Well, so far I’ve watched two videos, by folks I didn’t know, on the Beyond the Veil Summit: Explore the Science and Mysteries of Near-Death Experiences, Mediumships & the Afterlife, and both presentations have been beyond Excellent. You can still sign up at https://beyondtheveilsummit.com/ and watch recordings of the videos free for up to 48 hours after each one.
One video was by two folks named Jeff, one an Emergency Room doctor, and the other a former patient. The doctor had witnessed the patient’s deceased wife floating over the patient in the ER while the patient was having a Near Death Experience, and they subsequently became friends. Fascinating.
The second one was “Psychic Lawyer” and polymath Mark Anthony, who very expertly Aligned the Spiritual Perspective with the Perspective of Open-Minded Scientists (that sounds like an oxymoron, but both presentations made it clear that there are a lot more of those than we usually hear about). He had some cute acronyms for us…
S.O.U.L. — Source of Unconditional Love
R.A.F.T. — Recognize, Accept, Feel, Trust
The latter is his key for Responding to Experiences of Communications from the Invisible Realms, which he Feels as tingling or other unusual inputs to his Six Senses.
If you can find and watch 24:30 through 35:00 of this video, you’ll be very Clear about The Most Important Thing…
If you don’t plan to spend much Future Time on this Planet, in your current Lifetime or others, then no worries. If Life-Threatening Challenges are your Cuppa Tea, then no worries. Otherwise, This is Big. Compared to This, everything else is as Important as making mudpies. So we highly recommend that you quit wasting Emotional and Physical Energy and Time fretting about the mudpies, and Commit yourself fully to The Most Important Thing.
Don’t worry about the details, just PIAVA to Lovingly and Gently come to Grok your Perfect Unique Role, in your own Time. When you do find your Perfect Unique Role, it’ll be Great Fun, and not at all the Difficulty – or Impossibility – that you now imagine it to be. It’s really true that If you aren’t part of the Solution you’re part of the Problem, so please, No Longer Lend Your Strength to That Which You Wish to Be Free From.
Of course your own The Most Important Thing must Arise from your own Heart, but we do need to warn that we’ll be Obsessing about our own personal The Most Important Thing till at least 9pm PDT on 10 May 2020 (when Saturn [The Most Important Thing] Stands Still in the Sky [Impacts us Strongly] at 2 Aquarius). Oh, our Values will also be up for review till at least 11:45 pm 12 May (when Venus [Values] Stands Still in the Sky at 21 Gemini). So lots of Self-Review. Of course The Most Important Way to Approach The Most Important Thing is to monitor yourself to Avoid dwelling on WhatYouDon’tWant, so you can keep your Focus – which is what Creates your Future – on WhatYouDoWant.
Which, with everything (us included) Changing rapidly, means we can Expect to Experience Confusion fairly often. Confusion isn’t my Favorite Emotion. Which is why I’m working hard on Turning That Around, so Confusion becomes my Favorite Emotion. Well, maybe my second-Favorite, after Ecstasy. At any rate, Confusion is the first sign of Growth in Consciousness.So it’s Precious. Our Concept Set forms the skeleton for our Ego and rationalizes our Limiting Unconscious Beliefs (such as “Nothing I can do about that!“). Positive Change is Available only when our Concept Set wavers and quivers – which means we Feel Confused.
Tweety is our Ego, the Cage is our Concept Set, and Sylvester is everything that’s Eliminated from our Life by our Unconscious Limiting Beliefs. Notice how Tweety looks kind of Confused by what’s happening.
However, Growth in Consciousness only occurs when we don’t try to outsmart our Confusion. (Tweety relies on her Instinctual Wisdom of Experience, not Mentality). When we try to Figure Out what’s Confusing us and make it Go Away, we Lose our Opportunity for Growth. Figuring It Out just regrouts the bricks in the walls of our Concept Set. This is especially important here while the symbol for our Ego is still Merged with the symbol for our Confidence (Stationary Saturn [Ego] Conjunct dwarf planet Chariklo [Self-Confidence and Self-Doubt], which runs from December 2019 till January 2021). I mean, what’s more Important to the Ego than Confidence?
We know Intuitively that nothing makes a Huper more Attractive to Other Hupers than Self-Confidence. It makes Life so much easier when Others find us Attractive and want to curry our favor. Confidence is far more Compelling than Competence – that’s how the Antichrist Bullied his way into Fame and Glory. Self-Doubt is one of the biggest impediments to Abundance. Unfortunately, many of us are Addicted to Self-Doubt. We get there by failing to Embrace Ego Death.
The Antichrist gives us a Master Teaching at Avoiding Self-Doubt. He just Reframes History, Effortlessly and Immediately. We may not want to do it his way, but the Lesson is Valuable because it brings the Issue into the Light of Day. The Issue is, Do we Create our own Reality or Not? He’s obviously a Master at Creating a Surreality that fits him to a T. History books are full of Masters at Creating their own Surrealities. The Antichrist Demonstrates the process – just Create your own Surreality, and whenever it conflicts with Reality, quickly Adjust it. His Goal is Adulation. We could emulate his techniques for other Goals, such as Abundance (Having Enough to Share), a Livable Environment, a Collaborate Culture, Immunity to 5G and Granolaviruses, Ascension, or WhateverWeWant.
Doubt and Confusion are kissing cousins. When we Fake our way out of Doubt we often get caught. If we aren’t famous enough, that matters. When we try to Fake our way out of Confusion by Figuring It Out, we also Create more Trouble for ourself. Like any other Emotion, in order to Release it we need to Accept and Embrace it Exactly as it Is. When we do that, we dispel it – we literally break the Spell that it has cast on us.
We get Unstuck by training ourself to Notice when we’re Feeling Confused, and then Consciously Celebrate it. Getting Beyond our Limiting Unconscious Beliefsis necessary if we are pursuing Abundance, Ascension, Enlightenment, or virtually any other major Change in our Karma. (Our Limiting Unconscious Beliefs, by the way, are symbolized by asteroid Vesta, and Vesta Conjoins Stationary Venus as we speak. We talked about that a little in Values and Beliefs Full Moon.) We should write about the Venus-Vesta Cycle, because…
The Dance between our Values, Beliefs, Desires, Emotions, and Thoughts – including what and how we Think about our Emotions – are very Important to our progress toward WhatWeWant. Most of us are very Confused, without Realizing it, about the Difference between Our Emotions andOur Thoughts About Our Emotions. Emotions happen in our Body. The minute we move into our Head and begin ThinkingAbout our Emotions, we’ve totally Abandoned both our Emotions and our Selves. Yet we need to Align our Passion and our Thoughts in order to Manifest Cleanly.
Does any place in your Body hurt or Feel Uncomfortable right now? Are you Able to Lovingly and Gently put your Total Attention into that place, and watch how it Changes? How long can you do that without Thinking About how it Feels? It’s fine to Think About how long we’re Holding our Attention there, as long as we’re Experiencing how it Feels, and not Labeling or Comparing (as Marshall Rosenberg liked to say, “Feels Like” expresses a Thought, not an Emotion) it, or Leaving the Present Moment.
Holding your Total and Unconditionally Loving and Gentle Attention on any Discomfort in your Body is one of the most Healing things you can do for it. When you Notice that your Attention has Wandered, just quietly Bring It Back, without Judgment. Notice if your Body has Created any Hardening around the Discomfort, as we often do in an effort to Separate Pain from our Identity. If there is, Consciously Soften it. That’ll Open the blood flow around the space, and accelerate the Body’s natural Healing. That’s what Bodies do for a Living, if we let them.
Try doing the same with a Difficult Emotion. Locate it in your Body, and give it Total Unconditionally Loving and Gentle Attention. If you can do that without Labeling or Comparing it, or Leaving the Present Moment, you’ll find that the Discomfort dissolves the way it does when you Poor-Sweetheart yourself. It’s quite Miraculous if you aren’t used to doing it. When we Leave the Present Moment – “OMG, this reminds me of…” or “What will happen if…” – we’re ThinkingAbout the Emotion, not Feeling it, Experiencing it, or Giving it our Attention. We’re Abandoning the Emotion and our Self.
Not that it isn’t useful to Anal-yze how any Discomfort fits into your TimeLines. For instance, Realizing that an Unpleasant Feeling is another Mirror for a Childhood Trauma, can in a few seconds help to Heal both the Discomfort and the PTSD. And Realizing that some Discomfort that’s Arising is a clue about why we aren’t instantly Manifesting something we just PIAVAed, can in a few seconds help to melt our Resistance to that Manifestation.
Remember that if we aren’t ready to Manifest something that we’ve PIAVAed, the first thing the Universe will do is give us an Illustration of why we aren’t ready.
But we need to Learn to instantly Recognize the Difference between our Emotions and our Thoughts About them. A Healthy Emotion Arises and then Dissipates, Informing us about something Important in the process. If there’s no Dissipation, it’s because we’ve shifted from Feeling it to Thinking About it. That can Freeze Emotions for years, Creating and Deepening Karma in the process. When we get stuck on an Emotion it’s almost always alreadyKarmic, and every time we Think About it instead of Feeling it, we cement the Karma in place more firmly.
Karmic Emotions are Held Emotions, the ones We’d rather Die than Feel. So it’s a natural, Healthy Reaction to find any way we can to Avoid that, including shifting transparently from Feeling to Thinking. If you’ve been reading this blog long, you know that “We’d rather Die than Feel that” is a misrepresentation. It’s what we Experience, but it’s an Illusion. It’s really “We’d rather Die than Feel that” – yes, We, our Ego, our current Identity, has to Die in order for us to Feel that. That’s how Karma works. The Ego’s job is to keep us Alive and Well, so this works well.
Except when we Want to Change or Manifest something that’s not already in our Karma, and then we need to Tolerate or even Court Ego Death in order to get beyond our Limiting Unconscious Beliefs. In fact, Ego Death becomes The Most Important Thing. It doesn’t even matter if the Planet has been Destroyed, because we in fact Create our own Reality, as a Mirror for our Internal Self-Love processes, so we’ll just Re-Create it in our Image.
We’ll talk more about these things, and how Confusion and Curiosity (the Quincunx and Finger of the Goddess) relate to one another, when we look at tomorrow’s Saturn Station chart in detail.
Better put out a dozen extra place settings. The Ancestors are coming for dinner, and they’ll be staying for a while. The 19 February (8am PST) Full-Moon Sun, on the Cusp of Pisces, is joined by the Initiation of Klotho (Beginning a New Timeline) by OR10 (Intrusive Memories) at 4 Pisces, “Heavy car traffic on a narrow isthmus linking two seashore resorts.” The Klotho-OR10 Cycle runs about four years. The Initiation itself occurs 18 February (7:30 pm PST).
It would Behoove for us to Welcome the Ancestors. Even though we may not be able see them, their Vibes are higher than ours, which means that they can play tricks with Matter when Displeased or Misjudged. It will be excellent Practice anyway, Reverting all of our Judgments about them. It’s more than likely that they Judged you, since most Ancestors have Expectations for their Spawn, while Spawn tend toward Rebellion. So we’ll have to Intuit what their Positive Intentions were, and Honor them for that, instead of Judging them.
If that’s Confusing, just Ask them – “Why did you do that, anyway?” Once we Understand where they were coming from, they might even Ask us how we see things Differently. If they don’t, no worries, since this is “only” our Imagination (if you haven’t read Robert Moss’s The Three Only Things,” this would be a good time). We may as well tell them anyway, since we’ll be Obsessing on it and they can read our mind. If we ever want to get to Unconditional Love – a Precondition for Peace, Grace, 5D, a rewarding Love Life, and low-interest Credit – we’ll need to Revert all of our Judgments, so we may as well start here.
The Full Moon makes a T-Square (Challenge) to Juno, which represents the Edges of Consciousness, or Growth in Consciousness. Reverting Judgment is an excellent way to Raise our Consciousness. In addition to being very useful now, with all of these Ancestors visiting for the next few years, it’s very timely because the Juno T-Square is a Diamond Star, so it’s Self-Resolving. Self-Resolving Challenges are the best kind – we just need to be careful to Learn from them, rather than taking them for Granted or using them to fluff up our Ego.
A Diamond Star is composed of a T-Square (the red triangle, meaning a “Learning Opportunity,” aka Challenge) and a Finger of God (the grey-green wedge, meaning Pay Attention!) both pointing at the same place. As you can see in the chart below, this results in a web of blue lines below the long red line (Opposition and base of the T-Square), and blue lines symbolize Grace. So the Challenge Resolves itself Gracefully.
Well, usually Gracefully. In this chart, the base of the Finger of God – the source of the Grace – is very complicated, so we could still screw it up. The Grace derives from…
♥ Asteroids Aletheia and Pallas, Truth and Boundaries.
Both of which are Stationary, aka Strong. Pallas’s Station is Exact 18 February (8:30 am PST) in 30 Libra, and Aletheia’s 23 February (3am PST) in 28 Libra.
For Benign Ancestors, we need only relax our Boundaries against things we can’t see. If they want through and you won’t let them, they’ll just escalate and make it more difficult to ignore them. Invisible doesn’t mean Not Real. You may need to Suspend Disbelief, or shift from Either/Or to Both/And, to find this Truth.
For Abusive Ancestors, Boundaries are very tricky. You can’t let them Walk all over you (or worse) again, but you have to find a way to Meet them as Equals, and there may still be a lot of Emotion in between. We’ve been practicing this a lot over the last several years, as OR10 has been traveling with Nessus (Abuse, Privilege). While Ancestors can no longer Abuse you Physically, they can still Abuse you Emotionally.
Poor-Sweethearting, Tapping, Kegels, and various kinds of PIAVAing (leave a comment if any of these terms is new) can be very helpful, but our goal has to be more than Overcoming our Emotions. At some point we need to Move Into those Emotions. It may help to Locate them in our Body, and put as much of our Attention as we can muster into that place, and hold it there until it moves on its own. Eventually we’ll need to Love them into Neutrality.
Trust that it is Possible to set a Boundary that’s fully Non-Judgmental and fully Protective. But it may take a lot of Trial-and-Partial-Success (discovering what doesn’t work is a significant Success) and a lot of work Self-Loving all manner of our own Emotions to get there.
♥ The Stellium (group of three or more planets) of dwarf planet Ixion (Natural Genius for which we have been Punished), asteroid Eurydike (Trust), and dwarf planets Pholus (Being Fully Responsive without Sacrificing Self-Sovereignty), and Quaoar (Survival Instincts).
We’ve been working with this one already. It’s easy to dismiss Survival Instincts when Social Convention is more Powerful – we don’t want to be Chicken Little. That’s how Global Warming gets Denied. The larger point is that each of us is Endowed with a Unique Genius, and when these many Unique Genii are assembled in a Team, we can accomplish Anything. But overcoming our Programmed and quite possibly Karmic Resistance to our Genius is one of our most Challenging tasks in Life.
Ixion is still in Sagittarius – the other three Players are in Capricorn. Sagittarius is about Burning Away Untruths. Ixion was in Scorpio from 1965-1995; that’s when we were most likely to have been Punished. It’s been in Sagittarius since 1996, and we’ve been working on Letting Ourself Be Who We Really are ever since. Slowly at first, then gradually accumulating Self-Trust. A year from now Ixion moves into Capricorn (Just Fix It) – we’ve got about a year to practice letting our True Genius peek out.
It’s been Locked Up for a long time, so it’ll be clumsy when it Emerges. We have to be gentle with it, Allowing it to appear Inept at first, till it grows Accustomed to the Light.
♥ As the orange triangle on the chart above maps out, the Moon-Juno Square is the root of a Mjölnir (Epiphany) to the 18 February (3am PST) Saturn-Venus Initiation. Venus-Saturn Cycles in general are about Reviewing our Values. The ultimate Source of our Values is the Heart, but we Betray ourself to the extent that we Allow our Mentality or our Programming to direct our Life. So each Venus-Saturn Cycle brings us the Choice to either Betray our Programming or Thinking and move toward the Heart, or to Betray our Heart again and Revalidate our Programming and Rationalizations.
Any Cycle is very Strong at its Initiation. This Venus-Saturn Cycle lasts till December. Its Initiation Degree informs us about its specific nature – 17 Capricorn, “A repressed woman finds a psychological release in nudism.” Sounds like an excellent adjunct to help us Finish Stripping the artificial Costumes and Masks and Subterfuges that hide our Unique Genius.
One of the things we can do Safely to aid this Coming-Out process for our Ingenue, is to Stop Judging, Doubting, or Punishing Ourselves for our Genius! If we can do that, She can step forward with more Confidence when She does. Of course She may be a He, but more likely She’ll be Both/And. If She’s still in hiding and you’re not sure Who She Is, no worries, just Stop Judging, Doubting, or Punishing Yourself for Anything! That’s where we have to go eventually anyway!
♥ There’s a whole lot more in this Full Moon chart, including a second Diamond Star! To be continued…
We’re approaching 9 June’s Station of Nessus (3am PDT). As most of you know, a planet’s Energy is Strongest at, and leading up to, its Station, and Nessus is about Healing Abuse and Privilege. It’s in Pisces, which is all about Finishing Business and Letting Go of Excess Baggage, especially Heavy Emotions, so we can begin the next leg of our next Journey with a Light load.
Of course the quickest way to Heal anything is to Embrace it with Unconditional Love and Empathy, and to do that, we sometimes have to Re-Experience it in some form. So all manner of Guilt, Veiled (or otherwise) Fear or Terror, and other Ugliness may arise between now and 9 June, including otherwise-unexplained unpleasant Experiences with other people that are Unconsciously Standing In as bit players in ourKarmic Dramas.
Yes, they could be Reincarnations of our former Perps, but why not give them the Benefit of the Doubt and let them be Innocent, as in their Present Incarnation they’re likely to be. After all, they could as likely be Reincarnations of former Victims or your own Abuse and Privilege, just with the roles switched for variety.
It’s important to be Aware that this is happening, so we can Respond positively. It’s very easy to attribute such Flushbacks to the Present Moment, even though our daily Dramas are probably dime-novel Re-Enactments of our Karmic Traumas and all of Their previous attempts at Re-Enacting themselves, some of which could have Been or Felt very Real.
Remember that Consciousness pervades Everything, including our Karmic Traumas, and if we’re still in Separation (which to some extent we All are if we’re still Incarnate), then these Traumas are virtually “Entities” with a Life of Their own. Until we Merge with Them, which can Be and Feel quite Horrible while we’re Transitioning into Their Experience.
And once we’re Inside of Their Experience, we may need some or all of our Enlightened Consciousness (we All have at least some) to be Unconditionally Loving with Them. Considering how many Lifetimes we’ve probably Lived (likely approaching Infinity), we have Seen It All Before, so it’s more about Being Loving and Gentle with all the Ickiness, once we get past being Horrified. Maybe we should practice with Slugs.
When we mis-identify Karmic Flushbacks as Present Moment events, we’re very likely to make Decisions or Oaths like “I’ll never do that again” or “I’ll never talk to them again,” or far worse. Decisions like this rapidly become Unconscious Limitations, and inhibit our Liberation.
We’ll draw up the chart soon, but suffice it to say for now that Orcus, the planet of Oath-Making and Oath-Breaking, Opposes the Stationary Nessus, forming the base of a T-Square to asteroid Moira. Moira is about Fate. Fate is what happens to us when we’re Unconscious; Choice is what we Choose to exercise when we’re Conscious. Sowe’re Taking Our Power and Breaking an Ancient Contract with our Fate, potentially the one that equates Life with Suffering.
We tend to think of such Contracts as “Facts of Life,” but in fact they’re just Political Choices we made so long ago that we’ve forgotten that it was our Choice. While the Resistance may be substantial, and the Implications may be complex, we can actually Choose Whatever We Want. And if we Consider it carefully and boldly, we can actually also Choose trivial Resistance and simple Implications. That’s on of the reasons why we recommend adding “Lovingly and Gently” to our PIAVAs.
There is also a T-Square to asteroids Nemesis and Lachesis in the Nessus-Station chart. Nemesis is about Ego Death, while Lachesis is about Choosing to Shift a Karmic or Fated Timeline before it would Shift on its own. Sowhat we’re really doing here, should we Choose to Accept it, is Shifting our Approach to Ego Death, toward Love and Excitement rather than Fear and Resistance. The base of this second T-Square is the Nodal Axis, with Mars (Anger or Action) on the South Node (Held Emotions) and Aletheia (Truth) on the North Node (Mission in the Lifetime).
“We are taking nothing for granted when it comes to our participation in the shift in consciousness. There are so many beings in this universe who are working to ensure that the shift not only occurs, but that it occurs in the way that serves the most. We invite any and all of you who want to be a part of this conscious creation to move beyond waiting for something to happen.
“We invite you to join us in ushering in the shift and bringing about an expanded consciousness throughout the entire universe. You don’t have to wait for any major event to occur in order to participate.
“This is a shift in consciousness, which means nothing in the physical realm is going to be responsible for making it happen. It is the true nature of consciousness to expand and evolve, and therefore, as you make it your mission not to do something in the physical realm, but instead consciously evolve, you are joining the team. You have opportunities every single day. They come to you in the choices that you are being given.
“And you can help yourselves and help the entire universe at the same time by making the choice that is more inclusive than exclusive. You can help by processing your emotions. You can help by making eye contact with someone else and helping that person understand that he or she matters. You can be kind instead of being right. You can forgive. You can send transmissions of love and compassion. You can speak your truth, be true to yourself, and love yourself no matter what you have done, or said, or thought.
“As you make a commitment now to joining the team that spans the entire galaxy and all dimensions, you are helping to usher in the best possible shift that we can all experience. We are inviting you to join us, and we know many of you already have, but as you make the declaration, you are automatically accepted onto our little team.
Aa apparent newcomer has written to ask about their many natal planets at around 20 Degrees, in response to our October 2016 suggestion that we begin working with these Degrees now, since they will be Lit Up when our Home Planet begins Her Big Reorg in the early 2020s – see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2016/10/20/2020-b/ for our article and their comment.
Of course, as we repeatedly point out, these Degrees continue to be Lit Up by many of our planetary Companions today. As we write, one quarter of the planets we follow are in or adjacent to this Zone, which is only one sixth of the Zodiac wide. It’s a useful question, so I’ll answer it…
Our approach is to intend to befriend the Unconscious because we Believe that the Power of the Ego is minuscule compared to the Power of the Unconscious, and because the Ego is usually Unconscious of that fact.
We also intend to work not with Qualities but with Energies and Relationships, and therefore we work mostly with what we call the “Angles,” though most astrologers would call them “Aspects.” We prefer Angles because that’s what they are in plain language – the Angular Relationship between Planets (and other astrological Hot Spots such as the Nodes).
Unfortunately there is an astrological term “Angles” as well, meaning the Ascendant, Midheaven, etc., or the major House Cusps. We can usually live with this ambiguity because we very seldom talk about Houses, since we write for the whole planet, and House positions vary with location. Folks who commonly use the astrological term “Angles” may be confused by the way we use the word, alas.
Most astrologers I know would not argue that the T-Square (a third planet halfway between two planets that Oppose one another) is one of the most problematic Angular Relationships, largely because it usually seems to indicate a Sisyphean area where Success is not possible but the Compulsion to Keep Trying is unrelenting. Consequently, the most appropriate keyword for the Ego’s Relationship to a T-Square seems to be Frustration.
We also Believe that, (1) on a Soul level, we Chose the Configurations of planets in our natal chart, because that’s what “We” (our Soul) wanted to “Work On” in the current Lifetime. Many folks have difficulty with this concept; the easy path to it lies through shifting your Identity till you find a place from which it’s True.
We often also interpret the Configurations in our natal chart as (2) the specific Earth Energies where we Chose to help the Planet Heal.
The first approach assumes that our Soul is using the Planet for its own Education, while the second approach assumes that we are in fact Cosmic Healers who came here to Help Earth Ascend. Take your pick, though as usual, I recommend Both/And rather than Either/Or.
Since our reader has Uranus T-Square to their Nodes, I have no doubt that they’re in the latter category.
As Ascension Helpers, then, our T-Squares indicate the places where our task is to suck up all the Frustration (Fear, Anger, Despair, Separation, etc) that the Planet Feels, and Transform it (we are after all nothing if not Energy Transmogrifiers) into what the Planet Prefers to Feel (Joy, Bliss, Attunement, Excitement, Unity, etc).
How do we know what the Planet Prefers to Feel? Easy. She and We are One.
Note that more or less implicit in that paragraph is that Emotions are not Personal, but more like Weather or a Virus. We Attach our Identity to an Emotion when we Associate or Merge with it, which is usually part of our Karma, or, we would suggest, because we came here to Learn and Teach how to Detach our Identity from that Emotion (look up “Poor-Sweetheart” and “Held Emotions” in the Categories list to explore further).
So, in the planets our new Friend has listed, we’d go straight to the T-Square, Uranus Square the Nodal Axis. The Egoic side of Uranus is Disruption, and the Egoic side of the Nodes is the Desire to Let Go of Karma. So we would suppose that our Friend, on the Ego side, is (or was, if he’s since Grown) often Frustrated by Attempting and Failing to Let Go of sticky Karmic Patterns, or what we often call Self-Sabotaging Archetypes.
For instance, our Friend might try over and over to walk a “straight and narrow” path, only to wake up and discover that they’ve strayed from it. Or worse, they might find that other people are repeatedly screwing them over…
Now, let’s turn this around and look at it from the Soul’s Perspective. First of all, what Uranus Disrupts is everything that Inhibits its Purpose.
Since most of us were Programmed to Receive Truth from Outside ourself rather than Inside, the Karmic Ego will be constantly Frustrated by the Uranian Disruption of our frequent Attempts to ignore our own Internal Truth in order to be Loyal to our Programming and Programmers.
Truth resides in the Heart, and it’s Different for everyone, so only by Programming someone to Trust their own Heart (Uranus) can Uranian Disruption be Loved as the Urge to Liberation that it is.
Now, again from the Soul’s Perspective, the Nodal Axis is not so much about the Desire to Let Go of Karma as it’s about a Decision over which Earthly trends to emphasize. Contrary to the usual Interpretation, Karma does not Grasp Us, We Grasp It. So all we have to do, to quote Paul, is to “Let It Be.”
The Signs will give us more specific information. Our new Friend’s South Node is in Aquarius and North Node in Leo, indicating that their Intended (Soul-level) path runs from Social to Personal Integrity. Learning to Love themselves Unconditionally, for instance.
Meanwhile, Uranus is in Scorpio, which is Fearless and Relentless. So our Friend is likely to be Driven to stop at Nothing in their Effort to Learn and Teach Unconditional Self-Love.
Which is Fantastic! Now, what if the Ego and Programming still get in the way and continue to Sabotage us with Downers? (Which may never actually go away, just become more quickly seen through.) Well, Reframing help a whole lot…
A T-Square Feels Like the Compulsive need to Achieve greater Perfection around some Goal. In this Uranus-in-Scorpio case, that would be Permanent Soul Contact. Or, if the Soul is Dismissed, then something like an Irrepressible Urge to Disrupt Untruth.
But even the part about Permanent Soul Contact is the Ego and Programming speaking. If you’ve taken graduate seminars in a good program, you probably Noticed that there are no “correct” answers, there are only “interesting” questions and examination of them that is thorough and creative.
That’s where you find the T-Square – on the Soul level you’ve Intended a Lifetime where you re-examine everything over and over again, with slight variations, each time from a slightly different Perspective, so you become uniquely qualified to Teach the subject, since you’ve Experienced it from all angles, inside and out.
And of course the key to all that is Noticing that there are no “correct” answers and that your Perfectionist Quest, while essential, was not for the purpose that you earlier supposed. That’s the way our Mission (North Node) operates – we have a Shadow to Pursue, till we pounce on it and Discover that it’s just a Shadow, like Ged in Earthsea.
Once you’ve done this Reframing, Frustration will continue to try to sneak back into the driver’s seat, and that’s where Poor-Sweethearting, Tapping, and PIAVAing (look them up in the Categories list and practice them) will be useful and Powerful.
The ultimate Goal for all of us is Unconditional Self-Love, so eventually you’ll be Teaching us all. Which we eagerly anticipate!
“You have the feeling within you of urgency when it comes to getting to the fifth dimensional experiences that you want to have. Part of the reason why you feel this urgency is because you have been promised that life in the fifth dimension will be easier and more fun. Now, the part of this process that seems like a paradox is that getting to the fifth dimension requires you to love where you are right now.
“Even though you know where you are going is better, you must find a way to embrace everything that is within your reality and that is within you. You are even being asked to embrace things that happened years and years ago and lifetimes and lifetimes in your past. It is also important for you to recognize that there’s nothing wrong with the dimension you are in.
“It’s all about experience, after all. That’s why you incarnate. That’s why you leave the Source Energy dimension. So embrace experience for the sake of experience and know that every experience that you create for yourselves will bring you closer to the fifth dimension.
“When you look at yourselves and you think that you have a lot of evolving left to do, you are both right and at the same being to hard on yourselves. You will always be evolving, so there is no end to what you will become. But the first aspect of your current reality that you want to embrace is yourself as you are.
“Embrace everything about yourself in the here and now, not because it’s necessary in order for you to get to the fifth dimension, but because in so doing you access more of the unconditional love that you truly are. You don’t have to wait until you get to the fifth dimension to know yourself more and more as a Source Energy Being, a creator being, and an agent of unconditional love. Give in to your now, and you will allow in all that you have been promised.”
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