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Not So Phew! 2

October 8, 2022

This 2:55 pm PDT 8 October Station of Pluto1 (Exaggerated Compulsions) appears to be worth documenting. Considering the Degree of the Station – 27 Capricorn, the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to – the most interesting component of the chart is a triple Merging (Stellium) of the symbols for Karma that’s Expiring, New Patterns that Are Forming, and the Feminine side of the Christ Energy.2

The Feminine side of the Christ Energy is often personified by Mary Magdalene. The other two members of the triple Merging are the Ending of Karma and the Beginning of Karma. Remember that Karma is simply Inertia – Habits that Simplify our Lives and Stretch our Attention Span when they work (like Trusting our Habitualized Body to do most of the work driving the car) and that can greatly Complicate our Lives when they don’t (like Trusting Tesla’s Rube Goldberg “self-driving” mechanisms to drive the car).

The Beginning of Karma is pretty Innocent. We Choose to Practice something that seems Useful at the time (like driving a car with an internal combustion engine), usually without thinking about what sort of Karma it will become several Lifetimes hence, when Circumstances may be drastically different. Ending Karma is always problematic, because Habits aren’t easy to Break, even when we no longer need them. We no longer leave water and hay for our car when we park it overnight. We may have been Delighted to drop that Habit, especially if we didn’t Relate to our Horse as a Conscious Entity. If we and our Horse Loved one another, trading Her in for a car was probably a serious Challenge.

Darshanamaya has graciously offered us a few Secrets about Easing Ending Karma

“Author James Clear [in his book Atomic Habits] writes:

‘The 4 Laws of Behavioral Change:
Make it Obvious
Make it Attractive
Make it Easy
Make it Satisfying’ ”

I would add a fifth “Law” – Use a PIAVA. Karma Resides in the Unconscious, and the usual Plan-Test-Revise-Execute Dynamic Change process doesn’t work in the Unconscious because Logic is just a circular game there. We Trust Logic because we’ve been brainwashed to not ask what the underlying Assumptions are. They’re always Either/Or, Political, while Reality and Spirit are always Both/And. Either/Or is about excluding the Other Tribe. Mary Magdalene is right here to Assist us!

And Bob (in Coloniser Queensland) has suggested that we can view this Atropos-Klotho combination as Letting Go of “an old Identity” and Swapping in a New Identity, rather than Old and New Karma, which is an excellent idea. And he Identifies a fabulous pair of candidates for the Swap, for me as well as for he… “my own self sabotage is my habit of attempting to analyse everything to the nth degree instead of relying on the intuitive messaging I am constantly receiving.” I don’t Believe there’s a faster path to 5D, because 5D only works when we – and everyone else in our 5D Community – does exactly that. Bob sends a Smiling 4-Eyed Sun for Emphasis…

  • So, how might we Make that Change Obvious? I guess if I use my own “formula,” I’d first figure out a way to Notice that I’m analyzing! I’ll try putting up “What If I Already Knew?” signs in Obvious (Obtrusive, so they’re hard to ignore) places around my workstation and office.
  • Making it Attractive means making it Positive Energy – so no scolding myself for analyzing, instead, Congratulating myself for Noticing. So I’ll add a big “Congratulations! You’re The Best!” to the bottom of the signs.
  • I don’t know how to make it any Easier, but I’m Open to Suggestions.
  • It’ll be Satisfying to the Extent that my Intuition is Accurate, which means that it’s either Correct, or Leads me to a Whole New Way of Thinking about what I was about to Anal-yse.
  • I’d enlist Earth and Fire by Attuning my Old Habit to my Energy Body, by Tapping on “Even though I tend to Analyze too much, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept Myself…”
  • Then I’d petition Air and Water by PIAVAing something on the order of a Theta such as “God Goddess, Creator of All Things – including Mary Magdalene – I Command that I Rapidly and Completely but Lovingly and Gently Learn to Trust My Intuition at Least as Much as My Analyses. It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done. Thank You, God Goddess and Mary Magdalene. Show Me!

I can’t help but “keep score,” whether for Analysis or for Intuition. For instance, I analyzed a potentially important decision last night, while Tentatively Thinking that What Triggered the Desire to Analyze May Have Been an Intuition. I Decided Analytically not to follow the potential Intuition. It was time-critical, and after the deadline passed I Regretted not Trusting the original thought as an Intuition. So I PIAVAed that I could Make Amends Successfully in the morning, which I did. It was a numerical Decision, so I can come up with a quantifiable comparison, which I just calculated – My Intuitive Choice Was a 30% Improvement Over What My Analytical Choice Would Have Been. Case Closed.

It is, however, Easy to Confuse Karmic Bias with Intuition. For instance, I’ve mentioned my Karmic Fear of car-tastrophes many times. If anyone’s interested in Learning a method for Distinguishing Karmic Bias from Intuition using Tapping and Theta Iteratively, Let me Know and I’ll repeat it.

While typing all that, I stumbled into another Habit/Identity that I’ve been working hard to Change – my Habit of Blaming “Inanimate” objects for my own Errors, which usually occur when I’m trying to get several things done at once. Changing a bunch of paragraphs into a List in WordPress requires a very specific sequence of steps, which I failed to execute several times in making the List above. I quickly Realized that I’d Insulted WordPress in a comment earlier, calling it “Wordsqueeze” instead. That Realization (not Apology, yet) helped a little, but I still screwed it up a few more times. So I Slowed Down and stopped thinking about the Next Steps, Focusing only on the List. It then went well.

Okay, so I’ve corrected my Insult to WordPress, and Aplogized. Feels Peaceful. Now, I step out of Collaboration with the “Inanimate” World when I try to get a lot done in a little time. I think I mentioned that I’ve added Gay Hendricks’s book The Big Leap to our Bibliography. The Big Leap is from our Zone of Competence to our Zone of Genius, and Gay offers a Treasure Chest of methods for doing this. One is Avoiding Upper Limits, where we Sabotage ourself when we Achieve More Success than we’re Comfortable with. The one I’m working with here though, is Einstein Time, where we Realize that in Newtonian Time, time is doled out TO us and we’re Slaves to the Clock and Calendar. In Einstein Time, We Create as much time as we Want.

I haven’t figured out the Connection between Time and Gay’s Key Question that can take us back into Einstein Time when we slip back into Time Slavery – it’s Where in My Life Am I Not Taking Full Ownership? Decades ago, when I studied Time Management, I Learned that the Fulcrum was to always Ask Ourself, Am I doing The Most Important Thing First? Considering my recent Dream, of a School Bus slowly drifting sideways into a cliffside covered with Ivy where it became Hopelessly Entangled (I couldn’t get to the door to help anyone get out), and even though Doing What We Most Love is a Big Key to Einstein Time, and I Love Doing this sort of astrological Analysis, and even though a School Bus isn’t literally an astrobuss, it’s hard to deny the Suggestion, so I Intuit that it’s telling me that I need to go fix myself some Good Food, and get good Sleep tonight.

I’ve added several books to the Bibliography lately about Suggestions and Methods for Collaborating with the allegedly “Inanimate” World, and it Deserves a separate post.

Lots more to say about the Pluto Station and the impending Full Moon! The Pluto Station chart features three T-Squares (Challenges/ SuperPowers), one to Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena that’s Enhanced (part of a Grand Trine as well as a T-Square) but not Self-Resolving (not also the Focus of a Finger of the Goddess), a second one to Pluto Stationary that’s also Enhanced but not Self-Resolving, and the third one to Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) that is triply Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star, a Grand Trine, and the Grand Trine is shared with the Pluto T-Square, so the two Cooperate).3 But we’ll have to continue later.

1 10:55 pm BST 8 October, 5:55 am AEST 9 October, in 27 Capricorn (the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to).

2 Asteroids Atropos (Previously Scheduled Expiry of Karma) in 26 Sagittarius, home of Fixed Star Aculeus (Abuse that Strengthens Us; Prenatal Decision to End All Karma in the Lifetime) Conjunct (Merged With) Klotho (Creation of New Karma) in 28 Sagittarius (Victory of the Light Despite Great Distraction), adjacent to Fixed Star Acumen (Destructive Gossip; Resisting Total Surrender) and Conjunct (Merged With) Magdalena (Mary Magdalene, the Feminine side of the Christ Energy) in 30 Sagittarius (Reweaving the Tapestry).

The Christ Energy is very poorly represented by the Louder side of “Christianity” these days. Most prominently, the Christ Energy is about Tolerance, while the Louder side of “Christianity” Projects “Sin” on everyone else and acts Satanic about their Desire to Punish it. A throwback to the Arian Age, an Age of Tribal Warfare and Violent Heroes, they are an adolescent version of the Patriarchy, and like the Doomed Patriarchy, their Clamor is their Death Throes. Their Self-Inflicted Suffering needs to be Expressed and Heard, and they need our Empathy but definitely not our Obeissance. Jesus of Nazareth personified the Christ Energy, but so have many other Wisdom-Speakers. The Christ Energy (basically, Peace, Love, Tolerance, Generosity, Collaboration) is quite close to what we think of as 5D, and is Spiritual, not Religious. Religions are Political, Either/Or, Good/Bad, Right/Wrong. Spirit is Inclusive, always Both/And.

3 Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena (see previous note) T-Square across the Opposition between Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity) in 24 Pisces (Union with the Spirit of Gaia, Attuned to Deep Rhythms in 5D ) and Mercury (Awareness, Communication) in 22 Virgo (Tasked to Channel, Challenged to Distinguish Future from Present ). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena to Eris (see next paragraph) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (see Sedna paragraph below).

Pluto (Compulsion) in 27 Capricorn (The Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if we Choose to) T-Squaring Eris (Revelation of What’s Been Denied ) in 25 Aries (A Powerful Shadow, Compelled to Rise into the Light) Opposite Narcissus (Self-Absorption) in 25 Libra, home to both of the Fixed Stars Spica and Arcturus (Great Gift of Leadership, Discovering Self in Spite of our Best Lifelong Effort to Conform to our Culture) Conjunct Haumea (Rebirth) in 30 Libra (Compelled to Live What Others Deny, Owning Out Own Shadow). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Pluto to Sedna (see next paragraph) and Mercury (see previous paragraph).

Dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) T-Square to Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Perpetually Interminable Labors) in 28 Leo (Tied to the Harsh Discipline of Overcoming Ego to Find Joy) Opposite the Stellium of (1) minor planet Damocles (Fear of Accountability) in 27 Aquarius (Having a Defined Path but Losing It Over and Over Again, in Order to Learn How to Guide Others Out of the Same Diversions) and asteroids (2) Vesta Stationary (Emphatic Growth in Consciousness) in 24 Aquarius, home to both of the Fixed Stars Sadalsuud and Deneb Algedi (Mandatory Mastery of Thinking, until the Basic Assumptions Prove to Be Wrong, then we must Surrender to Intuitive Survival ), plus (3) Heracles (Hit-Man for the Patriarchy) and (4) Phaedra (Shame), both in 29 Aquarius (Turned Inward, Focused with as much Curiosity as Intention on the New Self One Is Becoming).