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Guilt and Resistance II

April 5, 2021

For the last week we’ve been working with Exaggerations of our Guilt, our Ability to Respond, and our Fate (Stations1 of asteroid Nemesis, dwarf planet Pholus, and asteroid Karma on 5, 3, and 2 April 2021, respectively).

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Because Fate vs. Free Will is a Duality, we know tautologically that it’s an artifact of the Dualistic Observing Mind, and not a property of the Multifarious and Unitary External Reality that’s being Observed. Separating our Projections (artifacts of our Concepts and Emotions that we’re unwilling to recognize as Our Own Bias) from Observed Reality is a perpetual problem for Hupers. We Intend to Perceive more Reality and less Projection as we Grow our Consciousness, but the situation is much Complicated by the fact that We Are Not Separate from “External” Reality, so like Slugslime our Projections can be very difficult to Wash Off.

Current-Lifetime Habits of Perception and Behavior are relatively Easy to Change, usually through Decision and a smallish number of Reps. All Habits are like Muscles – they become Stronger with Use, and Atrophy with Disuse. Karmic Habits, which we brought with us into our Current Lifetime from Other Lifetimes2, are much more Difficult to Shed. It’s probably safe to assume that virtually all Addictions are Karmic.

When asteroid Karma is Lit Up, as it was last week and to a lesser extent this week, so are our Karmic Habits Lit Up. We Break any Habit, Karmic or otherwise, by becoming Aware of the Pattern, and Changing our Behavior or Thoughts. The more we do this, the Faster we Notice, and the Easier Change becomes. The Easier Change becomes, the faster we Notice. It’s a “Virtuous Circle.” We accelerate our progress by Congratulating Ourself for Noticing each time the Habit repeats, rather than Cursing Ourself for Repeating the Habit Again. Positive Feedback always works better than Negative Feedback.

Karmic Habits are harder, because they’ve usually Permeated more of our Thought Patterns and Behavior Patterns. A Current-Lifetime Habit of eating Eggs might be Broken over Breakfast. But a Karmic Habit of Ignoring our Self-Care may Impact much of our Life Experience. So we will probably have to Notice and Change over and over again in many different arenas of Life. While it’s Difficult to maintain our Motivation in the face of constant Frustration, that’s Exactly what’s Required for Breaking Karmic Habits. We need to stay with Positive Feedback.

The biggest source of Tension in the chart of the 2 April Station of asteroid Karma3

…is between our Trust (asteroid Eurydike) and our Codependence (dwarf planet Hylonome). Whom do we Trust more – our Self and our Decisions, or the Other People to whom we usually Give Away Our Power? Addictions always have Enablers, and our closest friends and relatives are Powerful Enablers for our Negative Habits. So our Decisions to Notice and Change have to be Stronger than our Allegiance to our friends and relatives. Often we have to Choose between Sticking with a Decision to Change (asteroid Ceres, at the tip of the T-Square or red triangle, is about Sustainability) and Losing the Love of our Compatriots.

The Twelfth Harmonic4 is about Pattern-Breaking, and the Unx Angle (the short green lines in the chart) represents an Opportunity to Break a Pattern between two Energies more Easily than it might otherwise be. In a chart of a Station of asteroid Karma, this Opportunity increases Exponentially. There are five Unxes in this chart…

  • Moon (Instincts) Waning Unx to Hylonome (Self-Sovereignty). Any Waning Angle is a Strong Invitation to Notice and Change anyway, so a Waning Unx is really an Or Else! for Letting Go of any Obsolete Pattern. This one is about either following your Instincts to stay Safe by Giving Away Your Power, or following your Instincts to Challenge your Codependence and Take a Stand that threatens your Social Status. How to tell which it is? If it’s not Obvious then the Real Obsolete Pattern that you’re Ready to Transcend is the Habit of Forcing a Complex World into Binary Choices.
  • Ceres (Sustainability) Waning Unx Lilith (Self-Sovereignty again!). Which End of your Life is ultimately more Sustainable – Giving Away Your Power, or Claiming Your Power? Knowing your Heart’s Truth, or Thinking Logically?
  • Mars Out of Bounds (Strong Action) Waxing Unx Lilith (Self-Sovereignty). Methinks we have a Theme building here. The Waxing Unx is when we have to make Unpopular Choices if we want to be Prepared for the Future, because most of our Culture is feverishly defending their Investment in the Dead-End Patterns of the previous Cycle. They know it’s Dead (we Hope!), but they still Believe they need to coax another fifteen shillings out of it in order to be a “Success” and Rescue their Ego. On the Contrary, our Strong Action needs to be devoted to the New Cycle that began at the Initiation, or first Conjunction. For Mars-Lilith that would be 10 August 2020 in 22 Aries, “The gate to the Garden of All Fulfilled Desires.” That sounds to me a lot more like our Wannas than our Shouldas. Do we have the Courage?
  • Mars Out of Bounds (Strong Action) Waning Unx Eurydike Out of Bounds (Strong Trust). If you spent last week Procrastinating about your Shoulds, or pretty much Ignoring them, and instead doing what you Felt Like Doing at the time, you’ve probably already won the lottery. Not that your Shoulds are Wrong – that set of Life Choices will probably be Resurrected, but your Relationship to it will be completely Different. Instead of Thinking, “I Should be Doing That, but I don’t feel like Doing it,” you might end up Realizing, “I wouldn’t mind Scheduling an hour a day to Do That, I just don’t want it to Control the rest of my Life.”
  • Stationary asteroid Karma (Exaggerated Karma) Waxing Unx asteroid Eurydike Out of Bounds (Strong Trust). Whom do we ultimately Trust here – our Karmic Ego, or our Soul’s Purpose? Do we know the Difference? It’s probably the more Difficult Choice. This astroevent could even Teach us about our Soul’s Purpose!

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1 As ours and other planets circle the Sun as if it were Indianapolis or the Nurburgring, we’re moving at different speeds, so it’s inevitable that we pass one another. As the Earth passes a slower planet, the slower planet appears to slow down, stop, and reverse direction. When it stops, or Stations, its Impact upon us is Strongest. This Energy usually builds slowly to the actual Station, then declines, but for any number of reasons, different people will Experience the Energy and its Changes differently.

Most planets circle the Sun in approximately the same plane – that is, if we look at our Solar System from the side, the orbits of the planets are more like the Rings of Saturn than the orbits of Earth Satellites. However, the orbital planes aren’t perfectly aligned, and the Earth is tilted in its own orbit, so the planets appear to move up (“North”) and down (“South”) in the sky as we go around the Sun. Planets are also Stationary when they stop to switch their motion in the sky from North to South and vice versa.

2 In addition to Linear-Time Reincarnation, there are a number of other Conceptualizations about Multi-Lifetime Dynamics. I often speak in the voice of Linear Reincarnation because it’s among the most common Conceptualizations on the topic among the Oft-Born, so I assume it will communicate most efficiently. The notion of Karma as Inertia (not Retribution) fits most directly with Linear Reincarnation. (There are three major Views about the Impermanence of Egoic Life, namely Once-Born, Twice-Born, and Oft-Born.)

I do assume (and have seen multiple evidence in my own Lifetime to fortify it) that Linear Time is a 3D Illusion, so I sometimes talk about Parallel Lifetimes – the notion that all Other Lifetimes are occurring simultaneously with this one. Inertial Karma is a little trickier in this framework.

Another Viewpoint assumes that we are all Lightworker Souls, and when we as Souls Choose to Incarnate, we Choose a few Issues we want to advance, and Program our to-be-Incarnated Self to carry this simulation of the Karma which will further develop those Issues. In this View, Karma operates as Inertia, the way it does in the Linear-Reincarnation Perspective, and to the extent that we succeed in Changing our own Karma, we advance the Karma of the Species. A feature of this View is that our Soul does not Own the Karma we’re working on, our Ego does.

I don’t assume that the Ego survives a Physical Death, but that our Karma does, including our Good Karma. So while we don’t carry our Material Gains from Lifetime to Lifetime, we do carry What We’ve Learned into Other Lifetimes, which can look as if we carried our Material Gains along.

Mindful that Either/Or Is Always Political while the Universe Operates through Both/And, I have no interest in defending or defrocking any of these Perspectives, including the Once-Born and Twice-Born. Even if my Personal Experience tells me I’m Oft-Born, that doesn’t mean that everyone has to be. The Universe is Ineffable – we don’t have nearly the Bandwidth necessary to Grok it. So our Intellectual and Emotional Viewpoints are always Conditional.

And one of the Bottom-Line Beliefs of this Blog is that the more Perspectives we can carry, the greater is our Resilience when Change occurs. Contradiction is a property of the Dualistic Mind, not a property of “Competing” Perspectives. Paradox is a more Resilient Concept than Contradiction, because it Allows us to Believe Contradicting Perspectives at the same time. As Reality Changes, and we Agree that Change is the one Constant in Reality, our Understanding can shift with it, perhaps from something like 60% Viewpoint A and 40% Viewpoint B, to 40% View A and 40% View B and 20% View C.

3 We aim more toward Interpretation than Prediction, because if we know how to Interpret what’s going on in the Past and Present, we don’t need to worry about Predicting the Future. So if you Learn something about yourself by comparing these notes to your Experience of last week, we’ve met our Goal. Even if we’re Dead Wrong about our Interpretation, if it Inspired an Insight into your Experience – you Trusted what you Feel more than what you Read, we’ve met our Goal.

4 The Twelfth Harmonic, in the astrological Context, is the Angle formed between two planets that are Separated by one twelfth of the Zodiac, that is, they’re approximately 30 Degrees (360 divided by 12) or one Sign apart. The word “Unx” means one twelfth of something, so we refer to this Angle as an Unx. The Twelfth Harmonic in astrology aligns with the Twelfth Major Arcana in Tarot, which is The Hanged Man, who hangs not by his Neck or his Fingernails, but by his Heels, in order to see the World differently than he usually does. The Hanged Man is about Pattern-Breaking.

Time to Shift 3

October 17, 2017

Brenda Hoffman’s Channeling for today agrees with our post from yesterday…

https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com/2017/10/16/you-crowned-yourself/

“Go inside your being to determine who and what you are.  Of course, such a command seems silly for you know who you are.  Or do you?  It is time to determine what is important to you beyond the 3D pieces of home, family, and country.

“You are global ambassadors not merely community do-gooders.  Some of you will take offense at such a statement, even though you have no difficulty proclaiming that you are one with all.

“It is time for you to acknowledge and proclaim your global role.

“You have played the small 3D role despite proclamations from us and other channeled sources that you are god/goddesses.  Such was, if you will, allowed until now.  For you are moving into a phase far beyond anything you imagined when you initiated your new you transition.

“You dreamed you could create that which would make you more comfortable in your 3D world – perhaps a new home or relationship.  Enough to proclaim you were a creator, but not enough to remove you from your comfort zone.

Such is not to be.  Granted you are fully capable of creating that which makes you joyful in your current life, but that is a small part of what you wish to achieve in this lifetime.

“You learned that you are to change the world.  You learned that such would be easy, that you could protest if you wish, but that you could also change the world with a joyful walk in nature.

“It is time for you to move beyond your small 3D life to global achievements.  Perhaps such a statement frightens you for you have no idea what that means.  Are you to travel throughout the globe?  Give up your comforts?  Demand new political divisions?  No.  You are merely required – and required is the correct word – to go within to discover what your aspect, your piece of this new Universal creation is.

“What gives you joy?  That is your magnifying glass to your new creations.  For indeed, you are beyond your tiny 3D life.”

She goes on, and I highly recommend it. 

She’s Teaching us about our Forgotten Genius, the one who was Forbidden, our Inner Ixion.  Forbidden until the Shift arrived, until Now.

The chart of the 19 October (noon PDT) New Moon is almost the same as the chart of the Eurydike-Mars Initiation (the second chart in the previous post)…

  • Using our Poor-Sweethearts to coax forth our Forgotten Genius, who is used to thinking that they aren’t allowed to play outdoors, but this is the Threshold when that all Changes.  Invite them out.  Tell them it’s now Safe for them, but encourage them to be careful at first, till they Discover from their own Experience that they will be Accepted Now – and Celebrate.  Apologize to them for collaborating in their Suppression all these years, and Commit yourself to be their Fierce Guardian from now on.
    • The Chiron Kite on the Fire Grand Trine, with Chiron Opposite Mars-Eurydike Square to Chaos Opposite Saturn-Ixion-Pholus-Galactic Center-Lilith-Quaoar.  That’s one helluva Stellium…
      • Saturn, The Most Important Thing
      • Ixion, our Forgotten Genius
      • Pholus, Being Fully Responsive To
      • Galactic Center, Instructions from Headquarters
      • Lilith, our Self-Sovereignty
      • Quaoar, our Survival Instincts
      • The nature of a Stellium (or any Conjunction) is that the individual elements in it are Merged, so that we’re unable to Distinguish between them.
      • Merging all these elements we have no choice but to label this a Grand Awakening, the Eagle landing and crowing up the Dawn.
  • The Celebration of Ego Death as the Ritual of Liberation that it in fact is.
    • The Nemesis T-Square on the Opposition from Uranus-Eris to New Moon-Haumea-Hopi-Karma.
      • The Haumea New Moon Validates this as the Grand Awakening we’ve been waiting for.  You are Monkey #101.
      • Hopi reminds us to Let Go of All Judgment.  Be Mindful for it, and use it as a Tool to pry open the Unconscious roots of your Resistance to Unconditional Love.
      • And who else but asteroid Karma, reminding us that Karma is Dead, and that such Unconscious Habits and Patterns and Inertia and Archetypes have served us by Keeping us Safe while we were emerging from our Chrysalis.
  • Grounding ourself to Mother Gaia/Pi.  As Angie used to say, “Walking the Mystical Path with Practical Feet.”  When we were in 3D we had to Leave our Body to go Home to 5D.  Now we get to Live 5D in our 3D Body.
    • The Earth Grand Trine that connects Nemesis to Sedna and Mars-Eurydike.
  • We pointed out earlier that while our Guidance would be Clear, our Actions would be less Coherent.  That doesn’t mean we’ll be Clumsy.  It means that every time our Actions don’t immediately yield What We Intended, we need to Pay Attention to What We Need to Learn.
    • The Eurydike-Venus Initiation chart was Symmetric, suggesting Clarity, while the Eurydike-Mars Initiation chart was less so, suggesting that Action wouldn’t flow as smoothly, though there was and is plenty of Grace.  Those hiccups are our Learning Opportunities.

What we’ve said about Stellia and Conjunctions – that the Players are Merged and Impossible to tease back apart – also applies to Initiations.  The Eurydike-Mars Initiation, for example – Trust and Action are Entangled, and we can’t Separate them.  Yet Action isn’t as Clear as we’d like.  That means we have to Trust that any Action that isn’t a bulls-eye is a Gift of Teaching.  That gives us three new things to Get in the Habit of Celebrating

  • The Coming Out of our Once-Forbidden Genius as Ingenue
  • Ego Death as a Graduation to the next Level of Consciousness
  • Imprecise Actions as Teachers of What We Need to Learn Next

 Time for unbridled Joy and Intuitive, Unhesitant Action.  It’s all just Street Theater, and you are the Star.

Time to Shift 2

October 15, 2017

So let’s focus on what in these charts tells us where we’ve got ourselves in an Unconscious 3D leghold trap.  The Eurydike-Venus Initiation (Trusting our Guidance) is symmetric (the Grand Sextile), suggesting that our Guidance is indeed to be Trusted.  Pulling it from the 5D end of the Funnel will always work better. 

The Key to the Dragon’s Lair in this chart is Poor-Sweethearting ourself whenever we Feel anything we don’t Enjoy (the Chiron Kite), or whenever we check in with ourSelf and can’t find what we Are Feeling.  Not Feeling means we’ve Repressed it, and we need to Recover it.  “You Poor Sweetheart, you don’t know what you’re Feeling right now, do you.”  If you get an immediate Response, Follow it.  If not, Change the Subject.

The Eurydike-Mars Intiation is less organized.  That tells us that while our Guidance can be Trusted, our Actions not as much.  The Fire and Earth Grand Trines suggest we can freely Manifest into Hardcopy whatever we have Passion about, but we need to watch mind and Emotion closely for Resistance. 

The Nemesis T-Square says we need to be quick to Embrace our Ego Deaths as the Stairway to Heaven.  Any Victims you want to Indulge are antithetical to your Soul and to your Rebirth – smother them with so much Empathy and Love that they Surrender. 

It’s also important to be Conscious of Fear in any flavor, and Tap it Out (Veritas Square Sedna).  Whenever anything doesn’t fall into place Easily, look for Unconscious Fears.  Ask yourself, “Why would I Resist that?” and Change the Subject if you don’t get an immediate Answer.  Always look to see if there’s an Answer you’ve already Rejected.

Mars-Eurydike themselves are tied up in a Grand Cross, and it’s about Recovering your Forbidden or Forgotten Genius.  Be on the lookout for Yes-Buts, or just Buts.  You do not Consciously Know what you’re seeking here, it’s outside of your Current Awareness.  So it’s very important to be Open, particularly to be Open to what you’re accustomed to thinking of as Impossible, which is to say, what you’re accustomed to not thinking of.  Actively seek out the Impossible in your Imagination, using Fear and Joy as your Guides.  When you find Joy, spend time getting to know it.  When you find Fear or Doubt, Tap it Out, then look to see what was behind it.  It’s a Big Universe.  Everything is Possible.

One of the more salient features of Effortlessness, aka 5D, is Timing.  In 3D there are Separate Places and Separate Times.  In 5D there is only the Right Place at the Right Time.  So let’s look at the Septiles (Seventh Harmonic) in these charts, since the Seventh Harmonic is about Timing our Actions.

The Most Important Thing is to Let Go of what Worked for you in the Past, and Open to the Infinite instead, especially the Infinitely Easier (in both of these charts Jupiter makes a Waning Septile to Saturn).  You are no longer Building things.  You are Conducting an Orchestra of Energies, and they are Building things for you.  It’s critically Important to Avoid thinking about Mechanisms, about How.  Instead put your Time and Energy into What, into Imagining Outcomes.  How chains you to the treadmill.

Knowingly or not, everyone is always Expanding their Consciousness – that’s why we’re here.  Over the last several years you’ve built certain Habits that govern the way you filter out Bullshit.  Let those go (both Initiations are also Waning Biseptile to Juno).  Consider everything tentatively Possible from some point of view.  You don’t need to, or even want to, understand that point of view.  Acceptance is what you’re after, not understanding.  Just consider it Quaint.

It’s time to Let Go of Judgments, especially Judgments of other People or Cultures (in the Venus-Eurydike chart, Sun-Mercury Triseptiles Pallas).  Even Preferences can be considered suspect.  They will cloud your Guidance. 

Your Culture is Changing rapidly – don’t let it leave you behind (along with Ceres, Sun-Mercury is also in the base of a Neptune Quintile Yod).

Let your Actions be Devoted to moving your center of gravity from Ego to Soul (in the Mars-Eurydike chart, Venus Triseptiles Uranus).  If you don’t know what that means, PIAVA it

Practice Yintegrity – letting your Guidance tell you what to do when, rather than your mind.  Each time you set a Boundary with someone (letting yourself be Vulnerable, or Protecting yourself, for instance), take a moment after the fact to review what your Motivation was for setting the Boundary where you did.  This could lead you to Limiting Beliefs that you didn’t know you had (Pallas makes both a Waning Biseptile to the North Node, and a Triseptile to Vesta).

Charlie Riverman Bergeron tells a lovely story about this…

 https://charlierivermanbergeron.blog/2017/10/14/presence-of-light-opening-your-heart-to-truth/

Suzanne Lie says more about how 3D and 5D differ, and what happened to 4D…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/shifting-realities-and-changing-time-by.html

Time to Shift

October 14, 2017

These three are joined at the hip…

As we mentioned in the earlier post…

Our new Shift in Gender Balance occurs 5 October (9:30 am PDT), at 20 Virgo, ‘A caravan of cars headed to the West Coast: The need of cooperative effort in reaching any New World of experience.’  The way we usually draw our maps, the West Coast is on the Left, in a general way the Receptive or Feminine side…

“The Message is that we need to Embrace whatever remaining Guilt or Shame we have about the Forbidden part of our Genius-in-Hiding, and Trust our Intuition about how to Be in ways we haven’t Been since we were Punished for Being that way as a Child.  We need to get Conscious of our Fear that we’ll be Punished again (the Universe is likely to help by bringing it up), Poor-Sweetheart it, Tap it Out, and Trust its Urges.”

Compare this to what Sarah Polley says about these times…

 https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/14/opinion/sunday/harvey-weinstein-sarah-polley.html

“I think we need to look at what scares us the most.  We need to look at ourselves.  What have we been willing to accept, out of fear, helplessness, a sense that things can’t be changed?  What else are we turning a blind eye to, in all aspects of our lives?  What else have we accepted that, somewhere within us, we know is deeply unacceptable?  And what, now, will we do about it?”

The Venus-Mars Shift itself is about assembling our Team and heading for the Left Coast.  The 24-Virgo Trusting-Our-Guidance Shift (Eurydike Initiating Venus) is about “Mary and her little lamb: The need to keep a vibrant and pure simplicity at the core of one’s being.”  And the 26-Virgo Trusting-Our-Intuitive-Actions Shift (Eurydike Initiating Mars) is about “The first stage of actual participation in the great ritual of planetary evolution.”

Which is to say, The Bell Is Ringing, it’s Our Time to Take Over.  It’s neither by Land nor by Sea, it’s Both (Earthquakes, Floods), plus it’s by Air and Fire (Hurricanes, Wildfires).  Mother Gaia/Pi has Awakened.  It’s not that She’s mad, She’s just stretching her Limbs as She Stands Up to the Sun.  It’s been a couple of days; I recommend that you reread the previous four posts, as they do a good job of describing our Tools.  If you do that, the last thing you’ll read is…

“One of the most inspiring things I’ve read lately is from Suzanne Lie’s Channel…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/10/preparing-your-self-to-remember-first.html

“ ‘Look at your third dimensional experience through the consciousness of your fifth dimensional Light Body SELF.  Through this exercise, you will begin to ‘close the gap’ between your third, fourth and fifth dimensional expressions of your SELF.’ ”

I’ve been getting remarkable results with this, which verifies to me that the Time is Now.  If there’s anything you don’t understand about that, let me know what I need to Clarify. 

If you’re Called to Direct Action, fine, but make sure the Call comes from the 5D end of the Funnel and not the 3D end.  The Action I See is a Focus on the Visual and Emotional elements of the Outcomes We Want to Experience, and not on any Mechanism that may or may not take us there.  From the 3D end, the only Mechanisms we can Imagine re those which have already proven not to work; from the 3D Perspective, the Others are Impossible.  On the 5D end, all we need to do is take one Intuitive Step after another, and Trust.

Whenever you catch yourself puzzling about how to make your 3D Mechanisms work, Let them Go, Shift to 5D, and go back to Planning your 5D Garden.  If your Yes-Buts (or even just your Buts) get in the way, then Yes-And a PIAVA about Shifting to 5D, maybe something like “I Wonder what the 5D Perspective would be on this,” or “Ganeshi My Love, Please Remove All Obstacles to my Shifting to the 5D Perspective on this,” followed by Changing the Subject.  Then after a day or so, Pay Attention to see what happened.