Quantum Jump 6

The 12 July New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse (8pm PST) highlights the Challenges we’re having with this Big Rebirth we just went through with the Haumea (Rebirth) and Jupiter (Expansion) Stations.  Not only does the Eclipse (Illumination) Square the still-Stationary Haumea, it Opposes Klotho (Beginning New Timelines), which Conjoins BZ509 (Transcendence) and Pluto (Compulsive Trance-Reformation)…

That’s a bundle.  Does the Universe provide any clues or helpmates?  Yes, several.  Most of them require Sustained Curiosity (Quincunx Bridges), though one is an outright Gift, a Trine Bridge.  However, this Easy Path lies through Nemesis (Ego Death), Lachesis (Choosing the Length of our Timelines), and Sappho (Self-Love).  So, for starters we’d need to be Self-Loving.  Then we’d probably have to Accept Ego Deaths Self-Lovingly.  Which sounds like a “Likely,” but this is a Trine Bridge, so we can’t sell it short.

When we Choose to be Unconscious, if we have that option, we Choose to Accept our Fate.  Of course many of us Choose that Option Unconsciously.  If it sounds Weird to you to make a Choice Unconsciously, it’s because you’re Identifying with the wrong “You.”  If we aren’t Consciously Aligned with our Soul, and our Soul makes a Choice, then “We” have made the Choice, but from the Ego’s Perspective, the Choice was Unconscious. 

As Seth averred a long time ago (Jane Roberts, The Nature of Personal Reality) – and Fritz Perls agreed, if it’s in your Field, then from some Perspective, some part of “You” has Chosen it.  If you don’t want it in your Field, then “you” need to Find Out which part of “You” did Choose it, and Negotiate with them.  Often our Soul Chooses to put things in our Field, just so “we” can become Conscious of our Soul’s Intentions.  I can’t say what your Soul wants for you, but as near as I can tell at this time, mine wants me to Eschew Judgment and Respect All Things.  So my Soul shows me my Judgments and my Disrespects.

In the notion of the Fates in Greek Myths, Lachesis is the one with the tape measure.  Klotho weaves the Cloth that constitutes the Tapestry of a Timeline, and Lachesis determines the Length of the Timeline.  Finally, Atropos cuts the last thread with her Scissors, Ending the Timeline.  So the suggestion is that we Self-Lovingly Choose our own Lengths for the Ego Deaths that Clear the Space for our Rebirth.  Without masochism, I suspect we’d want our Ego Deaths to be Complete, but short in Duration.  They may never not Hurt, but we can stand Hurts if they’re short-term .

You have Beliefs and Practices that for a looong time you’ve known you’d eventually have to give up – because they interfere with What You Really Want.  They’re cheap substitutes that you’ve plugged into the Space where your Deepest Desires belong, because you couldn’t stand the Void there, and your Limiting Beliefs wouldn’t give you Permission to be Brutally Honest about your Desires.  Over time you’ve gotten Ego-Invested or Identified with your Compromises.  They are you and you are they.  But now it’s time for you to Open Up that Space for the Real Thing.

So those Identities have to exeunt stage left (Nemesis).  They have to bow out Gracefully, Lovingly (Sappho).  And you have to Choose it (Lachesis).  No one else can Choose it for you.  And it’s not about Letting it Slide till these Pretenders leave on their own.  You’ve already been waiting forever for that, and it hasn’t happened.  Not when they’re part of your Identity.  You have to Want to Achieve your Deepest Desire more than you want to keep your “temporary” substitutes.

The Sixth Step prayer reads something like…

“Dear God, I am ready for your help in removing from me the defects in my character which I now realize are an obstacle to my recovery.  Help me to continue being honest with myself and guide me toward spiritual and mental health.”

While Ego-Attachment and Addiction are similar, they aren’t quite the same, so let’s rephrase that to make it more appropriate for Identification…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command your help in removing from my Field the Temporary Substitutes for What I Really Want, as I now Realize that these Substitutes are an Obstacle to my Authentic Deepest Desires.  I Command your help to maintain my Honesty with myself, and your continued Guidance toward my Mission.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank you, God/Goddess.  Show me.”

Your Temporary Substitutes could be Emotions, Thoughts, Ideals, Actions, Beliefs, Material Objects or Goals – whatever you would Recognize as You, but which you’ve plugged into the Gap Created by the Absence of What You Really Want.  Tomorrow we’ll look at the Quincunx Bridges, as they too provide clues.

Quantum Jump 2

Here’s what the 8 July (7:30 am PDT) Haumea Station looks like…

Here’s what we wrote in July I (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/06/28/july-i/)…

“Stationary Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Eris (Revelation of what was Denied), T-Squared by Pluto (Compulsion), Lilith (Self-Sovereignty), Klotho (Start of a New Timeline), and BZ509 (Transcendence).”

We had a senior moment and omitted Lilith from the version in July I (since corrected).  So we’re Reborn (thrice really, with Haumea, BZ509, and Klotho all Lit Up) into a World where we’re Compelled to Express Who We Really Are, Following no one’s advice except the Wisdom of our own Soul, and encouraging Others to Follow theirs as well (Lilith).  Of course that could be Difficult (T-Square), as Lilith was considered a Pariah and a Demon by the Patriarchy.

Consider though that this Energy will effect Everyone.  If the Generals of the Patriarchy Follow their own Empathy-Less and Compassion-Less Souls, they’ll drift further from everyone else, whose Souls are likely to Lead them into greater Compassion and Empathy.  The Sergeants of the Patriarchy, who Follow because they Fear not to, or because they Believe they Should, may turn away from the Generals.  Continuing our July I extract…

“There are Trine Bridges (Easy Paths around the T-Square’s Difficulty) from Moira-Chaos (Choosing to Let Go of our Limitations) and from Vesta-Ixion (Letting Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve used to squelch our Hidden Genius).”

These are Trines – Dumb-Luck Blessings.  But they also involve Difficult tasks – Allowing Ourself to Let Go of our Limitations and Allowing Ourself to Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve been using to squelch our Hidden Genius.  Some people will wake up tomorrow and without giving it a second thought, they’ll just Let Go of their Limitations and Let Go of the Limiting Beliefs they’ve been using to keep their Genius Hidden.  When enough of us do that, the rest of us will find the Courage to do the same.

Remember that Jupiter (Expanson) is also Stationary (Strong), turning about on 10 July (10 am PDT).  That will embolden many.

It should be obvious to veteran readers that there will be Ego Deaths involved in all this, as we will definitely have Ego Attachments to many of those Limitations and Limiting Beliefs.  For some (those associated with Held Emotions) it will feel like “I’d rather Die,” and for others (those installed by our programmers) it will feel like “They’ll Kill me” – either are trademarks of impending Ego Death. 

But we also said in July I …

“There is also a Quincunx Bridge (another Easy Path if we can Hold our Curiosity as Curiosity and not try to ‘Figure It Out’) from Lachesis-Nemesis-Sedna (Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death).”

Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death.  Great!  But that complex isn’t Complete yet…

“Lachesis (Choosing to Alter Timelines) Initiated Nemesis (Ego Deaths) on 3 July (11pm PDT) at 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Lachesis is about the Length of Timelines – Fated when we’re Unconscious, and Chosen when we’re Conscious.  Point at the line (Timeline) that you Want to Change, and you’ll write your own Autobio book.”

So far so good.  We’re five days into that 27-year Cycle, so we still have plenty of time to Point at the Timeline we Want – such as…

I Choose to Quickly Become Effortlessly Adept at Sailing through Ego Deaths with aplomb. 

That should serve us well for the Initiation, and should be more than enough to Get us through these Stations.  To assist with the Lilith T-Square though, we need to maintain our Curiosity (Quincunx) about it, so let’s add…

“I wonder what will happen around my Self-Sovereignty when I Sail through my Ego Deaths Effortlessly.”

Feels Powerful.

The other two Initiations haven’t occurred yet, so we can plan for them…

“Sedna (Embracing Fear as Power) Initiates Nemesis 21 July (5am PDT).  Embrace Fear as Power by training yourself to Respond to Fear with Breathing, Kegels, Tapping, and Thetas.

“Sedna Initiates Lachesis 30 July (1:30 pm PDT).  Both Sedna Initiations occur at 28 Taurus, ‘A post-menopausal woman experiences a new love.’  Once you’ve Befriended Fear and Learned to maneuver your own Life by pointing at the Timelines you Want, your only Limits are the ones you Choose.”

And from the sound of all that, we can Look Forward to them.  Meanwhile we can Enjoy using our new-found Self-Determination and Freedom from Limitations to Let Go of Judgments (15 July Hopi Station) and Sterilize any remaining Karmic Impediments (20 July Station of asteroid Karma).

Then we have the Eclipses woven into this Tapestry of Liberation, a Partial Solar Eclipse at 21 Cancer (there’s that number again) on 12 July just after the Jupiter Station, and a Total Lunar Eclipse at 5 Aquarius on 27 July.  Eclipses represent Illumination, because they cast that-which-we’ve-Taken-for-Granted into Darkness, and we Suddenly Become Aware of it through its Absence.  We can Expect Epiphanies around our natal planets near 21 and 5 Degrees.

July I

♥ July begins with a Station of Chiron.  Stations are a planet’s Strongest times, and Chiron can be about Discouragement.  Discouragement is actually easily Healed, though, with Empathy.  We recommend Self-Empathy, in the form of what we call a “Poor-Sweetheart” – say to yourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling [Discouraged] [whatever else], aren’t you.”  Then Change the Subject – put your mind on something else.  Empathy makes Miracles.

The Chiron Station is 4 July (10pm PDT) in 3 Aries.  As it Stations, the Moon approaches, so we can expect the Peak Experience to stretch until 2:30 am PDT or so, when the Moon crosses Chiron.  Stay well away from fireworks, ok?

The Chiron Station chart features two Challenges (T-Squares) and two Big Blessings (Grand Trines).  The peak of each T-Square is a corner of a Grand Trine, indicating that the Challenges should be Easy, if we Allow them to be.  We’ll call these combination T-Square-and-Grand-Trine Configurations “Magic Mushrooms.”

The first Challenge is to Accept that The Most Important Thing is Being Fully Responsive to your Survival Instincts.  If you pay attention to the “news” at all you know that the 3D World is rapidly Collapsing.  Tap Out your Fears till you’re Neutral, and Theta your Wants till you’re fully Confident in them, but after that, Follow your Instincts.

Moon-Chiron Opposes Eurydike-Makemake (Trust that you can Manifest What You Want) Square to Saturn-Pholus-Quaoar.  The corresponding Earth Grand Trine (Big Blessing) is Saturn-et al to Ceres (Sustainability) to Juno-Uranus (your Soul’s Wisdom Coming into your Consciousness).  It’s a Kite with OR10 (Intrusive Memories), so you’re likely to be Remembering Parallel Lives where you are Living at a Higher Level.

Tapping – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4

Thetaing – https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/

The second Challenge is kind of the Opposite – our Intrusive Memories will be about the Lifetime(s) inhabited by Heavy Emotions and Self-Sabotaging Patterns.  This is a Boon, as it gives us the Opportunity to Recognize that they aren’t Present Moment (Tap them Out) and Liberate ourself from their Yoke.  You well know what you would Prefer – Theta exactly that, iteratively, until you’re Confident you can Manifest it.  Contradicts the first Challenge?  It’s Both/And, isn’t it.

The accompanying Grace is Restoration of the Life Force.  If you’ve been wrestling with Autoimmune Bummers, this is an Opportunity to Poor-Sweetheart them into oblivion.

Asteroid Karma at 2 Sagittarius is the focus of a T-Square on the Opposition between OR10 and Ceres.  The Fire Grand Trine connects Karma, Varuna, and Moon-Chiron.  Eurydike-Makemake is the head of a Kite on the Grand Trine.

We’ll talk about it in a few minutes, but on 3 July (peak 11pm PDT) we have the Opportunity to Choose to replace our Painful Ego-Death Patterns with Graceful Transitions.

♥ Having thus Survived and Thrived through these Tests and Blessings, 5-10 July is about a Major Rebirth. 

♥ On 8 July (peaking at 7:30 am PDT) we’re Lifted into Transcendence, as our hard work over the years Recovering our Abandoned Genius pays off.

Stationary Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Eris (Revelation of what was Denied), T-Squared by Pluto (Compulsion), Lilith (Self-Sovereignty), Klotho (Start of a New Timeline), and BZ509 (Transcendence).  There are Trine Bridges (Easy Paths) from Moira-Chaos (Choosing to Let Go of our Limitations) and from Vesta-Ixion (Letting Go of the Limiting Beliefs we’ve used to squelch our Hidden Genius).

There is also a Quincunx Bridge (another Easy Path if we can Hold our Curiosity as Curiosity and not try to “Figure It Out”) from Lachesis-Nemesis-Sedna (Letting Go of our Fear of Ego Death).

Lachesis (Choosing to Alter Timelines) Initiates Nemesis (Ego Deaths) 3 July (11pm PDT) at 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Lachesis is about the Length of Timelines – Fated when we’re Unconscious, and Chosen when we’re Conscious.  Point at the line (Timeline) that you Want to Change, and you’ll write your own Autobio book.

Sedna (Embracing Fear as Power) Initiates Nemesis 21 July (5am PDT).  Embrace Fear as Power by training yourself to Respond to Fear with Breathing, Kegels, Tapping, and Thetas.

Sedna Initiates Lachesis 30 July (1:30 pm PDT).  Both Sedna Initiations occur at 28 Taurus, “A post-menopausal woman experiences a new love.”  Once you’ve Befriended Fear and Learned to maneuver your own Life by pointing at the Timelines you Want, your only Limits are the ones you Choose.

♥ Meanwhile, Jupiter – Expansion – is Stationary till 10 July (10 am PDT) at 14 Scorpio, which will jet-propel our Rebirth.  Its major feature will be Letting Go our Judgment.  There are two keys to maneuvering through this…

• “I Wonder what I will Feel if I Let Go of this Judgment.”  That needs to be Genuine Curiosity.  It’s about Discovery, not Figuring Out what to Expect.
• “I Wonder how my Life will Change if I Let Go of this Limiting Thought Pattern.”  Again, Avoid Expectations and be Willing to be Surprised and Delighted.

The Jupiter Station Conjoins asteroid Hopi – Respect for All Things.  In the resulting Square Fez, Jupiter-Hopi Quincunxes (Curiosity) the Moon (Authentic Emotions) and Mercury (mind) Quincunxes Neptune (Growing beyond the Ego).

♥ 12 July (8pm PDT) features a partial Solar Eclipse in 21 Cancer.

♥ Then Hopi itself is Stationary on 15 July at 17 Scorpio, so the whole notion of being Reborn into Non-Judgment occupies 5-15 July.  The Midpoint of Scorpio is one of the major Power Points of the Zodiac, one of the Four Horsepersons.  Go for it!  Allow yourself to be Surprised and Delighted by Persistently Dismissing your mind’s repeated attempts to Anticipate and Expect. 

Living through Expectation prevents you from ever leaving the Past, since our Expectations are based on our Past Experiences.  If you Want to Experience Life As It Is, Moment to Moment, you have to “Cancel, Neutralize, Upgrade,” thank the mind for attempting to Contribute, chuckle at it, and Open to an Blank Slate.

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The three prominent Conjunctions in today’s Neptune Station chart…

♥ Nemesis-Lachesis – Altering Ego Death Timelines.  If we’re Conscious, we can do this.  If we operate primarily from the Unconscious (as all but a very few of us do), then our Ego Deaths arrive on their own Karmic Timelines.  Of course, we can still Recognize their imminent arrival and Respond to them Constructively (mostly by Enjoying the Feeling of Confusion or Anticipation that we get by focusing our Attention on the Unknown beyond the Ego Death, while Avoiding Expectations).

And if we are Conscious, to the extent that we’re Conscious around the Content-Field of our Ego Death (ie, it could be triggered by, say, Relationship, Scarcity, etc etc), Altering the Timelines may not be Easy.  Since it’s an Ego Transition, the mind (whose Concept-Set and Limiting Beliefs anchor the Ego) may not be much help.  Since we’re Dancing with the Unconscious (otherwise we’d just Experience it as a Shift rather than an Ego Death), PIAVAs are your tool of Choice.

Basically, the more you…

• Have “Owned” your issues
• Regard them as Education You have (on one level or several) Chosen when they Act Out, rather than Torture that Victimizes your Innocence
• Are in the Habit of Actively Responding to their recurrence rather than Reacting to them
• Have replaced Frustration and Analysis with Curiosity

…the Easier it will be for you to Alter the Timelines.  Consider the Issue or Issues that arose for you over the last week.  How do you stand relative to these criteria?

Of course our first Choice for Altering the Timelines of our Issues will be to Accelerate the Arrival of What We’ve Always Wanted and Pined for All Our Life.  That’s called Attachment, and actually Discourages such Arrivals – you’re more likely to Alter your Timeline by slowing it down.  It’s Neutrality that will Accelerate your Desires.  I know, that’s Crazy-Making till we get there, but so be it.  Till we do get there, Desire is a cousin to Addiction. 

Go back the the list above.  Or PIAVA.  This would be an excellent place for our Theta-Tapping Strategy.  Desire is Good, yes?  But it can start to look like Expectation, which can cause us to jump at what looks like What We Want before we vet it thoroughly.  If you’re good at saying “Oops” and “No,” you can dip your toe in a lot of different waters, then back out.  That might be what you need to Learn.  But the Theta-Tapping Process…

Start with either.  Suppose that What You’ve Always Wanted is a Consistent Income Stream that’s Ample Enough to Share Generously.  Theta that (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/)…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command that a Consistent and Joyful Income Stream that’s Ample Enough to Share Generously Be Manifested for me.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank you, God/Goddess… (Deep Breath or two)… Show Me.”

Usually, if you have Conflicting Goals or Beliefs, you’ll start to feel a bit “off” long before you get to Show me, so you can stop and Tap anytime (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4)…

“Even though I’ve never enjoyed a Consistent and Joyful Income Stream that’s Big Enough to Share Generously, I Deeply and Completely Love and Accept myself…” etc.

You could always say “Enough Money” as a shortcut, but since that’s an Oxymoron, according to a friend at least, you want to spell it out more carefully at first, till God/Goddess and your Meridians get the full idea of What You Really Want before you get glib.

Tap till you feel more Clear and Neutral about it, then go back and redo your Theta, stirring occasionally.  Iterate as necessary.

Lachesis will Initiate Nemesis on 3 July at 11pm PDT in 21 Taurus, “A finger pointing to a line in an open book.”  Interesting theme.  It’s a 28-year Cycle, so it’s not trivial.  My first thought is that the Open Book is our Authenticity, and the finger pointing to a line could be for now What We Really Want.  That’ll Change often in 28 years of course, as it Evolves.  With a 28-year Cycle we’re likely to spend the first seven years Clearing out old detritus that blocks our access to the Treasure.

But, even though the Essence of any Cycle goes underground after the Initiation, it’s very much Live at the Initiation, ie, Now.  Especially with Makemake and Neptune Stationary and your Consciousness Wide Open to What’s Been Previously Denied.  Makemake Stationary is a Magic Wand, and Neptune Stationary means that the Door to Heaven is Open if you can find it.  So don’t waste any Energy on Doubt this week, especially with Thursday’s Solstice (at 0 Degrees of course) close enough to Makemake’s 3-Degree Station to keep it well Lit Up.

Wants, Mission, Compromise 6

The Neptune Station (18 June 4:30 pm PDT) chart is less complicated – and less straightforward – than the others…

The first thing we have to notice is the Grand Trine and Kites (Fabulous Blessings – blue lines), because all three of our Big Three charts this extended weekend have included this feature, even though they’re in different Degrees…

• Saturday’s Makemake Station (Manifestation) chart featured two Grand Trines, both Kites, one in Earth and one in Fire!
  • The Kite on the Fire Grand Trine focused on Makemake itself, lending Spiritual Cred to what we’re Manifesting
  • The Kite on the Earth Grand Trine focused on OR10 in Pisces, reinforcing the notion that we have to Clear our Held Emotions in order to find enough Authenticity to Manifest What We Really Want

• Sunday’s Eris-Juno Initiation (the Coming into Consciousness of What Was Previously Denied) held a Fire Grand Trine and Double Kite (ie, Almost-Grand-Sextile), with the foci of the Kites on Rebirth Haumea and Unlimited Potential Chaos

• Today’s Neptune Station chart’s Grand Trine is in Water, again with a Double Kite, focused on Self-Confidence Chariklo and a Conjunction which we’ll discuss more, that should Shift our approach to Ego Death

That omits Air, or Mentality, which on some levels is appropriate, as one of Western Culture’s most serious Self-Sabotage is overfocus on Mentality.  On the other hand, three of the Kites focus on planets in Air Signs.

And veteran readers will already be wondering where the Vacancy is, in today’s Neptune-Station chart Almost-Grand-Sextile. 

A Sextile occurs when two planets are two Signs apart, and it signifies Grace, but “the Native” (that’s what astrologers call the person whose natal chart we’re discussing – in this case since we’re speaking of what’s going on the Sky just now, all of us are “the Native”) has to take the first step to get the Grace flowing.  Co-Creativity, in other words.

A Grand Sextile consists of six planets equally spaced around the Zodiacal Loop, all two Signs apart; it symbolizes Great Symbiotic Grace – but again, us Natives have to Initiate the Projects that we want to Fly.  An Almost-Grand-Sextile is five of these six, leaving a “Vacancy” in the Grand-Sextile. 

As with any Vacancy, it’s up to us to supply the Missing Energy to complete the Configuration and enable the Energy to Flow.  For an Almost-Grand-Sextile, we have two assignments – supply the Initiatory Energy for each of the five Sextiles, and also supply the Missing Energy that will complete the Grand Sextile and remove impediments to Flow.

The Vacancy here is 17 Virgo, “A Volcanic Eruption” – Intense!  Not how we’re used to thinking about Neptune, but then Tsunamis are Neptunian too.  In other words, the Neptune chart is advising that we Don’t Hold Anything Back, even if (or especially if) we have to Express it more violently than we would prefer.

That’s a pretty strong hint that we should talk about the “Shift in our approach to Ego Death” that we mentioned earlier.  This is a Conjunction between asteroids Nemesis (Ego Death) and Lachesis (Conscious Manipulation of Timelines) – Conscious Manipulation of our Timelines around Ego Death in other words. We may be accelerating some, delaying others, and/or Changing the ground rules of the whole ball game.

This Opposes another Conjunction, between Jupiter (Expansion) and asteroid Hopi (Respect for All Things), suggesting that we may be removing Judgment, including Self-Judgment, from our processing of Ego Death.  That would compliment the Conjunction between Sappho (Self-Love) and Uranus (Soul) in the Makemake-Station chart.  That chart is still in effect, as we have to remember to see the weekend’s three events as one, since they’re so close in Linear Time.

So, if an Explosion Destroys Your Ego, Go with it, to see where it leads.  You’ll be Delighted, though wear your shoes and take a broom, as there may be some broken glass to cross first.

Lots left to look at, including the Nemesis-Lachesis Cycle, the Hopi-Jupiter Cycle, and the Sappho-Uranus Cycle, to see what they’re about and what sort of Changes they have in store for us.  We’ll save all that for later today.