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Quantum Jump 12

July 21, 2018

This is an excellent time to take a Searching and Fearless Inventory of our Fears – all of the things that trigger our minds into “helicopter trips” of What-Ifs.  What If that weird Pain or Blemish is Cancer?  What If Pootin’ and his Toady finish remaking the Supremes in the Image of Andrew Carnegie?  What If I lose my income next week?  What If the whole Economy collapses?  What If so-and-so doesn’t like me?  What If I get Banished by my Family of Origin, or by my Family of Choice?  What If I’m not Cool?  Or not Hot?

I’m sure you can think of many more.  Now, how many hours over the last week have we spent “Worrying” about each of these Fears?  That’s time we could have spent Focusing on What We Want In Our Life instead – excellent Health, Life-Affirming Leadership, Abundance, Equality, Unconditional Self-Love, Respect for All Things, and the like.  Every minute we spend Focusing on What We Want, or better yet…

Focusing on How We’ll Feel When We Have Everything We Want (including both Stuff and Attitudes)…

puts us closer to Having Everything We Want, and Being Who We Want To Be.  The closer we are to Having-Everything-We-Want-and-Being-Who-We-Want-To-Be, the more Psychic and Material and Emotional Support we’ll be providing for Everyone to Have-Everything-They-Want-and-Be-Who-They-Want-To-Be.

I know, we have such great examples of Leaders who seem to be Having-Everything-They-Want-and-Being-Who-They-Want-To-Be and Destroying the Planet in the process.  Look at it this way.  If we ALL Have-Everything-We-Want-and-Are-Who-We-Want-To-Be, there are probably a million ways that they could Have-Everything-They-Want-and-Be-Who-They-Want-To-Be without Destroying the Planet in the process.

The Antichrist and his Masters are Adepts at Self-Love.  They just don’t give a shit about anyone else.  When the Universe presents Mirrors to us, they’re often Funhouse Mirrors – a bit warped and distorted.  It’s up to us to filter out the Distortion and Detox it.  That’s What We Do.  That’s Why We’re Here.  Not to Wail and Gnash our Teeth over what’s Wrong, but to Detox it and join the throngs sending out More and More Powerful Vibrations of What-We-Want.

If What-You-Want leaves anyone else worse off, then work on your formulation of What-You-Want to clean up its rough Edges.  What-We-Want needs to leave everyone else Better Off, and with a little work we can Easily convert our Wants to meet that need, if they don’t already.

Quantum Jump 10

July 19, 2018

Well, we don’t seem to be able to escape this Quantum Jump Province yet, which is fine, or at least, it Is What It Is.  More of our Big Rebirth, in other words.  20-21 July features

  • The Station of Eris (6am PDT) at 25 Aries (which I somehow failed to notice until just now) – meaning that we might encounter Insights about the cornerstones that keep our Limiting Beliefs in place.
  • The Initiation of Sappho by Lachesis (10am PDT) at 25 Taurus, “A vast public park”; the Cycle is about Choosing What to Love about Ourself, begging the question, “Why would we Choose NOT to Love anything about Ourself?”  The Degree says that Choosing to Love ALL of Ourself will open up a Vast Public Park for us to play in.
  • The Station of asteroid Karma (2pm PDT) at 1 Sagittarius – more likelihood of Insights about the Edges between Who We Are and Who We Think We Are, and, since Karma is now full-time in Sagittarius (Letting Go), we may find it easier to Let Go of our Self-Judgments.
  • The Initiation of Nemesis by Sedna (5am) at 28 Taurus, “A woman, past her ‘change of life,’ experiences a new love”; when we Claim Fear as Power, we have no need to Fear Ego Death of any sort, including Ego Deaths that Challenge the deepest levels of our Identity both Personally and Culturally.

Notice that if we use six-Degree birth-chart Sensitivity, which is appropriate since Rebirth is what we’re talking about, these all make significant Dances with each other.  In fact, except for a Vacancy at the end of Aquarius or beginning of Pisces, we have a “Grand Unx,” or twelve planets more or less equidistant from one another, which is the Ideal situation for Breaking Up Old Habit Patterns, Karmic or otherwise.

The Vacancy is filled by the Fixed Star Deneb Algedi in the Mertail of Capricorn.  Bernadette says (Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, pp.302-4) “the law-giving, justice-oriented god trying to civilize his people is probably the best [interpretation], since this would reflect its long history.  This is the star of the person who is a benefic ruler, one who is trying to use wisdom and knowledge to protect and help the people around them.”  Then she goes on to cite Mother Teresa as her example.

Wouldn’t it be great if such a person would step forward to save us from Sinki into Hel, now that the Antichrist is so clearly and blatantly illustrating the Exact Opposite.  Remember that in the Unconscious, which does not do Duality, Opposites are Equal.  Or do you suppose that the Antichrist was just playing Br’er Rabbit to his friend’s Br’er Bear?  That’s too funny.

Quantum Jump 2

July 7, 2018

Here’s what the 8 July (7:30 am PDT) Haumea Station looks like…

Here’s what we wrote in July I (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/06/28/july-i/)…

“Stationary Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Eris (Revelation of what was Denied), T-Squared by Pluto (Compulsion), Lilith (Self-Sovereignty), Klotho (Start of a New Timeline), and BZ509 (Transcendence).”

We had a senior moment and omitted Lilith from the version in July I (since corrected).  So we’re Reborn (thrice really, with Haumea, BZ509, and Klotho all Lit Up) into a World where we’re Compelled to Express Who We Really Are, Following no one’s advice except the Wisdom of our own Soul, and encouraging Others to Follow theirs as well (Lilith).  Of course that could be Difficult (T-Square), as Lilith was considered a Pariah and a Demon by the Patriarchy.

Consider though that this Energy will effect Everyone.  If the Generals of the Patriarchy Follow their own Empathy-Less and Compassion-Less Souls, they’ll drift further from everyone else, whose Souls are likely to Lead them into greater Compassion and Empathy.  The Sergeants of the Patriarchy, who Follow because they Fear not to, or because they Believe they Should, may turn away from the Generals.  Continuing our July I extract…

“There are Trine Bridges (Easy Paths around the T-Square’s Difficulty) from Moira-Chaos (Choosing to Let Go of our Limitations) and from Vesta-Ixion (Letting Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve used to squelch our Hidden Genius).”

These are Trines – Dumb-Luck Blessings.  But they also involve Difficult tasks – Allowing Ourself to Let Go of our Limitations and Allowing Ourself to Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve been using to squelch our Hidden Genius.  Some people will wake up tomorrow and without giving it a second thought, they’ll just Let Go of their Limitations and Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs they’ve been using to keep their Genius Hidden.  When enough of us do that, the rest of us will find the Courage to do the same.

Remember that Jupiter (Expanson) is also Stationary (Strong), turning about on 10 July (10 am PDT).  That will embolden many.

It should be obvious to veteran readers that there will be Ego Deaths involved in all this, as we will definitely have Ego Attachments to many of those Limitations and Limiting Beliefs.  For some (those associated with Held Emotions) it will feel like “I’d rather Die,” and for others (those installed by our programmers) it will feel like “They’ll Kill me” – either are trademarks of impending Ego Death. 

But we also said in July I

There is also a Quincunx Bridge (another Easy Path if we can Hold our Curiosity as Curiosity and not try to ‘Figure It Out’) from Lachesis-Nemesis-Sedna (Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death).”

Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death.  Great!  But that complex isn’t Complete yet…

“Lachesis (Choosing to Alter Timelines) Initiated Nemesis (Ego Deaths) on 3 July (11pm PDT) at 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Lachesis is about the Length of Timelines – Fated when we’re Unconscious, and Chosen when we’re Conscious.  Point at the line (Timeline) that you Want to Change, and you’ll write your own Autobio book.”

So far so good.  We’re five days into that 27-year Cycle, so we still have plenty of time to Point at the Timeline we Want – such as…

I Choose to Quickly Become Effortlessly Adept at Sailing through Ego Deaths with aplomb

That should serve us well for the Initiation, and should be more than enough to Get us through these Stations.  To assist with the Lilith T-Square though, we need to maintain our Curiosity (Quincunx) about it, so let’s add…

“I wonder what will happen around my Self-Sovereignty when I Sail through my Ego Deaths Effortlessly.”

Feels Powerful.

The other two Initiations haven’t occurred yet, so we can plan for them…

“Sedna (Embracing Fear as Power) Initiates Nemesis 21 July (5am PDT).  Embrace Fear as Power by training yourself to Respond to Fear with Breathing, Kegels, Tapping, and Thetas.

“Sedna Initiates Lachesis 30 July (1:30 pm PDT).  Both Sedna Initiations occur at 28 Taurus, ‘A post-menopausal woman experiences a new love.’  Once you’ve Befriended Fear and Learned to maneuver your own Life by pointing at the Timelines you Want, your only Limits are the ones you Choose.”

And from the sound of all that, we can Look Forward to them.  Meanwhile we can Enjoy using our new-found Self-Determination and Freedom from Limitations to Let Go of Judgments (15 July Hopi Station) and Sterilize any remaining Karmic Impediments (20 July Station of asteroid Karma).

Then we have the Eclipses woven into this Tapestry of Liberation, a Partial Solar Eclipse at 21 Cancer (there’s that number again) on 12 July just after the Jupiter Station, and a Total Lunar Eclipse at 5 Aquarius on 27 July.  Eclipses represent Illumination, because they cast that-which-we’ve-Taken-for-Granted into Darkness, and we Suddenly Become Aware of it through its Absence.  We can Expect Epiphanies around our natal planets near 21 and 5 Degrees.

July I

June 28, 2018

July begins with a Station of Chiron.  Stations are a planet’s Strongest times, and Chiron can be about Discouragement.  Discouragement is actually easily Healed, though, with Empathy.  We recommend Self-Empathy, in the form of what we call a “Poor-Sweetheart” – say to yourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling [Discouraged] [whatever else], aren’t you.”  Then Change the Subject – put your mind on something else.  Empathy makes Miracles.

The Chiron Station is 4 July (10pm PDT) in 3 Aries.  As it Stations, the Moon approaches, so we can expect the Peak Experience to stretch until 2:30 am PDT or so, when the Moon crosses Chiron.  Stay well away from fireworks, ok?

The Chiron Station chart features two Challenges (T-Squares) and two Big Blessings (Grand Trines).  The peak of each T-Square is a corner of a Grand Trine, indicating that the Challenges should be Easy, if we Allow them to be.  We’ll call these combination T-Square-and-Grand-Trine Configurations “Magic Mushrooms.”

The first Challenge is to Accept that The Most Important Thing is Being Fully Responsive to your Survival Instincts.  If you pay attention to the “news” at all you know that the 3D World is rapidly Collapsing.  Tap Out your Fears till you’re Neutral, and Theta your Wants till you’re fully Confident in them, but after that, Follow your Instincts.

Moon-Chiron Opposes Eurydike-Makemake (Trust that you can Manifest What You Want) Square to Saturn-Pholus-Quaoar.  The corresponding Earth Grand Trine (Big Blessing) is Saturn-et al to Ceres (Sustainability) to Juno-Uranus (your Soul’s Wisdom Coming into your Consciousness).  It’s a Kite with OR10 (Intrusive Memories), so you’re likely to be Remembering Parallel Lives where you are Living at a Higher Level.

Tapping – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4

Thetaing – https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/

The second Challenge is kind of the Opposite – our Intrusive Memories will be about the Lifetime(s) inhabited by Heavy Emotions and Self-Sabotaging Patterns.  This is a Boon, as it gives us the Opportunity to Recognize that they aren’t Present Moment (Tap them Out) and Liberate ourself from their Yoke.  You well know what you would Prefer – Theta exactly that, iteratively, until you’re Confident you can Manifest it.  Contradicts the first Challenge?  It’s Both/And, isn’t it.

The accompanying Grace is Restoration of the Life Force.  If you’ve been wrestling with Autoimmune Bummers, this is an Opportunity to Poor-Sweetheart them into oblivion.

Asteroid Karma at 2 Sagittarius is the focus of a T-Square on the Opposition between OR10 and Ceres.  The Fire Grand Trine connects Karma, Varuna, and Moon-Chiron.  Eurydike-Makemake is the head of a Kite on the Grand Trine.

We’ll talk about it in a few minutes, but on 3 July (peak 11pm PDT) we have the Opportunity to Choose to replace our Painful Ego-Death Patterns with Graceful Transitions.

Having thus Survived and Thrived through these Tests and Blessings, 5-10 July is about a Major Rebirth. 

On 8 July (peaking at 7:30 am PDT) we’re Lifted into Transcendence, as our hard work over the years Recovering our Abandoned Genius pays off.

Stationary Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Eris (Revelation of what was Denied), T-Squared by Pluto (Compulsion), Lilith (Self-Sovereignty), Klotho (Start of a New Timeline), and BZ509 (Transcendence).  There are Trine Bridges (Easy Paths) from Moira-Chaos (Choosing to Let Go of our Limitations) and from Vesta-Ixion (Letting Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve used to squelch our Hidden Genius).

There is also a Quincunx Bridge (another Easy Path if we can Hold our Curiosity as Curiosity and not try to “Figure It Out”) from Lachesis-Nemesis-Sedna (Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death).

Lachesis (Choosing to Alter Timelines) Initiates Nemesis (Ego Deaths) 3 July (11pm PDT) at 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Lachesis is about the Length of Timelines – Fated when we’re Unconscious, and Chosen when we’re Conscious.  Point at the line (Timeline) that you Want to Change, and you’ll write your own Autobio book.

Sedna (Embracing Fear as Power) Initiates Nemesis 21 July (5am PDT).  Embrace Fear as Power by training yourself to Respond to Fear with Breathing, Kegels, Tapping, and Thetas.

Sedna Initiates Lachesis 30 July (1:30 pm PDT).  Both Sedna Initiations occur at 28 Taurus, “A post-menopausal woman experiences a new love.”  Once you’ve Befriended Fear and Learned to maneuver your own Life by pointing at the Timelines you Want, your only Limits are the ones you Choose.

Meanwhile, Jupiter – Expansion – is Stationary till 10 July (10 am PDT) at 14 Scorpio, which will jet-propel our Rebirth.  Its major feature will be Letting Go our Judgment.  There are two keys to maneuvering through this…

  • “I Wonder what I will Feel if I Let Go of this Judgment.”  That needs to be Genuine Curiosity.  It’s about Discovery, not Figuring Out what to Expect.
  • “I Wonder how my Life will Change if I Let Go of this Limiting Thought Pattern.”  Again, Avoid Expectations and be Willing to be Surprised and Delighted.

The Jupiter Station Conjoins asteroid Hopi – Respect for All Things.  In the resulting Square Fez, Jupiter-Hopi Quincunxes (Curiosity) the Moon (Authentic Emotions) and Mercury (mind) Quincunxes Neptune (Growing beyond the Ego).

12 July (8pm PDT) features a partial Solar Eclipse in 21 Cancer.

Then Hopi itself is Stationary on 15 July at 17 Scorpio, so the whole notion of being Reborn into Non-Judgment occupies 5-15 July.  The Midpoint of Scorpio is one of the major Power Points of the Zodiac, one of the Four Horsepersons.  Go for it!  Allow yourself to be Surprised and Delighted by Persistently Dismissing your mind’s repeated attempts to Anticipate and Expect. 

Living through Expectation prevents you from ever leaving the Past, since our Expectations are based on our Past Experiences.  If you Want to Experience Life As It Is, Moment to Moment, you have to “Cancel, Neutralize, Upgrade,” thank the mind for attempting to Contribute, chuckle at it, and Open to an Blank Slate.