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Original Blessing 9

July 11, 2020

Thinking about Chiron, his Nemesis asteroid Heracles, Mortality, and Immortality today, I checked on the timing of their Dance together.  Heracles turns Retrograde on 13 July 2020, which itself is interesting, as it means that Heracles is Strong here, and would likely be Invested in Restraining Chiron from Transmuting his Wound, ie, in preventing us from Experiencing the Ego Death that would give us Permission to Abandon our Victimhood, and Revise our Life to make room for the Broader Horizons that Eschewing Victimhood enables.  Another twist in the Paradoxical Mystery School surrounding the Chironean Incentive to take Intuitive Action (Moon-Mars) to Expand our Consciousness (asteroid Juno) to make room for greater Unconditional Self-Love (asteroid Sappho).

As for Mortality and Immortality, Chiron was Immortal but Chose Mortality to Avoid the Immortal Pain of his Unhealable Wound.  Heracles was half Mortal because his mother Alkmene (asteroid Alkmene is Conjunct Uranus at 12 Taurus as we speak – the whole family is here!) was Mortal.  His Mortal half built his own funeral pyre and immolated himself to Avoid the Pain and Disintegration from the poison that Nessus had tricked him into wearing (dwarf planet Nessus [Abuse and Privilege] as we speak is 3½ Degrees from the Chiron Station, in 14 Pisces, Conjunct Ceres [Sustainability], just beyond our usual three Degrees of Sensitivity).  Nessus earned his reputation for Patriarchal Abuse and Privilege by attempting to rape Heracles’s wife, for which Heracles killed him.

It turns out that asteroid Heracles turns Retrograde before he crosses Chiron, meaning his probably-Patriarchy-Supporting tricks are just warming up.  Heracles is an Earth-Crossing asteroid with an orbit of only 2½ years, so it backs up much faster than Chiron does, with its orbit of 50 years.  Consequently, Heracles doesn’t cross Chiron till 18 March 2021.  It also turns out that asteroid Heracles’s symbolic father and contractee, asteroid Zeus, is as we speak making a Challenging Angle (T-Square) to Chiron and Heracles (from 13 Capricorn), and to our Self-Love (Juno-Sappho).  Asteroid Zeus is another Earth-Crosser, so the Patriarchy is Alive and Well here, looking over our Should-er.  Keep that in mind as you debate with yourself whether or not to Eschew your Self-Deprecating Habits – and of course also Remembering that debating is antithetical to the Paradox we seek to Discover.

The full 11 July Abandoning Victimhood (Chiron Stationary) chart…

The other important Configuration that we haven’t discussed yet, is the Challenge (T-Square) to Our Heart’s Truth (asteroid Aletheia) from a Tug-of-War (Opposition) between Our Soul (Uranus) and Our Karma (asteroid Moira [Fate and Choice]).  Our Karma Constitutes our Fate until we bring it into Consciousness.  Once we do that, and Choose to Act on it, or at least PIAVA Acting on it in a Safe way, what used to be our Fate becomes our Choice.  It’s rather amazing how this Challenge Mirrors the one we discussed earlier (Moon-Mars-Chiron-Heracles Opposite Juno-Sappho T-Squared by Zeus).  But here we have the Power of Our Own Soul taking a stand against our Slavery under the Patriarchy and its Enforcer our Karma.

Our Karmic Habits and the Conscious or Unconscious Either/Or Morality that comes with them is the Picture of our Yangtegrity – our tendency to Do What We Said We Were Going to Do, and our Slavery to the Patriarchy.  The 2D Mind Mirrors that.  To move toward 5D and that Field where Rumi suggested we Meet, we need to move into Yintegrity – our birthright to Act from our Intuition and Do What We Feel Like Doing, Moment to Moment That’s tempered by frequently Renegotiating, and when that’s not possible and the Relationship is worth keeping, Making Amends.

The theme of Mortality and Immortality plays out through our Immortal Soul (Uranus) outlasting the Poisons of the Patriarchy and the Karma which Yangtegrity forced upon us when Eve fired up the Left Brain by eating the Apple.  As a Projection of Adam (his rib), Eve was the first Patriarchal Enabler, leaving Lilith as the alternate template, for Feminist Yintegrity.  Meanwhile, our Current-Linear-Time purveyor of Mortality, the Coronavirus, invites Compassion from the Yintegrous Empathetic, and Denial from the Yangtegrous Sociopathic, even as it locks the Patriarchy in the Death Spiral we see playing out today.  Very Clearly, a Portal to 5D.

Original Blessing 8

July 9, 2020

We can’t really say we’re entering a new Time Province now that we’re past the 9 July 2020 Rebirth Energy (Haumea Station), because the “new” Energy has been with us all along, and really we should read the 9 July Energy and the 11 July (till 2pm PDT) Energy (Chiron Stationary in 10 Aries) together as one event.  But Sheesh, it’s complicated enough as it is.  At least we can interpret their co-incidence as Rebirth without our Victimhood (Haumea [Rebirth] and Chiron [Despair and Miracles]).

The most important part of the 11 July chart is a Yin Gate (consisting of a Mystic Rectangle split by an Opposition across the centers of the short ends of the Mystic Rectangle), meaning what we call a Mystery School, wherein we Learn to be Comfortable with Paradox, with two or more Mutually Exclusive Phenomena happening at the same time.  It’s only the Mind that’s Either/Or.  The Universe is Both/And.  So if we encounter Mutual Exclusivity, we know that it’s in the Mind of the Observer, and not in the Observed Reality.  Here’s the Yin Gate, drawn in heavy lines…

We recognize a Yin Gate quickly from its two adjacent green Xs behind a red “asterisk,” or three long red lines (Oppositions).  There’s a lot we could read in a Yin Gate – for instance, the diagonal red Oppositions kernelize the meaning of the blue rectangle (Mystic Rectangle, “Mystic” because the ratio between its long and short sides is the “Golden Ratio” of Sacred Geometry).  And the four green lines (Quincunxes) provide us a lot to be Curious about.  But the Bottom Line of a Yin Gate, the Paradox itself, lies in the central long red line (Opposition, in this case asteroids Juno and Sappho Opposing Moon, Mars, Chiron, and asteroid Heracles).

So, what manner of Left-Brain interpretation would we assign to that?  Chiron by itself (which is the Star of the chart, being Stationary) is about the Ego Death necessary to Abandon Victimhood in favor of the Unknown that lies beyond it.  Moon-Mars is about Instinctual Action.  And Heracles was one of Zeus’s Hit Men, executing a contract on the Icons of the Matriarchy in order to make it Safe for the emerging Patriarchy.  That was Then but this is Now, and the Patriarchy is Obsolete.  So what’s Heracles doing here now?  Well, it was Heracles that helped himself to the Sacred Wine that Pholus was to have been Protecting, causing the Melee that killed Pholus and others, and Wounded Chiron himself.  Both Chiron and Heracles are, through different dramas and at different times, both mortal and immortal – an interesting twist.  It’s complicated already, and we haven’t even gotten to the Opposition.

So let’s just Anal-ytically interpret this Complex as Identity Confusion and the Mess it Causes, as we Act in ways that everyone Misinterprets, ruining all of our Relationships.  The other side, Sappho-Juno, is easy – it’s just Expanding our Consciousness (Juno) into Unconditional Self-Love (Sappho).  So, as Social Beings, we might consider this Opposition, using our Left-Brain, to be about Resolving our Identity Conflicts to Improve our Relationships as Mirrors for Unconditional Self-Love.  We might even be able to pull that off, if we Poor-Sweethearted ourself for having Identity Conflicts.

You perhaps begin to see how Deceptive the Left-Brain can be.  If we have to have it Mirrored to us from Others, it’s not Unconditional, is it.  Rather than trying to Puzzle this out more Intellectually, let’s go back to what we should have done in the first place, and Recognize that we have something Important and Surprising and Unexpected to Learn here, something Consciousness-Expanding about Victimhood, Intuitive Action, Codependence, and Self-Love, that’s likely to Change our Identity and lead to our Rebirth.  While we disparage the Anal-ytical approach, we also Recognize how useful it is as foreplay, because it Attunes us to the Issues, setting the stage for Intuition to be Motivated to appear.  But if our Mind isn’t Blown, we’re on the wrong track!  And Remember that the Paradox will be Different for each of us!

We’ll look at the full 11 July chart next…

But first, I want to hum a few bars from a video that my colleague Isaac George sent me today, by surgeon Jerry Tenant, MD.  After three viruses invaded and destroyed his brain, he spent what little Energy and Attention he had left Researching how he might put his Humpty-Dumpty Self back together again…

“As soon as I realized that everything in the universe is based in physics – not chemistry – I began to get well…  Cells need -25 millivolts of energy to run correctly [pH 7.4] and -50 millivolts of energy to make new cells.  All chronic disease is characterized by having inadequate voltage…  We [also] need all the materials that are necessary to make new cells.  This is called ’nutrition’ and requires a functional digestive system including stomach acid.  We [also] must deal with any toxins that destroy cells as fast as we make them.  The most common toxins are heavy metals like Mercury, dental toxins, and… the pesticide called RoundUp (glyphosate).”  (minutes 8.37ff)

I don’t know if this is the Paradox Epiphany I’m scheduled to receive, or only part of it, but the video certainly filled a lot of gaps in my Grokking of Biology, and created many more.  I suspect it’s just a Teaser for the real thing that’s still in the oven…

Original Blessing 7

July 9, 2020

Oops, forgot to mention those lighter lines in the Rebirth (9 July Haumea Station) chart…

I put them in as lighter lines because they’re Angles to new asteroids that we don’t usually use, though they’re easily interpreted.  Damocles is just that “Other Shoe” that’s waiting to drop, and Panacea is “just” a Heal-All.  Note that they very tidily Complete the Grand Sextile (Fabulous Grace, as long as we Take the First Step).  No harm in that!  And they also Challenge (T-Square) our Ability to Convert Fear into Power (Sedna).  Isn’t that Informative (probably that colorful Energy Ball that the Adromedans dropped into my Fifth Chakra)!  The Wisdom arises from the Other Shoe.

What’s the Worst Case?  The Payolavirus maybe?  Well, How will you Feel if that happens?  I know, you’ll Feel Sicker’n you’ve ever Felt, according to the reports I’ve heard.  But, What Is It about That, that’s needling you Now, when you don’t have it?  What Does it Remind you of?  If you can Get Present with that Feeling, it will take you to the Heal-All you need, and probably Close whatever Hole in your Aura that the Garudavirus might have used to get past your Immune System.

Here’s a Reply to our Quest…

https://carolineoceanaryan.com/2020/06/12/a-message-to-lightworkers-june-12-2020/

Original Blessing 5

July 7, 2020

One of the Emotions that Guilt (asteroid Nemesis [Ego Death]) produces is the Feeling of “waiting for the other shoe to drop.”  The Challenge (T-Square) to our Guilt in the 9 July 2020 Rebirth (dwarf planet Haumea Stationary) chart derives from two incredibly complicated clusters of planets, each cluster wrapped around one End of our Hero’s Journey (the Moon’s Nodes), our Journey from Karma (South Node) to Mission (North Node).

If we look at a Lightworker’s Lifetime from the Soul’s Perspective, before Birth, Soul/we Chooses a “Project” to work on, some element that Mother Earth wants us to Help Her with, which we call our “Mission” in the Lifetime.  Our Mind is two-dimensional, while our Mission is many-dimensional, so in order to move toward Grokking our Mission, we need to use the Heart instead.  We cannot Achieve this Mission without unlocking Skills that we Learned in other Lifetimes, but which are Hidden to us in the Current Lifetime.  That’s the Hero’s Journey, locating and unlocking those Skills, which are Hidden behind our Karma, and putting them to work in service of our Mission.

That’s the Ego over there on the left, peering out from behind a pillar.  Our Needed Skills are represented by the glowing Treasure, and sleeping (Unconscious, or Denied) Smaug symbolizes our Karma.

So let’s start with the cluster of planets (Stellium in astrologuese) that envelope the particular Karma (South Node) that we need to Let Go of for this week’s Shoe-Dropping.  We’ll start by listing them one by one…

    • Our Hidden Genius (dwarf planet Ixion).
    • Headquarters (the Galactic Center).
    • Self-Sovereignty (asteroid Lilith).

Our Hidden Genius (Ixion) is Hidden for a reason – because it was Forbidden to us by our Childhood Programmers.  Pre-Birth Soul/We Chose and Programmed these Helpers so they would Shame or otherwise Prohibit us from developing our Greatest Natural Skill, because there’s no better way to make sure that an Ego won’t Forget something, then to train the Ego to Believe that it’s Verboten!

It’s awful to imply a Hierarchy, because that’s how the Patriarchy does things.  It might sound misogynistic to suggest that a Black Whole would be Feminine, but that’s what’s at Headquarters (Galactic Center).  And a Whole is definitely more Feminine than Masculine.  So let’s postulate that Headquarters is where our Grandmothers hang out.  They have a lot of good Advice for us, especially about the Timing of things.

We don’t get to Self-Sovereignty (Lilith) by following anyone else’s Rules.  We have to Follow our Heart.  So the Skills we need to Recover here appear to be about our Forbidden Genius.  What is it that we Obsess about, but which we Forbid ourself from Doing or Being?  No one Changed the World by following their Culture’s Social Norms.  Real Change is about Changing the Rules.  Who are you to Change the World?  If you don’t who will?  What is it that Holds you Back?  You don’t have to do it all at once.  Little Steps are fine.  They add up.

The cluster that surrounds our Mission (North Node) is even bigger…

    • Our Intuition (dwarf planet Asbolus).
    • Trust (asteroid Eurydike).
    • Our Unlimited Potential (dwarf planet Chaos).
    • Ending TimeLines (asteroid Atropos).

Basically, it’s about Consciously Choosing to End any TimeLines (Habits) that stand in the way of Trusting our Intuition enough to Allow it to Guide us beyond our Limitations and take us to our Dreams.  The more Outrageous your Daydreams the better, but it’s your Unconscious and Semi-Conscious Limitations that keep them as Dreams rather than Actualities.  Your Daydreams may Feel Selfish, but that’s just another Excuse.  When you’re Living your Mission it will Feel so Good that you’ll have a hard time Believing that you’re Serving Life and not just Enjoying yourself.  But in 5D, Selfish and Altruistic are the same word.

Original Blessing 4

July 6, 2020

Our Rebirth Energy (Station of dwarf planet Haumea in 26 Libra) will increase in influence until 11pm PDT 9 July 2020.  It’s our Honest and Fearless Inventory of what we’re Denying (Haumea opposite dwarf planet Eris [Revelation]) that will Trigger our Rebirth, and we’ll be Reborn into an Expanded Trance with greater Self-Confidence (Haumea-Eris T-Squared by Chariklo-Jupiter-Pluto).

Most of what we Think we might be Denying will be “just” Self-Judgment.  To get to the Real Deal we’ll need to access the Unconscious, which requires a PIAVA.  For example, “I Wonder what sort of Hidden Self-Judgments Limit my Freedom to Manifest What I Want,” followed by Changing the Subject.

Guilt (asteroid Nemesis [Ego Death]) will be a huge deal (the focus of a T-Square [Challenge]), but most of it won’t be Present-Moment.  If you Feel Guilt about any recent Life issues, Ask yourself, When have I Felt this before?  You may Trace it back to your Childhood, but even that will likely be a reminder of Deeper Karmic Issues (Nemesis Square to the Nodes).  While Feeling your Guilt, close your eyes and look down at your feet (yes, “look” down with your eyes closed).  What are you wearing on your feet?  Sandals?  Moccasins?  Mukluks?  Workboots?  Anything?  Let what you “see” carry you into that Lifetime, and Forgive yourself for Having Done the Best You Could.

Anything that is Challenged (Squared) by the Hero’s Journey (the Nodes) is a major Milestone on our Life Path, so this Guilt (Nemesis) is an important nut to crack.  However…

…all those bit players on both Nodes are going to complicate everything!  But now I need Sleep, so more on that tomorrow…

Original Blessing 3

July 5, 2020

Okay, getting serious now.

We refer to the 9 July 2020 (11pm PDT) Illumination of the symbol for Rebirth as Clearing Original Sin and Guilt from our Field because our Rebirth symbol is Dancing with the symbol for Clearing Denial, and Challenged by our ongoing Necessity to Expand our Consciousness, plus a new assignment to Expand our Self-Confidence.

Once more, with Feeling: we refer to the 9 July Illumination (Station) of the symbol for Rebirth (dwarf planet Haumea in 26 Libra) as Clearing Original Sin and Guilt from our Field because our Rebirth symbol is Dancing with (Opposed by) the symbol for Clearing Denial (dwarf planet Eris), and Challenged (T-Squared) by our ongoing Necessity to Expand our Consciousness (Jupiter-Pluto), plus a new assignment to Expand our Self-Confidence (dwarf planet Chariklo [Confidence and Doubt] now Conjoins Jupiter-Pluto).

Or, reversing the coding, we refer to the 9 July Station of dwarf planet Haumea [Rebirth] in 26 Libra as Clearing Original Sin and Guilt from our Field because it’s Opposed by dwarf planet Eris [Clearing Denial], and T-Squared [Challenged] by our ongoing Jupiter-Pluto Conjunction [the Necessity to Expand our Consciousness], plus a new Jupiter-Pluto Conjunction to dwarf planet Chariklo [Confidence and Doubt] calling us to Expand our Self-Confidence.

I’m repeating this with and without the astrology itself because I found the original sentence to be unreadable with all those interruptions.

Remember Original Blessing, Matthew Fox’s 1983 book that aimed to abolish “Original Sin”?  It was published just as Pluto was entering Scorpio and Initiating the Recovery Movement.  It’s Time to Recover our Unconditional Self-Love.

And we refer to the 11 July (2pm PDT) Illumination of the symbol for Transforming Despair into Miracles as Clearing Victimhood and Purifying our Unconditional Self-Love, because that symbol is Dancing With the symbols for Self-Love and Expansion of Consciousness, and because the Dance between our Soul and our Fate is Challenged by the Truth of our Heart.

That is, we refer to the 11 July Illumination (Station) of the astrological symbol for Transforming Despair into Miracles (Chiron) as Clearing Victimhood and Purifying our Unconditional Self-Love, because that symbol (Chiron) is Dancing With (Opposes) the symbols for Self-Love (asteroid Sappho) and Expansion of Consciousness (asteroid Juno), and because the Dance (Opposition) between our Soul (Uranus) and our Fate (asteroid Moira [Fate and Choice]) is Challenged (T-Squared) by the Truth of our Heart (asteroid Aletheia).

Both of these major events are already occurring, and will be intensifying at least until the times and dates indicated.  Meanwhile, the impact of the 4 July Full House Full Moon Eclipse, which is most importantly about Breaking All Those Karmic Patterns (we only listed a few of them), will be with us for at least another two weeks.  And we didn’t emphasize enough that the symbol for Sustainability (dwarf planet Ceres) is Lit Up bigtime until at least 9pm 6 July.

So it’s another pretty Big Week on our Journey of the Dimensions.  If it sometimes feels more like a Journey of the Dementias, no worries – Remember that the Journey into 5D is a Journey into Beginner’s Mind.  In 5D we recognize that Mind inhibits our access to the Intuition that is Essential for our Navigation in Higher Dimensions – Remember that the Mind is 2D!  Allow me to quote Thomas Cowan’s Cancer and the New Biology of Water, pp.159-160…

“We live our lives based on the stories we tell ourselves.  Cultures are defined by the stories we tell each other.  If we want to change what is happening in our lives or in our culture, we must change the story.  Right now, if you’ll permit an allegory, we are living out the story of Sleeping Beauty.  The kingdom, which represents the condition of peace and justice, is under the spell of an evil, scorned witch – the symbol of materialistic thinking and the belief that only material substance exists.

“This depiction is mirrored by the description of reality we find in quantum physics.  The manifest, physical world can exist in at least two distinct states.  On is as a particle; the other is as a wave. … In other words, the actual, literal state of the building blocks of matter is determined by the conscious observer…

“In Sleeping Beauty, the princess, who represents the salvation of the kingdom, a state of harmony, peace, health, and the maternal, watery, cytoplasm consciousness, is asleep.  She is under the spell of the materialistic, particle-bound, nucleus-like consciousness of the evil witch.  The fate of the kingdom depends on whether the princess will awaken from the spell and recognize herself for who she truly is.  That is, she must waken and see the world of matter as a kind of spell into which we unwittingly fall.  She must awaken from this spell, not to a new world, but to awareness of her true nature.”

Dr. Cowan’s “description of the reality we find in quantum physics” is a 3D description of a Higher-Dimensional phenomenon.  It’s not that Matter appears as a Particle when observed one way, and as a Wave when observed another way, it’s that Matter is Both/And.  It’s not that a Conscious Observer holds the Power to determine the State of the Universe.  It’s that the Conscious Observer needs to upgrade their Dimensional Skills in order to Grok what’s going on in the Universe.  Which is not the deny that Consciousness is a fundamental property of the Universe and therefore of its multitudinous members.  It is “just” a Mirror after all.

Original Blessing 2

July 5, 2020

Just kidding.  Though two minor Stars nicknamed The Southern Ass and The Northern Ass (I have no idea why) are Lit Up later in the week.

We’re about to write about Clearing Original Sin and Guilt from our Field (the 9 July Station of dwarf planet Haumea [Rebirth]) and Clearing Victimhood and Purifying our Unconditional Self-Love (the 11 July Station of Chiron [Victimhood and the Power to Create Miracles]), and that was our introduction…

Original Blessing 1

July 5, 2020

Well, this week’s Assignment from the Universe is pretty clear.  We have four days to Clear Original Sin and Guilt from our Field, and six days to Clear Victimhood and Purify our Unconditional Self-Love.  So, get yer Ass in gear!

TranceFormation 3

July 3, 2020

Better late than never.  In fact, we’ve always averred that we do Interpretation, not prediction, and since this blog is uncompensated, we often have to give precedence to paying the rent.  Besides, it’s only the Illusion of Linear Time that drives the Calendar.  These astroevents take place outside of Linear Time, and as such they are Timeless.  They’re not even about Learning, they’re about Remembering, as we are already Complete Energy Bodies.  It’s only the Huper Trance that makes us Forget huge portions of our Eternal Infinite Self.  The apparent Sequence of astroevents just helps us Remember Different parts of our Wholeness.

But we didn’t want to leave off the chart of the 29 June 2020 second, “Exposition,” Retrograde Jupiter-Pluto (Expansion-Transformation) Merger (Conjunction)

…because it’s an almost-perfect Self-Resolving Challenge or “Diamond Star” (a Challenging T-Square [the red triangle] combined with the Grace of a Double Trine Bridge [the blue lines] across the other half of the chart, connected by a Finger of the Goddess [the green wedge] pointing to the Focus of the T-Square).  The T-Square says that our Boundaries (asteroid Pallas) will be Challenged (T-Square) by the Necessity (Pluto) that we Expand (Jupiter) our Primary Cultural Trance (Pluto), and by the apparent Contradistinction (Opposition) between our Rebirth (Haumea) and the Persistence of our Forgetting (Eris) – we spoke in the previous post about how the Ego Resists Change.

You can see this Acted Out oh so Clearly on the streets, in the Dance between the Forces of Change (the BLM Protestors) and the Forces Defending the Status Quo (the Conservative Counter-Protestors, the Police Unions, and most of the Governments).  In the 4 July chart of the first, “Can-Opener,” Jupiter-Pluto Merger, the empty half of the chart opposite the Challenge (the red T-Square triangle) contains only (1) Unlimited Potential (dwarf planet Chaos) which is Scary because it’s so Unknown to most of our Consciousness, and (2) Converting Fear to Power (dwarf planet Sedna), which we initially Experience as Fear, till we do our Kegels.

The 29 June Exposition chart is Self-Resolving.  The 4 June Can-Opener chart contains Grace, but it’s Incomplete.  Unfortunately, it’s the 4 June chart that foreshadows the next dozen years.  The primary purpose of the 29 June chart is to help us Learn (Remember) more about the Changes that we’re beginning to put in place (in Linear Time).  In the 29 June chart, Unlimited Potential (Chaos) remains, but it’s augmented by our Intuition (dwarf planet Asbolus) and by our Ability to Choose to End Obsolete Karmic Habits (asteroid Atropos [Ending Patterns Consciously]).  Which means we’ll be more Able to moderate our Fear of the Unknown, for instance by PIAVAing that our Progress be Loving and Gentle.

And, the second foot (asteroid Lachesis [Ability to Choose to Change Habits]) of the green wedge (the Finger of the Goddess) has moved into place to make the Challenge Self-Resolving (a Diamond Star).  In other words, we’re now Graced with new (relative to early June) Skills that Allow us to Manipulate Patterns which previously Victimized us and kept us Frozen in Fear about our Rebirth into the Unlimited.  Consequently, in spite of the fact that you may feel like you Don’t Know What You’re Doing, you are actually Free to Act to Embrace What You’ve Always Wanted.  Your Mind will be very fuzzy about What and Why, but your Intuition will Know without Question.  Trust your Intuition.

The addition that makes the 29 June Self-Resolving Challenge not quite Perfect (as an astrological Configuration, not as an astroevent) is the Galactic Center (Headquarters) at the top of the chart (where it’s more Powerful than it otherwise would be).  It certainly doesn’t detract from the Self-Resolution in the rest of the chart, in fact it adds a whole lot of Grace (a Fire [Spirit] Grand Trine [Dumb-Luck Grace] with two Air [Mentality] Kites [Directed Dumb-Luck Grace], making an almost-Grand Sextile [Yet More Grace]).

The Vacancy in the Grand Sextile (26 Aquarius) – which we could easily argue is the most Important place in the chart, as it makes our Challenge to Expand into the Vacuum not just Self-Resolving, but also very Beneficial – is not occupied by a prominent asteroid or dwarf planet.  If you have a prominent planet there, you are hereby appointed to be our Fearless Leader.  You will have help from two important Stars in that Longitude…

  • Deneb algedi, aka Giedi, the tail of the Capricorn Sea-Goat (Remember that the Constellations have shifted in the Tropical Zodiac, due to the Precession of the Equinoxes, so the Star is in the Constellation Capricorn but the Sign Aquarius).  Bernadette refers to Deneb algedi as (Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, pp.302-4) “the symbol of the law-giving, justice-oriented god trying to civilize his people…  the star of a person who is a benefic ruler, one who is trying to use wisdom and knowledge to protect and help the people around them.  Mother Teresa of India had two [astrological] contacts with Deneb algedi… this concept of the ancient, protecting god is connected to both her luminaries.”
  • Deneb Adige, the tail of Cygnus the Swan, (op. cit. pp.127-129) “a very subtle star associated with the strength and hostility of the swan, but at the same time holding within its symbolism the mystic, transcendental qualities of shamanistic legends of the creation of the World Egg.  A very good example of this is Mother Teresa… this majestic swan and its symbolism is connected both to how we see Mother Teresa, and to the belief systems and feelings that she lived by.”  “…the need to explore the mystical in the everyday…  …equally the strong fighting bird and the swan-god, the willingness to take the hero’s journey, to undertake the journey of self-awareness” – exactly what we need to Expand our Trance-Re-Formation.

Bernadette also says (p.304) that “Deneb algedi is not a strong star and it needs to be linked to… Libra – for social reform – …before you put too much emphasis on it … it does suggest the desire to help, not by serving but by leading.”  The Completed Grand Sextile does have another corner in Libra, advising that we need to opt for Touching the Jaguar (the Hero’s Journey) and throwing ourself into the Unknowns of our Rebirth (Haumea in 26 Libra).

In other words, forget Cause, Logic, and Excuses, and Trust that, once we get out of Kansas, the Ruby Shoes of our Intuition will Guide us.  All of which gives us two assignments.  How does the third, mid-November, Confidence-Building Jupiter-Pluto Merger relate to the US election?  What does Joe Biden have in Libra?  We’ll save those questions for later while we Focus on our Rebirth.

Full House Lunar Eclipse

July 3, 2020

Finally, in the 10pm PDT 4 July 2020 Full Moon Penumbral Lunar Eclipse in 14 Capricorn – and the Emphasis we Experience on Sustainability we’ll Feel till at least 9pm PDT 6 July (dwarf planet Ceres [Sustainability and Sustenance] Stationary in 13 Pisces) – we find an astroConfiguration we have to call a Full House, though it’s really a “Grand Unx,” an Unx being the Angle created when two planets are one sign apart, the word Unx meaning one twelfth.  And “Grand” meaning they dance all the way ’round the Mulberry bush…

Ain’t she gorgeous?  Downright Kaleidoscopic.

Speaking of Lucy, I had no idea this had happened…

https://www.theguardian.com/sport/2020/jun/30/dock-ellis-lsd-no-hitter-pittsburgh-pirates-baseball

For those of us who Strive (Wer immer Strebend…, as Goethe put it) for Beginner’s Mind and 5D, this is the Ideal chart, because the Unx is about Pattern-BreakingKarma = Inertia = Patterns, ergo, Letting Go of Karma = Pattern-Breaking = the Unx And it’s not about something we have to do, it’s something we just have to Let HappenIts so Easy!

Which is actually the hard part!  We’re so Habituated to our Karma that when it threatens to Break, we Leap to Save It!  We Expect it, and anything Different Feels Unnatural.  Much of the time, our Unconscious Limitations are running our Show, and we don’t even Realize that Anything Else is Possible!  We Believe that it’s Just the Way It Is.  The rest of the time we Actively Defend our Karma.  What could possibly go wrong?  Well, now’s our Chance!  We have the Goddess on our Side here!

I guess we should start with the Moon (our Instincts), since She’s the Star of the Show.  She’s Merged with (Conjunct) Her Codependence (dwarf planet Hylonome [Self-Sovereignty]) but She’s getting Suspicious [asteroid Veritas [Analytical Truth]) that Her Codependence isn’t really Serving Her.  Especially since Her Heart’s Truth (asteroid Aletheia) and Her Boss’s Boss’s Boss (the Great Attractor [A Heavy Authority that our Galaxy Follows, which is in turn A Heavy Authority that our Sun Follows]) are both jawing at Her (Moon-Hylonome-Veritas Unx to both Aletheia and the Great Attractor).

The Co-Star of the Show, Sustainability (Stationary Ceres), like everyone else in the chart, has two sets of Patterns that are up for Reverting (two Unxes).  The fastest way to get to Sustainability is to move toward Sustenance by Removing the Unnecessary, but that word has some baggage because the Condor people (the Indigenous People in John Perkins’s Touching the Jaguar pp.98-100), who have the Wisdom to save us from Self-Genocide, have had their Attunement to the Earth mislabeled as “Subsistence,” as if it’s a lower level of Existence.  Sustenance also sounds like “barely Existing.”  So we’ll choose the currently PC term Resilience instead.

Before we get to the Sustainability-and-Resilience Unxes though, we have to deal with Abuse and Privilege (Stationary Ceres Conjunct dwarf planet Nessus [Abuse and Privilege]).  As Victims of Abuse, we always need to find a way to make our Response Sustainable – Let Go of Cause and Blame, own our Anger as the Pure Motivating Emotion that it is, Avoid Projecting it into places where it will inhibit What We Want, and Strive for Neutrality.  Neutrality doesn’t mean Abandoning our Passion.  It means being able to direct our Passion in ways, and into the places, where it will Manifest What We Want.  We’re certainly being Asked, by the immense Surge in Awareness about Racism, to make our Privilege Resilient.  We do that by Removing the Unnecessary and redefining Privilege from Wealth and Power to AbundanceHaving Enough to Share.

Bear in mind that not everyone Strives for Beginner’s Mind and 5D and a Collaborative World.  Many People still Strive for Wealth and Power in a Competitive World.  Make the Choice to Leave those People Behind in 3D.  3D is a lower level of Existence, and it’s Addictive.  Give them the Choice, but don’t stay in 3D to protect them from their Karmic Work.

One of Sustainability’s Unxes is to Truth of the Heart (Aletheia).  Most of us have a quiver full of Programmed Skills for Blocking the Heart’s Truth when it Conflicts with the Mind’s Logic, and worse, with our Limiting Beliefs and our Programming.  The Door is Open for Letting Go of some of those Habitual Skills and Welcoming the Unknown as a Gateway to Peace and Fulfillment.

Sustainability’s other Unx is to Despair and Miracles (Chiron).  We need to make Discouragement a Red Flag for us, and as soon as we see it waving, we need to give ourself an Opportunity to Explore what we’re Feeling without Contaminating it with what we’re Thinking about What we’re Feeling, while knowing full well that Cause and Blame are Thoughts, not Emotions.  Wouldn’t hurt to set a timer, so we wouldn’t “Trip Out so far that we never get back to know that we left,” aka Get Lost in the maze that always Spawns when we Allow Emotion and Thought to Confuse one another.  After this exercise, we need to Poor-Sweetheart ourself, or Tap it Out and PIAVA What We Want.

Uranus (Soul) has its own two Unxes, with Despair and Miracles (Chiron) and with Respect for All Things (Hopi).  Can you see how we’ve Examined the Moon and Ceres, and take your own stab at doing the same for Uranus?  I don’t expect yours and mine to look the same (Vive le Différence), because we’re Different People with Different natal charts, Different Karmic Patterns, Different Languaging, Different Cultural and Ancestral Histories and Herstories, and Different Life Experiences, at the very least.  But as I get time I’ll go on around the loop, so you can see how our Interpretations agree and differ.  Not to Compare Content, though Exploring Differences in Content can be eye-opening.  But to see if we’re using the same Method, and if we’re Happy with the Result.  You might end up using a Method that works better for you – if so I’d love to hear about it!

Then do the same for Sun-Vesta (Letting Go of Limiting Beliefs), Orcus (Breaking Obsolete Patterns), and Poseidon.  Oops, you caught me cheating.  I plugged a new asteroid into what would otherwise have been a Vacancy.  I plugged it in thinking it was just another spelling for Neptune.  But I think, like Veritas and Aletheia it’s not just that.  I’ll Explore Poseidon more, to see how it differs from Neptune.

Note that the Unx is in the same Angle family as the Quincunx – it’s about Curiosity.  So don’t hesitate to Suffix your Interpretations with “…or something like that.”  And do the same with mine as you’re reading them.