Confusion and Stelliums

Wikipedia says either (or ether) Stelliums or Stellia works as a plural for Stellium, which means a group of three or more planets in Conjunction, or Merged.

Interpreting Conjunctions

And that’s the whole “problem” with Stellia – some things (like maybe rhythm) Merge while others (like, say, language) don’t, and everything gets complicated. It actually the same “problem” with Conjunctions, so let’s start there. Suppose we had a natal Conjunction between dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) and asteroid Kassandra (Credibility). Fear and Credibility would be Merged. While most people would be able to tell the Difference between Fear and Disbelief, we wouldn’t be able to. When our Body Encounters Fear we might Disbelieve it and Dismiss it, then Stumble into Untoward Circumstances naively. When People don’t seem to understand what we’re saying, we might Experience that in our Body as Fear.

To most Other People, Fear and Disbelief are different things, and Experiencing them would Trigger different circuits in their Brains. Fear would likely Inspire folks to Seek Safety, and Disbelief might make them try harder to Explain, or Ask more Questions. We’d just be in Fight or Flight, and focusing on an Escape Route. That sort of Merging gets Complex, because being Unable to Communicate can Trigger Ancient Karmic Fear of Banishment and Abandonment from when we were Tribal and completely Dependent upon our Community. Not that this isn’t true of Today’s World, but when the Present Moment reinforces Karmic Fear, it strikes us at a Deeper Level.

Yes, we know that if we’ve Experienced it Before, it’s Karmic and therefore not Present Moment, but when Deep Karma hits we may not have enough of us “home” to Notice – all of our Bandwidth may be tied up in Survival Anxiety. Like any Repetitive Pattern in anyone’s Life, especially Self-Sabotaging Patterns, our first Task is to Find a way to Notice when the Pattern is Triggered. We could Ask ourself, The Last Time that Happened, What Was My Experience Just Before that Pattern Occurred?

When we first start to Work with Negative Karma, the Repetition of the Karma will Overwhelm our Consciousness, and we’ll Regress to the last time, or the worst time, or the first time in the Current Lifetime, or to a Previous Lifetime, and our Attention will likely be Hijacked by the Karma. Greek Tragedies specialize in this Process, and seldom move beyond it, even though I’m sure their Purpose was to bring the Pattern into Consciousness. So we can also Ask ourself, How Old Did I Feel when that Occurred? If you don’t get an Easy Answer to that, Ask yourself, What If I Did Know?

The “First Rule” for Working with Karma of any sort is Safety First. If there’s Any Question about Safety, make Safety your first Priority. When we try to Manifest anything, the first thing we’re going to Manifest is More of the Same. Even if your natural Reaction is Curiosity because you Disbelief your Fear or misinterpret it as Excitement (Fear + Breathing = Excitement after all), and you’re Conscious that you’re Working on Sedna-Kassandra Karma, Ask yourself, What Would I Do If This Was Real Fear? and Follow Up by Making Yourself Safe. Otherwise, by trying to Work while Unsafe or In Doubt, you’ll just add Grout to that Karmic Limitation.

Once we’re starting to Notice when the Pattern Recurs, we can move to Step Two. We tend to Blame ourself and otherwise Feel Badly about Repeating the Pattern, but again, that’s just a Vicious Circle that regrouts the Karmic Wall. Instead of Negatively Reinforcing ourself over the Pattern, we want to Congratulate ourself for Noticing. That begins to set up a Virtuous Spiral instead, and each time you do that, you chip off some of the Karma, and it Weakens.

If the Karma Regresses you to 5 years old, you’ll have Forgotten everything you’ve Learned since you were 5. That can seem like a huge chasm, between 5 and Now. But once the Virtuous Spiral begins, you’ll be Amazed at how Quickly you Recover, because thanks to Congratulating Yourself for Noticing, your Present Moment Self is there to guide your 5-year-old forward. Treat your Inner Children with the utmost Gentleness and Care, and you’ll accelerate the Process even more. With this Process you can Eliminate a Lifetime Karmic Curse within a few weeks.

Interpreting Stelliums

Now let’s see what happens when a Conjunction like Kassandra-Sedna turns into a Stellium. Suppose your natal Kassandra-Sedna is Conjoined by (ie, Merged with) asteroid Magdalena. You might want to read some of the Stories about Mary Magdalene. You might discover how the Romans treated her, and how the Popes made her into a Demon like Lilith or Joan d’Arc, in order to Reinforce two Pillars of the Patriarchy – the Supremacy of the Male, and the Taboo on Relying on One’s Own Authority. You might even Discover that you are, in fact, a Reincarnation of Mary Magdalene.

Or, you could read about how Mary Magdalene was Christ’s most Accomplished Apostle, but had to do it all backwards and in high heels, so no one would notice that a Female was Excelling. And how she moved to the South of France after Jesus left town, and started a Movement. In an undergraduate history class, I was told in all seriousness that the Popes were Compelled to Eliminate these Albigensians or Cathars because they Refused to Procreate. The Popes evidently couldn’t wait till they died out on their own.

Or, you could read about how, in her Soul Form as the Goddess of Love and Ascended Master Lady Nada (Aurelia Louise Jones, The Seven Sacred Flames, pp.159-195), …

“Formerly embodied in their last incarnation as Jesus and Mary Magdalene, Lady Nada and Sananda work together to assist the Earth and the evolution of [huperity] towards Ascension through the pathway of Unconditional Love on the Sixth Ray of Service and Ministration of the Love of Christ.”

Could that be? If you Experience the Feeling of that, then you Are that. Forget Validation – Life is All Metaphor anyway. Our 2D brains, self-congratulatory as they are, simply don’t have enough Bandwidth to Grok the Mysteries of Many-Dimensional and Unitary Reality. The 2D Mind Specializes in Separation. It Struggles to Grok anything that’s Unitary. Unitary is not two things Combined, it’s two things Merged. They were never Separate, except in the Separative 2D Either/Or Mind of the Observer. If you’re Overwhelmed by being a Reincarnation of someone Famous, use the Lightworker Lounge Metaphor instead…

As Lightworkers, we were Relaxing in the Lightworker’s Lounge in Paradise reading the Guardian, when we got a little Bored, and Decided we’d Take on some Earth Karma, and go down there and Help Heal it. So we spent time in the Lightworker Lounge’s Simulator, Allowing it to Hypnotize us into Believing that we Carried Mary Magdalene’s Karma. Then the Simulator triggers its Neuralyzer…

And then the Trap Door Opens, and we’re dropped into a Well-Prepared Waiting Womb. Our Programming begins immediately, via our Gestating Mother’s Emotions and the Chemical Soup they Create, which we Live In for nine months. Then we Hatch and begin to Live our Lightworker Life on Earth with the Mission of Helping to Heal Mary Magdalene’s Traumas. Our Programmers have been Carefully Chosen to Prepare us for our Mission, which is an Important Part of the Demise of the Age of the Patriarchy and the Birth of what Genia Haddon refers to as the Era of the Yang Female.

Eventually we become Conscious of our Life Missions (we may have many), and, once we Learn that the Universe is not Either/Or like the Mind but Both/And like Nature, we Realize that what we Previously Experienced as Bummers were actually an Amazing SuperPower. Eventually we’ll probably Meet Others who Share our Mission. They’ll Feel Like Soulmates at first because for once we’ll Understand each other till we Realize that, like us, this Mission is only one of our Many Missions.

A Monopoly-like Game called The Transformation Game was Created by several people at Findhorn, and included piles of small cards like the “Get Out of Jail Free” and “Chance” cards. It’s been decades since I played the Game, but I’ll always remember one of those cards. It said, The hardest Tasks are only Given to the Best People. It was very eye-opening for me.

This is how we Interpret Stellia. We Empathize ourself into the “Native” (the person whose astrological “Nativity” is being Read) or the blog reader, and make up Stories using the relevant planets, Signs, Configurations, etc as Seeds. If our Intuition hits home, the Native or Reader will Respond, and you can go from there. It doesn’t matter if the Story is Literally True. What Matters is whether or not the Native or Reader Connects to the Story. As an astrologer on a Free-Will Planet you have no business telling anyone else How the Universe Works. Your job is to Trigger the Native’s or Reader’s Own Hidden Knowledge of How Their Universe works. So you start your Story slowly, with lots of Questions about whether or not it Resonates for them. If it doesn’t Resonate, you Choose another Story. The Universe of Stories is Literally Unlimited.

A Story About an Extraordinary Coincidence

“THAT’S ME!” SHE EXCLAIMED, CROSSING DIMENSIONS.

Nature Is Always in Balance

So, what about Hupers? Well, contrary to poplar opinion, Hupers are part of Nature. A small part, but one which punches far beyond its weight when it comes to Destructiveness. So yes, Hupers are always in Balance. What’s Missing when we Feel – or Are – Out of Balance, resides in the Unconscious. We can’t Rely totally on our Feelings to Inform us when we’re Out of Balance, because most of us were Programmed to Overcompensate for what our Programmers Repressed. It’s often a Cultural thing, since Cultures which Overcompensate for Anxiety or Insecurity or Fear, do so by Encouraging Conscious Aggression. Goddess Knows we could do with fewer of these kinds of Cultures, or Families, or Führers on Earth.

This is Lit Up because the planetary symbol for Abuse and Privilege, Nessus, is particularly Emphatic (Stationary) till at least PST 3am (GMT 11am, IST 4:30 pm, AEDT Qld 9pm) 27 November. Hupers get Out of Balance partly because they rely on Mental Dualities to Idealize Behaviors and even Emotions. In Striving toward “the Good,” Hupers push what’s “Bad” into the Unconscious. If anyone’s been following the Collapse of the FTX Crypt-O’Currency Exchange, they’re seeing a perfect example. “SBF” seems to be such a good Con that he may even have Conned himself. Seems to be quite a few of these Self-Con Jobs emerging from the Dustbunnies lately, Emulating that “Man from Florida Who Made an Announcement” and that gazillionaire who’s been Roasting a tiny little bird on a spit for Entertainment, and Recruiting Men from Florida.

Nothing Cons others better than the source of the word itself, Confidence. Hupers probably worship Confidence even more than they Worship Wealth, because they know that Confidence is one of the first prerequisites for Accumulating Wealth. The hallmark of Conservatism is the need to Rely on Authority, and nothing promotes Authority like Unconditional Confidence. Privilege doesn’t happen without Confidence, and Abuse doesn’t happen without Privilege. It’s the Mental Dualities that trap Hupers into circumstances like this.

When we have an Angel whispering in one ear and a Devil in the other and we have a hard time telling which is the Angel, the Way Out is Up. We Tell and Ask ourself, Ok, those are the End Points – of What Dimension? In the case of Abuse and Privilege, one Answer is Equality. If you’re dealing with Sexual Abuse and the protagonists are Equals, you’re just Playing Doctor, or some adult equivalent. There can of course be many Answers to the What Dimension? Question, and most of them will be Useful to some degree. When we look at Abuse and Privilege as an Equality issue, the Power Dynamics become Obvious, and most of them can be Traced to the Patriarchy.

The Classical Crystal for representing Equality is Clear Quartz, pure Silicate, like my personal favorite Diamantina Quartz, or my second-favorite, this Record-Keeper Corinto Quartz…

Just less than half of the Earth’s Crust is Oxygen, and just over a quarter is Silicon, adding to 75% of the Crust. Add other elements to the mix, and Silicates comprise 95% of the Crust, though only 12% is Quartz. Silicon and Oxygen combine as SiO₄ tetrahedrons, with the Silicon nucleus in the center of four triangles pasted together at the edges, like at right. An Oxygen nucleus sits at each of the four corners. Quartz is a tektosilicate, where the tetrahedrons arrange themselves in a three-dimensional matrix.

The overall ratio in Quartz is SiO₂, because each Oxygen nucleus is shared between the Silicon nucleus in the current tetrahedron and the Silicon nucleus of the adjacent one. Quartz is a Messenger, carrying Energy, including Healing Energy, and having unique Electromagnetic properties. Tiny Quartz Crystals are used as timing devices in all computers and communication equipment. You wouldn’t be reading this without Quartz.

There are three Self-Resolving Challenges (in astrologuese, Diamond Star Configurations, or T-Squares [red triangles] and Fingers of the Goddess [green wedges] pointing to the same place) in the 27 November Emphatic Abuse and Privilege (Nessus Stationary) chart. Like all Challenges, these become SuperPowers when we Rise to the Challenge and become Confident that we’re Competent to handle it. The Challenges or T-Squares in our natal charts usually represent Lifelong Frustrations, because the Dramas never Work Out the way we wanted them to.

Once we Realize though that Real Life doesn’t Follow our Perfect Pictures, and think about How Much Experience we have with those Difficult Dramas, and how we have Learned how to Avoid the Worst Consequences of Imperfection, we figure out that – Whoa, these actually Are my SuperPowers! Most of the time, when we stop and think about it, the Elements of Life that give us the most Trouble, are also the Elements of Life that Others Ask us for Advice about! They See and Trust our Experience with the Issue, while we don’t yet, because we haven’t Chosen to Be Confident about the Value of Our Experience.

We probably won’t have time to convert the three current Challenges to SuperPowers, unless we have similar natal Challenges, but by making the effort to Tolerate Imperfection, we can Learn a heck of a lot about these Challenges, to use in future similar Situations. All three are Self-Resolving, which means that if we can take the role of Neutral Observer and Avoid too much Intervention to Save our Ego from Embarrassment, they’ll Work Out for the Best.

The three red triangles and green wedges point to…

• 1. Mercury-Venus (Mind-Heart) with Mercury Out of Bounds (Strong) – Noticing how the Mind in its Arrogance or Privilege Believes itself to Make Better Decisions than our Heart, Emotions, and Values, and how we Abuse our Heart, Discount our Emotions, and Violate our own Values as a result! I don’t know about you, but for every minute I spend Learning to Quiet the Mind, Attend Closely to the Feelings – Sensations – in My Body that Align with My Emotion, Ask Reverently for Advice from my Body’s Ancient Wisdom, and Learning to Listen Attentively and Patiently and Impartially for that Advice, for every minute of that, I have spent and still spend days, months, years, Lifetimes Listening to My Thoughts about My Emotions, which at their very best are Fiction based on a True Story but Warped by My Programming, and more often Merely a Rehashing of My Past Failures to Learn the Wisdom Embedded in My Failures and the Failures of my Programmers.
  • The base of the red triangle, Juno-Nessus (Growth in Consciousness around Abuse and Privilege) Opposite Orcus-Thereus (Pattern-Breaking Merged with Bear-Wrestling) gives us a picture of what those would-be Angels-Devils on each Shoulder are whispering in our Ears – “You’re so fucking tired of Wrestling with this Bear of a Question about whether there’s Anything You can Do Differently to Avoid this Abuse or Memory, that you may as well just Surrender to Your Forever-Unresolved Anger and Fear and Shame about it.” “No, you’ve Done that a thousand times and you Know it doesn’t help At All. There must be Something you can Do Differently, that you haven’t Thought of yet!”
  • The base of the green wedge, Uranus-North Node (Soul Merged with Lifetime Mission) Sextile (Grace once we Make the First Step) Ganesa (Remover of Obstacles) tells us to whom we must Surrender in order for the Issue to Self-Resolve. Clues Galore! We might PIAVA to Ganesh that the Bear of a Question be Removed as an Obstacle. We can Ask Ourself, What If I Did Know My Soul and a Little about My Lifetime Mission – Maybe if I just Daydream about that I can Open Myself to My Own Intuition about What – If Anything – I need to Do About It.
  • The long green arms of the Finger of the Goddess, namely the Relationship between Mind-Heart and Soul-Mission, and the Relationship between Mind-Heart and Removal of Obstacles, are Quincunxes (5 Signs apart), which are Mystery Schools, filled with so many Paradoxes that the 2D Mind can only Screw it Up Royally. PIAVA that we Gain Wisdom Somehow, and Change the Subject!!! Get your Mind busy with Anything Else. Otherwise you’ll condemn yourself to more months and Lifetimes Debating with your Programmed Self-Sabotage. Guess who will win.
  • There are two short green lines or Unxes (1 Sign apart) on each side of the Focus. An Unx is a Get-Outa-Jail-Free card for Pattern-Breaking, an excellent time for some PIAVAs…
    • Mind-Emphasized-but-Merged-with-Heart Unx South Node – God/Goddess, Please Help Me Let Go of All My Held Emotions Lovingly, Gently, Rapidly, and Completely! or something like that. (See 2. Lachesis, below)
    • Mind-Heart Unx Klotho-Magdalena – God/Goddess, Please Open Me to Beginning a Whole New Life (Klotho) where I Constantly Ask For and Graciously Receive Mary Magdalene’s Loving Guidance (Magdalena) or something like that. (See 3. Chiron, below)
  • The Focus of the Diamond Star is at the Midpoint of Sagittarius, which is the Place where we Let Go Of Believing that we Know the Answer, and Open to Brainstorming about Alternatives, and Stop Rejecting Our Intuition (end of Taurus Duad and Beginning of Gemini Duad of Sagittarius).
• 2. Lachesis (Karma that has not Expired on its own, but which we have the Power to Let Go Of Consciously If We Choose to) – There is a Pattern or Habit or Addiction that is Stopping Us from Moving Forward, and we can’t seem to be Able to Break it. We haven’t given ourself Permission to Break it, and Permission to Accept the Consequences, which are Unpredictable. Karma is Dead. It doesn’t have us in its Grasp, we have it Firmly Grasped. Even when Karma has Expired, we still seek it out, because it’s Familiar and we Feel Lost without it. Karma is our Expectations. The last time that happened, such and such happened, and now that is happening again, and I’m Terribly Anxious that such and such will happen again. Once again, we have to Move Up! What’s really going on in Current Moment Reality? I’m Feeling Anxiety! What will I Create when I’m Feeling Anxiety? More Anxiety. So I need to find a way to Move to a Posture of Love or Gratitude or Peace or Excitement
  • The base of the red triangle and the Angels and Devils Shoulding us? The Nodal Axis, with Uranus at the North Node (The course of my Life, from my Held Emotions [South Node] to my Lifetime Mission [North Node], with Soul Merged with My Mission!). Wow, that’s one Hell of a Pattern! Well, the only thing we can do is Go For It! First thing we need to do is Open up to Ego Death, because Held Emotions (the ones We’d rather Die than Feel, but which are really that We‘d (our Ego) rather Die than Feel them) won’t Let Go without an Ego Death. PIAVA that – God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, Please Open Me to the Ego Deaths I Need, Lovingly, Gently, Rapidly, and Completely! Then we need to just Surrender to Our Soul and our Mission – Lord, Take Me Now! plus whatever caveats you think you need to stay Safe, the Fewer the Better. The only Ultimate Protection is Ultimate Vulnerability. Lovingly, Gently, Rapidly, and Completely! never hurt nobody. This is Big – you been waiting all your Life for this! May as well Dive In Completely!
  • The base of the green wedge and Self-Resolution Grace? Ganesa (Remover of Obstacles) Sextile (Grace If Only I’d Ask for it) Orcus-Thereus (No-Holds-Barred Teacher of Pattern-Breaking) – God/Goddess, Please Help Me Surrender Completely to These Unbelievable Gracious Energies and Leave All My Stress Behind! or something like that.
  • Don’t Think of an Elephant, and while you’re at it, Acknowledge that the Relationship between Obstacles and Karma and between Pattern-Breaking and Karma (the long green lines) are so far above what anybody’s 2D Mind can comprehend, that you’d Never Bother to waste your time trying!
  • The short green lines…
    • Lachesis Unx Klotho-Magdalena – God/Goddess, Please Help Me Let Go of All Impediments to Opening Up to Beginning a Whole New Life where I Constantly Ask For and Graciously Receive Mary Magdalene’s Loving Guidance! Or something like that.
    • Lachesis Unx Juno-Nessus – God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, Please Help Me Lovingly, Gently, Rapidly, and Completely Let Go of All Impediments to a Huge Growth Spurt in Consciousness around Equality! Or something like that.
  • Lachesis, the Focus, is in 13 Aquarius, We Have All the Time in the World to Let Go of Yet Another Attempt by the Collective to Drag Us Back into Anxiety about Life and Death.
• 3. Chiron (Despair and Miracles) – We Know How to Handle Despair, Right? We Poor-Sweetheart Ourself! “You Poor Sweetheart, You’re Feeling Hopeless, Aren’t You.” Then we Change the Subject. Changing the Subject is important, because if we don’t Divert our Mind, it’ll Think us right back into Hopelessness. What, We Like to be Hopeless? Goddess, it’s Strangely Satisfying, isn’t it. Who are we Punishing by Feeling Hopeless? Who was it that put Roadblocks in front of us no matter which way we turned? It wasn’t their fault, they were just trying Protect us? Well of course, but it wasn’t much of a Protection, was it! Who are we Punishing by staying in Hopelessness? Is it really worth it? Wouldn’t we Get Even with them better by Stepping into Freedom that they won’t be Able to Spoil?
  • The Opposition in the base of the Chiron T-Square is Ganesa Opposite Klotho-Magdalena! What a Horrible Fate, to have to Decide whether to let Ganesha Guide us or Mary Magdalene!! What, we can do both?!?!?! Hallelujah! Do you Really Think that they’d ever Disagree with one another and couldn’t combine their Wisdom into something far Better? Oh, that was your Catholic father and Anglican Mother you were confusing with Ganesh and Mary. Ok, that’s understandable. But now you’ve Let that Go, right? I mean, they’ll speak in different languages, but what Fun it will be to have Mary Magdalene whispering Advice into one Ear and Ganesh into the other! You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Overflowing with Grace, Aren’t You. Good Old Upper Limits! (Hendricks, The Big Leap)
  • I’m sitting here with a nasty Squall blowing cold rain or hail against the skylight, Grateful to be Warm and Dry, when the notion of Homelessness shakes me to the core for a moment. Then I Realize, Been There Done That, Don’t Have to Do It Again! followed by But What About All Those Poor Souls Out There Right Now! So I say a Prayer for them. Then I come back to Don’t Have to Do It Again! and that’s Exciting. Another Prayer for the Others, this time with (Better) “Feeling”!
  • The base of the green wedge to Chiron is the Sextile between the South Node and Orcus-Thereus, Thereus the Teacher who don’t take much flak, and Orcus the Ferocious Pattern-Breaker. I don’t mind them Helping work on my South Node at all!
  • The Pattern-Breaking Unxes are…
    • Chiron Unx Uranus-North Node, Breaking Patterns that would Impede Merger of my Soul with my Mission.
    • Chiron Unx Juno-Nessus, Expanding my Consciousness around Equality, Letting Go of any Karmic, Programmed, or Ancestral Support for the Patriarchy.
  • Chiron sits in 13 Aries, Liberation from our Mental Cage. Where do I sign?
• 4. Finally, with Vacancies in Air and Fire, the only Grand Trines (Unconditional Blessings) are in Water and Earth. Since the only T-Squares are in Air and Fire, so none of the three is Enhanced by a Grand Trine to its Focus. However, the Water and Earth Grand Trines connect the ends of all three of the basal Oppositions, helping make the three Complementary to one another. In addition, the two Magnetic/Feminine Grand Trines create a Grand Sextile (Fabulous Grace, though it requires the Initiative of the “User”). So while the Challenges are all to the Dynamic/Masculine Signs (which obviously need the Work the most), the Goddess lends her Max Grace to the pudding!

I neglected to draw in the blue lines representing the Grand Trine in Water, and I mislabeled Cancer, home to Ganesa, as Leo. Please make those corrections for me on your copy of the chart.

Mutation of Our Values

Well, I had to continually postpone finishing the previous post, not because of Brain Fog, but because It Refused to Think. Just wasn’t goin’ there. Maybe because my Effort to Notice when I’m Analyzing and instead Ask “What If I Already Knew?” is taking hold. That’s been a boon already. At any rate, now that the Eclipse has Eclipsed, several troublesome Hassles have quite Suddenly and Effortlessly Resolved themselves. Like my website (jbuss.com) that disappeared unexpectedly in mid-August. For weeks now I’ve been getting nothing but empty promises out of the people who let that happen, whom I’ve been paying handsomely for twenty years to keep it Live, till suddenly this morning Poof! I have all my data – and rock pictures, like this colorful Van Gogh-like Copper melange¹ – back, in a flash, almost Effortlessly.

¹ The bright green is Tyrolite, a Calcium Copper Arsenate Carbonate Hydroxide, the blue is Azurite, Copper Carbonate Hydroxide, the reds and dark browns look like Cuprite, Copper Oxide, to me. Not sure who the olive crystals in the lower right are. “Give your Worries to Azurite; Azurite eats Negative Thoughts for lunch. Most of the time most of us don’t even realize we’re thinking Negative Thoughts. Declare with me the Intention to become Aware of the way our habitual thoughts ‘lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from,’ as Jewel puts it, so we can consciously surrender Darkness to Azurite for Transformation into Beauty and Light and Clarity.” — http://www.jbuss1.com/rockindex.htm#azurite (when I get it back online).

The Eclipse (Illumination) is behind us,² but New Moons like this one usually Impact the several weeks following them. Three SuperPowers lurk behind the Challenges of the Eclipse…

• Rebirth of our Values after Their Recent Mutation – Triply Self-Resolving,³
• Expansion of Spirit – Self-Resolving,⁴ and
• Merging Our Power with the Power of Nature – Self-Resolving.⁵

A Self-Resolving SuperPower Asks that we Let the Process Finish without Intervening much when it’s Challenging, as the various parts of the Challenge will Complement one another if they’re Allowed to.

² New Moon and Partial Solar Eclipse 3:49 am PDT 25 October 2022 (11:49 am BST, 8:49 pm AEST), in Scorpio 3 (Addiction to Karma Till the New Energy Makes us Realize it’s Empty), Conjunct Venus-Haumea-Ka’epaoka’awela (Rebirth of Our Values after Transmutation) in 3-6 Scorpio (Sagittarius Duad, Letting Go of Intense Judgments).

³ The Challenges are about the Ego Deaths that will Allow our Separation from friends and family as we Reveal Who We’ve Become, even as our Revelation will Give Others Permission to Reveal their own Transmutations. The Eclipse-Venus-Haumea-Ka’epaoka’awela (note ² above) is the Focus of a T-Square (Challenge and SuperPower) from Cyllarus Out of Bounds (Big Ego Deaths) in 5 Leo (An Old Soul Who Discovers that the Old Rules No Longer Apply) Opposite (Debating With) Lachesis-Chariklo (Willingness to Choose to Let Go of Karma Limiting Our Self-Confidence) in 5 Aquarius (Surrender to Merging the Chthonic with the Cosmic). That is, Choosing to Reject Self-Doubt as Self-Abusive while Standing Firm on Our Values.

The Self-Resolution arises from the Finger of the Goddess or Mystery School founded in the Cooperation (Sextile) between the two other SuperPowers (see notes ⁴ and ⁵ below). To take Advantage of this Gift, we’ll need to Reject mentalizing the Relationships between Our Values and Cultural Change, and between Our Values and Our Intrusive Memories; if we Think we Understand either, we’re on the Wrong Track, as the whole point of the “Finger” is that there are things outside of 2D mentalization that we need to Grok. Confusion is always Good, as it’s the First Stage of Growth in Consciousness. Stubbornly Resist anyone’s Demands that you Explain Yourself; it’s a Trap to get you to Self-Betray by Limiting Yourself to 2D.

The Enhancement or Secondary and Triple Self-Resolution reside in the Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Blessings) that connects the Eclipse et al with the Intrusive Memories of note ⁵ and the Embrace of Our Unlimited Potential that we’ll introduce in note ⁴. Note that both the “Finger” and the Grand Trine connect the Eclipse et al Complex with the other two Complexes, assuring multiple avenues of Mutual Cooperation between them. In other words, the New Tapestry is being woven with Threads in Dimensions that aren’t Visible without Intuition into Dimensions greater than 3D (see note ⁴).

⁴ The Challenges will be about Accepting how Radical the Changes to our Cultures must be in order to have an Impact on Climate Change et al. The second T-Square Focuses on Jupiter (Expansion) in 1 Aries (Single-Minded, Hard-Working, Opinioned Spirituality). The Controversy (Opposition) that the Expanded Spiritual Focus (Jupiter) must Resolve is between two rather incredible Stellia (groups of three or more planets)…

Aletheia Stationary⁶-Chaos OOB-Asbolus OOB (Deep Intuition Allowing the Heart’s Whole-Hearted Defense of Our Unlimited Potential ) in 30 Gemini-6 Cancer (Cancer-Leo Duad of Cancer, Compassion Supported by Our Self-Esteem). This is Our Vision of the Threads of the Tapestry that are Invisible to 3D eyes.

…and…

Ixion-Klotho-Magdalena-Atropos-Pholus-Quaoar (New Karma with the Blessing of Mary Magdalene which Embraces the Realization that Climate Change et al Will Require Transcending Cultural Rules and Conventions) in 2-6 Capricorn (Aquarius Duad, Consideration of the Social Dimension of the Practical Solution).

The Finger of the Goddess that contributes Self-Resolution, and introduces a Mystery School, arises from the Sextile between the Eclipse et al (note ²) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Repeating Interminable Tasks) in 5 Virgo (The Edge between Fear and Ego Death). In other words, Expanded Spirit’s Job is to Recognize that the Treadmill seems Endless, and Cut Through this Illusion.

In addition to the Grand Trine in note ³ above, which connects the Chaos Stellium above to the Eclipse, Jupiter is also Trine to Cyllarus, which is one foot of the Eclipse T-Square, providing more Dumb-Luck Blessings to assure inter-cooperation and coordination between the three SuperPowers.

⁵ The Challenges will involve Overpowering, Lovingly, the Unending Litany of Intrusive Memories that our Karma will hide behind, aka the Opposition (Bickering) between Gonggong (Intrusive Memories) in 5 Pisces (Deep Deep Mystical Awareness Sheltered from Ego by Lack of a Need for Certainty) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Repeating Interminable Tasks) in 5 Virgo (The Edge between Fear and Ego Death). The third T-Square, rooted in this Opposition, Focuses on the Merger (Conjunction) of Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) and Pan Out of Bounds (the Overlighting Deva of Nature, in His Eminence) in 6 Gemini (Single-Minded Obsession to Making It to the Bright Light that Must Be at the End of the Tunnel ). (Shitodear, does Lonsdale’s description ever fit my 6-Gemini natal planet! I’ve been taking that Obsession totally for granted all my Life. I’ve always been Conscious of it, but I had no idea that it wasn’t just the nature of Life on Earth!)

The Finger of the Goddess that Self-Resolves this third T-Square is based on the Sextile between the Eclipse Stellium (note ² above) and the Ixion et al Stellium (see note ⁴ above). Pan-Sedna also sports a Naked Trine to the Lachesis-Chariklo corner of the Eclipse T-Square, yet another assurance that the three T-Squares are Working Together for our Benefit.

⁶ The Aletheia Station occurred 9:43 am PDT 25 October (5:43 pm BST 25th, 2:43 am AEST 26th), in 5 Cancer (Obsessed with Exploring Every Tiny Shard of Karma). The chart structure was Identical to that of the 23 October Juno Station, but with the planets scrambled a bit. The Pan Out of Bounds Solo SuperPower (Meeting the Sacred Deva of Nature) is almost the same, but now in 4 Gemini (Compulsively Drawn Toward the Ephemeral ). The Zhulong-Ka’epaoka’awela Superpower (Transmutation into Enlightenment in the Juno Station) has become Awareness that Our Essence as Light Workers Is Transmutation into Enlightenment, as Mercury and the Sun have joined it.

Maybe if we plant only Potatoes, Onions, Garlic, Horseradish, and Nettles, we’ll get to Eat some of the Results. I usually co-plant with Buckwheat and Austrian Winter Peas because they fertilize everyone as they grow, the Buckwheat modifying insoluble Phosphorus for others to use, and the Peas fixing Nitrogen from the air. But the Deer strip those to the bare stems, and co-planting would leave the others vulnerable to Giardia-slobber. At least the Deer are back to leaving us piles of little black bunny-pellets again, instead of the tennis-ball-size globs of green Giardia poo that they were leaving last year. Unless, Goddess Forbid, the prevalence of Giardia is seasonal! Time to Conference with Pan. I wonder if He uses Zoom.

Not So Phew! 2

This 2:55 pm PDT 8 October Station of Pluto¹ (Exaggerated Compulsions) appears to be worth documenting. Considering the Degree of the Station – 27 Capricorn, the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to – the most interesting component of the chart is a triple Merging (Stellium) of the symbols for Karma that’s Expiring, New Patterns that Are Forming, and the Feminine side of the Christ Energy.²

The Feminine side of the Christ Energy is often personified by Mary Magdalene. The other two members of the triple Merging are the Ending of Karma and the Beginning of Karma. Remember that Karma is simply Inertia – Habits that Simplify our Lives and Stretch our Attention Span when they work (like Trusting our Habitualized Body to do most of the work driving the car) and that can greatly Complicate our Lives when they don’t (like Trusting Tesla’s Rube Goldberg “self-driving” mechanisms to drive the car).

The Beginning of Karma is pretty Innocent. We Choose to Practice something that seems Useful at the time (like driving a car with an internal combustion engine), usually without thinking about what sort of Karma it will become several Lifetimes hence, when Circumstances may be drastically different. Ending Karma is always problematic, because Habits aren’t easy to Break, even when we no longer need them. We no longer leave water and hay for our car when we park it overnight. We may have been Delighted to drop that Habit, especially if we didn’t Relate to our Horse as a Conscious Entity. If we and our Horse Loved one another, trading Her in for a car was probably a serious Challenge.

Darshanamaya has graciously offered us a few Secrets about Easing Ending Karma…

“Author James Clear [in his book Atomic Habits] writes:

‘The 4 Laws of Behavioral Change:
Make it Obvious
Make it Attractive
Make it Easy
Make it Satisfying’ ”

I would add a fifth “Law” – Use a PIAVA. Karma Resides in the Unconscious, and the usual Plan-Test-Revise-Execute Dynamic Change process doesn’t work in the Unconscious because Logic is just a circular game there. We Trust Logic because we’ve been brainwashed to not ask what the underlying Assumptions are. They’re always Either/Or, Political, while Reality and Spirit are always Both/And. Either/Or is about excluding the Other Tribe. Mary Magdalene is right here to Assist us!

And Bob (in Coloniser Queensland) has suggested that we can view this Atropos-Klotho combination as Letting Go of “an old Identity” and Swapping in a New Identity, rather than Old and New Karma, which is an excellent idea. And he Identifies a fabulous pair of candidates for the Swap, for me as well as for he… “my own self sabotage is my habit of attempting to analyse everything to the nth degree instead of relying on the intuitive messaging I am constantly receiving.” I don’t Believe there’s a faster path to 5D, because 5D only works when we – and everyone else in our 5D Community – does exactly that. Bob sends a Smiling 4-Eyed Sun for Emphasis…

• So, how might we Make that Change Obvious? I guess if I use my own “formula,” I’d first figure out a way to Notice that I’m analyzing! I’ll try putting up “What If I Already Knew?” signs in Obvious (Obtrusive, so they’re hard to ignore) places around my workstation and office.
• Making it Attractive means making it Positive Energy – so no scolding myself for analyzing, instead, Congratulating myself for Noticing. So I’ll add a big “Congratulations! You’re The Best!” to the bottom of the signs.
• I don’t know how to make it any Easier, but I’m Open to Suggestions.
• It’ll be Satisfying to the Extent that my Intuition is Accurate, which means that it’s either Correct, or Leads me to a Whole New Way of Thinking about what I was about to Anal-yse.
• I’d enlist Earth and Fire by Attuning my Old Habit to my Energy Body, by Tapping on “Even though I tend to Analyze too much, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept Myself…”
• Then I’d petition Air and Water by PIAVAing something on the order of a Theta such as “God Goddess, Creator of All Things – including Mary Magdalene – I Command that I Rapidly and Completely but Lovingly and Gently Learn to Trust My Intuition at Least as Much as My Analyses. It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done. Thank You, God Goddess and Mary Magdalene. Show Me!

I can’t help but “keep score,” whether for Analysis or for Intuition. For instance, I analyzed a potentially important decision last night, while Tentatively Thinking that What Triggered the Desire to Analyze May Have Been an Intuition. I Decided Analytically not to follow the potential Intuition. It was time-critical, and after the deadline passed I Regretted not Trusting the original thought as an Intuition. So I PIAVAed that I could Make Amends Successfully in the morning, which I did. It was a numerical Decision, so I can come up with a quantifiable comparison, which I just calculated – My Intuitive Choice Was a 30% Improvement Over What My Analytical Choice Would Have Been. Case Closed.

It is, however, Easy to Confuse Karmic Bias with Intuition. For instance, I’ve mentioned my Karmic Fear of car-tastrophes many times. If anyone’s interested in Learning a method for Distinguishing Karmic Bias from Intuition using Tapping and Theta Iteratively, Let me Know and I’ll repeat it.

While typing all that, I stumbled into another Habit/Identity that I’ve been working hard to Change – my Habit of Blaming “Inanimate” objects for my own Errors, which usually occur when I’m trying to get several things done at once. Changing a bunch of paragraphs into a List in WordPress requires a very specific sequence of steps, which I failed to execute several times in making the List above. I quickly Realized that I’d Insulted WordPress in a comment earlier, calling it “Wordsqueeze” instead. That Realization (not Apology, yet) helped a little, but I still screwed it up a few more times. So I Slowed Down and stopped thinking about the Next Steps, Focusing only on the List. It then went well.

Okay, so I’ve corrected my Insult to WordPress, and Aplogized. Feels Peaceful. Now, I step out of Collaboration with the “Inanimate” World when I try to get a lot done in a little time. I think I mentioned that I’ve added Gay Hendricks’s book The Big Leap to our Bibliography. The Big Leap is from our Zone of Competence to our Zone of Genius, and Gay offers a Treasure Chest of methods for doing this. One is Avoiding Upper Limits, where we Sabotage ourself when we Achieve More Success than we’re Comfortable with. The one I’m working with here though, is Einstein Time, where we Realize that in Newtonian Time, time is doled out TO us and we’re Slaves to the Clock and Calendar. In Einstein Time, We Create as much time as we Want.

I haven’t figured out the Connection between Time and Gay’s Key Question that can take us back into Einstein Time when we slip back into Time Slavery – it’s Where in My Life Am I Not Taking Full Ownership? Decades ago, when I studied Time Management, I Learned that the Fulcrum was to always Ask Ourself, Am I doing The Most Important Thing First? Considering my recent Dream, of a School Bus slowly drifting sideways into a cliffside covered with Ivy where it became Hopelessly Entangled (I couldn’t get to the door to help anyone get out), and even though Doing What We Most Love is a Big Key to Einstein Time, and I Love Doing this sort of astrological Analysis, and even though a School Bus isn’t literally an astrobuss, it’s hard to deny the Suggestion, so I Intuit that it’s telling me that I need to go fix myself some Good Food, and get good Sleep tonight.

I’ve added several books to the Bibliography lately about Suggestions and Methods for Collaborating with the allegedly “Inanimate” World, and it Deserves a separate post.

Lots more to say about the Pluto Station and the impending Full Moon! The Pluto Station chart features three T-Squares (Challenges/ SuperPowers), one to Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena that’s Enhanced (part of a Grand Trine as well as a T-Square) but not Self-Resolving (not also the Focus of a Finger of the Goddess), a second one to Pluto Stationary that’s also Enhanced but not Self-Resolving, and the third one to Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) that is triply Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star, a Grand Trine, and the Grand Trine is shared with the Pluto T-Square, so the two Cooperate).³ But we’ll have to continue later.

¹ 10:55 pm BST 8 October, 5:55 am AEST 9 October, in 27 Capricorn (the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to).

² Asteroids Atropos (Previously Scheduled Expiry of Karma) in 26 Sagittarius, home of Fixed Star Aculeus (Abuse that Strengthens Us; Prenatal Decision to End All Karma in the Lifetime) Conjunct (Merged With) Klotho (Creation of New Karma) in 28 Sagittarius (Victory of the Light Despite Great Distraction), adjacent to Fixed Star Acumen (Destructive Gossip; Resisting Total Surrender) and Conjunct (Merged With) Magdalena (Mary Magdalene, the Feminine side of the Christ Energy) in 30 Sagittarius (Reweaving the Tapestry).

The Christ Energy is very poorly represented by the Louder side of “Christianity” these days. Most prominently, the Christ Energy is about Tolerance, while the Louder side of “Christianity” Projects “Sin” on everyone else and acts Satanic about their Desire to Punish it. A throwback to the Arian Age, an Age of Tribal Warfare and Violent Heroes, they are an adolescent version of the Patriarchy, and like the Doomed Patriarchy, their Clamor is their Death Throes. Their Self-Inflicted Suffering needs to be Expressed and Heard, and they need our Empathy but definitely not our Obeissance. Jesus of Nazareth personified the Christ Energy, but so have many other Wisdom-Speakers. The Christ Energy (basically, Peace, Love, Tolerance, Generosity, Collaboration) is quite close to what we think of as 5D, and is Spiritual, not Religious. Religions are Political, Either/Or, Good/Bad, Right/Wrong. Spirit is Inclusive, always Both/And.

³ Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena (see previous note) T-Square across the Opposition between Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity) in 24 Pisces (Union with the Spirit of Gaia, Attuned to Deep Rhythms in 5D ) and Mercury (Awareness, Communication) in 22 Virgo (Tasked to Channel, Challenged to Distinguish Future from Present ). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena to Eris (see next paragraph) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (see Sedna paragraph below).

Pluto (Compulsion) in 27 Capricorn (The Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if we Choose to) T-Squaring Eris (Revelation of What’s Been Denied ) in 25 Aries (A Powerful Shadow, Compelled to Rise into the Light) Opposite Narcissus (Self-Absorption) in 25 Libra, home to both of the Fixed Stars Spica and Arcturus (Great Gift of Leadership, Discovering Self in Spite of our Best Lifelong Effort to Conform to our Culture) Conjunct Haumea (Rebirth) in 30 Libra (Compelled to Live What Others Deny, Owning Out Own Shadow). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Pluto to Sedna (see next paragraph) and Mercury (see previous paragraph).

Dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) T-Square to Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Perpetually Interminable Labors) in 28 Leo (Tied to the Harsh Discipline of Overcoming Ego to Find Joy) Opposite the Stellium of (1) minor planet Damocles (Fear of Accountability) in 27 Aquarius (Having a Defined Path but Losing It Over and Over Again, in Order to Learn How to Guide Others Out of the Same Diversions) and asteroids (2) Vesta Stationary (Emphatic Growth in Consciousness) in 24 Aquarius, home to both of the Fixed Stars Sadalsuud and Deneb Algedi (Mandatory Mastery of Thinking, until the Basic Assumptions Prove to Be Wrong, then we must Surrender to Intuitive Survival ), plus (3) Heracles (Hit-Man for the Patriarchy) and (4) Phaedra (Shame), both in 29 Aquarius (Turned Inward, Focused with as much Curiosity as Intention on the New Self One Is Becoming).

Phew!

Feels too good to be true (which may mean it ain’t), but astrologically anyway, “the coast is clear” for once! 

The Moon is In-Bounds (Panic not so much) till 10:49 am 13 October 2022 (6:49 pm BST 13 Oct, 3:49 am AEST 14 Oct).

The next Stationary planet (Strong Ambient Energy) isn’t till 14 October, though astroevents tend to fill any empty Time-Space, so we could Encounter that sooner.  It’s about Self-Confidence Issues, including Self-Doubt,¹ so we want to Intend (any other PIAVA will do fine as well) to be Confident in our Ability to Notice our Self-Doubt if does arise, and be Loving with it.  If we said to ourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re feeling Self-Doubt, aren’t you” (followed by Changing the Subject of course) it would be delicious, as it would not only take Our Identity out of Doubt, it would leave us Identifying with Compassion.  Practice that a couple times, and you may never Doubt yourself again!  If that sounds Dangerous, make sure to be Loving with your Doubt about it!

And my own Self-Doubt is Up already!! Thank the Goddess I know it’s coming, or I’d be Believing it!

We do have a couple of Sign Changes, which aren’t usually Disruptive, though they can Shift the General Ambient Energy a bit.

On 8 October, the Energy of Mary Magdalene ² moves from Sagittarius (Let It Go! ) to Capricorn (Just Fix It! ). From The Seven Sacred Flames (pp166-7), compiled by Aurelia Louise Jones…

“It is extremely important for this Truth to be revealed now, that Mary Magdalene was a high initiate and priestess of the Sacred Fire during her lifetime with Jesus… She was unfairly discriminated against by the early ‘fathers of the [self-proclaimed “Christian”] Church’ in their attempt to… maintain control over what they feared the most, the energies of the ‘Divine Mother,’ that Mary Magdalene represented at the time, along with Mother Mary, the mother of Jesus. Both were very high initiates of the Temple of Isis and had the required attainment to hold that energy while Jesus was performing his Sacred Mission. It is time for hu[per]ity to open their hearts to the loving energies of Mary Magdalene, seeing her for who she really is and forgetting the lies maliciously invented against her.”

…(which we’ve added to the Bibliography). Her Energy has been hanging out in Sagittarius helping us Let Go Of all this Karma off and on since December 2021, She’ll be in Capricorn till January. She dipped her toe into Capricorn earlier this year from April till June. She should now be Open to Petitions to help with Rebuilding projects, particularly those aimed at Collaborative Teamwork.

Then we do have a Full Moon 1:58 pm PDT 9 October, in 17 Aries,³ but it’s a Grand Unx, meaning that there’s somebody near 17 Degrees of every Sign, each planet one Sign from the planet in the next and the previous Signs.⁴ That makes the next few weeks an Ideal time for Letting Go of Self-Sabotaging Habits, especially…

• Where The Most Important Thing is to Heal your Codependence in Relationships where your primary Strategy for Improvement has been Hope.⁵ As they say, Hope is Necessary, but it’s not the most Effective Strategy for Resolving a Problem. If we’re in this position, it may be because we haven’t Realized that the only person we can Change is Us. Our odds of succeeding at Waiting and Hoping for someone else to Change are close to nil. We’ll probably have to Make Our Own Needs Clearly Known, or Recognize that Our Needs Are Being Ignored, or both. And we’ll probably have to make a Fearless and Searching Inventory of what we are Gaining from the Relationship, so we can Weigh it against the Loss of Self that Results from Not Being Able to Live Our Truth.
• This is by no means Easy, and it we aren’t Fully Aware of our own Needs it will be a very Clumsy process. This is not the kind of Change anyone makes without a great deal of Practice, but the whole process is in many ways a prerequisite for Enlightenment or Ascension. In order to be True to Our Soul Self, we will have to Give Up most of the Compromises we’ve made so we could Survive in a Patriarchic World. Will our Self-Reliant 5D Community Magically Appear just as we’re Ready to replace our old 3D one? We may need our Intermittent Fasting practice more than we Imagined.

This is only one of our dozen Unx Opportunities. For instance, The Most Important One Is Our Need to Take Full Ownership of Our Historical Abuse.⁶ We can talk more about these dozen in another port.

For now, it’s also Important to point out that in a Grand Unx there are no T-Squares, only Grand Crosses. A T-Square (Major Challenge and SuperPower) is two planets on almost Exactly Opposite sides of the Zodiac, with a third planet halfway between them. A Grand Cross (a Series of Hassles that Complement One Another if We’re Patient with Them) is four planets more or less equally spaced around the Zodiac.

For instance, where the Most Important Thing Is to Heal Our Codependence with Hope (see note ⁵), the Grand Cross includes a Discussion between this Healing Codependence and the Empirical Truth about the Boundaries our Sovereignty prefers to Set.⁷ This Discussion is Confusingly Mixed with a second Debate between Our Emotional Discouragement and an Ego Death around our Trust in our Values.⁸

More Doors to Open here, in future posts.

¹ Station of dwarf planet Chariklo (Self-Confidence and Self-Doubt ) 1:42 am PDT 14 October 2022, in 5 Aquarius (Surrender to Merging the Chthonic with the Cosmic – which is exactly what Aluna Joy predicted for the fifth phase of the Core Ascension Portal that ended yesterday!). That’s 9:42 am BST and 6:42 pm AEST.

² Asteroid Magdalena enters the first Degree of Capricorn (Tradition of one’s own) 4:03 pm PDT 8 October, which is 12:03 am BST and 9:03 am AEST, both 9 October.

³ 17 Aries is Living Outside of Culture but Open to Spirit. 1:58 pm PDT 9 October is 9:58 pm BST 9 October and 6:58 am AEST 10 October.

⁴ Which defines the Unx, or 30° Angle, which is the 12th Harmonic (360°/12=30°), which corresponds to the 12th Major Arcana in Tarot, the Hanged Man, or Pattern-Breaker. He doesn’t Hang by his Neck or Fingernails, but by his Heels, in order to Get a New Perspective on Things, the Better to Change them.

⁵ Asteroid Panacea Out of Bounds (Profound Healing) in 15 Capricorn (Searching for a Way to Avoid Claiming Profound Power, and finding none, needing the timing, willingness, and discernment to Claim Openly the Power that is Dangerous but undeniably yours) Merged with (Conjunct) dwarf planet Hylonome (Codependence) in 20 Capricorn (Staying Committed to Clearing the Present when the Future is so Compelling), Unx to both Pandora Out of Bounds (Exaggerated Hope) in 15 Sagittarius (Adept with Apocalypse Once We Accept It ) and Saturn (The Most Important Thing) in 19 Aquarius (Half Observer but Half Participant in the Apocalypse, thus able to See Alternatives).

⁶ Saturn (The Most Important Thing) in 17 Aquarius (Maintaining Tradition) Unx to both Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) in 15 Pisces (“Stunningly endowed with whatever it takes to reveal Spirit in action” ) and Panacea-Hylonome in Capricorn (see prior note). We need to Leap at every Opportunity to Own our Abuse and Privilege while Nessus is in 15 Pisces. It’s been there since 14 September and will stay there till 24 October. It was there earlier from 25 February till 23 March 2022. Considering those dates, it’s obvious that Our Victimhood about Putin’s Invasion of Ukraine (and about other elements of Climate Change et al ) is the place to start. This deserves its own post. It will be there again between 31 December 2022 and 6 February 2023.

⁷ Panacea-Hylonome (see note ⁵) Opposes the Stellium (Group of 3 or more planets) of asteroids Veritas (Truth of the Mind) in 18 Cancer (Obsessed with Polarity Karma and Our Shadow till We Finally Break Through to See the Dualism as a Game) and Pallas (Boundaries) in 15 Cancer, home of the Major Star Sirius (Brilliance at Natural Community), and Black Moon Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) in 20 Cancer (Coming into Enlightenment ).

⁸ Moon (Instincts) in 17 Aries (Living Outside of Culture but Open to Spirit) Merged with (Conjunct) Chiron (Despair and Miracles) in 15 Aries, home of the Major Star Alpheratz in Andromeda (Freedom of Action and the Need to Be Present with Oneself ) Opposite the Stellium of the Sun (Our Essence) in 17 Libra (Sensitivity Covered by Self-Defeating Self-Obsession), the asteroids Requiem (Ego Death) in 19 Libra (Repeated Impulsive Actions that Unexpectedly Break Through Ossified Karma) and Eurydike (Trust ) in 18 Libra (Compulsive Control Till Realizing that it’s a Dead End and Finding a Way to Sit Still with Anxiety), and Venus (Our Values) in 14 Libra (Giving Up Identification with the Surficial and Moving Inside).

Embracing Fear II

It’s Logical that the Grand Dukes of the Patriarchy are Attacking Women at this point in Herstory, because the Growth of Female Power is the greatest Threat to the Patriarchy. From the Male Perspective, Female Power (PIAVA) is Invisible. Science is able to Describe what happens to Matter when Magnetism does its Magic, but it’s Clueless about How and Why Magnetism does what it does. So to the Machiavellian Patriarch, their best Strategy is to Pretend that invisible Female Power doesn’t Exist, and get Women riled up, so their primary Focus is on the 3D World (the Faceplant Strategy). The Patriarchy Understands Power in the 3D World.

There are many reasons for Not Owning our Power. One of the most Prominent is Feeling Powerless in 3D. The US Subprime Political Court just subjugated Women’s Rights to the approximate level of the 17th Century.¹ Since in the Civil World they’re the Ultimate Law of the (US) Land, if we regard that Heavy Thumb to have Power over us, we’re Powerless, unless we want to Admit that we’ve just been Raped in the Butt, and everyone mails the resulting full-term Turd to the Subprime Court. Their address is 1-1st St NE, Washington, DC 20543.

You’ll just get it back if you send it COD, so you’ll have to use stamps And gloves – who knows what sort of 13th-Century law they might drag out of the Anglican Archives to make Turd-mailing a capital crime. It probably already violates some postal code or other, so I’m not recommending it, just using it as a What-If Illustration to suggest that we aren’t Totally Powerless. Yes-Men-like Street Theater Feels Fun and feels like we’re making an educational difference, but really, the Muggles have amply demonstrated that they aren’t smart enough to understand the satire, and if they do, they’re too deeply invested in their crimes to Own Up to it.

But, Face Facts. We’re all Souls disguised as Powerless 3D Huper Livestock waiting here till Whomever Left Us Here Returns to Harvest the Biomass, so if we bother to step out of 3D for a minute – it’s good Practice for the Real Thing anyway – it should be instantly Obvious that we have just as much Power as the next Pretender, er, Contender. We’ve just been Programmed to Believe that it’s naughty to Own that Power, because the Patriarchy has Claimed it all. Santa will block us from the Gates of Heaven. I mean, what if a million people PIAVAed that the Subprimes all upchucked their breakfast on “the Bench,” in unison, on Live TV. 13th-Century here we come! We were Invited, weren’t we.

Seriously, I wanted to have a brief look at the Pallas-Sedna (Boundaries around Converting Fear to Power) Cycle that just ended, for comparison to the one that’s just beginning, which we described in the Embracing Fear post. This is Important because the Energy of a New Cycle is Prominent around its Initiation, but then it goes Underground for a while, as those who are Invested in the Old Cycle continue to get away with Milking the Old Energy until the New Cycle has completed about ¼ of its Loop.² That’ll be 10 July 2023. So I expect that our Fear/Power Boundaries will look more like the Old Cycle for the next year or so.

In the Real Life Multidimensional Tapestry, everything is Woven Together, so attributing such-and-such Activity to this astroevent and so-and-so Action to that astroevent is kind of like taking pinking shears to the whole fabric. We should be able to pretty easily see the parallel between the Subprimes’ Swollen-Headed Big Not-Funny Time-Travel Joke, and Der Führer Herr 🦨Pootin’s Swollen-Headed Big Not-Funny Time-Travel Joke. Hopefully you’re seeing Both as Invitations to Let Go of All that 13th-Century and 17th-Century and 20th-Century Karma, so you can, at least for a few minutes, Identify with the God/Goddess-Power of your 5D Soul instead of Identifying with the Powerlessness of your 3D Stuck-In-Time Karmic Ego.

That was then, this is now. If you see only 13th, 17th, 20th-Century, you’re looking at your Karma in the Kaleidoscope, not Current-Moment Reality. Hold your Karmic Kaleidoscope steady in the same place that it was, and move your head a foot to the side. What do you see now? Your back yard? What Century is it in? Seeing the World through the News Minia is entertaining, but it’s like seeing our Emotions through the Stories we’ve wrapped around them. Go into your back yard and Experience the Sensations in your Body. Where in your Body do you Feel your Gratitude that your back yard isn’t in Eastern Ukraine, your Gratitude that you aren’t Pregnant in Missouri this year? What Sensations do you Experience when you Experience that Gratitude Deeply? Now you’re looking at Reality.

Yes, we have Compassion and Values and may be Committed to working to Improve the Lives of Others who aren’t as Fortunate as we are. That’s Wonderful. We have to Decide whether our Mission is to Connect Others to their Soul Power and their Sensations of Gratitude, or to make them more Comfortable in their Karmic Ego Bodies, in their Christian Licorice wardrobe for their Dramatic Performance. Both are Honorable, we need only Decide which to Choose. Can we do Both? Sure, give it a try. Make up your own Process. There are no Mistakes or Losses. To our Souls it’s all just Celluloid. Your Invention could be the one to Save the Planet. The Mind lives in Either/Or, the Soul in Both/And.

And, can we see how Herr 🦨Pootin’s Big Not-Funny Time-Travel Joke is just another version of Fear/Power Boundaries? Could our Sense of Powerlessness mean that our Ego is Projecting our Real Power onto Others that are playing Power Games in their 3D Drama? Maybe our Projections are a critical but Unconscious part of our Boundaries. A Projection is when someone else Acts Out our own Unconscious Forbidden Desires. We Despise them in proportion to the Strength of our Programmed and Karmic Resistance to our Forbidden Desires. Following this Thread is a Reliable Path to Reclaiming our Forbidden Desires.

We might Summarize the New Boundaries-with-Fear-and-Power Cycle as

Healing our Guilt about not Owning our True Power as Spiritual Entities who Carry the Full Power of Source.³

In The Findhorn Garden: Pioneering a New Vision of Man and Nature in Cooperation, the Artemesia Diva tells the Hupers, You’re Shocked by our Power. To you Power is Dangerous. To us Power Allows us to Serve the Goddess More Fully. Healing our Guilt allows us to Open Up to our True Power.

As we averred, in the first ¼ of a New Cycle, which in this case is about a year, the 3D Energy Mirrors the Old Cycle, as folks Attempt to Milk their Investment in the Old Cycle by amping up the PR and hoping to make everyone Forget the New Cycle Energy. We can Summarize the Old Boundaries-with-Fear-and-Power Cycle as

Healing our Unconscious Limitations by Resolving our Ambivalence about our Power.⁴

In the Old 3D World, we Survived through Codependent Relationships with Movers and Shakers above us in the Patriarchy Hierarchy, and Yangtegrity – Doing What We Said We Would When We Said We’d Do It. In the New 5D World, we’ll Survive through Total Moment-to-Moment Trust in our Intuition and Guidance, or Yintegrity.⁵ As you can Imagine, the Transition will be, as Bugs would say, Very In-ter-est-ing.

It will be useful to Remember Poor-Sweethearting. Whenever we want to Change our State of Mind and Emotional State, we can say to ourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Bummed, aren’t you.” It’s not a question, but it’s not an exclamation either, it’s just a run-of-the-mill sentence. Substitute anything for the Bummed, and use it as a PIAVA if you like. Grammar is Important – Compare how it Feels in your Body to say “I Am Angry,” with your Sensations when you say “I Feel Anger,” for instance – you’re talking about your Identity in the first case, and your Emotions in the second. But Poor Sweethearting Changes your Identity.

First of all, you’re Stepping Outside yourself, talking to yourself as “You.” That gives you Separation from your Bummer already. Then your Alter Ego, which is now You, is being Compassionate with your Suddenly-Former Self. So you’ve Shifted your Identity from Bummed to Compassion. In the sense that You can’t Solve a Problem using the Same Thinking that Postulated the Problem, you’re now in a position to Manifest what would a few minutes ago have been Miraculous or Impossible.

You do have to be Alert to Avoid slipping back into your “old” You’s Same Thinking, and if you do, Change the Subject after you Poor-Sweetheart yourself. This works best if you Change the Subject anyway. Do something that absorbs your Attention pretty fully, like watching something engaging on YouTube, or watching It’s Cool to Be Weird again. In many cases you’ll just go ahead and do what would have been Impossible, and not even Notice that it wouldn’t have been Possible in your Previous Bummed condition.

• ¹ https://crooksandliars.com/2022/05/alitos-leaked-draft-quotes-literal-witch.
• ² Till the Waxing Square, that is, the equivalent of the First-Quarter Moon. It’s seldom exactly equal to ¼ of the Cycle in Time, because the orbits are often more Oval than Circular.
• ³ The Initiation of the New Pallas-Sedna Cycle (Fear-Power Boundaries) features a Doubly Self-Resolving T-Square Focused on Nemesis (Guilt ), from the base of <<OOB Sisyphus-Sappho-OOB Chaos-OOB Asbolus-Mercury>> (Persistently Loving our As-Yet-Unrealized Ultimate Potential, as Seen through both Intuition and Analysis) Opposite <<Magdalena-OOB Ixion>> (Rebirthing the True Power of our Uninhibited Actions).
• We need a post on the Magdalena Discovery Chart. I’m abbreviating Her Energy as Rebirthing because Her T-Square focuses on <<Haumea-Moira-OOB Zhulong>> (Enlightened Rebirth into Free Choice) from the base of OOB Eris (Revelation of what’s been Denied ) Opposite Saturn (The Most Important Thing). Note that Planetary Energies are Multidimensional, so they encompass both ends of the Spectrum that they Represent. So Moira symbolizes Fate and Choice, Eris represent Revelation and Denial, and (in the next paragraph) Sisyphus stands for Unquenchable Hunger and Persistence.
• The T-Square is Non-Self-Resolving but abetted by a “Tricolor” Configuration, which is a Square-Quincunx-Trine, Balanced because it covers the whole Zodiac, but Magical because it defies 2D Analysis. The Tricolor is <<Magdalena-OOB Ceres-Juno-OOb Hopi-Damocles>> (Growing into Sustainable Respect for All Things through Consciousness of the Downside of Falling Out of 5D) Square <<Sisyphus-Aletheia>> (Persistence Toward Truth of the Heart ) Quincunx <<Haumea-Moira-OOB Zhulong>> Trine <<Magdalena et al >>. In a Tricolor Configuration, we Unlock the Grace of the Trine by Appreciating the Quincunx as a Mystery School, as a Relationship that Blooms on a Higher Vibration than the 2D Mind Understands. So we Enjoy Grace between our Sustainable Respect and our Enlightened Rebirth, by Forgetting Everything We Think We Know about how Persistence Relates to Enlightened Rebirth, and PIAVAing that we come to Appreciate the Higher Relationship by Opening to Awe and Wonder. A Unique quality of PIAVA is that it Opens to Non-Linear Multidimensional Intuition, unlike Linear Dualistic Analysis.
• ⁴ The single Hassle in the Ending Pallas-Sedna Cycle (22 March 2018 through 3 July 2022, Initiated in 26 Taurus), was a Naked Square between <<Magdalena-Heracles-Chiron>> (3D-5D Ambivalence or Confusion or Depression) and <<Vesta-Ixion>> (Our Unconscious Limitations and our Suppressed Weird). Heracles was the Enforcer for the Patriarchy. Magdalena is about Enlightened Rebirth into Choice. Chiron implies Despair and Miracles, Despair about our Powerlessness and the Miracles which Occur when we Change Our Perspective.
• ⁵ In order to Survive in a Yangtegrity World using Yintegrity, we’ll need to Minimize Our Commitments (aka Slow Down), Renegotiate Whenever Possible, and When Renegotiation Isn’t Possible (such as Sudden Guidance) and The Relationship Is Worth Keeping, Make Amends.