Forbidden Genius and Responsibility

Here’s a great tale from reader and Artiste Extraordinaire Mahasweta Mitra (http://creationsfromstillness.com/)…

“Things have been going downhill at work for almost a year now… and I did get into my mental loop of how do I make more money to make ends meet… but then I came to a point where I saw, I may not have money to splurge, but any time I need extra money, it somehow shows up…

“I have been leading a ladies dance group (its free, we all meet up and dance for an hour) for almost a year now…and on March 26th
(ie, the 25 March Ixion Station, the 26 March Sappho Station,
New Moon 27th March, discovering the roots of our Forbidden Genius,
            and amping up our Self-Love)
I had the inspiration to ask my dance group if they would like to start an art group… and the interest was phenomenal…

“So on April 11th
(Mercury Stationary 9 April, Hylonome Stationary 10 April,
Varuna Stationary 10 April, Full Moon 10 April: huge Potential
         for Letting Go of Karmic Chains that have inhibited our Life Force.)
we started our art group. I did not plan to take any money for this, just told them we would pool in some money to buy art supplies.

 “So many ladies showed interest that I have had to split the group into two batches.. and now two evenings I have our art group meeting up, one evening dance and one evening volunteering at prison to teach computers (this I have been doing for many years now).  I have never felt so good.. it feels like being that school kid again, leading many groups into creative things… something I lost after life happened, as a kid nothing could stop me… but then life happened and I lost my confidence and it’s like I am finding it all again…

“Last evening as I worked with the art group, I actually felt like I was back in touch with that child I remember I was… it’s a lot of work but the joy of doing it all gives me this unexplainable energy that I can keep going and not feel tired.  I also feel like I am giving back for all I have received for years now… and a knowing… it will all be OK financially… to have faith.  Not that worries don’t show up every now and then, but I am finding that I can chose to go with faith and allow the financial stress to subside.”

Pretty neat!  I’ve been seeing myself Letting Go of Anxiety around Money on multiple levels as well, and I’m frequently shocked at how Relaxed I feel even while I’m very Busy.  Previously, being Busy and being Relaxed seldom if ever Shared the same space.

Just looking at what the Moon Lights Up, this weekend should be Globally and Personally noteworthy, especially from around 9am PDT to 9pm PDT or so on 29 April.  The Moon first Tickles our Forbidden Genius (Ixion), then The Most Important Thing (Saturn), which, as it’s on the Galactic Center, is Channeling instructions from Headquarters that we eschew Despair (Venus-Chiron).  Then the Moon crosses The Truth (asteroid Veritas), before it Dances with Full Responsibility (Pholus) and our Survival Instincts (Quaoar).  Remember Responsibility ain’t Blame.  We listed that sequentially, but we’re likely to Experience it as All One Energy.  This is 26-2 Degrees.

Then on 30 April, roughly from 8am PDT to 8pm PDT, it Tickles our Grief about Letting Go of Archetypes that have kept us Safe (Hylonome) then facilitates Letting Go of Karmic Attachments (asteroids Atropos and Moira, and Pallas), and finally Dances with our Expanding Self-Confidence (Chariklo and Jupiter).  8-16 Degrees.  There is nothing so Attractive to Hupers as Self-Confidence – that’s why they refer to swindling as a “Con” Game.  If you know someone whose only marked attribute is Self-Confidence, they don’t serve to make us Doubt Self-Confidence, but to remind us that we aren’t empty suits inflated with hot air.  

What make us feel Phony is Abandoning our Forbidden Genius and being Adopted by Archetypes, not our Self-Confidence.  We’ve been faking it, but as we Allow ourself to be Adopted by our Genius, and to Abandon our Archetypes, we “make” it instead – Self-Love and Self-Confidence without any underlying Self-Doubt and Fear. 

Whatever we Learn this weekend, we follow it on May Day with two different Energies…

• Early on (around 7am-2pm PDT) the Moon Encourages another step toward our Rebirth into Yintegrity with our Soul Self (Haumea and Eris-Uranus-Mercury)  24-26 Degrees
• Toward early evening PDT, the Moon Triggers a new Influx of Life Force (Varuna) as we recognize that the Edges of our Consciousness have Grown (Vesta)  29-30 Degrees
  

Busy Busy Busy as Kurt would say.

Fear and Doubt II

In our New Moon Yin Gate chart at https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/04/22/fear-and-doubt/ , we examined only the Yin Gate portion of the chart (in bold lines), but we haven’t looked yet at the rest of this 24-to-30-Degree chart (the lighter lines), and it’s actually significant.  Not as significant as the Yin Gate, but close.

Here we’ve put the Yin Gate in the background (light lines), and the Big Configurations of the rest of the chart in the foreground (heavier lines)…

If this was a birth chart it would suggest a Charmed Life.  The Grand Cross (red square with + or X connecting the corners) provides plenty of Motivation, Manageable Challenges, and Energy, with the Grand Trine (blue triangle) provides ample Grace.  

Plus, note that we have five of the six corners of a Grand Sextile (hexagram or six planets equally spaced around the Circle).  While a Grand Sextile is an amazing Blessing, an almost-sextile is in some ways better, as we have to supply the Energy of the sixth point in order to activate the Configuration and Enjoy the Full Grace.

We call that sixth point the “Vacancy” – this one’s at 27 Capricorn, which means “Pilgrims climbing the steep steps to a mountain shrine.”  In other words, to Take Advantage of the Great Grace available to us here, we need to Pay Attention to our Spiritual Progress.  How to maximize that?  Well, “coincidentally,” Dan & the Arcturians spell that out pretty precisely…

http://danielscranton.com/the-relief-of-surrender-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

 We can even add Surrender to our list of Yin Creation tools – ie, PIAVAS – not to ignore Commanding, Expanding, Wondering, and “Feelizing.”  Unless youalls can think of an easy-to-remember ten-letter anagram for PIAVASCEWF, I’ll stick mostly with PIAVA for now.  

We could of course add Trusting Our Gut and Clairaudience and Automatic Writing and Muscle Testing and every other mode of Active Intuition that you’re talented in, as we don’t want to Limit ourselves.  The important thing remains that we Change the Subject to get our intellectual constraints out of the way, and Pay Attention to Receive any remedial education that the Universe has for us.

Dr. Suzanne even has a Lesson for us about Communicating Directly with Our Higher Self, at 

xhttp://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/04/communicating-with-your-higher-self.html

Ater some preparation, she suggest we Ask, “Dear ONE (which means any fifth dimensional and beyond ONE that wishes to communicate with you), What do you have to share with me in this NOW?”  Read the comments too, some of them are fascinating.

While that’s really all we need to know about the chart, there are a few other details worth mentioning…

The Grand Cross uses one axis of the Yin Gate’s Golden Rectangle, namely the Opposition between Veritas (Truth) and Saturn-Ixion (The Most Important Thing is Recovering our Abandoned Genius).  This is what ties the two parts of the 24-30 chart together.  We could read this as the Most Important element of the New Moon chart – that Surrendering to the Truth of our Forbidden Genius is the Most Important Thing We Can Do this Moon.

Another Important segment is the place where the Grand Cross and the Grand Trine come together, as this is the fulcrum around which our Motivation and our greatest Grace revolve.  This point is the Conjunction of Venus (Values) and Chiron (Healing Despair with Self-Empathy).  What this tells us is that We all have a “masochistic” streak – that is, we have Values that without Suffering, Life has less Meaning; these Values are Being Exposed for the Self-Sabotage that they are, and we need to Give Up our Badge of Guilt and Surrender into Allowing those Values to be upgraded into Self-Love.

This is echoed by the other two corners of the Grand Trine – Sappho (Self-Love) and Vesta-Varuna (Letting Go of Unconscious Beliefs that Stifle our Life Force).  Michael Roads (365 Steps to Happier More Conscious Life, http://int.michaelroads.org/) provides Perspective on this…

“You do not end a belief by not believing it, you end it by not living it 

“No longer believing something that for a long time has been a fixed belief, changes nothing.  Once that belief program is set in place, it is no mere mental belief; it is an established way of living your life and expressing yourself.  To end a belief that negatively affects your life you are required to stop living that outmoded belief.  It works best by replacing the old belief with another, more supportive one, and living it.  Note that living it is the key ingredient.  This requires continual conscious attention.  Believe that you will gain your spiritual freedom by consciously . . . choosing Love!”

The two remaining corners of the almost-Grand Sextile are Hopi (Respect for All Things), which is also part of the Grand Cross, and Sedna (Embracing our Fear and, as per the Yin Gate, Recycling the Energy as Self-Love).

New Moon 26.4.17 II

More Synchronicity, relative to both the Power Dynamics in the previous post, and the Love-Fear Balance in the two before that – ie, relative to the 26 February New Moon.  

Dr. Kim has a very relevant video on her home page called “Beyond Mindset” or “Octaves of Consciousness” where she talks about the differences between Rule-Based Living, Duality and Striving, and Living from the Heart, where our Neutrality Allows Abundance to Flow To us…

http://drkimderamo.com/

It’s not a deep link, so I don’t know how long it will be there.  She has more information at…

http://drkimderamo.com/releasing-protection-embrace-abundance/

but it’s harder to understand – use it only if the “Beyond Mindset” video has gone away.

Brenda Hoffman also covers the Changes in Power Dynamics, at…

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2017/04/24/fear-mongers-without-power/

Daniel Scranton comes to the same issue from a very different, and useful, Perspective…

http://danielscranton.com/the-truth-shall-set-you-free-∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

 

New Moon 26.4.17

In addition to the re-institution of the Sappho-Sedna Yin Gate (Learning to Transmute Fear into Self-Love) that we’ve discussed in the last two posts, the most prominent elements of the 26 April (5am PDT) New Moon chart itself (in 7 Degrees) are…

(1) Self-Sovereignty
(2) Trust
(3) Boundaries

(1) Self-Sovereignty because the New Moon is one foot of the base of a Finger of God (green arrowhead) pointing to Lilith (the popsicle moon at top right); Lilith is also the focus of a T-Square (red triangle) and Diamond Star, and one corner of a Grand Trine (blue triangle) – which is a huge emphasis on Lilith.

(2) Trust because the New Moon Squares Eurydike, which is the focus of a second Finger of God, and by “coincidence” also a corner of the Grand Trine.

(3) Boundaries because Pallas-Moira is the focus of a T-Square and “just happens to be” the third corner of the Grand Trine!

These three issues should Complement one another very well.  With Moira (Fate) Conjunct Pallas (Boundaries) we’re probably talking about Being Given Opportunities to Notice and Change long-term and Karmic Habits of Giving Away Our Power.  

I’m amazed at how much in tune so many people are these days.  For instance, after I wrote that last paragraph I got an email from Carol Look offering a free Tapping video on Taking Back our Power…

http://www.carollook.com/step-into-your-power/

I interpret the Trust part (and the Grace in the Grand Trine) to mean that we can Trust that it will be Safe to practice new Responses to situations where we would previously have Habitually Given Away our Power.  

We’re likely to interpret these Opportunities as just another  situation where we’re going to be the Victim, so keep an eye out for these.  Fate (Moira) is a Duality, so we know it’s a falsehood.  Truth is Multidimensional, Multifarious, and Unitary (that is, the Heart Recognizes it), while Duality is an Illusion caused by “left-brain” dominance and Power-Over Programming, where Others take advantage of our Vulnerability to Dualistic thinking to Dominate us.

You’ll want to Invite the assistance of the Unconscious, since the roots of our Habits to Give Aware our Power are likely to be deep – PIAVA to “Become Conscious of Patterns to Give Away our Power, and Choose Safe Alternatives” or the like.

Notice the other players in the T-Squares…

Orcus – Breaking Oaths, including Oaths to Give Away our Power
Lachesis and Nessus – Abbreviating Timelines of Abuse
Atropos – Endings
Hylonome – Stepping out of Archetypes

Orcus and Hylonome join the New Moon in a second Grand Trine, and these two join Lachesis-Nessus and Atropos in a Golden Rectangle (blue box) – a whole lot of Coordinated Grace here!

 

And Anger

Some oh-so-useful and timely Wisdom from Marilyn Raffaele…

https://rainbowwaveoflight.wordpress.com/2017/04/23/arcturian-group-message-april-23-2017-marilyn-raffaele-onenessofall-com/

“Painful and unresolved issues between two people (often dominance/victim)  will remain in cellular memory and be carried into each lifetime continuing to  manifest between the same people in different roles.  This type of connection between people results in the formation of energy cords.

“Energy cords are created whenever there are intense experiences of either good or bad  between two people, and become a facet of one’s energy field until removed or until one of the two evolves beyond the energy that created the cords in the first place (the cord no longer has anything to attach to).  The dissolving of energy cords does not remove a person from one’s life, but removes the intense and often unhealthy sense of bondage that accompanies them.

“Energy cords develop between sexual partners, frequently between a child and a parent, or with anyone with whom there has been shared intense experiences.  Energy cords bind those involved to low resonating energy and should be removed, which is easily be done by energy healers, or by self through intention.  ‘In the presence of my Higher Self and my Guides, I consciously  choose to remove any and all energetic cords attaching me to_____.’  Visualize Light dissolving the cords which are usually attached to the solar plexus chakra, and fill in the space with soft golden Light.  It is the intention, not specific words that is important.”

I often find that cords are attached to the back, often the back of the Heart Chakra as well as the Solar Plexus Chakra, as this facilitates Power-Over without our Consciousness.  Parental Programming can take this form.  Remember that different modalities – such as Programming and Energy like Cords – are not different media, they’re different Perspectives on the same phenomenon.

Judging any of our Emotions is counterproductive.  It’s a step away from Self-Love, and it can be a big step.  But we have to admit that some Emotions are more Comfortable than others, and some more Fun than others.  Preference is Healing; Judgment is Toxic.  Anger, for instance, can be followed by a number of Inconveniences and worse, depending on what we do with it.  While we attribute primarily Fear to dwarf planet Sedna, Anger also often accompanies it.

Anger as a Self-Protection is never to be rued.  In defense of Safety, it’s your best friend.  An “Imaginary” pet Alligator, for instance, is very handy to keep around to gobble up disused Cords.  Alligators aren’t Angry, they’re just Hungry.  There’s no room for Mercy when someone has you Corded.  You need Relentlessness instead, as your Guilt is an integral part of their Power-Over.  You know you’re Corded when you can’t get someone out of your mind, and Mirroring (holding an Imaginary wardrobe Mirror between you, facing them), while it may work, doesn’t Hold for more than a few minutes.

The 26 April New Moon is one foot of the base of a Finger of God (Pay Attention!) pointing at Lilith (Self-Sovereignty); the other foot is Atropos, symbolizing Endings.  It means Pay Attention to Ending any impediments to your Self-Sovereignty for the next several weeks.

But once we get to Safety, Review can be very powerful.  A good place to start: Is there any sense in which your Anger followed Fear, especially Fear of Abandonment?  Sedna’s orbit is a hundred times longer than Pluto’s orbit – it’s waaay out there!  Abandonment would be a good synonym for it, and the Sedna Mythology is certainly rife with Abandonment.  Anger over Abandonment causes a lot of Relationship difficulties, whether you’re “down by the banks of the Ohio” or not.

That Anger is most definitely rooted in Fear.  While Action is a frequent Reaction to Anger, Vulnerability may be a more appropriate Response to Fear.  Facing a Tiger immediately springs to mind (whether we’re in Watermelon Sugar or not).  Our natural reaction is to Freeze, Flee, or Fight.  But what if we just sat down and said “Hi.”  Tigger may not be hungry. 

And if we Identify with our Immortal Soul rather than our Ego, Death is nothing but a Transition, a Rebirth.  As much Harm as Huperity has done to Tiggerity, offering up our Physical Vehicle to Tigger may be enormously Healing for us both.  Of course we’d want to check for and Clear any Cords between us first.  Tigger may be Intimidated by our Alligator.

Roselite is an Arsenate of Calcium, Cobalt, and Magnesium.  Arsenic is a very Angry Element from the Perspective of our Cells.  Yet because the Damage it can do is so widespread, as a Homeopathic it’s Power is equally Diverse.

Fear and Doubt

These are likely to be our Demons for the next several weeks, as the Yin Gate between Sappho (Becoming Aware of Self-Doubt) and Sedna (Becoming Aware of Fear) has re-formed.  Here’s how the Yin Gate and its enclosing Golden Rectangle look at the 26 April New Moon…

I’ve put the Yin Gate and Golden Rectangle in bold lines, and the auxiliary Angles in lighter lines.

The Golden Rectangle is the blue box with the red X connecting opposing corners, and the Yin Gate is formed by the red line bisecting the box and making two green X’s, one in each half.

In a nutshell, the meaning is that we’re being Challenged to Embrace our Fears and use the Energy hidden in them to fuel the next increase in our Self-Love.  In other words, whatever we Fear is likely to be Lit Up so we can practice being Loving with it, and we’re likely to be Feeling Anxiety around any issues where we Habitually Feel Inadequacy.  It’s all about Getting Conscious of those Dramas and Arenas in our Life where we still have some work to do, so we can know what to do and do it.  So we can “Raise our Vibration” in other words.

Abuse

Abuse and Trauma can take a lot of different forms.  Watch closely on 21-22 April for any signs or Memories of Abuse, as we will have a prime Opportunity to Let Go of Abuse.  Before we suggest how to take advantage of this Opportunity, let’s suggest what to look for.

As we say, Abuse can take many forms.  Uninvited Sexual Attention, Violence, and Bullying are the most obvious, but lack of Respect, lack of Recognition, and Power-Over in general are all Abusive.  Teasing is Abusive.  “Mild” abuse, to the extent that there is such a thing, when Chronic or Repeated, can be just as Damaging as major Trauma.  Notice that Chronic and Repeated lack of Respect, lack of Recognition, and Power-Over are central to the Patriarchy.

Without “Blaming the Victim,” when we as Receivers of Abuse, refuse to Accept it any longer, the Abuse Paradigm will collapse.  We may not be able to do that all at once, since most of us “Survive” on Money, and most of the Money is controlled by the Patriarchy.  But most of us can make small steps in the direction of Refusing to Accept Abuse while maintaining our Safety.  By PIAVAing Creativity, we may also be able to take incrementally larger steps over time.

Sooner or later the other 99 Monkeys will join us, and Abuse will fall away completely.  In the interim, we want to Become Aware Of, and PIAVA to Modify, any of our Patterns of Consciously or Unconsciously Accepting Abuse.  Moving beyond our Safety can lead to Losing Ground, so it’s important that we PIAVA and Choose Pattern Modifications that Preserve our essential Safety.

At the same time, strive to Become Aware of, and PIAVA to Modify, any of our own Patterns of Consciously or Unconsciously Perpetrating Abuse.  That can even include Judgment.  Even if they aren’t Sensitive enough to detect it, your Judgment will be an Abusive blow to the Energy System of those you Judge, even as it warps your own Aura

Don’t miss the fact that Self-Judgment is Abuse, potentially the worst kind of Abuse, because it prevents Self-Love, and Self-Love is a critical step toward Liberation.

Remember that Karma is Dead.  The next small step that we take toward Self-Sovereignty and Self-Love and Power-With could be the last step standing between us and Freedom.  Make room for that Possibility in your PIAVAs, and preface them with “Poor Sweethearts” for your Fear.  Use the Instant-Feedback property of Theta Healing to scope out your Actions in advance so you can Choose Effective and Safe Actions.

That’s a pretty high-level summary of the Issues; feel free to Ask Questions via Comments; I’ll keep them all Confidential.

So, why are we suggesting all this?  

Centaur Nessus symbolizes Abuse and Privilege. Abuse and Privilege are opposite sides of the same Coin.  The dwarf planet 2007 OR10 represents irruptions of material from the Unconscious.  Both of these are Conjunct the South Node, which represents the Unconscious Habits we brought into the current Lifetime with us.  This has been true for a while now.

This weekend, the Moon crosses this trio, Lighting them Up.  The influence is likely to be most Intense between about 10am PDT on 21 April and 4am or so PDT on 22 April, but any of us could feel it more broadly than that.

Asteroid Lachesis, symbolizing the Length of  a Timeline or interval between Ego Deaths (which can be so severe we’d “rather die” or so mild we hardly notice them), is nearby.  The presence of Lachesis implies that we may be able to shorten the chord between us and a Habit of Accepting or Perpetrating Abuse.

Meanwhile, the North Node that represents our Mission or Destination in the Lifetime is Conjoined by asteroid Karma itself, and by dwarf planet Orcus, which symbolizes Oath-Breaking.  Acceptance of Abuse often has its origin in an Oath at some point, where we Vowed to Accept Abuse in order to avoid what we regarded as worse punishment.

Mars (Action, Anger. potentially Violence) makes a T-Square (Challenge to Mastery – the red triangle pointing at Mars) across the Nodal Axis (the long red line angling upward to the right) and the Stellia (groups of 3 or more planets, not to be confused with Stella! though the meaning is similar) on each end.  This could easily amp up the Intensity of our Memories or Experience or both.  

It’s easy to Conflate Memory with the Current Moment, so be Aware that this weekend we may Experience Abuse more Intensely than it nominally is. This is what we mean when we say that Karma is a “Paper Tiger” – the appearance of a repetition of what we despise, which creates an Emotional Reaction inside of us that Feels like the “Real Thing.”  Think Southeast Asian Shadow Puppets, or Plato’s cave.

However, look at the big blue triangle also pointing at Mars.  This is a Grand Trine (three planets evenly spaced around the Zodiac), representing Big Grace and effectively erasing the Challenge in the T-Square – if we’re open to it, this combination can simply take us straight to Mastery “without passing Go”.

The other two corners of the Grand Trine are dwarf planet Makemake (Manifestation) and asteroid Nemesis (Ego Death).  An Ego Death as part of a Grand Trine is highly likely to be one of those Ego Deaths that we “hardly notice.”  Makemake in the same Configuration implies that we may be able to use this Energy to eliminate Self-Sabotage, potentially permanently.

Notice also that the Mars T-Square is actually part of a Grand Cross (the red square with the X or + in the center, symbolizing the ability to juggle multiple diverse processes at once).  And Opposite Mars is the asteroid Sappho, symbolizing Self-Love.  

Sappho also makes an (upside-down) Kite out of the Grand Trine, and the planet at the “top” of a Kite (even if it’s temporarily upside-down; it’ll be right-side up in twelve hours) rules the whole Configuration.  The implication is that in this chart Self-Love can easily “trump” the Acceptance of Abuse or Privilege.

Notice also that the Sun and Mercury form a Trine Bridge across the Nodal Axis (the blue lines connecting to Sun-Mercury).  This is another Gift of Grace to reduce the Stress that would otherwise be involved.

Finally, notice the two green arrowheads or Fingers of God, pointing at Sun-Mercury and Makemake.  A Finger of God says “Pay Attention!”  Here they advise us to Pay Attention to Analyzing what’s going on (Mercury), and to the Outcome we’d like to Achieve (Makemake).

An additional subtlety: notice that Sappho is, barely, back within three Degrees of Sensitivity to Opposing dwarf planet Sedna (Fear).  Sappho is Retrograde (the “R” next to it), so it’s moving into the Opposition.  This is the beginning of the Re-Formation of the Sappho-Sedna Yin Gate that we worked with last month.  We’ll dissect that soon, as it’s barely starting.

However, what it means is that we are Learning how to Accept, Stand Up to, and Lovingly Embrace our Fear, in the process replacing it with Self-Love.  If “Poor-Sweethearts” don’t convert our Fear into Courage, Tapping or Kegels will.  There’s no need to take unnecessary risks (Safety First), but unless you’re in Grave Danger, remember that what you most Fear is very likely to be a Paper Tiger.

Karma-Chariklo-Pluto V

There’s excellent guidance on Transformation and Manifestation, and much other intriguing material, at…

 https://www.mynewsletterbuilder.com/email/newsletter/1412971090 

The day after the Pluto Station, on 21 April, the Sappho-Sedna (Self-Love “versus” Fear) Yin Gate forms again, till mid-May.  Coincidentally, I’ve just had the opportunity to read Marilyn Raffaele’s 9 April Channeling, which Marilyn Channeled during the Mercury and Hylonome (“Coyote”) Stations – see  https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/04/12/full-moon-the-rest/ .

Marilyn’s Wisdom applies equally well to our current Pluto-Station Transformation and the opening Yin Gate.  Here’s a sample…

“Men and women who have lived lifetimes with closed hearts blocking the full expression of the Divine Feminine energies, will find the awakening process to be a confusing and painful time because they have built their identity and self worth upon the myths of the masculine being more important than the feminine.  However, the process of opening the heart can only begin when one realizes that it is closed.

“Some examples of the personality traits of men or women who have limited themselves only to the masculine are; taking charge of every situation whether or not it is their place, dominating and feeling the need to always tell others what to do, considering self’s opinions and beliefs to be the only correct ones, and holding the attitude of ‘my way or the highway’ regardless of the feelings, needs, or beliefs of others.

“Men and women can also be overbalanced with feminine energy which manifests as a person who consistently defers to others in the belief that they are either not worthy of having opinions and choices, or not capable of independent thinking.  Because of these beliefs they consistently give their personal power to others.  Often they are those who overtly and emotionally ‘love’ everything and everybody in false and often irritating way because there are no qualities of the masculine bringing in balance.”

She covers a lot more in this Channeling, and it’s all Relevant, Intriguing, Illuminating, and Important to our Process.  As I write this you can find it on her website at…

 http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html 

But it’ll be overwritten (and hopefully moved to her “Archive”) at her next Channeling.  You can find a more permanent copy at…

https://roserambles.org/2017/04/10/the-arcturian-group-the-energies-of-the-divine-feminine-masculine-april-10-2017/

or an audio of the Reading at…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSL-xVFV2Ww 

I don’t know if that’s Marilyn’s voice or someone else’s.

Tsavorite, a green form of Grossular Garnet colored by Vanadium,  http://www.jbuss.com/rockindex2.htm#grossular , echoes many of our relevant themes.

Karma-Chariklo-Pluto IV

The Pluto Station Configuration is simpler yet, though simple doesn’t always mean easy.  This Configuration is a Tricolor – you can probably figure out why we call it that.  That last Square Fez was actually two interlocking Tricolors, and we hinted at the similarity in interpretation processes.  This Station is Exact at 6am PDT on 20 April in 20 Capricorn…

The Major Tricolor is a Square (red, meaning Mastery through Challenge), a Quincunx (green, Curiosity), and a Trine (blue, Big Grace).  We can also have a Minor Tricolor, where a Sextile (a shorter blue line, Little Grace) replaces the Trine.  The approach we use is that by moving our Attention from the Challenge in the Square to the Curiosity in the Quincunx, we Trigger the Grace in the Trine.

These are some pretty hefty players – Pluto (Transformation), asteroid Juno (Moving into Consciousness), Jupiter (Amplification), and dwarf planet Chaos (Unlimited Potential).  Together these represents a Big Leap in Consciousness.

Let’s start with the Challenge that we can Choose to “ignore” – that is, Allow it to happen without our contributing Frustration – by focusing on the Curiosity.  While we aren’t talking Resurrection or the Ships Landing, Juno is really a rip in the Veil.  Not the Big Veil that protects our narrow Cultural view of Reality by hiding the Other Side and the Faeries and the Visitors, but the Big-to-Us Veil that protects the Ego from invasion by Awareness that our Limiting Beliefs are, well, Limiting. 

I’m sure you’ve heard of Pluto as Lord of the Underworld, so in that sense we are talking about the Other Side, but Pluto the planet is more about Ego Death than Physical Death – that is, Ego Rebirth, which since the Ego is nothing if not Relentless, is preceded by an Ego Death of one sort or another.  It doesn’t have to be Traumatic, but it’s usually disruptive.  Welcome disruption at times,  if we’re ready for it. 

As you probably remember, we regard our Species to be driven 99% or so from the Unconscious, and 1% or so from the Ego, or Conscious Choice.  The Unconscious operates on us through a collection of Archetypes, which are a constellation of Beliefs, Behaviors, Emotions, Thoughts, and Forms.  Miracle Healings are possible because Archetypes can have Physical Form, so Letting Go of an Archetype can Transform our Physicality.

Operating under these Archetypes is, virtually, operating in Trance.  And Pluto is about Changing Trances.  If you have a Strong natal Pluto, you Change Trances as easily as changing your clothes, though less often.  Folks with a Strong natal Pluto Feel like they’re living many Lifetimes in one, as each chapter in their Life is distinctly different from the previous chapters, with sharp distinctions between them.

Transformation is the keyword that best fits Pluto, and we often play with the word as Trance(Re)Formation – Forming a New Trance.  When we have a sharp break in our Global or Cultural Timelines, like the start of a new World War or Civil War, or a disruptive “Black Swan” economic event like a Brexit, Pluto is usually involved.  We get a “New Normal” and meet it with a New Trance.

So just the fact that the Pluto Station Conjoins Juno is pretty profound, as a rip in our Personal Veil is likely to be joined by turnover in our Ego.  On the Global scale, it may be no accident that there’s a new Loose Cannon on deck.  And now our Challenge is that on both levels Jupiter isn’t likely to let it be a minor event soon forgotten.  This is the Challenge we’d just as soon Allow to happen on its own, without our messing it up any more than is necessary.

So we move to the Quincunx between Juno-Pluto and Chaos, which is – by definition rather than hyperbole – literally mind-blowing.  Chaos is out there where Sylvester lives, Granny isn’t home, Tweety’s cage just got blown apart, and Tweety ‘R’ Us.  So an excellent PIAVA to express our Curiosity might be “I Wonder how the devil we’re going to Survive this!”The yang form of Creativity is all about Mechanism – How to get it done.  The yin form is all about Result – What We Want.  In order to pull off a clean yin Manifestation job, we need to Avoid thinking about Mechanism, and let our Intuition guide us step by step.  That’s how we Create Miracles.  So we aren’t talking about the sort of Curiosity that Responds with “Well, maybe this will work…”  We’re talking head-scratching, slack-jawed Wonder, as in “Well, Glory Be!  Look at that will ya!”

The trick in “I Wonder how we’re going to Survive this” (the “How” is figurative, we aren’t addressing Mechanism, but Outcome) is that it gives a Suggestion to the Unconscious (which is very Suggestible) that we will, somewhow, Survive.  That’s very different from fretting about whether our radiation shield is working, or that our customers are now foreigners.

Since the Grace is available, why not Receive it!  Jupiter Trine Chaos is even Bigger than Jupiter Square Juno-Pluto.  Juno-Pluto implies that someone left the front door open.  Chaos implies that the roof just blew away.  So if there’s so much Change afoot, why not use it to our Advantage.  Let it Clear Away all the detritus that won’t serve is in our new Incarnation. 

How to do that?  Focus on the ultimate Outcome that we Want.  Afraid we’ll Lose something essential?  Paint it into the post-Apocalypse landscape.  Better yet, how does that essential something make you Feel?  Add that Feeling to your post-Apocalypse Emotionscape.  Your Life is really all your Creation, so Go For It, and take the Easy way.

Karma-Chariklo-Pluto III

The Chariklo Station is just a few hours after the Karma Station, but they’re in different Degrees; the Chariklo Station is in 15 Capricorn.  Remember what we said last time about a Square Fez?  This one’s almost upside down.

We can be quick about a Fez by just interpreting the diagonal Quincunxes.  Quincunxes are about True Curiosity; not to seek an Answer, but to regain the sense of Awe and Wonder that we felt as Children when everything was New and Amazing.  

Why do we aspire to that?  Because our progressing Belief , as we grew older, that we Understand more and more, is an Illusion.  We live inside a birdcage, and the components of our Understanding are the bars on our cage.  It’s not that we Understand the World, it’s that we Limit our Vision.  

Mostly this is about Fear.  The Illusion of Understanding makes us Feel Safe, because we Believe we know how to Respond to most of what the World can throw at us.  Which is great until it isn’t.

One of the Quincunxes links Jupiter (Expansion) to Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity).  Spiritual Clarity is more about Trust or Faith than it is about Understanding.  Confusion means that the bars on our birdcage have come loose.  Can we tolerate that?  “I Wonder if I have enough Trust in my Self and the Universe that I can tolerate Confusion.”

Chariklo herself (Self-Confidence) Conjoins the Moon (Instinct, Manifestation) and Juno (the Edge of Consciousness).  There’s an Opportunity here to amp up our Ability to Create What We Want just by PIAVAing it.  When we’re able to “Feel into” as Dan and the Arcturians put it, What We Want, the odds go way up.  “Feeling into” is what a reader once called “Feelizing” as an alternative to Visualizing – PIAFA in other words.

When we have complete Confidence in our Ability to Manifest something, we interpret Hindrances as speed bumps rather than brick walls.  The other end of this Quincunx is Centaur Asbolus.  The Mythological Asbolus was a Psychic whose chief claim to fame was in unsuccessfully  warning his fellow Centaurs that fighting would only bring their demise.  Which in itself is an interesting observation at this time.

It’s intriguing that this Quincunx is between two Centaurs, and the cosmological definition of a Centaur is a body orbiting between Jupiter and Neptune – while the second Quincunx is between Jupiter and Neptune.  Of course that’s “only” a Coincidence, as Robert Moss would say.  “I Wonder what this tells us.”

That’s the diagonal Quincunx approach.  We could also use a more traditional analytical approach – what are the two Challenges to Mastery or Squares (red lines)?

• How do we Expand Access to our Unconscious Ability to Manifest Directly?  (Jupiter Square Chariklo-Moon-Juno)
• Can we Intuit our way out of Confusion without sacrificing our Growth in Consciousness?  (Asbolus Square Neptune)

The Gift in the Configuration is the Trine (long blue line) – Expansion of our Intuition.  It would be great if we could just Expand Access to Manifestation and Intuit our way out of Confusion by Expanding our Intuition, but Expanding Intuition is an arcane process.  

One method I Learned long ago was “What if I did know?”  That’s works well as a Heuristic (Teaching device) but we have to be aware that Intuition and Certainty are uncomfortable in bed together unless we have a natural facility, or until we’re well trained.

Well, we’re dealing with the Edges of Consciousness, so we know PIAVA will be useful.  That’s where our Quincunxes aid us.  “I Wonder if I have enough Trust in my Self and the Universe that I can tolerate Confusion” and “I Wonder if I Trust my Intuition enough to Let it Lead me to Manifesting What I Want” may Liberate the Gift.

All of which means that we need to be mindful this week to catch ourselves when we’re Experiencing Doubt, Insecurity, or Confusion, as these are the impediments to Self-Confidence and Clarity about What We Want to Manifest and therefore the Gatekeepers to Self-Condidence and Clarity.  “You poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Doubt, aren’t you.  Would you like to talk about it?”