We know we’re in the middle of a rather huge Rebirth. And we know that in the process we’re getting a lot of Help and Structure from the Cooperation between this and the Urge to Be Honest with our Soul Self, the Ending of our Limitations, and the Re-Emergence of our Hidden Genius.
We also know that we’ve been Building a new Timeline or Identity Founded in Self-Love through the process of getting Honest with ourself about our Unconscious Fear and Anger. And now we’re moving to the next phase of our Big Rebirth, where we get Specific about our New Identity.
- We know we’re in the middle of a rather huge Rebirth… Jupiter (Expansion) Conjunct (Merged With) Haumea (Rebirth).
- And we know that in the process we’re getting a lot of Help and Structure from the Cooperation between (the ongoing Golden Rectangle) this and
- The Urge to Be Honest with our Soul Self… Eris (Honesty) Conjunct Uranus (Soul Self),
- The Ending of our Limitations… Atropos (Endings) Conjunct Chaos (Limitlessness), and
- The Re-Emergence of our Hidden Genius… Saturn (Focus) Conjunct Ixion (Forbidden Genius).
- We also know that we’ve been Building a new Timeline or Identity Founded in Self-Love through the process of getting Honest with ourself about our Unconscious Fear and Anger… Klotho (New Timeline) Conjunct Sappho (Self-Love) in a Yin Gate (Mystery School) with Sedna (Fear and Anger) Conjunct Aletheia (Truth).
- And now we’re moving to the next phase of our Big Rebirth, where we get Specific about our New Identity… Klotho is Stationary (Strong).
It’s difficult to think a new Identity, because our Identity arises from the Unconscious, not, fortunately, from the Intellect. Our Old Identity, of course, isn’t about to Let Go without a Fight. “You’re trying to Kill me!” would be a direct quote. The Ego’s job is to keep us Safe, and if it’s Easy to shoulder aside it wouldn’t be very good at that, would it.
So it’s good that our Identity is Indefatigable. As Entities reaching beyond the Ego – which we need to become (if we aren’t already) if we want to move ourself and the Planet beyond Competition and Greed and Violence – we just need to get accustomed to Ego Death.
The Pressure to Molt is irresistible. If we’re cemented to our Old Ego, the unfolding New Ego has to resort to drastic measures – we’ll experience Ego Death as Loss of a job or major client, Loss of a Lover, a Health Crisis, or any manner of Victimhood. The alternative is to just get accustomed to Ego Death. The advantage of that is that we can sometimes “Miraculously” transcend or reverse the Heuristic Victimhood Adventures that we’d Unconsciously scheduled for ourselves.
While we can’t think a new Identity, we can, since it arises from the Unconscious, help midwife it with PIAVAs. “Great Spirit, may I please be Reborn with greater Abundance and Joy!” for instance.
Michael Roads also has an excellent suggestion for us (From Illusion to Enlightenment, pp.94-5)…
“I need you to fully realize that you cannot change and remain the same. Do you get that? …
“This is what you do. You begin by having a full-on relationship with yourself. You learn to fully appreciate everything about you that you like. You ask your [spouse] and a close friend to write a list of all that they appreciate in you. And, of course, you put your [Programmers] out of your emotional and mental life. You learn to relate to the people living in your life on a daily basis, not to people who are memories in the past.
” ‘And what do I do about my obsession [with my Programmers]?’
“You focus on everything in yourself that you enjoy. Every other aspect of yourself that you don’t like, you totally ignore. You don’t attempt to correct any disliked obsession, you simply ignore it. What you ignore withers away from lack of energy. What you attempt to correct thrives on the energy. And it does not go away. It truly is that simple.”
“Where you focus, energy flows. So when you consider the probability factor of a repeating pattern of a problematic behaviour, then obviously the last thing you should do is maintain a focus on that problem. Problems feed on energy, the same as we do. If you refuse to feed the problematic behaviour with energy, it dwindles and fades.
“Instead of attempting to correct the problem, you focus on [your] attributes and abilities. You teach [yourself] self-appreciation. In this way you… are feeding energy to [your] higher qualities. Sometimes it will even draw skills to the surface that, unrealized, were developed in a past lifetime.”
Which skills would probably be related to our Hidden Genius.
And probably also part of the “Past-Life” Skillset that you need to accomplish your Mission, the very Skillset that’s Hidden beneath your Held Emotions. In fact, your Held Emotions – the Emotions you detest so much that they’re likely to be completely or mostly Unconscious – are probably involved in your Ego Death, as your Old Ego will “Fight to the Death” to keep them Submerged.
Dwarf planet OR10 (Intrusive Memories) is still Conjunct (Merged With) the South Node (Our Held Emotions and Hidden Skills), and Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) is still Conjunct both – your Hidden Skills may be what you were Abused for (unfairly of course), or a Privilege you were Punished for (when a Power Structure was overthrown, for instance).
Suzanne Lie has some more esoteric but equally Powerful suggestions…