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Year of Living Deeply

October 8, 2017

Debbie Asks that we have a look at Jupiter’s Passage into Scorpio, which occurs 10 October (5:30 am PDT).  Her request is inspired by a long and worthy 5 October essay by Aluna Joy Yaxkin about what’s happening simultaneously on the Mayan Calendar…

 https://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin/posts/1701129196573499

“The odd void space, that we have been stalled in since January 2013, I feel is over.  This is great news for us.  We will finally begin to move forward with greater momentum.”

The article, A Year of Great Potential and Tips on How to Achieve Your Goals, includes several very succinct and very timely passages.  For instance, among her Tips…

“4. Set your intentions, but don’t wait around to see if it manifests.  Once you set an intention, and you hesitate and look back to see if you are going to get a result for your work, you are already telling the universe that you are questioning if it will happen.  Remember, the universe listens to you, your intent, your motivation and even your doubt.  Realize your immeasurable power and light.  Put your intent and action out into the world, and move on.”

That’s a subtle point in Manifestation.  Even feeling the need to repeat a Prayer can be a little dodgy.  It depends a lot on our mental and Emotional state when we do it, but much of that is Unconscious.  I find that it works great to modify and clarify a PIAVA, and to reissue the same Prayer after an intervening Letting Go such as Tapping out Anxiety about our need for the Prayer.  And we often need several “practice runs” till we get the phrasing just right, or till we focus our Attention enough to get through the Prayer to the end.

The interesting thing about this tip is that it’s bang on for today’s Eurydike-Venus Initiation (which we’ll write about soon).  Even the phrasing, “you hesitate and look back to see if you are going to get a result” that you want, is straight out of the Eurydice Myth.  Eurydice was wed to Orpheus, but she stepped on a Snake and was  killed while running from attempted Rape – what a classic Patriarchal Myth theme!  Orpheus, like Miranda…

could sing you to tears, which he did to the Patriarchs and their ilk, till they relented and let him retrieve Eurydice from Pluto’s lair – on condition that he not look back as she followed him out.  He was tricked – once he was out he looked back, but she still hadn’t cleared the threshold, so back she went.

But, Jupiter in Scorpio.  Jupiter of course is the Great Amplifier.  Virgo breaks down the individual Leonine Ego in order to prepare one to Meet Other in Libra.  Once we Meet and Dance with Other, we end up very Confused (first stage of Growth, right?), so we’re Compelled to “get to the bottom of this Other Thing,” which is what Scorpio is about.  Scorpio is Relentless and Fearless.  While Libra can appear (from outside) to resemble Codependence, social convention is a minor and easily-ignored inconvenience to Scorpio.

Scorpio is Fixed Water, but Ice it’s not (unless you try to stand in the way of its Relentlessness, or it gets combined with Sociopathy and becomes Ruthless).  Think of it as Water – Emotion – under very high Pressure, like the Water at the bottom of the Ocean.  Think of it as carrying the Emotional weight of Generations, of Tribal histories even. 

Folks often mentioned the demise of the Ottoman Empire when trying to understand the chaos at the breakup of Yugoslavia, but no one mentioned that this was where the Romans settled the Ostrogoths!  Sure, the Babelian chaos in the Middle East today has its roots in World War I, but it goes back to the Greeks and Persians and beyond.  Native Americans say that everything that ever happened in a Place is still going on there, and if you visit a Powerful monument, you can very much feel it.  Puerto Ricans that stay in 3D will still be Living Out their Revenge toward the Antichrist many generations hence.

Aluna Joy’s third Tip is “3. Do not get pulled into the dramas playing out in the world; nor the inevitable conspiracy that follows any tragedy.”  Easy to do if they don’t Trigger our own Karmic hot buttons.  But if they do, we need to get to work Clearing those Patterns.  Which is precisely why “there is a lot of polarizing drama in the world right now” – it’s urgent that we get Clear of our Archetypes because they won’t fit in the overhead bins on the flight to 5D.  The dramas are Invitations, and Jupiter in Scorpio will Invite us to Dive very Deeply into those which are Karmically “ours.”

The faster you can Poor-Sweetheart yourself when you feel yourself being sucked in to them, the Easier it will be.  Scorpio can be as Fearless and Relentless about Getting Clear as it can be about Wallowing in Muddy Waters – your Passion for Clarity needs only to be stronger than your Addiction to Drama.  That would be an ideal Intention to Declare as we move into Jupiter in Scorpio.

While Scorpio and Pluto and Saturn are Heavy, Jupiter is Light.  So the worst case here is the tendency to Enjoy Revenge that we’re seeing in the Trolls that abound on the Internet.  Like the Antichrist and its Follies, that Trolling Fascinates the Media.  That’s an Addiction we need to break as quickly as possible.  Scorpio tells us that “the Way Our is Through” – we don’t eliminate an Addiction by Avoidance, we eliminate it through Indulgence, but with a difference.  For instance, AA Indulges the Addiction, but through Sharing Honesty in a Safe Environment rather than through the original Addictive medium. 

Indulging with Awareness is key, because we need to become very Conscious of our Triggers, so we can spot them sooner while they’re Easier to redirect.  It’s a dangerous business, but Scorpio is Fearless and Relentless. 

“Hit me,” said the Sadist.  “No,” said the Masochist. 

Our Self-Sabotaging Archetypes run Deep, and to root them out we need to Dive as Deeply.  There is an Edge where we will still be Aware that Poor-Sweethearting is possible, before we lose ourSelf in the Addiction.  That Edge is where we’ll be Dancing while Jupiter is in Scorpio.

It’s very important to Congratulate yourself for Noticing that you slipped again, rather than Abusing yourself for slipping.  If you don’t Love Yourself Unconditionally, you’re a Masochist.  That’s the first Archetype you need to Transcend, because it’s the root of all the others.  That’s more important than failing to Love Other Unconditionally.  Aluna Joy’s first Tip is “1. First take care of yourself before you engage yourself out in the world.  I know this can feel self-centered and selfish to many sensitive ones.  But if you are not fully ready to take action, what you manifest will reflect this.”

This fifth Tip is also profound (a Scorpio word)…

“5. Listen to your first hits.  Doubt usually follows truth.  Any time you have an amazing realization, it is quite common to have the next thought sabotage it.  Example … You might have a spontaneous insight about what you are to do next, or where you need to place your energy, and then you immediately think of 20 reasons why you can’t do that. 

“If you find yourself feeling negative a lot, go back one step to find out what was the first thought you had.  If you are having a lot of negative thoughts, you could actually be having a lot of incredible semi-subconscious insights as well.  Just take a step back, and look at your first thought.  That original insight might feel much like the way you access a memory of a dream as you wake up in the morning.”

Remember to Yes-And rather than Yes-But.  Instead of “Yes, But I can’t Hurt them,” do “Yes, And I can somehow do it without Hurting them; I Wonder how.”  Then you’d of course Change the Subject and let your Intention Manifest.  If you follow it, your Yes-But Patterns will hijack it (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/).  Once you’ve Changed the Subject and given the Universe and its Ally the Unconscious a few days or weeks to start the process you’ve Intended, it’s time to Pay Attention to see what actually happened. 

That’s the time to Modify and Clarify, and Reissue your Prayer, because your Unconscious Resistance will be Revealed.  If the Mirror is too Funhouse to understand, PIAVA Clarity and Change the Subject.  You’ll be Relentless and Fearless, but be careful not to issue so many PIAVAs at once that you can’t tell which PIAVA the Universe is addressing when you Pay Attention.  Coalesce your PIAVAs if you have too many.  For instance, if you Want Money and Relationship, Ask yourself what Emotion each of these will bring.  Security?  PIAVA that instead.

If you can bring all of your PIAVAs into the World of Emotion, you can Practice them directly.  You may not have any Experience to rely on if you Imagine what it will feel like to have Money and Relationship.  But in some circumstance at some time, you may have Experience Feeling some degree of Security.  The more time you can spend indulging that Feeling, the faster you’ll Manifest What You Want.  That’s the Passion side of Jupiter in Scorpio, and Passion is the glue that holds the Material World together.

Now, what would Jupiter in Scorpio, here in 3D Time, look like from the Perspective of 5D?  Well, when we raise ourSelf to 5D (I know, you don’t know how to do that, but Yes-And your Higher Self absolutely does, all you need to do is Ask), what I see is a giant Roomba racing around our Life, vacuuming up the detrital Karmic Patterns that obscure the Lost Fragments of our Soul.

If you look at the chart of the Pholus-Lilith Initiation in the previous post, you’ll see six Unx Angles (the short green lines) connecting planets in the same Degree of adjacent Signs.  An Unx shows the Twelfth Harmonic, the Harmonic about Pattern-Breaking.  There will be eight Unxes in this evening’s Eurydike-Venus Initiation.  These will show the Patterns most open to be Let Go of.  For instance, Chaos Unx Sedna – Letting Go of our Fear of the Unknown is Available to us.  See if you can interpret the other five.  For example, Nemesis Unx Lilith-Pholus-Quaoar-Ixion-Galactic Center; Breaking our Pattern of Resisting the Ego Deaths that prevent us from Accepting our Forbidden Genius and our Ability to Respond to the Galactic Program of Gaia Ascending to 5D.