Mimetite, another compelling toxin – Lead Arsenate Chloride. It’s usually safer to make a tincture with toxic Crystals and Minerals – put the Crystal in a glass bowl inside of a larger bowl, and add Water to the larger bowl so no Water gets into the smaller bowl and touches the Crystal. Leave it in the Sunlight or Moonlight for a couple of days, then use the Water as you would a Safer Stone. Or, just Meditate on the picture. Mimetite helps us come back to ourSelf and our True Purpose.
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Nessus is no longer Stationary, and no longer in the first few Degrees of Pisces, so if echos of Abuse of any kind assault us now, they should be easier to Let Go than might otherwise be the case. Nevertheless, there is no shortage of PowerUnder in the Patriarchal World (we’re not implying that Ladies can’t do PowerOver), and since the Emotional scars from Abuse can light up at any time, and spontaneously, it never hurts to know the signs so we can increase our chances of Empathizing with our historical Self. And Nessus will be back in the most Vulnerable Degrees of Pisces in the second half of 2015. So it’s worth a few more words.
And one sign we forgot to mention in Nessus Two is “I’d rather Die than go through that again!” At the moment Nessus is in the second Duad (two and a half Degrees) of Pisces, so that Emotion is less likely to arise, than when it’s in the first Duad. But if and when it does ever arise for you, the key thing to remember is that you’re probably putting the emphasis on the wrong place. It’s not
“I’d rather Die than go through that again!”
“I’d rather Die than go through that again!”
because this Emotion arises at the quintessential moment of Ego Death. And if you can succeed in making that shift in emphasis while you’re Feeling it, it’s jumping-up-and-down YOO HOO! Celebration time, because you’ll only have to make that shift once!!
Of course, the difficult part is having the Presence to step outside of that Feeling once you’re in it, because you aren’t home, you’ve been replaced by your historical/Karmic Self. But, once you do bridge that gap between then and now, and can make that shift from Die to I, that’s YOO HOO time!
The other thing we didn’t mention in Nessus Two, is Chiron. We’re talking about transcending Discouragement and Despair and moving into the Miracle of Rebirth instead, and that’s Chiron’s middle name.
Chiron (orbit 50 years) is at a Waxing Duodecile to Nessus’s (orbit 120 years) Station – in the Twentieth Harmonic.
The Twentieth Harmonic (18 Degrees) is the Aeon, or the principle and Wisdom of a Broad Perspective, particularly with regard to Time; the Power to give birth to new Forms; and the integration of the various segments of our Lives which are usually separate. Most of the multiples of 18 Degrees are absorbed by the Tenth, Fifth, and Fourth Harmonic (and Second). The exceptions are the Triduodecile (54 Degrees), Sepduodecile (126 Degrees), and Ennea- or Nonaduodecile (162 degrees).
The current Chiron-Nessus Cycle began January 10, 2006 in 3 Aquarius, “A deserter from the Navy: The individual’s self-realization through a crucial repudiation of a collective status which has become unbearable.” The subtext is Rudhyar’s, and unusual; Rudhyar is usually more supportive of the status quo and Community standards than he is of Liberation of the individual.
But the idea of Abandoning a prior Commitment – the Commitment we made to PowerUnder in order to secure our own relative Safety in earlier trying circumstances – is completely appropriate! So we can consider the next several weeks to be a particularly fabulous time to Let Go of our PowerUnder Programming.
The major impact of a Station usually precedes the Station, but this Nessus Station, and its simultaneous Initiation of Atropos, is close enough to be considered an important part of the June 2 Full Moon chart, giving it (partial) Sovereignty over the several weeks following the Full Moon. The Chiron-Nessus Waxing Duodecile is exact on June 6.
That immediately sounds scary to me, as it would seem to expose us to extreme Vulnerability. Yet wouldn’t it be great to be out from under the Limiting Beliefs that have separated us from our Dreams? So we probably want to Pray or Intend or Ask or Vizualise or Imagine Feeling or Affirm or Command or Expand Into (or any other variation of PIAVA) Safety and Grace as we make the Transition. And Tap Out any real Fear that does arise. It’s actually completely possible to graduate from PowerUnder into PowerWith. Once we leave our own PowerUnder, the Bullies lose their Magnetic Attraction to us.