There aren’t many Stones or Minerals that combine the two Heart colors, pink and green. Zoisite (Calcium Aluminum SoroSilicate) makes two of them – Anyolite (green Zoisite with Ruby) and Thulite (green and pink Zoisite). This is a lovely chunk of “massive” (Crystalline but not a discrete Crystal) Thulite. The third Heart Stone is Unakite, a combination of pink Feldspar and green Epidote. These pink-and-green Rocks symbolize Relationship, combining the two flavors of Heart Energy. I particularly like this one because in the center it has a band of the third form of Zoisite – the brown form that it makes when Zoisite forms discrete Crystals. Brown is a Third-Chakra color, so the Stone signifies Relationship without Codependence.
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Sitting around feeling guilty because you know you should be doing it, but you don’t feel like it at the moment? Welcome to Yintegrity.
This is what it’s about. What would you be doing right now if you could do anything you wanted? I know, it’s hard, but Yintegrity is just one Energy of many, and we need to stay in Balance. Right now, being in Balance means being in Yintegrity, bigtime. Not a time to be shoulding on yourself. You’ll feel more like doing that other stuff next week.
Or not. Maybe that other stuff is what you’re being asked to leave behind, because it’s no longer in Alignment with your Soul’s Path for you. That’s a hard one if you have a big investment in that other stuff – for instance, maybe it pays the bills, or you vowed till Death do you part, or you promised Mom. Uranus will do Scorched Earth if you back it up against the wall. But it doesn’t need to be that way. You can PIAVA a gentle and loving transition, or you can even PIAVA Both/And. Maybe there are ways that that other stuff can change so it’s more fun and fits your temperament better. There’s no need whatsoever to be closed to Miracles.
In fact, Mr. Miracle-Chiron Initiates Mr. Action-Mars at half-past noon PST (http://www.jbuss.com/tt/pst12.htm) on January 31, about 8 hours before Ms. Yintegrity-Uranus Initiates Mr. Karma-South Node. The Chiron-Mars Initiation occurs at 16 Pisces, “In the quiet of their study a creative individual experiences a flow of inspiration“! That’s pretty cool. Why are we drudging about now when something exciting like that awaits us? We should be celebrating! What about Uranus-South Node? 14 Aries, “A serpent coiling near a man and a woman.” That’s pretty germinal. No wonder we’re in the dumps – you know the “Chinese curse,” May you be born in interesting times. Well, interesting times ‘r us, so we may as well party!
By the way, to use the Sabian Symbols, or otherwise refer to Zodiacal Degrees, you always round up. 13:17 is 14 Degrees. Why? Because there is no “zeroth” Degree – 0:35 is in the first Degree of the Sign. Aries 14 includes 13:01 through 14:00. That means the Aries Point, 0:00 of Aries, is actually 30 Pisces, as Aries 1 (or 1 Aries) begins at 0:00:01 of Aries. It’s better to read both Symbols, though, than to spit hairs – Both/And.
Cusps are always transitions, and a good case can be made that Pisces 30 is actually the strongest point of Aries. For instance, if a planet is 3 Degrees shy of a House Cusp, I regard it as being not just in that “next” House, but being “on the Cusp” of that next House, which in many ways is a place of great emphasis. So if a House ran from, say, 16 Pisces to 14 Aries, I’d count planets as being in that House when they were between 13 Pisces and 11 Aries, and I’d count planets between 14 and 17 Pisces as being highlights of that House. But when it’s important, Both/And is always better.
The reason I do this is because when two planets are Approaching one another, the Energy is much stronger than when they are Separating from one another. So I expect Mars-Chiron Energy to be much stronger prior to noon on January 31, than it will be after 1pm. I extend that logic to House Cusps, and to a lesser extent to Sign Cusps. I consider a planet at 29 Degrees of Leo to be in Leo, but to be on the Cusp of Virgo. Depending on other things (such as Conjunctions), I’d talk about the planet as having Leonine qualities, but I’d talk about the Energy as Initiating Virgo.
Sometimes the terms Approaching and Separating are used, respectively, to mean the Waning and Waxing phases of a Cycle instead. I find that to be confusing and inaccurate, but the bottom line is that you need to be careful to be sure you understand what the speaker means when they use these terms. Same with the terms “Sinister” (from the left) and “Dexter” (from the right) – even decades later there are some books that I still can’t decipher because they use those terms without clear explanation.
Of course the Chiron-Mars Initiation creates a Quincunx-Unx Bridge across the Nodal Axis-plus-Uranus Opposition and the Uranus-Pluto-Nodes T-Square, so it’s a Big Deal.
An Unx, recall, is our new name for a Twelfth-Harmonic or 30-degree Angle between two planets. They used to be called SemiSextiles, but that’s much too clumsy. The Twelfth Harmonic is about Pattern-Breaking, so when the South Node is lit up as it is today, it’s much too important to be considered as half of a Sixth Harmonic Sextile. In general of course, there’s no better way to get your face rubbed in your Patterns than to get into Relationship (Sixth Harmonic)! But that’s not necessarily what the South Node is about.
Chiron-Mars is also Square to Ms. Boundaries-Pallas…
There are some Boundaries that need to be Transformed here. Often an experience of Guilt is generated in real time by Other People’s Expectations; it may not just be your own Programming. Ask yourself, “Who’s bugging me here?” and take the first answer, then imagine holding a wardrobe Mirror up between you and them, facing them. If after a minute or so your Feelings change, ask them (psychically) to use a different Communication channel. Then you can just not answer the phone, and they’ll have to assume you’re otherwise engaged. If your feelings don’t change you can try a second-most-likely person, but if your first few Mirrors don’t yield results, you want to PIAVA to take Responsibility for your Programming.
We aren’t against negative Feelings; we just don’t see any reason to Sustain them for longer than a few moments. Why not get down to their root causes and shift the Energy. Life’s too short to waste on bummers, except to make sure we’re comfortable with ALL Feelings, because it’s all one channel, so if we’re blocking out Guilt for Fear or Anger, we’re also blocking out Excitement and Ecstasy. That’ll make it very difficult to Follow Our Joy.
Pallas also forms a Trine-Sextile Bridge across the Nodal Axis and the Pluto-Uranus T-Square, so Grace is available.
Mars-Chiron is also Decile to Ms Denial-Eris, and with the Chariklo-Hylonome Conjunction forms a Quintile-Decile Bridge across the Eris-Haumea Opposition. The Conjunction of Ms. Charm-Chariklo and Ms. Grief-Hylonome is about…
Beauty has it’s own Karma. By that I mean alpha males and alpha females miss out on a great deal of Life Experience by virtue of their natural attractiveness to others. When someone is “spoiled” by their parents or other Power figures in their Life, or even stronger or smarter than the average Bear, or skilled in any admired characteristic, it’s a similar phenomenon. So Beauty and Privilege are coming to some Grief here, and facing this Shift, where we’re sort of being “cut down to size” or brought closer to the norm, facilitates Miracles. Resisting the Shift feeds Discouragement. All Losses must be Grieved, and this is no exception; Embracing the Grief will move it through much faster.
And the Opposition between Ms. Revelation-Eris and Ms. Rebirth-Haumea…
There’s a major Rebirth awaiting on the other side of the Grief, but it involves facing up to some Denial. If it feels like you’re being treated unfairly, then this is what you’re up against. Rather than indulging your Anger or Offendedness at the unfairness, open to the Grief instead. And rather than intellectualizing the Anger or Offendedness, PIAVA to Lovingly and Gently take full Responsibility for what you’ve been Denying. You probably wouldn’t feel Offended without an underlying Feeling of Inferiority or Defensiveness. There are clues there, but be very kind to yourself.
We and the Universe are always in Balance. Whatever elements of our Life appear to be Out of Balance, these elements must be Balanced in the Unconscious. It’s not fun to feel Inferior, so we shove it into the Underwhere whenever we can. That’s compensated by a bit of a chip on our shoulder, so we’re Offended where no Offense is intended. Once you explore it once or twice and develop the habit of looking through the Funhouse Mirror at yourself, these Imbalances are easy to resolve.
Just check the Angle of your jaw and spine. If your nose is in the air a bit or your shoulders back, PIAVA what sort of Inferiority you’re hiding from yourself. If your chin is pointing down or your shoulders forward, PIAVA what sort of natural or hard-earned Superiority you’re discounting. Don’t forget to Change the Subject and Pay Attention (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/). Miracles await.
You may have noticed that these techniques can apply equally to either situation – we could easily have pointed our Funhouse Mirror at ourself to resolve our Guilt about what we thought was procrastination, and we could easily have pointed our wardrobe Mirror at our protagonist to resolve our Offendedness over what we felt was unfair. It’s Both/And – both techniques are valid, useful, and instructive in most situations. The only “rule” is Safety First. If we push ourself onto unsafe ground, we can easily create trauma that impedes our journey into Expanded Consciousness and can even reverse it.
So you might want to do the wardrobe Mirror (facing them) first, but without Blame. Even when Mirroring someone relieves your discomfort handily, it doesn’t mean that the dynamic is really them pressuring you. This isn’t Newtonian physics, it’s quantum. You don’t know who or when or why or how you got Entangled with them. You could make up Stories, but they’d be one of many that applied. The notion that your Ego is Separate from theirs is an illusion, part of the Trance that makes up the Veil. They’re just an actor acting out another part of you, and vice versa. You’ll probably feel safer though after doing the wardrobe Mirror as if they were your protagonist, so your Funhouse Mirror (facing yourself) will be less biased toward the Defensive. We can hardly Open to Denial when we’re Defensive.