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Timelines IIb

January 21, 2018

Did we provide the Timing for the Nemesis-Nessus Initiations?

An Initiation, by the way, is “just” a Conjunction – when one planet passes another in the Sky, but if the Conjunction stutters (planets are Curious Beings; often when they pass another planet they’ll turn around and come back for a second and third look, and sometimes more), only the first Conjunction in a series is an Initiation. 

The slower a planet is, the “wiser” its influence.  So when a slower planet Initiates a faster one, it’s like the faster planet is giving Shakipat to the slower planet.  The Initiation “informs” the subsequent Cycle.  For instance, Nemesis-Nessus Cycles last four years and four months, give or take, and the current Cycle begins at 6 Pisces, which means “A parade of army officers in full dress.”  So the next four years plus… 

A Nemesis-Nessus Cycle is about Healing Abuse.  Well, more generally it’s about the current-moment Relationship between Ego Death and Abuse or Privilege.  But here we Strive for greater Consciousness, Healing, and Self-Love, so of course we’ll be talking about Healing from Abuse when “Ego Death and Abuse or Privilege” is Lit Up. 

Ego Death is what we almost always have to endure in order to actually make a significant Change in our Lives.  It isn’t always Painful, but often is, as one of the early steps in Ego Death is being forced somehow to Re-Experience the events that led to the formation of our Current Ego.  Now Ego is a good thing – it’s the part of our Psyche that’s in charge of our Survival.  Which means that Ego Death is always Scary.

It Feels like “I am DYING!” which is true, but the accent is on the wrong syllable.  It’s really “<I> – my Olde Ego – is Dying,” or Molting.  If you’re a Narcissistic Duck with the Fairest Feathers of Them All, “you” Die every year when your old Feathers fall off.  Everyone who wears their skeleton on the outside – Crabs, Snakes, Bugs, Hupers (Psychically), has to Molt in order to Grow.

Some people – we could name many in the news for instance – have significant Healing from Privilege to go through!  Most of us have Privilege in our Karma as well as Abuse, and eventually we’ll have to Heal that too.  Suppose for instance you’re a Middle Child.  As a temporary Last-Born you may have been Privileged with more Attention for a while till your younger sibling was born.  Then you may have Experienced your subsequent Abandonment as Abuse, once your “replacement” got all the Attention. 

And for every Past Life as a Slave, we probably also have one as a Slaveowner.  We may or may not consider Privilege to be “Good” Karma, but Alan Watts always said that it’s harder to Let Go of our Good Karma than it is to Let Go of our Bad Karma.  Even if we Strive toward Abundance, the Path to Abundance lies through Detachment.  And Nothing Changes until we Accept it Exactly As It Is.  We can’t Detach from anything without first Accepting it.

And Acceptance doesn’t mean Tolerance.  By Accepting it we become Conscious of it, and without Consciousness there is no Change.  It’s like Blame and Responsibility – Blame is assigning Causation to something in the Past, Responsibility is Choosing to Respond Differently in the Future in order to Achieve Improved Outcomes.  We have to Accept what Happened in the Past in order to move forward without Rancor that would color what we Create in the Future.

So, for the next four plus years the Relationship between Ego Death and Abuse is about “A parade of army officers in full dress” – we’re likely to find it easier to Heal if we can adopt a formal protocol to structure the process, and if we can do it in the context of Community, where we can “parade” our Successes.  And for the next four years plus we’ll be ahead to reframe all of our Ego Death Experiences in terms of Abuse and Privilege.

Nessus crosses OR10 – Uninvited Memories – on 22 January at 12am PST (midnight Sunday night), and crosses Nessus on 27 January at 5pm PST.  These times Initiate the new Cycles.  When a Cycle wears out, we spend a fair amount of time, usually the last fourth or so of the Cycle, “in the Void” – we’re done with the Old Cycle but the New Cycle hasn’t started yet, which leaves us Wandering in the Wilderness.  So we’ve probably been sort of Disoriented about our Healing from Abuse for the last year or so, but now we’re likely to “get down to work” on it.

Most of us spend the Void phase of a Cycle struggling in vain to keep making the Olde Cycle function like it was.  That’s a terrible waste of Energy, but unless we keep track of the Cycles – who does, anyway! – how are we to know, except Intuitively.  We usually have a Strong Intuition that something is afoot well before (weeks, in the case of a 4-year Cycle?) the Initiation of a New Cycle, though if we’re still clinging to the Olde Cycle, that will Inhibit our Intuition.

Then, Disappointingly, once the New Cycle gets underway in earnest, it seems to Disappear.  That’s because it starts working at the Foundations.  For the first quarter of a Cycle, the New Energy is busy underground battling with Unfinished Business from all of the previous Cycles.  For instance, the last Nemesis-Nessus Cycle began in March 2013 at 27 Aquarius, “An ancient pottery bowl filled with fresh violets.”  At that time, fresh off of the End of Time As We Knew It, most of us were already struggling with Change of all kinds, and hesitated to throw ourself full tilt into Healing our Abuse.

So we saved the Structure (the bowl), even though it was obsolete (ancient), and tried dolling it up a bit with Fresh Flowers.  Violets of course are very Healing for surficial Wounds.  We may even have considered the old Structure to have enduring Value (pottery).  Like the Women who voted for the Antichrist.  But all that’s Changing now that the old Cycle has died, and the Abused are Marching Forward in Full Dress and full Resolve for Change.

Now, everything we’ve talked about so far applies to All of Us.  The Culture will be a macrocosm of our Individual Experiences, and our own Personal Experiences will be a microcosm of the Global Experience, tempered by our own Personal Horoscope.  I know many have been Healing for Decades already.  I think its fair to say that more folks will be drawn to Healing, giving those with Healing Experience more Opportunities for Seva, and to pay the rent, preferably both.

You can research the position of your own natal Nessus (and Nemesis, and any other planets you want) at…

http://www.true-node.com/eph1/?inputNumber=nemesis%2Cnessus&day=1&month=1&year=1980&time=00%3A00%3A00&zone=GMT+0&interval_num=1&interval=day&lines=100&amp;.submit=Get+Ephemeris&calendar=Gregorian&zodiac=Tropical&origin=Geocentric&lighttime=Apparent&clock=Universal+Time&zodsec=D%B0M&longitude=on

If you want to forewarn yourself about Intrusive Memories (dwarf planet OR10), use the wording “2007 OR10” in the “names” field at the top of the page.  Commas separate names.  Asteroid Mnemosyne may also be involved with Memory.  You can put in as many names as you want, but only ten or so will fit on a page.  You can also put in whatever timespan you want, but for the new dwarf planets like Nessus and OR10, the orbit isn’t certain enough yet that you can go very far into the Past or Future.

A table of where the planets are at different times is called an “Ephemeris,” or “Ephemerides” (that’s plural, but if you’re looking up two planets at once, well…).  You can get an inexpensive but wholly accurate Ephemeris at…

https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_ss_c_1_13/131-7359963-3839830?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=pocket+astrologer+2018&sprefix=pcket+astrolo%2Caps%2C772&crid=2ZUS9S3PVPCCK

It won’t cover the new dwarf planets like Nessus, or the asteroids; you’ll need to look elsewhere (like the link above, or more expensive Ephemerides) for those, but once you learn how to use an Ephemeris you’ll be off and running.

You’ll Learn a whole lot about Healing your own Abuse by Observing your Experience when the Moon and other planets cross over your natal Nessus and your natal Nemesis.  The Moon is an excellent study guide because it changes position so quickly.  I look for any of the Challenging Angles – a direct crossing, a 90-Degree Angle, 180 Degrees, and 270 Degrees. 

In other words, if your Nessus is at, say, 20 Degrees of Scorpio, then your Nessus would be Lit Up whenever the Moon was at 20 Degrees of Scorpio, 20 Degrees of Aquarius (90°), 20 Degrees of Taurus (180°), and 20 Degrees of Leo (270°).  You’d know it if your natal Nessus was at 20 Scorpio, because Jupiter, which is an Amplifier, would be sitting on it as we speak.  Using those four Angles and the Moon, you’d get to Observe how you Respond to Nessus weekly, enough to get a good handle on it fairly quickly.

Timelines II

January 20, 2018

Before I go on to the Saturn-Klotho Initiation and the Haumea Station charts, let me annotate the previous post a bit more; I had to hurry it out the door because of engagements otherwise…

As Dan & Friends, and others including us, have frequently pointed out that we Feel our way into New Timelines…

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/01/17/having-it-all/

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/10/09/piafa-ii/

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/01/02/world-peace-timeline-ii/

The Saturn-Klotho 4-Capricorn Initiation (“Capricorn 4 is ‘A group of people prepare a large canoe for a journey by water’ – starting another Timeline, an Emotional one,” 5pm PST 21 January), points us in that direction…

The chart isn’t as messy as it looks.  Put your thumb over OR10-Nessus-Nemesis at the upper right, and what we have left is a Diamond Star Enhanced by a Grand Trine…

That’s a pretty Exalted chart!  It’s all about Boundaries (Pallas).  The would-be Challenge (the T-Square) is about whether your Boundaries Enhance your Life Force or Drain it (Varuna-Aletheia), and whether your Values Serve your Self-Love or Diminish it (Venus-Sappho).  Which are pretty Fundamental, and Serious, Challenges. 

But it’s a Diamond Star – the “Bowl of Grace” under the T-Square includes What We’re Manifesting (Makemake), and Which Among Our Beliefs are Archaic (Vesta-Karma).  These are “free clues” that, if we’re Open to the Information they provide, will Facilitate our Letting Go of Values that Diminish our Self-Love and Boundaries that Drain our Life Force. 

By PIAVAing Clarity about the Disconnect between What We Want and What Actually Is (Makemake), we can see where we need to go next with our Tapping and Poor-Sweethearting.  And by PIAVAing Loving Awareness of our Archetypes, we can see where we need to Learn new Responses to the World (Vesta-Karma).

Then we have that fat Earth Grand Trine (Dumb-Luck Grace) in the center, promising Great Blessings between our Boundaries (Pallas), our Truth (Veritas), and our New Timeline (Saturn-Klotho-Quaoar).

But where are the promised Emotions?  None of these twelve planets are in Water Signs.  They’re under your thumb – OR10-Nessus-Nemesis in Pisces.  OR10 signifies Intrusive Memories, Nessus represents Abuse, Nemesis symbolizes Ego Death, and Pisces is about Finishing Business with Emotional Baggage.  Yes, that’s all very Threatening, but it’s a zit on the side of a well-organized chart full of incredible Grace. 

So yes, by all means Feel and Embrace any Fear that the Threat of Revisiting your PTSD evokes.  That step is critical, as without it you may have to Re-Experience the Trauma rather than Revisit it.  What to do with Fear?  Certainly Tap it Out (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4), Breathe (Fear + Breathing = Excitement), and do your Kegels (which in combination with Fear cause Time to slow down so it’s more manageable). 

You may want to enlist an Ally to help keep part of you in the Present Moment.  We Heal first by first Holding our Traumatic Regression and our Present-Moment Safety in our Awareness at the same time – which is why we’ve been practicing Cognitive Dissonance (Holding Contradictory Beliefs without Competition between them) all these years.  And second, by enlisting our Present-Moment Self to Poor-Sweetheart our Regressed Self as a start toward Loving Her Unconditionally and Lovingly Reparenting Her.  Or Him.

We’re describing this as if it’s an easy mechanical process when in fact it’s an Overwhelmingly Emotional process.  But maybe not as Overwhelming as we Fear.  Karma is Dead.  We know that Karma does not Grasp us, we Grasp our Karma, only because it’s a Habit we have.  Our Present-Moment Self and/or our Ally need to Give us Permission to Let Go of the Habit.  Yes, we drop into the Void when we drop that Habit, but Emptiness is the Womb that precedes Rebirth – another important reminder for our Guides to Give us.

And the chart is full of Grace.  Healing our Emotional Baggage is only the Rider; the Enhanced Diamond Star is the Horse.  The Horse can carry you much farther, and with much greater Ease, than you can travel on your own.  And the Timing is Gloriously Right.  Grand Septiles are rare, and if we can use this one to Let Go of Emotional Baggage that stands between us and our Liberation, it’s a phenomenal Blessing.  You know from Experience how Effortless something is when the Time Is Right, and how Impossible the same task can be when the Time Isn’t Right.

One more boon.  Nessus-Nemesis (Letting Go of Trauma) is part of a second T-Square, with Vesta-Karma (Archaic Self-Sabotage) and Veritas (Present-Moment Truth).  This T-Square is Trine-Bridged by Pallas/Boundaries – the primary Benefactor of the original Enhanced Diamond Star…

So, what would happen if there was an additional planet Opposing Saturn-Klotho, at 4 Cancer?  We’d have another Diamond Star, which would greatly Ease the whole Letting-Go-of-Emotional-Baggage process.  A Vacancy in an almost-Major-Configuration becomes the Power Point of the chart, because if we can Consciously provide that Energy, we Complete the Configuration and Balance the Energy – the astrological equivalent of Tapping. 

Cancer 4 is “A cat arguing with a mouse.”  That’s our Doubt, Anxiety, and Lack of Trust.  Arguments are Either/Or contests, Energy-wasting Diversions.  So we need to be Hypervigilant for these Mental Noises, Poor-Sweetheart them, Tap Out the Anxiety, thank them for attempting to contribute, Chuckle at them Tenderly, and send them away with instructions to return when they’ve Negotiated Win-Win.  They’re likely to come back with the password to Smaug’s hoard.

Timelines

January 20, 2018

I don’t know how many folks know intuitively what a “Timeline” is.  Yes, certainly a Lifetime is a Timeline, and a multidimensional one.  Within that Lifetime there can be many Timelines.  Those of us with a Strong Pluto know what I mean when I speak of “having many Lifetimes in one” – we have many phases in our Life which are relatively separate from all the others.  You’ll meet someone you know fairly well, but you can’t remember how or when you know them from – because you knew them in a different Timeline.  It’s the same for everyone else, just not as extreme – every time we Change jobs, or cities, or Attitudes, we start a new Timeline.  Sometimes a Dream can start a new Timeline.

The Greeks wrapped this into their Mythology; the Goddess Klotho was in charge of Creating a new Lifetime/Timeline, Lachesis was in charge of  deciding how long it would last, and Atropos was in charge of Ending it.  There are asteroids named after each.  The three of them were the “Moirai” or “Fates,” and there is also an asteroid named Moira, the singular of Moirai.  One common theme is that not even the Gods can violate Fate, though in other themes some of the Gods have more Power than the Fates.

Accepting one’s Fate is a major theme in most Religions – “Thy Will Be Done,” for instance.  If we set aside the Esoteric branches, the Religions are almost all Either/Or, and we know that Either/Or notions are Political notions.  Political is the adjectival version of Power, a synonym for Ego.  Accepting one’s Fate means Accepting the Status Quo, or Surrendering one’s Power.  If you’re the Victim of Privilege, only Despair or perverted Gratitude keeps you “in your place.”

Fate is what happens to us when we Choose to remain Unconscious.  I know, it sounds weird to cast that as a Choice, since our Karmic Archetypes are so impenetrable that we seldom Notice them, though they’re glaringly obvious to our friends who are too polite to tell us.  There are Dynamic methods for Penetrating the Wall of Unconsciousness, such as Hypnosis, and they can be Chosen.  But Mastery of such Penetration belongs in the realm of the Magnetic.  We PIAVA, Change the Subject, wait a bit, and then Pay Attention.  “I Wonder if my most Self-Sabotaging Archetype will Reveal itself to me.”

On 21 January (5pm PST), Saturn (The Most Important Thing) Initiates Klotho (Starting a New Timeline) in 4 Capricorn, and on 23 January (9am PST), Haumea (Rebirth) Stands Still, which maximizes the Strength of its Impact.  Capricorn 4 is “A group of people prepare a large canoe for a journey by water” – starting another Timeline, an Emotional one.  The Ego and the Status Quo are kind of outnumbered here.

Meanwhile, our Grand Septile (The Time Is Now) Perfects itself, in purple…

On the left side of the chart, the quintessential symbol for our Karmic Archetypes (the South Node) Merges with or Conjoins the symbol for Becoming Conscious (asteroid Juno).  Dancing with this from the right side, the symbol for our Lifetime Mission (the North Node) Merges with the symbol for Sustainability (asteroid Ceres).  The red line, symbolizing Either/Or, defines their Dance together.  It’s not about making a Choice; we Transcend Duality by Choosing Both/And.

As usual, Dan’s Arcturian Advisors are right on time, moving us beyond where we Expect to be…

http://danielscranton.com/choosing-creating-timelines-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“You have an ability within you to project your consciousness to a timeline that you want to investigate before bringing your physical self to it.  You are doing this without realizing that you are doing it, but now is the time for you to begin to do it consciously.  You want to be in control of which timeline you are choosing, and you are capable of making that decision for yourselves consciously.

“Your higher selves and your oversouls know this now.  So you are going to be encouraged to project your consciousness onto several different timelines to investigate for yourselves what lies ahead on those particular timelines.  More importantly you are going to be able to tell by how they feel whether you want to align with them or not.

“Now the data that you bring back with you after each one of these projections can and will be used to create new timelines, because that is what you are here to do.  You are not here to just choose from the options available to you.  You are also here to take from your experiences that which pleases you and excites you, and then you are to create new experiences, new opportunities, and of course, new timelines.  You are doing this for everyone, as each new timeline is available to all of you.

“So how do you do it consciously, then?  How do you project your consciousness onto a timeline and explore it?  First of all, recognize that these timelines exist as probabilities all around you.  So if you begin by stretching your consciousness, as we have already discussed, then you can move to the next level of this consciousness journey, by taking your consciousness into one of those probabilities.

See them as portals that exist all around you, portals that you can travel down, get a glimpse of what they contain, and then come back from.  This is the new way that you create your reality.  Choose the timeline whose vibration you want to experience most of the time, and know that you will continue to have opportunities to choose again and again and again.”

So while the Ego still maintains some of its Power, we can do Trial Runs on several possible Timelines, to see Who We Want to Become in the New Space that we’re Birthing into.

Abundance New Moon II

January 18, 2018

Here’s an excellent Perspective to use for the next month, suggested by Dan & the Arcturians…

http://danielscranton.com/the-urgency-to-get-to-5d-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“You have the feeling within you of urgency when it comes to getting to the fifth dimensional experiences that you want to have.  Part of the reason why you feel this urgency is because you have been promised that life in the fifth dimension will be easier and more fun.  Now, the part of this process that seems like a paradox is that getting to the fifth dimension requires you to love where you are right now.

“Even though you know where you are going is better, you must find a way to embrace everything that is within your reality and that is within you.  You are even being asked to embrace things that happened years and years ago and lifetimes and lifetimes in your past.  It is also important for you to recognize that there’s nothing wrong with the dimension you are in.

“It’s all about experience, after all.  That’s why you incarnate.  That’s why you leave the Source Energy dimension.  So embrace experience for the sake of experience and know that every experience that you create for yourselves will bring you closer to the fifth dimension.

“When you look at yourselves and you think that you have a lot of evolving left to do, you are both right and at the same being to hard on yourselves.  You will always be evolving, so there is no end to what you will become.  But the first aspect of your current reality that you want to embrace is yourself as you are.

“Embrace everything about yourself in the here and now, not because it’s necessary in order for you to get to the fifth dimension, but because in so doing you access more of the unconditional love that you truly are.  You don’t have to wait until you get to the fifth dimension to know yourself more and more as a Source Energy Being, a creator being, and an agent of unconditional love.  Give in to your now, and you will allow in all that you have been promised.”

Abundance New Moon

January 17, 2018

The 16 January New Moon itself is more prosaic.  The Moon is the Focus of a Challenge to Mastery (T-Square), implying that we’ll be Challenged over the next few weeks.  In what way?  Well, we know our Values will be Confronted (Venus on the New Moon), and we usually have a lot of Identity Attached to our Values, so that’s a Threat.  We also know we’re up for Rebirth (Haumea on one side of the base of the T-Square).  That should be a Joyous occasion.  Oh.  Well, yeah, I guess we might hesitate to give up some of what we’re being Rebirthed from.  Hmm.  Like what? 

Well, there’s a part of our Life that we just sort of Accept as “The Way It Is” because we’ve just never seen how it might be otherwise (Moira-as-Fate et al on the other end of the base).  We’ve even set up probably-by-now-Unconscious Boundaries against the Disappointment we’ve become Resigned to (Pallas/Boundaries too).  Um, it looks like those Boundaries are Breaking Down (Eris-Uranus/Revelation of the Soul Self as well).  We know it’s Time for something Big (previous post), and the Arcturians have advised (in the post before that) – “don’t wait” for it…

Feel the vibration of that which you want to be living, and then open your heart to access the stream of Source Energy that comes to you from your heart center.  Use that energy to create the experience you want to be feeling.  Let yourself have the experience now.  Don’t wait.  Don’t even wait for what you have created to come to you before you start living it, experientially.”

Kinda Scary.  What have you been thinking, “Wouldn’t it be nice to…”?  So, what stops you?  Oh, that.  Something about Survival?  Like, say, Doubt?  Lack of Trust?  Doesn’t feel like we’re making that up, but I guess we are.  Usually-Reliable Sources tell me that “there is no Universal Law of Scarcity” – there’s only misinterpreted Fear (that makes sense – Sedna makes a Quincunx Bridge to the T-Square). 

“To think prosperously in spite of appearances to the contrary is worth every effort, because it produces rich results…  Another way to invoke the law of increase, and thus to avoid the pettiness and destructiveness of the law of decrease, is by training your mind never to be disappointed.  If certain things do not come at certain times in the way you wished, do not consider it a failure. 

“Since you have not received that thing, you can instead stand firm in the faith that something much better is on the way and will appear at the right time.  When you seem to fail, remind yourself that you have not asked big enough.  Expand your viewpoint and expectation, and a larger answer than you originally anticipated will surely come.  Failure is nothing but success trying to be born in a bigger way.” 

— Catherine Ponder, The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity, pp.126-7.

Guess we better Locate this Fear stuff and Tap it Out.Besides having our Values Challenged, it looks like the Fear and the Rebirth should be where we put our Attention (the green-wedge Fingers of God).  Any other Friends in the chart?  Hmmm, looks like our Forbidden Genius may bail us out, if we’re Responsive to it (the Ixion-Pholus Trine Bridge), and our Survival Instincts should help Guide us (Quaoar Conjoining as well), though that could be a little tricky.  Remember those Boundaries against Disappointment?  They’ve been disguised as Survival Instincts all these years.  We’ll have to finesse that.

Oh my, there must be some Trauma holding up those Boundaries against What We’ve Always Wanted but Wasn’t Possible (Chiron Quincunx-Bridging the T-Square).  What if we could Choose to Neutralize the Trauma (Lachesis Conjoining, in its Guise of making the Choice to End a Timeline early – the only requirement is knowing that Fate and Karma are Paper Tigers)?  Starting by Poor-Sweethearting it maybe (it is Chiron, Master of Making Miracles out of Despair)?

Okay, forewarned is forearmed.  If we can Avoid Regressing and forgetting everything we’ve Learned in the past half-century when that Trauma revisits, we have a tentative Strategy.  I still Believe that All Prayers Are Answered sooner or later, so I think I’ll PIAVA now that I Remember.

Hmmm.  We might have a clue about when and how this Trauma (in the singular, we hope, though Traumas are known to breed) crawls out of the Mud.  Remember asteroid Nemesis, the one that we associate with Ego Death because the Goddess Nemesis was in charge of remediating Guilt?  It entered Pisces (Emotional Detox) on 15 January (4:30 am PST), and during the course of this Moon Cycle will dance with OR10 (Intrustive Memories) on 22 January (12am PST) and with Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) on 27 January (5pm PST).  That’s as good an excuse for revisiting Trauma as I can imagine.

OR10 Initiates Nemesis in 4 Pisces, “Heavy car traffic on a narrow isthmus linking two seashore resorts.”  Rudhyar’s take is “The mobility and intensity of interchanges which make possible and characterize complex social processes.”  Translate that from Sociologuese to English (“it’s a Jungle out there”) and we can end up revisiting any number of possible Trauma situations in our Personal Histories and Herstories, including episodes of Abuse.  If you have Heavy Dreams or Hallucinations around 22 January, tough it out; it’s just your Inner Child calling for you.

Nessus Initiates Nemesis in 6 Pisces, “A parade of army officers in full dress.”  I consulted for a federal agency in DC for a while back in the ’80s, and many of the denizens were ex-military.  The ex-Army people wouldn’t do anything without being told to.  The ex-Navy people were obviously trained to think for themselves, and did so.  Full dress implies Full Compliance with orders.  This conjures up the classical protocols that #MeToo is combatting.  Expect ongoing big #MeToo news toward the end of the month, and your own Abuse memories to surface.

Abuse is often associated with Sex and Violence, but it’s far more pervasive than that.  For instance, one nasty sort of Abuse is when the significant adults in your childhood never Inquire about who you are, they’re totally absorbed in Programming you to look like their portrait of what kids are supposed to look and sound and act like.  Growing Up without an accurate or caring Mirror leaves long-lasting scars in our Ego structure.  The Suffocation you may have received from overbearing adults, and the Abandonment you felt from uncaring adults, are both serious Abuse scars, whether you would use that word for them or not.

Times Up for Scarcity

January 17, 2018

We saw a serious cluster of Seventh-Harmonic Angles the other day in the Time’s Up I post.  Look what it’s evolved into at the 16 January (6pm PST) New Moon…A little sloppy, but close enough that I wouldn’t hesitate to call it a Grand Septile.  We can expect our Timing to be a little “off” though, not quite 5D yet.  I feel the mismatch already; my Prayers are usually answered pretty directly, but today, not so much.  I’m even having trouble concentrating enough to finish a Prayer.  Instead I’m being hit with Insights, without even having to “Pay Attention.”  No complaints about that!

And when I look at the Heavy Hitters in the Sorta-Grand Sextile, it’s not Surprising!  Pluto, Neptune, Makemake, Chaos, North Node – Trance-ReFormation, Confusion/Growth, Manifestation, Limitlessness, Life Mission.  And if we stretch it’s Grandness to include the fellow travelers, Uranus and Jupiter – Soul and Expansion.  The first suggestion is that I’m aiming my Prayers too low – I should be Praying for the Moon, not just a plate of green Saganaki!

Excuse me for a few minutes while I go have a chat with the Goddess…

Having It All

January 17, 2018

Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian friends share some exciting suggestions for us…

http://danielscranton.com/accessing-infinite-resources-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“You have brought yourselves to a point in your evolution where you can take what you are given and do so much more with it.  You are no longer dependent upon resources coming from outside of you in order to get to where you want to go.  You have a direct connection to the part of yourselves that is most creative.  Therefore, no matter what your resources are right now, you can get to where you want to go and you can live the life you want to live.

“This is the new challenge for you.  Many of you are waiting for a revaluation of currency and/or a redistribution of resources before you even dare to dream about creating the life that you want to create.  But as you are awakened beings who understand that you create your reality, you must recognize that you have access to so much more than just physical resources.

“When you take into account that everything in your world, every physical object is a symbol, and nothing more, then you can grant yourselves access to the keys to the kingdom.  The feeling that you want to have is the key, and when you realize this, you also free yourself up from whatever the conditions are of your current life.

“Here is what we suggest.  Put yourself in a comfortable and relaxed position, at least once a day.  Then, take into consideration, something that you want to be living in your life.  Feel the vibration of that which you want to be living, and then open your heart to access the stream of Source Energy that comes to you from your heart center.  Use that energy to create the experience you want to be feeling.

“Let yourself have the experience now.  Don’t wait.  Don’t even wait for what you have created to come to you before you start living it, experientially, because you have so much more access now than you ever have before to that creative energy of Source.”

Times Up II

January 14, 2018

For many years now we’ve been under the “Tyranny” (a Blessing, really) of  a Zone around 25 Degrees, a Zone where our primary avocation has been Fixing the Culture.  Of course that’s mostly about polishing our Mirror.  While this Focus on ±25 is still pretty Strong, it’s weakening enough to make interpreting the Eris-Station chart a bit ambiguous.  So let’s look at it two ways.

First we’ll enforce a tight three-Degree Sensitivity around the Eris Station to get an idea of how our next while – up to six months – is likely to proceed… 

The Big Deal here is Overcoming our Resistance to a Reorganization of our Values as our Soul-Self orders up a major Rebirth.  We may be Confronted with information about ourself that’s doesn’t immediately evoke Self-Love, and we’ll have to Choose between Reframing that information to maintain our Egoic status quo, or Revising our Self-Concepts to make Space for Loving Our Self As We Really Are.  Our best bet for Cosmic assistance will be to step further into the Unknown, and Embrace Confusion as the most Reliable path forward.  (Pluto-Sun-Venus T-Square on Haumea Opposite to Uranus and Stationary Eris, Trine-Bridged by dwarf planet Chaos and Quincunx-Bridged by Mars and Lachesis-Chiron.)

Then a conservative six-Degree Sensitivity to see how Projects we began this week are likely to go…

Which suggests an Excellent prognosis (Dynamic Grand Sextile). 

We Accept our Resistance to Fear, and our Resistance to Confusion about how to Act, by Recognizing that our New Self is just an Infant traveling “where no Infant has gone before,” Realizing that we have no Choice but to Surrender all Expectations (Nemesis T-Square on Haumea Opposite Stationary Eris-Uranus-Moira-Pallas and Nemesis Grand Trine with Chaos and Haumea). 

How can we Permanently make our Mission Priority Number One when Fear and Doubt Reign?  By Trusting that every previous Moment of our Lives has Prepared us for this next Instant, the Instant in which we Celebrate our Mission and take one more Step toward it.  It doesn’t matter how much we Believe that we Know what our Mission is.  What matters is that we Trust we’ve been Living It All Along.  In this Imminent Instant we Choose to Surrender our Pain and Abandonment and Accept the World As It Is.  Nothing Changes until we Accept it Fully, Exactly as it is.  Once so befriended, the World will Please us by taking a Step toward How We Want Her to Be.  (Ceres-North Node Diamond Star on Sedna Opposite Jupiter-Mars-Hopi-Karma-Vesta and the Grand Trine with Ixion and Lachesis-Chiron.)

The 25th Degree resolves to Seven, the Harmonic of Timing.

Time’s Up I

January 13, 2018

Eris was the Lady who, failing to receive an invitation to the Big Party, tossed a Golden Apple, inscribed “To the fairest of them all,” into the Party, putting the other Big-Name Goddesses at the Party into a long-lasting tither that eventually led to the famed Trojan War.  Eris thus becomes the Goddess of “Discord and Strife,” and  Greek Mythology disses women as jealous and petty.  Once we realize that the Greek Mythos was the literary vehicle that described or proscribed the replacement of the Matriarchy by the Patriarchy, we can understand the motives behind the Myth, and reframe our interpretation of the dwarf planet that bears Eris’s name. 

We’ve Chosen to interpret Eris as the Revelation of what’s been Denied.  Recall though that, contrary to the common use of the word as a thinly veiled insult, Denial is a Healthy process that Protects the Ego from what would otherwise Overwhelm it, until the Ego is ready to deal with it, ie, until Eris comes along.  Since the Ego is in charge of insuring the Survival of it’s Vehicle (which is you or me), Denial is an important Survival Skill.  Till it’s not.

As greater Consciousness Descends onto Planet Earth, or the Earth Ascends into greater Harmony, depending on whom you ask, large portions of what’s been Denied are forcing their way into our Consciousness.  #MeToo, for instance, and now #ShitholePresident.  Imagine a future historian, needing only one source, Twitter.  The Patriarchy was not born overnight.  As Hupers gained more control over their Environment, the underlying Story shifted from Everything-We-Fear to Everything-We-Control, with a corresponding Inflation of the Ego.  Born out of Competition with the Matriarchy, Competition became the Foundation of the Patriarchy.

Which brings us to the Present Moment, where Competition is reaching the Limits of its Utility, and begs to be replaced with Cooperation.  This last week, dwarf planet Eris was at its Strongest (Stationary, Exact 10 January at 2am PST).  Eris is still Traveling with Uranus (our Soul-Self) – they’re less than two Degrees apart, so it wouldn’t hurt to review their Initiation, https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2016/06/03/eris-uranus-new-moon/.

It’s often said that “Timing is Everything,” and we agree.  If you’re in the Right Place at the Right Time, everything can fall into place Effortlessly – one of the reasons why we put such a heavy emphasis on PIAVAing – the Masculine Dynamic Creative Process can Manifest a lot, but unless Complemented by excellent Intuition and Flexibility, it can be consummately Destructive, as our Planet is Witnessing.  On the other hand, the Feminine Magnetic Creative Process, which we abbreviate as PIAVA, is capable of “Controlling” (actually, Coordinating) many variable far beyond the scope of the Dynamic Process.  (See https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/ to review PIAVA).

For instance, many are Dynamically Manifesting Abundance, which as Catherine Ponder remind us (in The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity), means Having Enough to Share.  But can we Dynamically Manifest Abundance that Benefits All Sentient Beings?  Not so Easy to even Plan, let alone Do.  But it’s Easy to PIAVA – for example, “Ganeshi my Love, please Remove All Obstacles to Manifestation of Abundance for All Sentient Beings.”  Sure, you can scoff at that as silly, but what if everyone made that Prayer every day.  How the World would Change relative to everyone Competing to take their own Abundance away from Others.

A major Hindrance to Manifesting Magnetically is that our own Limiting Beliefs will prevent us from Noticing when key portions of our PIAVA fall into place, because our Limiting Beliefs block our Intuition.  As we’ve explained many times, we circumvent that using the Change-the-Subject and Pay-Attention elements of PIAVA, Poor-Sweethearting, and Tapping, in order to Let Go of our Limiting Beliefs and Karmic Archetypes.  A huge part of our Intuition and our Manifestation is Timing.  Being in the wrong place at the Right Time, or the Right Place at the wrong time to Notice and Receive our Blessing, does us no good.

In astrology, Timing is governed by the Seventh Harmonic.  It represents what Don Juan meant when he was always telling Grasshopper Castaneda to “Save his Energy.”  The Tarot equivalent is The Chariot – Stillness and Motion.  The Essence is that Movement is necessary, but it’s wasted if it’s not at the Right Time in the Right Place.  We don’t often see the Seventh Harmonic (multiples of one seventh of the Zodiacal Loop, or 51½ Degrees, the “Septile”) very often, and Configurations or Combinations of Seventh-Harmonic Angles are even rarer. 

Of course the main reason we don’t see it is because it’s not a multiple of the thirty Degrees that the Zodiac is divided into – it’s Easy to Notice the alignment between ten Degrees of Leo and ten Degrees of Libra, a lot harder to Notice that ten Degrees of Leo are also aligned with two Degrees of Libra.  However, the software I use tallies Septiles, so I watch for Septile Configurations in every chart I draw.  Of all the charts I publish in this diary, not many include Septile Configrations.

All of which is only an introduction to this week’s Energy; the chart of the 10 January Eris Station we mentioned earlier features a Strong Seventh-Harmonic Pattern, drawn here in purple…

A “Grand Septile” consists of seven planets equally spaced around the Loop; here we have five of the seven, which form their own Pattern.  Recognize the shape, even though it’s “upside down”?

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Let’s call this Configuration a Chrysalis, and in the process preserve the implication of  Imminent Transformation. 

There’s a clear emphasis on the “top” (which on the chart here is pointing down), a Pluto-Sun-Venus or Mandatory-Essence-Values Stellium (which means a Group of three or more planets).  Mandatory-Essence-Values.  That’s pretty heavy, and certainly applies to #MeToo – we Need to Focus on the Essence of our True Values, and quit Denying the constant Violations of it.  And it’s been a major emphasis of the International critiques of #ShitholePresident.

There are three purple wedges here, which are Septile Yods.  A Yod or Finger of God is the astrological equivalent of ACHTUNG! – “PAY ATTENTION!”  In the Seventh Harmonic it means Pay Attention to the Timing here, or quite literally, when combined with an Eris Station, Time’s Up!  for that Denial.  One of the Septile Yods points to the Pluto Stellium at the “head” of the Chrysalis. 

The other two Septile Yods point to the base of the Chrysalis – these are the Foundations of the Shift in Timing…

  • Dwarf planet Chaos says that It’s Time to Expand Waaay Beyond What You’re Accustomed To!
  • Ceres-North Node says that It’s Time to Make Your Mission on the Planet in the Lifetime the Permanent Focus of your Attention!

Which leaves the two “Shoulders” of the Chrysalis, which we can consider to be the Supporting Cast of the Change…

  • Neptune says that It’s Time to Avoid Material Confusion by shifting our Perspective to the Spiritual – or of course by Rejecting the mind’s attempts to Analyze the source of our Confusion, and Accepting it as an Emotion in its own Right, one that we need to just Sit With and Feel, without trying to Change it.  Confusion is the first stage of Growth.
  • Asteroids Vesta and Karma in combination tell us that It’s Time to Let Go of the Unconscious Archetypes that have been running our Life so far.  We’ve been writing about that in many recent posts.

The Initiation of Vesta by Karma occurred at 11am PST on 8 January, in 27 Scorpio, “A military band marches noisily on through city streets.”  Notice that it’s not at War, but it is trained for Warfare, and making a Statement loud and clear – It’s Time to stop letting your Unconscious Karmic Beliefs run your Life, and celebrate it with noisy fanfare; It’s Time to Speak Up when we Witness Discrimination or Abuse!

We can peek at the Future of our Emergent Butterfly by looking at the other tight Conjunctions and Sign Changes in the chart that aren’t related by Angle to the Septiling planets…

  • Pholus Initiates Klotho 9 January (5am PST) in 30 Sagittarius – “The Pope blessing the faithful”; A New Timeline for our sense of Responsibility.  Not about Blame, but about what we’re Willing to Respond to.  It’s Time to use our Spiritual Authority to Actively Reinforce Inclusive Behavior and Discourse.
  • Quaoar Initiates Klotho 13 January (8am PST) in 1 Capricorn – “An Indian chief claims power from the assembled tribe”; a New Timeline for our sense of Ultimate Authority, which flows from the Heart.  It’s Time to Recognize that we have the Political Authority to Speak our Truth.  Don’t worry about whether or not it’s Accepted by others; Truths that are Ready to Overcome Denial by the Collective will be Accepted, others will wait patiently, but your Voice is a Vote in the Consensus-Building Process.
  • Hylonome Initiates Lilith 1 February in 10 Capricorn – “An albatross feeding from the hand of a sailor”; It’s Time to Let Go of Inhibitions to our Self-Sovereignty and Fully Support Cooperation over Competition.
  • Sappho is moving from Capricorn into Aquarius – We’ve been Focused on the Practical and Private elements of increasing our Self-Love; now It’s Time to Extend our Self-Love into our Relationship with our Community by Speaking our Truth Out Loud.
  • Klotho is moving from Sagittarius into Capricorn – The New Timelines we’ve been Creating recently have been about Letting Go of Inhibitions; now It’s Time to Use our Newfound Clarity to Help to Fix What’s Wrong.

Never forget that the First Rule is Safety First.  Everyone will be trying to outshout everyone else, including the Racists and Bigots.  You don’t need to be Bullied, and it’s okay to Step Back rather than Argue.  Say your Peace and step toward those who are Speaking in Alignment with you.  Hupers can’t resist gravitating toward what’s Popular, so gradually people who aren’t fully Committed to their Truth will drift over toward a different Truth, to try that on to see if it suits them better. 

As Groups form, those Committed to False Truths will gradually Feel their Shame and step down, either recanting or disappearing.  The Sociopaths will keep Shouting, but they’ll end up Friendless on their soapbox Shouting into the Wind.  The Truths that are Ready for their Time will come forth.  You don’t need to Force them, just to Let Your Own Truth be Known, in a Safe manner.

We’ll talk about Ego Death, and its impact on apparent Safety, in the next post when we talk about the rest of the Eris-Station chart.

 

 

New Province VI-2c

January 8, 2018

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