Rest Is Great But You Could Hold the Knockout Drops

Astrologically we’re in between Portals, so we’re up for a bit of a Rest. Experientially, at least hereabouts, it feels more like we’re Recovering from a Extreme Exertion, the kind where you don’t feel Rested till a week later. I mean, when I Sleep nine hours several days in a row, shouldn’t I feel Awake during the other fifteen? I’m a Biased Observer here, since the Biggest Challenge of last week’s New Moon chart was a dead ringer for the Biggest Challenge in my natal chart – same Degrees, different Planets (some of them) – and the New Moon’s second-Biggest Challenge sat on my natal Moon.

Which doesn’t Explain why most everyone else I know is still Groggy too. So I’ll go ahead and speak as if some of my Experience has been Universal, which of course is always true on some level. The signatures of Major Ego Death smell stronger than the local paper mill – I’m glad someone here seems to remember how to drive. I know I’ve taken all the correct turns, and this is my own neighborhood, but nothing looks familiar. Was that there before? Lots of things I could or should be doing, and I’ve had plenty of Sleep, but all I want to Do is Nap. Or Space Out. It’s an Effort to Do anything but that, even when I can. Who the Hell Am I, Anyway?

Meaning that we’ve been through Big Changes, as befits the astrodetails of the Big New Moon Challenges.¹ While dancing with several Physical Challenges, I’ve Discovered that to Find Healing I’m going to have to Seek Beyond the Current Lifetime. So while I have Personal Experience with neither Afterlife Specialist Dr. Scott Taylor nor Psychic Mark Anthony (who introduces Dr. Taylor), I plan to watch Dr. Taylor’s free 6 April 2023 presentation on Discover the Wonders of the Bi-Location Phenomenon, which promises to Explore “the mysteries of the non-physical universe.” I’m mentioning that here in case anyone else is called to it.

¹ T-Square to Mars OOB (Exaggerated Action) Merged with Chaos OOB (Unlimited Potential Amplified) and Ganesa OOB (Lord God Ganesh, Remover of Obstacles, on Steroids), from Ceres (Sustainability) Debating (Opposite) the New Moon Merged with Heracles (Replacing the Patriarchy). And Pan (The Godhead of Nature) Merged with Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) Square to Saturn (The Most Important Thing) Merged with Damocles (Accountability) and Icarus (In Ambition, Moderation Wins).

And while we’re at it, Marie Manucheri invites us to join her in the free 10-14 April 2023 Psychic & Intuitive Abilities Summit. She says, “You’ve heard me talk about logic versus insight. Knowing the difference – and when to use each – assists all of us in raising our vibration and unlocking our magnificence so we can access our unique intuitive abilities and answers to some of our deepest questions.  If you’d like to learn more, I hope you’ll join me for my session, ‘Logic or Insight? The Power is in Knowing the Difference’ at The Shift Network’s 2023 Psychic & Intuitive Abilities Summit next month.” Register free at https://psychicintuitiveabilitiessummit.com/. I don’t know most of the other speakers, but I don’t want to miss the sessions by Robert Moss and David Spangler.

While studying the Relationship between the Mars-Chaos-Ganesa T-Square and my natal T-Square, and in the Spirit of Nothing Changes Until We Accept It Exactly As It Is, it’s become Clear that it would Behoove me to Let Go Of my Judgment of the Patriarchy, which I’m Aspiring to Do. In the context of this, my favorite magazine is Permaculture Design Magazine, the latest issue of which includes articles on…

• The Human Ego-Predicament: Overshoot and the Population Conundrum
• Dismissal of ‘Population Alarmism’ Is Rooted in Pronatalist Ideology
• On the Growth Ahead: The Final Doubling

…and book reviews of…

• The Need to Be Whole: Patriotism and the History of Prejudice
• Bright Green Lies – How the Environmental Movement Lost Its Way and What We Can Do About It

All of which Reminds me of something I Learned several years back at the Global Earth Repair Conference, that while the CO₂ Cycle might Impact some 10% or less of the Earth’s Surface Temperature, the H₂O Cycle Impacts more like 70-80% of the Earth’s Surface Temperature. We shift the H₂O Cycle by Changing Vegetation, especially Trees. The Permaculture Design Magazine articles point out that if we as a Culture Implement the full Hoped-For Conversion from Oil to Green Electricity, we’ll actually Increase our Negative Impact on Nature because of the sheer size of the Solar Farms and associated Infrastructure.

The Oligarchs often present that argument, but this is the first time I’ve seen competent environmentalists discuss it. Trees aren’t good acreage-fellows with Solar Farms, nor with Wind Farms. There are some things that can be done with shade-tolerant crops, but basically, Solar Farms and Food Crops will ultimately Compete for Sunlight, and the rest of Nature will lose out. It’s time for me to Focus my Attention on the sort of Local World that I Want to Live in, and Let the Rest of the World do the same.

The Moon is now Out of Bounds North, since 26 March (PDT 12:46 am, BST 8:46 am, IST 1:16 pm, AEST 5:46 pm), till 31 March (PDT 6:41 am, BST 2:41 pm, IST 7:11 pm, AEST 11:41 pm). If Wall Street was following the Moon Cycles like it often does, it would have crashed today. Instead, after crashing last week because of the Interest Rate Dramas – which are more Powerful than the Moon – it’s Recovering mildly.

Asteroid Pan, our astrosymbol for the OverLighting God of Nature, goes Out of Bounds (He Gets Serious About Protecting Nature) 28 March (PDT 6:41 am, BST 2:41 pm, IST 7:11 pm, AEST 11:41 pm), until 13 July 2023. He was in Taurus (relative Stability in Nature) during June and July of 2022, and again from 8 November 2022 to 30 March 2023. If you’ve been in California, Mississippi, or several other places, that was some pretty Horrific Stability.

On 30-31 March (PDT 4:33 pm 30th, BST 12:33 am 31st, IST 5:03 am 31st, AEST 9:33 am 31st) Pan enters Gemini (Relative Instability and Change in Nature) again, till 8 June 2023. Maybe those “Stable” Floods over the recent Winter indicate that the Drought in the Western US is finished. “Holding our Breath” for that isn’t a very Powerful Strategy, but it might work.

We’re already under the Influence of a Strong Emphasis on Assistance with our Manifestations (asteroid Artesian Out of Bounds, and Stationary until 31 March-1 April, PDT 6pm 31st, BST 2am 1st, IST 6:30 am 1st, AEST 11am 1st) in 13 Leo, Compulsion to Let Go of All Attachment to Personal Identity, which Feels like what’s going on. It Feels Natural, though, so far just Relaxed, not Scary or Effortful, and part of Who the Hell Am I, Anyway? but not in any Negative sense. It Feels so Natural that I’m barely Aware of it, though when I Inquire, I definitely Notice a Big Difference from last week.

So this week is an Excellent Opportunity to really Get Serious with our PIAVAs and other Manifestations, Monitoring our State of Mind to censor any Habitual Nay-Saying or other Limitations to our Owning What We Want. Breathe Deeply both In and Out through your Nose, to Trigger your Vagus Nerve and qwell Fight-Flight-Freeze. Monitor your Emotional State to stay Attuned to Peace and Joy, because your Emotional State while you’re Manifesting is what you’ll Manifest More Of. We Cleared Away a huge load of Karmic Limitation under that Mars OOB-Chaos OOB-Ganesa OOB Heracles New Moon, so don’t Hold Back on your Wants.

Next week, 2-9 April, we’re back in the thick of it with more Karmic Clearing.

Citrine, Quartz tinted Yellow or Orange by Iron Impurities, is a Powerful Support for any Second (I Want) and Third (I Will) Chakra Pursuits, be they Biological, Emotional, or matters of Intent. Spend a few minutes Gazing into this Wand with your Eyes Relaxed before you Focus your Attention on your PIAVAs or other Manifestation techniques. If any particular Swirl or Whoosh or Mirror or Burst or Streak starts to Draw you Into the Crystal, Let Yourself be Taken right Inside as you Begin your Meditation…

Back when there was still a Radio Shack, they used to sell a very powerful little hand microscope with a light inside, about the size and shape of a long pack of cigarettes. Being among the harder of Minerals, Sand Grains are often mostly Quartz. I used to collect little jars of Sand whenever I was near a Beach, and the scope magnified enough to see the colors and other details on every tiny Grain of Sand. Some friends of ours Lived for a while on the Oregon Coast, and when I got home with a handful of Sand from their Beach and looked at it with the scope, It Was All Citrine! It was Mind-Blowing. Several times I took a small collection of gorgeous Crystals, along with the microscope and a few Sand samples, to show to children that were being home-schooled in groups. After one of them looked at the Sand through the scope, that was it. They ignored the larger Crystals and queued up to peer through the tiny window at the Magnified Sand!

Manifestation Full Moon

Well, we don’t need to write more about the 2 January 2023 Amplification of asteroid Sisyphus, as the asteroid has been renamed Kevin and has crashed into the US House of Non-Representatives. For all his Effort, does Sisyphus ever win at least a consolation prize? No, he’s still Pushing his Rock several Millennia later! Never Forget that Sisyphus Reminds us to Enjoy the Journey – the Destination is Meaningless, it’s the Journey that brings us Wisdom and Enlightenment.

The 6-7 January Out of Bounds Full Moon (PST 3:07 pm 6th, GMT 11:07 pm 6th, IST 4:37 am 7th, AEDT Qld 9:07 am 7th) in 17 Cancer (A Strong Sense of Self Overcoming the Temptation to go against the Self and mimic someone else) has a pretty Clear Message for us though – We can Hope with all our Might that the Exaggerated Karma that’s Staring us in the Face will go away on its own, but there’s no such Luck until we Invest our Passion into Building Strong Protections around the Facts.¹

¹ Out of Bounds means Stronger than Usual. Sun Merged with Mercury, Pandora Out Of Bounds, and Karma OOB, Debating with Moon OOB Merged with Pallas OOB and Veritas – We can Hope with all our Might (Pandora OOB) that the Exaggerated Karma (Karma OOB) that’s Staring us in the Face (Sun-Mercury) will go away on its own, but there’s no such Luck until we Invest our Passion (Moon OOB) into Building Strong Protections (Pallas OOB) around the Facts (Veritas). There are no Squares, as Aries and Libra are Vacant, leaving just the naked Full Moon Opposition.

While our Comfort-Seeking Ego is Horrified at this TraumaDrama, we’re Reminded of Bruce Lipton’s comment that Western Civilization must Collapse if we are ever to have any Hope for Healing Huperity’s Relationship with Nature and the Planet. And the Full Moon is Defending the Facts, without considering that Facts are always dependent on Perspective and always Debatable.

Unfortunately, the Struggle in the House is about people who are Defending not the Truth of their Mind, but the Truth of their Heart, and the Winner-Take-All US political system has no provisions for differences of the Heart. It’s all about the Patriarchy and Rule by Intimidation.

The positions of these people in the House sound so Ridiculous because the Patriarchy has no Legitimate Language for the Heart. So Libertarians aren’t Content to just Do Their Own Thing and let others do the same, they don’t Feel Safe until they’ve torn down the Comfortable Boundaries for everyone else, lest they end up Fried like Sam Bankman-Fraud.

The Full Moon chart also includes two Cycles of Self-Resolving Hassles (Grand Crosses). In the Fixed Signs, our Soul may be Hassled by Entrenched Ego or the Appearance of the End of Healing. The key is Trust, as so many things are Changing and they are Out of Our Hands. We will need to Surrender our Need for Control (Uranus Square Hybris Square Eurydike Square Panacea-Atropos Square Uranus).

In the Mutable Signs, the Field that Makes Life Possible (Altjira OOB) is Hassled by Our Unconscious Shame about our Technologized Abuse of the Planet (Vesta-Phaedra-Nessus-Atlantis), by Our Need to Deny What We Most Desire (Pinocchio-Tantalus), and by the Difficulty of Changing All of Our Karmic Patterns at Once (Theseus-Orcus).

The Full Moon Potentiates the 7-8 January Fully Self-Resolving Makemake Station (PST 3:00 pm 7th, GMT 11:00 pm 7th, IST 4:30 am 8th, AEDT Qld 9:00 am 8th). A Station means that the planet is Standing Still in the Sky, making its Impact on us Strongest. The dwarf planet Makemake, which Lives out beyond Pluto, symbolizes Manifestation. The Full Moon and the Makemake Station are linked by Time.

The Station features two Fully Self-Resolving Major Challenges and one Self-Resolving Cycle of Hassles. When astrological Configurations are Self-Resolving it’s better to leave well enough alone and not try to Influence events or Change their Impact. Our Observer Self would be good at driving here. We’re still partly to mostly in 3D, and our Minds in 2D, while these astroevents occur in 5D or higher, so we won’t Grok most of what’s going down, and our Interventions may be misguided. If we’re Operating from our Intuition or Guidance, we can Go For It.

The Makemake Station itself is Merged with Kassandra, symbolizing Disbelief. We’re used to Believing that if it’s Too Good To Be True, it probably ain’t, but we may find Exceptions to this standard here, and we may find ourselves hitting Upper Limits (see Gay Hendricks, The Big Leap, chapters 1-3; that’s a lot to Ask, but you won’t Regret doing it!). The Full Moon stretches the Impact of a Station over the following several weeks. The next few weeks should be a Powerful time to Challenge your Disbelief about your Power to Manifest What You Want.

A good time to throw a few bucks at the Mega Millions Lottery. Everyone else will be in the same boat around their Disbelief in their “Luck,” but check your natal chart to see what you have going in 10 Libra (Reaching Bottom). Nowhere to go but Up from There, it may be your turn. My 10-Libra natal planet is Ixion – Goddess Knows what will turn up from my Ticket tomorrow! If what you find is Fairy Gold, which disappears when you try to use it, no worries! It’s a feint, but a sign of what’s to follow. Believing is what counts, and we may have to Fake it till we Make it.

Stationary Makemake-Kassandra is Debating with Chiron-Salacia – Despair over the Enlightenment Challenge or Enjoying the Miracle of Enlightenment. At the Risk of Intervening Shallowly, Choose the latter. If you find yourself Stuck in the former, set an alarm for fifteen minutes, and Deeply Explore your Despair. Not your Thoughts about Despair or your Despairing Thoughts, but the Emotion of Despair.

Locate Despair as a Sensation in your Body. Where does it Reside? Belly? Neck? Knee? If it’s in several places, pick one where it’s Strong. What Sensation do you Feel there? Is it Tight? Loose? Painful? Twisted? Orange? Focus All of your Attention on this Place, and Keep it there till the bell rings. If the Sensation in your Body Moves, follow it. No Thought, just Attention. If you can Control your Thoughts long enough to do this, you’re Out of 2D and into Higher Dimensions, so your odds of Collaborating with the Self-Resolution rise.

If your Thoughts win, Persevere. “Oh, there’s Thinking again. Thanks for Contributing, but we’re doing something else right now, K?” just like when you’re Meditating (which is what you’re doing). Even if you can only Hold your Thoughts Off for a few minutes at a time, it’s very valuable Practice and hints at what you can Train yourself to Do. Once you Feel the Sensation in your Body Move, you’ve found pure E-Motion, EnergyinMotion. Follow it for the whole fifteen minutes, just as Practice.

Then Poor-Sweetheart yourself. Say to yourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you were Feeling Despair, weren’t you.” Notice that your Feelings have Changed. Even if you didn’t Feel Successful at Holding your Attention on your Sensations, if you were Serious with your Poor-Sweetheart, you’ll be Feeling more Compassion for yourself. Now you have to Change the Subject. Put your Mind on something completely different, and fairly absorbing. Watch something intense on TV or the Internet.

If you don’t get your Mind to Change the Subject, your Mind will go right back to Despair. If you can Change the Subject, you will have made a Life-Long Change in yourself. Not that you won’t have to Practice this Skill, but even without more Practice, you’ve Broken the Karmic Pattern. Every time you Practice, more grout falls out of the Pattern. You’ll be Amazed at how quickly you can Shatter the most Persistent Karma this way.

Even if you’re halfway down Karma Road when you Notice that you’re on Autopilot (“Self-Driving Mode” as Tesla so casually and dangerously calls it), once you Notice, you can Abort the Pattern. Karma is like a Hex or Curse someone put on you. It wouldn’t hurt to say out loud, Revert! as you Notice and Change Course. When you say Revert! you may Remember your Lifetimes as a Wizard or Witch, and many other Personal Powers may come flooding back. The sooner you Change Course, the Easier it is to Notice next time, and the Earlier you Notice, the Easier it will be to Change Course.

It may well have been an Earlier Self that put that Hex on you. We’re flirting with Karma every time we make a Decision. Forgive yourself for that. Habits are very useful. If you drive a car, you Remember how you had to Develop those Habits so you didn’t have to Think, Let’s See now, where are those Brakes? when you need them. Habits only get troublesome when they get Stuck, like they do in PTSD. If we’re Programmed to be Codependent as a Child, it’s hard work to Develop Assertiveness as an Adult, and if we were Programmed to be anything as a Child, you can bet it’s Karmic.

Any Karmic Pattern takes Work to Change, but using that Virtuous Spiral of Noticing and Changing Course, and Reverting any Habits of Self-Judgment that arise, it’s Shocking how quickly we can Change. Since we’re Working with the Unconscious. PIAVAing can help. Visualize yourself Behaving the way you’d Rather, such as Being Assertive rather than Submissive, Feeling Abundance rather than Scarcity, Warm rather than Cool. Imagine how that will Feel and Notice how your Posture Changes. Take Notes, so you can Practice using that Posture to Remember how you want to Feel and Be.

You’re now Working Multidimensionally – Notice how that Feels. You’re moving closer to 5D and Beyond.

Datolite is useful for Inviting Creative Cooperation to come forth from the Unconscious. It’s a Calcium Hydroxide Nesoborosilicate. There’s that Boron again, like in Tourmaline, a Powerful Healing Element. Angels can Fly because they Take Themselves Lightly, and Boron is lighter than all but four other elements – Hydrogen, Helium, Lithium, Beryllium, then Boron. A few pellets of Boiron homeopathic Borax (Hydrated Sodium Borate) will triple the healing of any wounded Mucus Membrane. Remember Boraxo heavy-duty hand soap in the black-and-white can with the red lid? Haven’t seen that in Forever! Dense and hard, Nesosilicates make good Gems, often without even cutting. Zircon, Topaz, the many Garnets, Nesosilicates often make me Swoon! In the Nesosilicates, the Silicate units are not joined together Chemically, but rather by the mineral’s innate Crystallization Pattern. Whoever said Crystals aren’t Conscious?

Santa’s Elf

I know we don’t all Believe in Christmas, but we all Believe in Santa Claus, Right? We’re mixing our Metaphors a little here, Confusing Solstice with Christmas, but we won’t be the first by any means. Confusion is the First Stage of Growth after all. We interpret asteroid Artesian as a Powerful Aid to Manifestation, so we can think of Artesian as Santa’s Elf. The Unconscious operates by Association rather than Cause An Defect, so already having an Astrologic License, we don’t need a Poetic License.

In Carl Jung’s thinking, Cause an Defect is to Logic, as Association is to the Rest of Life. In those terms, there isn’t really much covered by Cause an Defect, is there. Kind of shows us how far off the Mark Western Civilization is, with it’s Denial of Intuition and Nature and Magic. Magic just means we don’t know How it will occur. The Capricorn Solstice, as the New Year in the Perennial Wisdom, is the primary Initiatory event for the coming Year, and the chart for the Solstice at 0 Degrees is the same chart as the chart for the Station of Artesian at 29 Degrees. Almost.

The Solstice occurs with Artesian Stationary, so we can certainly say that 2023 will be an Artesian Year, a year for Amplifed Manifestation. But Artesian isn’t quite done with Leo yet – it turns Retrograde on the Cusp of Virgo, so by the time the Sun enters Capricorn a day later, Artesian is moving the other way. It hasn’t moved far, only 12 arcseconds, three thousandths of one Degree or nine millionths of the Zodiac. Nevertheless, it’s a Near Miss. Artesian doesn’t turn Direct again till April, and it doesn’t get back to the Cusp of Virgo till mid-year.

It means that if we’re Disappointed during 2023 by a False Alarm or an Almost-Manifestation, we want to Focus Deeply on our Disappointment for about twelve seconds, just so we don’t Stuff the Experience of the Feeling, before we Get Excited and start Celebrating what we’re about to Manifest. After a thousand steps Forward, don’t let two steps Backward get you down. Our Compass was just a little off those last few steps, and we were about to hurt our shoulder on the doorjamb. Two steps back to get it just right is exactly what we’re here for!

One of the biggest Obstacles to our Manifestation is that we get too Focused on our Expectations. When we’re trying to Manifest something we’ve never Manifested before, we actually have no idea what it’ll really Look like when we see it. We could Look right at it and walk on by. We can’t help but have a Mental Image of What We Want, but we have to strip that Image naked and beyond, to get to How It Feels. When we’re Open to How It Feels, we’ll Recognize it immediately. How it Looks is 2D, a black and white snapshot. How It Feels is nD, aka Real Life.

We can see that Clearly in the Salacia Station chart that we covered in the previous two posts. Asteroid Ganesa, Remover of Obstacles, is in the Salacia Grand Cross, Debating with (Opposite) our Karma, in particular our Karma about Global Warming et al (Pholus-Quaoar). Remember that Pootin’s War has become a symbol for Global Warming et al, including Demise of the Patriarchy, Collapse of the Planet-Destroying aspects of Western Civilization, etc. etc. So that comes down to the Choice between Focusing on our Expectations (Karma) or on Allowing Obstacles to What We Want to Be Removed (Ganesa).

The other Opposition in the Salacia Grand Cross was between Salacia and Kassandra, as we mentioned in our Forgotum. Salacia symbolizing our Commitment to Ascension and Kassandra our Not Quite Fully Believing our own Commitment, that is, the Unconscious Karma that makes Obstacles to our Commitment. As Bob says, “Somewhere in that Quantum Field is a wide open Gate, but it is a Feeling, not the analysis of the extraordinarily complicated fine print in the contract we signed prior to incarnation as Lightworkers in this lifetime! We just have to capture it and hold on to it like grim death!” [or like Ecstasy!]

An Artesian Spring is one that has enough natural Pressure that it Bubbles up on its own, without being pumped. Shamans sometimes do their Magic by Sucking out a Malady and then Blowing In a New Dream or Trance to replace it. Shamans need enough Power that they don’t Take On the Malady as they Spit it Out. We can use an Artesian Spring in the same fashion – Imagine the Spring Bubbling into the Malady, rinsing it out, and then Bubbling in a Whole New Trance, carried on Pure Water straight from Mother Goddess Earth.

Try it. It Works. We don’t even need to Worry about having enough Power to Reject the Malady, we can Trust Mother Earth to Compost it. And we don’t need to Name the Unconscious Obstacles to our Commitment. We just need to let Artesian Bubble them Out and rinse them away, and let Artesian Bubble in that Feeling that we have about What We Want. For instance, if we can’t help but Want Everyone Else to Ascend First, we could Bubble Out that Expectation and Bubble In the Recognition that We Came Here to Lead the Charge through Our Example.

The 19 December Salacia Station and 20 December Artesian Station¹ are only a day apart. If we were doing a chart for “someone,” say, Baby Solstice aka Miss 2023, born on 21 December,² we’d definitely include both of those Stations in the chart. And obviously the two other planets that are slowing down to Station on the 24th, Thereus³ (Relentless Teacher) and Sappho⁴ (Unconditional Self-Love), they’d be important parts of the chart too. And we’d want to consider the impending 23 December Moon-Sun Conjunction.⁵ These Energies would all be Merged into the Entity which will be born as 2023.

¹ Station of Artesian in 29 Leo 20-21 December 2022 (PST 1:14 pm 20th, GMT 9:14 pm 20th, IST 2:14 am 21st, AEDT Qld 7:14 am 21st).

² Sun enters Capricorn, Northern Winter and Southern Summer Solstice, 21-22 December (PST 1:48 pm 21st, GMT 9:48 pm 21st, IST 2:48 am 22nd, AEDT Qld 7:48 am 22nd).

³ Station of Thereus in 18 Virgo 24 December (PST 2:24 am, GMT 10:24 am, IST 3:24 pm, AEDT Qld 8:24 pm).

⁴ Station of Sappho in 3 Virgo 24-25 December (PST 11:51 am 24th, GMT 7:51 pm 24th, IST 2:51 am 25th, AEDT Qld 5:51 am 25th).

⁵ New Moon in 2 Capricorn 23 December (PST 2:16 am, GMT 10:16 am, IST 3:16 pm, AEDT Qld 8:16 pm).

Accountability, Denial, and Time III

In the first post in this series, we averred that “Since no Huper is Whole when they’re in Denial, that’s Damocles’s Job, isn’t it, to Introduce us to the Lost Fragments of our Soul.” Well, in today’s Download, Natalie Glasson Channels the Andromedans on what else but Soul Retrieval, at https://omna.org/soul-retrieval-by-andromedans/. The Andromedans hail from the Andromeda Galaxy, and are not, to my knowledge, Camels, though ya never know. I’ve spoken with Camels, and their Presence is Impressive, but at the time I wasn’t able to Translate their Comments. It wouldn’t be Surprising if they Carry the Perennial Wisdom. Natalie’s Channelings are much less garbled than Barbara Hand Clow’s were, and in fact Natalie’s are very Clear.

For example, “When we, the Andromedans, speak of Soul Retrieval, we are speaking of aspects of your energy field that have become fragmented, that have been hidden from view, separated or even contained within a barrier so you can no longer access it or its energy.” Sounds like a bedmate of Denial. More of Natalie’s Download…

“It can be very easy to call back soul aspects that have been lost, separate and so forth. However, this does not serve your being because it can be hard to process these all at once. It is far safer and easier to allow what is needed for this moment to be returned to you and for you to be reminded of. When you work with your energy, call forth the Healing Andromedan Team, the Soul Retrieval Andromedan Team, and the Unity Andromedan Team. Each of these teams you can call forth to surround you to work with you, and they will make the process very easy. You might be reminded of a painful memory, you might feel separated, you might feel sad, you might feel angry, you might have a colour, a symbol, or a sound.  Whatever comes into your awareness, invite the Healing Andromedan Team, the Soul Retrieval Andromedan Team, and the Unity Andromedan Team to serve you.

“Call all forth to send energy into, whatever you receive, or whatever awareness you receive. Imagine, sense or acknowledge that you are sending your love, your unconditional love, to any awareness you receive or your purpose of allowing what is needed in this moment to be returned to you. Allow love to pour into it until you feel a shift, the energy may dissolve, you may find it becomes brighter in light, you may feel that you are accepting it, or you may simply feel that there is no need to concentrate anymore. Whatever shift you experience, allow yourself to express gratitude and welcome this aspect into your being. Some aspects may be challenging when you become aware of them. If they are challenging, painful or feel overwhelming, you know that you have the three teams with you from the Andromedans as well as your guides. Try to keep a clear focus as much as you can, bringing your attention back to your purpose and to the light and love of your being. Allow any healing and transformation to this aspect, thus accepting this aspect into your being.”

I tried this to Work more with the Revelations I Received over the Damocles-Veritas Weekend, and the result was Marvelous.

Meanwhile, the Webb Telescope, photographing the Fishkissing Galaxy, continues to demonstrate the follies of Cosmological theories based on Linear Time…

.https://www.washingtonpost.com/science/2022/11/17/webb-telescope-earliest-galaxies/.

No Blame, they’re doing the best they can with the tools they’re permitted to use, which are just very limited.

Referring back to the Damocles Discovery chart in the earlier post, you can see how the green wedge (Finger of the Goddess), across the center of the chart from upper left to lower right, makes the red Pattern-Breaker (Orcus) triangle (T-Square or SuperPower) Self-Resolving, by creating the “Web of Grace” (blue “bowl”) under the T-Square (since the T-Square is oriented toward the lower right, “under” in this case is the upper left). The “blue bowl” fills up the Zodiac and Balances the otherwise tipsy red triangle. The big blue equilateral triangle (Grand Trine or Unearned Blessings) also pointing to Orcus adds a tonne of Grace to the whole Configuration. In the face of a Self-Resolving SuperPower, our Task is to resist any Temptation to Intervene to try to Eliminate the Temporary Discomforts or Herxheimer reaction that can occur before all of the Angles in the chart have finished Balancing one another, and while we Re-Experience what we’ve Repressed while it’s being Jettisoned.

A note on the role of Emotion is important. We have to clarify whether we’re we talking about Physical Issues here, or Emotional Issues. Contrary to what most people Believe – and it’s incredibly Difficult to get otherwise Intelligent and Rational and Well-Balanced People to Understand this in any way that becomes Sustainable for them no matter how often you repeat it – There Is No Difference Between Physical and Emotional Issues. Like all non-Dual Reality, Issues are Unitary and Multifarious. Yes, we may Experience them Differently, but that’s a matter of our Conditioning and Thinking, and Timing. In a nutshell, Unconstructive or Negative Emotions like Anxiety or Judgment Create Physical Cortisols in the Body, and Cortisols create Discomfort and eventually Dis-ease. Constructive or Positive Emotions like Gratitude or Love Create Physical Endorphins in the Body, and Endorphins contribute mightily to Constructive Manifestations, which usually Create more Positive Emotions.

Here’s a nice Strolling-on-the-Beach Rock that may be Capable of Relaxing Anxiety when we Gaze at it. It’s called, logically enough, “Ocean Picture Stone.” It’s a Chalcedony – Chalcedonies are fine-textured Quartzes that are called “Agates” when transparent or translucent, and “Jaspers” when opaque. Since there are so many of them of so many different descriptions, they get named after the Location where they’re found or some other characteristic, such as what they look like. This one is from the British Columbia Coast and Mirrors its Source…

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

If I say it three times in a row, maybe more people will begin to Register the Information. Our MisBelief that the Body is Divisible is an extension of our MisBelief that the Ego makes us Separate from Huperity and from other Egos. We move toward Enlightenment not by assembling a set of Concepts that Keep Us Safe from Sylvester and Wiley Coyote and Marlin Perkins without Limiting Us Too Much, but by Accepting the Perennial Wisdom as Basic, and Refining all of the other Ideas in our Concept Set to Match the Perennial Wisdom. So How do we Match the Separateness of the Ego with one of the most basic of propositions in the Perennial Wisdom – We Are All One? Which Proposition better fits Reality? We Are All One, or I Am Me and You are You?

Yes, Your Separate Ego seems Real to you. But have you ever noticed that you Change it more often than you change your Costume? So yes, Ego matches the Multifarious criteria of Reality. If we seek any kind of Continuity, we have to cast the Ego as some sort of Container, rather than the Contents of the Container, because the Contents are Mush one minute and Steak the next. Can we make Ego match the Unitary criteria of Reality? Sure, everybody has an Ego. We could probably even extend that to suggest that everyone has the Same kind of Container for their Ego. If you have even a smidgen of Empathy, you often Experience situations where someone pours the contents of their Container into yours. If you’ve ever Experienced real two-way Communication, which is rare, you’ve each poured the Contents of your Containers into the Other’s. That can get Confusing – till you Remember that Confusion is the First Sign of Growth.

If we’re so Separate from the Ukrainians whose apartment block has just been incinerated by a Russian Missile, how is it that we Feel such Empathy for them? Or from the Floridian or Pakistani or Marshall Islander whose Home is waist-deep in Water? Or the Californian or Australian or Greek or Anyone whose Home has Burned to the Ground? Here’s a Global view of all the grid cells where Satellites have detected Fires…

The Ego has an Essential Purpose, but the notion that having one makes us an Individual is a Fantasy. The Ego’s job is to keep us Alive. As with the Unconscious, the Ego has Individual, Cultural, and Global Zones to it. For instance, the Western Civilization whose Demise Bruce Lipton Celebrates, has been trained to Believe that Competition is the only way to Assure Survival. How’s that Working Out for us? Indigenous Cultures had their share of Competition, but they Rely more on Cooperation, especially Cooperation rather than Competition with their Environment.

The Root of the green-wedge Finger of the Goddess in the Damocles Discovery chart is the Cooperation (Sextile) between Nature (asteroid Pan) and The Soul’s Realization that Consciousness Grows through Respect for All Things (Uranus-Juno-Hopi). While we usually interpret dwarf planet Orcus as Pattern-Breaking, it’s also about Pattern-Making. When we Break an Olde Pattern, we can’t help but make New Habits to replace it. We wouldn’t Survive for ten minutes if we weren’t “Creatures of Habit” and we had to solve every minute Issue we face through Innovation.

The long green lines in the Finger are called Quincunxes – Quin for five and unx for Signs (1/12th or the Zodiac), with the c to make it roll off the tongue a little more easily than Quinunx, which sounds more like a kind of Wild Ox. A Quincunx is a Mystery School, which tells us that the Relationship between Our Habits, Old and New both and Nature is a Mystery, and attempting to Reduce it into terms that we can Understand with the 2D Mind, is doomed to Failure. And the Relationship between Our Habits and Our Soul’s Realization that Consciousness Grows through Respect is also Mysterious. If we can’t Engineer the Relationships between Our Patterns (Civilization or Karma), Nature, and Our Growth, what else can we do?

We need to PIAVA these Relationships. PIAVA is our shortcut term for Prayer, Intention, Affirmation, Visualization, Asking, and many other techniques that Magnetize to us things that we Want but have no idea how to Create. In crude terms, Engineering is the “Masculine” way of Creating, while Magnetizing is the “Feminine” way of Creating. Western Patriarchic Civilization specializes in the Engineering method of Creating – and again, How Is That Working Out For Us? As the Patriarchy exhausts it Run and Dies Out, Magnetizing Replaces it.

Our First Step is to move toward Clarity about What We Want. It’s an Iterative process – since our Values and our Wants derive more from our Hearts than our Minds, in order to assign 2D Words to them, we start with a Guess or an Estimate. Maybe What We Want from our Patterns might be something like Improving Our Odds of Survival. Maybe What We Want from Nature is more like What We Want from Ourselves with Regard to Nature, such as Collaboration with Nature, or something like that. Personally, I think that’s Mandatory if we Want to approach 5D. Maybe What We Want from Growth is more Improving Our Survival Odds or something like that.

Adding “…or something like that” is Eugene Gendlin’s very useful suggestion from his book Let Your Body Interpret Your Dreams, which is a fabulous primer for Supporting PIAVA. So a typical PIAVA might look like “I Wonder How I Can Improve My Odds of Surviving Well and Maybe Even Thriving.” We aren’t looking for a Solution or an Answer, in fact, once we PIAVA anything, we need to Change the Subject as soon as possible. We’re looking instead to Program the Unconscious to Reveal Suggestions and even Actions to us. If you want to be a bit more Assertive, you can Choose something like “I Intend to Improve My Odds of Surviving Well and Even Thriving.”

If we Fail to Change the Subject, then our 2D Mind will continue to crank away on all of its Old Thoughts that have long since Proven to be Failures – else we wouldn’t still Want this, we’d Have it. We list many different techniques for PIAVAing elsewhere. Dr. Joe Dispenza points out that when we Want, we’re Affirming our Lack, and therefor it’s better to Affirm Our Gratitude for What We Do Have, whether we Have it Now or not. Remember that our Aspiration is to Leave Linear Time in exchange for 5D, where, in the Perennial Wisdom, All There Is Is Now! Dr. Joe has Powerful techniques for moving our Identity into Nothingness, in order to Provide Space in our Life for the New – otherwise, our current Identity and Patterns already Overfill our Life. I recommend those, but I haven’t become Adept at them yet, so I can’t describe Success with them.

What I have had Success with is PIAVAs like “I Love My Odds of Survival and I Intend to Improve Them Even More.” Another factor that Dr. Joe and others point out, is that Manifestation only Works when it’s done from a posture of Positive Emotion. When we PIAVA anything from Anger or Fear or Scarcity, all we’ll Manifest is more Anger or Fear or Scarcity. We can be even more Specific – as you PIAVA anything, Imagine that You Already Feel the Way You Expect to Feel When Your Manifestation is Successful and Sustainable. It’s not always Easy to Imagine Feeling what you Aren’t, but with Practice you can become Adept. Gary Craig’s Powerful Unseen Therapist technique uses the process of first Focusing on something that you Love or that you Love to Remember.

The Practice of closing your Mouth and Breathing both Inhale and Exhale through the Nose triggers your Vagus Nerve and shuts down your Sympathetic Nervous System (Fight, Flight, Compete, etc.), opening your Parasympathetic Nervous System (Feed, Breed, Rest, Digest, Collaborate, etc.) instead. Practicing gradually lengthening your Inhale to Fill Up your Torso all the way from your Pelvis to your Brainstem can Trigger Joy and Excitement, and perhaps even Raise your Kundalini. That’s an Excellent Practice for Priming your Manifestation Circuits before and during your PIAVAs.

Big blue equilateral triangles (Grand Trines), like the one in the Damocles Discovery chart, connect three Energies in such a way that they Complement one another to a Great Extent, often to such the Extent that our Ego takes Ownership of the Cosmic Grace, and we substitute Arrogance for Gratitude, which is hardly conducive to Self-Resolution, or Manifesting other than Greed. If we Avoid that though, the additional blue triangle greatly Enhances the Self-Resolution of the SuperPower – which we could otherwise Experience as a Challenge.

In this chart, the Grace-Fully Connected Energies are Our Pattern Replacement (Orcus), Our Self-Appreciation (Narcissus), and Our Sense of Propriety (Nemesis). These are three usually quite-Negative notions – Orcus was originally a man-eating Monster who Punished Oath-Breakers, Nemesis a Punisher of Thieves, and Narcissus who missed out on the rest of Life because he was obsessed with his own Image. Since everyone has these three planets natally, and not everyone is Evil, we have to Render them at least Neutral in order to use them Honestly in astrology. We’ve Rendered Orcus primarily as a Pattern-Breaker, especially Karmic Patterns. So how do we Render Nemesis and Narcissus as Neutral or Constructive? I’ll leave that up to you!

Purging Eclipse 2, aka Removing Obstacles

Quite an Eclipse! I woke up not knowing who or where I was. My Body remembers its Habits, like eating and typing, but my Mind is still kind of wondering who to Be and what to Do. At the perfect moment, a great post today from Dr. Joe Dispenza…

https://drjoedispenza.com/blogs/dr-joes-blog/investing-in-the-unknown-part-i-evolving-the-experience

“As I tell my students, again and again, we can’t create from a place of survival. If we’re operating from our first three energy centers, if we’re trying to meet our most basic needs, if we’re worried about food, shelter, or safety, if we’re constantly reacting in anger and frustration, then it’s not the time to create. We first need to be centered. We need to be operating from a place of order…

” I start from there – from balance. And then, beginning from that point of homeostasis, I ask myself these fundamental questions: ‘What is my next greatest potential to experience in life? What is the next unknown that would evolve my perception of myself, the way I see the world, and my future?’ Over the decades I’ve been developing and practicing this work, I’ve always approached it with this thought: ‘My life is the great experiment. And I am the scientist.’

“Many years ago, when I had my first clinic in the Pacific Northwest, I used to develop patient X-rays myself. I’d enter the darkroom – and, in the 10 or so minutes it took to process the X-rays, in that place void of any light, I’d work on connecting with the unknown. As the image revealed itself on film after it exited the processor, I’d practice becoming no body; no one; no thing; no where; in no time.

“My premise was this: If I’m truly investing my attention and energy into the unknown, if I really believe in it, really put my attention on it, and I do it with clear intention, then I’ll see the evidence of that effort – in the form of interesting, evolving experiences in my life. And over time, as I practiced, I became more and more adept. As I went deeper into the experiment, those experiences would accumulate. Eventually, I had enough evidence in my life that I was able to detach from any attempt to direct or control the outcome.

“Where We Place Our Attention Is Where We Place Our Energy. And so, each time I entered the darkroom – or, once I began traveling frequently, any time I was on a runway; sometimes four times in a day – I did so with the same intention: I’m letting go of any expectation of what my next experience will be. I’m just going to trust that it will be. I would simply make it be about my effort – not the outcome. I’d tell myself, ‘Since the present moment is where the unknown exists, and since where I place my attention is where I place my energy, the effort of staying truly present in the unknown should be what brings the novel event to me.‘

“I thought of it like investing in a bank account. Except what I was investing in was the unknown. I approached it, each time, with a calm sense of knowing. Not the energy of trying; not the energy of hoping. I just knew that if I kept tuning in; kept connecting; kept being open and curious … sooner or later, something unusual would happen in my life. I’d pause and think: if my thoughts truly create my life, if I truly am a creator, if I just keep investing in the unknown, then my body will follow my mind to this unknown experience.

“Cultivating Curiosity. Often, when people approach me about my practice, it’s because they’re feeling stuck. They’re hung up on wanting an outcome – and their attachment to the thing they seek is exactly what’s preventing them from experiencing it in their lives. They’re preoccupied with wanting. And wanting implies separation. But in the unknown, there’s no separation. That’s because there’s no thing in nothing to be separate from.

And so, each time I connect – each time I become no body, no one, no thing, no where, in no time – I’m not wanting for anything. There’s no want involved; this is purely about curiosity. I am the scientist. And my life is the great experiment. And I’m interested in seeing if I can evolve my truth to some degree. What we’re talking about, essentially, is the delicate balance between intention and surrender – which I’ll talk more about in Part II.”

The Big News is that our Chief Asteroid Officer has discovered that there’s an asteroid Ganesa, whom we know as Ganesha or Ganesh. the Remover of Obstacles and God of Wisdom, Purity, Innocence, Valor, New Beginnings, and Luck, in many Religions …

And it turns out that asteroid Ganesa was Stationary during the Totality of the Eclipse, 3:23 am PST 8 November 2022 (11:23 am GMT, 9:23 pm AEST Qld.), in 13 Cancer, which fills the Vacancy in what would have been the only T-Square in the Eclipse chart, making it a Grand Unx! As our CAO is fond of saying, You Can’t Make This Stuff Up!!

An Unx is ¹/₁₂th of anything, the Twelfth Harmonic (Pattern-Breaking) and an Unx Angle sits between two planets that are within a few Degrees of being one Sign apart. In a Grand Unx, twelve planets are spaced more or less equally around the entire Zodiac. That gives us…

• 12 Unxes, or Opportunities to Break Patterns More Easily because the Universe helps! So any Karma you have between planets in adjacent Signs is Ripe for Harvesting. For instance, are you happy with the way your Manifestation Skills are Working? If not, then the first question to ask, is whether What You Want is Respectful to All Beings (Makemake Conjunct Hopi OOB). Past this hurdle? Then, any Interference from your Held Emotions (Makemake Unx South Node)? Aha, that’s an Unx, so we may be able to just PIAVA it – I Wonder What It Will Be Like When My Held Emotions Don’t Inhibit My Manifestation.
• Considering Dr. Joe’s comments above, I’m using what for me is a New PIAVA – After several Deepening Breaths through my Nose with my Mouth Closed, I Fill Up my Torso from the bottom to the top, right up into my Brainstem, till I Experience Joy (pausing for a minute if hyperventilation makes me dizzy, then resuming). Then I put a Miniature Diorama of What I Want (here, Pure Manifestation without Karmic Interference) into a Helium Balloon, and Let It Rise into the Heavens.
• 12 Fully Self-Resolving T-Squares (red triangles), or SuperPowers, one for each planet or group thereof. For example, if we’re Willing to Claim it, the Merger of Our Soul and Our Lifetime Mission is Brightly Illuminated (the Ecliplse on Uranus Conjunct North Node). That’s Heady! Upper Limits! I need a little Chocolate before I Close my Eyes and Feel what that’s Like! (I haven’t had my Daily Ration yet.) Subtle, very “Ordinary” yet not at all, Easy to Lose the Thread! I’ll put in a Balloon the Intention to Remember this Feeling at least twice a day henceforth, and Let It Go.
• 6 Yin Gate Mystery Schools, one for each Opposition, signifying “Debates” that are much Deeper than the Logical Mind can Grasp. For instance, Karma Opposite Moira-Altjira. I’ve been Thinking that our Karma is pretty similar to our Fate (Moira), but I Guess I need to Open the Question Up to my Intuition instead of just Thinking. And what does Altjira (The Field from which Life Evolved ) have to do with it?
• The influence of a Full Moon lasts only about two weeks, so this is Temporary, Right? Yes, but All There Is Is Now, so it’s Permanent too, as every Moment Teaches us a different Truth about the Ever-present Nowness. There’s something Unknown that I need to Grok about how Fate and Karma interact with the Evolution of Life. A Question for another Diorama Balloon.
• 4 Grand Trines (Consummate Grace, blue equilateral triangles), one for each Element – Earth, Air, Fire, Water. One example: Hybris Trine Karma Trine Chiron-Nemesis Trine Hybris, each Trine implying Effortless Cooperation between the Qualities. Hmmm, till I Break Though it, Chiron-Nemesis can be Despair about Guilt. Been there before, fortunately not for a while. The way to Break Karma is to Break our Ego-Attachment to it (Hybris), our Identification with it. So Grace between Hybris (Hubris) and Karma is certainly Welcome. Sounds like the next fortnight will be a good time to Jettison some serious Ancient Karmic Guilt.
• Where in The Great Work of Our Time (Climate Disaster) do I have Guilt? I do often feel like I should be contributing more on the Global Level, and if I’d won the Big Lottery, that’s where I’d put most of it. Do we have Lifetimes where we Collaborated with the Colonizers, or Died failing to Stop them? The Colonizers have contributed the gasping Lion’s share of the Warming gases, and still do. Another Balloon. Can’t do Colonizers choking on their own Emissions (see Hopi-Makemake above – besides, it’s a Fire or Spiritual Grand Trine), so my Diorama will have to feature Indigenous People Breathing Free and Leading the Way instead.
• 3 Grand Crosses, one for each Modality – Creative, Stable, Changing. A Grand Cross (a red square with a red X across the diagonals) is another type of SuperPower, where we’re Skilled at Resolving the Recurring Hassles thrown out by very Complex Problems, with lots of internal and external Interactions. What about the Evolutionary Grand Cross – Moira-Altjira Square Ceres-Thereus-Kassandra-Orcus-Sisyphus Square Karma Square Nessus Square Moira-Altjira. It’s gonna be a lot of Work just straightening out Ceres et al before we even start on the Grand Cross!
• I think it might be about Breaking the Perpetuity of Ongoing Effort to Get Past our Denial and Be Relentless about making our Karma-Breaking Sustainable (Sisyphus-Kassandra-Thereus-Orcus-Ceres), and Doing it Equitably and Collaboratively (Nessus). Though we Admit that we don’t Understand it, we’ve already Let Fly a Balloon about how Fate and Karma interact with the Evolution of Life. So maybe I’m already demonstarting this SuperPower through this Blog, where I’m intending to help Coach us all on Leaving Behind a very Messy Self-Destructive 3D “Reality” and replace it with something more 5Dish.
• 2 Grand Sextiles (blue hexagrams), one for each type of Power, Magnetic or Dynamic. In a Grand Sextile, All Six Energies Complement one another almost Effortlessly. The one caveat is that it doesn’t start until we kickstart the process. Dynamic Power is the one the Colonizers use – can we throw our wooden shoes into it? It’s Chiron-Nemesis Sextile Moira-Altjira Sextile Hybris Sextile Hopi-Makemake Sextile Karma Sextile Saturn-Arachne Sextile Chiron-Nemesis.
• Where to start? We don’t want to be Destructive and Competitive, that would put us in their shoes. Can we do something to Slow them Down? The Opposition has been trying to Guilt-Trip them for Decades to no Avail – their Hubris is too great. Their Karma is Destroying their Golden Goose, but they know it, they don’t give a shit, and they’re trying to get as much as they can shoveled into their yacht before The Light Behind the Sun Takes All. Modern-Day Colonialists. We may just have to let them finish the job of Destroying themselves.
• So, what about the Magnetic Power, can we start something there? Many smart folks have been saying that we needed to Ignore the Old Dying Institutions, and just start our own, so they’ll be ready to step into the Vacuum when the time comes. The Magnetic side goes Ganesha Sextile Ceres-Thereus-Kassandra-Orcus-Sisyphus Sextile Venus-Sun-Mercury-South Node Sextile Atropos-Icarus-Hylonome Sextile Nessus Sextile North Node-Eclipse Moon-Uranus Sextile Ganesha.
• Where might we stir up Trouble in that Loop? Atropos (Deceased Karma) is always a good place to start, because when Karma Dies, the Old Habits remain, because even if we don’t like them, they’re What We Expect, and they’re Comfortable like an old pair of Shoes. So we could check our natal chart for any planets in the middle of Capricorn that might have Old Karma Attached to them.
• For instance, I have asteroid Karma, Nemesis, and Pholus there – fresh meat! Pholus usually points to some place where we aren’t “Owning” everything we need to Own. Gay Hendricks tells us that when we don’t Own All of What’s Ours, we remain a Slave to Time rather than shifting to Yintegrity. So it looks like it’s incriminating Karmic Guilt again (asteroid Karma and Nemesis). We met the before, when we were Working with the Grand Trines.
• Okay, so I don’t really Feel like I have Permission to be Here, or certainly not to Be Myself except in very closely guarded quarters, like this carefully constructed blog where no one can even leave a Comment without my permission. I’ve always Blamed that on early situations between my Parents, but when I attempt to Own that now, of course that’s my Karma.
• Virtually All of the Difficulty we Encounter as Kids is Karmic. The Universe doesn’t just Dump it on us cuz we’re Vulnerable. Except for our Resistance to it, the Universe is actually Benevolent and Generous. So, not wanting to Analyze or Attach more Energy to it, I’ll make a Diorama of a Child whose Real Self is Welcomed into their Birth Family, put it in a Helium Balloon (the Child has a Helium-Breathing Mutation), and Set It Free. That should be enough of a First Action for me to do my part in Energizing the Magnetic Grand Sextile. Wish me Ganesha’s Blessing of Good Luck!
• 1 Grand Unx contains all of the above within it, so it’s pretty Monumental. The overall interpretation is that Everything Works Together. It’s kind of a Do-It-All Configuration. If we’re getting close to a Grand Unx, there’s No Shame in seeking out unknown asteroids to complete it. If the new ‘roid has some Connection to the theme we Work with (Ganesha is certainly totally Relevant to any Ascension theme), all the better. If it seems remote, that’s cool too, because it can point to what sort of Energy we need to Consciously add to the mix in order to complete the recipe and make Everything Work Together. We can also use Degree Readings for that Purpose.

Lets add a Helper Stone to this Endeavor. The Guilt examples have been my own, but the Chiron-Nemesis is there in the Eclipse-Ganesa Station chart, Prominently, for All of Us. If you have any natal planets in the middle third of Aries (I have several, including Nemesis itself), it’ll be ringing your doorbell too.

According to the book I most Trust for interpreting Crystals and Minerals (because my Personal Experience has always Validates it), Collen Marquist and Jack Frasl’s Crystalline Communion 2000, p.58, “Emerald stimulates courage to embody Light as a beacon rather than bleed from the heart endlessly for the trials and needs of others. Emerald empowers the knowledge of when to walk away and when to stay and teach others through example or resonance. Emerald improves all physical heart functions, as well as emotional functions of love and kindness to others. It calms the heart and relieves guilt.”

Sounds like it will be useful for the Hylonome Angles as well. Emerald, especially when paired with Gold, Facilitates Ego Death, so it can be Unsettling to wear the two together for long periods. Too much Ego Death can become a Setback in our Evolution, unless it’s Supported by the “Stars” (ie, when we don’t have other Options!), as it has been lately…

Emerald is a “Beryl,” or Beryllium Aluminum Cyclosilicate, or Ring Silicate. Beryllium carries Serpent or Kundalini Energy, so all of the Beryls are Healing Stones. Beryllium itself is highly Toxic. Among the Transparent Beryls, green ones are named Emerald, bluish ones Aquamarine, clear Goshenite, pink Morganite, yellow and line green Heliodor, and red and golden ones just Red Beryl and Golden Beryl. Opaque Beryls, no less Brave as Healers, are called Common Beryl. I’ll add my favorite Crystal and Rock books the the Bibliography soon.

Not So Phew! 2

This 2:55 pm PDT 8 October Station of Pluto¹ (Exaggerated Compulsions) appears to be worth documenting. Considering the Degree of the Station – 27 Capricorn, the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to – the most interesting component of the chart is a triple Merging (Stellium) of the symbols for Karma that’s Expiring, New Patterns that Are Forming, and the Feminine side of the Christ Energy.²

The Feminine side of the Christ Energy is often personified by Mary Magdalene. The other two members of the triple Merging are the Ending of Karma and the Beginning of Karma. Remember that Karma is simply Inertia – Habits that Simplify our Lives and Stretch our Attention Span when they work (like Trusting our Habitualized Body to do most of the work driving the car) and that can greatly Complicate our Lives when they don’t (like Trusting Tesla’s Rube Goldberg “self-driving” mechanisms to drive the car).

The Beginning of Karma is pretty Innocent. We Choose to Practice something that seems Useful at the time (like driving a car with an internal combustion engine), usually without thinking about what sort of Karma it will become several Lifetimes hence, when Circumstances may be drastically different. Ending Karma is always problematic, because Habits aren’t easy to Break, even when we no longer need them. We no longer leave water and hay for our car when we park it overnight. We may have been Delighted to drop that Habit, especially if we didn’t Relate to our Horse as a Conscious Entity. If we and our Horse Loved one another, trading Her in for a car was probably a serious Challenge.

Darshanamaya has graciously offered us a few Secrets about Easing Ending Karma…

“Author James Clear [in his book Atomic Habits] writes:

‘The 4 Laws of Behavioral Change:
Make it Obvious
Make it Attractive
Make it Easy
Make it Satisfying’ ”

I would add a fifth “Law” – Use a PIAVA. Karma Resides in the Unconscious, and the usual Plan-Test-Revise-Execute Dynamic Change process doesn’t work in the Unconscious because Logic is just a circular game there. We Trust Logic because we’ve been brainwashed to not ask what the underlying Assumptions are. They’re always Either/Or, Political, while Reality and Spirit are always Both/And. Either/Or is about excluding the Other Tribe. Mary Magdalene is right here to Assist us!

And Bob (in Coloniser Queensland) has suggested that we can view this Atropos-Klotho combination as Letting Go of “an old Identity” and Swapping in a New Identity, rather than Old and New Karma, which is an excellent idea. And he Identifies a fabulous pair of candidates for the Swap, for me as well as for he… “my own self sabotage is my habit of attempting to analyse everything to the nth degree instead of relying on the intuitive messaging I am constantly receiving.” I don’t Believe there’s a faster path to 5D, because 5D only works when we – and everyone else in our 5D Community – does exactly that. Bob sends a Smiling 4-Eyed Sun for Emphasis…

• So, how might we Make that Change Obvious? I guess if I use my own “formula,” I’d first figure out a way to Notice that I’m analyzing! I’ll try putting up “What If I Already Knew?” signs in Obvious (Obtrusive, so they’re hard to ignore) places around my workstation and office.
• Making it Attractive means making it Positive Energy – so no scolding myself for analyzing, instead, Congratulating myself for Noticing. So I’ll add a big “Congratulations! You’re The Best!” to the bottom of the signs.
• I don’t know how to make it any Easier, but I’m Open to Suggestions.
• It’ll be Satisfying to the Extent that my Intuition is Accurate, which means that it’s either Correct, or Leads me to a Whole New Way of Thinking about what I was about to Anal-yse.
• I’d enlist Earth and Fire by Attuning my Old Habit to my Energy Body, by Tapping on “Even though I tend to Analyze too much, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept Myself…”
• Then I’d petition Air and Water by PIAVAing something on the order of a Theta such as “God Goddess, Creator of All Things – including Mary Magdalene – I Command that I Rapidly and Completely but Lovingly and Gently Learn to Trust My Intuition at Least as Much as My Analyses. It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done. Thank You, God Goddess and Mary Magdalene. Show Me!

I can’t help but “keep score,” whether for Analysis or for Intuition. For instance, I analyzed a potentially important decision last night, while Tentatively Thinking that What Triggered the Desire to Analyze May Have Been an Intuition. I Decided Analytically not to follow the potential Intuition. It was time-critical, and after the deadline passed I Regretted not Trusting the original thought as an Intuition. So I PIAVAed that I could Make Amends Successfully in the morning, which I did. It was a numerical Decision, so I can come up with a quantifiable comparison, which I just calculated – My Intuitive Choice Was a 30% Improvement Over What My Analytical Choice Would Have Been. Case Closed.

It is, however, Easy to Confuse Karmic Bias with Intuition. For instance, I’ve mentioned my Karmic Fear of car-tastrophes many times. If anyone’s interested in Learning a method for Distinguishing Karmic Bias from Intuition using Tapping and Theta Iteratively, Let me Know and I’ll repeat it.

While typing all that, I stumbled into another Habit/Identity that I’ve been working hard to Change – my Habit of Blaming “Inanimate” objects for my own Errors, which usually occur when I’m trying to get several things done at once. Changing a bunch of paragraphs into a List in WordPress requires a very specific sequence of steps, which I failed to execute several times in making the List above. I quickly Realized that I’d Insulted WordPress in a comment earlier, calling it “Wordsqueeze” instead. That Realization (not Apology, yet) helped a little, but I still screwed it up a few more times. So I Slowed Down and stopped thinking about the Next Steps, Focusing only on the List. It then went well.

Okay, so I’ve corrected my Insult to WordPress, and Aplogized. Feels Peaceful. Now, I step out of Collaboration with the “Inanimate” World when I try to get a lot done in a little time. I think I mentioned that I’ve added Gay Hendricks’s book The Big Leap to our Bibliography. The Big Leap is from our Zone of Competence to our Zone of Genius, and Gay offers a Treasure Chest of methods for doing this. One is Avoiding Upper Limits, where we Sabotage ourself when we Achieve More Success than we’re Comfortable with. The one I’m working with here though, is Einstein Time, where we Realize that in Newtonian Time, time is doled out TO us and we’re Slaves to the Clock and Calendar. In Einstein Time, We Create as much time as we Want.

I haven’t figured out the Connection between Time and Gay’s Key Question that can take us back into Einstein Time when we slip back into Time Slavery – it’s Where in My Life Am I Not Taking Full Ownership? Decades ago, when I studied Time Management, I Learned that the Fulcrum was to always Ask Ourself, Am I doing The Most Important Thing First? Considering my recent Dream, of a School Bus slowly drifting sideways into a cliffside covered with Ivy where it became Hopelessly Entangled (I couldn’t get to the door to help anyone get out), and even though Doing What We Most Love is a Big Key to Einstein Time, and I Love Doing this sort of astrological Analysis, and even though a School Bus isn’t literally an astrobuss, it’s hard to deny the Suggestion, so I Intuit that it’s telling me that I need to go fix myself some Good Food, and get good Sleep tonight.

I’ve added several books to the Bibliography lately about Suggestions and Methods for Collaborating with the allegedly “Inanimate” World, and it Deserves a separate post.

Lots more to say about the Pluto Station and the impending Full Moon! The Pluto Station chart features three T-Squares (Challenges/ SuperPowers), one to Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena that’s Enhanced (part of a Grand Trine as well as a T-Square) but not Self-Resolving (not also the Focus of a Finger of the Goddess), a second one to Pluto Stationary that’s also Enhanced but not Self-Resolving, and the third one to Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) that is triply Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star, a Grand Trine, and the Grand Trine is shared with the Pluto T-Square, so the two Cooperate).³ But we’ll have to continue later.

¹ 10:55 pm BST 8 October, 5:55 am AEST 9 October, in 27 Capricorn (the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to).

² Asteroids Atropos (Previously Scheduled Expiry of Karma) in 26 Sagittarius, home of Fixed Star Aculeus (Abuse that Strengthens Us; Prenatal Decision to End All Karma in the Lifetime) Conjunct (Merged With) Klotho (Creation of New Karma) in 28 Sagittarius (Victory of the Light Despite Great Distraction), adjacent to Fixed Star Acumen (Destructive Gossip; Resisting Total Surrender) and Conjunct (Merged With) Magdalena (Mary Magdalene, the Feminine side of the Christ Energy) in 30 Sagittarius (Reweaving the Tapestry).

The Christ Energy is very poorly represented by the Louder side of “Christianity” these days. Most prominently, the Christ Energy is about Tolerance, while the Louder side of “Christianity” Projects “Sin” on everyone else and acts Satanic about their Desire to Punish it. A throwback to the Arian Age, an Age of Tribal Warfare and Violent Heroes, they are an adolescent version of the Patriarchy, and like the Doomed Patriarchy, their Clamor is their Death Throes. Their Self-Inflicted Suffering needs to be Expressed and Heard, and they need our Empathy but definitely not our Obeissance. Jesus of Nazareth personified the Christ Energy, but so have many other Wisdom-Speakers. The Christ Energy (basically, Peace, Love, Tolerance, Generosity, Collaboration) is quite close to what we think of as 5D, and is Spiritual, not Religious. Religions are Political, Either/Or, Good/Bad, Right/Wrong. Spirit is Inclusive, always Both/And.

³ Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena (see previous note) T-Square across the Opposition between Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity) in 24 Pisces (Union with the Spirit of Gaia, Attuned to Deep Rhythms in 5D ) and Mercury (Awareness, Communication) in 22 Virgo (Tasked to Channel, Challenged to Distinguish Future from Present ). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena to Eris (see next paragraph) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (see Sedna paragraph below).

Pluto (Compulsion) in 27 Capricorn (The Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if we Choose to) T-Squaring Eris (Revelation of What’s Been Denied ) in 25 Aries (A Powerful Shadow, Compelled to Rise into the Light) Opposite Narcissus (Self-Absorption) in 25 Libra, home to both of the Fixed Stars Spica and Arcturus (Great Gift of Leadership, Discovering Self in Spite of our Best Lifelong Effort to Conform to our Culture) Conjunct Haumea (Rebirth) in 30 Libra (Compelled to Live What Others Deny, Owning Out Own Shadow). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Pluto to Sedna (see next paragraph) and Mercury (see previous paragraph).

Dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) T-Square to Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Perpetually Interminable Labors) in 28 Leo (Tied to the Harsh Discipline of Overcoming Ego to Find Joy) Opposite the Stellium of (1) minor planet Damocles (Fear of Accountability) in 27 Aquarius (Having a Defined Path but Losing It Over and Over Again, in Order to Learn How to Guide Others Out of the Same Diversions) and asteroids (2) Vesta Stationary (Emphatic Growth in Consciousness) in 24 Aquarius, home to both of the Fixed Stars Sadalsuud and Deneb Algedi (Mandatory Mastery of Thinking, until the Basic Assumptions Prove to Be Wrong, then we must Surrender to Intuitive Survival ), plus (3) Heracles (Hit-Man for the Patriarchy) and (4) Phaedra (Shame), both in 29 Aquarius (Turned Inward, Focused with as much Curiosity as Intention on the New Self One Is Becoming).

More Big Doin’s II

As we Adjust the Balance between our Self-Sovereignty and our Codependence and/or Let Go of Any Inertia We Have to Over-Emphasize Either,¹ I can’t help but think of Starhawk’s Classic Truth or Dare: Encounters with Power, Authority, and Mystery.²

¹ Station of dwarf planet Hylonome 8:28 am PDT 30 September, which is 4:28 pm BST 30 September and 1:28 am AEST 1 October, in 20 Capricorn (Staying Commited to Clearing the Present when the Future is so Compelling).

² Which we’ve added to the Bibliography.

Here are a couple of almost-random samples, starting on p.66…

“Whether we internalize a loving or a stern authority [in our Childhood], the model of authority itself teaches us that our worth is not a given but must be earned and must be subordinated to the value of someone else whose status is higher than ours. Because the essential quality of the King/authority is the attack on our inherent worth, we internalize it as the self-hater, the inner voice that judges and attacks. … Unsure of our own value, insecure about our own truth, we accept the reality defined for us by the rules and structures of the authorities. The self-hater’s five faces are those of the internalized King:

“The Conquerer, treating the [Soul] self and those around us as enemies to be feared, demonized, and destroyed;

“The Orderer, imposing a rigid control on the self and the environment;

“The Master of Servants, demanding that we deny our own needs and desires to serve others’ ends;

“The Censor, keeping us isolated in silence; and

“The Judge, offering to restore value in us in return for obedience, and threatening us with further loss of value, if we resist.”

And on p.84…

“Rebellion is our very life asserting itself, willing to settle for nothing less than freedom. But if our rebellion is to have any hope of achieving that freedom, it must transform itself into resistance. Resistance challenges the framework of reality defined by systems of punishment. Rebellion can be the first step toward resistance, but we must avoid the sidetracks of self-destruction along the way. Resistance differs from rebellion because it embodies a reality incongruent with that of domination. We do more than defy reality; we present its alternatives, communicating our beliefs and values.

“Power-over is maintained by the belief that some people are more valuable than others. Its systems reflect distinctions in value. When we refuse to accept those distinctions, refuse to automatically assume our powerlessness, the smooth functioning of the systems of oppression is interrupted. Each interruption creates a small space, a rip in the fabric of oppression that has the power to let another power come through.”

We’ve also added Timothy Hass’s wonder-full little book, The Wonder-Full World of the House to the Bibliography. Timothy introduces us to all of the plethora of Angels, Devas, Gnomes, Fairies, Underbuddies, and other Spirits who maintain our Home and Environs, and Teaches us how to work with them in straitforward 5D ways. The Underbuddies (David Spangler’s term) are the Army of ground-level Spirits who actually Moderate Material Reality. By befriending the Underbuddies we can, for instance, Ask for our fork to actually pick up our Food rather than just shoving it around the plate.

We’ve also added to the Bibliography Gay Hendricks, The Big Leap – into our Zone of Genius, that looks a lot like Yintegrity and includes many 5D processes. And Thomas Mayer, Answering the Call of the Elementals, mostly about working with the Energy Beings of Europe, but including methods for working with the many forms of Fay.

Enlightenment and Awareness

Our Awareness will be Enhanced through Friday 9 September 2022.¹ The SuperPower that’s Lit Up is an Ornery-Looking Enlightenment.² At the end of this post we include a Channeling from Brenda Hoffman that may be too relevant for Comfort.

We usually look in this blog at the sort of Challenges which hinder our Adeptitude³ at our Many Endeavors on all Levels, which astrologers refer to as “T-Squares.” But now we’ll add a more subtle Challenge to the fray, those which hinder our Ability to be Grokked by Other People. Like our Challenges to Adeptitude, our Challenges to Grokability ⁴ have to do with combining Concepts or Actions in ways that, as Gracie put it, Break All the Rules You Learned in School. And like our Challenges to Adeptitude, our Challenges to Grokability are SuperPowers that are so easily Confused with Disabilities and Personality Deficits – since we’re so seldom Grokked, we lack friendly Mirrors, and Feel Flawed. And like our Challenges to Adeptitude, we’ve probably spent a good part of our Lifetime Effort trying to “correct” our Challenges to Grokability – misguidedly trying to erase a SuperPower!

How does this work? In the current example, there are People among us who do not have the Ability to Discern any Difference between Manifesting, Trusting, Experiencing Ego Death, and Being Consciously Aware. Probably not many, the odds of its recurrence are vanishingly small, but Think Sathya Sai Baba – he Trusted that he could Manifest virtually Anything that he was Consciously Aware of, and he probably Experienced many many Ego Deaths to get to that place – unless he was born under similar “stars.”⁵ There’s actually nothing really New in this Combination – we can’t Consciously Manifest what we aren’t Aware Of, or if we don’t Trust our own Ability to do so, and Ego Death is probably necessary to Get There. But this sort of Instant Karma is rare, or we’d be fresh out of Unfulfilled Desires – Perish the Thought!

At any rate, it’s this Instant Manifestation that’s the SuperPower afoot here till at least 9pm PDT Friday, which is not to say that you might not Suffer or Enjoy many Ego Deaths to pull it off. Sort of like Micky in the Hall of the Mountain King…

Or something like that, as Gene Gendlin would have us say. Have Fun with it, but don’t get Greedy, and Remember that You Get What You Ask For, and above all Remember that whatever remains of Your Shadow that you haven’t sent away, is right there Asking with you. The real point is that it might not be a bad time to PIAVA that we Lovingly and Gently Increase our Trust in Our Adeptitude at Manifesting What We Need.

Now, if you encountered someone with these Skills, would you be able to Understand Who They Really Are and Empathize with Them? To Grok them? Or would you be too busy asking them for a Boon? Most if not All of us have these “Stelliums” that give us SuperPowers that Other People have no way of Grokking, and when we do, it Inhibits our Communication. For instance, our Culture Recognizes Blue and Red and Purple, but unless you studied Art or Politics, School may never have taught you that you could make any shade of Purple by combining Red and Blue. What if you were unable to Distinguish Red from Blue from Purple? You’d frequently be asking others what they were talking about, and you’d be wondering if your Eyes were wired wrong.

This seems like a trivial example in some ways, but what if you had a Stellium of Mars (Action, Masculine), Venus (Values, Feminine), Neptune (Confusion), and Ka’epaoka’awela (Transmutation), and had little or no hardwired Ability to Distinguish between those four Concepts and their Referents? You’d be in big trouble in Florida or Texas these days, because your Concept Set and its Emotional and Physical Manifestations would contravene the Rigid Boundaries in many people’s view of the World. When they try to fit you into their Worldview they’d have to make you a “Groomer,” or worse. You wouldn’t get much Grokking, especially now that it’s been heavily Politicized – you’d have moved from “Weird” to near “Criminal” in their Conceptual Syntax.

• As is frequently the case with WordPress, we can’t tell if this is a Bug or a Feature (Features are different in their Home Galaxy than they are in my Home Galaxy), but I no longer seem to have the ability to make lists Purple, or anything but Black. So pretend like these next many lines are Purple – it’ll be good practice for your Imagination. Brenda’s quote follows these Faux-Purple lines.
• ¹ Mercury Stationary 8:37 pm PDT 9 September 2022, which is 4:37 am BST and 1:37 pm AEST, both 10 September, in 9 Libra (Profound Thirst for Experiencing and Appreciating The New), wherein Lives Fixed Star Diadem (Self-Sacrifice Motivated by Love).
• ² There is a single T-Square that’s Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star), Focused on minor planet Zhulong (The Chinese Red Dragon of Enlightenment ) in 7 Scorpio (Banished for Dedication to Embracing and Letting Go of All Masks; We Can barely Stand It but We Know It’s Our Path and Wouldn’t Have It Any Other Way).
• The Base is Chariklo (Self-Confidence) in 5 Aquarius (Surrender to Merging the Chthonic with the Cosmic) and Arachne (Grandmother Spider Who Weaves the Web of Life) in 9 Aquarius (Totally Spaced Out into a Richly Evolving Inner Ascension while Patiently Dealing with Constant Trouble in the “Real” World, on the Path to the Union of Opposites) Opposite Samadhi (Enlightenment ) in 10 Leo (Compelled to Resist any Resistence to Who I Must Be while Knowing It’s My Path), Varuna (The Life Force) in 7 Leo (Ready for Enlightenment ), and Sappho (Self-Love) in 5 Leo (An Old Soul Who Discovers that the Old Rules No Longer Apply).
• The Finger of the Goddess (Self-Resolution) is Jupiter (Expansion) in 6 Aries (Passion Unconstrained by Social Conventions) and Salacia Out of Bounds (Exaggerated Competition between Our Programming and our True Self ) in 8 Aries (Willingness and Ability to Play-Act Constantly) Sextile Mars (Action) and Moira (Fate and Choice) in 12 Gemini (Great Charisma and the Danger of Ego-Attachment ), which is adjacent to the Royal Star Aldebaran (Integrity).
• ³ That is, our T-Squares. I know Adeptitude is a made-up word, but it sounds so much better than the official word Adeptness that I can’t resist using it. Think of it as Having or Growing an Aptitude for Being Adept or Skilled. If you run into Webster on the street or happen by Oxford, suggest the word to them, so they can catch up.
• ⁴ Sorry, I’m on a roll. We’re referring to what astrologers call a Stellium, or three or more planets close to one another.
• ⁵ Sathya Sai Baba didn’t have a natal Stationary Mercury-Makemake-Eurydike-Requiem (respectively, Enhanced Conscious Awareness, Manifestation, Trust, and Respect for Death) Stellium like we have here in Friday’s Mercury Station chart, but he did have meaningful Relationships between those planets. His natal Requiem Opposed his Makemake, his Requiem Septiled (Timing) his Eurydike, and the Angle between his Requiem and his Mercury was between the 15th Harmonic (Pan, the Overlighting Diva of Nature) and the 16th (Renovation). Of course, any Guru of his Stature would have been Conscious of Bringing in any Adeptitudes he wanted from any number of LifeTimes.

Brenda Hoffman’s latest Life-Tapestry-Creations Channeling Illuminates some Observations that seem relevant to our current astroadventure…

.https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2022/09/05/this-isnt-rocket-science/.

“You helped shift the earth and personally transitioned far beyond 3D. Yet, you feel small instead of powerful or commanding.

“You feel you have given up so much of your life – and for what?

“Such is to be expected. A 3D infant does not feel powerful once birthed to 3D earth. Someone needs to feed, bathe, and change them. Even if that infant cries in emotional or physical pain, they do so hoping someone will care for their needs. ThreeD infants have little power other than their dependency.

“As a 3D adult, you also had minimum power without the assistance of others. No matter how creative your art, inventions, activities, or actions were, you depended on others to purchase, observe, or participate. Even though some of you became hermits, you relied on others for necessities such as food, gas, hunting equipment, tools, etc.

“You are now shifting in reverse. You have the power of your life but do not yet understand how to use that power. It is as if you are crying for someone to feed you or change your diaper even though you are qualified to do so yourself.

“You are no longer beholden to anyone or anything. A concept that is freeing but also frightening. For it means you are, in a sense, an isolated being. A concept you have fought against for 3D eons. Even though you no longer need to follow shoulds, you do not know what or who to follow.

“The answer to that last statement is very simple; you are to follow yourself.

“Following yourself does not mean you are stuck without interactions or companionship, but instead that you are more discerning than you were in 3D. For if you feel uncomfortable in a situation, that situation is no longer part of your being.

“That last sentence means activities, people, and places you once held dear are no longer. A concept you have acted upon many times in the past few years, in preparation for now.

“With emotional pain, you shed family and friends who no longer felt comfortable, fully expecting those empty slots to be filled with more compatible beings. Instead, you are once again deep within a shedding process.

“The difference now is you cannot comprehend how you will replace those pieces of your heart that once seemed full. You are tired, empty, and beginning to believe this is your new life. A new life with as many do-not and cannot feelings as was true when you first started shedding friends and relatives years or months ago.

“So it is you are frightened and angry at yourself and the Universes with an inner cry of “Where’s my stuff, where are my people?”

“This shedding process has been and likely continues to be quite painful, because a large part of your 3D worth was based on your human connections and interactions. You now feel as if no one wants to play with you, or stated a bit differently, no one wants to play like you.

“This shedding, this gutting of your 3D being, is more difficult than you anticipated before entering the earth in this lifetime. The first shedding wave that happened years or months ago was relatively easy compared to now. Those you first sent on their way were part of you, but not as deeply ingrained as those you are currently shedding. So you feel as if you have nothing or no one left. As if you are by yourself on a desert island.

“Even if you maintain some relationships, those relationships are not the intense relationships you once had. As if they are beings swimming around your heart, but not necessarily within your heart. You are lonely and alone. And despite this time being a prelude to your new life with new interactions, you are having difficulties believing such is so.

“You are now ready for new interactions, for you have emptied your vessel of those beings and actions that are no longer part of your current life. By doing so, you are slowly discovering new interests that do not require interactions with 3D beings.

“Even though you purchase food and clothing and likely remain in the same or similar physical community, your needs no longer include pretending to accept statements or actions to feel accepted.

“Not playing that 3D exchange game is your discomfort, for you have yet to discover that you can exist on the earth without doing so. That you do not have to pander to or condone to maintain a friendship or action that no longer holds much interest. You are new and fresh, looking for new interactions in which you do not need to trade your inner being needs for companionship or any activity you once held dear.

“You are new, finally allowing yourself to interact between dimensions, frequencies, and the rightness of being within you. You no longer have to wear the right clothes, say the right things, or live in the right environment to be part of a community you are partially comfortable with.

“You are you. And the more you project that independence of being, the more easily you will adapt to new you – and find others of similar interests.

“This shift is not rocket science; it is merely claiming yourself no matter how unlike 3D you it feels. You are no longer of 3D, and neither is the earth. So be it.”

Ego Test Rebirth

Amid all that fancy rare Uranus-North Node et al Excitement, and my own Pain Crisis, we didn’t even notice that we entered a new Karmic era 12:15 am PDT 15 August 2022, namely a Station (Amplification) of asteroid Klotho (New Karmic Beginnings). Klotho is the source of our word Cloth, its namesake was the Greek Goddess of Fate who Chose the Fabric for the Tapestry of our Fate. When we say Karma we’re usually referring to our Self-Sabotaging Habits, as they’re what most Bedevil us. But there’s “Good” Karma too. After all, our Fate may be to Receive Blessings and Live Happily Ever After.

I certainly regard my Pain Crisis as a Blessing, even though I’m still working off Ancillary Habits. We can be Relieved of our Self-Sabotages, and Grab them right back, since without many of our Habits we’re Confused, Lost, or Uncomfortably or Desperately Invisible to ourself, to the Degree that we Ego-Identified with the Karma itself, or with the Litany of Ancillary Habits that we developed to help Tolerate or Accommodate the Karma. Those Chocolate Chip Cookies don’t lose their Appeal just because we Let Go of the Habit of using them to alter our Emotions so we wouldn’t have to Approach Feelings that we’d Rather Die Than Feel.

Is that “Good” or “Bad”? If we can Notice that Good-Bad is an Either/Or that traps us inside 2D and outside of nD, that’s a Boon. Wouldn’t hurt to Pause any Habits that are Obviously Connected to Habits that we’re Conscious of having Changed, just to see what else might come up for us. But it’s important not to Reject them because we Feel Guilt about them. After all, there may be more Nutrition gained from the Joy that a Cookie brings us, than is lost from the Sugar or other Anti-Nutrition in them. And of course Noticing Guilt is another Opportunity for Letting Go of yet more Karma.

The single Self-Resolving Bane in the Klotho-Station chart Lights Up asteroid Narcissus, which is obviously about Excessive Self-Congratulation. With some of the most Charismatic (to closet Narcissists) Self-Back-Patters Prominent in the News Minia, we can hope that a few to many of those closet Narcissists will be Inspired to look in the Mirror and do some “work on themselves.” The Challenge to asteroid Narcissus comes from Creating Self-Love and Codependence.¹ Psychology tells us that People who cling to Conservatism are characterized by a Need for Outside Authority. If that’s not Codependence, I’m not sure what is.

Natha Jay Intuits this in her latest blog post…

.https://walkinginbothworlds.com/2022/08/16/thought-experiment/.

“What if all this inner work is just to clear out enough space to focus the brain? What if it was never about fixing something, or being good enough? What if the suffering that started us on this path was just a reminder to leave the cocoon? I’m not in any way saying anyone can bypass the messy part and go straight to focusing the mind. Please, dear Goddess, don’t spiritual bypass. I’m just saying that the real reason for ‘doing the work’ may be much more significant than just feeling better psychologically.”

We continue on the other side of purple…

• ¹ Asteroid Narcissus in 17 Virgo (Sensitivity Covered by Self-Defeating Self-Obsession) T-Squares dwarf planet Hylonome (Codependence) in 21 Capricorn (Hidden Well-defended Pride and Self-Rejection Craving Forgiveness) Opposite asteroids Sappho (Self-Love) and Artesian (Leprechaun-Assisted Manifestation) in 24 Cancer (Death of the “Civilized” Ego in Order to Regain the Mystical Realm). Artesian is Out of Bounds (Accentuated ). 24 Cancer is the home of Fixed Star Pollux (Blending and Bridging of Opposites, Pessimistically). Once again, it’s as if the Chandra Symbols were written with these planets/this time in mind!
• The Finger of the Goddess which creates first-order Self-Resolution is rooted in the Sextile (Grace) between Juno (Growth in Consciousness) in 20 Pisces (Compulsive Guardian of Evolution) and the Conjunction of Uranus (Soul ) in 19 Taurus (Giving Up Self-Image) and the North Node (Life Mission) in 18 Taurus (A Vehicle for Spirit ). Fingers of the Goddess tell us to Pay Attention! but they don’t say why, because they’re essentially Mystery Schools, as on a smaller scale are the Quincunxes of which they’re Assembled.
• The second-order Self-Resolution is the Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Blessings) made up of Narcissus, Saturn (the Most Important Thing) in 22 Aquarius (Reanimating Nature and the “Inanimate” ), and the Conjunction of Altjira (the Morphogenetic Field) in 19 Gemini (Embracing the Unknown) and Pallas (Boundaries) in 20 Gemini (Fiendish Pursuit of Liberation). Altjira is Out of Bounds (Accentuated ). 19 Gemini is adjacent to Fixed Star Rigel (Teaching). We are Asked to Let Go of Artificial “Scientific” Limits on Life. Science assigns Definitions and Limitations on Reality in order to Create a Space for Discussion, but then natural Huper Fundamentalism (taking one’s Metaphors literally) takes over, and all else becomes Heresy, creating the Religion of Scientism.

Awe-tism Redefined

This is 2 hours long, but if you’re Involved or Interested or Impacted by it, Genius MD Zach Bush reinterprets the Heart of the Awetism Spectrum as Evolutionary Yintegrity…

.https://zachbushmd.com/ghe-autism-replay/.

Awesome Journey

Vianna Stibal, in Seven Planes of Existence, has us take our Attention down to the Center of the Earth, then back up through the Body and it’s Chakras, then continue out through the Universe and beyond, through the Golden Realm of Healing and the Gelatinous Realm of Law, to Shimmering Pearlescent Divine Source, before we Submit our Theta Healing Proposal to Source. Bob (in Coloniser Queensland²) has generously shared a one-minute video from the new James Webb Telescope (Jack’s brother) that takes us on that Journey very nicely, while showing off what the new Telescope does for a living…

Unfortunately, the Webb hasn’t yet found the Golden Realm of Healing, the Gelatinous Realm of Law, or the Shimmering Pearl- escent Divine Source, but Webb specializes mostly on the Infrared Spectrum, not the Transgela- tinous or Peripearlescent Fre- quencies – they’re still Heresey. The Webbs seek “Just the Facts, Ma’am” except for Cousin Webbigail.

One of our obscure “silent” but Powerful PIAVAs is Expansion, where one Meditates on Expanding to fill the room, the house, the ‘hood, the town, the county, the continent, the planet, the solar system etc etc before Expressing any PIAVA. This video will be a great Complement to that.

• ² In kicking out the Conservative Aussie government recently, a number of “Greens” and “Aboriginals” were elected to Parliament. One of them, when being sworn in to Parliament and asked to swear allegiance to QEII, swore allegiance to the “Coloniser Queen”! She was made to recant, but the Truth was already out from under the rug anyway.

Climate Change et al

Here’s an interesting map…

.https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2022-08-15/us-south-midwest-will-reach-temps-of-125-f-by-2050s.

As the melting ice in Greenland blocks the Gulf Stream Current that keeps Northern Europe less Siberian, it’ll probably be Refreshingly Cooler in Europe, though hopefully it’ll still be warm enough to grow Vegetables.

PIAVAing Reminder 2

When I first woke up this morning, I couldn’t walk without supporting myself with my arms. My chronic low-back and hip pain have been more troublesome for the last several days, but not like this! I couldn’t even sit without using my arms to hold my torso vertical. With visions of having to Surrender to the Medical Cartel, slathering myself with Helichrysum Essential Oil and Nano CBD Oil, and gobbling Arnica homeopathics, I decided that I really didn’t have a Choice but to go back in bed. Finding a position in bed that didn’t hurt was difficult, but possible.

The second time I woke up, it was slightly easier to walk, and before going back to bed again, I located the Traumeel (which helped more quickly than the Oils), and I Realized that I needed to Focus my Attention Fully on the Pain.

The third time I woke up, I realized that while much much worse, this was the same pain, feeling like I’m being broken in half, that I’ve felt briefly for years whenever I slacked off on my multi-gram daily Boswellia (powdered Frankincense) input. I wasn’t able to think clearly enough yet to understand that, if I’ve Felt it before, it’s Karma, but I was getting close. I started wondering if I’d had Childhood Trauma in my lower back or belly, but couldn’t identify anything.

The fourth time I woke up, I wouldn’t exactly say that I was having Visions of getting cut in half by a cannonball, but the Metaphor was very Clear and Present. I was even reviewing what I hadn’t Completed in that Lifetime! And by now I’m getting close enough to the Present Moment to Ask, What have I been PIAVAing lately? Bingo. It was still challenging to walk without supporting myself, but with more Traumeel and Arnica homeopathics, the pain was now back to its usual low level.

Yesterday we PIAVAed “Grokking the Dimension of Abuse and Respect!” and “the Dimension of Self-Abandonment and Self-Love!” and a few days ago we PIAVAed that “we Lovingly and Gently Let Go of Conscious and Unconscious Guilt and Fear, and Replace it with Confidence, Due Care, and Self-Love.” Interesting that this morning my Thoughts about having to Surrender to the Medical Cartel were not accompanied by Fear and Dread. I can’t find the reference, but I remember writing (or thinking, if I never found time to write it! ) recently that some serious Physical Healing should be available to us this month.¹

Three hours later I still had low-level back and hip pain, and a little trepidation about standing up from sitting, but I had no trouble walking. Now, six hours later I’m even good for bending from the waist and lifting, picking up things from the floor, and beginning to Wonder whether this will turn out to be a major Healing of the chronic back pain that I’ve had for at least a decade and a half, and the hip pain that I’ve had for several years.

Around the first time I woke up this morning, this was happening on our friendly local Star…

.https://spaceweather.com/archive.php?view=1&day=14&month=08&year=2022.

It’ll take 3 days for the “Dark Plasma” to make its way to our ‘hood, but we need to remember that Scienterrific interpretations of Reality are Self-Limited to 3D, which includes Linear Time. Whether we Recognize it or not, we Operate in nD, where Energies travel not at the Speed of Light, but at the Speed of Intuition. You know someone’s going to call before the phone rings because your Intuition is picking up their Intention as it happens, while the Telephone operates at Scienterrific Speed.

In other Cosmic News, this is an “artist’s interpretation,” but it’s a good one, of Fixed Star Betelgeuse becoming a little less Fixed…

.https://spaceweather.com/archive.php?view=1&day=12&month=08&year=2022.

The link contains an excellent explanation of what amounts to a possible new-to-Science Stellar phenomenon they’re calling an SME (Stupendous Mass Ejection) to distinguish it from a CME (Colossal Mass Ejection). We bring this up because Betelgeuse has been Lit Up recently astrologically, and still is.² In the picture it looks like Betelgeuse is Lifting Off like an Elon, but Betelgeuse is so big it would extend to the Orbit of Jupiter if it replaced our Sun, so it will have a tonne of Inertia!

• ¹ In the 28 July 2022 New Moon chart, the New Moon itself was Merged with dwarf planets Varuna (the Life Force), Ceres (Sustainability), and Cyllarus (Death or Ego Death), all three of which are Out of Bounds (Accentuated ). It Opposed dwarf planet Chariklo (Confidence) and asteroid Lachesis (Unexpired Karma that can be Let Go Consciously), and the Opposition was T-Squared by minor planet Zhulong (the Chinese Red Dragon of Enlightenment ). I need to keep a cross-referenced log of posts and astroevents, because I’m wondering if this was an event that I intended to write a lot about but the Uranus-Karma-Nodes-Saturn Portals ate up all the time. This New Moon will impact all of August.
• ² For instance, in the chart of the 10 August Transmutation astroevent (Ka’epaoka’awela Station), the home of Betelgeuse in 30 Gemini is prominent in the Self-Resolution of the Unconscious Limitations-Intrusive Memories-Fear of Accountability Superpower/Challenge (Gonggong-Vesta-Damocles T-Square; see note 5 of the Transmuting Blame post) –
  • “The third corner of the [Gonggong-Stationary Ka’epaoka’awela-] Grand Trine is a Stellium of dwarf planets Chaos (Our Unlimited Potential ) in 1 Cancer (Surrender to Spirit ) and Asbolus (Intuition) in 30 Gemini (The Hollowness of Being Outer-Directed ), both Out of Bounds (Accentuated ), and asteroid Veritas (Truth of the Mind ) at 2 Cancer (Doomed to Reject Ego while Retaining Enough Humility to Teach Everyone Else). The Fixed Star Betelgeuse (Achievement ) Lives in 30 Gemini, adjacent to 1 Cancer.”
• Were we Assertive (Goddess Forbid! ), we might suggest that the Passage of dwarf planets Chaos (Our Unlimited Potential ) and Asbolus (Intuition) over the longitudinal position of Betelgeuse have Blasted a big chunk of the Star out! Or that Betelgeuse has Validated the Importance of the Sign Changes of these two planets from Gemini (“Random” Flashes of Brilliance, Breakdown of Former Paradigms) to Cancer (Consistent Nurturance), and in particular from the last Degree of Gemini (Codependence) to the first Degree of Cancer (Surrender to Spirit ).