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PTSD Gauntlet II

February 19, 2018

For convenience I’m using the Intuition/Asbolus-Station chart to illustrate the Memories-Mind, Abuse-Mind, Memories-Essence, and Abuse-Essence Initiations we talked about in the previous post.  These four are one-year Cycles.  If we have time next week, we’ll do the Memories/Abuse-Edges of Consciousness Initiations separately.  In the chart the heavy lines are the Memories/OR10 Angles, and the lighter lines are the Abuse/Nessus Angles.

Starting with the Memories Angles, the Challenge (heavy red triangle or T-Square) for processing our Memories (OR10) has to do with Truth (asteroid Veritas) and Respect for All Things (asteroid Hopi).

As is often the case, Dan Scranton Channeled a post on this topic recently…

http://danielscranton.com/respecting-different-points-of-view-and-the-people-who-hold-them-%e2%88%9ethe-creators/

“What is a wonderful thing to us is to see two people who have very different points of view on very many topics still being able to relate to one another as human beings and as beings of love and light, existing at the same time and same place, allowing one another to have different points of view and respecting each other.  That is what we want most for you.  It is harmony.  It is releasing judgment of others for being in the opposing viewpoint camp and knowing that ultimately that these differences in opinion that you have are what make this world so special.”

And it turns out to be Fundamental – in order to “graduate” from 3D Duality to 5D Multidimensionality, we need to Accept the apparent Paradox of “Cognitive Dissonance,” or Holding Contradictory Perspectives in the Mind at the same time, without letting either one diminish the other.  In the context of Perp and Victim of Abuse, this is Trial by Fire, a big assignment for someone just starting their Healing from Abuse, and probably more than anyone has a right to expect.

Can we Forgive and Respect a Perp while Honestly facing the Truth of their Transgressions?  That’s a very sophisticated position to Live Out Fully, and Living it Out Fully is important to Recovery.  On the other hand, both the psycho-spiritual quality of New Earthlings and the Intensity of New Energies are greatly enhanced, so we don’t want to sell anyone short.  I suppose we’re seeing all this in flaming color in the news with Dr. Nasser and the Parkland Florida Disaster.

Basically, it’s about Fully Feeling our Anger, which is necessary for our Healing and necessary for Learning to Avoid Future Abuse, while Avoiding Blame and Focusing on Improving Outcomes.  I haven’t heard the amazing youngsters in Parkland Blaming the Perp, but rather putting their Anger into Changing the “adult” political dysfunction that keeps allowing mass shootings to happen.  Which is exactly how it should work – putting our Anger into Informed Boundaries to prevent it from happening again.

There are two Bridges, or Easier pathways for “resolving” the Challenge of the Hopi T-Square – a Trine Bridge (just plain Grace) through Responsibility (dwarf planet Pholus) and our Survival Instincts (dwarf planet Quaoar), and a Quincunx Bridge (Prescribing Curiosity) through the Life Force (dwarf planet Varuna) and Memory (asteroid Mnemosyne).  The Parkland youngsters perfectly illustrate the Trine Bridge through Responsibility (Responding so as to Improve Future Outcomes) and promoting Survival.

The Quincunx Bridge is more Curious (pun intended).  Asteroid Mnemosyne symbolizes the Memory Process in general, as a subcategory of the Illusion of Time, while dwarf planet OR10 is more about Intrusive Memories and Content rather than Process.  OR10, just by nature of being Intrusive, hints that it’s a timer for our Held Emotions.  The Quincunx between Mnemosyne and OR10 asks us be Curious about how Process and Content relate to one another. 

Perhaps we’re back to Hammerof’s Microtubules.  Since it’s the Edges of Consciousness, Juno, that’s Conjunct OR10 and Quincunx Mnemosyne-Varuna, that actually makes sense.  It’s like we’re being Asked to Remember the Life Force – which again aligns with the notion of a timer for Intruding Held Emotions, as Held Emotions certainly Limit our Life Force. 

What’s that got to do with Respect for All Things, the onus of the T-Square that’s Quincunx-Bridged by Mnemosyne-Varuna?  Well, that’s the Question, and the Quincunx Asks that we leave it hanging without an Answer, like an open mailbox waiting patiently for a letter from the Universe.

The Abuse/Nessus Initiation of Essence/Sun is an annual event that suggests what sort of Healing we’ll be pursuing deeply for the year to come.  As we mentioned in the previous post, the Degree symbol is “Illuminated by a Shaft of Light, a large Cross lies on rocks surrounded by Sea Mist.”  That sounds to me like for the coming year we’re going to be Letting Go of the Abuse caused by Either/Or Religious Programming  that we grew up under.

The Angles in the Abuse half of this chart are the ones drawn in lighter lines.  The major Configuration is a “Sextile Fez” – the trapezoid connecting Nessus, dwarf planet Makemake (Manifestation), and asteroids Ceres (Sustainability) and Moira (Choice).  Fez Energy is driven by the diagonal Quincunxes – Manifestation/Makemake to Choice/Moira, and Abuse/Nessus to Sustainability/Ceres.

Well we don’t want to Sustain Abuse, we want to Sustain Healing.  The Quincunx tells us to keep the Question unanswered, which we can do with a PIAVA – such as “I Wonder how Healing from Abuse can be Sustained this year.”  Then of course we have to Change the Subject, and let the “how” unfold as the year progresses.

We want to do the same with Manifesting Choice of Choosing to Manifest, though of course Healing Abuse means Letting Go of Limiting Beliefs which means Having Choice and Liberating Life Force to Manifest.  But that’s an Answer, not a Question.  We can be Curious about how that might unfold, but better yet, we can Accept that as a Given, and PIAVA the Universe to Surprise us with deeper Truths.  Perhaps something like “I Wonder what I’ll Choose to Manifest this year.”

The Fez has a tassle on one side – asteroid Lachesis.  Relative to the Unconscious, Lachesis is about enduring the Fated Timeline of a thread in the tapestry of our Lives.  But since we’re rooting for Consciousness, it becomes Choosing to end a Timeline that doesn’t serve us, especially one that Sabotages us.  The Opposition to Makemake Asks us “What Is It that We’ve Always Wanted, but our Limiting Beliefs Made it appear to be Impossible?”

You may want to Stretch a little, as your Deepest Desire may be so far from Possible in your view that you gave up on it so long ago that you’ve Forgotten it.  Or rather, almost Forgotten it.  It’s there.  You may need to PIAVA it – “I Wonder if I even know what my Deepest Desire Is.” 

30 Years

February 18, 2018

There’s been so much going on that I completely forgot to Celebrate the 30th Anniversary of these arcane articles, in their various forms.  We started them, in a hardcopy paper newsletter, just after 1 January 1988, as an effort to help folks recognize that the Harmonic Convergence Reboot of Life on Planet Earth would Trigger some very Intense Energies, and that the Energies weren’t Personal, even though everyone would have their Personal Reactions and Responses to them.

To me the Harmonic Convergence consisted of the complex sequence of Dances that occurred around the Tropic of Capricorn between 1987 and 1993 among Expansion/Jupiter, Focus/Saturn, Healing/Chiron, Soul/Uranus, Spirit/Neptune, and Transformation/Pluto.  We didn’t have any “dwarf” planets then.  It’d be fun to see how the dwarf planets, then Unconscious, interacted with the Convergence planets, but I probably won’t have time to do that till later in 2018.

PTSD Gauntlet I

February 18, 2018

Our next general Big Deal is the 23 February (8pm PST) Station of Asbolus, which means a strengthening of our Intuition between now and the 23rd.  That event turns out to be pretty complex, and we’ll get to that soon.  But first, between 20 February and 25 February, and extending until 11 March, we endure a Gauntlet of events that are likely to Trigger our Abuse Herstories.  (History is the story that the Abuser tells, at least during the reign of the Patriarchy.)

Before we even move into that, though, lets talk about how Abuse and Intuition interact.  Bottom Line, Abuse really screws up our Intuition.  It makes us Hyperaware, which is actually Beneficial for the Development of Consciousness, but it also makes us Paranoid.  So one of our greatest Opportunities here will be Learning to better Differentiate what’s an Intuition and what’s a Fear.

Let me start by quickly describing how I Differentiate Fear from Intuition.  I’ll be brief here; we can go into this more later if anyone wants, but you can dig further yourself by looking up Theta Healing, https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/theta/, and Tapping, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4.  If you haven’t tried them yet, I recommend practicing with each of them separately before you try them as Differentiators. 

And if anyone has other methods that you use for Differentiating Intuitions from Fears, we’d Love to hear about them!

When Fear Overwhelms me, I Tap it Out.  You know what I mean, you’re sort of “beside yourself,” you Leave your Body, things tingle, you can almost feel your follicles shifting.  You’re definitely not in the Present Moment, you’re lost in the Future/Past Re- or Pre-Living the Fearsome version of the event you’re imagining.  Do you recognize what I’m referring to? 

Like getting awakened from sleep or half-sleep by a threatening sound and you can’t tell if it came from outside yourself or from a Dream, or just your ears tricking you.  When I get to this place it usually takes two or three rounds of Tapping to get myself back into my Body and into the Present Moment.  Once I get back, I can make a quiet assessment of the potential threat, and either dismiss it or get up and check.

Now suppose I’m planning a trip tomorrow, and having images of getting into a wreck.  Or someone I’m Attached to is taking a trip.  When you think about how ridiculous it is, even masochistic, to get into a sheet-metal box and get it whipping around at 100kph only a foot or two from other metal boxes whipping around at 100kph, at night, in the rain, with nothing but the Attention of two Hupers keeping your boxes from annihilating each other, there’s no shame in getting paranoid about it!  There’s nothing Reliable about the Attention of two Hupers.

So I start by Thetaing/Commanding a Safe Trip and a Safe Return.  If I can See myself or my Attachee sitting at home reading peacefully after the trip, and See that their vehicle is in the driveway undamaged, then we’re Golden.  Often Fear intercedes before I even get halfway through my Theta.  Then we’re back to the sound-in-the-night scenario, and I have to Tap our whatever I’m Feeling.  Then I Theta again, and if the ShowMe come out fine, we’re Good again.

It could take several iterations to get to Golden, or it could require a Renegotiation of my original Theta.  Maybe I want to Imagine taking a different route.  Maybe I want to Imagine doing this on a different day.  Maybe I want to Imagine ordering a delivery instead of shopping.  Maybe I want to Imagine calling instead of visiting.  Maybe there’s a much Easier way that I haven’t thought of yet.  This could take a while, this Theta-Tap-Theta-Tap-usw Iteration, possibly with other PIAVA variations thrown in where relevant.  But I don’t leave until I See a Safe Return.

I’m guessing that this is what Dan Scranton’s Channeled friends mean when they suggest that we “let [our] frequency pave the way” (http://danielscranton.com/open-yourselves-to-an-infinite-array-of-possibilities-%e2%88%9ethe-creators/) or “If you begin by accessing vibrations…, you will recognize that you create your experience in the now moment.  You create an experience of the now moment, and that now moment expands out.  It becomes what you call the future.  And when you walk in your power, you can access any future experience you desire” (http://danielscranton.com/how-powerful-you-are-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council-2/).

The great thing about Theta Healing is that we get instant feedback about whether our Command will Manifest the Vibration we Want to Manifest.

Before we get to the Timeline, let me give you a couple of Resources.  UndeniablySara, https://undeniablysara.com/2018/02/17/1347/, is a daily short blog with wonderful tips for dealing with Abuse or Discomfort.  Like this one…

The short text (link above) is even better.  Or this one (from https://undeniablysara.com/2018/02/15/1339/)…

Enduring and Healing from Chronic or Acute Disease or Injury, Mental Illness, Addiction, and the debilitating effects of Abuse, have a lot in common.  Cultural Attitudes, and our resulting introjected Guilt/Shame/Anger will differ, but these all require a lot of Self-Empathy and Gentleness.  We’d like to say that they require Self-Love, but the source of Dis-Ease can make us Unconsciously Despairing (we don’t even know it’s Possible) about that.  Poor-Sweethearting is a place to start.

Swan Waters, http://swanwaters.com/, is another valuable resource, that UndeniablySara has led me to.  It even has a post on how to tell the Difference between Intuition and Fear, http://swanwaters.com/difference-intuition-fear/… 

“Who are we to say that this person is bad news?  Who are we to say there is something fishy about this new business opportunity?  Well, the flipside of that is the following question: who will we be when we’re suffering the consequences of being too scared to trust [our Intuition that the person or proposition was not in our best interests].”

Here’s another good UndeniablySara that she borrowed from Swan Waters, https://undeniablysara.com/2018/02/09/hurt-but-not-broken/

As usual, the text is even better.

Now, our upcoming Timeline.  We’ve been dealing with Intrusive Memories (symbolized by dwarf planet OR10) of Abuse (symbolized by dwarf planet Nessus) for a while now, as these two dwarf planets have been traveling together.  We’re beginning to get some Relief, as Abuse/Nessus has pulled away from Memories/OR10.  However, a crowd of faster interlopers is moving through the territory they’re in.

The interlopers are Essence (the Sun), Mind (Mercury), and the Edges of Consciousness (asteroid Juno).  The Timeline looks like this.  The dates and times are when the Influence ends; Expect to Feel the Energy during the preceding several days…

  • 19 February (6pm PST) – Mind/Mercury crosses Memory/OR10; Expect your Paranoid Mind to make up all manner of unpleasant Dances; Tap them out and Theta What You Want.
  • These next two Energies will be interwoven…
  • 21 February (noon PST) – Mind/Mercury crosses Abuse/Nessus; If you catch yourself enduring Abuse in the Present Moment, then Congratulations – you’re waking up!  I know, you still have some work to do extricating yourself, but at least you now know that you must.  More likely, these will be Flashbacks.  Tap out the Regression, and use the Information you’re getting to refine What You Want to Create.
  • 21 February (8pm PST) – Essence/Sun crosses Memory/OR10; While the Mercury events were probably vividly imagined, these are more likely to tease out Body Memories.  No fun.  Keep Tapping.  It just Feels like Present Moment; you can be Grateful that it isn’t.  When you get back to yourself, focus on the Vibration you Want to Feel.
  • 25 February (6am PST) – Essence/Sun crosses Abuse/Nessus; More Body Memories of the actual Abuse are likely.  Poor-Sweetheart yourself, a lot.  See previous event.
  • These next two Energies will have a longer lead-in time, perhaps as much as a week…
  • 3 March (6am PST) – Edges of Consciousness/Juno crosses Memories/OR10; Remember that Confusion is the first stage of Growth, if you can stand to Let It Be Confusion, and not have to “figure it out.”  Growth of Consciousness usually requires an Ego Death, as the Ego’s legitimate role is to filter out threats to the status quo, and Growth in Consciousness is a threat to the status quo.  You may Feel like you’re Dying, but you aren’t, what’s happening is that You are Dying, that is, your Identity is Molting, casting off a shell it’s outgrown.  We’re very vulnerable when we Molt, till we’ve calcified our new shell.  Be very gentle with yourself, and avoid unnecessary risks.
  • 11 March (2pm PST) – Edges of Consciousness/Juno crosses Abuse/Nessus; This could involve more detail than you really want to remember, but know that it will ultimately Serve you.  See the previous entry, only worse – or better, if you’re looking forward to your Healing even as you look backward into your Living Nightmares.  By the Ides, you’ll be soaring, having Let Go of a ton of dead weight.

Memories/OR10 is at 4 Pisces, “Heavy car traffic on a narrow isthmus linking two seaside resorts.”  The heavy traffic is all of the Mental Activity that is triggered.  The narrow isthmus is the Constrained thinking that our Abuse has Created.  While those with Clear Microtubules Live in a World full of Possibilities, our Limiting Beliefs force us to Live in a World that’s narrowed by the Limits to Safety that our Experiences have Programmed for us.  The seaside resorts are where we get to watch the Clear folks having so much unbridled Fun.

Abuse/Nessus is at 7 Pisces, “Illuminated by a Shaft of Light, a large Cross lies on rocks surrounded by Sea Mist.”  The Sea Mist is Confusion.  The Cross is what we bear as we Struggle into Healing.  If we’re an Addict, we know what “on the rocks” means.  The picture doesn’t say the Cross is broken, but the implication is there to the paranoid mind.  Of course if we’re bearing it, broken is good.  Then there’s the Shaft of Light.  That’s very hopeful, but as a Shaft it’s also a very narrow exit tunnel for us, again reflecting our Limiting Beliefs.

Those are both very negative interpretations, right?  Did you notice?  This is the Energy we’re likely to be encountering.  If we’re Aware that a Shitstorm is approaching, we can get out our umbrella.  How can we improve the interpretations?

I’m an Introvert, so the last thing I want is heavy traffic and seaside resorts.  So I’d substitute walking on a deserted Beach with a carefully selected companion or two, if any.  Let the Extroverts burn themselves out however they like.  If I was an Extrovert, I’d just Imagine a wide spot in the road, park the car in it and walk up the Beach to the resort ahead.

And I can be Grateful for any source of Illumination.  If it’s Focused, more Power to it.  I can Choose to have the Cross represent Walking the Spiritual (vertical) Path with Practical (horizontal) Feet, as Angie used to say.  Rudolph Steiner, with his assertion that Spirit Descending into Matter wasn’t a lot different from Matter Ascending into Spirit, might agree.  The Sea Mist can by Mystery, Grace Unborn.

Next we’ll look at the chart, to see what it tells us.

Life Force Eclipse

February 14, 2018

The 15 February (1pm PST) Partial Solar Eclipse at 28 Aquarius Graces the Planet’s Root Chakra if you’re a Norther, and Her Crown Chakra if your Persuasion is more Southerly.

As we’ve said, we consider an Eclipse to be about Illumination, as there’s no better way to Illuminate what we take for granted, than to remove it.  This is how Consciousness evolves, not by Discovery, but by Discimination.

The Eclipse is about our Life Force.

  • First, the Eclipse itself is Merged With (Conjunct) the Edges of our Consciousness (asteroid Juno) and our Attention (Mercury).
  • Second, the major Configuration in the Eclipse chart signifies Challenge Made Easy (a Diamond Star – a T-Square and a Finger of God pointing to the same place).
  • Third, the Challenge is Attending to the Truth of our Life Force (asteroid Aletheia Merged With dwarf planet Varuna).
  • Fourth, the Eclipse itself is one foot of the “Bowl of Grace” (the double Trine Bridge) that underlies the Challenge (Bridging the Opposition in the base of the T-Square).
  • Fifth, the other foot of the Bowl is about Taking Full Responsibility for our Forbidden Genius (the Merger between dwarf planets Pholus and Ixion).
  • Sixth, the root of the Challenge is the Birth of our Soul into the Realm of our Ego (Uranus Opposing dwarf planet Haumea).

This may be a basis for the warnings that we’ve been given by the Off-Planet Channelers lately, that we may soon need to Choose between remaining in 3D (Duality, Competition, Struggle, Suffering) and Transcending into 5D (Peace, Serenity, Collaboration with All Things, Support).

While the major emphasis is on the Truth of the Life Force, there are secondary emphases on our Hidden Genius and on Fear (Sedna).  As we’ve been Learning this month (with Sedna’s Station) already, the critical issue is our Relationship to Fear, and our Response to it.  Let me know if anyone still has questions about that, and I’ll reiterate.

We made pre-Birth Agreements with our Programmers that they would Suppress part of our Unique Genius (Ixion), so that we would never be able to Forget that its Recovery is what we’re here for.  We all have to Express our Full True Self, and Allow everyone else to Express theirs, if we are to Recover our Birthright and Ascend into Collaboration.

Also auxiliary to the central Diamond Star are two secondary Challenges – to bring Fear into the stable of Emotions that we deal with Consciously and Comfortably (Sedna Square Eclipse-Juno-Mercury), and to Poor-Sweetheart ourself into Lovingly Healing our Despair about our Childhood Abuse (Chiron Square Pholus-Ixion).  Let me know if anyone needs me to reiterate Poor-Sweethearting, Despair, and Miracles.

We probably also need a reminder about Responsibility, as we’re being Inspired to be Fully Responsive to our Forbidden Genius.  Responsibility and Blame are very different; Blame looks back to the Past to Assign Cause, while Responsibility looks into the Future to Improve Outcomes.  Responsibility means “How we Respond.”  Blame is a Reaction, not a Response.

If we need Blame to get Conscious of our Limitations, that’s appropriate.  Even if in 5D or higher we Contracted with our Abusers to mete out our Punishment, in 3D there’s no sense in which we are to Blame for what they did to us.  Without Power, we Deserved Protection.  It was their Power that they Abused.  A stage of Anger at our Perps is inevitable and necessary.  Without fully participating in that Anger, we’re unlikely to Transcend our Abuse.

If we don’t Transcend and become Fully Conscious of what Transpired, we’re likely to become a Perp ourself, and extend the Cycle.  These Parallel 3D and 5D processes of Abuse and Forgiveness are a Paradox.  They’re to be Accepted rather than Understood.  Anger and Forgiveness are not Either/Or, they’re Both/And. 

Imagine being really really Angry at someone we really really Love, someone whom we deep down know is at Heart actually Innocent, in the sense that it was not their Conscious Intention to Abuse us.  If we can Express our Anger and if they don’t try to Deny our Anger or it’s Trigger (they don’t actually need to Accept Blame for our Anger), then Deep Healing is possible.  

Healing from Abuse is not an Easy process; it’s deeply Emotional and often takes a long time (though with the Death of Karma and the Contraction of Time, we don’t want to assume it will remain that way).  But as within so without, so Healing is not something we can gloss over if we Want to Change our “External” Mirrored Reality. 

Remember that Instantaneous Healing is available, it just may not be Easy to find here in the Wilderness.

Endings III

February 12, 2018

Now the End of the Patriarchy is a pretty Big Ending.  See if you can figure out who said this…

“The top seven stories today are all guys getting blown up, and these are not small guys.  I think it’s going to unfold like the Tea Party, only bigger.  It’s not Me Too.  It’s not just sexual harassment.  It’s an anti-patriarchy movement.  Time’s up on 10,000 years of recorded history.  This is coming.  This is real.”

We’ll give you some time to think about it, and then later we’ll give you the answer. 

Here’s a story about Ending a Pattern and Choosing to Embrace an alternative…

With thanks to https://taniamarieartist.wordpress.com/2018/02/12/celebrate-whats-right-with-the-world/ for the suggestion.

The Arcturian Perspective on Choice, via Daniel Scranton…

http://danielscranton.com/how-powerful-you-are-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council-2/

“By the power that you access within yourselves, you are able to produce new timelines, new probabilities, and therefore, new experiences.  We are always going to encourage you to go within yourselves to discover the power that you possess.  Your power is in your ability to focus.  You are focusers of energy, and you are accessing vibrations all the time.

“When you realize how powerful you are, and when you recognize that your power lies within you and in the present moment, that is when you will truly begin to create your reality consciously.  By demonstrating to yourselves how powerful you are, and that you can be trusted with that power, you enable yourselves to experience the new timelines that you create.

“When you are focusing on the past, or projecting out into the future similar results that you’ve achieved previously, you disempower yourselves.  You become more reactionary than creation-oriented.  Creation is the name of the game.  It’s what you came here to do.  You create, and you experience.  You experience, get information, and make choices about what you want to create next.

“Now, there are ways in which you can access your power that you have not yet discovered.  These will be coming to you as downloads that you will unlock, but the power is there.  The power is already within you.  Accessing your power is as easy as acknowledging that you have it, focusing within yourself, and activating a vibration.

“If you begin by accessing vibrations for the sheer enjoyment of it, you will recognize that you create your experience in the now moment.  You create an experience of the now moment, and that now moment expands out.  It becomes what you call the future.  And when you walk in your power, you can access any future experience you desire.  And you are ready.  You are ready to experience just how powerful you are.”

Now, as for Ending the Patriarchy…

“The top seven stories today are all guys getting blown up, and these are not small guys.  I think it’s going to unfold like the Tea Party, only bigger.  It’s not Me Too.  It’s not just sexual harassment.  It’s an anti-patriarchy movement.  Time’s up on 10,000 years of recorded history.  This is coming.  This is real.”

Steven Bannon said that!  https://www.bloomberg.com/view/articles/2018-02-09/has-anyone-seen-the-president.

Endings II

February 11, 2018

Another place where we get very Confused about Boundaries, is the Edge between Ego and Soul.  Most people I meet have a very hard time imagining anything except a solid, opaque wall between themselves and their Soul, and they don’t even expect Mexico to pay for it.  Daniel Scranton Channels some Pleiadian Wisdom about this…

http://danielscranton.com/mission-earth-%e2%88%9ethe-pleiadian-high-council-of-seven-3/

“Before you ever set foot on planet Earth for the very first time, you understood that this was a mission.  You understood that Earth had a very special place in the galaxy and that you were embarking upon a very specific mission for all of consciousness.

“You all saw this experience as the greatest possible challenge that you could embark upon.  And while you knew that there would be some very dark times, quite a bit of pain, and a little too much suffering, you stepped right up to it and decided that this was the only place for you to be.

“Now as you began your cycle of lifetimes on planet Earth, you also understood how far you would be able to expand.  You understood that the reward for being on planet Earth was like none other in the galaxy.  And so you feel that the pain and suffering was worth it.  You may not feel it now, from where you stand, but we guarantee you that you feel it on the level of your higher self and your oversoul.

“Your next mission on this journey will be to create a brand new Earthly experience for yourselves and for all future generations, and those experiences will not be about challenges.  The next mission is about experiencing joy and unbridled, unconditional love.  You have come this far in order to feel what it is like to move from the depths of darkness to the heights of ecstasy.

“Now when you decide to embark upon the new mission is up to you.  It is up to you how much longer you play with the third-dimensional rules and when you fully embrace the fifth-dimensional perspective, the fifth-dimensional frequency, the fifth-dimensional experience of reality.  We know that many of you feel ready, and we say to you that you are.  It is all just a matter of opening your heart, letting that be your guide, and forgetting everything that you think you have learned up until this point.”

The chart of the Atropos Station is relatively simple.  Atropos Conjoins – meaning that it’s Merged With (speaking of Boundaries) Eurydike, or Trust – still barely moving after it’s 4 February Station, and precisely Conjunct Atropos when the latter Stands Still.  Are we Scared to Let Go of What We Know So Well, this Karma, and Accept what lies beyond Endings, the Unknown?  That would be natural.  If you considered it carefully, you might well find you’d much rather Step Out of your Karmic Self-Sabotage Patterns than Stay In them.  But considering it carefully would mean you’d have to recognize that your Karma is your own Creation.  Most of the time most of us just Feel Victimized by our Archetypes, as if they were woven by Someone Else.

The ignorati refer to this as “New Age Guilt,” the idea that somehow I Chose to Manifest the Reality I Live in.  Why would I Choose Suffering?  They see it that way simply because they are unable to refer to their Soul as “I” – they see their Soul as Someone Else.  So this Adventure is about Trusting that we can End Habits that no longer serve us, and still Live Well afterwards.  If it was Someone Else who installed those Habits, do we Fear that they will Punish us if we End them?  If we still Live our Life as a Child subject to our Programmers’ rules, of course we do.  But we as a Soul Chose those Programmers, to set up situations that Mirror our Karma, so we can Recognize it and End it.  Part of our Mission.

Eurydike-Atropos Station in fact makes a Trine Bridge, defining the Easy Path, across the Nodal Axis.  The Nodal Axis is nothing if it’s not our map for getting from our Karma to our Mission.  Asteroid Sappho – Self-Love – sits on our South Node, which symbolizes the Karma that we’ve sown, the Patterns and Archetypes we took this Lifetime to Let Go of.  Do we Love Ourself in spite of our Karma?

Our Mission is not Letting Go of our Karma.  It’s just that the Hidden Skills which we need in order to Achieve our Mission, are hidden beneath our Held Emotions.  Held Emotions are the Emotions we cannot face because it would be too Scary, our cosmic PTSD.  Letting Go of our Karma, Letting Go of those Archetypes, those seemingly unshakeable Habits that Sabotage us over and over again, requires that we Feel those Forbidden Emotions, requires an Ego Death.  Yet the Ego’s job is to keep us Alive.  Which is the same error we all make – the Ego is supposed to keep us Alive, not to keep itself Alive.  How can it keep us Alive though, if it Dies?  Another Paradox.

Our Karmic Archetypes are Compulsive, or we’d be able to Let them Go easily.  In the map of the Station, Pluto, symbolizing Compulsion, makes a Quincunx Bridge to the Nodal Axis.  A Quincunx Bridge is like meeting Gollum.  But rather than Solve the constant stream of Riddles, we need to Zen them – leave them as Riddles, unanswered.  Anything that the Dualistic mind can conjure to Respond to them, will be a knife in the Heart of Mystery. 

That Fearless Child, in Awe at the marvelous things around Her, completely unprepared to try to make Sense of them, and, apart from trying to Understand the Abuse she so unfairly Received, having no need to make Sense of them.  That Child, pre-Abuse, is the one we need to Recover.  She holds the Ring.  The Abuse is the re-enactment of our Karma.  Who were we before we stumbled into these Patterns of Sabotage?  We’d need to go back to Lilith, to our Self-Sovereignty.  It’s a Mystery, but if you let “I” be your Soul for a few moments, you’ll Know Exactly what it is and Who You Are.

In the Station chart, Pluto is Conjoined by Chariklo, representing our Self-Confidence.  The two of them Square Atropos-Eurydike, symbolizing Mastery through Challenge.  Mastering the subtle Art of having Confidence that our Compulsions will lead us back to Awe, the subtle Art of Trusting that Ending our 3D Timeline will Liberate us to a Greater Mastery.  It’s the same as Sappho-South Node; Loving Ourself as our Karma.  Can you let “I” be your Karma for a few moments? 

When we drop all Self-Judgment then it doesn’t matter Who We Are, does it.  We are simply Unconditional Love, Personified.  If we are “just” Love, then what do Patterns and Habits and Archetypes matter?  They don’t even exist.  We can’t be “just” Love without being in the Present Moment, and in the Present Moment our Karma is undefined.  Habits by definition Remove us from the Present Moment.

Endings I

February 11, 2018

From several posts back…

“13 February (8:30 am PST) – Atropos Stands Still.  Atropos is about Endings.  Hopefully all month we’ve been working on Ending our Disregard for and Misplacement of Trust, and our Disregard for and Misinterpretation of Fear.”

So the trick is Letting Go of What We’ve Outgrown, and Keeping or Accepting What We Want to Grow Into.

Atropos is one of the three Fates, which represent Karmic Patterns that run our Lives until we become Conscious of them, after which, likely with a short Adjustment period, we Choose.  Remember that our Archetypes are Skills, incredible Skills.  What’s “wrong” with them is that we’re Stuck in them, they fire automatically, and we don’t have Free Choice to Choose the Action or Words that would be most appropriate relative to What We Want to Manifest.  Once we (1) Notice the Archetype we’re Stuck in, (2) Learn to Choose alternatives, and after we’ve (3) Ended the Compulsion, we can (4) add the Archetypal Skill back into our Repertoire.  It’s not time yet for (4); we’re mostly at (3), but definitely welcome (1) and (2) as well.

Atropos, which is turning Retrograde, will back across the first seven Duads (2½ Degrees in a Duad) of Libra.  At this point (17½ Degrees), after Exploring any number of new Encounters with Other (Other People, Other Anything) since 27 November 2017, we’re just getting to where we’re Noticing new things about our Boundaries, noticing where We End and Other Begins.

One of the most Fundamental Karmic Archetypes is Us versus Them.  It’s not just Personal, it’s deep in most Huper Culture.  Even before the Hyper-Competitive Patriarchy took over, the Matriarchies, where the Individual Ego was barely recognized, were usually sharply and often violently divided into Tribes.

Microbes don’t seem to have a strong Us-versus-Them Culture, as they freely share DNA; Antibiotic Resistance has taught us that.  Karmic Us-versus-Them may have begun with the development of Dermis.  At any rate, it’s Ancient, and Ancient Habits aren’t easily Broken.

Contrast that to the Spiritual Perspective that We Are All One.  How many of us are already “too” Empathic, taking on Other People’s and Other Entity’s issues without having Consciously Chosen to do so?  If we try to view this Contradistinction with the Dualistic mind, the gulf is uncrossable.

It’s a Paradox that actually leads us into our Multidimensionality.  In 3D we need our Mirrors to stay Safe and to keep our Empathy from Overwhelming our Ego.  Pushing the Ego beyond the point of Overwhelm can cause a backlash in our Growth.  In 5D we’re in Harmony with the rest of “Us” – with the extra Dimensions there is no Contradiction between Us as an Individual and Us as All One.  It’s Both/And.

In other words, from our 3D Perspective, Confusion is likely to rule.  Confusion is the first stage of Growth, if we can stand to Let It Be rather than trying to “figure it out.”

Sleepers

February 7, 2018

While Eurydike was Stationary at the beginning of February, my Back “went out” and I could hardly walk.  It’s been gradually Readjusting since, so it’s pretty much back to “normal” by now.  How would I relate that to Eurydike?  Well, okay, the Station does make a T-Square to my natal asteroid Karma, so that’s interesting.  I don’t have a Back, I have an Archetype! 

That’s very helpful information; at this stage of our Ascension, Archetypes may be easier to Heal than Backs.  With Karma being Dead, we Realize that IT does not Grasp US, WE Grasp It.  All we gotta do is Let Go.  Probably not as easy as a Decision, but then when we Notice and Decide, we Notice sooner next time, and the sooner we Decide, the earlier we interrupt the Archetype, and the Easier it is to Change the Pattern – Our Virtuous Cycle.  So far so good.

Then I look at the sudden shift into Fear, once Eurydike finished its Station.  It’s not like Sedna just turned Stationary after Eurydike began moving again – Sedna was Stationary all along, its impact was just Masked by the more immediate Eurydike.  As if an 18-wheeler was bearing down on us but we didn’t notice because we were busy dodging the 2CV that was closer.  So my Back, like deep radar, was responding to Sedna, but I didn’t Notice because Eurydike was waving its Moons in the foreground. 

It makes sense that this kind of debilitating Pain would correlate with Sleeper Energy.  Kind of a metaphor for our Forbidden Genius – how many of our Chronic Aches and Pains and other Dis-Eases are just our natal Ixion trying to get our Attention the only way it can, since it’s other Communication avenues have been blocked?

So right now we’re Learning to Embrace Fear.  Big Lesson perhaps if you’re involved with equity markets anywhere in the World.  In a few hours (6:15 am PST 7 February) Sedna’s done with it’s Station.  So far the correction has correlated surprisingly as nicely with Sedna as it has with Fear; when Sedna Lets Go markets may pop up like a Phoenix – that’ll be interesting to watch.

Is there a Sleeper Energy behind Sedna’s Station?  Yes.  The 13 February Atropos Station Energy.  Which is great, because Atropos is about Endings.  Ending Archetypes, for instance.  We’re scheduled for all these Epiphanies and Ascensions, but each one requires that we Let Go of something.  It’s Easier when we know what we need to Let Go of.  And Letting Go is always much Easier, and the Grief more manageable, when we focus on What We’re Gaining rather than What We’ve Lost, even if we have to speculate on what we’re gaining.

I just read a fascinating article in Discover Magazine on Stuart Hameroff’s notions about Microtubules.  He thinks Consciousness is a Quantum phenomenon that happens inside our Microtubules, which are nanoscale structures that are ubiquitous in biology.  Many years back I was fortunate to take a workshop from John Veltheim, and he told a story about the breakthroughs that Computer-Aided Optical Microscopes were making by being able to view Living tissue at the scale that Electron Microscopes can use only on Dead tissue.

I believe it was James Oschman that he quoted as saying that our Mitochondria have access to All of the Information in the Universe, but they’re like Venetian blinds – they can be Open or Closed to it, or in between.  They can be Closed by two things – Toxic Chemicals and Held Emotions.  My visualization was that the Microtubules were the slats that rotated to Open or not.  But the information in the article about Hameroff presents a new picture – the Microtubules are like Semiconductors that either allow Current through or not, but unlike a Transistor that “forgets” what just passed through it, Microtubules act like “Memristors” that Remember what last occurred.

In the Periodic Table, Elements are grouped by their Chemical properties.  For instance, Cadmium and Mercury have behavior similar to Zinc, Aluminium similar to Boron, Lead similar to Iron, Polonium similar to Oxygen.  But when these Heavier Elements, with their larger atoms, substitute for their siblings in our Body Chemistry, they gum up the works, and not all of their properties work the way the Biological Elements work.  They become the Toxins that close the Microtubles to our Intuition.

The Microtubles are Electrically Active.  This is all Metaphorical (but then, we Believe it’s ALL Metaphor because Essence is Unknowable to the Dualistic mind), but an Emotional Overload could be Manifested as an Electrical Overload in the Microtubules, damaging their structure so they no longer conduct Intuition.  Many people Believe that Biology is capable of Atomic Transmutation, converting Silicon to Calcium for instance.  Of course that’s Blasphemy to Chemistry, but Science has as many Blasphemies as any other Fundamentalist Religion, so we can’t let that stop our Creativity.

The Philosophy of Science instruct us to evaluate Metaphors by their Effectiveness and their Parsimony, not by whether they “make sense” to our a priori mindset.  If we can improve our Bones and Teeth by drinking Silicon-rich Horsetail Tea, then that’s a pretty Effective and Parsimonious Metaphor that non-Religious Science happily allows us to use until a more Effective and Parsimonious Metaphor comes along.

All of which brings us to our Point.  When we are Emotionally Overloaded by an Energy symbolized by its astrological correlate (such as Fear symbolized by Sedna), and we Make a Decision (an Oath) based on our Overload – like maybe “I’ll never invest in equity again” – then the Memristors in our Microtubules may record that, and our future Intuitions about that arena and similar arenas of Life may be Blocked.  Rather than staying in the Present Moment when a similar circumstance arises, we’re stuck in the Held Emotion… 

Voila, we’ve created a New Archetype for ourself, Instant KarmaThat’s just speculation, but in Real Life I’ve Observed over and over again that when we aren’t Aware that an Exogenous Energy is Impacting us, and we get Emotionally Overloaded by it enough that we try to prevent it from happening again, and make a Decision accordingly, we cement the offending Energy into our Cells.  On the other hand, when we’re Conscious that a particular Energy is Impacting us, and we Open to it as a new Experience that we’re Learning to Cope with – or better yet we See it as an Opportunity to sweep away similar or related PTSD from the Past, then the Impact subsides as soon as the Energy subsides.

Angie Arrien tells us to Show up, Pay Attention, Tell the Truth, and Don’t be Attached to the OutcomeThe people who freaked out and sold on Monday (if it was actually people and not machines) will be left with diminished returns after Sedna turns Direct.  The people who Recognized Fear for what it is, maybe Kegeling it or Breathing it or Tapping it Out, and bought while equities were on sale, will Live with that Karma – whatever it will be.

 

The “Easy Button”

February 5, 2018

Brenda Hoffman nails it today…

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2018/02/05/when-youre-ready-select-the-easy-button/

Many of you are stalling now because the knowledge that you are powerful enough to create anything is too frightening for you to contemplate.

“We are not chiding you, merely reminding you that you are much more powerful than you yet dare display.

“Many of you have past life traumas associated with displaying your skills in 3D.  So it is you are suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome (PTSD) as are many who serve in the military or observe violent scenes.

“Such is neither good nor bad, merely how you evaluate your current phase.  Even though you wish to move through this phase rapidly, your reality is like that of a military veteran who fears gunshots whenever a loud noise disrupts his or her being.  Similar to the PTSD experienced by many, your need is beyond someone telling you that all is well.

“You have to discover you are well even though whispers of past fears float by and through your being when you feel the need to actualize your current skillset.

“For many, it is easier to ignore that skillset, for by doing so you are not forced to acknowledge how fearful those past lives were.  A bit like those terrified of 3D water activities discovering, in what you label a past life, one of their segments was forcibly drowned.  Even though that fear is no longer logical, the fear lingers.

“The result is that you are attempting to dislodge those fears from your being, for you feel you must move forward immediately.  Forcing you to be at odds with yourself by encouraging ailments and other means to slow you down.

“Of course, reading this information creates deeper feelings of loss, fear, and internal anger.  ‘Why can’t I just move on?  What’s stopping me?’  As always, the answer is you.  The difference this time is an acknowledgment of that fact.  For clearing issues is different and easier in 5D even though you have not yet grasped that concept.

“Request help from your segments, your council, your guides, or whoever feels most right to you as you read this piece.  You no longer have to live with fears for years or even days.

“Yet, you continue to clear frightening memories with the 3D format that used to be most beneficial for you.

“You merely need to request help in acknowledging and clearing your deeply hidden fears.  You need not rest, stay home, vent, or whatever you think you should do.  All that is required is to ask for help and then allow that help to smooth out your fearful rough edges.

“You no longer are of 3D.  So you do not need to fear others or more importantly, yourself.  For many of you remain concerned that you will say something wrong, react incorrectly, or stand out in some way that encourages others to punish you for your beliefs.

“You have transitioned to personal freedom including your inner voice of rightness.  So you no longer need to sift your words and actions through your cultural sense of rightness.

“You will not be punished for being yourself as you have been in the past.

“But then, you will not believe this until you allow your PTSD to float away, as it will once you ask for assistance.  This clearing consists of two actions.  First, allow yourself to experience and express your PTSD.  Then ask for help in clearing your PTSD easily and effortlessly.  You do not need to be in your home or sanctuary, nor do you need to create illness or exhaustion as you clear this.

“Many of you are so afraid of cultural shame or ostracism that it is easier to hide your true being from even yourself.  A need that is an extension of eons of living in 3D obscurity.

“To discover if you are afraid to let down your personalized PTSD fear barrier, merely ask yourself if you are fully ready to be yourself or if you wish to be of both 3D and 5D.  If you answer that you wish to hide behind 3D convention, it is time for you to reassess how much you wish to live in freedom.

“Most of you had extremely traumatic past life experiences when you attempted to display your true self with true power.  But that was then.  Do you wish to clear those fears or to continue them so you are no longer part of this transition?

“Many of you are quite upset with that last statement for in your mind you have proved over and over again that you wish to be an instrumental part of this transition.  That even though you have a definite role to play and you wish to play that role, those memories are too painful to ignore.  Which is little different from those of you who experienced physical, sexual, and emotional violence in this lifetime.  You have the choice of continuing to slow or stop your development because of that violence or to forge ahead knowing that such is part of your history but not a stopping point.

“You were almost certainly abused in many lifetimes for displaying your Universal powers in a 3D world.  But that was then.  So are you willing to receive help easily and effortlessly by merely requesting it, or do you wish to simmer in your internal fears for a bit longer?  That is your choice.  One that you have always had even though never before has clearing such a dramatic piece been this easy.

“You are in a different place with different skills and a different physical body.  Allow that to be part of your knowingness.  And then, know that fears from the past are no longer required because this is a different time with different needs.

You are not of 3D, you are a 5D god or goddess who can easily clear that which stops you from being part of this New Earth/Universal tapestry if you so desire.

“But for many that desire is not yet there.  Allow yourself to move at the pace right for you, but know that when you are ready, that piece is easily cleared.

“Compared to your clearings while of 3D, this is a ‘piece of cake.’  The only part stopping you is fear of yourself and how you were treated by others generations, eons, or decades ago.”

Which sounds a lot like an Ego Death, Surrendering our Attachment to Struggling – that would feel like an Easy Button!  So, where is our favorite Ego-Death asteroid, Nemesis?  Remember it’s just finished crossing OR10-Nessus and dredging up our Abuse Histories and Herstories.  Well, looky here…

Neptune (Confusion) is about to Initiate Nemesis; it’ll get there on 12 February (8am PST), just in time for the Atropos Station.  Won’t that be Fun – Ego Death Dancing with Confusion!  Remember though that Confusion is the first stage of Growth, because in order to Grow we need to bust out of the Cage created by our current Concept Set, and our current Concept Set is what makes us Feel Safe, like we’re reasonably certain that the Tigers will be in their cages tonight when we go for our evening constitutional in Watermelon Sugar.

Their Union will be at 14 Pisces, “A Lady wrapped in a large stole of Fox fur: the use of intelligence and mental subtlety as a protection against storms and trials.”  Doesn’t that hit the target – just when we need our “intelligence and mental subtlety for protection,” it’s scheduled to fail.  Which is precisely the point – we’re shifting from intellectual and mental protection to Spiritual Protection, or rather, the Realization that Spirit needs no Protection, it Just Is, Indestructible and infinitely malleable Essence.

A good time to quote Frank Ostaseski…

http://www.dailygood.org/story/1813/frank-ostaseski-lessons-to-the-living-from-the-dying-awakin-call-editors/

“I had a difficult upbringing as a child. I always held up the hope that someday, someone would rescue me. I imagined that I would be saved by love coming toward me, but it was just the opposite.  I was rescued when love came through me.”

“When my son died in a motorcycle accident, I learned what being sick to death actually means.  I cried non-stop for weeks.  On one of those occasions I was outside in my garden.  I couldn’t take a deep breath and felt as if I was having a heart attack.  In a flash I felt something that I can only describe as a crack in my chest.  I could feel the earth moan and sob with me, and for a moment I thought I had lost my mind.  I could feel what all mothers who’ve lost a child feel, and I knew I was not alone in my suffering. 

“Shortly after I read a quote: ‘The heart that is open never breaks.’  In that instant, I believe, my heart was split wide open.  The loss of my son opened me to the suffering of all beings and I felt a strange peace.”

Neptune is a particular kind of Confusion, Confusion about the nature of the 3D World.  Conversely, it also signifies Clarity about the Realm of Spirit.  The Physical, Mental, Spiritual, and Emotional Realms aren’t Realms at all, they’re Perspectives.  Reality is Unitary and Multifarious.  You can use any one of those filters to view it – Physical, Mental, Spiritual, Emotional, and many many others.  Because Reality is All One, we can Heal “Emotional” issues using a Physical frame, and Change the “Physical” World using a Spiritual Perspective.  It’s what Allows Instantaneous Healing – of our Ancient Karmic PTSD, for instance.  The Easy Button!

Neptune also symbolizes Confusion because it represents the Edge between the Personal and the Transpersonal, our Relationship with Everything Larger than Ourself.  If we live in a Hostile World, then Anything Larger than Ourself is a threat.  But Hostility isn’t a property of the World, it’s a property of the Observer.  Another of those many many Perspectives, another filter that we can Choose to see the World through.  Or not.  A good time to re-read Watermelon Sugar.

How does Nemesis-Neptune relate to this week’s Main Effect, the Sedna Station?  Well, obviously Fear and Ego Death go hand in hand.  Otherwise we’d probably just call it Ego Growth.  Which wouldn’t be a bad synonym for Nemesis, actually.  But it’s more direct, as you can see in the gold lines on the chart; Nemesis-Neptune Trioctiles the ends of the Square between Aletheia/Truth and Haumea/Rebirth.  Trioctiles to the ends of a Square form a Mjōlnir or “Hammer of Thor,” signfying Epiphany.  Thor’s Hammer is actually more like Lightning than a Sledge.

We commonly refer to Sedna as representing Fear, but actually she symbolizes our Relationship to FearIf you Breathe or do Kegels while Fear is about, you see how Energizing it actually is.  And if you Tap Out your Archetypal Habitual Reactions to it and get Neutral, you see what sort of Response is actually appropriate in the Present Moment, divorced from our Karma.  Even if it’s only Relief, I often find that to be very Joyful.  Excitement, Energy, Joy – Fear is a Sheep in Wolf’s clothing.  Finding the Easy Button would be quite an Epiphany indeed!

Kegel Time

February 4, 2018

Don’t know about you, but once Eurydike let up on her block, Sedna rushed in here like Sisiutl Herself!  Definitely a Disturbance in the Force hereabouts!  Sedna – Fear – turns Direct on 7 February (6:30 am PST), only a half-degree from Algol.  Let’s review what Bernadette says about Algol (Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, pp.188-190)…

“Earlier Opinions: All writers agree that this is the most malefic star in the heavens and causes hangings, death by the loss of one’s head, and any other foul, demonic deed that could befall the human race.” 

“Algol: the Concept:” The Arab name for Algol means “the Head of the Demon, and they considered this female demon to be the wife of the devil.”  The Chinese name means “Piled Up Corpses.  In Talmudic Law she is the first wife of Adam, Lilith, who left him because she refused to be submissive to his needs.  Lilith then fled to paradise and became a demon of the wind.

“She was considered a curse since she gave sexual pleasure and was the cause of all male wet dreams.  The eventually led, in” many ancient” cultures, to the suppression in the male of all sexual pleasure, which then led to the suppression of the sexual woman.  Algol thus embodied everything that men feared in the feminine.  She is not the mother-face of the goddess but rather the passionate lover or the whore.  She is female kundalini energy.

“In the words of Barbara Black Koltruv, ‘Eve, destined to be the mother of all those who live and made from Adam’s own rib, was not as powerful or primordial as Lilith, whom Adam now meets only at night with nocturnal erections as he lies dreaming.  And there is the snare of Lilith’s vengeful murderous rage of which men must ever more be wary,’

“Algol, in other words, is the wild, raw, frightening face of the outraged feminine which has been labeled as demonic or simply evil.  This star seems to contain immense female passion and power.  It is the power of the feminine or the potential power of Mother Nature, not be called evil for being strong.  It is a companion star to the nebula Capulus, also in Perseus, which is the male version of this outrage.”

Sedna’s Station is at 25:41 Taurus, Capulus at 24:26, and Algol at 26:25.  Which flashes us back to our reader’s earlier question about the astrological correlates of the #MeToo movement (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/12/13/yang-feminine-i/).  We discussed how the first thing we thought of was the Uranus-Pluto Cycle making it Feel Compulsive to Express our True Self.  But when did Sedna cross Algol? 

The first time was 25 June 2017, and the second October 31, 2017.  The third crossing, now that it’s finished double-crossing 26-27 Taurus and moving forward again, will be 10 May 2018.  It will be interesting to see what the #MeToo movement does in late April and early May.  The 26-27 Taurus zone is about Letting Go of Material Things and Things of Beauty.

The main Configuration in the Sedna Station chart is a Square Fez, the red- and blue-sided trapezoid…

with Sedna in the chinstrap, and a Venus-Juno tassel on the left side.  Every corner of the Fez is the focus of a Finger of God except Chiron, so we have a lot of Paying Attention to do.  The Sedna/Fear Finger of God is on a base of Ixion (Forbidden Genius) and Haumea (Rebirth), which is appropriate – if our Genius is Forbidden, no wonder we’re Scared about their Rebirth.  We’re Instructed to also Pay Attention to both Ixion and Haumea, and Aletheia (Truth) as well.

The tassel of Venus (Values) and Juno (Emerging Consciousness) Challenges (red line) Sedna from Widdershins (from the left, or counterclockwise).  The message here is that we’re Becoming Conscious that certain of our Values are Obsolete, and to accommodate the Rebirth of our Hidden Genius, they need to Change.  Taking a cue from the current Rebirth of Racism, we might suggest that we want to Examine the way we Feel about anything and everything that we think is “beneath us.”

The most Powerful Angles in a Fez are the Diagonals – Haumea to Chiron (Birthing a new Relationship to Despair and Pain), and Ixion to Aletheia (Accepting the Truth about how our Soul Self was Suppressed).