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Self-Abandonment Full Moon

November 10, 2019

Well, that’s one option for the 12 November 2019 (5:30 am PST) Full Moon.  Hopefully we’ll Live it by Becoming Conscious of any Karmic Patterns we have to Give Our Power Away instead (the most likely hassle to accompany the Full Moon is a T-Square focused on Lilith/Self-Sovereignty and asteroid Karma/Karma). Trusting your Intuition will be Transformative (Finger of God to dwarf Planet Asbolus/Intuition, which Opposes asteroid Bee-Zed/Transcendence in the base of the T-Square).

The Full Moon itself is about Fear that we may Fail when we try to Change (asteroid Lachesis Opposite asteroid Eurydike) Negative Beliefs (asteroid Vesta) about ourself that Arise into our Awareness (Mercury) at this time.  It’s an unfounded Fear, as in this case the Challenge to our Ability to Change Karmic Habits is Self-Resolving (the Lachesis arm of the Full Moon Grand Cross is a Diamond Star).

A potential Bane is our Self-Doubt (Finger of God to dwarf planet Chariklo Conjunct Pluto), though I expect we’ll be Surprised at how quickly that Changes to Self-Confidence when we Let Go Of the Doubt.

The chart is less complicated than it looks…

Choosing Life or Despair III

November 2, 2019

Until 1am PST on 4 November 2019 or thereabouts, we may be focused on our Survival and our Vitality.  We may also be pondering how much of this Experience is of our own Creation.  Or maybe we should be, if we aren’t.

The primary event here is the Station (Prominence) of dwarf planet Varuna, whose namesake, as one of the oldest East Indian God-Energies, we interpret as the Life Force, or Vitality.  While the chart of this Station has several important foci, the one that probably demands the most Attention from us is the T-Square (Big Challenge) to dwarf planet Quaoar (our Survival Instincts), which is Merged with dwarf planet Pholus. 

The God-Energy Quaoar taught the People how to tailor their Landscape to augment their Survival.  Before the Spanish arrived there, these folks lived in what would later become California.  Pholus is a figure in Greek Mythology who got Dead as a result of being less than Omniscient about what he was, posthumously, Responsible for.  That’s Responsible as in Able to Respond, not Blame.  Quaoar and Pholus have been Dancing together for many years now, and will continue to do so for another twenty years or so.  We consider them to be the poster children for Climate Change.

The base of this T-Square is the Opposition (apparent Distinction) between Chiron (Despair/Miracles) and the Conjunction (Merging of Energies) between asteroid Moira (Fate/Choice) and dwarf planet Makemake (Manifestation). 

Like Quaoar, Makemake also taught the People how to Survive, in this case on Rapa Nui.  Moira is the Greek Goddess of Fate, which rules the parts of our Life that we Live Unconsciously.  For the parts of our Life where we Live Consciously, Moira means Choice.  And Chiron was the Unhealable Healer, hence Despair.  But we know that it’s Empathy that Heals, and that when we Apply Empathy to Despair, the result is Miracles.

So it’s a complex web we weave, between Fate, Choice, Despair, Empathy, Creative Manifestation, Survival, and Vitality.  Everything Depends on Consciousness.  Are we Conscious of our Despair, and of our natural Ability to Heal it with Empathy?  Are we Conscious of our Karma, and Willing to Convert it to Choice?  Are we Victims of our Survival Struggles, or are we able to Respond to what they Ask of us?  Are we Open to Intuiting what they haven’t Asked of us yet?

Asteroid Juno, which we interpret as the Edges of our Consciousness, sits next to Moira, just outside of the three Degrees of Sensitivity or “Orb” that we usually use.

While Survival (the T-Square) and Vitality (the Station) are the two  most prominent foci of the 4 November chart, the third-most is our Willingness and Ability to Choose to Create what we Need (Moira-Makemake).  As Hupers our biggest Downfall is always Limited Imagination.  If our Worldview tells us that something is Impossible, yet it’s What We Need, our situation is Hopeless.  We call this “Unconscious Despair,” the worst kind, because we may never Realize that it needs our Empathy more than anything.  This is why we always try to Stretch your Imagination into New Perspectives.

Moira-Makemake is the focus of a Finger of God (green wedge meaning Pay Attention!) from the Sextile (Grace that we need to Kick-Start) between Uranus (our Soul) and OR10 (Intrusive Memories). We Kick-Start the Grace by Listening to our Intrusive Memories.  They’re telling us what we need to Let Go Of in order to make space for our Soul to Descend.  We might think of 5D as Ascension, but with Uranus in Taurus it may be more appropriate to think of It as Soul Descending.

Moira-Makemake is also head of a Kite (Directed Grace) in Fire Signs (Spirit), and the chinstrap to a Square Fez.  The diagonal Quincunxes of the Square Fez are Varuna-to-OR10 (“I Wonder what all these weird Memories are all about.”) and Uranus-to-Aletheia/Venus (“I wonder if the Truth of my Values could lead me to my own Soul.”).  Here’s the chart…

We haven’t drawn it into the chart, but we’re also likely to be Blessed with Epiphanies about what we might be able to Create.

We haven’t drawn it in, but dwarf planet Chaos, which signifies Unlimited Potential, is at the Far Midpoint between the Sun and the Moon, Trioctile (Rebalancing) to both and forming what we call a Mjölnir, meaning Insight.  Mjölnir is the Norwegian word for Hammer of Thor, but we avoid that English term because it’s commonly associated with Violence.  The Mjölnir, like the Hindu Vajra, is as much about Lightning – sudden Illumination or Enlightenment – as it is about Violence.  You can think of it as Violence to your Karmic Ego if you like.

Choosing Life or Despair II

November 2, 2019

As we mentioned in the earlier post, till 10pm today (2 November 2019) we shouldn’t be Surprised to find ourself Confused over how to Act to Protect our Self-Sovereignty.  We could well be up against an Ancient Habit to do otherwise – or to Wall ourself off too much.  My First Teacher used to say that if we’re Operating from a place of Love, we can Trust “the three Es” – we’re Energized, Excited, and Never Have to Explain Ourself.  Is there someone we Feel the Need to Explain Ourself to?  Or someone whom we want to think well of us, and we’re thinking that if we Explained Ourself it would help?

Asteroid Karma (Ancient Habits, possibly Self-Sabotaging) is Stationary (Strong) in Pisces (Letting Go of Emotional Baggage) at the focus of T-Square (Big Challenge), and Conjunct Lilith (Codependence/Self-Sovereignty) and Neptune (Material Confusion/Spiritual Clarity).  The T-Square springs from the Opposition between dwarf planet Asbolus (Intuition) and asteroid Bee-Zed (Transformation). 

We probably Intuitively Know how to Transform the Karma that’s Lit Up, but Choosing that Option is likely to be Difficult.  The situation may be Confounded by a strong internal Urge to Honor a Tradition from our Family of Origin or other Childhood Source that we Know is actually Prejudicial, and to do so would make us Doubt our own Commitment to Fairness.  We’re likely to be keenly Aware of the Downsides of either course of Action, and Uncertain of the Benefits.

Meanwhile Mars (Action) Squares (Challenges) a very complex combination of the Moon (our Instincts), Pluto (Compulsion, Transformation/Trance-Formation), dwarf planet Chariklo (Self-Confidence/Self-Doubt), and asteroid Hopi (Respect for All Things).  Here’s the chart…

Well, that’s all in the realm of Either/Or, isn’t it.  That’s about Politics, but if we Desire Integrity and Clarity, Politics is the wrong Direction.  We Confront an Either/Or by moving to Both/And.  When Either/Or has us over a barrel, though, Both/And seems way out of reach.  So we have to Invoke a Higher Power, and we all “have” one.  One quick way to get there is through what we call “PIAVA,” Prayer, Intention, Affirmation, Visualization, Asking, and several other silent letters like Wondering, Expanding, Commanding, among others.

We’re moving to the Quincunx (green line) between Mars and Karma, as the Key to the “Tricolor” Configuration of Asbolus Square (red line=Tension) Karma Quincunx (green=Curiosity) Mars Trine Asbolus (blue=Grace).  Addressing the Tension using Curiosity Liberates the Grace. 

Curiosity means we don’t know the Answer to an Either/Or question, and rather than Researching which to Choose, we Open ourself to Receiving a Higher Perspective that we don’t currently have.  “Beginner’s Mind” as the Buddhists call it.  We can do that with a Question-like Statement that’s not a Question, such as…

“I Wonder how I might Retain my Integrity yet Communicate Forthrightly, Honestly, and Clearly to everyone in this Conundrum.”

Then we have to “Change the Subject” – put our Full Attention Elsewhere.  If we continue to think about the Conundrum, we’ll freeze ourself in our usual Either/Or dilemma.  If that’s Difficult, we can try saying to ourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re feeling Stuck, aren’t you.”  When our nose is deep in the Perceived Problem, we can’t see outside of it to Recognize Positive Alternatives.  So we Change the Subject, and Wait for our Intuition to provide us with New Perspectives.

Choosing Life or Despair

October 31, 2019

Just a quick warning, till I find time to write more.

Our Karma is Lit Up Strongly between now and 2 November 2019 (10pm PDT), particularly our Habits of Giving Away our Power to whomever Asks for it.

Asteroid Karma (Karma, Inertia, ancient Habits) is Stationary (Strong) Conjunct Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) and Neptune (Material Confusion and Spiritual Clarity), at the focus of a T-Square (Big Challenge).

And we’re already Feeling a Disturbance in the (Life) Force as our Vitality is Illuminated between now and 4 November (1am PST).  This Disturbance may be for many a Turning Point in the Climate Change Emergency, as we reach a dual Decision point between Fate and Choice, and between Victimhood and Taking Charge.

Dwarf planet Varuna (the Life Force, Vitality) is Stationary (Strong) as one arm of a Kite (Grace Directed toward a Cause) with the Truth of our Values (asteroid Aletheia/Truth-of-the-Heart Conjunct Venus) on the other arm.  The central axis of the Kite is also the base of a T-Square (Big Challenge) that’s Focused on Climate Change (dwarf planets Pholus/Responsiveness and Quaoar/Survival-Instincts Conjunct on the Cusp of Capricorn/Just Fix It).

The base of the T-Square and central axis of the Kite is about whether or not we’re Willing to Take our Power – the Opposition between Despair and Miracles (Chiron) on the one hand and Victimhood or Action (asteroid Moira/Fate-or-Choice Conjunct dwarf planet Makemake/Manifestation) on the other hand. 

If we let either Chironean Discouragement or the Powerless Acceptance of our Moiraic Fate rule our Actions, we Lose.  But if we Allow Miracles to overcome Despair (by Poor-Sweethearting and then Changing the Subject, for instance), and move from Fate to Choice (by becoming Conscious of our Karma, for instance) we can begin to Manifest (Makemake) what we have Chosen.

Truth and Fear

October 29, 2019

Big Showdown at Halloween over what’s True and whether or not many people can Stand Still for their Fear and face the Scary Truth.

The October 31, 2019 (9am PDT) Station (Strengthening) of Mercury (Communication, Travel, mind) is Merged with no less than four other planets…

  • Pallas (Boundaries).  All this is in Scorpio, so few will be happy until the Boundaries of Truth are pretty Clear.
  • Veritas (Truth of the mind), which likes Facts with Clear Boundaries.
  • Venus (our Values).  If Truth doesn’t match our Values, do we Modify our Values, or do we Condemn the Truth?
  • Aletheia (Truth of the Heart), which likes to lean into our Values.

So it sounds like there may not be a lot of Tolerance for Bullshit, especially since all this is going on in Scorpio, whose Bottom Line is Getting to the Bottom of Things.

Truth though is a Trickster (Mercury).  Truth is in general an Either/Or sorta thing.  That means only the Dualistic “Left Brain” Understands it, making it Moralistic, aka Political.  Our more Spiritual and Holistic side (the “Right Brain”) groks that since Reality is Multifarious and Unitary, there are many – infinitely many actually – different Perspectives.  Depends on where we’re Standing and what we’re Expecting.

The Fear here is equally Dualistic, from Insightful to Dangerous, depending on how Conscious we are with our Fear of the Truth, and for that matter how Conscious we are of the Truth of our Fear.  Most of us Cover much of our Fear with Judgment.  We have to Open our Heart to the roots of our Judgments before we can even become Aware of our Fear.

Since our Judgments will be Lit Up here, in ways that may cause us Difficulty, it may Behoove us to put some forethought into our Pet Peeves and other Judgments, especially the ones that stop us from doing what we would really Enjoy were it not for our Resistance.  What would you Love to do, but don’t because it’s too Inconvenient or Embarrassing or Difficult or Scary?  What did you used to Enjoy a lot, but you don’t do any more because you now have other Commitments or Limitations?

The Mercury Station crowd Opposes dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power, or absent that, Terror that leads to Irrational Acts). 

Sedna sits between the Fixed Stars Algol, whose name in Chinese means “Piled Up Corpses,” and Alcyone, which is about Insight.  Alcyone can get Moralistic too, however, having to do with the Judgment of the Dead – fitting for Halloween.  And Algol is the Eye of Medusa, the Mysterious Female Power that so Terrifies the Patriarchy that it’s prone to Massacring its Enemies when it Regresses to Past Lives and Confuses them with Sabre-Toothed Tigers.

This Samhain Showdown is high-stakes, as our Survival is Involved, in more ways than one.  Our backs are to the wall with regard to Climate Change, and all of its Implications for how the Future evolves.

We can easily attribute Climate Change to dwarf planets Pholus and Quaoar dancing together, which they’ve been doing for many years and will continue to do for many more.  There is more popular Will to work on it because they now Dance on the Cusp of Capricorn (Just Fix It) instead of Sagittarius (Let It Go). 

And they’re now joined by dwarf planet Ixion (our Hidden Genius), which could spawn a lot of new ideas for Fixing It – we’re seeing that daily, with for example large-scale commitments to Regenerative Agriculture and Carbon Sequestration in Soil and Trees.  Just yesterday I read about this newly invented machine – http://news.mit.edu/2019/mit-engineers-develop-new-way-remove-carbon-dioxide-air-1025.

To Survive, Ascension is Required – either to save our own ass by Exiting the Competitive Trauma-Drama, or to lift the Earth Herself into the Miracle of Collaborative and Constructive Recovery.  The Earth is like an airplane losing cabin pressure – tend to your own Ascension before you help others with theirs, because it helps no one if you both suffocate in 3D, and you want to be a good Mirror for them so they can see where they need to go, if they want to.

Don’t do it the way this guy did when he tried to Ascend on his way to work and take the bus with him, not realizing that in 5D we can just Beam ourselves Up…

The Pholus-Quaoar-Ixion Stellium sits Opposite to dwarf planet Chaos (Unlimited Potential).  The message here is that we need to climb out of the box of our Limiting Beliefs if we want to Manifest the Miracles that are available when Anything Is Possible.

The Challenge is whether or not we’re Willing to Expand our Horizons to Adjust our Values to, and Integrate our Insights with, the new Truths we’ve seen, rather than continuing to Reject them because we may not be able to easily fit into our 3D Life without Painful Changes.  We may also have to Consciously Suspend Disbelief when our new Insights don’t match what we Learned in School.

The Pholus-Quaoar-Ixion Opposition to Chaos is T-Squared (Challenged) by asteroid Juno (Growth in Consciousness).

But there’s even a bigger picture, as the Universe is Asking us to discard our a priori Conclusions about how Truth and Fear interact, and Open Up to new, Paradoxical views of their Dance together.

The Mercury Station chart also maps out a Yin Gate Mystery School.  The central axis of the Yin Gate, where we have to Open to Mystery and Surprise, is the Mercury/et al-to-Sedna Opposition.  The Yin Gate requires a four-Degree Sensitivity, but exceeding our usual three Degrees is warranted because the added planet is Eris (Revelation of What’s Been Denied), and the whole chart is about Denial.

Mercury’s turning backward, and it will back up from 29 Scorpio to 11 Scorpio.  This Degree Zone is about Getting to the Bottom of the Truth about our Held Emotions (10-20 Scorpio, the Pisces Decanate of Scorpio) and Exploring the Truth of Who and What We Want to Nurture afterwards (20-30 Scorpio, the Cancer Decanate of Scorpio). 

Mercury’s first forward pass through this Degree Zone spanned 11-31 October (11-18 October in the Held Emotions Zone and 19-31 in the Nurture Zone).  So the meat of the Issues we’re addressing now probably came to a head during 11-18 October.

When a planet turns Retrograde, it Reviews the material it’s already covered, with a fine-tooth comb.  So we’ll be Reviewing the Nurture Zone from 31 October till 10 November (“Is it your Self-Love you’re Nurturing here, or are you still Giving Away your Power?”). 

Meanwhile, our two Truth asteroids (Aletheia and Veritas) leave Scorpio and go on into Sagittarius (Letting Go) on 2 November (Truth of the Heart, Aletheia) and 9 November (Truth of the mind, Veritas).  That will probably feel like a Lightening of Tension.

Mercury then goes back over the Held Emotions that we’re Letting Go Of from 11-20 November (“Is that really how you want to Live your Life, or do you think you might want to be More Loving with yourself instead?”). 

On 20 November Mercury turns Direct again, and recrosses the same terrain for the third time.  During this pass, if we’ve done our homework during the first two passes, we’ll Build Confidence about how much we’ve Let Go Of. 

If we haven’t done our homework, we’ll be Re-Experiencing the Issues we’ve been working on since early October.  Mercury crosses the Held Emotions Zone again from 21 November to 1 December, and then the Nurture Zone again from 2-8 December.

Here’s the chart…

The lighter lines are drawn to the planet that’s four Degrees from the Mercury Station, dwarf planet Eris.  The Yin Gate is the blue box (Golden Rectangle, in astrologuese) marked off my Eris, Chaos, Haumea, and Ixion et al.  It encloses the two green Xs and the central red line (Opposition) connecting Sedna to Mercury et al.

BodySoul New Moon

October 27, 2019

The primary theme of the 27 October 2019 (8:30 pm PDT) New Moon is the Challenge of Integrating Soul and Flesh.  The Bottom Line is that, whatever Discomfort you Experience over the next several weeks, Surrender into it.  Your Physical Body will be making Adjustments to make room for the Soul to be more In Charge.  If it feels like you’re Dying, Let It Be, it’s just an Ego Death.  I hope you’ve been watching the Hay House Heal Summit interviews over the last few days, because they talk a lot about Perspectives and Techniques you may be needing to use.  Even though it may not feel like it, Trust that all will End Well, as the Energy is very Benevolent.

The primary Configuration in the New Moon chart is a Diamond Star (Self-Resolving Challenge) focused on dwarf planet Varuna (Vitality, the Life Force) in Leo (Self-Assurance) from the Opposition between the New Moon and Uranus (the Individual Soul) in Taurus (Matter).

A Diamond Star consists of a T-Square (Major Challenge) and a Finger of God (Pay Attention!) pointing at the same planet.  The base of the Finger of God forms a “Bowl of Grace” (Double Trine Bridge) under the T-Square.  That Grace here comes from dwarf planets Quaoar (our Survival Instincts) and OR10 (Intrusive Memories).  So if we Listen Closely, we may hear Voices directing us toward Survival.

A secondary theme is that we will be Encountering our Resistance to our Survival Instincts.  How could we Resist Survival?  Easy – look at the whole Climate Change issue and how many people still Choose to indulge their Belief that “it can’t happen here.”  Or consider whether you’ve ever felt like you have Enough Money (which a friend refers to as an Oxymoron).  If you hope to Buy your way into Security, it may take more money than you Imagine is easily available to you.

A T-Square to Quaoar.

Our Challenges will come from two closely related sources.

First, our Habitual Discouragement, especially our “Unconscious Despair” – when we Suffer under the Belief that What We Most Want is not within the realm of Possibility.  To Survive in the Manner To Which We Would Like To Become Accustomed, we will have to Stretch our Beliefs about the Possible.  Since the mind is Limited by what it already Knows, that’s difficult to do – Imagination is one of Robert Moss’s “Three Only Things,” about which we were taught as Children “It’s only your Imagination,” or “It was only a Dream,” or “It’s only a Coincidence,” meaning, It’s Not Real.

If you do Encounter Discouragement, try saying to yourself, “You Poor Sweetheart, you’re Feeling Discouraged, aren’t you.”  Then Change the Subject – do something entirely different so your mind is Distracted from the Thoughts that Discouraged you.  If that’s hard to do, Persist.  You need to Change the Subject in order to Open Up Space for New Perspectives.  If you succeed, they will come to you as Intuitions.  Remember the times when you can’t find your car keys, until you give up and start doing something else, and lo, there they are, right under your hat!

One side of the base of the Quaoar T-Square is Chiron (Despair and Miracles).

Second, in addition to potential failures of Imagination, the Habits we need to Break may still be Unconscious.  We may still Believe that, even if What We Need is within the realm of Possibility (we’ve seen or heard about others doing it), it won’t be so for us.  Watch Closely for situations where you don’t Feel Lucky, or Blessed, or Hopeful.  Those are doorways into Unconscious Limitations that you want to Change.

The other side is the Merger (Conjunction) of Moira (Fate and Choice) and Makemake (Manifestation).

Here’s the chart, with the primary Challenge drawn in heavier lines and the secondary one in lighter lines…

While the second Challenge is not Self-Resolving like the first one is, there is a second layer of Grace involved by virtue of the fact that both Challenges Relate to one another very Gracefully.

The focus of the first T-Square, Varuna, makes a Trine Bridge across the second T-Square.  Meanwhile, the focus of the second T-Square, Quaoar, makes one of the Trine Bridges in the Bowl of Grace under the first T-Square.

2019 Q4 II

October 24, 2019

From Dan Scranton’s Arcturian Council…

https://rainbowwaveoflight.wordpress.com/2019/10/23/the-final-months-of-2019-%e2%88%9ethe-9d-arcturian-council/

“We are extremely excited about the potential that we see for humanity to continue to evolve in leaps and bounds for the rest of 2019.  We are seeing a trend amongst all of you where you are gaining momentum, and you are doing this by accessing the wisdom of all of your previous selves that you’ve ever been.  The wisdom that you have acquired over all of your lifetimes in this universe is becoming more available to you now because of the integration work that you are doing in this time of ascension.  And that wisdom means that you have stronger intuitive hits, stronger impulses.  It means that your downloads are coming fast and furiously, and it also means that you are very productive while you are sleeping.

“You’re opening yourselves up to these past [parallel] life versions of yourselves because they are hurting, because they are in need of your support.  They need you to help them reintegrate.  They need you to help them clear their traumas.  We know that this has been a lot of work for all of you, and we know that you have suffered quite a bit.  You felt intense emotions and didn’t know why or where they were coming from.  You’ve also experienced a tremendous amount of what we call ascension symptoms, and all of the upgrades to your bodies and your chakras have been very trying on your patience with this process of ascension.

“But in these final months that you have for the remainder of this year, you get to reap the rewards for all that hard work, all that you have endured, just by being there on Earth.  Earth is not a proving ground, and it’s not a testing facility, but it often feels that way to you.  The fact that you are ascending in this lifetime means that you signed up to face all of the trauma and the stuck negative emotions in this one lifetime, and it’s about time that you got some positive results from all of that hard work.

“The wisdom that you are downloading now will propel humanity into a higher echelon, and many of you will have your fifth dimensional experiences and think that the shift is upon you.  There’s a bit more time that needs to unfold before that happens, but you are well on your way, and this time now is when humanity takes a giant leap forward.”

Although our own Ascension is not dependent upon Humanity doing so, unless we make that Decision.  If we’ve already so Vowed, the 26 October Klotho Station T-Square to Orcus-Neptune gives us the Opportunity to Revert it.  The Bodhisattva Vow is that we’ll Return to assist Others, not that we’ll defer our own Enlightenment for it.  We can send Blessings, but we can’t do anyone else’s Work for them.  They have to make their own Choices or non-Choices.

Whom Do We Serve?

October 22, 2019

There’s what we Feel we Should or Must Do, and then there’s what we Want to Do.  Which to Choose?  That may be hard this week.

Hylonome (Self-Sovereignty) joins Saturn (The Most Important Thing) and the South Node (Karma, the Emotions you’d rather Die than Feel), Quincunx to asteroid Klotho in the 26 October 2019 (4am PDT) Klotho-Station chart.

It could well be more Complicated than that – we may also Want to Do some of our Shoulds or Musts.  Many or even most of our Shoulds and Musts are about Loyalty to a Vow we once made, and Loyalty usually Feels Good, especially to a Sacred Vow.

Stationary Klotho T-Squares (Challenges) the Opposition between dwarf planet Orcus (Vow-Making and -Breaking) and Neptune (which includes a Sense of the Sacred).  And of course the South Node always Opposes the North Node (our Mission), and Loyalty to our Mission Creates a very Deep Good Feeling.  But as an Opposition, it may feel like we have to make a Choice between Loyalty to our Mission and Loyalty to our Sacred Vow.

To make it even more Complicated, we may Feel a Strong Need to Act, to Do Something, either to Support our Loyalty to our Self, or to Support our Loyalty to our Vows.

Hylonome on Saturn-South Node will trigger Karma about Self-Betrayal.  Fortunately it’s Trine to Orcus, meaning there is Grace available if we Choose to Break Free of Self-Betrayal.  But the Nodal Axis (including Saturn-Hylonome on the rear end) is T-Squared (Challenged) by Mars (Action).

Fortunately, the chart tells us that it’s not really about Action, it’s about Awareness.

Frankly, the knee-jerk Karmic Reaction to Support our Vows is probably Stronger than the Subtle though Deep Desire to move toward our Mission and hence Support our Deep Self.  But the real Teaching here is about neither.  This is Karma, which means that it’s not really Present-Moment, it’s a shadow on the wall of the cave.  So we will almost certainly be Overreacting if we Act overtly to Support our Vows.

There is a Mystery School here, a Teaching about Paradox and Non-Action.  We’ll get the most Value from Observing the Stresses we’re Feeling, and their apparent Sources.  Of course we’ll get the most Value from Trusting our Mission more than our Vows – if they’re Karmic we know that they’re Obsolete anyway.  However, there’s a Real-Life Present-Moment Drama that’s Mirroring our Karmic Vows, and we Want to be Present and Lovingly Responsive for that Drama.

So we need Both/And, not Either/Or, and we need Awareness rather than Habitual Action.  The Action we most need to take is probably to Talk about what we’re Observing.  And most of all, we need to Avoid making Decisions and Trust that Grace will successfully finesse the knife-edge we feel like we’re walking on.  By remaining a Neutral Observer and Communicating about what we Observe, we can Allow the Universe to make Changes that are far more Subtle and far more Comprehensive than any Action of ours would have accomplished.

First, the chart is Sublimely Symmetric, meaning that the Energy this week is very Balanced, and as such it makes us very Aware of any Imbalance we’re Feeling.  We don’t want to Act to try to Restore our comfortable state of Imbalance, we want to Allow the Energy to Balance us, and Observe what that feels like.

Second, the Completely Symmetric Configuration is a Flying Squirrel, at the Heart of which is a Yin Gate (a Teaching about how the Real World is Paradoxical; it’s the Unreal mind that demands Logical Clarity).  The Central Axis of the Yin Gate is the Opposition between Lachesis (Change) and Eurydike (Trust).  Which is to say…

It’s about Trusting that the Dualistic mind – and the Ego Attached to it – does not have enough Breadth of Perspective to make better Changes than the Universe when the Universe’s Energy is In Balance.

Here’s the chart…

The Flying Squirrel’s nose is Lachesis, tail is Eurydike, hands are Klotho and Mars, feet are Neptune and South Node et al, and ears are North Node and Orcus.  Notice the Perfect Symmetry.  It looks Complicated, but it’s “just” a Yin Gate with T-Squares (red triangles) to the diagonals (red X) of the Golden Rectangle (blue box).

While Goddess Klotho cut the Cloth for your next TimeLine, Goddess Lachesis, who’s in charge here, Measured its Length.  The difference between Fate (Karma) and Choice (Liberation) is Conscious Awareness.  In many circumstances we interpret asteroid Lachesis as an Opportunity to Choose to Let Go of Karma “prematurely” – before our Fate would Let it Go.  But in the context of a Yin Gate, where the Objective is to move into Beginner’s Mind, especially where Lachesis is at the Head, we interpret it as the Opportunity to Watch how the Universe Restores Balance if we don’t Interfere, with the potential Goal of Recognizing when we are Out of Balance, and Learning how to Allow ourself to come Back Into Balance rather than trying to make the World match us by going Out of Balance.

The Yin Gate is the double Fingers of God (green wedges) pointing to Lachesis and Eurydike, creating the Dos Equis inside the Golden Rectangle (blue box) bounded by Orcus, North Node, Neptune, and South Node et al.  Any Golden Rectangle is interpreted through the diagonal Oppositions (red X), and the T-Squares amplify this interpretation (Action and New Beginnings).  While this is still relevant, in a Yin Gate the emphasis is on the Fingers of God – ie, the Central Axis, Lachesis Opposite Eurydike.

While Lachesis (Change) Heads the major Configuration, the Stationary Klotho is the raison d’être for the chart.  So New Beginnings are the type of Change that we’re talking about.  That reinforces the Mystery School or Beginner’s Mind element of the Yin Gate, making it all the more Important that we Avoid Preconceptions and Nullify Conclusions.  The mind knows only Duality, and this is about Multidimensional Unity.

The Squirrel’s hands and feet also make a Square Fez, and a Fez runs on its Quincunx (green) diagonals (Mars-Neptune and Klotho-South Node et al).  Between the Dos Equis and these green diagonals, the Quincunxes rule the Configuration, and Quincunxes are about Curiosity.  Not the kind that covets an Answer, but the kind that’s Awed by the Unexplained Glory of it all.  That is…

Strongly Resist any Temptation you have to Figure It Out or to Believe you Understand what’s going on.  There are Things To Learn here, so we have to Pay Attention, and not jump to Conclusions or lean on Preconceptions.  We can Summarize what we Observed in November.  In the interim, just note what we’re Observing as we go.  Let’s see, white head, black wings and body, white tail, big bird – Bald Eagle!  Be Conscious of jumping to Conclusions like that.  Yes, it looks like a Bald Eagle, but what if it’s not?  What if you’ve never seen this Critter before?  Keep bringing yourself back to Curiosity!  Naming the World stops Growth in its tracks.

Nothing is Out of Balance here except our own Karma that is being Let Go Of, if we Allow it to be and don’t try to take charge.  Watch and Listen.  Report what you See and Hear, but be careful to Avoid making up Stories to fit the clues.  If we rely on what we Know already, we’ll miss this Fabulous Opportunity to Learn more about How the Universe Works and to Liberate ourself from our Limitations.  Everything we Learned in school was Wrong.

2019 Q4 and 2020 Q1 Stations

October 16, 2019

Ontario.

Now that we have a “week off” more or less, let’s look at the remainder of 2019 and the first quarter of 2020.  We’ll use several “shorthand” abbreviations or symbols…

  • Â.Mickie stands for asteroid Mickie
  • Ð.Goofy stands for dwarf planet Goofy
  • Š/ stands for Station, when a planet’s Energy is especially Strong
  • Î stands for Initiation of a New Cycle between two planets

Below we list only the Stations (plus one major Initiation), or the times when a planet’s Energy is Strongest and most Distinct or Identifiable.  When there are several planets Stationary at the same time, though, it will likely be hard to Distinguish the Separate Influence of each planet, because their Energies will be Merged.  When two planets are Stationary at the same time, it’s as if they’re Conjunct.

In general, we Experience the Energy of a Station before it happens, as the Energy Intensifies until it is “Complete” (the planet starts moving in the other Direction), and then it drops off rapidly.  In cases where we aren’t Neutral to the Energy, we may make Decisions about it, and those Decisions (Orcus) will carry the Energy over into the time following the Station, possibly even eventually Creating new Karma.

For instance, the Energy of asteroid Moira is about Fate and Choice – Fate in situations where our Karma is still Unconscious…

Someone else is doing something to me

and Choice in situations where we’ve brought the Karma into Consciousness…

Oh!  I’m really not Experiencing what they seem to be Doing, I’m Experiencing my own lifelong Habitual Reaction to it!  They don’t even know I’m here!

Once we’re Conscious, we can Choose to Respond Constructively, rather than Reacting from our Victimhood.

So if we’re Insulted or Angered by something someone Says or Does, and we don’t Realize that it’s our Button that’s been pushed, we might Decide that this person is not “on our side,” and make them (or worse, people like that) a Lifelong Enemy.  And if we stay in 3D (which is likely if we haven’t Cleared our Karma), we’re likely to continue the same Conflict into Other Lifetimes.  You can tie up all Deviations from Whirled Peas and all of World History in this simple wrapper, and there won’t be much left to Clean Up.

On the other hand, we might Feel Insulted or Angry, but if we Recognize that it’s our Feeling, we may Choose to Agree to Disagree, or even move to a different Meeting, but we won’t make it into a Capital Offense.

Rose Quartz.

There are a number of ways to guess how soon we’ll begin to Experience a Station before it’s Complete, but a useful rule of thumb is…

  • A week for the four outer planets, asteroid Bee-Zed, and the dwarf planets except dwarf planet Ceres (that is, everyone with orbits longer than ten years)
  • Several days for the three inner planets, the asteroids, and dwarf planet Ceres (orbits between one and ten years)
  • Since “Tropical” astrology (the kind we use) sees events from the Perspective of Earth, neither Earth nor Sun nor Moon are ever Stationary

We might also begin to Experience the Energy of the next Station as soon as the current Station is Complete.  Our General Sensitivity is obviously relevant.  And if a Station occurs on one of our natal planets, we’ll React more Strongly and probably sooner.

If we want an Astrological Rule rather than Empirical Guidance, the usual Sensitivity projects that the Impact begins when the Stationing planet is less than one Degree from its Exact Station.  However, some of the newer dwarf planets (such as Sedna) move less than one Degree in a year, which would mean they’re Always Stationary.  And yes, we can certainly interpret that to mean that Fear is Omnipresent, as was common Before the Current Era (ie, BCE or BC)!  If we’re in the Habit of Converting Fear to Power (with Kegels for instance), then this is a Powerful interpretation!

But using lengthy Stations can give us so much overlap that we’re never sure what’s happening.

Asteroids usually take about four days to move one Degree, but when they’re slowing down to Stop and Turn Around, they’ll be much slower.  For instance, rather than 23-26 October for the first Klotho Station, you might look at 11-26 October (the one-Degree range) instead, and Pay a lot more Attention if you have a natal planet near the Ides of Gemini.

Bottom Line, feel free to start my date ranges sooner.  But if you’re still Experiencing Strong Energy after the Station, in order to Avoid accumulating new Karma you want to look over the last several days to see if you’ve made any Decisions based on your Discomfort with the Energy of the Station.  If so, Own your Discomfort and Revert your Decisions.

Initiations are Conjunctions, and Conjunctions act like Stations in that we Experience the Energy increasing in Strength as the Exact Conjunction approaches, then it drops off rapidly, assuming we’ve Captured the available Learning to keep, and not the Energy.  Again, we want to Pay Attention to Discomfort before the Initiation, and Work on Ourself to Own and Revert if necessary after the Initiation.  What we Learn from any astroevent is ours to keep.  They’re all Teachers.

Initiations Differ from Conjunctions, however, in that they also Begin a new Cycle, and the Energy that’s Born at the Initiation – including your Reactions to and Learnings from the Initiation – will Endure on some level for the entire Cycle, whether the Cycle is Initiated by a New Moon (28 days) or by Saturn and Pluto (30-some years).

We’ve added a few words of preliminary interpretation, but of course the actual interpretation will flow from a chart drawn for the Station, which we don’t normally do till we’re getting close to the event.  The preliminary interpretation will probably hang True, but it may not be The Most Important interpretation.

The short interpretations below are Dimensions, not Directions. The Direction is up to us.  For instance, in the first few days of November Our Perspective on our Vitality may Improve or Decline.  If the latter, it’s Identifying Karma for us to Let Go Of.  If we Allow our Victimhood to Reinforce the Decline, we Lose.  If we Notice the Decline and Realize that we have the Power to Heal (Tapping, Poor-Sweethearting, PIAVAing, Plan-Executing, Invoking the Unseen Therapist, et al), we Win.

If Our Perspective on our Vitality Improves, Gratitude is Relevant.  You don’t want to use the Improvement to pad your Ego – it’s not your Ego that Heals, though it can certainly Catalyze Healing, and increasing Self-Love is always Valuable, but not for Cause.  If Self-Love depends on Cause, it will never become Unconditional.  Self-Love is the Natural Condition we Strive to Return to, and we can certainly Congratulate ourself for Work Well Done when we step in that Direction.  But it’s Grace that Heals, and to Welcome and Encourage Grace, lift out the “c” and drop in a “titud,” then give it plenty of Exercise.

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23-26 October – New Beginnings (Š/Â.Klotho 15 Gemini)

30 October-4 November – Our Perspective on our Vitality (Š/Mercury 28 Scorpio; Š/Ð.Varuna 4 Leo)

31 October-3 November – Obsolete Habits (Š/Â.Karma 20 Pisces)

16-22 November – Ending Emotional Flashbacks (Š/Ð.OR10 4 Pisces; Š/Ð.Nessus 9 Pisces; Š/Â.Atropos 7 Aries; Š/Mercury 12 Scorpio)

23-27 November – Confusion and Bliss (Š/Neptune 16 Pisces)

7-15 December – Sidestepping Bummers (Š/Ð.Orcus 13 Virgo; Š/Chiron 2 Aries; Š/Â.Lachesis 21 Leo)

26-29 December – Unconscious Beliefs (Š/Â.Vesta 13 Taurus)

30 December-6 January – New Creations (Š/Ð.Makemake 7 Libra; Š/Â.Klotho 5 Gemini)

6-12 January – Opening to Soul (Š/Ð.Eris 24 Aries; Š/Uranus 3 Taurus; Pluto Î Saturn)

13-17 January – Ego Death (Š/Â.Nemesis 27 Virgo)

20-26 January – Rebirth (Š/Ð.Haumea 28 Libra)

2-8 February – Mastering Fear (Š/Â.Sappho 16 Libra; Š/Â.Juno 22 Libra; Š/Ð.Sedna 27 Taurus)

16-17 February – Emotional Intelligence (Š/Mercury 13 Pisces).

25 February-1 March – Intuition Breakthrough (Š/Â.Bee-Zed 28 Sagittarius; Š/Ð.Asbolus 20 Gemini)

1-6 March – New Horizons (Š/Ð.Chaos 25 Gemini)

9-10 March – Social Intelligence (Š/Mercury 29 Aquarius).

19-25 March – Claiming Our Power (Š/Â.Moira 20 Scorpio; Š/Â.Lachesis 8 Leo)

25 March-3 April – Survival Breakthrough (Š/Ð.Ixion 1 Capricorn; Š/Ð.Pholus 5 Capricorn; Š/Ð.Quaoar 5 Capricorn)

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We aren’t adding the Moons and Sign Changes to this list, because they have different orientations in Time, and they would just make the list overlong.  The above are what we regard as The Most Important astroevents of the next six months.  We’ll table the Moons and Sign Changes separately, and maybe add the Out-of-Bounds periods, since the Moon starts going Out-of-Bounds in March for the first time in a decade.  Then if we get time, we can combine the lists to make a complete calendar.

The Sky Is Changing

October 14, 2019

Brenda Hoffman gives us a great Perspective on the next few weeks – and years…

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2019/10/14/the-sky-is-changing-not-falling/

“You are shifting minute-by-minute even though you have difficulties believing such is so.  For there are several pieces within you that need to be in place before you enter 2020.  Not because the year is necessarily magical or even accurate for all calendar keepers, but instead that you are entering a double two year.

“For some, this double two year will mean finding a secure home base – whether a current home or a new home, or community.  Others will discover a new earth life perspective.  For many of you have been pining for another dimension or focus while of the earth.

“Such is logical given you have felt like an earth visitor since you arrived.  For you have refused to acknowledge you are fully of the earth in this lifetime.  Not because such an admission is terrible, but instead that you maintain too many memories of what was.

“Earth life has never been particularly easy.  And given your responsibility for helping earth shift from 3D to 5D as you achieved the same for yourself, this has been an exhausting lifetime.  As is often true in 3D, you probably are ready for a warm blanket and a comfy chair in front of the fire to satisfy your comfort needs.

“Instead, you are uncovering pieces of earth life you did not expect from environmental issues to leadership declarations.  You expected to rest and then receive hosannas after shifting the earth and yourself.  Instead, you feel as if you are walking through quicksand for your body, especially your feet, feels heavy and cumbersome.  Where is the joy?  Where is your completion party?

“So it is many of the pieces you now find almost unbearable, will ease in early 2020, and be completed by year’s end.  Not because such is an earth plan, but because of the internal drama, many of you are now undergoing.  You will likely find yourself exhausted, isolated, worried, and depressed for the next few weeks.  Not what you expected, but emotions pushing you through this final 2020 preparation stage.

“The glaring issues for you now have always been there, merely sugar-coated as a pretense that all was well.  Issues pummeling into your being with few, if any, ideas for change.  For changing the issues that now disturb you, is not within your role.  Such will be completed by those who follow.  You have accomplished your major steps.

“Many of you continue to request a role designation despite your exhaustion.

“Your exhaustion is that you do not know how to rectify the ‘wrongs’ you see so clearly.  Again, those wrongs have always been there; you merely refused to see or sense them.  So it is you are identifying that which is not appropriate for 5D you.  Those following will have the solutions.

“Your role now is to end your fear, your drama about how terrible everything is.  For you are functioning as ‘Chicken Little,’ saying over and over, ‘The sky is falling. The sky is falling.’  While in truth, the sky is changing.

“Your fears, your depression is based on what you cannot do.  Those solutions are for your followers.  So it is that by the calendar year 2020, you will likely allow yourself to know your joy role has little to do with social media or your leaders.

“Your role is to be in joy.

“Memories of past issues that haunt you – whether as a leader or of the groups negatively impacted by leaders – have little to do with new you.  Yet, before you can accept that piece, you must clear those memories related to what is now visible.  For just as you did not have solutions in the past as a leader or follower, you do not have solutions now.  For such is not your role.  Accepting that as your role merely forces you down the ‘rabbit hole’ of confusion and fear.

“Your piece is to shift yourself from fear to joy – knowing you are not responsible for shifting the quagmires you find in your leadership, social media, and the press.  If such were your role, you would be excited and joyful to tackle it, just as you were dedicated to helping the earth shift from 3D to 5D.

“Move toward joy, and you will find your role.  Continue to fear that which you do not have skills to shift, and you will stagnate in place.

“Trust those who follow, as we trusted you.  You have different skills – most importantly for 2020 and beyond – to display your joy.  For you are the sunbeams, those following will discover as they end earth fears through constructive shifts, just as you have done throughout your transition.

“Your fears are ghosts from past lives – lives that have little to do with who you are now.  That is what you will discover in the next few weeks.  For you cannot fully sparkle if you have fears that the earth – your creation and delight – is not able to circumvent the odious leaderships now destroying all that is important to you.  Allow yourself to delegate the next earth shift to those who have completed such roles time and time again – just as you created many planets and places in addition to the earth.

“You are the creator beings.  Those who follow are the social butterflies shifting those now of the earth – either more completely back into 3D or forward into 5D.  Your followers are social creators.  You are planet creators.  Allow you and your followers to work together to create a shining, loving example of Universal possibilities.

“For the earth was an experiment, that you changed into Universal reality.  Now allow the decorators, if you will, to brighten the earth and its inhabitants in ways you do not understand.  All you have to do to assist them is to shine your joy light day in and day out.

“So it is you will release your current fears through example and need the next few weeks.  So be it.”

With thanks to Camilla Blossom Bishop…

https://camillablossom.com/2019/10/14/honoring-native-people/