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Fearing Trust – or, Try It On Everything

February 3, 2018

I drive an old car, and several years ago the windshield wipers stopped working.  It rains here, so I was afraid to drive at night, which was a major Limitation.  Sadie isn’t just old, they no longer make her kind of car, so getting spare parts requires an internet scrounge and enduring other people’s temptation to price-gouge.  So replacing the fancy dial-switch-stick on the steering column cost many hundreds of dollars.  And didn’t work.  At first.  Then it started working, hooray!  But then I couldn’t turn them off.

The only way I could turn them off was to shut off the car, and shut it off at just the right moment, so the wiper was just nesting, and not yet starting its next upswing.  Timing that was hard.  I’ve been doing it for several years now, while worrying that my overworked ignition switch would be next to fail.  It helped a whole lot to Ask Ganeshi to Remove All Obstacles to parking the wipers – often it would work on the first try after such an Asking.  But often I’d have to stop, Breathe, Relax, Ask again, and eventually I was able to time it right and switch them off.

Obviously, that’s been very inconvenient on the freeway.  I’ve actually been hoping for Rain rather than Showers when I have to travel.  I’ve been considering getting a simple On/Off toggle switch put on the dash, but I don’t know how easy it would be to find the right wires, or how safe to drill into the dashboard.  So last night it occurred to me to do a Theta Healing on finding an Easy and Inexpensive way to turn my wipers off while driving…

Which post has been revised, extended, and improved, so it’s worth re-reading.

Maybe a mechanic could put in a toggle switch quickly and easily?

I got in the car today to go to the store.  The car was off, but as soon as I started her, the wipers were on from yesterday.  It wasn’t really Raining, just sort of Spitting occasionally (we have forty words for Rain here), but more Rain looked likely, so I didn’t try to time it right to get the wipers to stop.  But I did make sure the wiper-stick was set to Off, and headed out to get some Happy Eggs (if you haven’t tried them, and you can find them, they’re tasty orange-yolked Treasures disguised and priced as pretty-fair eggs, in a bright-yellow carton!). 

A quarter mile later, the wipers stopped, on their own.  Whoa – I didn’t expect it to be that Easy and Inexpensive!  Thank you, God/Goddess!!

Barely containing my Excitement, I drove on to the store.  It didn’t Rain enough that I needed to turn the wipers on.  Of course I Feared that like before, now they wouldn’t turn back on!  On the way back I remembered that Eurydike is Stationary – Trust!  So I turned the wipers on, and they worked!  Then I turned the wiper-stick on the steering column back to Off.  Nothing happened.  But I got my wipers back on!  Stuck On is far better than Stuck Off!  Then my mind wandered. 

Several block later I glanced at the windshield.  The wipers had turned themselves off while I wasn’t Paying Attention!

I often PIAVA Cooperation from the Inanimate (and supposedly Insentient) people, but I don’t expect great results right away from the supposedly “purely mechanical” Realm.  Rules Change in the Reaches, and we’re definitely In The Reaches!

Here’s the 4 February (1am PST) Eurydike Station chart that we mentioned in the previous post…

You can see the Grand Trine – the big blue triangle – between Eurydike-Atropos, South Node-Sun, and Vertex-Rigel, stretched into a Kite by the North Node – which extends the whole Gracious combo toward our Mission.  Now Atropos – Endings – recall is also Stationary, peaking 13 February.  So the primary, and Strong, theme here is Eliminating Impediments to Trust.  The Kite has a tail – Chariklo-Pluto, Confidence and Compulsion.  Or Transformation. 

That’s a Challenge (red line) – there are a lot of ways we could say that.  We’re Challenged to Avoid Resisting our Compulsion to develop Confidence in our Trust that the Universe is Here For Us whenever we’re Open to it, for instance.  Chariklo implies Self-Confidence – isn’t Trust in the Universe the same as Trust in ourSelf?  Aren’t We and the Universe One?

Since the theme of WhatYouWant is up as well, let’s look at what dwarf planet Makemake – Prince of Manifestation – is up to…

Quite busy!  There’s a lot going on, but the biggest Configuration is a Diamond Star to Pallas-Moira, on the right side of the chart.  A Diamond Star is a T-Square (red triangle) and a Finger of God (green wedge) pointing at the same place.  The base of the Finger of God creates a double Trine Bridge or a “Bowl of Grace” (blue webbing) under the base of the T-Square.  The Bridges (or Easy ways to Resolve the Challenge of the T-Square) are Moon-Makemake (Passion Manifesting), and Mars-Karma (Acting to Eliminate our Archetypes; “Acting” can include Tapping and PIAVAing).

And in this case, the Diamond Star is greatly Enhanced by an additional blue triangle pointing to Pallas-Moira, a Grand Trine, symbolizing Dumb-Luck Blessings so rich we can Feel Spoiled.  We might even be able to PIAVA the Inanimate!  The base of the T-Square is Mercury Opposite Mnemosyne – Remembering to Avoid Intellectualizing!  Our intellect is thoroughly engaged in Enforcing our Limiting Beliefs – that’s what it does for a living.  That’s what Doubted whether the Miracle was True.

The corners of the Grand Trine, besides Pallas-Moira (Choosing to Set New Boundaries that Befuddle our Archetypes), are Veritas (Truth) and Saturn-Quaoar (The Most Important Thing is Paying Attention to our Survival Instincts).  The Grand Trine is actually a Kite, and a second Finger of God points to the head of the Kite, OR10-Nessus.  The message is that When we Remember our Gratitude for the benefits of our Privilege, we’re less likely to Abuse our Power

The Opposition between OR10-Nessus and Veritas, the spine of the Kite, is also the base of a second T-Square, to Mars-Karma!  Certainly a Challenge to Realize that our Abuse histories and herstories are Karmic, which is to say, they’re Unconscious Archetypes, which is to say, We can Choose to Set New Boundaries that Befuddle our Archetypes.  When our Archetypes are Befuddled and Confused we’re Free to Choose WhatWeWant instead of Choosing What We’ve Been Told Is Possible.  The Temptation is to run for Safety.  Instead Realize that you Are Safe already, and Trust that you’re Safe and Guided enough to take a big step toward WhatYouWant.

Time’s Up I

January 13, 2018

Eris was the Lady who, failing to receive an invitation to the Big Party, tossed a Golden Apple, inscribed “To the fairest of them all,” into the Party, putting the other Big-Name Goddesses at the Party into a long-lasting tither that eventually led to the famed Trojan War.  Eris thus becomes the Goddess of “Discord and Strife,” and  Greek Mythology disses women as jealous and petty.  Once we realize that the Greek Mythos was the literary vehicle that described or proscribed the replacement of the Matriarchy by the Patriarchy, we can understand the motives behind the Myth, and reframe our interpretation of the dwarf planet that bears Eris’s name. 

We’ve Chosen to interpret Eris as the Revelation of what’s been Denied.  Recall though that, contrary to the common use of the word as a thinly veiled insult, Denial is a Healthy process that Protects the Ego from what would otherwise Overwhelm it, until the Ego is ready to deal with it, ie, until Eris comes along.  Since the Ego is in charge of insuring the Survival of it’s Vehicle (which is you or me), Denial is an important Survival Skill.  Till it’s not.

As greater Consciousness Descends onto Planet Earth, or the Earth Ascends into greater Harmony, depending on whom you ask, large portions of what’s been Denied are forcing their way into our Consciousness.  #MeToo, for instance, and now #ShitholePresident.  Imagine a future historian, needing only one source, Twitter.  The Patriarchy was not born overnight.  As Hupers gained more control over their Environment, the underlying Story shifted from Everything-We-Fear to Everything-We-Control, with a corresponding Inflation of the Ego.  Born out of Competition with the Matriarchy, Competition became the Foundation of the Patriarchy.

Which brings us to the Present Moment, where Competition is reaching the Limits of its Utility, and begs to be replaced with Cooperation.  This last week, dwarf planet Eris was at its Strongest (Stationary, Exact 10 January at 2am PST).  Eris is still Traveling with Uranus (our Soul-Self) – they’re less than two Degrees apart, so it wouldn’t hurt to review their Initiation,

It’s often said that “Timing is Everything,” and we agree.  If you’re in the Right Place at the Right Time, everything can fall into place Effortlessly – one of the reasons why we put such a heavy emphasis on PIAVAing – the Masculine Dynamic Creative Process can Manifest a lot, but unless Complemented by excellent Intuition and Flexibility, it can be consummately Destructive, as our Planet is Witnessing.  On the other hand, the Feminine Magnetic Creative Process, which we abbreviate as PIAVA, is capable of “Controlling” (actually, Coordinating) many variable far beyond the scope of the Dynamic Process.  (See to review PIAVA).

For instance, many are Dynamically Manifesting Abundance, which as Catherine Ponder remind us (in The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity), means Having Enough to Share.  But can we Dynamically Manifest Abundance that Benefits All Sentient Beings?  Not so Easy to even Plan, let alone Do.  But it’s Easy to PIAVA – for example, “Ganeshi my Love, please Remove All Obstacles to Manifestation of Abundance for All Sentient Beings.”  Sure, you can scoff at that as silly, but what if everyone made that Prayer every day.  How the World would Change relative to everyone Competing to take their own Abundance away from Others.

A major Hindrance to Manifesting Magnetically is that our own Limiting Beliefs will prevent us from Noticing when key portions of our PIAVA fall into place, because our Limiting Beliefs block our Intuition.  As we’ve explained many times, we circumvent that using the Change-the-Subject and Pay-Attention elements of PIAVA, Poor-Sweethearting, and Tapping, in order to Let Go of our Limiting Beliefs and Karmic Archetypes.  A huge part of our Intuition and our Manifestation is Timing.  Being in the wrong place at the Right Time, or the Right Place at the wrong time to Notice and Receive our Blessing, does us no good.

In astrology, Timing is governed by the Seventh Harmonic.  It represents what Don Juan meant when he was always telling Grasshopper Castaneda to “Save his Energy.”  The Tarot equivalent is The Chariot – Stillness and Motion.  The Essence is that Movement is necessary, but it’s wasted if it’s not at the Right Time in the Right Place.  We don’t often see the Seventh Harmonic (multiples of one seventh of the Zodiacal Loop, or 51½ Degrees, the “Septile”) very often, and Configurations or Combinations of Seventh-Harmonic Angles are even rarer. 

Of course the main reason we don’t see it is because it’s not a multiple of the thirty Degrees that the Zodiac is divided into – it’s Easy to Notice the alignment between ten Degrees of Leo and ten Degrees of Libra, a lot harder to Notice that ten Degrees of Leo are also aligned with two Degrees of Libra.  However, the software I use tallies Septiles, so I watch for Septile Configurations in every chart I draw.  Of all the charts I publish in this diary, not many include Septile Configrations.

All of which is only an introduction to this week’s Energy; the chart of the 10 January Eris Station we mentioned earlier features a Strong Seventh-Harmonic Pattern, drawn here in purple…

A “Grand Septile” consists of seven planets equally spaced around the Loop; here we have five of the seven, which form their own Pattern.  Recognize the shape, even though it’s “upside down”?

Image result for chrysalis

Let’s call this Configuration a Chrysalis, and in the process preserve the implication of  Imminent Transformation. 

There’s a clear emphasis on the “top” (which on the chart here is pointing down), a Pluto-Sun-Venus or Mandatory-Essence-Values Stellium (which means a Group of three or more planets).  Mandatory-Essence-Values.  That’s pretty heavy, and certainly applies to #MeToo – we Need to Focus on the Essence of our True Values, and quit Denying the constant Violations of it.  And it’s been a major emphasis of the International critiques of #ShitholePresident.

There are three purple wedges here, which are Septile Yods.  A Yod or Finger of God is the astrological equivalent of ACHTUNG! – “PAY ATTENTION!”  In the Seventh Harmonic it means Pay Attention to the Timing here, or quite literally, when combined with an Eris Station, Time’s Up!  for that Denial.  One of the Septile Yods points to the Pluto Stellium at the “head” of the Chrysalis. 

The other two Septile Yods point to the base of the Chrysalis – these are the Foundations of the Shift in Timing…

  • Dwarf planet Chaos says that It’s Time to Expand Waaay Beyond What You’re Accustomed To!
  • Ceres-North Node says that It’s Time to Make Your Mission on the Planet in the Lifetime the Permanent Focus of your Attention!

Which leaves the two “Shoulders” of the Chrysalis, which we can consider to be the Supporting Cast of the Change…

  • Neptune says that It’s Time to Avoid Material Confusion by shifting our Perspective to the Spiritual – or of course by Rejecting the mind’s attempts to Analyze the source of our Confusion, and Accepting it as an Emotion in its own Right, one that we need to just Sit With and Feel, without trying to Change it.  Confusion is the first stage of Growth.
  • Asteroids Vesta and Karma in combination tell us that It’s Time to Let Go of the Unconscious Archetypes that have been running our Life so far.  We’ve been writing about that in many recent posts.

The Initiation of Vesta by Karma occurred at 11am PST on 8 January, in 27 Scorpio, “A military band marches noisily on through city streets.”  Notice that it’s not at War, but it is trained for Warfare, and making a Statement loud and clear – It’s Time to stop letting your Unconscious Karmic Beliefs run your Life, and celebrate it with noisy fanfare; It’s Time to Speak Up when we Witness Discrimination or Abuse!

We can peek at the Future of our Emergent Butterfly by looking at the other tight Conjunctions and Sign Changes in the chart that aren’t related by Angle to the Septiling planets…

  • Pholus Initiates Klotho 9 January (5am PST) in 30 Sagittarius – “The Pope blessing the faithful”; A New Timeline for our sense of Responsibility.  Not about Blame, but about what we’re Willing to Respond to.  It’s Time to use our Spiritual Authority to Actively Reinforce Inclusive Behavior and Discourse.
  • Quaoar Initiates Klotho 13 January (8am PST) in 1 Capricorn – “An Indian chief claims power from the assembled tribe”; a New Timeline for our sense of Ultimate Authority, which flows from the Heart.  It’s Time to Recognize that we have the Political Authority to Speak our Truth.  Don’t worry about whether or not it’s Accepted by others; Truths that are Ready to Overcome Denial by the Collective will be Accepted, others will wait patiently, but your Voice is a Vote in the Consensus-Building Process.
  • Hylonome Initiates Lilith 1 February in 10 Capricorn – “An albatross feeding from the hand of a sailor”; It’s Time to Let Go of Inhibitions to our Self-Sovereignty and Fully Support Cooperation over Competition.
  • Sappho is moving from Capricorn into Aquarius – We’ve been Focused on the Practical and Private elements of increasing our Self-Love; now It’s Time to Extend our Self-Love into our Relationship with our Community by Speaking our Truth Out Loud.
  • Klotho is moving from Sagittarius into Capricorn – The New Timelines we’ve been Creating recently have been about Letting Go of Inhibitions; now It’s Time to Use our Newfound Clarity to Help to Fix What’s Wrong.

Never forget that the First Rule is Safety First.  Everyone will be trying to outshout everyone else, including the Racists and Bigots.  You don’t need to be Bullied, and it’s okay to Step Back rather than Argue.  Say your Peace and step toward those who are Speaking in Alignment with you.  Hupers can’t resist gravitating toward what’s Popular, so gradually people who aren’t fully Committed to their Truth will drift over toward a different Truth, to try that on to see if it suits them better. 

As Groups form, those Committed to False Truths will gradually Feel their Shame and step down, either recanting or disappearing.  The Sociopaths will keep Shouting, but they’ll end up Friendless on their soapbox Shouting into the Wind.  The Truths that are Ready for their Time will come forth.  You don’t need to Force them, just to Let Your Own Truth be Known, in a Safe manner.

We’ll talk about Ego Death, and its impact on apparent Safety, in the next post when we talk about the rest of the Eris-Station chart.



New Province III

December 30, 2017

Here’s a fabulous theme for starting our new Rebirth Year, from Master Kuthumi, channeled by Natalie Glasson…


“Take a moment to imagine your magnificence, how would your magnificence appear?  Imagine your magnificence as the brightest spark of light within you.  Observe the spark of light expanding and recognise how your magnificence influences and transforms your entire being, even your thoughts, emotions and actions.  You are connecting with the most amazing, awe-inspiring aspect of yourself, you are connecting with the brilliance and radiance of the Creator.

“It is a focus upon your magnificence, its radiance and influence upon your being that we encourage now and throughout 2018.  This focus enables an awakening to take place throughout your entire being and systems, downloading more light into your being.  It encourages you to connect with the magic, synchronicities, wonderous opportunities and the supportive nature of the Creator.  Connecting with these sacred qualities allows you to become a natural and organic part of the divine flow of the Creator. 

“Many souls upon the Earth have reached a stage of having released a great volume of baggage and old wounds and so have the freedom to connect into the sacred qualities and abilities of their soul.  With an openness and awakening of your energy so you will be able to recognize wondrous opportunities within your spiritual talents and abilities, which are beyond your current imagination.  The more you connect with your inner magnificence, the more you will discover within your being, recognizing abilities you have always wished for and more.”

Makes me sit up straighter just reading the first sentence.  Master Kuthumi goes on to provide several other Magnificent invocations. 

There’s waaay too much going on to be able to write about it all.  Just today we have two Initiations that under quieter Skies we’d want to write about quite a bit – our Values Receiving Shaktipat from Self-Sovereignty (Lilith Initiating Venus at 9am PST), and the New Timeline That We’re Birthing Receiving Shaktipat from our Hidden Genius (Ixion Initiating Klotho at 8pm PST).

The Lilith-Venus Sovereignty-Values Initiation, which Begins a 14-month Cycle, takes place in the same Degree zone as yesterday’s Veritas Station (, so the Energies share the same elements.  The Adjustments to our Values will help us further Negotiate the profound but tricky Waters between our Ego’s Desires and our Soul’s Mission in the Lifetime (the Venus-Lilith-Sun-Hylonome [Letting Go of Blocks to our Commitment to Self-Sovereignty] Mjölner [Epiphany] across the Square [Challenge to Mastery] from the Moon [Passion] to Ceres-North Node [Consistent Dedication to our Mission], drawn below in metallic lines)…

The Birth of a Timeline Especially for our Hidden Genius to Dance Free (Ixion-Klotho Initiation) starts in 27 Sagittarius, therefore sharing much with the 17 December New Moon on the Galactic Center  (…

The loudest Configuration in this Ingenue-Genius chart is our Challenge to Master (T-Square, red triangle) Self-Love (Sappho) while Witnessing the Birth of our Soul (Haumea Opposite Uranus-Pallas-Moira) into our Everyday Life.  That’s a Challenge because our Egos will fight Change tooth and nail.  Nothing Personal, it’s just that their Raison d’Etre is to Keep us Safe – which to them means Preservation of Self (ie, Ego) and Status Quo.  The Ixion-Klotho Initiation itself is a Blessing (Trine Bridge) in this Effort.

Hiding behind the T-Square is another Fez, this one a Sextile Fez.  Like before, the key is the diagonal Quincunxes (green lines), symbolizing Curiosity.  These are…

  • The Birth of our Resolve to Embrace All of our Emotions and other Pain (Haumea Quincunx Chiron).
  • The Use of our Fear as the cookie-crumbs that will lead us directly to our Hidden Genius (Moon-Sedna Quincunx Klotho-Ixion-Pholus)

While it may seem like these can be Dynamically Resolved (for instance, by Poor-Sweethearting and Tapping on Emotional Overwhelm or other Pain), they’re about Curiosity, so we’ll be ahead to PIAVA them first, to Open our Intuition to new information from the Unconscious.  If we rely totally on the Dynamic, we’re likely to Re-Create the Reality we already know.  Our PIAVAs might look something like…

  • “Ganeshi, Please Remove All Obstacles to my Noticing whenever Fear arises, and to my Dealing with it as the Experience of Fear in my Body, rather than as my thoughts about it.”

Your thoughts will always lead you to More of the Same.  The mind is the Ego’s Chief Enforcer.  The mind guards all those Limiting Beliefs that form the bars of the Birdcage that we Live in.  So how to Escape, without being nabbed by Sylvester while Granny is away?  Bypass the thoughts (which may sound like “What am I Afraid Of?” or “Why do I Hurt?”) and go directly to “I Feel Scared” or “Ouch, that hurts.” 

Where do you Feel the Pain or Fear in your Body?  Put All of your Attention squarely into the center of it, and keep it there till it moves.  When your Attention wanders, gently bring it back.  As the Fear or Pain Changes, follow it.  Where does it lead?  When the Pain or Fear gets too boring, or disappears (which could take days – so be it), go on with your Life.

  • “God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command that I Notice immediately whenever I Encounter Pain, or Emotions that I Identify with rather than Feel.”

You’d add the rest of the Theta Healing Ritual structure of course –, and then Change the Subject (see below ).  Striving for Consciousness, we want to Notice whenever we step out of the Present Moment (which for most of us is almost all of the time).  We do that when we stop Observing what’s happening in “Real” Time and focus on the Past or the Future, or let any of our many Archetypes take over.

Art by Catherine Lepange from
Thin Slices of Anxiety: Observations and Advice to Ease a Worried Mind

We might Ask ourself, for instance, “How old am I?”  The answer I got when I asked that question was six.  Yes, kindergarten for an Introvert was a time of high anxiety.  So I seem to have an Archetype who Believes that Avoidance (for Safety) and Worry (for Problem-Solving) will help me Survive.  Where does it Live in my Body?  Where my Buttocks meet the chair.  When I follow it, it leads me to age 25, negotiating to escape the draft.  I end up with a remarkable burst of Energy.

When I’m Anxious and not Conscious that I’m Anxious, I’m in the grip of an Archeype.  The grammar is profound.  I am Anxious means very simply that I am Identified with the Emotion of Anxiety – it is I.  As a Conscious Observer Asking what’s going on in my Emotional Body, I Feel Anxious is in a totally different Universe.  Now instead of Anxious is I, it’s Observing is I.  I could go a step further and Poor-Sweetheart myself – “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Anxious, aren’t you.”  Now, as long as I’m not saying it mechanically, Compassion is I instead.

There’s nothing wrong with Archetypes; they’re Survival mechanisms.  Like Learning to drive can make your Life easier or more Satisfying or more Productive.  An Archetype is any Habit that we do without being fully Present to it.  When I was six, Anxiety was Overwhelming to me.  I couldn’t function, I couldn’t keep myself Safe.  So I Learned how to sublimate it, to turn it down, so I could have free Attention for whatever else there was.  It was not Authenticity, it was Efficiency, it was Survival.  That’s a lot more Important when you’re six. 

Now I’d like to be more Present, more Authentic with myself, more Conscious.  I want to Feel my Anxiety rather than Being it.  I want to be able to Choose which Archetype to use in each situation, or Choose not to use any, and just be Vulnerable.  Most of our Archetypes operate below the level of Consciousness – that’s the way we wanted them to work, so we could operate a Timeline and still have some Free Attention.  That makes them hard to detect, so when we want to Change them we have to call them out somehow – with a PIAVA for instance.

Anxiety of course is just another name for Fear.  So I PIAVA to become an Observer of Anxiety.  It no longer Overwhelms me when I Observe it.  When I am Anxiety without being Conscious of it, I’m Regressed to age 6.  The Regression is complete – I have none of the Skills I’ve Learned since then.  I may not be Overwhelmed, but I’m a captive, tied to the ground by tiny men with ropes.  Once I Realize – Notice – “Oh, I’m Feeling Anxiety,” I Disidentify, and it dissipates.

A recent timely Pleiadian Channeling from Dan Scranton…

“It is a matter of frequency.  It is a placing of attention upon a particular frequency that is the answer to most questions.  That is your journey now.  This is an energetic journey through frequency states, you see.  Everything else that plays out in your reality is a reflection of the frequency that you hold.  It really is not any more complicated than that.  Therefore, give more of your attention to the frequency that you are holding.

“How do you that, you might wonder.  Well, the more in tune you are with your feeling state, the easier it is for you then to measure the frequency that you are holding.  The higher frequencies feel better in your physical bodies than the lower ones, and there is no reason for you to fear or judge the lower frequency states.  There is no reason for you to judge yourselves for having activated those lower frequency states.  That is the first place for you to start.

“Let go of any notion that you have that a frequency you are holding is somehow inappropriate, that you should fear it, or that you should feel bad about yourself for accessing it.  It’s just there to be experienced and also to give you a point of relativity.  You cannot really know that you have moved from a lower frequency to a higher frequency without first becoming aware of the lower frequency and what it feels like in your body.

“So start by celebrating that you are aware of the frequency that you are holding.  And if you are holding a higher frequency, then simply amplify it, ride the wave of it, enjoy the feeling to the greatest extent possible.  Let go of your desires to understand where the frequencies come from, how you got to where you are, and just embrace it all.

“Activating a frequency is as easy as modifying your breath.  You know that when you pay attention to your breathing, you can shift how deeply, how slowly or quickly you are breathing, and the same is true of your frequency state.  If you put your attention on it, with the intention of raising it, it does not have to be more complicated than modifying your breath.  In fact, you could say that the two go hand-in-hand.

“So utilize your breath and your ability to consciously breathe in order to tune yourself to your frequency state, in order to amplify your frequency state, and in order to enjoy those higher frequency states to the greatest extent possible.  And then, it is our recommendation that you do not look around your world for immediate results.

“Instead, continue to enjoy your ability to modify your frequency, because in doing so you change the way you feel.  And then the reality around you doesn’t have to change in order for you to feel good.”


 When we PIAVA (Pray, Intend, Ask, Visualize, or Affirm, or any of the many other methods of inviting Magnetic Creativity to emerge from the Unconscious), we need a way to keep our Habitual thought Patterns from interfering and Creating Just More of the Same.  Our Limiting Beliefs are embedded in our thought Patterns, and one of their Projects is to keep us Unconscious to our Archetypes.  So we have to send our thought Patterns off on Vacation.  We do that by Changing the Subject.

That means Attending to something else, with as much Focus as we can muster.  The prototype is finding our car keys.  They aren’t where we usually keep them, so where the Hell are they?  We look where we last used them, we look everywhere we’ve been.  No luck.  We get bored looking, so we Change the Subject.  We pick up the newspaper instead (we’re old-fashioned), and forget about the car keys (that last part’s important).  A random article mentions Popcorn, and we suddenly remember we were using the keys in the garage to pry a stuck kernel out of the popper.

Now, we were Psychically Ready to Receive our car keys.  If we weren’t, if our Guides were trying to keep us off that patch of black ice, then it might be a while before we “stumble” onto them.  When we’re dealing with Opening the Unconscious, or with Manifesting something into hardcopy Form, we may well not be Ready.  If we’re Ready to Receive, the Universe simply delivers.  All Prayers are Answered.  If we aren’t Ready to Receive, our Prayers are still Answered, but in a different way.

What the Universe, or our Guides, or Whomever you want to call “them,” will Give us a Lesson in why we haven’t been Receiving  all along what we’re having to Ask for.  So our third step, after PIAVAing and Changing the Subject, is to Pay Attention to what the Universe actually Delivered.  We want to wait a day or two after Changing the Subject, to allow time for the Delivery.  Then we look to see what, if aything, happened that was unusual after we Changed the Subject. 

Maybe we Asked for Enough Money (an oxymoron, as a friend used to say), and the Universe made us work overtime.  We wanted More Money, not More Work – but that’s not what we Asked for.  So the Universe handed us More Money in the most efficient way it could, using our own pre-existing Patterns.  Next time we’ll know to Ask for More Money and More Free Time to Enjoy it.

Often it’s not so Clear.  We maybe Ask for a New Friend, and all of our Old Friends are suddenly filling all of our time.  What happened there?  We could guess, but would that apply to you?  You’re the one who has to guess.  Sometimes all we can do is PIAVA to understand the Riddle.  Sometimes we don’t seem to get anything.  A lump of coal in our shoe.  We can put our analytical mind to work on this end of the puzzle, but don’t make Conclusions without testing to see if they actually fit the circumstances.


October 19, 2017

Some selections from that aforementioned Arcturian Channeling, starting with Suzanne Lie…

“Yes, you, our volunteers to assist Gaia, wrote your own Mission Statements before you entered the earth vessel you are currently wearing.  The first clue to remembering your own Mission Statement is that you will LOVE doing it.

“In fact, you will likely feel impelled and driven to ‘do’ what you have chosen to ‘do’ before you took this form.  We say, ‘DO’ because we need your help.  We do not need your help because we cannot ‘do it ourselves.’  We need your help because Gaia is a ‘free will’ planet.

“Therefore, the members of Her planet must create their own realty.  We know that to many of you it does not appear that you have created your own reality.  But that is because you were lost to the ‘power over others’ virus that invaded Gaia’s operating system long, long ago.

“Gaia chose a very difficult operating system of ‘free will.’  Free will is beautiful when guided by power-within beings who live their lives guided by unconditional love.  However, free will is very difficult when some members of a society are tainted by power-over others and fear-based emotions.

“It is for this reason, that so many galactic and celestial beings are actively assisting Gaia.  In your past decades, you discovered that humanity was still too lost in illusion to believe in our landings.  Hence, many of our emissaries of LIGHT have chosen to actually take a human body to work from within the 3D operating system.

“It has been a very long and difficult assignment for many of them, but we are now beginning to see the results.  For example, whereas once the ‘sightings’ of our crafts brought terror and threats of war, these ‘sightings’ are now welcomed with joy and hope…”

“If you create a time and place to which you return as much as possible, you will create a ‘thought form’ that will remain in that location even after you have left it.  Then, when you return to that location, you will ‘feel’ the Inter-dimensional Energy Field that YOU have created.

“This Inter-dimensional Energy Field will actually seep deeper and deeper into the body of Gaia.  In fact, you will create an Inter-dimensional Portal through which you can communicate with your Higher Dimensional SELF and your Inter-dimensional Family.

“As third-dimensional time continues to collapse into the fifth-dimensional NOW, the concept of remembering will gradually be replaced with the concept of KNOWING.  In other words, when you KNOW something, you are free of all doubt.”

And continuing with two passages from Daniel Scranton…

“It is a wonderful time for you to assess the degree to which you are willing to surrender to the unknown.  What you are stepping into as you ascend is a letting go of control.  You are, in a sense, leaving the physical mind behind.  And as you know, the physical mind likes to know everything.  The higher mind is not concerned with knowing everything, including the past and the future.

“The higher mind is essential for helping you choose between all of the many options that you have before you, but you will not be coming to a time where you ever need to know more than what is right in front of you.  You are creating, and then experiencing, but you are not going to be creating from the known, and so you will need to give up control and embrace the vibrational truth of what you are moving towards.

“If you attempt to micromanage your creations, you will feel frustration, you will know what it is like to be truly limited, and you will eventually throw up your arms in despair.  When you step into a creation of your own, you must be willing to trust yourself.  You must be willing to trust in your ability to offer a vibration, and you must be willing to trust in this universe and its ability to deliver you something that you’ve never seen or known about before.”

“We have begun the process of listening to the requests that you are putting out and sorting those requests into categories.  We do this in order to better understand your needs.  We need to know where you are asking for the most support, and we love delivering to you what you are asking for.  It is one of the best parts about being where we are.

“We know that we have access to unlimited amounts of energy, and we know without a doubt that we are unconditional love.  As we sift through your requests for assistance, there is one common theme that we come across.  We see you asking for that assistance but doubting that you will receive it.  We also see that you are asking for circumstances that you do not believe you are worthy of.  Some of you believe that you still have to prove yourselves to us in order to get what you want.

“That sort of programming is something you adopted very early on, and it can take some time to undo.  We want you to see us as partners, equals, and co-creators, rather than as those with all the goodies, bestowing them only upon the righteous.  It is time for all of you to accept that everything you ask for is granted and that the only thing that gets in the way of your receiving is your own energy.

“In order for us to work together in harmony, we need you to be open.  We need you to be receptive, and we need you to trust not only in us, but also in yourselves.  Then we can continue on this journey together, and we can all ascend in unison.”


October 19, 2017

I used to write code for University research projects, and forty years ago it would take me about two weeks to shift my Assemblage Point from writing code to doing astrology and back again.  Gradually I worked the Gap between my two hemispheres down to a few minutes.  Now it’s back up again.  I don’t write a lot of code these days, and the shift from my “straight” jobs to astrology is more about Yintegrity (What I Want to Do, When) than Yangtegrity (What I Need to Do Now if I want to eat).

But there’s now a Gap between these Channeled readings that we’ve been quoting, and everything else, between 5D and 3D.  Not just that I have to get a breather between the Channelings and else, but also that I need to stop and take a break frequently while I’m reading the Channelings.  Writing this blog is like that too.  It’ll flow for a while, then I’ll finish a thought or get too many thoughts open at once, and my mind goes “Tilt” and I’ll have to take a break.

Ten days ago I tried something that Natalie Glasson recommended, and I’m now finding the results to be very remarkable.  We wrote about it in in PIAFA II (…

“I hesitated to try this one, Yes-Butting that it might blow my head off, but I’ve found it gentle and useful…

“I’d never previously followed the Andromedans in this Timeline.  Fascinating that, after requesting a download into my Crown Chakra, it gave me a short but unmistakable whiff of something I haven’t smelled in fifty years.”

Since then, by Imagining that I’m Floating out of my Physical Vehicle via the Crown, I’ve been able to jump directly to what seems to be my 5D Self and Ask for Guidance on difficult issues.  The Guidance arrives quickly and seems very good.  Tellingly, it’s not been the sort of ideas that my mind or Ego would generate on its own – the Guidance has been much more comprehensive and Powerful.

I’ve since Requested, following…

“With a request, we, the Andromedans, will place an orb of our light of a purple, violet and turquoise colour into one of your chakras.

…that these kind folks place one of their lovely Orbs into my Heart Chakra, and a few hours ago I also Requested that one be placed in my Solar Plexus Chakra, intending to fill them all eventually.  The Andromedans recommend space between the Meditations wherein we Request these Orbs, and I’ve been waiting several days between Requests, which seems effective, giving me the Opportunity to Practice with each new Orb.

We’re used to moving “up” through the Crown Chakra, and that feels right, but remember that the Fifth Dimension surrounds and interpenetrates the Third, so when I’ve been Leaving my Vessel via the Heart, I just move “out” rather than “up.”  When I go up through my Crown, it feels like I’m emerging out of the Ground into a higher World.  But when I’m sitting up and I go out through the Heart, it feels a lot like visiting the interpenetrating Faerie Realms, which I Believe is appropriate.

I recommend this highly; it’s the most effective way to access 5D that I’ve yet encountered. 

Prior to this glorious Rebirth-into-Unconditional-Love (Haumea-Hopi-Karma) New Moon (see previous post, and Kelley Hunter’s very apt description of it at, we begin two more New Cycles.  Initiating a New Cycle is like taking a hot shower; we slough off Old, worn-out Energies, and begin anew – to the extent that we aren’t in Resistance to the New and Attached to the Old.  The New Cycles are…

  • Makemake Initiates Venus in 4 Libra on 17 October (6am PDT).
  • Jupiter Initiates Mercury in 2 Scorpio on 18 October (2am PDT).

The Venus-Makemake Cycle is about “Feelizing,” the Emotional equivalent of Visualizing (hence PIAFA), and the Mercury-Jupiter Cycle is about Blowing our mind, or more gently, Expanding our thinking.  Related to that fifty-year-old aroma perhaps, and certainly to the Third Chakra.  Venus-Makemake is also about Manifestation that’s aligned with our Values – when you’re Creating and you smell Guilt, you’ve probably encountered an obsolete Value that’s Asking to be Cleared.

The New Venus-Makemake Feelizing Cycle is about (4 Libra) “Around a campfire a group of young people sit in spiritual communion.”  Manifesting in 5D is more like mixing paint or growing plants, than hammering boards together or sculpting clay.  We Focus our Intention and Invite in the Energies that will do the actual, Organic, Creating.  Not to diminish our Practice at Skills and Handicrafts; they hone our Visualization and Feelization immensely, and contain their own Joy.

The New Mercury-Jupiter Mind-Blowing Cycle is about (2 Scorpio) “A delicate bottle of perfume lies broken, releasing its fragrance.”  Delicate is the operative word here, as our Archetypal Habits of thinking are not easily dislodged.  I have to continually remind myself to Focus my Attention on Outcomes, not on Mechanisms.  I need Miracles, and the Mechanisms I already know about won’t supply them.  But if I can allow that delicate fragrance to waft into the Organic Creation process, maybe…

Both Cycles span about a year and share the same chart…

Salient features (of the chart and the Cycles)…

  • We’ll be Learning to Poor-Sweetheart our Suffering more quickly (Chiron Quintile Yod on North Node and Mercury-Jupiter – light orange wedge).
  • We’ll be faced with Choosing between our Old mental Patterns and the Truth of the Life Force – which means that whenever we encounter a diminution of our Life Force (such as an illness or Discouragement), look for a Limiting Belief that’s blocking our Vitality (Varuna-Aletheia T-Square on Moira and Mercury-Jupiter).
  • It’s The Life Force that does the Creating; we only Personalize it so we can Attach our Ego to it.  When you encounter difficulty Manifesting, PIAVA a “#MeToo” – it’s the residue of Abuse that makes you Feel Unworthy of Accepting the Creation.  Get Clear about the Abuse (OR10-Nessus Finger of God on the Sextile between Varuna-Aletheia and Venus-Makemake, and interlocking Venus-Makemake Finger of God on OR10-Nessus and Moira).
  • The key element is Choice.  We’re establishing a whole new set of Patterns where we Choose to Surrender to the Life Force, to what Mother Gaia Wants to Create, rather than trying to force the Manifestation into our Ego’s parameters.  We paint the picture of What We Want, we Trust that we’re being Guided in Her name, and we Accept the differences between What We Wanted and What’s Been Created, as Teachings for us (Moira Finger of God on Klotho and Venus-Makemake).
  • We need Curiosity and Wonder to overcome our initial Hesitation to Create because of our Fear that we will be Punished for it.  Our Forbidden Genius Ixion isn’t Lit Up in this chart, but he is in the coincident New Moon chart; the same Abuse that Shamed our Genius is what blocks our Wand from Creating Magic.  “I Wonder what will unblock my Willingness to Create” is in order (Klotho Square OR10-Nessus Quincunx Aletheia-Varuna Trine Klotho Tricolor).
  • The Most Important Thing here is Timing; PIAVA to Know Intuitively and Immediately when your Old thought Patterns are inhibiting Life Energy (Mercury-Jupiter Septile Saturn).


October 9, 2017

Donna Eden and Arielle Ford once suggested that “Feelizing” (see ) worked better for them than Visualizing.  Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian friends say more about that…

“What we can also sense within each of you is a desire to live in joy, but oftentimes you make your joy conditional.  So if you make a choice, and you get the outcome that you desire from taking a particular action, then you will feel joy.  If you make a choice, and you don’t get the outcome that you desire, you will not only feel a lack of joy, but you may actually feel sad, angry, afraid, or any number of other lower frequency emotions.  If your actions and choices are conditional, then so will your joy be.

“What you want to do in life is start at the same point where you want to end up.  So start with how you want to feel, and let your choices then be reflective of that state of being.  If the choice and action are not harmonizing with the state of being that you want to hold, then it would be best for you to not make that choice and take that action.  It would be best for you to go back to where you began.

“Go back to the place where you recognize how you want to feel, and then empower yourselves to feel how you want to feel.  Demonstrate to yourselves that you have the ability to access feelings, emotions, vibrations, states of being, and then access them.  Any choice you make and any action you take will then be a result of the way you are feeling, rather than an attempt to find yourself in that particular state of being.”

Of course, to have Choice we need Consciousness; our Karmic Archetypes, Limiting Beliefs, and Self-Sabotaging Patterns don’t generally leave us a lot of Choice, and most of them, as Habits are designed to do, operate so quickly that we don’t even realize they’re controlling our Lives.  So we can work this backwards too.  If you’re contemplating an Action or Decision or Change where you’ve scanned the Options and there is no Clear path toward Joy, you’ve just Identified another hidden Self-Sabotage.  You don’t want to force Joy, you want to Discover what was lacking in your range of Choices that will add Joy.

What to do next?  PIAVA or PIAFA to Receive the Best Possible Outcome from your contemplated Action/Decision/Change AND to Achieve Joy.  You might get an immediate Insight; if not you’ll need to Change the Subject so your Intuition can supply the missing ingredient and complete your recipe.

Dwarf Planet Chaos deals with what we haven’t considered to be Possible, as it symbolizes Unlimited Potential.  We’ve often referred to these Joyless places as “Unconscious Despair,” the worst kind of Despair, because we don’t know that there are Possibilities beyond what Limits us.  Chiron of course is Master of Despair, with its “trick” of Self-Empathy ( that can change Despair to Miracles.

In the 7 October Pholus-Lilith Initiation  (, Chaos and the Pholus-Lilith-Galactic Center-Quaoar-Ixion-Saturn Stellium form the base of the Chiron T-Square.

Chiron and Chaos are both corners of the 8 October Eurydike-Venus-Initiation Grand Cross (which we’ll write about soon), with Chaos Opposing Lilith-Saturn-Ixion-Pholus and the Chiron-to-Venus/Mars/Eurydike Opposition forming the central axis of the Initiation’s Yin Gate.

We’ve written some about the Chiron-Chaos Cycle and its Waxing Square (, which has been within three Degrees of Sensitivity off and on since March 2014.  For those of you with Journals, the Waxing Sqaure Can-Opener occurred at the Ides of March 2015, and the Confidence-Builder at the end of December 2016.  We’re just at the tail end of this Cycle’s Waxing Square Energy, and moving into the Void with regard to Chiron and Chaos.

We can see the advent of Fake News, and the difficulty everyone’s having in distinguishing it from Opinion, as evidence that all rules of Possibility and Despair are being rescinded – and we can expect the Confusion (first sign of Growth, recall?) to deepen for most of the next thirteen years.  Another excellent reason to detach from the Dramas.  Each Drama that snags our Attention and holds it, is yet another bouy marking yet another of our Self-Sabotaging Archetypal Limiting Belief that Begs to be Let Go.

Chaos Initiated Chiron in April 1976 at 28 Aries, “A large audience confronts the performer who disappointed its expectations.”  Obviously, from our hindsightful Perspective, the Performer was the Patriarchy; modern Feminism and the further industrialization of women in the US began in earnest as the prior ~53-year Cycle was winding down.  Reagan’s 1980-88 presidency initiated the need for two wage-earners in the average US family.  Of course there were many other Performers as well.

Thanks to the Era of Light blog (, we’ve also come across a couple of other interesting posts… 

I hesitated to try this one, Yes-Butting that it might blow my head off, but I’ve found it gentle and useful…

I’d never previously followed the Andromedans in this Timeline.  Fascinating that, after requesting a download into my Crown Chakra, it gave me a short but unmistakable whiff of something I haven’t smelled in fifty years – the unique and subtle aroma that accompanies lysergic acid diethylamide.

The other post is a Channeling of Lord Buddha (sounds a little oxymoronic, but then Paradox is what we’re about, eh?)…

Lots of Paradox in this post.  Turns out both messages were channeled by Natalie Glasson, who looks to be a very busy person – !

Boundaries Reset Full Moon

October 5, 2017

Today’s Full Moon is about Boundaries and Consciousness, especially about Becoming Aware of Leaky Boundaries where we let our Power dribble away, and Terminating the (Unconscious) Contracts that institutionalized them in the first place.  Any time Boundary issues arise for you, check to see if you’re playing the Victim.  If you are, Choose otherwise.  It has to be a Conscious Choice.  You’ll be Dancing with all manner of Guilt, and may well be face to face with someone Begging you to “help me!” when what they really mean is, “keep being my servant; I need someone to Abuse!”…

Asteroid Lachesis is named after one of the three Fates, the one who “cuts the chord,” or determines the length of a Timeline.  Mythology applies to the Unconscious, whereas we strive for maximum Consciousness, because Consciousness gives us the Power to Choice – if we so Choose.  So from our Perspective, Lachesis means the Power to Choose when to terminate or modify a Timeline, or Archetype, or Habit, or Behavior, or Contract.

Lachesis Conjoins Neptune, which is about Emotional Baggage that has us by the short and curlies, about Archetypes we feel Married to (hence Neptune symbolizes the Cultural Unconscious).  So we have the Opportunity during the one-month Lunar Cycle, which begins now, to Disavow all manner of Archetypal Contracts that give us Dis-Ease.  And the same goes for the several other Cycles we’ve just begun or are about to begin…

  • The one-year Mercury-Makemake Cycle (Manifestation Skill)
  • The two-year Venus-Mars Cycle (Gender Rebalancing)
  • The four-year Veritas-North Node Cycle (Finding our True Mission)
  • The four-year Atropos-Orcus Cycle (Ending Obsolete Contracts)
  • The five-year Hopi-Haumea Cycle (Respecting Diversity)
  • The six-year Aletheia-Varuna Cycle (Enjoying the Vitality of Truth)
  • The Lilith-Pholus Cycle (Being Responsible to our Sovereignty)
  • The one-year Venus-Eurydike Cycle (Trusting our own Values)

See the Calendar, , for more information of each of these Cycles.  They’re filed by date there.

Many of us are in the middle of Manifesting a portion of What We Want, and many of us are running into Speedbumps, some of which feel like Roadblocks.  Those Roadblocks and Speedbumps are nothing but Obsolete Contracts we made at one time with the Universe.  You can call them Timelines, or Archetypes, or Habits, or Behaviors, or Vows, or Oaths, or Promises, but they’re all Contracts, and the Stars are giving us Permission and Assistance at Letting Go of Them.

How do we Take Advantage of this Opportunity?  We PIAVA What We Want, and PIAVA What We Want to Jettison…

Intention would be a great Choice of PIAVAs.  Don’t forget Tapping when you’re dealing with Guilt and other Emotions that want to prevent you from Disavowing your Obsolete Contracts.  And remember that the Unconscious understands only Dimension, not Direction, so you don’t want to PIAVA negation.  Ask for Liberation from an Archetype, for instance.


Pholus-Quaoar IV

September 10, 2017

Here’s our Pholus-Station chart again…

In our previous posts we’ve talked about the Stellium (Pholus-Quaoar-Galactic Center-Ixion-Lilith grouping, in the lower right), the Grand Cross (red square, Stellium-Chiron-Chaos-Vesta), and the T-Square (separate red triangle, Ceres/Aletheia on Jupiter/Haumea-Uranus/Eris Opposition).  These are all pretty intense.

But the most important Configuration in the chart may be the Kite (outlined in blue, in its traditional diamond shape, sitting bolt upright in the chart).  A Kite is a Grand Cross (Dumb-Luck Grace) with Directionality appended to it.  The Energy in this Kite is moving from Self-Love (Sappho at the bottom) toward Fear (Sedna at the top).  Notice how the Kite Unifies the Grand Cross and the T-Square, as it Connects, with Great Grace (Trine, blue line), the Focus of the T-Square (Ceres-Aletheia) with the Transformation-of-Pain (Chiron) in the Grand Cross. 

Notice too how it forms a Flying Squirrel with one square from the Grand Cross (Stellium-Chiron) and one short side of the T-Square triangle (Ceres/Aletheia-Jupiter/Haumea).  We talked about the Flying Squirrel Configuration in Big Doin’s This Week III  (  This one says Pay Attention to Lovingly Embracing Your Fear about Earth Changes and Your Rebirth, and to any Obstacles to your Attention.  The Obstacles are likely to be about Letting the Earth Changes Take Your Power, and Letting Go of any Limiting Beliefs about the Sustainability of your Rebirth.

That is, Pay Attention (the Sedna Yod) to Lovingly Embracing (the Sappho Tail of the Squirrel) Your Fear (Sedna) about Earth Changes (Stellium) and Your Rebirth (Jupiter-Haumea), and to any Obstacles to your Attention (the Squares).  The Obstacles (Squares) are likely to be about Letting the Earth Changes Take Your Power (Stellium-Chiron), and Letting Go of any Limiting Beliefs about the Sustainability of your Rebirth (Ceres/Aletheia-Jupiter/Haumea).

We recommend Poor-Sweethearting any Fears, and Overwhelm or Helplessness, and Tapping to reduce the Intensity of the Emotions if necessary to Restore your Neutrality.  Appropriate Action won’t have the Intended Result if you don’t Initiate it from Neutrality.

The central Sedna-Sappho Fear-Love axis is also the central axis of a Yin Gate (the two adjacent heavy green Xs).  Yin Gates recall, are about Accepting Paradox.  If you encountered a Lost Child in Fear, what would you do?  Reassure them Verbally that they’re Safe now, warm and feed them, and gingerly test to see how much Physical Contact is Reassuring to them, moment to moment, perhaps?  While they will undoubtedly be in their Abandonment, they may also be in their Suffocation, so if you assume that their Boundary Issues are the same as yours, and Project your own Abandonment onto them, that will likely only Traumatize them more, and probably cause them to Withdraw. 

This is how you want to treat yourself.  Your Forbidden Genius is indeed a Lost Child.  As an Adult, you have Expectations that most parts of yourself should “act like one.”  That may actually be part of your Forbidden Genius’s difficulty, if they were told by their betters that they needed to “Act Like [their programmers’ interpretation of] an Adult” before they were one.  So when you first Contact your Abandoned Genius, they will have the intellectual and Emotional maturity of the age when they were Exiled.  No worries – once you Contact them, they will Grow rapidly, because your Adult Skillset will bleed through to them quickly.  But in the interim, they will need your Gentle and Loving Parenting, Parenting that’s Sensitive to Their Needs moment to moment.

We’re used to dealing with other Adults.  “Maturity” often involves making Decisions about Who We Are and Who We Aren’t, partly in order to present a Consistent facade to Others.  Those are Judgments, and Judgment is not Loving.  Judgment Separates.  We need to Love all of our Lost Children Unequivocally, most especially our Forbidden Genius – they’ve been Exiled all this time because we Collaborated with our Programmers to make Judgments about what was and wasn’t Acceptable.  It will take them a while to Learn to Trust us again, and we need to give them that Space, withdrawing our Explicit Attention when they need privacy without Withdrawing our Unconditional Love for them.

These are a few of the Paradoxical Lessons we’re being called to Learn here by this Yin Gate.  There will be more.  The nature of Paradox is that we “haven’t thought of it yet.”  If we want to seek them out we can Wonder about the four Quincunxes (heavy green lines)…

  • I Wonder if it’s possible to Love Limitlessness (Sappho-Chaos)
  • I Wonder if I’ll still be Scared after I’m Reborn (Jupiter/Haumea-Sedna)
  • I Wonder if I’m Scared that I’ll fail at Responsibility (Stellium-Sedna)
  • I Wonder how often I’ll remember to Unconditionally Love my New Self (Sappho-Uranus/Eris)

These are the Fears that Marilyn Raffaele’s Channel spoke of last week when they advised that it would be difficult to keep one foot in each World, and that Raphael Awen referred to when he recommended against “burdening ourselves with choosing a career, or looking for a way to ‘earn a living.’ ”  So then, who will feed us?

A core principle of Magnetic Creativity (PIAVA) is to Focus on Outcomes (What), and let Mechanisms (How) evolve on their own.  For me at least, that’s difficult Programming/Karma/Limiting Belief/Archetype to Transcend.  Energy Follows Attention, and if we invest our Attention in Mechanisms we’ll be very likely to Manifest what we’ve Manifested before – we aren’t Changing the Subject, we’re letting Olde Mind try to map the path into the Unknown.  It doesn’t work.  Better to Imagine how it might Feel when we arrive at what we Want, whether it’s Safety, Abundance, Self-Respect, Yintegrity, or a Hamburger.  No matter What it is we Want, if we can’t Manifest Passion for it, our Creativity Engine will lack fuel.

There is also a second Yin Gate in the Pholus-Station chart, wrapped around the Opposition between our Big Rebirth (Jupiter-Haumea) and our Open Connection to our Soul (Uranus-Eris).  Two of its green lines are drawn lightly, so it’s harder to see; you’ll see the second, canted, vertical blue rectangle more easily.  Definitely Fears here; to the extent that our Forbidden Genius is Forbidden, in the past we’ve been Punished for Expressing our True Self, and we’ll have to Empathize with the Victim of that Punishment. 

Imagine our New Selves Sliding Out of the Birth Canal, Standing Up, and Walking Away, each step worth a year of growth for a “normal” infant.  By the time we’ve taken about twenty steps, we Stop, Look Around, and Wonder WTF?  Don’t Attend to what you See, but Attend, Creatively and Assertively, to What you Feel.  If you don’t Feel Ecstatic, Theta it…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command to Feel, Now, the Ecstasy that I will Feel when I am Free to Enjoy and Express and Embrace All of My True Self without Hesitation.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank You, God/Goddess! … Show Me.”

If your “Show Me” gives you anything other than Ecstasy, Locate the Feeling in your Body and be Loving and Gentle with it.  Tap it Out if necessary.  Fear is Cold and Hard; Love is Soft and Warm.  Put you Hand on that place in your Body, Warm it, Imagine it Softening.  Need to modify your Theta?  Maybe “…when I am Safe to Enjoy…” instead of “…when I am Free to Enjoy…”?  You may not get all the way to Ecstasy in one sitting; strive for Neutrality at least, Change the Subject, then come back in a few days, Pay Attention to anything Unusual that occurred in the interim, then Theta or otherwise PIAVA it again.

Daniel Scranton’s Channeling for today includes…

“You have been convinced over the years by parents, teachers, governments, and other authority figures that it is important for you to achieve and accomplish as much as you can through your actions.  It is the masculine energy taken to an extreme.  To think that everything that can and will be achieved will be done so through your actions is to limit yourselves tremendously.

“You want to use all of your powers, not just the tangible ones, not just the identifiable gifts that you have.  Your ability to receive is very closely tied to your ability to hold a vibration.  Holding a vibration and staying in a place of expectation are the tools that are necessary to receive so much more than what you can do with your physical bodies, but you are not taught that in schools.  You are essentially taught to be workers and possibly thinkers.”

Bullshit and Power

July 20, 2017

It’s so tempting to “lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from” as Jule puts it.  The Lizards, for instance.  Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian buddies advise us yesterday, though…

You have begun to explore the darkness that exists within the collective as well, and you like to segment off yourselves from that darkness.  You like to see it as outside of yourselves, but this doesn’t serve you.  You have to embrace it as a part of yourself in order to move past any need to experience it in your world.

“You also have a tendency to sweep things under the rug. So when something comes up within you, you don’t necessarily acknowledge it or face it yourselves.  And if it involves another person, you’re also very likely to just ignore it, to not give it the proper attention, and you certainly do not often bring it up with that other person.

“That also does not serve you and is the reason why many of you are not getting along with those you are in the closest relationships with.  Eventually, you cannot hide from what you are feeling, and it comes up and it comes out in ways that are often very destructive to the relationship.”

Dr. Kim meanwhile suggests this version of Poor-Sweethearting…

And here’s an interesting twist on Eris and Revelation of the Denied…

And Daniel’s Channeling for today adds another layer or several…

“So you are an individual, jumping timelines, affecting all of the other individuals on that particular timeline, and all of the timelines come together at a point and create an experience of a shift in consciousness for all.  You are bringing together all possibilities, all potential realities, in this shift in consciousness because this is a universal shift, but it also involves the entire multiverse.

“You are changing the past on those timelines where it appears that humanity didn’t make it.  You are changing the past.  Think about how significant that is for a moment, and know how powerful you are in the living of your personal lives, facing the challenges that you face head on.  That is how you create a new universe for all.”

And here I thought it was just Regression and Space-Out.

4 July X – Victimhood II

July 5, 2017

Before we launch into the 6 July Haumea Station, the final Act in the 4 July Drama, we should point out that the Grace in a Diamond Star is somewhat Conditional.  The Trines (long blue lines in the picture in the previous post) happen on their own…

  • Greater Consciousness of our Fears will lower our Self-Sabotage and incline us more toward Community (Venus-Sedna to Hopi-Makemake)
  • Embracing what we would normally Avoid will Open us to Greater Life Energy (Stationary Chiron to Atropos-Varuna)

but the Sextiles (short blue lines) that actually form the bottom of the Bowl of Grace and allow it to Hold Water…

  • Confronting our Fears as Lovingly as we can (Stationary Chiron to Venus-Sedna)
  • Assigning greater Value to Life-Enhancing Energies and less Value to our Fears (Venus-Sedna to Atropos-Varuna)
  • Channeling greater Energy toward the Collective (Atropos-Varuna to Hopi-Makemake)

require that we take the first step.  And the Finger of God tells us exactly what steps to take. 

The Quincunx (that’s Quinc=5 Unx=12 or 5/12ths of the Zodiac, or 5 Signs – the long green lines) is about Curiosity, and Curiosity, if we don’t short-circuit it by seeing it as a Problem to be Solved, is first cousin to Love, as they both Eschew Judgment.  We might even say that “Now these four things abide: Faith, Hope, Love, Curiosity; but the greatest of these is Curiosity,” as Love wilts when Judgment or any other Either/Or replaces Curiosity.

We want to Experience the Curiosity as Awe or Wonder; if we see it as a Problem and Solve it, we’ve summarily dropped back into Either/Or and blown our Opportunity for Miracles.  As with Confusion; if we try to Resolve Confusion rather than Enjoying it as a Wonder, we blow our Opportunity to Expand our Consciousness.

A Finger of God, or “Yod” – which translates to “Pay Attention!” – is composed of two Quincunxes pointing to the same place.  The “same place” is what we’re instructed to Pay Attention To, in this case Becoming Fully Responsible to our Survival Instincts (Quaoar-Pholus-Galactic Center).  We convert the Quincunxes to PIAVAs in order to Avoid left-braining or intellectualizing them, which would Freeze the potential for Miracles.  We might use something like…

  • “Ganeshi, please Remove All Obstacles to my Trusting my Survival Instincts more highly than my Fears, and Teaching others how to do the same” (Venus-Sedna to Quaoar-Pholus-Galactic Center)
  • “I Wonder how I can Lovingly and Gently Let Go of Inhibitions to my Life Energy and Be More Responsive to the Needs of the Planet” (Atropos-Varuna to Quaoar-Pholus-GC)

We’ve added more-than-Personal terms because of the presence of the Galactic Center.

Of course there are some issues which do Require Plan-Execute Problem-Solving.  As with Yintegrity, where…

To Live Yintegrity in a Yangtegrity World, we may need to minimize our Commitments, be Willing to Renegotiate often, and to Make Amends where Renegotiation isn’t possible and the Relationship is a Keeper.  To review, in a Yangtegrity like the Patriarchy, we’re expected to Do What We Said We Would, while in Yintegrity we Do What We Feel Like Doing, Moment to Moment…

we may not always have time to finish a PIAVA by Changing the Subject and later Paying Attention.  For instance, if we’re living six feet above mean high tide, we may need to prioritize starting the process of moving to higher ground, then PIAVA ways to make the move Effortless, and ways to Effectively help our fellow Earthlings (of all Orders and Species) Attend to their Survival.

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We also find a big “Quintile Yod” – two Biquintiles pointing to the same place (the Quintile is one fifth of the way ’round the Circle, the Biquintile 2/5th – the orange lines below) – in the Chiron Station chart.  The Fifth Harmonic and Quintile are about Learning and Teaching, and the QYod says “Pay Attention to Learning about the planet at the Focus.”  As it did in the Diamond Star, the Chiron Station also plays a supporting role in the QYod…

The Star of the QYod (as in the other Finger of Yod, the planet being pointed to is the Pay Attention To This! planet) is Vesta, which symbolizes our Unconscious Beliefs, which are often our Limiting Beliefs.  Vesta isn’t within our usual day-to-day three-Degree Sensitivity Range to be counted as Conjunct the North Node (our Destination or Mission in the Lifetime), but at four Degrees it’s plenty close to count as Conjunct for Birth purposes, and the whole 4-July Drama is about Rebirth, so we’ll count it.

The North Node Initiates Vesta, starting a new Cycle, on 8 July at 27 Leo, which is about Total Focus on Inner Spiritual Attainment.  In general, Vesta-Nodes Cycles are about Cleansing our Unconscious Beliefs.  The Vesta-North Node Cycle is about Creating new Patterns that Support our Mission, and the Vesta-South Node Cycle about Becoming Aware of Archetypes that Inhibit our Mission.  Remember that our South-Node Patterns (aka Karma) include our Held Emotions that hide the Skills we need to move toward our Mission.

So we are at the half-way point, or the Blooming, of the current Vesta-South Node Cycle, which began in June 2015 at 6 Aries, “A square with one of its sides brightly illuminated.”  So yes, our South Node Patterns, like our astrological Squares, are Challenges, and one of our Challenges has been Brightly Illuminated since June 2015, never more so than at the Present Moment.  That should be pretty Easy – which of your Lifetime Bugaboos has been most prominent over the last two years, and is most prominent now?

Based on my own Experience, I’m guessing that you’re noticing Surprising major Changes in your Response to that Pattern as we speak, and that those major Changes will greatly color the character of your 4-July Rebirth, and facilitate your Focus on Spiritual Atunement.  The idea that Spirit is something to be Attained is a bit old-fashioned.  Spirit is ever-present; it’s the Ego that just needs to Surrender to it.  Striving, as an extension of the Ego, moves us backward, in spite of what Goethe said about Wer immer strehbend.

For me it’s been Chocolate and her best bud Sugar (Organic of course, as non-Organic Sugar is invariably laced with toxic Glyphosate).  When it’s an abscess making it a Choice between Pain and Sugar, the Clear Choice is No Pain.  But otherwise, giving up Pleasure is Anti-Life.  Then there’s Moderation, always a fine idea, but the Choice between Pleasure and Moderation isn’t an Easy one without strong Incentives. 

Well, a few days ago it spontaneously occurred to me that I might be able to get away with Allowing myself the Pleasure of Chocolate and Sugar if I eat Vegetables first.  Then I realized that I could Interpret the urge for Chocolate as a signal to Meditate, without making any Conclusions about what might follow the Meditation.  I’m sure I’ve made a ton of PIAVAs about this, though I don’t recall any specifically.  I should keep a log – otherwise, how can I accurately Pay Attention?

The “foot” of the Vesta QYod is the Quintile from the Chiron Station to Pluto.  The Changes to the Lifetime Bugaboo that are so Surprising and Evident now are probably Pluto’s work, as Pluto’s processes are pretty much Mandatory, bypassing the Ego entirely.  Even without a deliberate course of Poor-Sweethearts, the Chiron corner is busily transforming the Suffering (including Guilt, which is Suffering) which our Bugaboo has brought us for the last two years, into Miracles.  I mean, how many times have you tried to shift these Patterns, and how many times has your success been marginal at best?  And now, Whoosh, suddenly there are Miracles.

So it’s a Timing issue, and a Timing issue always Asks what Septiles or Seventh-Harmonic Angles are involved, since the Seventh Harmonic is in charge of Timing.  Without searching the dwarf planets for Septiles, which would probably take a couple of days, one Septile Yod (a third planet Triseptile from two planets Septile to one another) does pop up in the Chiron Station chart, pointing at Saturn-Ixion from a base of the Septile between Venus-Sedna and Mars.  So maybe we’re getting close enough to our Forbidden Genius that they’re able to provide clues more helpful than just “Who do we hate?” since while that one’s Obvious, it’s not Easy.

We also notice a Venus-Sedna Mjölnir (a third planet Trioctile to each end of a Square) emerging from the Square between Moon-Jupiter and Juno.  So Expansive and Consciousness-Growing Epiphanies are also in order about Relationships between Fear and our Values.