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Full Moon Jupiter 3

June 11, 2017

The 9 June Jupiter Station Lit Up 11-17 Degrees of the Cardinal Signs.  Let’s take another reader at random and see how having these Degrees Triggered might impact them… 

Well, this will reveal the reader’s age, so we can’t say anything else about their chart without giving out too much information, but for our reader, the Jupiter Station Lights Up a “Chariklo Return” that they’re in the middle of.

Every half-century or so, Chariklo Returns to the same place, and for us Hupers, this marks a major Crisis of Self-Confidence.  Chariklo symbolizes our Charm and Beauty, two characteristics that Hupers are particularly Fond of becoming Addicted to.  This Fondness from Other easily translates into Confidence for us – if folks tend to fawn over me, why wouldn’t I (ceteris paribus) develop Self-Confidence!  A patina of Privilege can thus constellate around Chariklo, if one’s Ego Attaches to the deference that others might grant.  And, y’know, Ego and Attachment are pretty much synonyms, so that wouldn’t be unusual.

Now, when a planet in the Sky crosses one of our natal planets, then turns Retrograde and crosses again, we refer to the first crossing as a “Can-Opener,” because it may open a “Can of Worms” for us.  Since the most likely planets to do this are the outer, slower, planets, we may not have much Experience with the Energy in their crossings.  We’ve all Lived our whole Lives with Chariklo, but we Experience Chariklo most Intensely only every twelve and a half years, when it Squares, Opposes, then Squares itself again, then finally Returns to its natal position.  So unless we Live past a hundred, we’ll only Experience a Chariklo Return once in a Lifetime.

In other words, we’re all rookies at outer-planet Returns.  So when Chariklo Returns, we can expect some fairly intense Self-Questioning about whether or not we Deserve the Respect we Receive.  And it wouldn’t be surprising to find Respect withdrawn from us, as Chariklo noses its way into Consciousness.  The fastest way to Trigger Gratitude is to have something withdrawn when we’ve taken it for granted.  A Full Moon already tends in the direction of greater Consciousness anyway, as Full Moons are all about Illumination.  And just now, at this Full Moon, Chariklo is Dancing with Juno, which is about the Edges of our Consciousness as well.  And all while Jupiter is blowing everything out of proportion.

So this was probably a pretty Big Full Moon for our reader.  Fortunately, they had their Chariklo-Return Can-Opener in January.  Chariklo has since turned Retrograde, so this is Chariklo’s second pass.  We call the second, Retrograde crossing an “Exposition,” because it Exposes more about what likely caught us off guard at the Can-Opener.  At the Exposition we’re no longer raw rookies; we’ve seen this Energy before, and recently.  Plus, it’s Retrograde, so the whole Process, however it unfolds, will unfold more slowly, giving us time to Learn about it, to become Conscious of how it works.  Our reader’s Chariklo Return Exposition will be Exact soon.  

Later in the year, Chariklo will turn Direct again, and cross a third time; we refer to this third crossing as the “Confidence-Builder,” because by then we will have become a Master at working with the Energy.  By the dawn of 2018 our reader will probably understand that we just have to Create Confidence out of thin air.  Not over-Confidence; we’re always better off tempering Confidence with Honest Appraisal of our Skills.  We want to Stretch, but as we Stretch we don’t need to mislead.  If we’ve done something before, we can be pretty sure we can do it again.  If it’s similar to something we’ve done before, we can give odds of our success.  If we’ve never done it before, then we might be better off being Honest about our Eagerness to Try. 

All of which is far superior to Giving Up before we start – when Chariklo Acts Out and disrupts our normal Confidence Patterns, we could easily do just that.  The Mythological Chariklo was Chiron’s wife, so She was no stranger to Despair, and Testing our Mettle against Despair is well within Her bag of tricks as she Educates us about Confidence.  Which gives us a knife-edge to walk, between “I Can’t” and “I Will.”  We’ll always Learn more by erring on the side of “I Will” – within Limits.  If we Stretch too far we can get “burned” and Create new Limiting Beliefs in the process.

Cavansite - Calcium Vanadate Phyllosilicate HydroxideCavansite (Calcium Vanadate), the bright blue-green Crystal Cluster, Connects us with our Multidimensional Self and with Skillsets we developed in other Lifetimes, boosting our Self-Confidence.  The matrix is Stilbite, which also loosens our Attachment to our Current-Life Ego.