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Community and Accountability

November 23, 2022

Excerpts from Aluna Joy Yaxkin’s Newsletter from today…

“First, it’s clear that what is arriving for us now cannot be assessed alone. The monk-like sojourn experience is no longer valid, not for long term. This new world we are entering is inter-connected, but not dependent, and is fueled by community, and this community is to be connected to the earth and the cosmos… Secondly, we are being asked to hold a unique balanced presence and it was clear we do not understand what this is. . . Not yet anyway…

“I may not be totally clear about what this presence actually is, because it’s not something that can come from the mind, or can be explained with words. It radiates from the heart. There is no pretense or specialness emanating from this presence. In fact it’s anything but. It is an egoless quiet power, a presence. It is easy. It is simple. It is truth. It is love. It is about showing up authentically all the way.”

Her full message is at https://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin, right-hand column, scroll down.

Jupiter, whose Energy is Lit Up by Standing Still in the Sky till 3:02 pm PST 23 November 2022 (GMT 11:02 pm 23rd; IST 4:32 am 24th; AEDT Qld 9:02 am 24th), Expands Everything, including the Karmic Blocks that we’re Working on. That’s actually a Blessing, though it’s likely to Feel quite the opposite. One of quickest ways we have to Reject Emotions we don’t like, is to Blame them on someone else. “You make me Angry!” “It makes me so Sad when you say that.” “You’ve Made my Day!” Our favorite Emotions to Reject are our Abandonment and our Suffocation.

We Feel Our Abandonment when we Feel Lonely and “Miss” someone, when we Feel Ignored or Discounted, especially while Sharing Vulnerable Emotions, or when we’re Disrespected or Discriminated against. We Feel Our Suffocation when someone “crowds” us, Intrudes upon the Physical Space we want around us in the Moment, asks questions that are Uncomfortable for us in Moment, or when we feel like someone is “Interrogating” us about a Sensitive Issue, with little or no Empathy. When our Abandonment or Suffocation is Triggered, it is so Easy to Judge and Blame the other person and make them Accountable for Our Feelings, which is a Dead End Growth-Wise.

Most of Our Abandonment and Suffocation is Karmic. While every Child will Encounter Abandonment and Suffocation, it’s not likely to become much of an Issue for anyone if it isn’t Karmic. However, when we look at how much Abandonment and Suffocation influence History and Politics, we have to conclude that it’s a Big Issue for Huperity. How many Wars can be traced to Insults? Certainly All of the Religious Wars. Abuse is the epitome of Suffocation. “Feminism” is all about Abandonment (Lack of Respect) and Suffocation (Abuse). Abandonment is a major Enforcement tool for the Patriarchy, as in “You’re Fired!” So we’re dealing with Karma that’s more than Personal. Culturally Approved Karma is always harder to Let Go.

Abandonment and Suffocation are things that We Feel, and All of our Emotions Are Our Own. No one else ever makes us Feel Angry or Sad or Loved or Excited or Scared. What they say or do may Trigger Our Feelings, but those Feelings Are Ours, and if we ever want to be Free or Enlightened or 5D’d, we have to Own Them as Ours and Ours Alone. Failing to Own our Emotions can dump us out of having Control Over Time, and always Separates us from the Reality of Interpersonal Dynamics.

Marshall Rosenberg, a Rogerian psychologist, developed a way of Speaking and Hearing that he called “Non-Violent Communication,” or “NVC,” that shifts our Orientation toward our Feelings into Ownership. It’s simple to describe, but very difficult to adhere to in practice. Regardless, it teaches us about Ownership of our Emotions, so it’s very useful even if we never get it right. For instance, “You make me Angry!” becomes…

“When you called me an Asshole, I Felt Angry, which Feels Imbalanced to me. I Need to Feel Balanced, so I’m wondering if you could tell me what it was that struck you as Asinine.”

Or, these days, “I Need to Feel Safe, so are you willing to tell me whether or not you have a gun or a knife or a hammer?”

No guarantee that it will keep your Nose unbroken, but at least it Avoids Blame and Judgment, whether the other person recognizes that or not. Your aim isn’t to Own being an Asshole, or to get even, it’s to Create or Continue Connection with the other person, though Marshall always emphasized that how long or hard you want to Work at Creating or Continuing Connection is totally about your own Pleasure! Outside of practicing NVC or some other external Goal (like keeping a job or avoiding Injury or Death), you may have absolutely no Pleasure in Pursuing Connection with someone who calls you an Asshole. In which case, you back away, Carefully.

The Formula is a Neutral Observation about what occurred, followed by a Description of the Feeling it Triggered in us, followed by our Preference or Need to Feel or Be otherwise, and finished with a Request of the other person. Finishing with a Request keeps the Conversation Flowing, so you aren’t just making Proclamations. Here’s a super-simple introduction, with links to more detail…

If you click on the “Watch on =>YouTube” button, you’ll get a column of additional ‘Tubes, including several by Marshall himself. Like I say, it is very difficult to adhere to in practice. Here’s another ‘Tube on what it’s like when we’re Triggered…

NVC is especially useful in Cleaning Up our Self-Talk. For instance, replacing “You Idiot, there you go Doing That Again” with “Wow, I just Noticed How Self-Abusive I Can Be! Terrific! Now I can start to Change that Self-Sabotaging Habit!” There’s a Powerful article on this at https://www.theguardian.com/science/2021/jan/16/inner-voice-self-criticism-psychologist-ethan-kross-chatter-voice-head, about psychologist and neuroscientist Ethan Kross’s Emotion and Self Control Lab at Michigan University.

Dr. Kross’s book Chatter: The Voice in Our Head and How to Harness It sounds like an excellent source for someone who gets stuck inside their head in what I used to call Helicopter Trips – eternal arguments between different points of view – before I Learned how to quell the rotors by moving from Heads-versus-Tails to the Coin between them.

In the 23 November Jupiter and New Moon chart, you may not have noticed that Damocles is still Lit Up. It Unxes (1 Sign or Pattern-Breaking) Jupiter (the Exaggerated Expansion of our Acceptance of Emotionality SuperPower), Squares (3 Signs or Challenges) the New Moon, and Trines (4 Signs or Dumb-Luck Blessings) the Rebirth into Unconditional Love SuperPower. Not only is it tightly entangled with the Jupiter-New Moon Meat of the week, it’s also tied up in a Deep Knot of other planets – Herakles (Zeus’s Hit Man for the Patriarchy), Vesta (Growth of Consciousness), Phaedra (Shame), and Gonggong (Intrusive Memories). What a mess!

The Stellium (Group of 3 or more planets) – the Deep Knot – is about Taking Ownership of Our Shame and Our Own Role in the Perpetuation of the Patriarchy. We may be dealing with Shame so Deep that we don’t even consider it to be Shame – we just don’t talk about it because we Fear it would Estrange everyone we know. Shame that isn’t even Ours, but was passed down to us from previous generations. It wasn’t that long ago that Men Believed that they Owned their Daughters and it was their Right and Privilege or even Obligation to “Teach” them about Sex. And not that long ago that Women had no Choice but to buy into that Regime if they wanted to continue Eating, and perhaps had no Choice because the Shame would have been Unbearable if it was out in the Open. Who among us are Immune from those sorts of Ancestors? Would we even Know?

We don’t have to Open Up to others about our Fears around these kinds of Shame, but it will be Powerful to Acknowledge this kind of Shame to ourself, and Accept Ownership of it – Very Carefully, as we have to be meticulous about Avoiding Blame, especially Self-Blame. This Energy is embedded in the very Core of Western European Colonialism and its cousin White Supremacy. We’re obviously already Feeling the next astroevent after Jupiter-New Moon – a Station of Nessus (Emphasis on Abuse and Privilege) at 3:01 am PST (GMT 11:01 am, IST 4:31 pm, AEDT Qld 9:01 pm) 27 November.

We aren’t going back to the Painful days of 2015-2017, when Nessus and Gonggong were traveling together in early Pisces, both Out of Bounds, Lighting Up everyone who was already Aware of their own childhood Abuse and Opening many others to theirs, in very Emotional (Pisces) circumstances. In the Jupiter-New Moon chart, Nessus has moved nine Degrees beyond Gonggong, far enough that our November adventures aren’t about Abuse per se, but about the Shame around it. The Degree Symbol for the Initiation of the new Nessus-Gonggong Cycle on 19 May 2015 in 4 Pisces was Total Chaos Of Time, Space, Emotion, Direction, Boundaries, Lifetimes, etc etc, with the Jewel in the Heart of Lotus Not Easy to Find, Requiring Union with the Soul.

Crazy-Making, in other words. This is a Journey we’re Stuck with for at least another century. Both planets have very elongated orbits, so Cycle times are not consistent. The previous Cycle was 150 years, but our estimates of their orbits from current knowledge runs only to 2100. Those of us who Remember those days in 2015-2017, are very Grateful that Reality has Settled Down quite a bit since then, even as Chaotic as it currently is. We’ve had a lot of on- and off-planet Allies helping us Seek the Jewel. Ajoite, a hydrated Potassium-Sodium-Copper-Aluminum Mica, often occurring as a subtle Aqua tint in Quartz Crystals, is one of those Allies that Mother Earth has given us, an Ally that’s Reputed to Power our Resurrection. Aho! – So Be It!…

Rebirth into Unconditional Love

November 21, 2022

Wednesday, 23 November 2022, is our Watershed day this week, as…

  • Mercury goes Out of Bounds (Enhanced Awareness and Communication) at 1:19 pm PST (GMT 9:19 pm 23rd; IST 2:49 am 24th; AEDT Qld 7:19 am 24th), in 11 Sagittarius (Completely in Tune with the Flow, and Confronted with the Shadows), home of the Royal Star Antares (Obsession), making our Awareness more Acute and our Communication more Concise, till 22 December. Of course, we don’t need to have our Awareness Dull and our Communication Garble then. If we Set our Intention, we can Learn how Mercury OOB Feels, and Resurrect that Feeling at will later.
  • New Moon (Reboot) at 2:58 pm PST (GMT 10:58 pm 23rd; IST 4:28 am 24th; AEDT Qld 8:58 am 24th), in 2 Sagittarius (The Need to Continually Expand into New Territory by Synthesizing Multiplicity into a Colorful Whole). The overall theme of this New Moon and in general the following several weeks, is Mystical Rebirth into Unconditional Love.1
  • Jupiter Stationary (Great Expansiveness) till 3:02 pm PST (GMT 11:02 pm 23rd; IST 4:32 am 24th; AEDT Qld. 9:02 am 24th), in 29 Sagittarius (Resisting Total Surrender), home of the Fixed Star Acumen (Destructive Gossip).1
  • Moon goes Out of Bounds South at 11:02 pm PST (GMT 7:02 am; IST 12:32 pm; AEDT Qld 5:02 pm), in 7 Sagittarius (Staying on Your Edge). Moon OOB makes us more Emotional because our Instincts are more Acute so our usual Restraint is more often overcome, and in the Southern Hemisphere we may be prone to Panic. The Moon is OOB until 2:26 am PST (GMT 10:26 am; IST 3:56 pm; AEDT Qld 8:26 pm) 28 November, in 8 Aquarius (Focused on Knowing the Self but Thwarted by the Mind’s Insistence on Structure, Form, and Sequence, till Realizing that We’re Seeking a Snapshot rather than a Reality).

1 The combined New Moon-Jupiter Stationary chart features two intertwined Fully Self-Resolving SuperPowers (red triangles), one focused on the Jupiter Station (Exaggerated Expansion of our Acceptance of Emotionality) in the penultimate Degree of Pisces (Obsessive Dedication to Sacred Tradition), and the other focused on the Stellium of Haumea (Rebirth), Narcissus (Self-Obsession), and Eurydike (Trust) Merged (Rebirth of Our Self-Trust) in the Scorpio and Sagittarius Duads of Scorpio (Fearless Examination of the Whys of Things, and Letting Go of Judgment Once They’re Discovered ).

The Expansion and the Rebirth SuperPowers are connected by a Quincunx (Mystery School), making each one leg of the Self-Resolution of the other (the Fingers of the Goddess or green wedges that render each Self-Resolving). Self-Resolution means that Observing and Waiting works better than trying to “Fix” anything). That is, they Collaborate nicely if we Let Them Be.

The other Self-Resolution leg of the Expansion SuperPower is a Merger of Self-Love and Enlightenment (Sappho Conjunct Samadhi) across the Cusp of Virgo. The Cusp of Virgo is where Self-Adulation Breaks Down into Ego Death, and Spiritual Fire Begins to Descend into Matter. Sappho is in the Final Degree of Leo (The Priestess of Self-Clarity, Her Own and Yours) and Samadhi is in 5 Virgo (The Edge between Fear and Ego Death).

If we Experience the Expansion SuperPower as a Challenge or Bummer, the Gift is that Our Blocks Become Obvious to Us. It’s up to us to Claim Ownership of these Blocks and Gently and Lovingly Embrace them as a part of Ourself that has been Unfairly Judged and Abandoned all these Years and possibly Lifetimes, like Welcoming an Unexpected but Very Lovable Younger Sibling that We’ve Been Separated From since Infancy.

The other Self-Resolution leg of the Rebirth SuperPower is Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in the Last Degree of Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere), which is Adjacent to the Pleiadian Star Alcyone (Absence of Judgment). If we Experience the Rebirth SuperPower as Challenge or Downer, the Gift is that our Unconscious Fears may leak into Consciousness. No matter what you’re Feeling, ask yourself, “Is this hidden Fear? Of What? And Why?” Kegels are always good for Converting Fear to Power. Tapping also works great for Calming Crawling Skin and allowing your Hair to Stand Down. If it appears that Tapping doesn’t work for you, Ask yourself, What if it Did Work but I didn’t Notice it? and Tap several more times. When I wake up with my Skin Crawling, it takes several iterations of Tapping to Calm it.

Gazing at or Holding Morganite (pink Beryl, Beryllium Aluminum Cyclosilicate, usually tinted with Manganese impurities) is recommended as an antidote to Fear…

Accountability, Denial, and Time III

November 18, 2022

In the first post in this series, we averred that “Since no Huper is Whole when they’re in Denial, that’s Damocles’s Job, isn’t it, to Introduce us to the Lost Fragments of our Soul.” Well, in today’s Download, Natalie Glasson Channels the Andromedans on what else but Soul Retrieval, at https://omna.org/soul-retrieval-by-andromedans/. The Andromedans hail from the Andromeda Galaxy, and are not, to my knowledge, Camels, though ya never know. I’ve spoken with Camels, and their Presence is Impressive, but at the time I wasn’t able to Translate their Comments. It wouldn’t be Surprising if they Carry the Perennial Wisdom. Natalie’s Channelings are much less garbled than Barbara Hand Clow’s were, and in fact Natalie’s are very Clear.

For example, “When we, the Andromedans, speak of Soul Retrieval, we are speaking of aspects of your energy field that have become fragmented, that have been hidden from view, separated or even contained within a barrier so you can no longer access it or its energy.” Sounds like a bedmate of Denial. More of Natalie’s Download…

“It can be very easy to call back soul aspects that have been lost, separate and so forth. However, this does not serve your being because it can be hard to process these all at once. It is far safer and easier to allow what is needed for this moment to be returned to you and for you to be reminded of. When you work with your energy, call forth the Healing Andromedan Team, the Soul Retrieval Andromedan Team, and the Unity Andromedan Team. Each of these teams you can call forth to surround you to work with you, and they will make the process very easy. You might be reminded of a painful memory, you might feel separated, you might feel sad, you might feel angry, you might have a colour, a symbol, or a sound.  Whatever comes into your awareness, invite the Healing Andromedan Team, the Soul Retrieval Andromedan Team, and the Unity Andromedan Team to serve you.

“Call all forth to send energy into, whatever you receive, or whatever awareness you receive. Imagine, sense or acknowledge that you are sending your love, your unconditional love, to any awareness you receive or your purpose of allowing what is needed in this moment to be returned to you. Allow love to pour into it until you feel a shift, the energy may dissolve, you may find it becomes brighter in light, you may feel that you are accepting it, or you may simply feel that there is no need to concentrate anymore. Whatever shift you experience, allow yourself to express gratitude and welcome this aspect into your being. Some aspects may be challenging when you become aware of them. If they are challenging, painful or feel overwhelming, you know that you have the three teams with you from the Andromedans as well as your guides. Try to keep a clear focus as much as you can, bringing your attention back to your purpose and to the light and love of your being. Allow any healing and transformation to this aspect, thus accepting this aspect into your being.”

I tried this to Work more with the Revelations I Received over the Damocles-Veritas Weekend, and the result was Marvelous.

Meanwhile, the Webb Telescope, photographing the Fishkissing Galaxy, continues to demonstrate the follies of Cosmological theories based on Linear Time…

.https://www.washingtonpost.com/science/2022/11/17/webb-telescope-earliest-galaxies/.

No Blame, they’re doing the best they can with the tools they’re permitted to use, which are just very limited.

Referring back to the Damocles Discovery chart in the earlier post, you can see how the green wedge (Finger of the Goddess), across the center of the chart from upper left to lower right, makes the red Pattern-Breaker (Orcus) triangle (T-Square or SuperPower) Self-Resolving, by creating the “Web of Grace” (blue “bowl”) under the T-Square (since the T-Square is oriented toward the lower right, “under” in this case is the upper left). The “blue bowl” fills up the Zodiac and Balances the otherwise tipsy red triangle. The big blue equilateral triangle (Grand Trine or Unearned Blessings) also pointing to Orcus adds a tonne of Grace to the whole Configuration. In the face of a Self-Resolving SuperPower, our Task is to resist any Temptation to Intervene to try to Eliminate the Temporary Discomforts or Herxheimer reaction that can occur before all of the Angles in the chart have finished Balancing one another, and while we Re-Experience what we’ve Repressed while it’s being Jettisoned.

A note on the role of Emotion is important. We have to clarify whether we’re we talking about Physical Issues here, or Emotional Issues. Contrary to what most people Believe – and it’s incredibly Difficult to get otherwise Intelligent and Rational and Well-Balanced People to Understand this in any way that becomes Sustainable for them no matter how often you repeat it – There Is No Difference Between Physical and Emotional Issues. Like all non-Dual Reality, Issues are Unitary and Multifarious. Yes, we may Experience them Differently, but that’s a matter of our Conditioning and Thinking, and Timing. In a nutshell, Unconstructive or Negative Emotions like Anxiety or Judgment Create Physical Cortisols in the Body, and Cortisols create Discomfort and eventually Dis-ease. Constructive or Positive Emotions like Gratitude or Love Create Physical Endorphins in the Body, and Endorphins contribute mightily to Constructive Manifestations, which usually Create more Positive Emotions.

Here’s a nice Strolling-on-the-Beach Rock that may be Capable of Relaxing Anxiety when we Gaze at it. It’s called, logically enough, “Ocean Picture Stone.” It’s a Chalcedony – Chalcedonies are fine-textured Quartzes that are called “Agates” when transparent or translucent, and “Jaspers” when opaque. Since there are so many of them of so many different descriptions, they get named after the Location where they’re found or some other characteristic, such as what they look like. This one is from the British Columbia Coast and Mirrors its Source…

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

The Emotional and the Physical are not Different Levels or Properties or Characteristics of the Body and of Reality. They are Different Perspectives on the Body and on Reality.

If I say it three times in a row, maybe more people will begin to Register the Information. Our MisBelief that the Body is Divisible is an extension of our MisBelief that the Ego makes us Separate from Huperity and from other Egos. We move toward Enlightenment not by assembling a set of Concepts that Keep Us Safe from Sylvester and Wiley Coyote and Marlin Perkins without Limiting Us Too Much, but by Accepting the Perennial Wisdom as Basic, and Refining all of the other Ideas in our Concept Set to Match the Perennial Wisdom. So How do we Match the Separateness of the Ego with one of the most basic of propositions in the Perennial Wisdom – We Are All One? Which Proposition better fits Reality? We Are All One, or I Am Me and You are You?

Yes, Your Separate Ego seems Real to you. But have you ever noticed that you Change it more often than you change your Costume? So yes, Ego matches the Multifarious criteria of Reality. If we seek any kind of Continuity, we have to cast the Ego as some sort of Container, rather than the Contents of the Container, because the Contents are Mush one minute and Steak the next. Can we make Ego match the Unitary criteria of Reality? Sure, everybody has an Ego. We could probably even extend that to suggest that everyone has the Same kind of Container for their Ego. If you have even a smidgen of Empathy, you often Experience situations where someone pours the contents of their Container into yours. If you’ve ever Experienced real two-way Communication, which is rare, you’ve each poured the Contents of your Containers into the Other’s. That can get Confusing – till you Remember that Confusion is the First Sign of Growth.

If we’re so Separate from the Ukrainians whose apartment block has just been incinerated by a Russian Missile, how is it that we Feel such Empathy for them? Or from the Floridian or Pakistani or Marshall Islander whose Home is waist-deep in Water? Or the Californian or Australian or Greek or Anyone whose Home has Burned to the Ground? Here’s a Global view of all the grid cells where Satellites have detected Fires…

The Ego has an Essential Purpose, but the notion that having one makes us an Individual is a Fantasy. The Ego’s job is to keep us Alive. As with the Unconscious, the Ego has Individual, Cultural, and Global Zones to it. For instance, the Western Civilization whose Demise Bruce Lipton Celebrates, has been trained to Believe that Competition is the only way to Assure Survival. How’s that Working Out for us? Indigenous Cultures had their share of Competition, but they Rely more on Cooperation, especially Cooperation rather than Competition with their Environment.

The Root of the green-wedge Finger of the Goddess in the Damocles Discovery chart is the Cooperation (Sextile) between Nature (asteroid Pan) and The Soul’s Realization that Consciousness Grows through Respect for All Things (Uranus-Juno-Hopi). While we usually interpret dwarf planet Orcus as Pattern-Breaking, it’s also about Pattern-Making. When we Break an Olde Pattern, we can’t help but make New Habits to replace it. We wouldn’t Survive for ten minutes if we weren’t “Creatures of Habit” and we had to solve every minute Issue we face through Innovation.

The long green lines in the Finger are called QuincunxesQuin for five and unx for Signs (1/12th or the Zodiac), with the c to make it roll off the tongue a little more easily than Quinunx, which sounds more like a kind of Wild Ox. A Quincunx is a Mystery School, which tells us that the Relationship between Our Habits, Old and New both and Nature is a Mystery, and attempting to Reduce it into terms that we can Understand with the 2D Mind, is doomed to Failure. And the Relationship between Our Habits and Our Soul’s Realization that Consciousness Grows through Respect is also Mysterious. If we can’t Engineer the Relationships between Our Patterns (Civilization or Karma), Nature, and Our Growth, what else can we do?

We need to PIAVA these Relationships. PIAVA is our shortcut term for Prayer, Intention, Affirmation, Visualization, Asking, and many other techniques that Magnetize to us things that we Want but have no idea how to Create. In crude terms, Engineering is the “Masculine” way of Creating, while Magnetizing is the “Feminine” way of Creating. Western Patriarchic Civilization specializes in the Engineering method of Creating – and again, How Is That Working Out For Us? As the Patriarchy exhausts it Run and Dies Out, Magnetizing Replaces it.

Our First Step is to move toward Clarity about What We Want. It’s an Iterative process – since our Values and our Wants derive more from our Hearts than our Minds, in order to assign 2D Words to them, we start with a Guess or an Estimate. Maybe What We Want from our Patterns might be something like Improving Our Odds of Survival. Maybe What We Want from Nature is more like What We Want from Ourselves with Regard to Nature, such as Collaboration with Nature, or something like that. Personally, I think that’s Mandatory if we Want to approach 5D. Maybe What We Want from Growth is more Improving Our Survival Odds or something like that.

Adding “…or something like that” is Eugene Gendlin’s very useful suggestion from his book Let Your Body Interpret Your Dreams, which is a fabulous primer for Supporting PIAVA. So a typical PIAVA might look like “I Wonder How I Can Improve My Odds of Surviving Well and Maybe Even Thriving.” We aren’t looking for a Solution or an Answer, in fact, once we PIAVA anything, we need to Change the Subject as soon as possible. We’re looking instead to Program the Unconscious to Reveal Suggestions and even Actions to us. If you want to be a bit more Assertive, you can Choose something like “I Intend to Improve My Odds of Surviving Well and Even Thriving.”

If we Fail to Change the Subject, then our 2D Mind will continue to crank away on all of its Old Thoughts that have long since Proven to be Failures – else we wouldn’t still Want this, we’d Have it. We list many different techniques for PIAVAing elsewhere. Dr. Joe Dispenza points out that when we Want, we’re Affirming our Lack, and therefor it’s better to Affirm Our Gratitude for What We Do Have, whether we Have it Now or not. Remember that our Aspiration is to Leave Linear Time in exchange for 5D, where, in the Perennial Wisdom, All There Is Is Now! Dr. Joe has Powerful techniques for moving our Identity into Nothingness, in order to Provide Space in our Life for the New – otherwise, our current Identity and Patterns already Overfill our Life. I recommend those, but I haven’t become Adept at them yet, so I can’t describe Success with them.

What I have had Success with is PIAVAs like “I Love My Odds of Survival and I Intend to Improve Them Even More.” Another factor that Dr. Joe and others point out, is that Manifestation only Works when it’s done from a posture of Positive Emotion. When we PIAVA anything from Anger or Fear or Scarcity, all we’ll Manifest is more Anger or Fear or Scarcity. We can be even more Specific – as you PIAVA anything, Imagine that You Already Feel the Way You Expect to Feel When Your Manifestation is Successful and Sustainable. It’s not always Easy to Imagine Feeling what you Aren’t, but with Practice you can become Adept. Gary Craig’s Powerful Unseen Therapist technique uses the process of first Focusing on something that you Love or that you Love to Remember.

The Practice of closing your Mouth and Breathing both Inhale and Exhale through the Nose triggers your Vagus Nerve and shuts down your Sympathetic Nervous System (Fight, Flight, Compete, etc.), opening your Parasympathetic Nervous System (Feed, Breed, Rest, Digest, Collaborate, etc.) instead. Practicing gradually lengthening your Inhale to Fill Up your Torso all the way from your Pelvis to your Brainstem can Trigger Joy and Excitement, and perhaps even Raise your Kundalini. That’s an Excellent Practice for Priming your Manifestation Circuits before and during your PIAVAs.

Big blue equilateral triangles (Grand Trines), like the one in the Damocles Discovery chart, connect three Energies in such a way that they Complement one another to a Great Extent, often to such the Extent that our Ego takes Ownership of the Cosmic Grace, and we substitute Arrogance for Gratitude, which is hardly conducive to Self-Resolution, or Manifesting other than Greed. If we Avoid that though, the additional blue triangle greatly Enhances the Self-Resolution of the SuperPower – which we could otherwise Experience as a Challenge.

In this chart, the Grace-Fully Connected Energies are Our Pattern Replacement (Orcus), Our Self-Appreciation (Narcissus), and Our Sense of Propriety (Nemesis). These are three usually quite-Negative notions – Orcus was originally a man-eating Monster who Punished Oath-Breakers, Nemesis a Punisher of Thieves, and Narcissus who missed out on the rest of Life because he was obsessed with his own Image. Since everyone has these three planets natally, and not everyone is Evil, we have to Render them at least Neutral in order to use them Honestly in astrology. We’ve Rendered Orcus primarily as a Pattern-Breaker, especially Karmic Patterns. So how do we Render Nemesis and Narcissus as Neutral or Constructive? I’ll leave that up to you!

Accountability, Denial, and Time

November 17, 2022

What a Portal that was! My Nervous System was Stressed to the Max, and the major Project I was working on had everything go Wrong that possibly could, and then over again, a couple of times! I Learned a heck of a lot about Damocles in the process – Damocles isn’t about “just” Fear of Accountability, it’s about Having to Be Accountable for That which we Prefer to Deny! Since Shame is almost always our Least Favorite Feeling, we’ve Repressed it so well that we often no longer Know when we Feel it – we just know that something is Way Off. We’re often Semi-Conscious of what we Deny, but sometimes we have no Idea.

I don’t claim to have finished my education on the subject of “Luck,” but I’ve Learned enough from Gay Hendricks and Carol Kline’s book on Conscious Luck (Subtitled Eight Secrets to Intentionally Change Your Fortune) to be able to fairly reliably measure my degree of Energetic Coherence from the degree that “Inanimate Objects” Cooperate with my Intentions for them, and by my Ease at winning a game of Solitaire. After Suffering through my repetitive 3-steps-forward-2-steps-back for two days on my Project and finally finishing it, my Energy was more Coherent than it’s ever been. So I have to say, the Rewards are Worth the Struggle. As we’ll see, the Damocles Discovery chart ratifies this.

In Gay’s other indispensable (to 5D Aspirations) book The Big Leap, he provides a couple of very useful clues for working with Damocles. Since Shame so Easily Disguises itself, his Question “Would You Be Willing to Consider that Your Conflict [or Difficulty or Discomfort] Is Not What You Think It’s About?” (p.102) can Shock us Awake and Open us to Insight. And his other Question, “Where in My Life Am I Not Taking Full Ownership?” (p.177) applies not just to “Einstein Time,” but to Discomfort and Difficulty as well. What he calls Einstein Time is when we Realize that in Non-Linear (5D) Reality, We Create All the Time We Want. When we’re having trouble getting back to that from the Limitations and Anxieties of Linear Clock Time, the Answer to this Ownership Question is what return us to it. It helped me escape Damoclean Dysfunction as well.

While it’s always been one of my favorite Crystals, I haven’t explicitly tested it to see if it does what Collen Marquist and Jack Frasl say it does in Crystalline Communion 2000 – cut through Obfuscation, Deception, Dishonesty, and Denial. I trust what Collen and Jack have to say because they’re so accurate for me every time that I do explicitly test their interpretations. It may or may not work that way for you – we’re all different – but here’s a favorite that you can test – even though we’re past the Station, Damocles is still moving very slowly. Without the extra Pressure of the Exact Station and the Simultaneous Station of Veritas/Truth, Opening to our Denial in useful ways might be Easier Now…

Scheelite is a Calcium Tungstate – Tungsten Oxide. An “adult” version of Chromium, Tungsten is only a little Lighter than Gold, so Scheelite is Surprisingly weighty.

When Damocles was Discovered, it was so unusual that they had to create a whole new Category for it, the Damocloids. They have the orbit of a Comet but no Tail, and it’s Speculated that they may be cores of ancient Comets whose Volatiles have all been Boiled Away by previous approaches to the Sun. It has a 41-year Orbit, far too long to be considered an asteroid. It’s Perigee is between Mars and Earth, and its Apogee just beyond Uranus. In that regard it doesn’t fit the mold of the “Centaurs” like Chiron, who “only” shuttle back and forth between Uranus and Saturn. Like mychorrhizal hyphae, Chiron is the Messenger that Connects Soul (Uranus) to Ego (Saturn). Damocles is the Messenger that Connects Soul to the Whole Huper (Earth).

Since no Huper is Whole when they’re in Denial, that’s Damocles’s Job, isn’t it, to Introduce us to the Lost Fragments of our Soul. In the Damocles Discovery chart…

…you can see that the only T-Square SuperPower/Challenge (the red triangle) is Focused on Pattern-Breaking (Orcus). The root of the Challenge (base of the T-Square) is a Discussion (Opposition) between Insistence on Clarity and Coherence (Damocles) and a Debate Team consisting of Our Instincts (Moon), Our Fate and Our Choices (Moira), Our Fears and Our Power (Sedna), and The Matrix of Life (Altjira). That’s one Heavy Discussion! If you put your ear to the screen, you can pick up snippets of it. Yes, you have to use your Imagination. It takes a good deal of Practice to be able to Shut Down our a Priori Beliefs so we can hear what these Scholars are Asking one another, but What If We Did Hear What They Were Saying? That’s how my First Teacher taught us to Open up to our Intuition – Ask Ourself, What If We Did Know?

I’m fading, so I’ll have to continue this after a good long Nap. I’m way behind on my Correspondence, but I haven’t Forgotten!

The Truth about Accountability

November 11, 2022

I couldn’t help being struck by the Musk and Zuckerberg headlines this week while our most prominent Energy is about Fear of Accountability (asteroid Damocles) and Truth of the Mind (asteroid Veritas), both of which are Amplified (Stationary) in 14 November 2022, which means we’re in the thick of the Energy already. The Eclipse and the Moon Out of Bounds are still very relevant, but now The Truth about Accountability takes center stage, with two of the Least Accountable, and Most Loosey-Goosey with Truth, Captains of Industry strut their stuff. Musk digs a deeper hole with just about everyone daily, and Zuckerberg apologizes for what seems like the first time ever, and it’s not for his Always-Iffy Professional Performance, but for his first-ever declining Financial Performance. I couldn’t help but check their charts.

The Accountability Drama (Damocles Station) peaks at 27 Aquarius. Musk has his natal Trust symbol (asteroid Eurydike) there, and celebrated the great Mutual Trust between himself and his fans by declaring that he would send an army of his rabid not-quite-all-there Libertarian followers to raise havoc at the premises of any company that quit advertising on Twitter because they didn’t want their ads appearing next to Hate Speech and Violence. He condemned them as being “Against Free Speech” while failing to notice his own behavior being blatantly Against Free Choice. Obviously Hate ranks higher than Choice in his T.rumpian Values. Oh Wait! Maybe it’s Money.

The Truth Drama (Veritas Station) occurs in 21 Cancer. That’s where Musks natal Oath-Breaker symbol (dwarf planet Orcus) sits. The US Federal Trade Commission has made it clear that the “Consent Decrees” (negotiated contracts between the government and the company that promise improved performance in lieu of fines) that Musk has already violated “aren’t suggestions,” but legal requirements. He bellyaches righteously about loss of revenue now – wait’ll the FTC shuts Twitter down cold and/or fines the company (that is, Musk, since he and Twitter are now One) more billions.

Not Surprisingly, Zuckerberg has no natal planets near the Accountability Station – Accountability just ain’t his Forte. But you’ll never guess what he has under the Truth astroevent! Remember our Newly Discovered asteroid Ganesa, Remover of Obstacles? The Veritas Station sits right on Zuck’s natal Remover of Obstacles. No wonder he chops down all the Cherry Trees and Gets Away with it over and over again!

The Veritas Station is Strongest at 2:12 am PST (10:12 am GMT, 3:12 pm IST, 8:12 pm AEDT Qld), all on 14 November, while the Damocles Station Peaks at 7:07 am PST on the 14th (3:07 pm GMT 14th, 8:37 pm IST 14th, 1:07 am AEDT Qld 15th).

The Stations are close enough in Time and close enough in Degrees that they should be charted together, even though their respective 3-Degree Sensitivity spans barely overlap, so we end up stretching across 11 Degrees. And rather than try to find a Midpoint between Aquarius and Cancer, it makes more sense to chart the time when the Out of Bounds Moon crosses Veritas in 21 Cancer, even though that’s 16 hours before the Veritas Station, and most of a day prior to the Midpoint in Time between the two Stations. But since the Moon is most often the Trigger of What We Feel from the astroevent, so be it.

When we draw up that chart, it has only one Challenge/SuperPower, and it’s Fully Self-Resolving. It’s about Denial (the T-Square focuses on Eris), which really is a SuperPower, even though it’s more often an Insult. Remember that next time someone Accuses you of being In Denial – Flex your Muscles, Flap your Cape, and retort, “I Resemble that Remark, and I’m Proud of It!” Of course the Challenge and SuperPower could be about the Revelation of Denial instead, which is always a Consciousness-Expander. Why, even Musk and Zuck could have Epiphanies here! Nah, probably not. But ya never know.

Speaking of Moon Out of Bounds, even though we were ready for the “usual” (or at least “frequent”) 1000-point drop in the DJIA, we got a huge 1200-point FOMO Rally instead, as everyone Panicked to get into the Market before everyone else, after relatively good news about Inflation, implying that interest rates may moderate sooner than expected. You couldn’t even buy a CD longer than two years this afternoon, as everyone rushed to grab their higher yields while they still could. That’ll prove to be premature of course, but for now it is good news. After prices go up they never go back down, but at least they may not go up as fast now! Maybe.

The Moon will return In-Bounds at 8:11 pm PST 14 November (4:11 am GMT, 9:41 am IST, 2:11 pm AEDT Qld, all on the 15th), and by then the Truth about Accountability will be passé, Musk and Zuck and their genuflectors will revert to their old tricks, the Market could turn Bearish again, and we’ll move on to our next Portals, which will be Increased Awareness and Expansion (Mercury Out of Bounds, Jupiter Stationary) till 23 November, more Work on Abuse and Privilege (Nessus Stationary) till 27 November, and Finessing our Boundaries (Pallas Stationary) till 30 November.

Purging Eclipse 2, aka Removing Obstacles

November 9, 2022

Quite an Eclipse! I woke up not knowing who or where I was. My Body remembers its Habits, like eating and typing, but my Mind is still kind of wondering who to Be and what to Do. At the perfect moment, a great post today from Dr. Joe Dispenza…

https://drjoedispenza.com/blogs/dr-joes-blog/investing-in-the-unknown-part-i-evolving-the-experience

“As I tell my students, again and again, we can’t create from a place of survival. If we’re operating from our first three energy centers, if we’re trying to meet our most basic needs, if we’re worried about food, shelter, or safety, if we’re constantly reacting in anger and frustration, then it’s not the time to create. We first need to be centered. We need to be operating from a place of order…

” I start from there – from balance. And then, beginning from that point of homeostasis, I ask myself these fundamental questions: ‘What is my next greatest potential to experience in life? What is the next unknown that would evolve my perception of myself, the way I see the world, and my future?’ Over the decades I’ve been developing and practicing this work, I’ve always approached it with this thought: ‘My life is the great experiment. And I am the scientist.’

“Many years ago, when I had my first clinic in the Pacific Northwest, I used to develop patient X-rays myself. I’d enter the darkroom – and, in the 10 or so minutes it took to process the X-rays, in that place void of any light, I’d work on connecting with the unknown. As the image revealed itself on film after it exited the processor, I’d practice becoming no body; no one; no thing; no where; in no time.

“My premise was this: If I’m truly investing my attention and energy into the unknown, if I really believe in it, really put my attention on it, and I do it with clear intention, then I’ll see the evidence of that effort – in the form of interesting, evolving experiences in my life. And over time, as I practiced, I became more and more adept. As I went deeper into the experiment, those experiences would accumulate. Eventually, I had enough evidence in my life that I was able to detach from any attempt to direct or control the outcome.

Where We Place Our Attention Is Where We Place Our Energy. And so, each time I entered the darkroom – or, once I began traveling frequently, any time I was on a runway; sometimes four times in a day – I did so with the same intention: I’m letting go of any expectation of what my next experience will be. I’m just going to trust that it will be. I would simply make it be about my effort – not the outcome. I’d tell myself, ‘Since the present moment is where the unknown exists, and since where I place my attention is where I place my energy, the effort of staying truly present in the unknown should be what brings the novel event to me.

“I thought of it like investing in a bank account. Except what I was investing in was the unknown. I approached it, each time, with a calm sense of knowing. Not the energy of trying; not the energy of hoping. I just knew that if I kept tuning in; kept connecting; kept being open and curious … sooner or later, something unusual would happen in my life. I’d pause and think: if my thoughts truly create my life, if I truly am a creator, if I just keep investing in the unknown, then my body will follow my mind to this unknown experience.

“Cultivating Curiosity. Often, when people approach me about my practice, it’s because they’re feeling stuck. They’re hung up on wanting an outcome – and their attachment to the thing they seek is exactly what’s preventing them from experiencing it in their lives. They’re preoccupied with wanting. And wanting implies separation. But in the unknown, there’s no separation. That’s because there’s no thing in nothing to be separate from.

And so, each time I connect – each time I become no body, no one, no thing, no where, in no time – I’m not wanting for anything. There’s no want involved; this is purely about curiosity. I am the scientist. And my life is the great experiment. And I’m interested in seeing if I can evolve my truth to some degree. What we’re talking about, essentially, is the delicate balance between intention and surrender – which I’ll talk more about in Part II.”

The Big News is that our Chief Asteroid Officer has discovered that there’s an asteroid Ganesa, whom we know as Ganesha or Ganesh. the Remover of Obstacles and God of Wisdom, Purity, Innocence, Valor, New Beginnings, and Luck, in many Religions …

And it turns out that asteroid Ganesa was Stationary during the Totality of the Eclipse, 3:23 am PST 8 November 2022 (11:23 am GMT, 9:23 pm AEST Qld.), in 13 Cancer, which fills the Vacancy in what would have been the only T-Square in the Eclipse chart, making it a Grand Unx! As our CAO is fond of saying, You Can’t Make This Stuff Up!!

An Unx is 1/12th of anything, the Twelfth Harmonic (Pattern-Breaking) and an Unx Angle sits between two planets that are within a few Degrees of being one Sign apart. In a Grand Unx, twelve planets are spaced more or less equally around the entire Zodiac. That gives us…

  • 12 Unxes, or Opportunities to Break Patterns More Easily because the Universe helps! So any Karma you have between planets in adjacent Signs is Ripe for Harvesting. For instance, are you happy with the way your Manifestation Skills are Working? If not, then the first question to ask, is whether What You Want is Respectful to All Beings (Makemake Conjunct Hopi OOB). Past this hurdle? Then, any Interference from your Held Emotions (Makemake Unx South Node)? Aha, that’s an Unx, so we may be able to just PIAVA it – I Wonder What It Will Be Like When My Held Emotions Don’t Inhibit My Manifestation.
  • Considering Dr. Joe’s comments above, I’m using what for me is a New PIAVA – After several Deepening Breaths through my Nose with my Mouth Closed, I Fill Up my Torso from the bottom to the top, right up into my Brainstem, till I Experience Joy (pausing for a minute if hyperventilation makes me dizzy, then resuming). Then I put a Miniature Diorama of What I Want (here, Pure Manifestation without Karmic Interference) into a Helium Balloon, and Let It Rise into the Heavens.
  • 12 Fully Self-Resolving T-Squares (red triangles), or SuperPowers, one for each planet or group thereof. For example, if we’re Willing to Claim it, the Merger of Our Soul and Our Lifetime Mission is Brightly Illuminated (the Ecliplse on Uranus Conjunct North Node). That’s Heady! Upper Limits! I need a little Chocolate before I Close my Eyes and Feel what that’s Like! (I haven’t had my Daily Ration yet.) Subtle, very “Ordinary” yet not at all, Easy to Lose the Thread! I’ll put in a Balloon the Intention to Remember this Feeling at least twice a day henceforth, and Let It Go.
  • 6 Yin Gate Mystery Schools, one for each Opposition, signifying “Debates” that are much Deeper than the Logical Mind can Grasp. For instance, Karma Opposite Moira-Altjira. I’ve been Thinking that our Karma is pretty similar to our Fate (Moira), but I Guess I need to Open the Question Up to my Intuition instead of just Thinking. And what does Altjira (The Field from which Life Evolved ) have to do with it?
  • The influence of a Full Moon lasts only about two weeks, so this is Temporary, Right? Yes, but All There Is Is Now, so it’s Permanent too, as every Moment Teaches us a different Truth about the Ever-present Nowness. There’s something Unknown that I need to Grok about how Fate and Karma interact with the Evolution of Life. A Question for another Diorama Balloon.
  • 4 Grand Trines (Consummate Grace, blue equilateral triangles), one for each Element – Earth, Air, Fire, Water. One example: Hybris Trine Karma Trine Chiron-Nemesis Trine Hybris, each Trine implying Effortless Cooperation between the Qualities. Hmmm, till I Break Though it, Chiron-Nemesis can be Despair about Guilt. Been there before, fortunately not for a while. The way to Break Karma is to Break our Ego-Attachment to it (Hybris), our Identification with it. So Grace between Hybris (Hubris) and Karma is certainly Welcome. Sounds like the next fortnight will be a good time to Jettison some serious Ancient Karmic Guilt.
  • Where in The Great Work of Our Time (Climate Disaster) do I have Guilt? I do often feel like I should be contributing more on the Global Level, and if I’d won the Big Lottery, that’s where I’d put most of it. Do we have Lifetimes where we Collaborated with the Colonizers, or Died failing to Stop them? The Colonizers have contributed the gasping Lion’s share of the Warming gases, and still do. Another Balloon. Can’t do Colonizers choking on their own Emissions (see Hopi-Makemake above – besides, it’s a Fire or Spiritual Grand Trine), so my Diorama will have to feature Indigenous People Breathing Free and Leading the Way instead.
  • 3 Grand Crosses, one for each Modality – Creative, Stable, Changing. A Grand Cross (a red square with a red X across the diagonals) is another type of SuperPower, where we’re Skilled at Resolving the Recurring Hassles thrown out by very Complex Problems, with lots of internal and external Interactions. What about the Evolutionary Grand Cross – Moira-Altjira Square Ceres-Thereus-Kassandra-Orcus-Sisyphus Square Karma Square Nessus Square Moira-Altjira. It’s gonna be a lot of Work just straightening out Ceres et al before we even start on the Grand Cross!
  • I think it might be about Breaking the Perpetuity of Ongoing Effort to Get Past our Denial and Be Relentless about making our Karma-Breaking Sustainable (Sisyphus-Kassandra-Thereus-Orcus-Ceres), and Doing it Equitably and Collaboratively (Nessus). Though we Admit that we don’t Understand it, we’ve already Let Fly a Balloon about how Fate and Karma interact with the Evolution of Life. So maybe I’m already demonstarting this SuperPower through this Blog, where I’m intending to help Coach us all on Leaving Behind a very Messy Self-Destructive 3D “Reality” and replace it with something more 5Dish.
  • 2 Grand Sextiles (blue hexagrams), one for each type of Power, Magnetic or Dynamic. In a Grand Sextile, All Six Energies Complement one another almost Effortlessly. The one caveat is that it doesn’t start until we kickstart the process. Dynamic Power is the one the Colonizers use – can we throw our wooden shoes into it? It’s Chiron-Nemesis Sextile Moira-Altjira Sextile Hybris Sextile Hopi-Makemake Sextile Karma Sextile Saturn-Arachne Sextile Chiron-Nemesis.
  • Where to start? We don’t want to be Destructive and Competitive, that would put us in their shoes. Can we do something to Slow them Down? The Opposition has been trying to Guilt-Trip them for Decades to no Avail – their Hubris is too great. Their Karma is Destroying their Golden Goose, but they know it, they don’t give a shit, and they’re trying to get as much as they can shoveled into their yacht before The Light Behind the Sun Takes All. Modern-Day Colonialists. We may just have to let them finish the job of Destroying themselves.
  • So, what about the Magnetic Power, can we start something there? Many smart folks have been saying that we needed to Ignore the Old Dying Institutions, and just start our own, so they’ll be ready to step into the Vacuum when the time comes. The Magnetic side goes Ganesha Sextile Ceres-Thereus-Kassandra-Orcus-Sisyphus Sextile Venus-Sun-Mercury-South Node Sextile Atropos-Icarus-Hylonome Sextile Nessus Sextile North Node-Eclipse Moon-Uranus Sextile Ganesha.
  • Where might we stir up Trouble in that Loop? Atropos (Deceased Karma) is always a good place to start, because when Karma Dies, the Old Habits remain, because even if we don’t like them, they’re What We Expect, and they’re Comfortable like an old pair of Shoes. So we could check our natal chart for any planets in the middle of Capricorn that might have Old Karma Attached to them.
  • For instance, I have asteroid Karma, Nemesis, and Pholus there – fresh meat! Pholus usually points to some place where we aren’t “Owning” everything we need to Own. Gay Hendricks tells us that when we don’t Own All of What’s Ours, we remain a Slave to Time rather than shifting to Yintegrity. So it looks like it’s incriminating Karmic Guilt again (asteroid Karma and Nemesis). We met the before, when we were Working with the Grand Trines.
  • Okay, so I don’t really Feel like I have Permission to be Here, or certainly not to Be Myself except in very closely guarded quarters, like this carefully constructed blog where no one can even leave a Comment without my permission. I’ve always Blamed that on early situations between my Parents, but when I attempt to Own that now, of course that’s my Karma.
  • Virtually All of the Difficulty we Encounter as Kids is Karmic. The Universe doesn’t just Dump it on us cuz we’re Vulnerable. Except for our Resistance to it, the Universe is actually Benevolent and Generous. So, not wanting to Analyze or Attach more Energy to it, I’ll make a Diorama of a Child whose Real Self is Welcomed into their Birth Family, put it in a Helium Balloon (the Child has a Helium-Breathing Mutation), and Set It Free. That should be enough of a First Action for me to do my part in Energizing the Magnetic Grand Sextile. Wish me Ganesha’s Blessing of Good Luck!
  • 1 Grand Unx contains all of the above within it, so it’s pretty Monumental. The overall interpretation is that Everything Works Together. It’s kind of a Do-It-All Configuration. If we’re getting close to a Grand Unx, there’s No Shame in seeking out unknown asteroids to complete it. If the new ‘roid has some Connection to the theme we Work with (Ganesha is certainly totally Relevant to any Ascension theme), all the better. If it seems remote, that’s cool too, because it can point to what sort of Energy we need to Consciously add to the mix in order to complete the recipe and make Everything Work Together. We can also use Degree Readings for that Purpose.

Lets add a Helper Stone to this Endeavor. The Guilt examples have been my own, but the Chiron-Nemesis is there in the Eclipse-Ganesa Station chart, Prominently, for All of Us. If you have any natal planets in the middle third of Aries (I have several, including Nemesis itself), it’ll be ringing your doorbell too.

According to the book I most Trust for interpreting Crystals and Minerals (because my Personal Experience has always Validates it), Collen Marquist and Jack Frasl’s Crystalline Communion 2000, p.58, “Emerald stimulates courage to embody Light as a beacon rather than bleed from the heart endlessly for the trials and needs of others. Emerald empowers the knowledge of when to walk away and when to stay and teach others through example or resonance. Emerald improves all physical heart functions, as well as emotional functions of love and kindness to others. It calms the heart and relieves guilt.”

Sounds like it will be useful for the Hylonome Angles as well. Emerald, especially when paired with Gold, Facilitates Ego Death, so it can be Unsettling to wear the two together for long periods. Too much Ego Death can become a Setback in our Evolution, unless it’s Supported by the “Stars” (ie, when we don’t have other Options!), as it has been lately…

Emerald is a “Beryl,” or Beryllium Aluminum Cyclosilicate, or Ring Silicate. Beryllium carries Serpent or Kundalini Energy, so all of the Beryls are Healing Stones. Beryllium itself is highly Toxic. Among the Transparent Beryls, green ones are named Emerald, bluish ones Aquamarine, clear Goshenite, pink Morganite, yellow and line green Heliodor, and red and golden ones just Red Beryl and Golden Beryl. Opaque Beryls, no less Brave as Healers, are called Common Beryl. I’ll add my favorite Crystal and Rock books the the Bibliography soon.

Mutation of Our Values

October 26, 2022

Well, I had to continually postpone finishing the previous post, not because of Brain Fog, but because It Refused to Think. Just wasn’t goin’ there. Maybe because my Effort to Notice when I’m Analyzing and instead Ask “What If I Already Knew?” is taking hold. That’s been a boon already. At any rate, now that the Eclipse has Eclipsed, several troublesome Hassles have quite Suddenly and Effortlessly Resolved themselves. Like my website (jbuss.com) that disappeared unexpectedly in mid-August. For weeks now I’ve been getting nothing but empty promises out of the people who let that happen, whom I’ve been paying handsomely for twenty years to keep it Live, till suddenly this morning Poof! I have all my data – and rock pictures, like this colorful Van Gogh-like Copper melange1 – back, in a flash, almost Effortlessly.

1 The bright green is Tyrolite, a Calcium Copper Arsenate Carbonate Hydroxide, the blue is Azurite, Copper Carbonate Hydroxide, the reds and dark browns look like Cuprite, Copper Oxide, to me. Not sure who the olive crystals in the lower right are. “Give your Worries to Azurite; Azurite eats Negative Thoughts for lunch. Most of the time most of us don’t even realize we’re thinking Negative Thoughts. Declare with me the Intention to become Aware of the way our habitual thoughts ‘lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from,’ as Jewel puts it, so we can consciously surrender Darkness to Azurite for Transformation into Beauty and Light and Clarity.” — http://www.jbuss1.com/rockindex.htm#azurite (when I get it back online).

The Eclipse (Illumination) is behind us,2 but New Moons like this one usually Impact the several weeks following them. Three SuperPowers lurk behind the Challenges of the Eclipse…

  • Rebirth of our Values after Their Recent Mutation – Triply Self-Resolving,3
  • Expansion of Spirit – Self-Resolving,4 and
  • Merging Our Power with the Power of Nature – Self-Resolving.5

A Self-Resolving SuperPower Asks that we Let the Process Finish without Intervening much when it’s Challenging, as the various parts of the Challenge will Complement one another if they’re Allowed to.

2 New Moon and Partial Solar Eclipse 3:49 am PDT 25 October 2022 (11:49 am BST, 8:49 pm AEST), in Scorpio 3 (Addiction to Karma Till the New Energy Makes us Realize it’s Empty), Conjunct Venus-Haumea-Ka’epaoka’awela (Rebirth of Our Values after Transmutation) in 3-6 Scorpio (Sagittarius Duad, Letting Go of Intense Judgments).

3 The Challenges are about the Ego Deaths that will Allow our Separation from friends and family as we Reveal Who We’ve Become, even as our Revelation will Give Others Permission to Reveal their own Transmutations. The Eclipse-Venus-Haumea-Ka’epaoka’awela (note 2 above) is the Focus of a T-Square (Challenge and SuperPower) from Cyllarus Out of Bounds (Big Ego Deaths) in 5 Leo (An Old Soul Who Discovers that the Old Rules No Longer Apply) Opposite (Debating With) Lachesis-Chariklo (Willingness to Choose to Let Go of Karma Limiting Our Self-Confidence) in 5 Aquarius (Surrender to Merging the Chthonic with the Cosmic). That is, Choosing to Reject Self-Doubt as Self-Abusive while Standing Firm on Our Values.

The Self-Resolution arises from the Finger of the Goddess or Mystery School founded in the Cooperation (Sextile) between the two other SuperPowers (see notes 4 and 5 below). To take Advantage of this Gift, we’ll need to Reject mentalizing the Relationships between Our Values and Cultural Change, and between Our Values and Our Intrusive Memories; if we Think we Understand either, we’re on the Wrong Track, as the whole point of the “Finger” is that there are things outside of 2D mentalization that we need to Grok. Confusion is always Good, as it’s the First Stage of Growth in Consciousness. Stubbornly Resist anyone’s Demands that you Explain Yourself; it’s a Trap to get you to Self-Betray by Limiting Yourself to 2D.

The Enhancement or Secondary and Triple Self-Resolution reside in the Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Blessings) that connects the Eclipse et al with the Intrusive Memories of note 5 and the Embrace of Our Unlimited Potential that we’ll introduce in note 4. Note that both the “Finger” and the Grand Trine connect the Eclipse et al Complex with the other two Complexes, assuring multiple avenues of Mutual Cooperation between them. In other words, the New Tapestry is being woven with Threads in Dimensions that aren’t Visible without Intuition into Dimensions greater than 3D (see note 4).

4 The Challenges will be about Accepting how Radical the Changes to our Cultures must be in order to have an Impact on Climate Change et al. The second T-Square Focuses on Jupiter (Expansion) in 1 Aries (Single-Minded, Hard-Working, Opinioned Spirituality). The Controversy (Opposition) that the Expanded Spiritual Focus (Jupiter) must Resolve is between two rather incredible Stellia (groups of three or more planets)…

Aletheia Stationary6-Chaos OOB-Asbolus OOB (Deep Intuition Allowing the Heart’s Whole-Hearted Defense of Our Unlimited Potential ) in 30 Gemini-6 Cancer (Cancer-Leo Duad of Cancer, Compassion Supported by Our Self-Esteem). This is Our Vision of the Threads of the Tapestry that are Invisible to 3D eyes.

…and…

Ixion-Klotho-Magdalena-Atropos-Pholus-Quaoar (New Karma with the Blessing of Mary Magdalene which Embraces the Realization that Climate Change et al Will Require Transcending Cultural Rules and Conventions) in 2-6 Capricorn (Aquarius Duad, Consideration of the Social Dimension of the Practical Solution).

The Finger of the Goddess that contributes Self-Resolution, and introduces a Mystery School, arises from the Sextile between the Eclipse et al (note 2) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Repeating Interminable Tasks) in 5 Virgo (The Edge between Fear and Ego Death). In other words, Expanded Spirit’s Job is to Recognize that the Treadmill seems Endless, and Cut Through this Illusion.

In addition to the Grand Trine in note 3 above, which connects the Chaos Stellium above to the Eclipse, Jupiter is also Trine to Cyllarus, which is one foot of the Eclipse T-Square, providing more Dumb-Luck Blessings to assure inter-cooperation and coordination between the three SuperPowers.

5 The Challenges will involve Overpowering, Lovingly, the Unending Litany of Intrusive Memories that our Karma will hide behind, aka the Opposition (Bickering) between Gonggong (Intrusive Memories) in 5 Pisces (Deep Deep Mystical Awareness Sheltered from Ego by Lack of a Need for Certainty) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Repeating Interminable Tasks) in 5 Virgo (The Edge between Fear and Ego Death). The third T-Square, rooted in this Opposition, Focuses on the Merger (Conjunction) of Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) and Pan Out of Bounds (the Overlighting Deva of Nature, in His Eminence) in 6 Gemini (Single-Minded Obsession to Making It to the Bright Light that Must Be at the End of the Tunnel ). (Shitodear, does Lonsdale’s description ever fit my 6-Gemini natal planet! I’ve been taking that Obsession totally for granted all my Life. I’ve always been Conscious of it, but I had no idea that it wasn’t just the nature of Life on Earth!)

The Finger of the Goddess that Self-Resolves this third T-Square is based on the Sextile between the Eclipse Stellium (note 2 above) and the Ixion et al Stellium (see note 4 above). Pan-Sedna also sports a Naked Trine to the Lachesis-Chariklo corner of the Eclipse T-Square, yet another assurance that the three T-Squares are Working Together for our Benefit.

6 The Aletheia Station occurred 9:43 am PDT 25 October (5:43 pm BST 25th, 2:43 am AEST 26th), in 5 Cancer (Obsessed with Exploring Every Tiny Shard of Karma). The chart structure was Identical to that of the 23 October Juno Station, but with the planets scrambled a bit. The Pan Out of Bounds Solo SuperPower (Meeting the Sacred Deva of Nature) is almost the same, but now in 4 Gemini (Compulsively Drawn Toward the Ephemeral ). The Zhulong-Ka’epaoka’awela Superpower (Transmutation into Enlightenment in the Juno Station) has become Awareness that Our Essence as Light Workers Is Transmutation into Enlightenment, as Mercury and the Sun have joined it.

Maybe if we plant only Potatoes, Onions, Garlic, Horseradish, and Nettles, we’ll get to Eat some of the Results. I usually co-plant with Buckwheat and Austrian Winter Peas because they fertilize everyone as they grow, the Buckwheat modifying insoluble Phosphorus for others to use, and the Peas fixing Nitrogen from the air. But the Deer strip those to the bare stems, and co-planting would leave the others vulnerable to Giardia-slobber. At least the Deer are back to leaving us piles of little black bunny-pellets again, instead of the tennis-ball-size globs of green Giardia poo that they were leaving last year. Unless, Goddess Forbid, the prevalence of Giardia is seasonal! Time to Conference with Pan. I wonder if He uses Zoom.

Not So Phew! 2

October 8, 2022

This 2:55 pm PDT 8 October Station of Pluto1 (Exaggerated Compulsions) appears to be worth documenting. Considering the Degree of the Station – 27 Capricorn, the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to – the most interesting component of the chart is a triple Merging (Stellium) of the symbols for Karma that’s Expiring, New Patterns that Are Forming, and the Feminine side of the Christ Energy.2

The Feminine side of the Christ Energy is often personified by Mary Magdalene. The other two members of the triple Merging are the Ending of Karma and the Beginning of Karma. Remember that Karma is simply Inertia – Habits that Simplify our Lives and Stretch our Attention Span when they work (like Trusting our Habitualized Body to do most of the work driving the car) and that can greatly Complicate our Lives when they don’t (like Trusting Tesla’s Rube Goldberg “self-driving” mechanisms to drive the car).

The Beginning of Karma is pretty Innocent. We Choose to Practice something that seems Useful at the time (like driving a car with an internal combustion engine), usually without thinking about what sort of Karma it will become several Lifetimes hence, when Circumstances may be drastically different. Ending Karma is always problematic, because Habits aren’t easy to Break, even when we no longer need them. We no longer leave water and hay for our car when we park it overnight. We may have been Delighted to drop that Habit, especially if we didn’t Relate to our Horse as a Conscious Entity. If we and our Horse Loved one another, trading Her in for a car was probably a serious Challenge.

Darshanamaya has graciously offered us a few Secrets about Easing Ending Karma

“Author James Clear [in his book Atomic Habits] writes:

‘The 4 Laws of Behavioral Change:
Make it Obvious
Make it Attractive
Make it Easy
Make it Satisfying’ ”

I would add a fifth “Law” – Use a PIAVA. Karma Resides in the Unconscious, and the usual Plan-Test-Revise-Execute Dynamic Change process doesn’t work in the Unconscious because Logic is just a circular game there. We Trust Logic because we’ve been brainwashed to not ask what the underlying Assumptions are. They’re always Either/Or, Political, while Reality and Spirit are always Both/And. Either/Or is about excluding the Other Tribe. Mary Magdalene is right here to Assist us!

And Bob (in Coloniser Queensland) has suggested that we can view this Atropos-Klotho combination as Letting Go of “an old Identity” and Swapping in a New Identity, rather than Old and New Karma, which is an excellent idea. And he Identifies a fabulous pair of candidates for the Swap, for me as well as for he… “my own self sabotage is my habit of attempting to analyse everything to the nth degree instead of relying on the intuitive messaging I am constantly receiving.” I don’t Believe there’s a faster path to 5D, because 5D only works when we – and everyone else in our 5D Community – does exactly that. Bob sends a Smiling 4-Eyed Sun for Emphasis…

  • So, how might we Make that Change Obvious? I guess if I use my own “formula,” I’d first figure out a way to Notice that I’m analyzing! I’ll try putting up “What If I Already Knew?” signs in Obvious (Obtrusive, so they’re hard to ignore) places around my workstation and office.
  • Making it Attractive means making it Positive Energy – so no scolding myself for analyzing, instead, Congratulating myself for Noticing. So I’ll add a big “Congratulations! You’re The Best!” to the bottom of the signs.
  • I don’t know how to make it any Easier, but I’m Open to Suggestions.
  • It’ll be Satisfying to the Extent that my Intuition is Accurate, which means that it’s either Correct, or Leads me to a Whole New Way of Thinking about what I was about to Anal-yse.
  • I’d enlist Earth and Fire by Attuning my Old Habit to my Energy Body, by Tapping on “Even though I tend to Analyze too much, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept Myself…”
  • Then I’d petition Air and Water by PIAVAing something on the order of a Theta such as “God Goddess, Creator of All Things – including Mary Magdalene – I Command that I Rapidly and Completely but Lovingly and Gently Learn to Trust My Intuition at Least as Much as My Analyses. It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done. Thank You, God Goddess and Mary Magdalene. Show Me!

I can’t help but “keep score,” whether for Analysis or for Intuition. For instance, I analyzed a potentially important decision last night, while Tentatively Thinking that What Triggered the Desire to Analyze May Have Been an Intuition. I Decided Analytically not to follow the potential Intuition. It was time-critical, and after the deadline passed I Regretted not Trusting the original thought as an Intuition. So I PIAVAed that I could Make Amends Successfully in the morning, which I did. It was a numerical Decision, so I can come up with a quantifiable comparison, which I just calculated – My Intuitive Choice Was a 30% Improvement Over What My Analytical Choice Would Have Been. Case Closed.

It is, however, Easy to Confuse Karmic Bias with Intuition. For instance, I’ve mentioned my Karmic Fear of car-tastrophes many times. If anyone’s interested in Learning a method for Distinguishing Karmic Bias from Intuition using Tapping and Theta Iteratively, Let me Know and I’ll repeat it.

While typing all that, I stumbled into another Habit/Identity that I’ve been working hard to Change – my Habit of Blaming “Inanimate” objects for my own Errors, which usually occur when I’m trying to get several things done at once. Changing a bunch of paragraphs into a List in WordPress requires a very specific sequence of steps, which I failed to execute several times in making the List above. I quickly Realized that I’d Insulted WordPress in a comment earlier, calling it “Wordsqueeze” instead. That Realization (not Apology, yet) helped a little, but I still screwed it up a few more times. So I Slowed Down and stopped thinking about the Next Steps, Focusing only on the List. It then went well.

Okay, so I’ve corrected my Insult to WordPress, and Aplogized. Feels Peaceful. Now, I step out of Collaboration with the “Inanimate” World when I try to get a lot done in a little time. I think I mentioned that I’ve added Gay Hendricks’s book The Big Leap to our Bibliography. The Big Leap is from our Zone of Competence to our Zone of Genius, and Gay offers a Treasure Chest of methods for doing this. One is Avoiding Upper Limits, where we Sabotage ourself when we Achieve More Success than we’re Comfortable with. The one I’m working with here though, is Einstein Time, where we Realize that in Newtonian Time, time is doled out TO us and we’re Slaves to the Clock and Calendar. In Einstein Time, We Create as much time as we Want.

I haven’t figured out the Connection between Time and Gay’s Key Question that can take us back into Einstein Time when we slip back into Time Slavery – it’s Where in My Life Am I Not Taking Full Ownership? Decades ago, when I studied Time Management, I Learned that the Fulcrum was to always Ask Ourself, Am I doing The Most Important Thing First? Considering my recent Dream, of a School Bus slowly drifting sideways into a cliffside covered with Ivy where it became Hopelessly Entangled (I couldn’t get to the door to help anyone get out), and even though Doing What We Most Love is a Big Key to Einstein Time, and I Love Doing this sort of astrological Analysis, and even though a School Bus isn’t literally an astrobuss, it’s hard to deny the Suggestion, so I Intuit that it’s telling me that I need to go fix myself some Good Food, and get good Sleep tonight.

I’ve added several books to the Bibliography lately about Suggestions and Methods for Collaborating with the allegedly “Inanimate” World, and it Deserves a separate post.

Lots more to say about the Pluto Station and the impending Full Moon! The Pluto Station chart features three T-Squares (Challenges/ SuperPowers), one to Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena that’s Enhanced (part of a Grand Trine as well as a T-Square) but not Self-Resolving (not also the Focus of a Finger of the Goddess), a second one to Pluto Stationary that’s also Enhanced but not Self-Resolving, and the third one to Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) that is triply Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star, a Grand Trine, and the Grand Trine is shared with the Pluto T-Square, so the two Cooperate).3 But we’ll have to continue later.

1 10:55 pm BST 8 October, 5:55 am AEST 9 October, in 27 Capricorn (the Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if We Choose to).

2 Asteroids Atropos (Previously Scheduled Expiry of Karma) in 26 Sagittarius, home of Fixed Star Aculeus (Abuse that Strengthens Us; Prenatal Decision to End All Karma in the Lifetime) Conjunct (Merged With) Klotho (Creation of New Karma) in 28 Sagittarius (Victory of the Light Despite Great Distraction), adjacent to Fixed Star Acumen (Destructive Gossip; Resisting Total Surrender) and Conjunct (Merged With) Magdalena (Mary Magdalene, the Feminine side of the Christ Energy) in 30 Sagittarius (Reweaving the Tapestry).

The Christ Energy is very poorly represented by the Louder side of “Christianity” these days. Most prominently, the Christ Energy is about Tolerance, while the Louder side of “Christianity” Projects “Sin” on everyone else and acts Satanic about their Desire to Punish it. A throwback to the Arian Age, an Age of Tribal Warfare and Violent Heroes, they are an adolescent version of the Patriarchy, and like the Doomed Patriarchy, their Clamor is their Death Throes. Their Self-Inflicted Suffering needs to be Expressed and Heard, and they need our Empathy but definitely not our Obeissance. Jesus of Nazareth personified the Christ Energy, but so have many other Wisdom-Speakers. The Christ Energy (basically, Peace, Love, Tolerance, Generosity, Collaboration) is quite close to what we think of as 5D, and is Spiritual, not Religious. Religions are Political, Either/Or, Good/Bad, Right/Wrong. Spirit is Inclusive, always Both/And.

3 Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena (see previous note) T-Square across the Opposition between Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity) in 24 Pisces (Union with the Spirit of Gaia, Attuned to Deep Rhythms in 5D ) and Mercury (Awareness, Communication) in 22 Virgo (Tasked to Channel, Challenged to Distinguish Future from Present ). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Atropos-Klotho-Magdalena to Eris (see next paragraph) and Sisyphus Out of Bounds (see Sedna paragraph below).

Pluto (Compulsion) in 27 Capricorn (The Ability to See through the Veil, which We Can Use to Ascend if we Choose to) T-Squaring Eris (Revelation of What’s Been Denied ) in 25 Aries (A Powerful Shadow, Compelled to Rise into the Light) Opposite Narcissus (Self-Absorption) in 25 Libra, home to both of the Fixed Stars Spica and Arcturus (Great Gift of Leadership, Discovering Self in Spite of our Best Lifelong Effort to Conform to our Culture) Conjunct Haumea (Rebirth) in 30 Libra (Compelled to Live What Others Deny, Owning Out Own Shadow). Enhanced by a Grand Trine from Pluto to Sedna (see next paragraph) and Mercury (see previous paragraph).

Dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power) in 30 Taurus (Guided to Explore the Underwhere) T-Square to Sisyphus Out of Bounds (Perpetually Interminable Labors) in 28 Leo (Tied to the Harsh Discipline of Overcoming Ego to Find Joy) Opposite the Stellium of (1) minor planet Damocles (Fear of Accountability) in 27 Aquarius (Having a Defined Path but Losing It Over and Over Again, in Order to Learn How to Guide Others Out of the Same Diversions) and asteroids (2) Vesta Stationary (Emphatic Growth in Consciousness) in 24 Aquarius, home to both of the Fixed Stars Sadalsuud and Deneb Algedi (Mandatory Mastery of Thinking, until the Basic Assumptions Prove to Be Wrong, then we must Surrender to Intuitive Survival ), plus (3) Heracles (Hit-Man for the Patriarchy) and (4) Phaedra (Shame), both in 29 Aquarius (Turned Inward, Focused with as much Curiosity as Intention on the New Self One Is Becoming).

Phew!

October 6, 2022

Feels too good to be true (which may mean it ain’t), but astrologically anyway, “the coast is clear” for once! 

The Moon is In-Bounds (Panic not so much) till 10:49 am 13 October 2022 (6:49 pm BST 13 Oct, 3:49 am AEST 14 Oct).

The next Stationary planet (Strong Ambient Energy) isn’t till 14 October, though astroevents tend to fill any empty Time-Space, so we could Encounter that sooner.  It’s about Self-Confidence Issues, including Self-Doubt,1 so we want to Intend (any other PIAVA will do fine as well) to be Confident in our Ability to Notice our Self-Doubt if does arise, and be Loving with it.  If we said to ourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re feeling Self-Doubt, aren’t you” (followed by Changing the Subject of course) it would be delicious, as it would not only take Our Identity out of Doubt, it would leave us Identifying with Compassion.  Practice that a couple times, and you may never Doubt yourself again!  If that sounds Dangerous, make sure to be Loving with your Doubt about it!

And my own Self-Doubt is Up already!! Thank the Goddess I know it’s coming, or I’d be Believing it!

We do have a couple of Sign Changes, which aren’t usually Disruptive, though they can Shift the General Ambient Energy a bit.

On 8 October, the Energy of Mary Magdalene 2 moves from Sagittarius (Let It Go! ) to Capricorn (Just Fix It! ). From The Seven Sacred Flames (pp166-7), compiled by Aurelia Louise Jones…

“It is extremely important for this Truth to be revealed now, that Mary Magdalene was a high initiate and priestess of the Sacred Fire during her lifetime with Jesus… She was unfairly discriminated against by the early ‘fathers of the [self-proclaimed “Christian”] Church’ in their attempt to… maintain control over what they feared the most, the energies of the ‘Divine Mother,’ that Mary Magdalene represented at the time, along with Mother Mary, the mother of Jesus. Both were very high initiates of the Temple of Isis and had the required attainment to hold that energy while Jesus was performing his Sacred Mission. It is time for hu[per]ity to open their hearts to the loving energies of Mary Magdalene, seeing her for who she really is and forgetting the lies maliciously invented against her.”

…(which we’ve added to the Bibliography). Her Energy has been hanging out in Sagittarius helping us Let Go Of all this Karma off and on since December 2021, She’ll be in Capricorn till January. She dipped her toe into Capricorn earlier this year from April till June. She should now be Open to Petitions to help with Rebuilding projects, particularly those aimed at Collaborative Teamwork.

Then we do have a Full Moon 1:58 pm PDT 9 October, in 17 Aries,3 but it’s a Grand Unx, meaning that there’s somebody near 17 Degrees of every Sign, each planet one Sign from the planet in the next and the previous Signs.4 That makes the next few weeks an Ideal time for Letting Go of Self-Sabotaging Habits, especially…

  • Where The Most Important Thing is to Heal your Codependence in Relationships where your primary Strategy for Improvement has been Hope.5 As they say, Hope is Necessary, but it’s not the most Effective Strategy for Resolving a Problem. If we’re in this position, it may be because we haven’t Realized that the only person we can Change is Us. Our odds of succeeding at Waiting and Hoping for someone else to Change are close to nil. We’ll probably have to Make Our Own Needs Clearly Known, or Recognize that Our Needs Are Being Ignored, or both. And we’ll probably have to make a Fearless and Searching Inventory of what we are Gaining from the Relationship, so we can Weigh it against the Loss of Self that Results from Not Being Able to Live Our Truth.
  • This is by no means Easy, and it we aren’t Fully Aware of our own Needs it will be a very Clumsy process. This is not the kind of Change anyone makes without a great deal of Practice, but the whole process is in many ways a prerequisite for Enlightenment or Ascension. In order to be True to Our Soul Self, we will have to Give Up most of the Compromises we’ve made so we could Survive in a Patriarchic World. Will our Self-Reliant 5D Community Magically Appear just as we’re Ready to replace our old 3D one? We may need our Intermittent Fasting practice more than we Imagined.

This is only one of our dozen Unx Opportunities. For instance, The Most Important One Is Our Need to Take Full Ownership of Our Historical Abuse.6 We can talk more about these dozen in another port.

For now, it’s also Important to point out that in a Grand Unx there are no T-Squares, only Grand Crosses. A T-Square (Major Challenge and SuperPower) is two planets on almost Exactly Opposite sides of the Zodiac, with a third planet halfway between them. A Grand Cross (a Series of Hassles that Complement One Another if We’re Patient with Them) is four planets more or less equally spaced around the Zodiac.

For instance, where the Most Important Thing Is to Heal Our Codependence with Hope (see note 5), the Grand Cross includes a Discussion between this Healing Codependence and the Empirical Truth about the Boundaries our Sovereignty prefers to Set.7 This Discussion is Confusingly Mixed with a second Debate between Our Emotional Discouragement and an Ego Death around our Trust in our Values.8

More Doors to Open here, in future posts.

1 Station of dwarf planet Chariklo (Self-Confidence and Self-Doubt ) 1:42 am PDT 14 October 2022, in 5 Aquarius (Surrender to Merging the Chthonic with the Cosmic – which is exactly what Aluna Joy predicted for the fifth phase of the Core Ascension Portal that ended yesterday!). That’s 9:42 am BST and 6:42 pm AEST.

2 Asteroid Magdalena enters the first Degree of Capricorn (Tradition of one’s own) 4:03 pm PDT 8 October, which is 12:03 am BST and 9:03 am AEST, both 9 October.

3 17 Aries is Living Outside of Culture but Open to Spirit. 1:58 pm PDT 9 October is 9:58 pm BST 9 October and 6:58 am AEST 10 October.

4 Which defines the Unx, or 30° Angle, which is the 12th Harmonic (360°/12=30°), which corresponds to the 12th Major Arcana in Tarot, the Hanged Man, or Pattern-Breaker. He doesn’t Hang by his Neck or Fingernails, but by his Heels, in order to Get a New Perspective on Things, the Better to Change them.

5 Asteroid Panacea Out of Bounds (Profound Healing) in 15 Capricorn (Searching for a Way to Avoid Claiming Profound Power, and finding none, needing the timing, willingness, and discernment to Claim Openly the Power that is Dangerous but undeniably yours) Merged with (Conjunct) dwarf planet Hylonome (Codependence) in 20 Capricorn (Staying Committed to Clearing the Present when the Future is so Compelling), Unx to both Pandora Out of Bounds (Exaggerated Hope) in 15 Sagittarius (Adept with Apocalypse Once We Accept It ) and Saturn (The Most Important Thing) in 19 Aquarius (Half Observer but Half Participant in the Apocalypse, thus able to See Alternatives).

6 Saturn (The Most Important Thing) in 17 Aquarius (Maintaining Tradition) Unx to both Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) in 15 Pisces (“Stunningly endowed with whatever it takes to reveal Spirit in action” ) and Panacea-Hylonome in Capricorn (see prior note). We need to Leap at every Opportunity to Own our Abuse and Privilege while Nessus is in 15 Pisces. It’s been there since 14 September and will stay there till 24 October. It was there earlier from 25 February till 23 March 2022. Considering those dates, it’s obvious that Our Victimhood about Putin’s Invasion of Ukraine (and about other elements of Climate Change et al ) is the place to start. This deserves its own post. It will be there again between 31 December 2022 and 6 February 2023.

7 Panacea-Hylonome (see note 5) Opposes the Stellium (Group of 3 or more planets) of asteroids Veritas (Truth of the Mind) in 18 Cancer (Obsessed with Polarity Karma and Our Shadow till We Finally Break Through to See the Dualism as a Game) and Pallas (Boundaries) in 15 Cancer, home of the Major Star Sirius (Brilliance at Natural Community), and Black Moon Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) in 20 Cancer (Coming into Enlightenment ).

8 Moon (Instincts) in 17 Aries (Living Outside of Culture but Open to Spirit) Merged with (Conjunct) Chiron (Despair and Miracles) in 15 Aries, home of the Major Star Alpheratz in Andromeda (Freedom of Action and the Need to Be Present with Oneself ) Opposite the Stellium of the Sun (Our Essence) in 17 Libra (Sensitivity Covered by Self-Defeating Self-Obsession), the asteroids Requiem (Ego Death) in 19 Libra (Repeated Impulsive Actions that Unexpectedly Break Through Ossified Karma) and Eurydike (Trust ) in 18 Libra (Compulsive Control Till Realizing that it’s a Dead End and Finding a Way to Sit Still with Anxiety), and Venus (Our Values) in 14 Libra (Giving Up Identification with the Surficial and Moving Inside).

Still More Big Doin’s

October 2, 2022

We aren’t quite done with this complex Gauntlet. Our Friendly Sun will be sending us Kisses for the next few weeks, so we may want to power down any expensive equipment that isn’t plugged into a surge protector, while we aren’t using it. Or even if it is plugged in, since surge protectors aren’t foolproof and they do wear down a little with every surge…

.https://spaceweather.com/archive.php?view=1&day=02&month=10&year=2022.

Some nasty Emissons were detected from this one even when it was on the farside…

.https://spaceweather.com/archive.php?day=27&month=09&year=2022&view=view.

The Sun may be mad because we bashed a moon of one of His ‘roids. Kinda like bashing your great granddaughter over the head with a Molotov Cocktail, just to see how they React.

Have we mentioned that Mercury went Direct this morning, 2:07 am 2 November 2022, in 25 Virgo (Committed to Enlightenment, on the Edge between Shoulds and Beginners Mind ). That’s 10:07 am BST in Fantasyland, and 7:07 pm AEST in East Oz. Travel and Communication are supposed to run more smoothly now.

In the odd chance that you know someone with a small child who’s overdue to start talking, they could start talking in full sentences now. They’ve been studying things and now they’re ready to spill the beans about what they’ve Observed. You might even have a small Inner Child who fits that description – wouldn’t hurt to ask them what they Think or Feel about Life, the Universe, and Everything, see that they say.

They may have a lot to Teach us about the Entanglement between Our Fate and Our Free Will, if we’re lucky enough to Realize that we can Choose to have Free Will without getting Screwed by Probate. This last Portal of the Gauntlet is about just that – Realizing that Fate is a Myth, peddled to us by the Elites who want to Keep Us “In Our Place.” The Energy strikes in two phases.

First, Increasing gradually till 5:03 pm PDT 4 October, we Feel Trapped by Our Fate, or Karma. We Grok that the Key to 5D is Self-Love, but we’re Tormented by the Fear that Self-Love means we have to Love Our Karma, and we Hate our Karma! 1 As the second Energy also gradually Increases, till 11:12 am PDT 5 October, it slowly Dawns On us that we can Choose Otherwise, though it’s not immediately Obvious How to Do It.2 (Contiues after the Purple.)

1 Asteroid Moira (Fate and Choice) Stationary (Emphasized ) in 14 Gemini (Exciting Invention and Innovation for Sale to the Highest Bidder). 5:03 pm PDT 4 October is 1:03 am BST 5 October and 10:03 AEST 5 October. The Moira Station chart features one Fully Self-Resolving T-Square (Challenge and SuperPower) to the Conjunction (Merger) of Sappho (Self-Love) in 15 Leo (Individuation) and Tantalus (Unquenchable Desire) in 13 Leo (Compulsion to Let Go of All Attachment to Personal Identity), adjacent to the Fixed Star Acubens (Feeling in Charge of Conversion to 5D for the Whole Earth but Challenged to Resurrect Ourself by Letting Go of Ego). The base of the T-Square (Source of the Tension) is the Nodal Axis between the South Node (Held Emotions) at 15 Scorpio (Dedication to the Path of the Goddess) and the North Node (Life Mission) at 15 Taurus (The Need to Surrender, Erupting Repeatedly).

2 Asteroid Vesta (Growth in Consciousness) Stationary (Emphasized ) in 23 Aquarius (Compelled to Bridge Different Worlds with No Time Outs). 11:12 am PDT 5 October is 7:12 pm BST 5 October and 4:12 am AEST 6 October. The Vesta Station chart features a Yin Gate (Mystery School that Calls us to Move Beyond Duality) centered on the Opposition (Duality) between Stationary Vesta (Compulsion to Expand Our Consciousness) and the Conjunction (Merger) of Samadhi (Enlightenment ) in 20 Leo (Intense Focus on the Shadow, for Good or Ill ) with Out of Bounds Sisyphus (An Interminable Assignment) in 26 Leo (Uniting a Split Self ).

The very intense four-day fifth and last phase of Aluna Joy Yaxk’in’s 20-Day Core Ascension Portal spans 2-5 October. Aluna Joy suggests that we can avoid getting squeezed between “self-interest and self-sacrifice” by focusing on Collaboration and Community. She advises against trying to “force yourself to understand anything” about the whole Gauntlet we’re finishing here, “because when you do, you push the wisdom away” – that is, we cram our Vast Multidimensional SuperPowers back into a used 2D tuna can, where it festers and smells bad.

Aluna Joy’s full reading is in the right-hand column of her Facebook Page under September 15, 2022. She also suggests that we Take a Break after the 5th, because the last three weeks have been an Overwhelming Spiritual Purification. Astrologically we’d even say the last 3½-4 weeks.

We have a Full Moon coming up 9 October (2pm PDT in 17 Libra). 13 October the Moon goes back Out of Bounds North, and 14 November dwarf planet Chariklo (Self-Confidence) stands still (2am PDT in 5 Aquarius. If you Experience Self-Doubt between the 6th and 14th, don’t fall for it; it’s a Paper Tiger. Use it to find any traces of your own Karmic Self-Doubt, and Banish it. We’re working on Unconditional Self-Love, and Self-Doubt is bound to come up as the other side of the 2D Coin. Move to 5D where you can look down on the Edge, and give it a spin. Fear is simply the Absence of Love, which Absence we’re Abolishing. Revisualize the Coin with Self-Love on both sides.

If that’s hard to do, try this first. Shut Your Mouth and keep it Shut while you Breathe In and Out through your Nose at least half a dozen times. For the next several Breaths, keep Inhaling as Deeply as you can, allowing your expanding Diaphragm to Straighten and Lift your Spine, and Filling your Lungs all the way to the Top. If you don’t Feel more Love and Joy after doing this, practice doing it for longer periods till you do. It Triggers your Vagus Nerve and Turns Off the “Sympathetic” Fight/Flight/Freeze Reaction that everyday Life in the Western World constantly Overexcites.