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Levels and Perspectives

February 20, 2017

I don’t think we’ve emphasized this Perspective recently, but it’s fundamental, so worth repeating.  This culture commonly Perceives Mentality, Emotionality, Spirituality, and Physicality as different Levels or Departments of Experience.  We don’t mean to imply that these are the only Departments – at the very least we need to add Energy, for instance.

Simply put, these are not different Levels or Departments.  They’re different Perspectives on our Unitary Experience of being in a Physical Body.

Imagine that you’re standing on a Ridge, waving at the camera.  You’ll look different…

  • to an observer a few feet in front of you
  • to an an observer several yards behind you
  • to an observer at the top of the Peak
  • to an observer falling off the Ridge while stepping back a few feet so they can capture your profile

Experience is One Unified Thing.  It’s only a mental game to try to reduce it into separate “components.”  Body, Spirit, Emotion, Mind, and Energy are just different snapshots of the same One Thing, seen from different angles.

We quoted Stephen Levine recently, where he was reading the Emotional state of his Inner Child by Attending to the Physical Sensations in his Body.  You’ve undoubtedly heard Stories about Physical-Healing “Miracles” perpetrated through the Spiritual or Dietary Perspectives – “Spontaneous Remissions” as the Scienteriffic types have to call it to preserve their precious Reductive Worldview and prevent Cognitive Dissonance.  Dr. Kim (http://drkimderamo.com/) talks about the crossover between Perspectives (fka Levels) all the time.  

Donna Eden and David Feinstein (http://www.innersource.net/) have been teaching and writing about this for decades.  If you haven’t had experiences where you’ve, just as a for-instance, resolved Emotional Overwhelm by Tapping on Energy Meridians on the Body, you haven’t “Tried It on Everything” (http://www.thetappingsolution.com/) yet.

Here’s an excerpt from a Channeling where Daniel Scranton talks about this…

“You then move past the emotional awakening and into the energetic awakening.  The energetic awakening is often felt as strange occurrences in your bodies.  It is also something that you sense.  It is awakening to your empathic nature.  It is an awakening of the consciousness that you are and that you use to navigate through this reality.

“And then you have your physical awakening, which can be the most troubling of all the awakenings, because you have been taught that when this, that or the other thing happens to your physical body, it means you are on a gradual decline.  It may mean that you need surgery or pills to cure it.  This is what you have been told, but it is not the truth.  It is not a truth that you need to accept.

“So when you have your ascension symptoms in your physical body, that is a test of your faith.  It’s not a test that you have to pass, but rather, it’s an opportunity for you to take all that you have learned in your previous awakenings and apply it to your experience of your physical body.  And when you do this, you can move through the physical awakening without needing to subject yourselves to some of what the health care professionals would have you subject yourselves to.

“You always have the option of working energetically, emotionally, and with your thoughts to work through the physical experiences that you have of awakening.  If you see them as experiences and as sensations, rather than as symptoms of a larger problem, you will be well on your way to releasing them and to being fully in your bodies, embracing your bodies, and navigating with your bodies to the fifth dimension.”

Definitely read the full Channeling, as Daniel includes a Gift for you in it…

http://danielscranton.com/levels-of-awakening-∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

January Week 3 End – Big Doin’s

January 19, 2017

Whew, made it through the Ixion-Juno Initiation last night, but not without Tapping and Thetaing and Poor-Sweethearting for most of the night.  Our next Big Event is a Station of dwarf planet Haumea, 4am PST 22 January.  Haumea is Pele’s daughter, symbolizing Rebirth – by Fire!  It’s been within one Degree of Sensitivity to this Station since early November, so it’s a big part of what we’ve been Experiencing, as we’ve been trying to get as many of our Unconscious Masters (Archetypes, Karma, and Unfinished Business, O My) wrestled to the Ground so we can get Reborn as Cleanly as possible.

Now that “everything else” Big has gone under the bridge, the Rebirth part takes Center Stage.  Well, almost.  The Reality Show is still about

Bringing our Unconscious Fears Up Into Our Awareness in Order to Reclaim our Self-Sovereignty

for another week or so.  So this Rebirth is kind of a Mid-term in some ways.

By 1 February we’re firmly engaged in Rebuilding a New Timeline or Ego-Lifetime that’s based on Self-Love.

So a Laser Focus on Noticing any Self-Judgment for the next 7-10 days will pay big dividends.

Self-Judgment includes any Values you have that are Moral, or based on Either/Ors.  As Alan Watts informed us,

It’s Harder to Let Go of Good Karma than it is to Let Go of Bad Karma.

And we need to jettison both if we’re going to be able to approximate Self-Love.

Our Self-Love needs to be Unconditional.

It’s more than fine to have Standards of Behavior, and above all to treat the other Sentient Beings around us with Respect.  But our Self-Love needs to be Unconditional.

If we betray our own Standards of Behavior, or fail to treat the other Sentient Beings around us with Respect, we Make Amends and move on.  If we’re in the Habit of indulging Guilt or Remorse or the like (or having a big Reaction when others fail to treat us with Respect, which is just a Mirror for our own Lack of Self-Love), then we need to Change that Habit to Tapping it Out asap so we can get on with the Critically Important Work we’re doing Rebirthing the Planet one Psyche at a time (our own).  What was that Meditation threshold that squelched Crime?  One Percent of the Neighbors Meditating?

There’s a Catch here.  Two days after Haumea’s Station, asteroid Hopi Stations.  Hopi is about Respect for all Things.  Those Sentient Beings we have to Respect?  They don’t just include folks who look like you (regardless of Color).  They include Critters and Plants and Rocks and Dirt and Planets and Stars and anything that your mind is able to Separate from the Background Noise and assign a word to.  Oh, and the Background Noise is Sentient too, especially the Background Noise.  That’s the Unconscious, Master over most of our Behavior, thought, Emotion, and even our Physiology.

So we can say that again now, with the context more clear: It’s more than fine to have Standards of Behavior, and above all to treat the other Sentient Beings around us with Respect.

But our Self-Love needs to be Unconditional.  How will we every Learn to Love our Pathological Genius otherwise?

Saturn, The Most Important Thing, is only three weeks and less than two Degrees away from being Initiated by Ixion, our Forbidden Genius.  

Meanwhile, the Great Amplifier Jupiter is only two weeks and a third of a Degree shy of its Station, and less than two Degrees from Haumea.  In other words this isn’t any ordinary Molt of our Identity exoskeleton (Haumea is Stationary twice a year after all), but a Big Rebirth.  And you might notice that Sedna, our Emissary of Fear as a Gift Reminder to Embrace ourself, is Stationary along with Jupiter.

So we have a Choice here.  We can be Reborn into Big Fear, or we can be Reborn into Big Love.  We Choose the latter by hunting down our Unconscious Fear with a Searching and Fearless Inventory, then Loving our Fear into Submission.

It’s a safe bet that most or all of our Judgments have their roots embedded deep in Fear.  So if you aren’t Scared this week and next, start Examining your Judgments.  What Unconscious Fears stand behind those?  That includes our “positive” Moral Judgments – “I’m Good because I…” – what Fears stand behind those?  What would happen if you chose Yintegrity  or Self-Trust instead of “Good”?

This is what we took Birth for, and why the Planet is so overpopulated with Beings wanting in on the Action.

In case you’ve lost the bigger plot, Jupiter-Haumea is one corner of the Forbidden-Genius-Recovery Golden Rectangle that encloses our Sedna-Lilith Recovering-Self-Sovereignty-by-Embracing-our-Fear Yin Gate, which is about to morph into a Building-a-New-Lifetime-Based-on-Self-Love Yin Gate.  And of course the huge Yintegrity work we’ve been doing since Time As We Know It Ended in 2012, is another corner of the Golden Rectangle.

19 January 1am PST Ixion Initiates Juno Sadge 26
      2am PST Mars WAxing Square Saturn Pisces-Sagittarius 24

22 January 4am PST Haumea Stationary Retrograde Libra 25

24 January noon PST Hopi Stationary Retrograde Libra 13
      11pm PST Chiron Initiates Venus Pisces 22-3

25 January 2am PST Veritas Stationary Direct Gemini 10

26 January: Moon on Pluto T-Squaring Jupiter and Uranus, 1am-11am PST (Moon on Pluto 1am PST, Moon Square Uranus 7am PST, Moon Square Jupiter 11am PST)

27 January: Sappho Conjunct Klotho Scorpio 22 Opposite Sedna-Aletheia in the Yin Gate, with Sedna Stationary
      Quaoar Enters Capricorn
      New Moon 4pm Aquarius 9

30 January: Venus Enters Shadow Period Pisces 27

1 February: Neptune Initiates Pallas Pisces 11

6 February: Jupiter Stationary Retrograde Conjunct Haumea Libra 24
      Sedna Stationary Direct Taurus 26

15 February: Ixion Initiates Saturn Sagittarius 26

January, Week 3, Start 2A

January 16, 2017

A regular reader writes…

“I have a thought that I’ve had many times.  Is thought random, or pre-planned?  And, when we experience a ‘negative’ thought, why does no one question the origin?  Are there etheric Lizards hurling thoughtforms into our awareness?  The Gnostics said so, that the seed of human error was ‘the mind parasite’ or the ‘foreign installation’ that Don Juan described to Carlos Castenada.  

This is also Buddhism’s biggest oversight (in my humble opinion)…it seeks to end suffering via various concepts, disciplines of the mind, and actions, but never asks about the origin or causes of the “why” of the human condition.  It ignores the deeper mystery in other words.”

Good points all, though I see the World differently.

I certainly agree that the mind is a (useful) parasite, but I don’t think we need to project our Xenophobia on it and make it foreign.  I believe we need to “own” its machinations as we need to “own” all of our Projections and Introjections.  

I’d say that not only are there the equivalent of etheric Lizards hurling all manner of thoughtforms at us, but there are also etheric Amphibians hurling all manner of Emotions at us, all of which are impersonal.  We glom onto and Personalize the ones that resonate with our Unfinished Business.  However, I’d regard all these images as metaphors.  I don’t believe anything coming out of our minds or mouths is ever anything but metaphor.  

There are so many different layers to, and (legitimate) Perspectives on, the Onion of “Reality” that I believe the Onion itself to be ineffable.  Many consider it Illusion.  I don’t usually think directly in those terms (it’s inconvenient to think of my desk as 99.999…% “empty” space), but I do believe that it’s Energy that’s “Real,” and Matter that’s insubstantial, held together by mass hypnosis and Emotional Energy.  Thought and Emotion are “Real” forms of Energy.

When asked why we don’t all see Psychic Energy, my first teacher relayed the metaphor that as children learning colors, we’d point at our mother’s friend’s Energy Body and say “Red!”  Mom would reply, “No honey, that’s a Blue dress.”  We don’t actually need etheric Lizards if we need to attribute Cause.

As for Buddhism, I’m quite sure that the omission of Why is purposive.  Why is the occupation of Monkey Mind, while Buddhism strives for Beginner’s Mind or “Don’t Know,” which is similar to the state of Awe and Wonder that I often refer to as Perpetual Curiosity.  Prior to making Conclusions, Curiosity like Unconditional Love eschews Judgment, so I consider it “next to Godliness.”  Metaphors are just word pictures; Conclusions, Certainties, Dogmas, and Either/Ors are Judgments.  

Now, I hope everyone notices that this is an Either/Or Judgment.  A better alternative would be…

“When you see someone making a choice that you would not make for yourself, let it go.  Show that person love and compassion, but do not feel the need to correct him or her.  Instead, be the leader that you are and the wayshower that you always intended to be by choosing for yourself the path of love, compassion, and unity.”  — http://danielscranton.com/the-way-of-the-wayshower-∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/ 

But it’s a Discernment I use to differentiate Spirituality from Politics – Spirituality is Both/And; Either/Or is Politics.  I find that this particular Either/Or Judgment is a very useful Heuristic as a bs meter.  A Heuristic is a methodology “that solves a problem quickly but is not certain to arrive at an optimal solution.”

As Michael Roads says, “It Is What It Is.”  Not more nor less.  The rest is just mindstuff.  I often refer to Cause and Effect as The Great God Causan Defect.  It’s a challenge to think in terms other than Cause and Effect.  A heresy even!  It’s merely our Patriarchal Programming, mass hypnosis.  See if you can go a day – or ten minutes – without seeing the World through the Glass Darkly of Cause and Effect.

Jung for one postulated an alternative sort of Relationship between Observations which describes many aspects of “Reality” far better than Causan Defect (Jung and Pauli, The Interpretation of Nature and the Psyche).  We see what we Expect to see.  Seeing the World without Expectations would be hugely Confusing – that is, Growthful!  But not easy.

And there’s no sense in which Buddhism “ignores the deeper mystery,” quite the contrary.  Buddhism believes that the Mystery lies not in the mind but in the Heart.  It sees the mind as Destroyer of Mystery.  The Matriarchy agreed.

January, Week 1, Update 2

January 4, 2017

We’ve amended the December beginnings of our “Week” with a few Angles previously omitted, and we’ve gotten ourselves up to date through 7 January, in revising…

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/01/02/january-week-1/

Tomorrow we’ll tackle the 8 January Mercury Station, the 9 January Eris Station, and the many other exhausting Dramas that fill January.

I’m grateful that when I catch myself sinking into vague or acute Physical or Emotional Discomfort and trying to “figure out what’s wrong,” reminding myself that “This is about Letting Go,” and that it’s what’s right, shifts the Energy almost immediately.  Their are plenty of Heavies yet to come.

January, Week 1

January 2, 2017

January is very busy.  There are three main threads, along with a number of more isolated Energies, so we’ll get to practice being Conscious of our Multidimensional Selves as we Juggle the threads.  I’ll color-code the three Energies, and catalog the first week or so…

The First Energy is our old Friend, Recovering our Abandoned Genius and Continuing to Remove our Masks.  This is a big collection of planets in a large number of different Signs, in 20-26 Degrees.  It’s an excellent time to become Intimate with the elements in your natal chart in these Degrees, as this will indicate your Attitudes that are under major Adjustment.  This isn’t new; we’ve been working it with since Time As We Know It Ended in 2012.  If it’s still giving you fits, the elements from your natal chart will probably give you major clues to help you Let Go of your remaining Constraints to Knowing, Being, and Expressing your True Self.

This Energy is the Golden Rectangle composed of the Opposition from Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis to dwarf planet Chaos, T-Squared by Chiron, and the Opposition from Jupiter-Haumea to Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne, with the Oppositions Trine and Sextile to one another.  Asteroids Eurydike and Moira complete the Grand Sextile.  The 12 January Full Moon makes a Grand Cross with the Opposition from Jupiter-Haumea to Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne.  The fireworks explode in early January when a Grand Quintile connects the Saturn-Ixion-Juno-Nemesis with the Venus-Pallas-Nessus-OR10 Stellium of the Second Energy, along with Hopi, Vesta, and the Moon.

This is also our Mystery School, where we’re Learning to Accept Paradox as a basic principle of Non-Dual Reality, particularly as it applies to the Paradoxical Relationship between our Self-Sovereignty and our Acceptance of the Truth of what we Fear.  In February this becomes the Acceptance of the Paradoxical Relationship between our Acceptance of the Truth of what we Fear and our Assembly of a New Lifetime/Ego based on Self-Love.

This is the Yin Gate formed by the Opposition between Lilith and Sedna-Aletheia, which Opposition splits the Golden Rectangle on its long dimension.  In February the asteroids Sappho and Klotho Conjoin Opposite Sedna-Aletheia, as Lilith moves on.

We’ve a fair amount of recent Experience with the Second Energy, too.  It’s about Letting Go of the Impact of our Abuse Traumas.  Remember that Traumas can be Acute (specific Incidents) or Chronic (slow-motion, more or less continuous, and more easily dismissed as “normal”), and they can be ours or someone else’s – such as your Great Grandmother’s, who went to her grave without ever talking about her Abuse Traumas, but they’re embedded in your Epigenetics (the Reprogrammable portions of your Genetics).  Her never discussing them with anyone makes them very difficult to Identify and Shed.  This Energy is at 3-4 Degrees, mostly of Pisces, though a few other Signs collaborate.  Again, it will trigger your natal Configurations at 3-4 Degrees.

This Energy is mostly the Venus-Pallas-Nessus-OR10 Stellium, which is at the focus of a Finger of God across the Sextile between Vesta and Stationary Makemake. 

We’ve also been dealing with the Third Energy for a while, off and on.  You’ll recognize it as The Oaths We Made to Protect Ourself and How They Morphed into Limiting Beliefs and Held Emotions – and Hidden Skills.  The Thinning of the Veil is part of this process.  This Energy is mostly at 7-10 Degrees, of Pisces and Virgo.

This is the Stellium formed by Venus, Mars, Pallas, Neptune, and the South Node, Opposed by dwarf planet Orcus (and of course the North Node).

If you’d like short keywords or phrases so you can easily remember which Energy is which, try Yintegrity/Abandoned Genius, Abuse/Privilege, and Oath-Breaking/Limiting Beliefs.

Since we care more about Interpretation than Prediction, we’re including a few related prior astroevents.  What follows is an outline.  I’ll be adding commentary to it as the week goes on, so check back every day or two.  Note that, except for the “Moon over” and “Moon Opposite” events, these Energies are not solitary events; most of them will begin to be Felt a day to a week prior to the date indicated, sometimes longer.  And of course many of them Initiate Cycles that may be Experienced for months or years or decades to come; remember that the Energy of a Cycle is particularly strong at it’s Initiation

27 December:
>>> Saturn Initiates Nemesis (The Most Important Thing Is Letting Go of Our Olde Ego Structures – Our Beliefs about Who We Are), 1pm PST 27/12, Sagittarius 21 (Using Our Imagination to Transcend Mundane Physical and Emotional “Realities”); We need to stay in Gratitude about how our Olde Ego Structures have kept us Alive so far, and got us to where we are.  But they’re now Obsolete, and will soon be Ripped Away, so we’re much better off being Proactive about Letting them Go Lovingly and Gently, with Gratitude.  This is the Initiation of a Cycle that lasts more than five years (64 months).
>>> Nemesis Opposes Chaos, 6pm PST 27/12, Sagittarius 22; Another “minor” peak in the Recovery of our Abandoned Genius, this one likely to Illuminate our Attachment to our Limiting Beliefs.

28 December:
>>> Saturn Squares Chiron, 4pm 28/12, Sagittarius-Pisces 22; One of four Squares between Juno-Nemesis-Saturn-Ixion and Chiron, part of the Chiron T-Square across the Opposition between Juno-Nemesis-Saturn-Ixion and dwarf planet Chaos.  We spoke at length about these processes in Like John Saidhttps://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2016/12/27/like-john-said/ .
>>> Saturn Oppposes Chaos, 11pm PST 28/12, Sagittarius-Gemini 22; more of the same.

29 December:
>>> Chiron Squares Chaos, 11am, Pisces-Sagittarius 22; yet more.  

30 December:
>>> Chariklo Initiates Sun (Walking in Beauty) Capricorn 9 (Connecting to Nature and God through our Emotions); We bottled up some of our Brilliance, Gorgeousness, Talent, and Fabulousness when we were Reacting and Responding as best we could to our Abuse Traumas.  Consciousness of what we bottled up will help us Let it Back Out Safely.  Beginning a one-year Cycle.

1 January 2017:
>>> Lilith Opposes Sedna, 9pm PST 1/1, Scorpio-Taurus 26; This is the apex of our current Mystery School around the Paradox about how Self-Knowledge about Fear Interacts with Self-Sovereignty.  In particular you may be dealing with Fear.   Try a “You poor Sweetheart…” on it.  The School goes on through most of January, then is replaced by a related Mystery School at the end of the month.  See also 6 January.
>>> Sedna-Aletheia are the focus of a Quintile Yod from Jupiter and Mercury; This represents an Expansion of what we Know about our Fears. 

>>> Neptune Initiates Mars (Integration of Spirit and Form) Pisces 10 (Flying Blind); This Initiates a two-year Cycle where we Learn to Trust that Spirit and Form are in fact already, always, Integrated; they’re only Separate in the eyes of the Dualistic Mind.  The Implications of this Separation are immense – on our physical and mental health for instance, when we Believe that something is “wrong.”  It’s not wrong, it’s Information about what’s Out of Balance, and what’s Out of Balance is often only our Perception.
If we Trust that Spirit and Form are always already Integrated in spite of our thoughts about and Resistance to the issue, aren’t we already “Ascended”? We’re just continuing to Manifest Third-Dementia Duality because that’s what we Believe is “Real.”  We may be able to PIAVA our way out of Duality, since we know that PIAVA (as long as we can Change the Subject) can Transcend the mind.  Another Paradox from our Mystery School, as well as a very Important Teaching about Manifestation.   By being co-incident in Linear Time, after all, these three Energies become three Perspectives on the same Heuristic.

1-2 January:
>>>Moon over Venus-Pallas-OR10-Nessus, 7pm PST 1/1 to noon 2/1, Pisces 3-4; We are likely to Experience this as Heavy Emotion arising from the toxic cyst formed by our historical Abuse Traumas, whether Consciously or not (I’ve been Feeling it as a low-level nonspecific Lackawanna, for instance).  However, remember that the “real” meaning of the Moon is Instinct – these are Split-Off Contents in the Unconscious that crave our Loving Embrace – Make It So.

>>> Makemake (Manifestation) Stationary Retrograde Libra 4 (Youth in Spiritual Communion around a Campfire); The other five Waves are already here, patiently Manifesting their Hearts’ Desires through Spirit rather than through Form.  We join their Effort by Letting Go of our Conscious, Semi-Conscious, and Unconscious Beliefs that it is Reality that’s Corrupt, rather than the Duality of the mind that’s Corrupt.  By Embracing the Reality of our Self-Sabotage and “Loving it to Death,” we allow ourself to Focus our Clear Intention on our own Hearts’ Desires. 

2-3 January:
>>> Moon over South Node-Neptune-Mars, 9am PST 2/1 to 3am 3/1, Pisces 7-10; Remember that Confusion is the first stage of Growth; avoid trying to “figure it out” and instead just pretend that you’re stoned.  The Veil is weak here; if you can avoid Indulging your Bummers, you may be able to see through into Pure Intention and Uncluttered Manifestation.  Look to see whether this is in Harmony with Nature or in Conflict with Her.
>>> Moon over Chiron, 5pm PST 3/1 ±3 hours, Pisces 22; Chiron (Despair and Miracle) is working its way into being the focus of a T-Square (Challenge) across the Opposition between Jupiter-Haumea (Expanded Rebirth) and Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne (in a word, our Yintegrity).  Stay very Mindful of using your “You poor Sweetheart…”s whenever your Mood slips into any sort of Discomfort.

5 January:  A very busy day…
>>> Pallas Initiates Venus (Setting Important Boundaries Lovingly but Unambiguously), 5am PST 5/1, Pisces 3 (Obsolescence); While like all astroindications this could go either way (we’re looking at the Unconscious after all, where Duality doesn’t exist), but given the general End-of-Tolerance-for-Abuse climate we’re in, we’re going to read this as the Initiation of a 17-month Cycle where we Learn that we no longer need to Abandon ourself when Attacked.  If you’re Attached to the Patriarchy’s Power-Over mores, you’ll be ahead to proactively enroll in a sexual harassment class.
>>> OR10 Initiates Venus (Clues to which of our Values are truly our Heart’s Truth, and which are Programming or Karma), 2pm PST, Pisces 3 (Obsolescence); A one-year Cycle starts, where we Discover and Transform old Values that were never Truly Ours and Heart-based, but Programmed by our Forebears or Culture or Karma.  Any Value based on Judgment is a candidate, Discerning Preference from Judgment; liking Peach Pie more than Apple Pie is a Preference, Hating Apples is a Judgment.  Morals are usually Either/Or, thus excellent suspects for Programming.

>>> Moon over Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne and Opposite Jupiter, 4pm PST 5/1 to 6a 6/1, Aries 21-24; Jupiter is increasingly amping up our mandate to Let Go of our remaining Masks.  You can interpret Lunar Emotionality a number of ways, but the most productive way is as an Intuition.  What comes up here for you?  Here at the dawn of these brand new Venus-Pallas and Venus-Nessus Cycles, you may want to see if any unpleasant Feelings diminish when you resolve to keep firmer Boundaries, or, if you’re uncertain you can pull that off, PIAVA to Learn to set firmer Boundaries Charmingly, Forcefully, and Consistently.  It might be a good time to do a Theta Healing (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/ ) on this, and carefully work through any Resistance or Hesitation you encounter in the Show Me phase.
>>> Nessus Initiates Venus (Surrendering to Abuse was probably a Survival mechanism for most of us, rather than a Heart-based Value, though we don’t mean to Judge True Masochists, if there is such a thing; on the other hand, the Privilege to Abuse is definitely a Patriarchal Value – but is it Heart-based, or Programmed?), 9PM PST 5/1, Pisces 4 (Heavy Cross-Traffic at Seashore Resorts); This Initiates an only-13-month Cycle, but it’s a big one, considering the context – see at least January 8 and today’s first entry.
Whatever Abuse we Allow ourselves to Receive, Pay Close Attention.  What’s our Motivation?  Is it really Masochism, or Fear of our own Power, Fear of reprisal, Unworthiness, Lack of Self-Love, or ???  If the Abuse is minor, or we have little Hesitation to set a Boundary, it may be useful to Allow the Abuse so we can study Why we were tempted to Allow it.  This is huge not just for us as Evolving Individuals, but also huge for the Human Collective and the Planet.  This includes being Abused by For-Profit Medicine.
Whatever
 Abuse we Allow ourself to Perpetrate against another, Pay close Attention as well.  Is this type of Abuse legal?  Does your Victim object?  Do you Believe they’re secretly pleased?  Is your Motivation the sense of Safety or Superiority you get from knowing you can Power-Over someone, or Believing you have the Right to do so?  Something you’d brag about to your Friends?  Is it to Satisfy some Desire of yours?  Is it an Addiction?  (Some define Addiction as continuing to do something after you “get in trouble” for it – but we’d have to exclude “getting in trouble” that’s an Act of Abrogating your Self-Sovereignty, such as “getting in trouble” with your Abuser.)  Do you Feel good about it?  Do you plan to keep doing it whenever you can?  If not, do you have a Plan for Changing your Behavior?

6 January: Another very busy day…
>>> Juno
 Opposes Chaos, 12am PST 6/1, Sagittarius-Gemini 21; Juno’s Dancing with Saturn and Ixion Opposing Chaos.  Juno represents the Edges of Consciousness, so we should be due for some Illumination here if we’re Open to Receiving it.
>>> Lilith Opposes Aletheia, 4am PST 6/1, Scorpio-Taurus 26; This is the secondary apex of our current Mystery School around the Paradox about how Self-Knowledge about Fear Interacts with Self-Sovereignty.  This apex is more about Truth per se than Fear itself.  Another good place for a Theta Healing where you work through the Resistance (see “>>> Moon over Uranus et al, 4am PST 5/1…”); the more you’re in Truth and in Consciousness about your Fears, the less they’ll rule your Life and Limit your Experience of it, no matter how you React or Respond to them.  The School goes on through most of January, then is replaced by a related Mystery School at the end of the month.  See also 1 January (“>>> Lilith Opposes Sedna, 9pm PST 1/1…”).

>>> OR10 Initiates Pallas (Likely to be lots of Vignettes – spontaneous Dramatic Memories – about times when you Gave Away your Power or Powered-Over others or didn’t intervene when you witnessed Abuse
), 11am PST, Pisces 3 (Obsolescence); The start of a four-year (50-month) Cycle where our Psyche is likely to show us scenarios from our Life where Boundaries different from those we had at the time would work better.  As you’re observing the show, be careful to distinguish Responsibility from Blame; Blame looks for Past Cause, while Responsibility looks for ways to improve Future Outcomes.  It’s probably better though to Let Go and let these Vignettes “Roll Off our Back,” rather than trying to “Figure them Out.”  The Letting Go will Create Wisdom, which will serve us much better, rather than Knowledge.  
>>> Ixion Initiates Nemesis (Embracing the probably-Chronic Traumas that Isolated our Abandoned Genius), noon PST, Sagittarius 25 (Play despite apparent handicaps); This is the Beginning of an almost-six-year (71 months) Cycle where we Learn about our Abandoned Genius and loosen our Attachment to their Abandonment.  Nemesis was the Goddess assigned the task of punishing folks who offended the Gods with their Hubris.  She’s an excellent stand-in for Ego Death.  We have elaborate Ego Structures built up to keep our Abandoned Genius Suppressed.  You could think of those Structures as sort of like the Emperor’s Wall on the Mexican border or your local Sewage Treatment plant – those Energies must be controlled and contained at any cost!
Deconstructing this Wall to let our Rejected Self back in could be Painful.  You may be ahead to make a list of all epithets and labels that seem negative to you.  Have you ever told a friend or acquaintance “I’m not one of 
those people!”?  What offends you in other people?  What characteristic or behavior would be a reason to reject someone?  What’s the most odious or repugnant thing someone could do?  What do you hate most in other people?  What would you never do?  You might want to sit with some of these vile things and see if you can find some Compassion for them.

7 January:
>>> Juno Squares Chiron, 5am PST 7/1, Sagittarius-Pisces 22; One of four Squares between Juno-Nemesis-Saturn-Ixion and Chiron, part of the ongoing T-Square with dwarf planet Chaos; see Like John Saidlink above (28 December).  This one may be painful, as the Edge of your Consciousness (and of your Ego) are torn open if you’re in Resistance.  If you Let Go of your Resistance (“You poor Sweetheart, this feels horrible, doesn’t it.”) it will help a lot.
>>> Grand Quintile linking Juno-Nemesis-Saturn-Ixion with OR10-Nessus-Pallas-Venus-South Node, Vesta, Hopi, and the Moon, 1-7pm PST; This now gets interesting.  The Quintile mean that this is about Learning; the Grand part means that it’s about Wisdom as much as Knowledge, as it Spans the Whole.  We will be Learning how…
The Most Important Thing (Saturn) is to Open up to Greater Consciousness (Juno), Let Go of our Olde Identity (Nemesis), and Accept our Abandoned Genius (Ixion)…
Relates to…
Our Karmic Dance (South Node) between our Boundaries (Pallas), our Values (Venus), and Memories (OR10) of our Abuse (Nessus).
Them’s Big Doin’s.
The other players in the Grand (Integrating) Quintile (Learning) are…
Our Limiting Beliefs (Vesta), Respect for All Things (Hopi). and our Authenticity (Moon)…
Hopi tells us that there’s no room here for Blame (“You poor Sweetheart, Blame is so much easier, isn’t it.”), we have to Be Responsible TO All of the many Parts of Ourself that are Dancing here.  Letting Go of our old notion that we were “responsible for” (ie, “it was our own fault”).  Yes, we were Powerless to stop it, and yes, they Abused their Power, but the time for Keening about our Loss is long past.
To Make Space in our Bodies for the New Energies moving onto the Planet, we need to Accept that It Was What It Was.  This may take a large number of “You poor Sweetheart…”s, about whatever Emotions arise.  Tapping as well, any number of times.  Measure your before-and-after Distress (one to ten), and let the Topic evolve.  Take as long as you need; it’s The Most Important Thing you’re Doing, and probably The Most Important Thing you’ll ever Do, perhaps even The Thing You Came Here To Do.  Your Work here will help move the Planet out of the Patriarchy.

8 January:
Mercury Stationary Direct 2am Sadge 29
Nessus Initiates Pallas Pisces 4

9 January:
Eris Stationary Direct Aries 23
Karma Stationary Retrograde Virgo 18

10 January:
Sun over Uranus et al
Sun-Uranus 8am

11 January:
Sun Opposes Jupiter 9pm
Saturn Initiates Juno Sagittarius 23

12 January:
Almost-Grand Quintile
Full Moon 4am Cancer 23
Moon-Uranus 1am
Moon Opposes Jupiter 3am

Here’s a sketch of the rest of January, should you want to plan ahead…

13 January:
Neptune Initiates Venus Pisces 11

17 January:
Aletheia Stationary Direct Taurus 26
Chiron Init Mars Pisces 22

18 January:
Moon over Jupiter
Moon Opposes Uranus 8pm

19 January:
Moon-Jupiter 12am
Ixion Initiates Juno Sadge 26
Mars Squares Saturn 1am

22 January:
Haumea Stationary Retrograde Libra 24

24 January:
Hopi Stationary Retrograde 13 Libra
Mars-Saturn 3am

25 January:
Veritas Stationary Direct 10 Gemini
Chiron Initiates Venus 22-3 Pisces

26 January:
Moon over Pluto 1am
Moon Square Uranus 7am
Moon Square Jupiter 11am

27 January:
Sappho Conjunct Klotho Scorpio 22
Quaoar Enters Capricorn
New Moon 4pm Aquarius 9

30 January:
Venus Enters Shadow Period Pisces 27

1 February:
Neptune Initiates Pallas Pisces 11

6 February:
Jupiter Stationary Retrograde Conjunct Haumea Libra 24
Sedna Stationary Direct Taurus 26

15 February:
Ixion Initiates Saturn Sagittarius 26

Consciousness and Matter 1

December 4, 2016

This is an excellent, if not completely explicit, beginning toward explaining the Connection between Lunar Energy/Emotion and Matter, as well as the waves of Emotional turmoil many of us are experiencing…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2016/12/identifying-first-cause-by-arcturians.html

It’s long, but well worth finishing.  Thanks to https://bluedragonjournal.com/ for the tip.

The dwarf planet Haumea – Rebirth – is sitting between us and Arcturus, focusing Arcturian Energy to our Planet.

Haumea is one corner of the Ixion Golden Rectangle and Sedna Yin Gate that we’ve been discussing, as well as one corner of the Eurydike Grand Sextile, all of which are ongoing.  Haumea is also only a few Degrees south of Arcturus in Declination.

We refer to the Golden Rectangle as the “Ixion Golden Rectangle” because the Recovery of our Abandoned Genius (Ixion) is for most of us the most Challenging element in the Golden Rectangle.  It’s four corners are… 

  • Ixion-Pholus: Being Fully Responsible to our Abandoned Genius (or, as Marianne Williamson so poetically expresses it, our Brilliance, Gorgeousness, Talent, and Fabulosity)
  • Dwarf planet Chaos: Unlimited Potential
  • Haumea: Rebirth
  • Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne: Egoic Fidelity to our Soul Self, Being Open to the Revelation of Denial, and Making this Sustainable, via the Loving Embrace of Challenging Memories

We refer to the Yin Gate as the “Sedna Yin Gate” because Conscious and Loving Response to Terror (Sedna) is the most Challenging element in the Yin Gate.  A Yin Gate above all asks us to recognize that Contradiction exists only in the mind; in Reality there is Paradox – Coexistence on levels that the mind does not understand, but not Contradiction.  In addition to the Golden Rectangle, the Yin Gate‘s Spine is comprised of…

  • Lilith: Self-Sovereignty
  • Sedna: Conscious and Loving Response to Fear

Lilith is particularly associated with Female Self-Sovereignty, highlighting the Challenges presented by Misogynist politics.  As important, Lilith is associated with Sovereignty for the Anima or Inner Female of the second gender.

Sedna is also the focus of a Quintile Yod from Jupiter and Mercury, meaning that it is Very Important that we Learn how to Consciously Expand into being Lovingly Aware of what most Frightens us.  Start by Breathing.

We refer to the Grand Sextile as the “Eurydike Grand Sextile” because when we use established astrological planets we only get five of the six corners.  The sixth corner would be the Vacancy, which becomes the Strongest corner of the Grand Sextile, and signifies the Energy which we must provide Consciously in order to trigger the Ease and Grace implied by a Grand Sextile.

The esoteric asteroid Eurydike (Trust) fills the Grand Sextile Vacancy, so it is Trust that will Liberate Grace for us here.  In addition to the Golden Rectangle and Eurydike, the sixth corner of the Grand Sextile is Pallas (Boundaries).

And finally, Sedna is also one corner of the Grand Cross, with Lilith, Eurydike, and Pallas.  A Grand Cross shows the necessity to Multitask in order to attend to all of the Energy we’re encountering, in this case the necessity to split our Attention between

  • Responding Consciously to Fear,
  • Asserting our Self-Sovereignty,
  • Setting Effective Boundaries, and
  • Trusting our Heart’s Truth

without diminishing our Attention to any of the four.

For dessert, we also have in today’s Quitaly chart two Fingers of God (Pay Attention!) intertwined with each other and with a Major Tricolor (Curiosity), as follows…

  • A Yod to Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs) from Mercury-Hylonome (Conscious Escape from Archetypes) and OR10-Nessus (Irruption of Memories of Abuse) and a Yod to OR10-Nessus from Vesta and Makemake-Hopi (Manifesting in the context of Respect for All Things): In the guise of unpleasant or Traumatic Memories, we are being Liberated from Limiting Beliefs; it behooves us to stay Conscious and Loving with our Libereation this rather than indulging our Victim – that was then, this is Now.  Recognize the Connection between Manifesting in the context of Respect for All Things and the download from the Arcturians.
  • A Square (Mastery through Challenge) from Vesta to Sappho-Klotho (Designing a new Ego wrapped around Self-Love) is Quincunx (Curiosity) to OR10-Nessus, which is in turn Trine (Grace) to Sappho-Klotho: We invoke our own Passion to lend Power to our Rebirth into Self-Love by Embracing Perpetual Curiosity – AND AVOIDING CONCLUSIONS – about the Relationship between Traumatic Experience/Memory and Limiting Beliefs.  Recognize the Connection between Passion-Emotion-Power and Suzanne’s comments in the Arcturian message above: 
“What you will need to let go is the causation of any actions and behaviors that cannot resonate to the fifth dimension.  Then, in order to release that causation, you will need to identify those thoughts, emotions, and actions that prevent you from resonating to the fifth dimension. 
 
“You will begin by identifying “First Cause.”  We define First Cause as that which creates the first thoughts and emotions that bond together to create the “First Concept.”  To change a behavior, you must start with the conception of that which caused that behavior. 
 
“The conception is what thoughts and what emotional reactions created, accompanied, and/or arose from that conceptual thought.  We are not using the word “concept” as just an idea.  We also use it conceptually, as in the ability to conceive.
 
“Once your thoughts and emotions join to conceive a “concept,” they begin to bond and intertwine in a multidimensional manner.  The lowest frequencies of the conceptual bond hold fear and doubt.  Conversely, the highest frequenciesof the conceptual bond hold love and light.”
 
This isn’t everyday trivia, it’s Shakespearean Drama.  Remember that our Bottom Line here is What we’re Learning.  
 
We don’t have any results around Quitaly yet, but the USArmy Corps of Engineers a few moments ago agreed to reroute the Dakota Access Pipeline.  Even if that is eventually overturned, it is a welcome delay from the potential start of another Civil War.

Another Intense Week IV

November 16, 2016

Astrologically, this week is one of the more prominent with regard to “an increase of chaotic events,” and “objective” Reality has a good share of them to match.  So this is timely…

https://dreamweaver333.wordpress.com/2016/11/16/the-hathors-the-art-of-jumping-timelines-video-nov-15-2016/

I chose this version because there are useful related links at the bottom of the page; otherwise, we could equally have linked to… 

https://roserambles.org/2016/11/15/the-hathors-the-art-of-jumping-timelines-video-nov-15-2016/

or… 

https://bluedragonjournal.com/2016/11/16/the-hathors-the-art-of-jumping-timelines-video-nov-15-2016-dreamweaver333/

Gratitude to all of these players. 

David Spangler

October 29, 2016

Here’s a rather fascinating interview with germinal former Findhorn co-director David Spangler, very worth two hours of your time…

https://batgap.com/david-spangler/

An excellent exercise in Cognitive Dissonance – the ability to hold Contradictory Beliefs in Consciousness at the same time without internal Conflict – an essential Skill for the Future and Present.

And an interesting development in the US election…

https://peoplestrusttoronto.wordpress.com/2016/10/28/flash-mob-meditations-to-occur-at-voting-stations-during-election/

Thanks to https://bluedragonjournal.com for the connections.

Resisting What We Really Feel

July 14, 2016

A great review of the simple way to Tap out intense Discomfort of any kind…

http://drkimderamo.com/eft-sequence-to-release-intense-stress/

and another for Tapping out Doubt…

http://drkimderamo.com/if-you-doubt-healing-could-be-this-easy/

It also helps to rank your Discomfort or Doubt before and after Tapping.  A “scale of one to ten” is typical, but you can use anything you want – “one to a hundred” might work better, especially if you’re able to let the number come to you instead of having to “compute” it.  If one Tapping sequence increases your Comfort or Willingness to Receive even 2%, that’s a solid sign that you’re moving in the right direction.

Let your Tapping phrase evolve as you use it.  When you finish one Tapping sequence you may think of different approaches or entirely different phrases that will make a positive contribution to what you’re trying to Change.  While some folks also add positive phrases, and while negative phrases may be contrary to many suggestions, Tapping uses negative phrases on purpose, because you’re expressing the negativity you’re Really Feeling.  Simultaneously activating the Meridians brings your Energy back into Balance so that the negativity is corrected automatically.

If you don’t want to spend a lot of time explaining yourself, you can Tap in public, or in other situations where movement would be inconvenient, by Imagining each of the nine Tapping points as you repeat your phrase silently.  Intention follows Attention.

Gary Craig, who adapted this version of Tapping, frequently says that our Limiting Beliefs are like three-legged stools.  They may not appear to be moving at all, but once we Tap out one of the legs, the whole structure topples.  Tapping, Imagination, and Persistence make an unbeatable threesome.

  ♥    ♥    ♥    ♥    ♥    ♥    ♥  

If you’re taking Bryan’s Emerald Forest workshop (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2016/07/11/connecting-off-planet-and-off-dimension/ ), which is absolutely Delightful and highly recommended (there’s still time; you’ll need only several hours of time anytime between now and Saturday), I recommend you replace “Call Forth” with “Invite” in his Invocations.  Fairies embody Yintegrity, and like you, don’t appreciate being summoned.

Connecting Off-Planet and Off-Dimension

July 11, 2016

As I’ve said many times, it’s important that we reconnect with Fairy Energies.  Everything we eat is derived from Plants, and Fairies are to Plants as Souls are to Hupers.  If you aren’t a Breatharian, you need to be on good terms with the Little People.

I’m recommending this week’s online “class” on these folks, “The Emerald Forest, Exploring the Mystery of Elemental Alchemy”...

https://lightquest-intl.com/schedule-workshops/

If you’d like an introduction to Bryan deFlores, scroll down on the same page to where it says…

“Radio Interview with Bryan – Fantastic!  
Awaken to Happiness Now”

It’s relatively long, but an excellent Perspective on our Off-Planet relations.

It’s been a while since I’ve been to one of Bryan’s workshops, but he seems to have mellowed a lot, seeming less self-conscious and simply excited by what he’s doing – which is a lot.  His artistry is amazing…

https://lightquest-intl.com/gallery1/

My skepticism has always been on full volume around his off-planet work, but he’s consistently managed to circumvent it.