As Hot as the Energy is hereabouts in time, it’s probably a good time to remind us about one of the first properties of PIAVAing – If We Aren’t Ready to Receive What We’re Asking For, the Universe Will Show Us Examples of Why We Aren’t. That’s not Trivial. It’s not just Ego or Consciousness that’s PIAVAing, just as it’s not just Ego or Consciousness that’s Living our Lives – it’s Our Wholeness that’s doing both, and what a Blessing that is, since it’s the Prototype of our Enlightenment! So while our Consciousness and Ego are Asking to win Megamillions, or to be Blessed with Perfect Health, our Shadow* and our Sliver-of-the-Unconscious* are Whispering (or often, Shouting) to the Universe about What They Want.
- * Our Shadow is the rest of us apart from our Moment-to-Moment Ego. Unlike some common usages of the term, there’s nothing Negative about it. After all, it includes all of the Superpowers that we aren’t using today.
- * Like the Soul, the Unconscious is not Personal, but it has a Cubby with our name on it, and our Cubby has an outside door for us, like a Mother-in-Law apartment or the Akashic Records. The inside door, to the Collective Unconscious, is Leaky, so till we Clean our Cubby enough to be able to detect the Difference, our Uniqueness is diluted by any number of the many Collective Cubbies – Daily Dramas, Ancestors, Cults of various kinds (Religious, Political, Social Media, etc etc), Current Weltanshauung, Culture, Planet, und so weiter.
- For that matter, there’s nothing Personal about Ego or our Consciousness either, since our Separateness from Everything Else is a Mental-Emotional Fiction. But Ego and Consciousness are Important Players in “our” Ability to Manifest or to Consciously Evolve.
- Note that Reality is Multifarious and Unitary – there’s nothing “Sacred” or Tautological about differentiating Ego or Consciousness from the Undifferentiated Whole. It’s probably a very educational Exercise to Consciously Imagine Walking through an Undifferentated Whole as a Differentiated but Sketchily-Defined Consciousness. I’ve been there many times while Meditating under the Direction of Others (Bryan de Flores for instance), where the Direction provides some degree of Differentiation but not much Definition. When I try it briefly now, I Encounter such a spontaneous bewildering potpourri of objects and shapes and colors and textures that I can’t even move without tripping on something! Sounds like a Productive Practice. What would it be like using a Tactile Modality instead of my native Visual? Intense! And a little Creepy! No wonder I prefer the Visual! Just more homework.
Our Shadow and our Sliver-of-the-Unconscious know all about the hypothetical hassles of having too much Money. Privacy and Security come to mind immediately. Asteroid Damocles is prominent in tomorrow’s 10-11 August 2022 astroevent, and though its namesake was Fascinated by Luxury, he was Terrified of Accountability. What would Mom do?? And then there are our Karmic Vows of Poverty. We wouldn’t be where we are today without many Lifetimes as Monks, where we usually Surrendered whatever Means we had for the better of the Order. Vows of Poverty are one of the first Resistances to come up in Vianna’s Seven Planes of Existence.
So where does dwarf planet Orcus, our symbol of Oath-Breaking, stand? It’s related to tomorrow’s Transmutation astroevent by an Angle of Adjustment, which is Fortuitous – our Resistance may be less than we might Imagine. Orcus here appears to lean more toward being Effective at Manifesting Perfect Health than Abundance, but if we’re willing to Accept the Accountability, it could also Easily Create Wealth. The Healing here can be Profound and Life-Changing, as we Identify and Embrace Unconscious Karmic Victims.1 The 11-12 August Full Moon is Ideal for all manner of Pattern-Breaking as well, so our odds keep getting better.2
But to return to our main theme, once we PIAVA something and don’t Immediately Receive it, we need to look for any Thoughts or Emotions or Occurrences or Circumstances that might Relate to our PIAVA. For instance, after the last post and my PIAVA that I “Lovingly and Gently Let Go of Conscious and Unconscious Guilt and Fear, and Replace it with Confidence, Due Care, and Self-Love,” I slept heavily for most of the next two days, and Felt Discouraged while awake. Bottom Line: my Unconscious Cubby still holds too much Negative Thinking and Negative Expectations. But I pretty much stayed with the Emotions and didn’t Indulge too much in my familiar Karmic Negative Stories, and it feels like “Progress.”
With some Consciousness that I’d just made a Big PIAVA (though I couldn’t remember what it was), I was mostly able to Let It Be. If we’re Desperately Confused and have Forgotten that Confusion, as the First Stage of Growth, means Success, we may need Monk-like sleuthing to find a Connection. If we have a number of outstanding PIAVAs in the queue, it can get very complicated, but if we Focus on how the various PIAVAs might Relate to one another, that might simplify the Riddle. We’re Blessed now, as almost all of the recent and current Superpower “Challenges” are Self-Resolving, including those in this week’s Portals. Here’s an example…
It’s interesting how “coincidentally” two-dimensional, like our Thoughts, that Mr. Stiltskin and the others are. He only moved into 3D at the Pinky Promise and the Spinning.
- 1 See previous post. At the 10 August Station of asteroid Ka’epaoka’awela, Orcus is Octile (Adjustment ) to the Ka’epaoka’awela-Haumea Merger (Transmutative Rebirth). Orcus in 14 Virgo (Waking Up to Karma) is Merged with Out of Bounds asteroid Hopi (Respect for All Things, Accentuated ) in 16 Virgo (Guarding our Unique Genius from Being Kidnapped by 2D or the Ego or Commerce), and Mercury (Awareness) Conjunct asteroid Koronis (Coronavirus) in 11 Virgo (Totally Dedicated to Healing and Wholeness in a Very Unique Multidimensional Way). Fixed Star Zosma (Victimhood ) is adjacent to 11 Virgo. Reinterpreting asteroid Koronis from Coronavirus to the Emperor’s Crown isn’t a Stretch – if we weren’t bedeviled by Coronavirus, that’s how we’d interpret it anyway.
- 2 The Grand Unx in the Full Moon chart is all about Pattern-Breaking, and it prominently features the South Node and asteroid Karma. In that chart our Leprechaun-assisting asteroid Artemis Conjoins Self-Love asteroid Sappho as well, and it features Moon-Saturn (The Most Important Thing Is Our Instincts).