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What She Said Redux

January 1, 2017

Another important message, from someone whom I consider to be my First Teacher…

One of the things she taught me: Truth is Different for each of us because Truth resides in the Heart.  She also used to say that “your own Truth goes right through you,” meaning that a few seconds later you are unable to repeat it; it just doesn’t register in your Memory.  Like asking a Fish about Water I guess.  

While it may be useful, getting our Truth written down so we can memorize it doesn’t provide the kind of Self-Knowledge we’ need; our Truth is usually Paradoxical, residing far beyond the Ego’s Desire to Collect self-congratulatory aphorisms.  We Learn to Embrace Paradox in Mystery School.  Our current Mystery School, around the Relationship between our Self-Sovereignty and the Recognition of the Truth of our Fear, peaks on 1 January 2017.

We’re referring to the Lilith-Sedna/Aletheia Yin Gate that we’ve been talking about, embedded in the Abandoned Genius Recovery Golden Rectangle (Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis Sextile Jupiter-Haumea Trine Chaos Sextile Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne)  The Golden Rectangle will be with us well into February, but the Lilith-Sedna Yin Gate fades near the end of January, to be replaced a few days later by several weeks of another Yin Gate, featuring Sappho-Klotho and Sedna-Aletheia.  

That second Yin Gate will be about Restructuring a new Ego/Life/Rebirth around Self-Love, particularly Self-Love when we’re in Fear.  Like so…

When we’re Honest with ourself about Fear, we can be Grounded, Breathing, and in Fear at the same time – an experience which you’d probably not label as Fear in the sense you’re used to.  In addition to the Wonderings that make up a Yin Gate, Chiron forms a Trine Bridge across this Opposition – “You poor Sweetheart, you’re in Fear, aren’t you.”  

The Wonderings in the current Yin Gate are something like…

  • I Wonder what Self-Sovereignty will Feel like in an Unlimited Reality (Lilith Quincunx Chaos).
  • I Wonder how I can resist the Cultural Pressure to squelch my Self-Sovereignty when I’m fully in my Yintegrity (Lilith Quincunx Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne).
  • With the scope of my Rebirth Expanding so fast, I Wonder how I’ll handle the Fear (Jupiter-Haumea Quincunx Sedna-Aletheia).
  • When my Abandoned Genius becomes The Most Important Thing to me and my Olde Ego bursts because of the huge quantity of New Information being Downloaded, I Wonder how I can Embrace the inevitable Fear (Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis Quincunx Sedna-Aletheia).

The Wonderings in the new Yin Gate will be more like…

  • I Wonder how I’ll be able to Manifest Self-Love while lacking anchors in an Unlimited Reality (Sappho-Klotho Quincunx Chaos).
  • I’m so Habituated to suppressing my Yintegrity that I Wonder whether I can Allow myself to Let Go of All of my Masks (Sappho-Klotho Quincunx Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne).
  • With the scope of my Rebirth Expanding so fast, I Wonder how I’ll handle the Fear (Jupiter-Haumea Quincunx Sedna-Aletheia).
  • When my Abandoned Genius becomes The Most Important Thing to me and my Olde Ego bursts because of the huge quantity of New Information being Downloaded, I Wonder how I can Embrace the inevitable Fear (Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis Quincunx Sedna-Aletheia).


A partial timeline for these Adventures…

  • 27 December: Saturn Initiates Nemesis (The Most Important Thing is Ego Death) at 21 Sagittarius (Using Imagination to Transcend Mundane Physical and Emotional “Realities”)
  • 6 January: Ixion Initiates Nemesis (Embracing the probably-Chronic Traumas that Isolated our Abandoned Genius) at 25 Sagittarius (Play despite apparent handicaps)
  • 7 January: Grand Quintile connecting Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis to Venus-Pallas-South Node to Moon to Vesta to Hopi
  • 9 January: Ixion Stationary Direct 23 Aries 
  • 11 January: Saturn Initiates Juno (A Searching and Fearless Inventory of our Olde Ego) at 23 Sagittarius (Learning the Fundamentals of a New Culture)
  • 12 January: Almost-Grand Quintile connecting Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis to Pallas-South Node to Moon-Vesta to Hopi
  • 17 January: Aletheia Stationary Direct 26 Taurus
  • 19 January: Ixion Initiates Juno (Becoming Conscious of Who We Must Become) at 26 Sagittarius (Trusting our Guides)
  • 22 January: Haumea Stationary Retrograde 25 Libra
  • 27 January: Sappho Conjunct Klotho, 22 Scorpio Opposite Sedna-Aletheia 
  • 15 February: Ixion Initiates Saturn (The Most Important Thing is Recognizing the Imperative of Acknowledging our Abandoned Genius) at 26 Sagittarius

Because their orbit lengths are so similar, Sappho-Klotho and Juno-Nemesis travel together for several years, where the distance between them is more about which side of the Sun the Earth is on, than about how much their Longitudes differ.  The Nemesis-Juno Initiation occurred in August 2015, with an Exposition in September 2016 and the Confidence-Builder in April 2019.  The Klotho-Sappho Initiation occurred in November 2014, an Exposition in December 2015, and the Confidence-Builder in January 2017.

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Remember Both/And; Truth is Different for each of us because Truth resides in the Heart, not in the mind’s Duality.  Even if this is not your Truth, it may be useful to you, as all New Perspectives are.  New Perspectives may help you Let Go of Judgment of Others, they may help you Let Go of Unconscious Limiting Beliefs, and they may Grow Corn for you in Unusual or Unexpected Circumstances.  Either/Or is always Politics; Spirit is Both/And.

Revert! 1

December 19, 2016

We’re well into the Province (in Time) of the “Green” Energy from our earlier calendar – the core is the Saturn-Chiron-Chaos (The Most Important Thing is Letting Go of Limiting Beliefs, or Limits Revert!) T-Square (Challenge to Mastery).  There are a number of Grace-Full Configurations accompanying it, which we’ll get to later.  Their Essential Elements include Trust, Acceptance that It Is as It Is, and Honoring our Unique Genius.

As frequent readers know, Sensitivity is Important – an astroevent where the two or more planets are 10 arcminutes apart (ie one sixth of a Degree) is likely to be Experienced as more Intense than one where the Separation is 45 arcminutes.  Here’s how our Saturn-Chiron-Chaos components stack up at 2pm PST on 28 December…

  • Saturn 21:01 Sagittarius
  • Chiron 21:01 Pisces
  • Chaos 21:03 Gemini
  • Nemesis 21:24 Sagittarius

Twenty-four hours earlier it was…

  • Saturn 20:53
  • Nemesis 20:59
  • Chiron 20:59
  • Chaos 21:04  

You’d be hard-pressed to get a slip of paper between them.  For comparison, the Full Moon is about 30 arcminutes wide, or half a Degree.  Two planets of course occupy the same Exact Degree whenever they cross, but it’s rare for a third planet to be this close when the first two are Exact, let alone a fourth.

A T-Square is Challenging, among other reasons, because it is Unbalanced.  We “Complete” a T-Square astrologically by adding a fourth planet at the “Vacancy” to complete a Grand Cross; here that would be 21:02 Virgo.  We Complete it Energetically by Contributing our own Energy into the Vacancy.  Virgo 22 is about “A royal coat of arms enriched with precious stones.”  In other words, to make the T-Square more manageable, we need to Stand Tall and Proudly call upon the Power of the Earth to stand with us as we Command our Limiting Trances to Revert!  A Belief is a Trance, a Spell, a Curse.  Get out your Garlic.

  • 26 December, 11am PST Jupiter Opposite Uranus, 21 Libra-Aries
  • 27 December:
    • 4am PST Saturn Initiates Nemesis, 21 Sagittarius
    • noon PST Nemesis Square Chiron, 21 Sagittarius-Pisces
    • 5pm PST Nemesis Opposite Chaos, 22 Sagittarius-Gemini
  • 28 December: 
    • 2pm PST Saturn Waning Square Chiron, 22 Sagittarius-Pisces
    • 9pm PST Saturn Opposite Chaos, 22 Sagittarius-Gemini
    • 11pm PST New Moon, 8 Capricorn
  • 29 December: 
    • 2am PST Uranus Stationary Direct, 21 Aries
    • 7am PST Chiron Waning Square Chaos, 22 Pisces-Gemini
    • 7pm PST Chariklo Initiates Sun, 9 Capricorn

13.12 Full Moon V

December 12, 2016

This Full Moon brings us a chart so complex that our assignment amounts to Interpreting what’s The Most Important Thing.  And I believe that amounts to

Becoming Conscious about How Instinct, Intuition, and Timing Work Together to Create Our Reality – and Learning to Do It Effortlessly

Several hours before the Full Moon, the Moon (Instinct) crosses the Centaur Asbolus (Intuition), which is at the head of the Septile Kite we’ve discussed, Septile to Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs) and to Uranus-Eris-et al (The Heart’s Truth, which is Different for each of us), and Triseptile to Chariklo (Walking in Beauty).

Moon-Asbolus also Oppose Juno (the Edges of Consciousness), T-Squared (Challenged) by asteroid Karma (Letting Go of Archetypes that have Captured Us).  The Vacancy is 14 Pisces – Stolen Fox Fur.  This is about Dropping our Masks or Disguises.  Having to Perform to maintain an Artifice means we can’t Act Weird, and in order to follow our Instincts and Intuitions and Act At The Right Time, we’re going to have to Act Weird sometimes.  While having a Mask of Acting Weird may be useful at times, the Mask will still get in our way when Following Our Truth requires us to Act Conventionally.

While this isn’t Exact until 28 December (when it’s incredibly Exact, within a few arcminutes!), a Chiron (Healing Despair) T-Square is forming with Saturn (The Most Important Thing) and dwarf planet Chaos (Limitlessness), just as asteroid Nemesis (Ego Death) crosses Saturn.  They’re currently within a little more than two Degrees of Sensitivity, and will reach one Degree by the Solstice.  The Vacancy is 22 Virgo, A girls’ basketball team – can’t think of a better symbol for Intuition, Instinct, and Timing!

Both Squares are Waning – we’re “descending” into Uncertainty around the meaning of these Cycles.  The Nemesis-Saturn Cycle is about the useful life and expiry date of an Ego Configuration.  The Saturn-Chiron Cycle is about the Intimacy of our Soul Connection.  The Chiron-Chaos Cycle is about the Edges of our Beliefs in the Nature of the Universe and our Place in It.  This sort of Configuration is likely to occur maybe once every 8,000 years or more.  So it’s worthy of our undivided Attention.  Whatever Material Structures we’re using to prop up our Ego (that is, what makes us Feel Safe and Unthreatened?), the sooner we can loosen our grip, the Easier it will be on us.

While a Chiron T-Square with Saturn-Nemesis and Chaos by itself is a Big Deal, this one is extraordinarily tight, making it even more unusual.  It’s complemented here by a Grand Sextile: Jupiter (Expansion), Eurydike (Trust), Uranus-Eris et al (Yintegrity), and Moira (Fate) joining Saturn-Nemesis and Chaos.  It’s also joined by another Septile Kite, this one topped by Pallas (Boundaries), Triseptile to Vesta (Limiting Beliefs), and Septile to Uranus-et-amicis and Mercury (the intellect).

“How wonderful it is to witness the timing of truth.  You now realize that you have nothing to defend, for truth needs no defense.  You will find that vulnerability also contains its own blessings, for you are not born and you cannot die.  Always be naked to Self, for at that level of Self-acceptance you will find clarity and insight.”  –Michael Roads, Journey into Oneness: Into a Timeless Realm, p.115

Some other Light Reading follows.  I’m including the short passages just so you can see what the blog posts are about; I recommend reading the whole post if you can spare the time.  As you read these, remember Both/And…

You have taken yourselves to a point in your evolution where nothing else matters.  Nothing in the world, or of the world, is as significant as your evolution, your expansion, your ascension.  This is important for you to recognize so that you don’t get lost in the circumstances of your reality.”  — 

In keeping with that new (or remembered) inner awareness, I now choose to maintain a purely neutral stance and seek to continuously radiate unconditional love and the golden light of Christ Consciousness out into the world.  By doing so, I can assist in raising up the general frequency level, thus allowing more of what has been hidden to be revealed so it can be transmuted and released.  By radiating out from my heart center the Violet Flame, I am using compassion as a tool for the transformation of our world.”  — 

Then around 7 years old, we go to school.  Now we have left our home and face an entirely different group of people.  And guess what?  They are all our age.  Therefore, we should have a lot in common with them—right?  But what if we are ‘different’?  What if we can talk to beings that most people never even see?  Before, we just thought we were different from our parents, but then we learn that we are different from most of the people that are our own age.  This is why the Arcturians usually bring up the ages of around 3 and around 7, as these are the ages in which our ‘individuation’ really begins.”  — 

“Many will come to understand that one must completely free the self of the old in order to experience the new.  For in the new reality of the New Earth, there is no room for hatred and division.  We must release or BE released WITH the old.  It is all a matter of choice.  We say to you there is no turning back, let go of all fearful concepts, hold your light as we move forward.  You are in for some great surprises, one after another.  Wave after wave we are reaching the shore, sooner than many may think.”  —