumea (Rebirth) and Jupiter (Expansion) Stations.  Not only does the Eclipse (Illumination) Square the still-Stationary Haumea, it Opposes Klotho (Beginning New Timelines), which Conjoins BZ509 (Transcendence) and Pluto (Compulsive Trance-Reformation)…

That’s a bundle.  Does the Universe provide any clues or helpmates?  Yes, several.  Most of them require Sustained Curiosity (Quincunx Bridges), though one is an outright Gift, a Trine Bridge.  However, this Easy Path lies through Nemesis (Ego Death), Lachesis (Choosing the Length of our Timelines), and Sappho (Self-Love).  So, for starters we’d need to be Self-Loving.  Then we’d probably have to Accept Ego Deaths Self-Lovingly.  Which sounds like a “Likely,” but this is a Trine Bridge, so we can’t sell it short.

When we Choose to be Unconscious, if we have that option, we Choose to Accept our Fate.  Of course many of us Choose that Option Unconsciously.  If it sounds Weird to you to make a Choice Unconsciously, it’s because you’re Identifying with the wrong “You.”  If we aren’t Consciously Aligned with our Soul, and our Soul makes a Choice, then “We” have made the Choice, but from the Ego’s Perspective, the Choice was Unconscious. 

As Seth averred a long time ago (Jane Roberts, The Nature of Personal Reality) – and Fritz Perls agreed, if it’s in your Field, then from some Perspective, some part of “You” has Chosen it.  If you don’t want it in your Field, then “you” need to Find Out which part of “You” did Choose it, and Negotiate with them.  Often our Soul Chooses to put things in our Field, just so “we” can become Conscious of our Soul’s Intentions.  I can’t say what your Soul wants for you, but as near as I can tell at this time, mine wants me to Eschew Judgment and Respect All Things.  So my Soul shows me my Judgments and my Disrespects.

In the notion of the Fates in Greek Myths, Lachesis is the one with the tape measure.  Klotho weaves the Cloth that constitutes the Tapestry of a Timeline, and Lachesis determines the Length of the Timeline.  Finally, Atropos cuts the last thread with her Scissors, Ending the Timeline.  So the suggestion is that we Self-Lovingly Choose our own Lengths for the Ego Deaths that Clear the Space for our Rebirth.  Without masochism, I suspect we’d want our Ego Deaths to be Complete, but short in Duration.  They may never not Hurt, but we can stand Hurts if they’re short-term .

You have Beliefs and Practices that for a looong time you’ve known you’d eventually have to give up – because they interfere with What You Really Want.  They’re cheap substitutes that you’ve plugged into the Space where your Deepest Desires belong, because you couldn’t stand the Void there, and your Limiting Beliefs wouldn’t give you Permission to be Brutally Honest about your Desires.  Over time you’ve gotten Ego-Invested or Identified with your Compromises.  They are you and you are they.  But now it’s time for you to Open Up that Space for the Real Thing.

So those Identities have to exeunt stage left (Nemesis).  They have to bow out Gracefully, Lovingly (Sappho).  And you have to Choose it (Lachesis).  No one else can Choose it for you.  And it’s not about Letting it Slide till these Pretenders leave on their own.  You’ve already been waiting forever for that, and it hasn’t happened.  Not when they’re part of your Identity.  You have to Want to Achieve your Deepest Desire more than you want to keep your “temporary” substitutes.

The Sixth Step prayer reads something like…

“Dear God, I am ready for your help in removing from me the defects in my character which I now realize are an obstacle to my recovery.  Help me to continue being honest with myself and guide me toward spiritual and mental health.”

While Ego-Attachment and Addiction are similar, they aren’t quite the same, so let’s rephrase that to make it more appropriate for Identification…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command your help in removing from my Field the Temporary Substitutes for What I Really Want, as I now Realize that these Substitutes are an Obstacle to my Authentic Deepest Desires.  I Command your help to maintain my Honesty with myself, and your continued Guidance toward my Mission.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank you, God/Goddess.  Show me.”

Your Temporary Substitutes could be Emotions, Thoughts, Ideals, Actions, Beliefs, Material Objects or Goals – whatever you would Recognize as You, but which you’ve plugged into the Gap Created by the Absence of What You Really Want.  Tomorrow we’ll look at the Quincunx Bridges, as they too provide clues.

Quantum Jump 3

July 7, 2018

The two Trine Bridges (Blessed Paths) in the 8 July Haumea Station-Lilith T-Square were from Vesta-Ixion and Moira-Chaos.  Let’s examine those a bit.

The Vesta-Ixion Cycle is short enough that we’ve already noticed one Ixion-Vesta Initiation, in November 2014 – https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2014/11/18/newthought-portals/.  The Cycle itself is about the Unconscious Beliefs that “we” (that is, us collaborating with our programmers and our Karma) use to keep our Hidden Genius Forbidden. 

Hopefully we will use each Initiation and Cycle to skim the Edges off of those Beliefs so we can get closer and closer to Embracing the Held Emotions at their Core.  Alternately, we’d be likely to use the Initiations and Cycles to cement our Karma further into Stone – we do that every time we re-Experience the Energy as its Victim, rather than using the Opportunity to become Conscious and Adept with it. 

We used to say “Master,” but we’ve changed that to “Adept” to eliminate any connotation of Slavery or Hierarchy, which as elements of the Patriarchy, are dead meat.

The New Cycle was Initiated at the last Equinox, 23 March, in 28 Sagittarius.  That’s the Galactic Center, so this Cycle means business.  28 Sagittarius is about “An old bridge over a beautiful stream is still in constant use.”  Without the Bridge we’d have to Wade the Stream, or Endure the Emotion.  So this year and the next few, we get to rediscover and use Ancient Techniques for Letting Go of the Restraints on our Forbidden Genius.

The Arch, which allowed folks to build Bridges when felling a tree or two didn’t work, like the Wheel, was a Miracle when someone “first” Channeled the idea.  Before they Channeled the notion of Brakes, the Wheel probably killed a lot of folks, and early imperfectly implemented Arches probably tumbled on a lot of heads too.  If you’ve ever tried building a small stone Arch, you know that it’s still a Miracle.  When we think of Miracles, we think of Chiron, so maybe one of our Ancient Techniques is Empathy – Poor-Sweethearting ourself.

“You Poor Sweetheart, you don’t have Permission to let your Greatest Genius Shine through to the rest of the World, do you.”

The Planet is a giant jigsaw Puzzle, and Each one of us is a piece in the Puzzle.  Before it can come together into a Collaborative, Peaceful, Magical World, Enough of us need to stop hiding our Light under a Basket, and Let the World Enjoy it.  The other pieces that mate with it are Waiting.  Yes, the Boundaries of those Limitations and Restraints are tinged with Pain, but with our current Rebirth, they’re worth Testing again, as the Pain may have Magically Dispersed.

If it hasn’t disappeared, the best way I know to Magically Disperse Pain is with Warmth and Softness.  Locate it in your Body.  It doesn’t matter if you don’t have the right place; here it’s Intention that counts.  Warm that place with your Hand, while you Imagine the flesh around it getting Soft and Receptive.  That brings in Blood, Energy from the Heart.  When your mind wanders, patiently bring it back to Focus on the place where Pain still resides.  When the Pain moves, you can Follow it, or you can take a break from the exercise – when the Pain moves, you’ve succeeded in breaking the Trance.

The Physical World is not Distinct or Separate from the World of Emotions or Spirit or thoughts or Beliefs or Limitations.  Each is just an alternate view of the Unity, as if you were walking around a house to see it from all angles.  Moving Pain in your Body and Shifting Limiting Beliefs are Surrogates for one another.  That’s another Miracle – how often has anyone in your Culture showed you how to Shift the Physical World by Shifting your Emotions or your Thoughts or your Prayers.  How often have you succeeded at it? 

More than once I’m sure, but it’s still a Miracle, isn’t it, because it’s outside of our Birdcage-Belief that the Physical and Emotional and Mental and Spiritual Worlds are “Levels” Distinct from one another.  Time to Realize that if you’ve seen these Miracles even once, it’s your Birdcage-Belief in Separation that’s Obsolete and Limiting.  Time to Realize that Trust is what Separates Doubt from Faith.  Doubt kills Miracles, Faith Creates them.  You can’t fake Trust, but you can Intend it. 

Imagine how Powerful you will be – using your Power for the Benefit of All, including yourself, of course – when you can address every roadblock in your path with Tools from ALL FOUR of your Toolbelts – Spiritual, Physical, Emotional, Mental.  It doesn’t matter which of these Realms your roadblock Manifests in.  You can address it with All Four.  And many others – for instance, to these four astrology adds Creation, Stabilization, and Mutation. 

You can Create a detour around your roadblock, Stabilize a Bridge over it, or Mutate it into a smooth path – in any of the Four Realms that you once considered to be Levels of Reality.  You probably once considered them to be Hierarchical Levels even, where one was better than another, or at least more equal than the others.  Hierarchies are dead meat, as is Separation.  Imagine Living at the Edges where Spirit and Matter meet.  Guess what – that’s where all Conscious Entities Live.  And all Entities are Conscious, whether or not we’ve Conceived of their Identity as Entities yet.

This is where we’re going.  Pure Magic, relative to where we’ve been.  Take a Deep Breath and Imagine every roadblock in your Life dissolving into Nothing.  This is the Rebirth we’re Experiencing right now.  Breathe It In.

Quantum Jump 2

July 7, 2018

Here’s what the 8 July (7:30 am PDT) Haumea Station looks like…

Here’s what we wrote in July I (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/06/28/july-i/)…

“Stationary Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Eris (Revelation of what was Denied), T-Squared by Pluto (Compulsion), Lilith (Self-Sovereignty), Klotho (Start of a New Timeline), and BZ509 (Transcendence).”

We had a senior moment and omitted Lilith from the version in July I (since corrected).  So we’re Reborn (thrice really, with Haumea, BZ509, and Klotho all Lit Up) into a World where we’re Compelled to Express Who We Really Are, Following no one’s advice except the Wisdom of our own Soul, and encouraging Others to Follow theirs as well (Lilith).  Of course that could be Difficult (T-Square), as Lilith was considered a Pariah and a Demon by the Patriarchy.

Consider though that this Energy will effect Everyone.  If the Generals of the Patriarchy Follow their own Empathy-Less and Compassion-Less Souls, they’ll drift further from everyone else, whose Souls are likely to Lead them into greater Compassion and Empathy.  The Sergeants of the Patriarchy, who Follow because they Fear not to, or because they Believe they Should, may turn away from the Generals.  Continuing our July I extract…

“There are Trine Bridges (Easy Paths around the T-Square’s Difficulty) from Moira-Chaos (Choosing to Let Go of our Limitations) and from Vesta-Ixion (Letting Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve used to squelch our Hidden Genius).”

These are Trines – Dumb-Luck Blessings.  But they also involve Difficult tasks – Allowing Ourself to Let Go of our Limitations and Allowing Ourself to Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve been using to squelch our Hidden Genius.  Some people will wake up tomorrow and without giving it a second thought, they’ll just Let Go of their Limitations and Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs they’ve been using to keep their Genius Hidden.  When enough of us do that, the rest of us will find the Courage to do the same.

Remember that Jupiter (Expanson) is also Stationary (Strong), turning about on 10 July (10 am PDT).  That will embolden many.

It should be obvious to veteran readers that there will be Ego Deaths involved in all this, as we will definitely have Ego Attachments to many of those Limitations and Limiting Beliefs.  For some (those associated with Held Emotions) it will feel like “I’d rather Die,” and for others (those installed by our programmers) it will feel like “They’ll Kill me” – either are trademarks of impending Ego Death. 

But we also said in July I

There is also a Quincunx Bridge (another Easy Path if we can Hold our Curiosity as Curiosity and not try to ‘Figure It Out’) from Lachesis-Nemesis-Sedna (Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death).”

Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death.  Great!  But that complex isn’t Complete yet…

“Lachesis (Choosing to Alter Timelines) Initiated Nemesis (Ego Deaths) on 3 July (11pm PDT) at 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Lachesis is about the Length of Timelines – Fated when we’re Unconscious, and Chosen when we’re Conscious.  Point at the line (Timeline) that you Want to Change, and you’ll write your own Autobio book.”

So far so good.  We’re five days into that 27-year Cycle, so we still have plenty of time to Point at the Timeline we Want – such as…

I Choose to Quickly Become Effortlessly Adept at Sailing through Ego Deaths with aplomb

That should serve us well for the Initiation, and should be more than enough to Get us through these Stations.  To assist with the Lilith T-Square though, we need to maintain our Curiosity (Quincunx) about it, so let’s add…

“I wonder what will happen around my Self-Sovereignty when I Sail through my Ego Deaths Effortlessly.”

Feels Powerful.

The other two Initiations haven’t occurred yet, so we can plan for them…

“Sedna (Embracing Fear as Power) Initiates Nemesis 21 July (5am PDT).  Embrace Fear as Power by training yourself to Respond to Fear with Breathing, Kegels, Tapping, and Thetas.

“Sedna Initiates Lachesis 30 July (1:30 pm PDT).  Both Sedna Initiations occur at 28 Taurus, ‘A post-menopausal woman experiences a new love.’  Once you’ve Befriended Fear and Learned to maneuver your own Life by pointing at the Timelines you Want, your only Limits are the ones you Choose.”

And from the sound of all that, we can Look Forward to them.  Meanwhile we can Enjoy using our new-found Self-Determination and Freedom from Limitations to Let Go of Judgments (15 July Hopi Station) and Sterilize any remaining Karmic Impediments (20 July Station of asteroid Karma).

Then we have the Eclipses woven into this Tapestry of Liberation, a Partial Solar Eclipse at 21 Cancer (there’s that number again) on 12 July just after the Jupiter Station, and a Total Lunar Eclipse at 5 Aquarius on 27 July.  Eclipses represent Illumination, because they cast that-which-we’ve-Taken-for-Granted into Darkness, and we Suddenly Become Aware of it through its Absence.  We can Expect Epiphanies around our natal planets near 21 and 5 Degrees.

Empath and Empathy IV

July 2, 2018

Let’s Look at some of the Grace in the Chiron Station chart.  The focus of each of the T-Squares (Challenges) is also a corner of a Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Blessings), and each of the Grand Trines is also a Kite (Directed Dumb-Luck Blessings)…

A Trine, which is two planets four Signs apart (the long blue lines), means that the two planets Harmonize so well that we can, and usually do, take it for Granted.  We’d do well to spend a bit of time in Gratitude for our natal and transiting (current-moment) Trines.  Note that two planets with Meanings that seem very Contradictory can, and often do, Trine one another.  The disadvantage of being a Language-based Species is that we inevitably Confuse the Words with their Referents. 

In the Grand Trine between Karma, Varuna, and Moon-Chiron, for instance, we might wonder how Self-Destructive Habits (one meaning for asteroid Karma) and Suffering (one interpretation of Moon-Chiron) can Harmonize with the Life Force (Varuna).

Lots of Opportunities there to Examine our Limiting Beliefs – which in itself is a Blessing.  We might say that if we Discern what is Life-Sustaining from what is Life-Draining (Varuna) to Evaluate our Habits (Karma) to see which Habits we want to Reinforce and which we want to Extinguish, we will get Blessings from the Universe (Trine) to assist us, while this Trine is in effect. 

It’s within three Degrees of Sensitivity (Strongest) from 20 June to 1 September, and Stronger yet when it’s Exact, around 7 July and 11 August, and during the several days prior to Karma’s 20 July Station.

We can often Ease difficult interpretations just by adding “Consciousness of” or “Awareness of” to the beginning of a not-so-positive meaning.  For instance, we can interpret this Grand Trine as something on the order of…

At this time the Universe is Gifting us with Great Harmony between our Awareness of Self-Destructive Habit Patterns (Karma), our Consciousness of and Empathy with Suffering (Moon-Chiron), and our Appreciation of what’s Life-Affirming.

We might see the US’s European-Style Demonstrations about the Antichrist’s Abuse of Central American Children as an example of this.  Demonstrations of this number and vigor are unusual for the US.  In order to find a Compassionate view of the impact on the Kids, who will be scarred for Life, we may have to assume for instance that the Antichrist is Creating a generation of Che Gueveras.  Mexico has already Responded by moving to the left.  We may be able to avoid or postpone a Fourth Reich if the US follows suit.

The Long Game here resides in the Chiron-Varuna Trine, since asteroid Karma is here today and gone tomorrow.  If only our Karma was so fickle.  The Chiron-Varuna Trine is in and out of effect from May 2016 to January 2022, with it’s longest Sustained impact in 2018 (February to October) and 2019-20 (August 2019 to March 2020).  It was Exact in April, and will be again on 16 August, then again in March and September 2019 and February 2020.

We’ve been using Suffering as an interpretation for Chiron because that’s how it usually Feels when we aren’t Conscious that we have Choice.  Of course we usually prefer to look at Awareness of Suffering, and by extension Empathy and Compassion for Suffering, which is often Easily Created with a simple “Poor Sweetheart,” where we step outside of our Identification with Suffering and instead Identify with Compassion.  If we’re ready to Dis-identify with Suffering, Poor-Sweethearting can Pixelate and Reorganize our Universe in a flash, usually so subtly that we barely Notice.  

And of course Varuna can also mean Absence or Weakness in the Life Force.  It’s easy to picture a Square between, say, asteroid Karma and Varuna, as Challenging us to Surrender our Life-Negating Habit Patterns.  And don’t forget that Karma includes our Habit Patterns that Support our Path as well as those that Sabotage us.

This is a Fire Grand Trine, especially if we wait for a few minutes past the Exact Chiron Station, for the Moon to enter Aries.  So our Blessings come directly from Spirit.

The Kite Directs the Energy into Trusting our Ability to Manifest What We Need (Eurydike-Makemake).  In Libra, the Implication is that we don’t need to do this alone.  So we might recast our overall reading as…

At this time the Universe is Gifting us with Great Harmony between our Awareness of Self-Destructive Habit Patterns (Karma), our Consciousness of and Empathy with Suffering (Moon-Chiron), and our Appreciation of what’s Life-Affirming, and Holding this Vibration will Allow us to Create the Reality We Want to Live in.

While the Grand Trine goes away after a while, it’s only our Limiting Beliefs that prevent us from Learning from it how to carry this Vibration with us henceforth.  Try Meditating on a picture of your Self seated in the center of three ropes, one suspended between Self-Sabotage and Self-Support, one between Suffering and Miracles, and one between Regeneration and Decay, while three other people pull our chair toward Self-Support, Miracles, and Regeneration.  How does that Feel in your Body?

The other Grand Trine, in Earth, links Saturn-Pholus-Quaoar (The Most Important Thing is to Respond Fully to our Survival Instincts) with Ceres (Sustainability) and Juno-Uranus (our Soul Coming into Consciousness).  Pholus hasn’t quite finished Sagittarius yet, so it’s unlikely to really get down to Work until October 2019, when it enters Capricorn “for good,” though we get a preview from December through next July.  In Sagittarius it’s still Letting Go of Obsolete Responses, like the ones that our Programming Expected of us – which of course is Necessary before we can step through the Ring-Pass-Not.

The Biggie here is the Uranus-Quaoar Trine, which spans 2017 to 2021, off and on.  This year it was Exact on 11 June, and will be again on 28 October.  We can read this as our Soul telling us what we Need to Survive, or as the process of Clearing Impediments to same.  For instance, if we were taught as kids to always be Nice, how would we have Reacted or Responded when told to board the train to Auschwitz?  Of course in a case like that our Choice may have been to stop Surviving now or stop Surviving in a bit, but the Quaoar question is whether we’re even Aware of our Instincts about Surviving.

Since we don’t see Demonstrations yet about Climate Change with the Vigor that Officially-Sanctioned Child Abuse spawns, we can probably easily tally those who are in contact with their Survival Instincts by seeing who has and hasn’t moved to high ground.

This Grand Trine is telling us that, at this time…

Following (Pholus) Our Survival Instincts (Quaoar) is the most Reliable way (Saturn) for us to bring our Soul (Uranus) into our Awareness (Juno) Permanently (Ceres).  In the context of a Chiron Station, which is all about Healing Suffering, the Suggestion is that Separation from our Soul is what has Created Suffering.

The Kite focuses the Energy toward OR10, or Intrusive Memories.  The Suggestion is that these Memories may Lead us to the places where we have Separated from our Soul most Painfully.  Especially since it’s in Pisces, as Pisces is about Finishing Unfinished Emotional Business.

Empath and Empathy III

July 1, 2018

The Karma-Ceres Cycle spans about 42 years, so we’ll only Live through two or three of them in an average Lifespan.  The Cycle is about finding a way to deal with Karma that’s Workable for the Long Term.  This particular Cycle began June 2007 in 6 Taurus, “A cantilever bridge across a deep gorge,” which is so very appropriate for finding a way to deal with Karma that’s Workable for the Long Term!  But look at it this way – there IS a Bridge!  We just have to find it.

The Energy of a Cycle is Strong shortly before and during Initiation, but then goes Underground, as those who profit from the previous Cycle Resist Change.  The new Cycle gradually gains the upper hand, and at the Waxing Square, the Energy of the Cycle emerges and becomes prominent in the Cultural Mainstream.  These two asteroids travel at similar speeds (Karma about 4.2 years per orbit, Ceres 4.6 years), so they can Dance together for a while; their Waxing Square repeats seven times between 2017 and 2020.

In other words, we’ve found the Bridge, and we’re drawing maps to it.  The Deep Gorge is the chasm between our knee-jerk Karmic Archetypes and Judgments, and our Authentic Neutrality and Compassion.  Or between 3D and 5D.

We’ve slipped a partial Solar Eclipse into the July calendar, on the 12th (8pm PDT) in 21 Cancer – does that Degree Zone sound familiar to anyone?

The second T-Square in the Chiron Station chart is focused on Saturn (The Most Important Thing), Quaoar (our Survival Instincts), and Pholus (Being fully Responsive rather than Reactive), indicating – wait for it – that The Most Important Thing is to Fully Respond to our Survival Instincts. 

The base of the T-Square hints Strongly that we’re entering a New Time Province, and we’ll have the Choice of either Suffering over the Loss of what’s Comfortable or even Authentic for us (Chiron-Moon), or Trusting that we will have no trouble Manifesting What We Need in the New Province (Eurydike-Makemake).  All Losses must be Grieved, so we won’t be skipping that step, though if the Changes are sudden we may have to process it quickly to avoid accumulating Karma.  There’s a Difference between Grieving and Suffering.  “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Grief, aren’t you” will go a long way toward reducing or eliminating Suffering.

Our ultimate Mission as Huper Light Workers is to have Compassion for All Things, including All of “our own” Emotions.  As we’ve said before, we don’t “own” our Emotions, any more than today’s Weather is “ours.”  Emotional Microclimates are more complex than Weather Microclimates, but the principle is the same, except that while Weather Microclimates are relatively stable over Time and Space (Climate Change excepted), Emotional Microclimates are incredibly fickle. 

At various Times we Relate more Intensely to some Emotions than to others, so they certainly Feel like they’re “ours,” especially when we Ego-Identify with them.  When our Self-Talk is along the lines of “I Am Grieving” rather than “I Feel Grief,” that’s not just a grammatical difference, it’s unambiguous Ego-Identification.  When we’re Feeling Emotions rather than Merging with them, there’s room for us to Realize that like modern computing, we’re borrowing them from the Cloud. 

The Sensations in your Body are not Emotions, they’re Sensations.  Like Thoughts, Sensations can be closely Related to Emotions, and they can Feed one another.  But they aren’t the same.  Like Thoughts and Emotions, for instance, Sensations can be Intuitions. “My Pain” is different from “The Pain in my Heart.”  The Heart is yours, the Pain is a visitor, a separate Entity.  It’s useful to think of Emotions as Entities, as many Primary Cultures do because they know that Personalizing them is a good way to avoid Identifying with them.

These ideas are not original, but they are radical.  In fact, it was Steven Levine who first taught me that Emotions are not Personal.  It’s been a while since we spoke of what Castaneda called “Cognitive Dissonance,” the Ability to hold Mutually Contradictory ideas at the same time.  I don’t Ask you to Surrender your own Natural Understanding of Emotions and Sensations.  I don’t hold it out as Truth, but as Useful.  I do Ask you to hold this Alternative as a Possibility. 

As we move through these Transitions, this Alternative may turn out to be more Useful to us than our Natural Understanding, which is irretrievably tainted with our pre-Transition Limiting Beliefs.  And we need to be Open to several to many Other Alternative Perspectives, because as the World Pixelates and Reconstitutes, we may need many of them.  We need to be more Engineers than Scientists – in Engineering, Utility is always Situational, and many different Situations are recognized.  Science like Religion tends to be more Fundamentalist, Believing that its Metaphors are literally True.

Bottom Line – The more Perspectives we can carry around with us, the more Skills we’ll be able to bring to many different Situations.  Ego-Identifying with Emotions is as dangerous as Ego-Identifying with Thoughts.  Can you think of Situations where you tend to Ego-Identify with Sensations in your Body?  Identifying is dangerous because it’s Self-Limiting.  If you Are Scared, you’re very unlikely to also Be Happy.  If you Feel Fear, nothing prevents you from also Feeling Joy, even perhaps at the same time – like when you Respond to Fear with Kegels. 

We traditionally Ego-Identify with our Physical Body.  “I’m going to the store,” rather than “I’m taking my Body to the store.”  But what if you Ego-Identified with your Soul instead of your Body.  Then taking your Body to the store doesn’t sound so weird, does it. 

In the Chiron-Station chart, the Saturn-Quaoar-Pholus T-Square looks very similar to the Karma T-Square…

And in fact they’re closely Related.  For example, the Juno-Uranus Conjunction (our Soul Coming into Consciousness) makes a Trine Bridge to the Karma T-Square – Allowing Awareness of our Soul makes it Easier (Trine) to Transcend our Limiting Habit Patterns and Beliefs (Karma).  But Juno-Uranus makes a Quincunx Bridge to the Saturn-et al T-Square.  In the process of meeting the Challenge to Respond to our Survival Instincts, Awareness of our Soul triggers our Curiosity instead, and it’s important to hold that Curiosity as the Emotion that it is rather than regarding it as a puzzle to be Solved.  Mary Oliver expresses this exquisitely…

Curiosity should be Astonishing.  If it’s not, we’re Stuck.  How will we help Mother Earth Reanimate Herself if we aren’t Astonished?  Can we Reanimate the Faerie Realms without being Astonished?  What happens when we Ego-Identify with Astonishment?  Is that kind of like Identifying with our Soul?  Or with Mother Earth herself?  Or with Dragonflies, or Fireflies?

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