Juli asks an excellent question – “What on earth are Kegels?” Kegels are an excellent Response to Fear, as they Slow Down Time. The greater the Fear, the greater the Slowing…
https://www.healthline.com/health/kegel-exercises
Often prescribed for women to reverse urinary incontinence after childbirth or aging, they’re just as good for men. I’m not suggesting that champion baseball and basketball players do Kegels, but if you’ve ever wondered how someone can place-hit a 160kph/100mph fastball or coordinate a fast break, it’s a lot easier when Time is moving at half-speed.
After I learned this (from Jack Schwartz, a remarkable workshop of his I was lucky enough to attend), by “coincidence” I went to see the movie Alien, and couldn’t help but do Kegels all through the movie. When I left the theater, it felt as though it took me hours to get home, even though it was about 5k, at 65kph (3 mi at 40mph) – less than 10 minutes clock time. I was alarmed enough by the pace to check my speedometer dozens of times, and every time it said I was traveling at the legal speed limit.
It’s worth having a look at that Tricolor Configuration in the Aries Equinox chart. Since it’s a chart for an Equinox, we can Expect it to impact our Lives and our Planet for much of the next Year…
Many of the Players in the chart are Stationary (Strong)…
- Mnemosyne on 15 March 10pm PDT
- Ceres on 18 March 10pm PDT
- Hopi on 19 March 8am PDT
- Ixion on 27 March 2pm PDT
- Pholus on 29 March 9pm PDT
- Quaoar 1 on April 3pm PDT
The end of March looks to be particularly Dramatic, by the way, with Forbidden-Genius Ixion, Full-Responsibility Pholus, and Survival-Instincts Quaoar all Strong at the same time.
As long-time readers will recall, we interpret a Tricolor (so named for the profound reason that it’s made up of a red line, a green one, and a blue one) by focusing on Curiosity (the green Quincunx line) as the means to unlock the Grace (the blue Trine line) hidden in the Challenge (the red Square line).
The Stellia (groups of 3 or more planets) are Challenging enough on their own, even before they Square one another…
- Sun-Chiron-Nemesis – Sun (Essence) says we’re going deep, Chiron gives us a Choice between Despairing and Poor-Sweethearting ourself, and Nemesis suggests that we may Feel like we’re Dying or Shamefully Guilty, “simply” because the Ego is Molting.
- Ixion-Mars-Pholus-Quaoar – Mars (Urge to Action) will be Agitating our Forbidden Genius (Ixion), likely exciting his/her Resentment at being Forbidden, and Egging her/him to Speak Out and Act Out. Pholus (Responsibility) is about Preparing for Unforeseen Circumstances, those famous Unknown Unknowns. And Quaoar suggests that Taking Full Responsibility may be, or at least Feel like, a Life and Death issue.
So here the Challenge is to Accept some pretty profound Healing by Recognizing that a Part of our Soul has been Forbidden to Be Present in this Lifetime, and that this Part of Us is critical to getting ourself and our Planet into 5D. We were probably Punished by our Programmers when we Acted out this Part of ourself as Children, and as a result we developed certain Beliefs and Values that have molded and Limited our Lives ever since.
These Beliefs and Values are Obsolete and up for Disposal, but they Feel totally Core to our Identity. If you think you know what they might be, you’re probably on the right track, but you’re also probably not quite hitting the mark, as our existing Egos will Protect these Obsolete Values and Beliefs “with its Life.” If you have a lot of Practice Recognizing and Accepting Ego Death, it will likely be Easier, but we can all Expect to be Surprised.
Stellia are the First Harmonic, or Magic. Magic happens when we are able to Shift our Assemblage Point (as Castaneda would say), or Shift our Perspective, allowing us to See the World Newly. When two or more planets converge into the same Zodiacal place, their Energies Merge, yielding new Energies that we don’t Recognize as “Normal.” Like any acid trip, we can either be Freaked Out or Entranced by this glimpse into Hermann Hesse’s Magische Theater.
The third Stellium is Memory-Life Force-Sustainability, or Mnemosyne-Varuna-Ceres. We have Memories that, if Received as a PTSD Flashback that takes us fully out of the Present Moment, can Re-Traumatize us, but which, if we Receive them as a Revelation or Epiphany, have the Power to Heal. We of course would prefer the latter. How to Encourage it?
Through the Grace or Trine (the blue line) – if we can Respond to Pain by Poor-Sweethearting ourself and Opening to Self-Empathy (Chiron), and Respond to Guilt and Ego Death by focusing on the Freedom that will result from Confessing and Abolishing our old Limitations (Nemesis). We complete the circuit and Flow from the Challenge to the Grace, by Paying Attention to the Curiosity embedded in the green line.
The Quincunx (green line) is not about the sort of Curiosity where we’re inspired to look everywhere for Solutions to what we see as a Problem. That’s a Linear Perspective on a Multidimensional Universe. The Dualistic mind likes to see the World through the Perspective of Problems and (maybe) Solutions, but the World is far deeper than that. Better to see the World through the Eyes of a Child, where every Experience is New and Wondrous, and our primary Response is Awe. That Opens us to seeing into the deeper Dimensions.
One way to attempt to Encourage this Innocence is through PIAVA – Prayer, Intention, Affirmation, Visualization, Asking, and its many other variations such as “Feelizing,” Expanding, Commanding, Wondering, etc. So we might PIAVA “I Wonder if I can Hold a Healing Response to Memories of the Punishment I received as a Child for Being my Unique Me before I Learned to ‘Control myself.’ “
Or even “God/Goddess, Creator of All This Is, I Command that I Lovingly and Gently Sustain a Healing Response to Memories of the Punishment I received as a Child for Being Uniquely Myself. It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done. Thank You, God/Goddess. Show me.” If you don’t See Peace, Tap Out the Emotions or tensions or Circumstances, and try again, repeating till you See Peace. You may also want to Poor-Sweetheart any youngsters that show up.
A social worker I know whose job includes negotiating Peace between parties at odds with one another, tells me that in the last month the number of people Freaking Out and insisting on their Right to be an Asshole, has multiplied. This is exactly the Energy we’re talking about. Our Programmers had what for them was an excellent, even black-and-white Mandatory, reason for Punishing us when we Displeased them. Our Forbidden Parts are hidden behind walls of apparently justifiable Shame.
We have to go Deeper, behind the Shame. There is a Pure and Innocent Energy there that has Great Power for Good. It was Misinterpreted by your Programmers, or Misused by us in our initial clumsy attempts to Express it, and probably both. We have to get behind these Misinterpretations and Misuses to the Pure Core Energy that has been Rejected and Abandoned. You can even try a “You Poor Sweetheart, you’ve been Rejected and Abandoned, haven’t you.” Even without a provocation, that could bring you directly in touch with your Forbidden Self.
The flip side of Abandonment is Suffocation. Some of us were shadowed by overattentive Programmers who were Waiting for us to show any hint that we Might demonstrate the Behaviors that they loathed. In many such cases, our Punishments had no apparent relationship to our “Crimes” – we still don’t know why we were Punished, only that we were. The result could be a Free-Floating sense of Inadequacy. We aren’t sure why (though we can make up a thousand justifiable reasons), we just know that we’re Not Fit to be Good Company for anyone Decent.
We Project our Unhealed Karma into our Relationships. We so easily adopt the role of our Programmers when we feel Irritated, and define Other as Wrong. We may do this with zero Awareness, or with a dim Awareness of what we’re doing, but either way, Noticing when you’re Judging Other is a good cue for something like a “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Critical (or Criticized), aren’t you.”
When you get a wee voice Responding to a Poor-Sweetheart, often over your Shoulder (your Abandoned and Suffocated Childhood Selves are likely to be Behind you), you’ve Opened a Gold Mine. Make a Strong Connection to the wee voice, and note it’s location. Extend your Love back to it. The more you can be Open to that wee voice, the more it will talk to you and make this whole Healing process so much Easier.
The Grand Trine (big blue triangle, meaning Dumb-Luck Blessings) to Stationary Hopi – which signifies Respect for All Things – is a great boon suggesting that it will be particularly Powerful to Respond to any Criticism of Self or Other with Tapping, Poor-Sweethearting, or any other Self-Healing process.
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