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Intuition Olympics 4

March 15, 2018

You probably remember how we identified dwarf planet Asbolus, which was prominent at the end of February, as not just Intuition, but the sort of Intuition that Leads us into Experiences of the sort that will yield Wisdom.  You know, the kind that Kills you if it doesn’t make you Stronger, or something like that.  Well, Asbolus is back.

It’s pretty Clear from the havoc that the March Stations chart has been wreaking upon our Lives, that the Bottom Line issue here is Trust.  If I didn’t know what was going on, I’d assume that my Life is in shambles.  Since I’ve got 3D==>5D and a Nemesis T-Square to pin it on, I’m somehow, usually, able to Trust that it’s “just” the Obsolete, the Dysfunctional, and the Unnecessary that’s being Jettisoned.

Which raises a couple of Questions.  What is asteroid Eurydike (Trust) up to?  And how about asteroid Ceres (Sustainability)?  Turns out they’re good questions, especially the former.

Unfortunately, Apple has once again screwed up my ability to import photos (after Regressing into extreme Frustration I’ve finally Noticed that I’m Regressed, and yes, now I’m Tapping, Asking Ganeshi to Remove Obstacles, and Thetaing Insights, but it’s still a work in progress), so I’ll have to draw a word picture of the March Eurydike chart…

  • Asteroids Eurydike (Trust) and Atropos (Endings) are both in 14 Libra, giving us a Major Objective of Ending our Resistance to Trust
  • They’re part of a complete Dynamic Grand Sextile (a Great Blessing in situations where we’re able to take the Initiative and the first step); the other five corners are…
  • Asteroid Karma (Ancient Habits, especially the Self-Sabotaging ones) in 14 Sagittarius
  • South Node (the Emotions we haven’t Learned to Embrace Lovingly yet, such as Frustration) in 13 Aquarius
  • Venus, Mercury, and asteroid Lachesis (Choosing Timelines) all in 13-15 Aries
  • Our friend dwarf planet Asbolus (Intuition of the sort we’ve discussed) in 14 Gemini
  • North Node (our Spiritual Direction in the Lifetime) in 13 Leo

This is a very tight complete Grand Sextile, where none of the members are more than a Degree from Eurydike.  There are also three additional planets within a Degree and a half of Eurydike, assisting from the Magnetic side…

  • Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) at 15 Capricorn
  • Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity) at 15 Pisces
  • Asteroid Moira (Choice) in 12 Taurus

Leaving only the 12-15 Degree Zones of Scorpio, Cancer, and Virgo vacant.  If you have natal planets in any of those places, you’re here to help the rest of us stay Aligned with our Trust.  I’ve a natal planet in 14 Cancer and one in 11 Virgo, but none in mid-Scorpio.

Notice that all of the “Fates” except Klotho (Beginnings) are involved.  The Mythology is that these have Control over us and not Vice Versa.  However, Striving as we do for Consciousness, we interpret these asteroids as Choice rather than Fate – these are the Choices that Erase our Karma. 

Klotho, by the way, is only a Degree from Pluto, and we could have legitimately included it in the Pluto Kite of Women and Chaos 3.  We didn’t because it was slightly more than three Degrees from Jupiter, the Pole planet in that subchart.  The Clear impact however is that We Are Compulsively Beginning a New Detox Timeline (Pluto as Detox); we can consider this to be the portion of the Unconscious from whence our Self-Sabotage is derived.

The “Lesson” of that information is that We are Addicted to Struggle, and we can Reform that Trance by Disavowing our Ancient Vow to Strive Against All Odds.  From Now On We Want to Choose the Easy Way.  Look to see if you have Resistance to that idea.  When I Theta Choosing the Easy Way I get a picture of myself taking a Deep Breath and Letting Go of Tension.

Now of course Striving to Achieve Consciousness is always going to be Against All Odds; Consciousness is no walk in the park, it’s a walk in the park facing into one of those Nor’Easters that have been battering New England relentlessly.  Well, take a Deep Breath, turn around, and Walk Backwards.  Lean In, as Sheryl would advise.  This is what Pluto would do.

Can’t see where you’re going?  No Worries.  Here’s a practice for developing your 360-Degree vision.  Walk very slowly, and each time you move your right foot backwards, imagine that your Inner Alternate-Gender Self is riding your feet, facing you, so that the step moves His or Her left foot forward.  When your left arm swings forward, Her or His right arm swings backwards.

The image is that your Alter-Ego (Anima for Boys, Animus for Girls) actually occupies the same space as you do, but faces backwards.  So they step forward when you step backward.  Since you occupy the same space, you don’t need to operate their muscles separately; you just need to become aware that their Body Experience is the Mirror-image of yours.  These are your “eyes in the back of your head,” you just need to tune into them.

With Moira (Choosing to Break Self-Sabotaging Habits) in Taurus (Deep Commitment), the Time is ripe for this!  Lachesis in Aries with Venus and Mercury (Choosing to Begin New Timelines that Support our Values) Opposes Atropos (Choosing when to End a Pattern), further improving the Opportunity to Let Go of Self-Abuse.

Endings II

February 11, 2018

Another place where we get very Confused about Boundaries, is the Edge between Ego and Soul.  Most people I meet have a very hard time imagining anything except a solid, opaque wall between themselves and their Soul, and they don’t even expect Mexico to pay for it.  Daniel Scranton Channels some Pleiadian Wisdom about this…

“Before you ever set foot on planet Earth for the very first time, you understood that this was a mission.  You understood that Earth had a very special place in the galaxy and that you were embarking upon a very specific mission for all of consciousness.

“You all saw this experience as the greatest possible challenge that you could embark upon.  And while you knew that there would be some very dark times, quite a bit of pain, and a little too much suffering, you stepped right up to it and decided that this was the only place for you to be.

“Now as you began your cycle of lifetimes on planet Earth, you also understood how far you would be able to expand.  You understood that the reward for being on planet Earth was like none other in the galaxy.  And so you feel that the pain and suffering was worth it.  You may not feel it now, from where you stand, but we guarantee you that you feel it on the level of your higher self and your oversoul.

“Your next mission on this journey will be to create a brand new Earthly experience for yourselves and for all future generations, and those experiences will not be about challenges.  The next mission is about experiencing joy and unbridled, unconditional love.  You have come this far in order to feel what it is like to move from the depths of darkness to the heights of ecstasy.

“Now when you decide to embark upon the new mission is up to you.  It is up to you how much longer you play with the third-dimensional rules and when you fully embrace the fifth-dimensional perspective, the fifth-dimensional frequency, the fifth-dimensional experience of reality.  We know that many of you feel ready, and we say to you that you are.  It is all just a matter of opening your heart, letting that be your guide, and forgetting everything that you think you have learned up until this point.”

The chart of the Atropos Station is relatively simple.  Atropos Conjoins – meaning that it’s Merged With (speaking of Boundaries) Eurydike, or Trust – still barely moving after it’s 4 February Station, and precisely Conjunct Atropos when the latter Stands Still.  Are we Scared to Let Go of What We Know So Well, this Karma, and Accept what lies beyond Endings, the Unknown?  That would be natural.  If you considered it carefully, you might well find you’d much rather Step Out of your Karmic Self-Sabotage Patterns than Stay In them.  But considering it carefully would mean you’d have to recognize that your Karma is your own Creation.  Most of the time most of us just Feel Victimized by our Archetypes, as if they were woven by Someone Else.

The ignorati refer to this as “New Age Guilt,” the idea that somehow I Chose to Manifest the Reality I Live in.  Why would I Choose Suffering?  They see it that way simply because they are unable to refer to their Soul as “I” – they see their Soul as Someone Else.  So this Adventure is about Trusting that we can End Habits that no longer serve us, and still Live Well afterwards.  If it was Someone Else who installed those Habits, do we Fear that they will Punish us if we End them?  If we still Live our Life as a Child subject to our Programmers’ rules, of course we do.  But we as a Soul Chose those Programmers, to set up situations that Mirror our Karma, so we can Recognize it and End it.  Part of our Mission.

Eurydike-Atropos Station in fact makes a Trine Bridge, defining the Easy Path, across the Nodal Axis.  The Nodal Axis is nothing if it’s not our map for getting from our Karma to our Mission.  Asteroid Sappho – Self-Love – sits on our South Node, which symbolizes the Karma that we’ve sown, the Patterns and Archetypes we took this Lifetime to Let Go of.  Do we Love Ourself in spite of our Karma?

Our Mission is not Letting Go of our Karma.  It’s just that the Hidden Skills which we need in order to Achieve our Mission, are hidden beneath our Held Emotions.  Held Emotions are the Emotions we cannot face because it would be too Scary, our cosmic PTSD.  Letting Go of our Karma, Letting Go of those Archetypes, those seemingly unshakeable Habits that Sabotage us over and over again, requires that we Feel those Forbidden Emotions, requires an Ego Death.  Yet the Ego’s job is to keep us Alive.  Which is the same error we all make – the Ego is supposed to keep us Alive, not to keep itself Alive.  How can it keep us Alive though, if it Dies?  Another Paradox.

Our Karmic Archetypes are Compulsive, or we’d be able to Let them Go easily.  In the map of the Station, Pluto, symbolizing Compulsion, makes a Quincunx Bridge to the Nodal Axis.  A Quincunx Bridge is like meeting Gollum.  But rather than Solve the constant stream of Riddles, we need to Zen them – leave them as Riddles, unanswered.  Anything that the Dualistic mind can conjure to Respond to them, will be a knife in the Heart of Mystery. 

That Fearless Child, in Awe at the marvelous things around Her, completely unprepared to try to make Sense of them, and, apart from trying to Understand the Abuse she so unfairly Received, having no need to make Sense of them.  That Child, pre-Abuse, is the one we need to Recover.  She holds the Ring.  The Abuse is the re-enactment of our Karma.  Who were we before we stumbled into these Patterns of Sabotage?  We’d need to go back to Lilith, to our Self-Sovereignty.  It’s a Mystery, but if you let “I” be your Soul for a few moments, you’ll Know Exactly what it is and Who You Are.

In the Station chart, Pluto is Conjoined by Chariklo, representing our Self-Confidence.  The two of them Square Atropos-Eurydike, symbolizing Mastery through Challenge.  Mastering the subtle Art of having Confidence that our Compulsions will lead us back to Awe, the subtle Art of Trusting that Ending our 3D Timeline will Liberate us to a Greater Mastery.  It’s the same as Sappho-South Node; Loving Ourself as our Karma.  Can you let “I” be your Karma for a few moments? 

When we drop all Self-Judgment then it doesn’t matter Who We Are, does it.  We are simply Unconditional Love, Personified.  If we are “just” Love, then what do Patterns and Habits and Archetypes matter?  They don’t even exist.  We can’t be “just” Love without being in the Present Moment, and in the Present Moment our Karma is undefined.  Habits by definition Remove us from the Present Moment.

Fearing Trust – or, Try It On Everything

February 3, 2018

I drive an old car, and several years ago the windshield wipers stopped working.  It rains here, so I was afraid to drive at night, which was a major Limitation.  Sadie isn’t just old, they no longer make her kind of car, so getting spare parts requires an internet scrounge and enduring other people’s temptation to price-gouge.  So replacing the fancy dial-switch-stick on the steering column cost many hundreds of dollars.  And didn’t work.  At first.  Then it started working, hooray!  But then I couldn’t turn them off.

The only way I could turn them off was to shut off the car, and shut it off at just the right moment, so the wiper was just nesting, and not yet starting its next upswing.  Timing that was hard.  I’ve been doing it for several years now, while worrying that my overworked ignition switch would be next to fail.  It helped a whole lot to Ask Ganeshi to Remove All Obstacles to parking the wipers – often it would work on the first try after such an Asking.  But often I’d have to stop, Breathe, Relax, Ask again, and eventually I was able to time it right and switch them off.

Obviously, that’s been very inconvenient on the freeway.  I’ve actually been hoping for Rain rather than Showers when I have to travel.  I’ve been considering getting a simple On/Off toggle switch put on the dash, but I don’t know how easy it would be to find the right wires, or how safe to drill into the dashboard.  So last night it occurred to me to do a Theta Healing on finding an Easy and Inexpensive way to turn my wipers off while driving…

Which post has been revised, extended, and improved, so it’s worth re-reading.

Maybe a mechanic could put in a toggle switch quickly and easily?

I got in the car today to go to the store.  The car was off, but as soon as I started her, the wipers were on from yesterday.  It wasn’t really Raining, just sort of Spitting occasionally (we have forty words for Rain here), but more Rain looked likely, so I didn’t try to time it right to get the wipers to stop.  But I did make sure the wiper-stick was set to Off, and headed out to get some Happy Eggs (if you haven’t tried them, and you can find them, they’re tasty orange-yolked Treasures disguised and priced as pretty-fair eggs, in a bright-yellow carton!). 

A quarter mile later, the wipers stopped, on their own.  Whoa – I didn’t expect it to be that Easy and Inexpensive!  Thank you, God/Goddess!!

Barely containing my Excitement, I drove on to the store.  It didn’t Rain enough that I needed to turn the wipers on.  Of course I Feared that like before, now they wouldn’t turn back on!  On the way back I remembered that Eurydike is Stationary – Trust!  So I turned the wipers on, and they worked!  Then I turned the wiper-stick on the steering column back to Off.  Nothing happened.  But I got my wipers back on!  Stuck On is far better than Stuck Off!  Then my mind wandered. 

Several block later I glanced at the windshield.  The wipers had turned themselves off while I wasn’t Paying Attention!

I often PIAVA Cooperation from the Inanimate (and supposedly Insentient) people, but I don’t expect great results right away from the supposedly “purely mechanical” Realm.  Rules Change in the Reaches, and we’re definitely In The Reaches!

Here’s the 4 February (1am PST) Eurydike Station chart that we mentioned in the previous post…

You can see the Grand Trine – the big blue triangle – between Eurydike-Atropos, South Node-Sun, and Vertex-Rigel, stretched into a Kite by the North Node – which extends the whole Gracious combo toward our Mission.  Now Atropos – Endings – recall is also Stationary, peaking 13 February.  So the primary, and Strong, theme here is Eliminating Impediments to Trust.  The Kite has a tail – Chariklo-Pluto, Confidence and Compulsion.  Or Transformation. 

That’s a Challenge (red line) – there are a lot of ways we could say that.  We’re Challenged to Avoid Resisting our Compulsion to develop Confidence in our Trust that the Universe is Here For Us whenever we’re Open to it, for instance.  Chariklo implies Self-Confidence – isn’t Trust in the Universe the same as Trust in ourSelf?  Aren’t We and the Universe One?

Since the theme of WhatYouWant is up as well, let’s look at what dwarf planet Makemake – Prince of Manifestation – is up to…

Quite busy!  There’s a lot going on, but the biggest Configuration is a Diamond Star to Pallas-Moira, on the right side of the chart.  A Diamond Star is a T-Square (red triangle) and a Finger of God (green wedge) pointing at the same place.  The base of the Finger of God creates a double Trine Bridge or a “Bowl of Grace” (blue webbing) under the base of the T-Square.  The Bridges (or Easy ways to Resolve the Challenge of the T-Square) are Moon-Makemake (Passion Manifesting), and Mars-Karma (Acting to Eliminate our Archetypes; “Acting” can include Tapping and PIAVAing).

And in this case, the Diamond Star is greatly Enhanced by an additional blue triangle pointing to Pallas-Moira, a Grand Trine, symbolizing Dumb-Luck Blessings so rich we can Feel Spoiled.  We might even be able to PIAVA the Inanimate!  The base of the T-Square is Mercury Opposite Mnemosyne – Remembering to Avoid Intellectualizing!  Our intellect is thoroughly engaged in Enforcing our Limiting Beliefs – that’s what it does for a living.  That’s what Doubted whether the Miracle was True.

The corners of the Grand Trine, besides Pallas-Moira (Choosing to Set New Boundaries that Befuddle our Archetypes), are Veritas (Truth) and Saturn-Quaoar (The Most Important Thing is Paying Attention to our Survival Instincts).  The Grand Trine is actually a Kite, and a second Finger of God points to the head of the Kite, OR10-Nessus.  The message is that When we Remember our Gratitude for the benefits of our Privilege, we’re less likely to Abuse our Power

The Opposition between OR10-Nessus and Veritas, the spine of the Kite, is also the base of a second T-Square, to Mars-Karma!  Certainly a Challenge to Realize that our Abuse histories and herstories are Karmic, which is to say, they’re Unconscious Archetypes, which is to say, We can Choose to Set New Boundaries that Befuddle our Archetypes.  When our Archetypes are Befuddled and Confused we’re Free to Choose WhatWeWant instead of Choosing What We’ve Been Told Is Possible.  The Temptation is to run for Safety.  Instead Realize that you Are Safe already, and Trust that you’re Safe and Guided enough to take a big step toward WhatYouWant.


January 31, 2018

Manifesting What You Want, from Dan Scanton and the Arcturians…

“You are the finest example in the universe of beings who take what you have to work with and create something beautiful in the physical realm.  You have basic instruments available to you, and yet, look at how far you have come.  Look at all that you have accomplished with the use of what you have available to you.  This is what you can create using the resources that the Earth has provided.

“Now imagine what you could create if you were to utilize the resources that you have available to you in the non-physical.  We are talking about the energy that you receive from Source, from your guides, from higher frequency beings who just want to help, and from so many other sources that you have available to you.  You don’t have to do it all yourselves, and you certainly don’t have to do it all with what is available to you in the physical realm.

“Let in the assistance that is coming to you from all over the universe.  Let it in and be very appreciative that you have access to so much.  Demonstrate to yourselves, and to all of us who are watching you, what you can do when you begin to access non-physical resources with the same fervor with which you have accessed your physical resources on planet Earth.

“We are not just talking about using your imagination here.  We are talking about accessing energies that are all around you and within you, and with nothing more than your intention to experience a particular vibration, you can create much more than what your imagination is capable of conjuring up.

“When you feel that you are in the flow, that is a wonderful time for you to exercise this ability that you have a wonderful time to access these resources that are all around you.  Don’t do it from a place of despair.  Do it from a place of curiosity and with a desire to co-create, and you will be amazed at what you can accomplish now that you are aware of all of the tools that you have at your disposal.”

And just in case there’s a Transpersonal element to What You Want, here are Dan’s Pleiadian friends with suggestions.  Get your 8½ by 11 color glossies ready…

“The occurrence of a phenomenon on your world is worth getting excited about.  The occurrence of several phenomena is the start of a movement.  It is a sign of an evolution of consciousness.  You’re going to experience anomalies, outrageous events that are inexplicable to your logical minds.  You are going to see things that you did not think were possible, and it is all going to happen simultaneously, in different parts of your world.

“These events and occurrences are going to have an effect on the collective consciousness.  A mass awakening, an awakening of more individuals at one time than you have previously seen, is going to occur.  And those who once believed that you were weird for believing in what you believe, are going to look to you for support.  This is why you are awakening in waves.

“It is for the purpose of giving some of you the ability and the experience to be of service to others.  You all have your roles to play, and right now, your role is to be out a bit in front of the rest of the collective.  You are the trailblazers.  You are the leaders of the movement.  And as such, you are often seen as outsiders.

“Now, when these occurrences on your world begin there will be a certain amount of panic and fear.  But that is all right.  You are prepared for that.  You are prepared because many of you have been facing your own fears for quite some time, and you are not only capable of handling your emotions, but also of helping others to process theirs.  Your world is ready for big changes to occur, and you are ready to support those who are not.

“But these changes would not be coming if you were not asking, as a collective, for them.  All in perfect timing, and all a part of your master plan as a collective consciousness.”

Dan’s usually pretty right on with his timing.  So how are seemingly-Magical Manifestation, Tripping Points, and Helping Others Lit Up today?

We’ll see it more clearly when we do the charts, but the Moon crosses dwarf planet Makemake (Manifestation) a few hours before the 4 January Eurydike Station.  The Influence of the Moon is what Channels our Passion into the cement that makes Matter from Energy. 

The Station also Trines a close Stellium of the South Node (Held Emotions and Hidden Skills), the Sun (Essence), and Sappho (Self-Love).  Completing the Grand Trine is the Vertex (Channeling), but that’s time-of-day-dependent, so it’ll be valid only on the North American Left Coast.  The Grand Trine is also Completed by the Star Rigel, the brightest Star in Orion/Osiris, and his Left Foot.  Bernadette says Rigel represents “forward development not just for personal gain but, more importantly, for the gain of many.  Rigel represents the educator” (Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, p.171).

Trusting Fear or Fearing Trust

January 31, 2018

It’s kind of your choice – though it’s a lot more complicated than that.  Here’s the Timeline…

  • These two events come first in time, but they’re very different and less immediate than the others, but once you read through you’ll see how closely it’s all related!…
    • 2 February (7am PST) Hylonome Initiates Lilith – Letting Go of Codependence, or the places where we Abandon ourself because of Fear.  This Cycle lasts about ten years, and it Begins at 10 Capricorn, “An Albatross feeding from the hand of a sailor,” or the sort of Collaborative Interdependence with Nature that we find in 5D.
    • 3 February (noon PST) asteroid Karma Initiates Mars – Look out for that Safe falling from the third floor!  This Cycle lasts about three years eight months, and it begins at 4 Sagittarius, “A little child learning to walk with the encouragement of their parents.”  Okay, so we can Expect to be Vulnerable for the next several years, but we can also Expect to be Guided.  The combination of PIAVAing Guidance and Surrendering Resistance should work to our advantage.  Don’t neglect your Poor-Sweethearts,


  • 4 February (1am PST) – Eurydike Stands Still.  Eurydike is about Trust, which is likely to be a front-row issue between now and 4 February, though there will be spillover from the next (7 February, Sedna) entry.  And a ton or overlap with the 13 February Atropos Station – they both happen in the same place!  Bottom Line: When Doubt arises,
    • Stop what you’re doing, no matter what it is (well, not in the middle of the freeway, but otherwise…),
    • Get yourself Safe, 
    • Deep Breath,
    • Focus your Attention in your Heart,
    • Ask, “Is this Truly Me, or Mine?
    • Trust the Answer you get.
    • If you’re still Confused, just Change the Subject.


  • 7 February (6am PST) – Sedna Stands Still.  Sedna is about Fear.  Our Purpose with Fear is Getting to Know it, inside and out.  When I was a kid, I thought that the Sun heated up the Day and the Moon cooled off the Night, till I found out that cold was just the Absence of Heat, as if Cold isn’t a “real” thing.  Fear is the Absence of Love, as if it isn’t a “real” thing.  But it needs Lifelong, Careful Study.  It’s Subtle.  Here are some suggestions…
    • PIAVA that you are hypersensitive to Fear – so much of our Life is a Reaction to Fear that lurks beneath the threshold of Consciousness.  We need to ferret those out, because they Sabotage us.
    • Ask the Universe, is this Fear Present Moment?  If so, quickly Pray for Safety, then Surrender to your Instincts.  You don’t need to Analyze; you can do that later, when you’re Safe.  You may want to practice with a rapid-fire Prayer, like “Goddess, Safety Please!” so you’re ready and don’t have to think about it.
    • Ask yourself, what is it that I’m Afraid of here?  Don’t dismiss it like your parents dismissed your Fear of the Monster in the closet; you’ll just drive it further underground where it’ll Sabotage you even more.
    • Tap it Out.
    • PIAVA What You Want instead.
    • Our Objective is to be very Sensitive to the many flavors of Fear that can befall us (from debilitating long-term Karma to stark Terror to a tiny Startle), and Respond appropriately to each (which usually means Lovingly, though that’s complicated – more later).


  • 13 February (8:30 am PST) – Atropos Stands Still.  Atropos is about Endings.  Hopefully all month we’ve been working on Ending our Disregard for and Misplacement of Trust, and our Disregard for and Misinterpretation of Fear.


  • 23 February (8pm PST) – Asbolus Stands Still.  Asbolus is about our Intuition.  Rules work great when tomorrow is like yesterday, which it ain’t going to be.  As Ursula was fond of saying, “Rules Change in the Reaches.”  Intuition will often lead us into “trouble,” because it wants to take us through the most Healing route.  Think Frodo.

Next Up: Responsibility

March 26, 2017

As we said earlier, both of the last two weeks of March are Heavy.  We’ve already introduced the 3/27 New Moon, at…

Our next big Adventure is about Responsibility, as dwarf planet and Centaur Pholus Stands Still at 1am PDT 28 March, five hours after the New Moon.  A planet is at its Strongest when it Stands Still, and the New Moon will stretch Pholus-Stationary Energy over several weeks afterward.

I doubt that we can explain the difference between Blame and Responsibility too often.  In a Nutshell, Blame looks backward to Assign Cause, while Responsibility looks forward to Change Outcomes.  Yes, there may be some backward-looking to seek potential levers to facilitate Future Change, but it will be incidental.  

Blame is a Universe unto itself, a Closed System.  Like Cause and Effect, when you’re inside the Bubble, you can’t see out of it.  People who can’t see beyond the opaque Wall of Blame often misinterpret the need for Responsibility as “New Age Guilt,” especially as it applies to dis-ease.  Taking Responsibility for our own Health has nothing to do with who or what causes dis-ease.  It has to do with what we do about it in the Future.

In the Greek Iconography, Pholus met his demise as a result of failing to Attend to what was in retrospect The Most Important Thing, and for taking only partial Responsibility for it.  So when we look into the Unconscious for parallels to Pholus what do we find?  While it may be Conscious Disregard, it’s more often Lack of Awareness itself.

If my Bones ache from eating Gluten two days earlier, it may not be easy to make the Connection.  If my sinuses flush from eating Sugar, will I believe I’m coming down with a cold and, through my thoughts and Emotional response, actually Create a cold?  It’s not like there are ever any shortages of cold germs – it’s my Vulnerability that can make the difference, including my Emotional Vulnerability.

With an Infinity of factors to Take Responsibility for, how do we Discover or Decide which ones to Pay Attention to, and which ones are The Most Important – especially since becoming Conscious of an Infinity of factors sounds impossible?  We hone our Intuition; it’s the only tool we have that can cover the waterfront.  

Long ago when I studied Time Management, the bottom line was that it was necessary to always have a handle on, and Attend to, The Most Important Thing.  What they didn’t Teach, but what was obvious to me, was that in order to know what The Most Important Thing is, we need to keep our Intuition sharp.  And in order to sense any relevant Intuition, we’d need to be Relaxed.  So it turns out that The Most Important Thing is to be Relaxed.

For which PIAVA is well suited – if we Trust it.  “The Gods” don’t appreciate it if we PIAVA the same thing over and over again without first Changing the Subject, Paying Attention, and adjusting our PIAVA accordingly.  So Trusting that our PIAVAs are in the right queue is important.  Luckily, asteroid Eurydike, which symbolizes Trust, Stands Still at 2am PDT on 1 April (no foolin’), so we get good practice here.

So with Pholus Standing Still our best bet may be to PIAVA something on the order of…

“Great Spirit, please Grant me Clarity around The Most Important Thing I need to Take Responsibility for, and Help me know how to do it best.”

“I Wonder how I might Always Pay Attention to my Intuition and Take Full Responsibility for Acting accordingly.”

On 31 March (2am PDT), dwarf planet Quaoar Stands Still.  Pholus and Quaoar have been traveling together for a long time, and their Stations have been near-simultaneous, and near to the Galactic Center.  Quaoar is about our Survival Guidance.  When the World is Stable, Survival Guidance comes from the Ancestors.  When the World is Changing Rapidly, as it is now, we also need our Intuition.

We’re also aided here by Saturn, which in turn Stands Still on 5 April (10pm PDT).  That’s more than a week away, with two other Stations in between, so normally we’d keep our focus on the near term.  But Saturn is actually Stationary as we speak, within two arcminutes of its ultimate Station.  I have no doubt that this is why we’ve been called to talk a lot about The Most Important Thing, which is Saturn’s Mantra.

We don’t like to Abandon our Secondary Priorities, because they’re our Fallbacks should our First Priority encounter difficulty.  But when Saturn is Lit Up, the message is that our Backup Priorities will Take Care of Themselves for a while, so we don’t need to worry about putting them on the back shelf – they’ll be waiting for us when we get around to picking them up again.

So this week the program tells us that The Most Important Thing is to Trust that all Prayers are answered while we PIAVA to have our Intuition working flawlessly to keep us Informed about what we need to Take Full Responsibility For in order to ensure our Survival, and how to accomplish exactly that.

Now, bear in mind (it’s part of PIAVA actually) that when we are ready to Receive, the Universe gives us exactly what we Need.  When we aren’t ready to Receive, the Universe gives us Information about Why We Aren’t Ready.  So yes, we Trust our PIAVAs, but when they don’t seem to “deliver,” we Take Full Responsibility for Paying Attention to see what they did deliver, because whatever that was, it contains the Information we need to adjust our PIAVA so we Ask for what we are ready to Receive.

Theta Healing is particularly good at this, because it can provide instant feedback, so we don’t need to wait a day or so after Changing the Subject, before we Pay Attention.  A Theta Healing might be…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command that I Receive Clarity around The Most Important Thing I need to Take Responsibility For, and how to do exactly that.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank You!  [Breathe]  Show me!”

When you Command “Show Me!” you should See the Clarity being “Delivered” – or, you may Feel it or Know it or Hear it, or Automatic-Write it – whatever Channel your Intuition works best in.  Or, you’ll See or Feel what else you need to add to your PIAVA.  For instance, you might Feel a sense of Inadequacy, and need to modify your PIAVA to something like…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command that I am Worthy of Receiving Clarity around The Most Important Thing I need to Take Responsibility For and how to do exactly that, and that I Receive it.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank You!  [Breathe]  Show me!”

March IVb – Venus-Envy

March 3, 2017

Anxious?  The Retrogradation of Venus “is” (as without, so within) the Descent of Inanna, where the Goddess is systematically stripped of Her Olde Ego.  If you haven’t read Starhawk’s Truth or Dare, her wonderful Manifesto of Power-With, now is the time to do it.  Whatever you’re Anxious about today, probably identifies the Ego/Beliefs/Limitations that are about to be rinsed away over the next six weeks.

Tapping this morning on “I am scared about…” I realized that I was strongly emphasizing the first word, the “I” part.  So I Tapped on “I am that I am” instead, which quelled the mental noise and left the Apprehension in the Body – which is at least closer to Truth, and Feels that way.  Tapping on just “I’m Scared” several times reduces the intensity of that.  

I’m reminded of a snippet of an old Mel Gibson film I saw once.  Some monster of a guy was threatening to beat the krap out of him and he says, “Are you going to kill me?”  And the monster says “Whazzamatta, you scared?”  And Gibson says “No, I’m just trying to plan my day.”

So yes, given the state of the World and an imminent Descent into Ego Death, a measure of enduring vague Fear is probably appropriate.  It might be a good time to try out the Violet Fire…

I’m lost without the Anxiety, because if I don’t know what ills may befall me I don’t know what to Do to protect myself from them.  Which is actually good, since Anxiety seldom makes accurate predictions, excepting self-fulfilling prophesies.  As is so often the case, Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian Channeling for today addresses the issue succinctly…∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

Of course he doesn’t call it that, or even refer directly to it, but he’s basically talking about PIAVAing.  In case you’re new here, that means…

Rather than What To Do to Protect myself from What I Fear, PIAVA suggests I focus on What I Want.  I mean, if I’m Anxious about those things, it means I’m not fully prepared for them, so Ego Death around them is a great Outcome, as it may well Liberate me from my Limiting Beliefs around them, which would be a huge boon.  An imminent Ego Death is cause for Celebration, though I haven’t Breathed enough yet to get to Excitement.  So I can try PIAVAs on the order of “May I be relieved of cause for Anxiety around…”

And it helps to recall that my Anxieties were around issues I’ve previously PIAVAed about – that’s a call to Pay Attention.  When I do Pay Attention I understand immediately that these Anxieties are Up so I can Let Go of them.  The Archetype, the Karmic Pattern to be Broken, is Worry, intellectualizing the Emotional and Physical.  As for the vague Apprehension – just an exercise in Soft Belly.

Whenever Ego Death lurks, we should Ask, Where is Nemesis?  In ten days she crosses Pluto.  A Pluto Ego Death should be a big one.  Turns out that today is the day when Nemesis comes within our usual standard of three Degrees of Sensitivity to Pluto.  Nemesis-Pluto is a five-year Cycle, taking us up to – haven’t we seen this number recently? – 2022.  The Initiation is 13 March at 4am in 20 Capricorn – “A hidden choir singing,” invoking Heaven.  So perhaps just PIAVAing Heaven on Earth would be appropriate, though it’s Scary to contemplate the potential Healing Crises from that!  What the Hell, though, we’re already Scared.

The next Question that pops to mind, Where is Eurydike – Trust?  The Eurydice Myth was all about Trusting that Escape from Pluto’s Realm was possible!  This deserves an essay all its own…

Asteroid Eurydike is one foot of another Flying Squirrel Configuration that features three Fingers of God, pointing at 

  • Eurydike (Trust) itself, from the Sextile between Mercury-Neptune (Confusion) and Hylonome-Juno-Chariklo (Becoming Conscious of Charismatic Archetypes
  • Hopi (Respect for All Things), across the Sextile from Mnemosyne-Ceres (Remembering How to Create Sustainability) to Mercury-Neptune
  • Mercury-Neptune at the head of the Kite Opposite Karma-Orcus (Breaking Archetypal Oaths) at the Midpoint between Hopi and Eurydike

Mercury-Neptune – Blessed Confusion – is in charge of the whole Eurydike Configuration.  Neptune Initiates Mercury at 4am PST on 4 March at 12 Pisces, being “tested” as we are Initiated into a new phase of our Spiritual Evolution.  Okay.

1 December and the Angels

December 1, 2016

Today’s chart looks a lot like the New Moon chart from a couple of days ago.  The

  • (1) Big Learning-to-Embrace-Fear Opportunity (Grand Quintile), the
  • (2) Abandoned-Genius-Recovery Mystery School (Yin Gate), and the
  • (3) Great Grace around Trust (Grand Sextile)

Configurations all remain, with their flood of Ten Thousand Vignettes and no shortage of Ego Deaths.  It’s a busy month.  

In the first week or so…

  • (4) Expect the Ten Thousand Vignettes to continue to Expand greatly, in service of the continuing Removal of our Masks.
  • (5) Our Opportunity/Challenge to Let Go of obsolete Oaths, Promises, stuck Patterns, and Limiting Beliefs is much enhanced by the Station of dwarf planet Orcus.
  • (6) Our Trust issues become more obvious; if we Remember that we’re immortal Souls taking a vacation in a physical Body, it might make Trust easier – the Soul is invulnerable, though if We-as-a-Body Forget our Soul-Self too much we can miss the Cmail* requesting that we check in for our return flight, extending our vacation more than we’ll Enjoy.         (*Channeled message) 
  • (7) We’re working on our article on Lunar Emotional Energy as the glue that holds Matter together.  The theme runs a lot like this:  It’s Passion that drives Manifestation, but it’s the combination of Conscious Passion and Unconscious Passion that does the work.  As we Unify these two, Manifestation becomes more Effortless.  In early December there’s a big push toward making our Mask Removal Permanent, an essential step toward Integrating our Passions and eliminating Self-Sabotage.
  • (8) Think about how the last week or two have been very different in your Life.  Seeing more Mysterious movements out of the corner of your eye?  Obvious signs of Ego Rebirth (such as feeling lost on a route you’ve traveled often)?  Long deep Sleeps?  Unusually sharp Intuitions?  Unexplainable surges of Excitement?  Angels are becoming more Present; keep your eye out for evidence of them.  The more you Acknowledge their Presence, the more they can work their Magic.
  • (9) If you’re thinking hard about Survival under difficult circumstances, you aren’t alone.  These are Instincts.  However, see (6), (7), and (8).
  • (10) Some of those Ten Thousand Vignettes and Survival scenarios may seem intolerable, like You’d rather Die than go through that again.  It’s an Invitation to Ego Death; do RSVP; if you Embrace the Sensation (“You poor Sweetheart, you’d rather Die than do that again, wouldn’t you”) you’re less likely to have to endure it again. 
  • (11) Remember that the basic assignment is the Deepening of Self-Love.

Oh, and Italy votes to leave the EU on 4 December, or rather, Italy votes on whether or not to leave the EU on 4 December – the next shoe dropping in the Collapse of Cultures as we know them.  

In astrologuese…

(1) The Sedna (Embracing Fear) Grand Quintile with Vesta (Limiting Unconscious Beliefs), Jupiter (Expansion), Moon-Mercury-Quaoar (Survival Issues; see also (9)) and Neptune-South Node (Embracing Emerging Held Emotions, Loss of the Veil, Collapse of Cultures; Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity).

(2) The Ixion Mystery School – the Golden Rectangle formed by Ixion-Pholus (Being Fully Responsible to our Abandoned Genius), Chaos (Unlimited Potential), Haumea (Rebirth), and Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne (Identifying with our Soul Self).  Embedded in the Golden Rectangle is a Yin Gate between Sedna (Embracing Fear) and Lilith (Self-Sovereignty).

(3) The Eurydike Grand Sextile, formed by the Golden Rectangle (2) and an Opposition between Pallas (Boundaries) and Eurydike (Trust); Pallas-Eurydike forms a Grand Cross with Sedna-Lilith.

(4) Mnemosyne (Memories) Stationary Direct 6 December (Strong; we don’t usually give asteroids more than 3-4 days of Sensitivity, but it’s been within one Degree of its Station since 18 November, and could be one of the major Triggers for our Ten Thousand Vignettes) at 7pm PST at 20 Aries (“A young girl feeding birds in winter; overcoming crises through compassion“) and of course still very much Conjunct Uranus-Eris-Ceres (Making our True Self or Yintegrity Permanent).

(5) Orcus (Making and Breaking of Oaths) Stationary Retrograde 7 December (very Strong for at least a week prior; it’s been within one Degree of its Station since about 22 September) at noon PST on the South Node (Karma, Held Emotions, Archetypes we’ve Merged with, Hidden Skills).

 (6) Eurydike (Trust) Stationary Retrograde 9 December (Strong for at least 3-4 days prior; within one Degree since 20 November) at 9am PST in 24 Leo (“Totally concentrated upon inner spiritual attainment, a person is sitting in a state of complete neglect of bodily appearance and cleanliness“); does 24 Degrees sound familiar?  How about…

  • Eurydike Opposite Pallas (Boundaries) and Square the Lilith-Sedna Opposition (Fear of Misogyny), making a Grand Cross (Busy Busy Busy); of course the Lilith-Sedna Opposition is the core of the Mystery School (see (2) above).
  • Eurydike Trine to Ixion-Pholus (Being Fully Responsible to Recover our Abandoned Genius, Brilliance, Gorgeousness, Talent, and Fabulosity) and Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne (see (4) above), making a Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Grace).
  • Eurydike Sextile to Haumea (Rebirth) and Chaos (Unlimited Potential), completing the Grand Sextile (Great Grace – after We take the first step).  The first step is Self-Love; in (4) above You are the Bird and the Young Girl both – “You poor Sweetheart…” – see (10) below.

(7) Ceres (Sustainability) Stationary Direct 9 December (Strong for at least 3-4 days prior; within one Degree since 22 November) at 4pm PST in 22 Aries (“The gate to the garden of all fulfilled desires“); see (4) above.

(8) on 5 December at about 3am, Hylonome (Detaching from Archetypes) Waxing Squares (Challenge) Makemake (Manifestation).  The Hylonome-Makemake Cycle in general is about Letting Go of Self-Sabotage.  The Energy of a Cycle is strong around its Initiation, then goes underground till the Waxing Square, then reaches the mainstream.  The current Cycle was Initiated in June 1989 (think Harmonic Convergence) at 3 Virgo, “Two Guardian Angels“!

(9) Quaoar (Survival) Initiates Mercury (Mentality, Communication) 2 December at 2pm PST in 30 Sagittarius (“The Pope blessing the faithful”).

(10) Nemesis (Ego Death) Initiates the Sun (our Essence) 2 December at noon PST in 12 Sagittarius (“A flag turns into an Eagle, turning into a Chanticleer [Rooster] saluting the Dawn”); again, this is the Degree of the Pluto-Chiron Initiation at the turn of the Century, suggesting our Journey from Separation to Unity, Nationalism to a broader, sharper Perspective and from there to the Return of the Light.  The Sun-Nemesis Cycle is about the Evolution of the Self.

(11) Asteroid Sappho (Self-Love) entered Scorpio (Relentlessness) a few days before the New Moon.  We’re warming up to an Initiation of Sappho by Klotho (Designing a new Ego-Lifetime) near the end of January.

Everybody Survive?

November 21, 2016

The overall Energy is “improving” – that is, a bit less Challenging.  Challenge does lead to Mastery, but Overwhelm leads to regression.  There are three ongoing keys here…

  • Trust – as difficult as that is when the planet’s hardcopy “Reality” appears to have such a dismal future
  • Self-Compassion – you’ll be amazed at how Powerful a “You poor Sweetheart…” can be
  • Self-Sovereignty – while normally this could put us in a position to have to surrender battles to win wars, the conditions for maintaining Boundaries are actually excellent

In order, in astrologuese these are…

  • Asteroid Eurydice (Trust) continues to complete a Grand Sextile with the other party-goers at 20-25 Degrees, while two other planets in the same Degrees make T-Squares to…
  • Chiron (Tests of our Self-Love) across the Ixion-Chaos Opposition (Recovering our Abandoned Genie) and
  • Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) across the Pallas-Eurydike Opposition (Trusting that we can successfully set Boundaries)

These conditions continue into the 29 November Full Moon and beyond.

On Thursday 24 November, or sooner if you’re more Sensitive to it, expect another Revelation or Deconstruction in the Collapse of Cultures.  We’ll talk more about that soon.

Jupiter makes its Waxing Square to Pluto.  The Moon crosses Jupiter, while Venus and Lachesis (Linear Time) Dance with Pluto.