Archive for the ‘Chaos’ Category

Chopping Cherry Trees II

September 28, 2019

Bob in Australia writes…

“I often dream about intuition itself and in my inane (sic) attempts to ‘dualistically’ interpret these dreams have found the following quote to be pretty sound in that respect and perhaps fitting as a reply for this blog on this day
“ ‘Information that rises to consciousness from a synthesis of your complete memory and experience.  Intuition in dreams and awake may also arise from an unconscious contact with the mind of another person, living or dead, or from your contact with the universal mind, or memory of nature, that summarises all experience and knowledge.  Such intuition may occur because, as modern physics suggests, the very substratum of our physical existence rests upon sub-atomic particles that in a real sense transcend time and space.  When our limited ego touches this timeless self, it leaps beyond the usual barriers of experiencing and knowing.

” ‘Our bigger mind speaks to us in much the same way as our ordinary memories come to us. Most of us however, have made something like tapes or recordings in our mind. So when we think, or try to get a new idea, we are often simply replaying something we read or heard or felt in the past. Listening is a way of quietening these tapes so something new can come to us. This is often called intuition, knowing something without someone else telling us or experiencing it through our senses.’

“Copyright © 1999-2010 Tony Crisp”

And I agree completely.  I’d add though that Eugene Gendlin, author of the famous-in-the-60s book Focusing, has another fabulous book called Let Your Body Interpret Your Dreams that includes a number of techniques for getting by the Conspiracy of the mind and Ego to exclude information that’s contrary to our Unconscious Beliefs.  Since one of the most compelling reasons for Exploring our Dreams is to gain Revelations about those very Beliefs and bring them into Consciousness where we can Examine them and perhaps Transcend them, getting past this Conspiracy is Important.

And I also want to add that James Oschman’s research (https://www.faim.org/dr-james-oschman) tells us, as related in a seminar by John Veltheim (https://www.bodytalksystem.com/practitioners/details.cfm?id=381), that our Mitochondria have direct access to all of the Information in the Universe, with exceptions.  Mitochondria are independent organelles that live in our Cells, and are responsible for Energizing our bodies through the ATP Synthesis process and Respiration.  They have their own genetics, which are inherited solely from our mother.  As we age, we lose Mitochondria.  The supplement PQQ can restore them.  The two Exceptions that can block this source of Universal Intuition are Heavy Metals or other toxins, and Held Emotions.

We usually think of Intuition as an Input to our Intelligence, but the Channel runs both ways.  You’ll recall that dwarf planet Asbolus/Intuition was Stationary/Strong a week ago, dwarf planet Chaos/Unlimited Potential is Stationary as we speak, and today’s New Moon Conjoins dwarf planet Makemake/Manifestation.  So it’s certainly an excellent time to talk about Intuition and Manifestation – Intuition tells us how the Energy in the Universe is Organizing itself, and Manifestation tells the Energy in the Universe How We Would Like It To Be Organized.

There are a number of factors that determine how Successful we are at Manifesting, but getting our Held Emotions out of the Channel, aka Letting Go of our Karma, is one of the most basic.  We don’t talk about the Vertex, by the way, because it’s dependent on where you are on the Planet, and we write only about what applies to everyone on the whole Planet.  But the Vertex represents this very Channel.  Once we graduate to 5D, we’ll use this Channel Interactively, as we Negotiate with the Universe how we’ll Choose to Experience its Flow and Continuity.  We move in that Direction by Practicing our PIAVAs (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/).

The Channel is Magnetic, not Dynamic, hence the importance in our Lives of Transcending the Limitations of the Patriarchy.  That’s where the Current Era is headed, but you can Feel Free to skip on ahead.  You don’t need to wait for everyone else to get there, as that will take a while.  Nothing in 5D prohibits you from continuing to Assist 3D to Ascend, so you aren’t Betraying your Bodhisattva Vows.  And besides, any and all Vows are by nature Dualistic and Political (dwarf planet Orcus/Vows isn’t Lit Up just now).  Moving to 5D involves Abandoning Vows and Trusting your Compassion and your Instincts instead.  You can Trust that you won’t move to 5D without Compassion, because it’s an Integral part of the Collaboration and Cooperation with the Elementals that defines 5D.  Michael Roads will teach you more about 5D, in for instance his book Stepping…Between…Realities.

You’ll probably also have to Navigate this Channel to Transcend EMF aka EMR…

Expanding into Truth 1

September 25, 2019

A quick Summary of the fireworks we listed in the previous post…

  • 27 September 2019 – Ego Death Squared (Nemesis enters Virgo).
  • – Transcending Untruth (Bee-Zed Stationary Conjunct Aletheia-Veritas).
  • 28 September – Dancing with Self-Doubt (Chariklo Stationary Conjunct Pluto).
  •  – Wandering in Paradise (Chaos Stationary Conjunct Asbolus).
  •  – Making New Friends (New Moon Conjunct Makemake).
  • 2 October – No U Turn (Pluto Stationary).
  • 3 October – Truth Reigns (Aletheia Conjunct Veritas).

The overarching Energy is Pluto.  We usually describe Pluto Energy  as floating down a large river – when we hear the waterfall coming up, we can steer to one bank or the other to portage around it.  So we do have the flexibility to Manipulate the Energy to our advantage, if we have the Skills.  But it’s a big river – if we try to paddle upstream, we’ll just get swept over the falls backward.  When Pluto Energy Shifts, Going Back takes great Effort, and if you get there it’s not the same anyway.

This Pluto Station is about Revising our Values to account for New Information we’ve gotten (Pluto Stationary T-Square Venus and Eris).  Except for minor differences, the 27 September Bee-Zed Station and 28 September Chariklo Stations make the same basic chart, as all three of these Stations occur within the same 3-Degree window.

Pluto is often read as Transformation, or Formation of a New Trance, Bee-Zed as Transcendence, and Chariklo as Self-Confidence or its evil twin Self-Doubt.  So this week we wouldn’t be Surprised to find ourself Doubting our Old Values, as we Transcend previously Unconscious Limitations.  By next week we should be ready to have Confidence in a whole set of New Values.

Lingering beneath this Pluto Energy is a Station of dwarf planet Chaos, which, if we Allow it, can blow our Limitations to smithereens.  With our Values in Flux here, the odds are improved.  Dwarf planet Chaos implies, rather than Disorder, a Blank Slate on which we can draw anything we can Imagine that draws out our Passion.  We’re only Limited by our Imagination and our Manifestation Skills – which are much Enhanced by the 28 September New Moon only one arcminute from dwarf planet Makemake.

Chaos has been Dancing with our Intuition (Asbolus) and our Forbidden Genius (Ixion).  As we’ve seen, our Genius is tied up with the Climate Emergency (Pholus-Quaoar), so it’s Important that we Receive and Embrace Her.  Greta is a great Model for our Hidden Genius – when the trolls attack her for being “mentally ill,” she points out that she regards her Asperger’s Syndrome as her Superpower.  We all have a Superpower that’s been Shamed by the Status Quo Culture.

As you Doubt your own Values this week, you’ll see first hand why others would much rather ridicule their superiors than Allow their Ego-draped Values to be Threatened.  The 27 September Ingress of asteroid Nemesis (Ego Death) into Virgo (Ego Death) will Amplify all that.  Leo is the apex of the Individual, and in Libra we Meet Other.  In between – in Virgo – we Discover, like we did as infants, that we aren’t the Center of the Universe.

To get from Leo to Libra requires a Gauntlet of Ego Deaths.  Virgo’s bad rap follows from Maladjustment to and Judgment of Ego Death.  For all the (Lack of) Attention that Ego-Worshiping Western Culture gives to Ego Death, it’s a Wonder anyone is Well-Adjusted to it – if anyone is.  I felt it today in the form of missing two turns on a 2-mile trip that I drive almost every day.

Nuclear Winter 2

September 24, 2019

As we mentioned, 23 September 2019 is a busy day…

At the Equinox, both asteroid Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs) and dwarf planet Asbolus (Intuition) are Stationary, or Strong, both peaking at 9pm PDT.  In other words, like Greta says, more or less, You Know in your Heart what’s Wrong with your Beliefs that your Priorities are so Screwed Up, so get to Work Allowing your Beliefs to Change!  This is True for All of us, we aren’t just Preaching to the Choir.  If we Feel Satisfied with the Work that’s being done to Restore the Planet, we’re obviously missing the whole point.

The Libra Equinox symbolizes the Shocks to the Individual Ego that Meeting Other Creates, on its way to Re-Initiating 5D-like Collaboration and Cooperation and Mutual Interdependence at the Capricorn Solstice.  The Station of Asbolus tells us that the “Left-Brain” mind will be doing more harm than good for the next half-year, while the Heart takes charge.  Changing Unconscious Beliefs (Vesta) can only be done by the “Right Brain,” with Insight and Intention, Affirmation, Visualization and Prayer (PIAVA).  The “Left Brain” can certainly contribute, mostly by managing the details of Habit Change (see e.g. https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2019/09/15/held-emotions-aura-holes/), but Analysis won’t get us where we need to go.

Both of the Station charts supply the necessary Insight, as the Vesta Station sits at the focus of a Mjölnir (Epiphany) from Venus (Values) and Saturn-South Node (The Most Important Thing Is To Clear Our Karma).

The three 23 September charts are separated by 2½ and 4 Degrees, so using our traditional 3-Degree Sensitivity, we’ve drawn them as three separate charts.  However, since an Equinox is a Rebirth, when we look at any Projects we’re Initiating in the next few months, it’s totally appropriate to combine the three charts into one by using a wider 8-Degree Sensitivity.

The most prominent element of the Vesta-Station chart…

…is of course it’s Merger with dwarf planet Sedna (Converting Fear to Power; see e.g. https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2019/02/07/kegels-5/), which we mentioned in the previous post.  The Vesta Station also highlights likely Ego Deaths (Square to asteroid Nemesis), but that’s not a Surprise, as most any Challenge To or Shift In our Beliefs requires an Ego Death, simply because our Ego is always deeply Invested in our Beliefs.

Vesta recoils in Fear (turns Retrograde) just before She gets to Sedna, so She doesn’t get Initiated by Sedna till mid-March 2020 (12 March 8am PDT), at 28 Taurus.  That’s perilously close to the Fixed Star Algol, whose Chinese name can be translated as “Piled-Up Corpses.”  In the West it’s thought of as the Eye of Medusa.  The Vesta-Sedna Cycle is a little over three years long, which gives us a potential TimeLine for the possible Atrocities that our Planet could witness starting in March.

For eleven years the Moon stays within the Tropics, ie, between 23:27 North and 23:27 South of the Equator.  Then for the following eleven years the Moon goes “Out of Bounds” – beyond 23:27 N or S – for several days every two weeks.  During these Moon Out-of-Bounds Decades, people are more Emotional.  The last time the Moon started an Out-of-Bounds Decade was 11 September 2001.  Remember that day?  The Moon starts its next “OOB” Decade on 16 March 2020, a few days after Sedna Initiates Vesta on Algol.  A good week to stay in bed, if you’re confident your roof won’t fall on you.

However, Perseus’s slaughter of Medusa was part of the budding Greek Patriarchy’s Suppression of the “Terrors” of Feminine Power, Algol being the most “Terrible” and Snake-Haired of them all.  When we Reframe Algol as an Orgasm of Feminine Power, rather than a typical Patriarchal Pussy-Grabbing and Pecker-Waving, we could see a Rebellion led by Females against an attempt of the Patriarchs to use another Rabid-Patriotism-Evoking War to divert Attention from the Climate Emergency and the US Election, and the Travails of Brexit.

The Greeks Saluted Hestia – their version of the Roman Vesta – before they Saluted Zeus, and Saluted Hestia again after Zeus.  So sure, Zeus was granted the Attention He wanted, but guess who the people gave the real Power to?  Hestia/Vesta, Goddess of the Hearth – Food and Warmth.  Ego came second.  The Romans recognized a good thing, and made Vesta their Goddess of the State.  We know Her mostly from Her Vestal Virgins, which intended to symbolize the inviolability of the Roman State.

But the biggest Configuration in the Vesta-Station chart is a Self-Resolving Challenge to our Karma, or the Demise thereof (Diamond Star to asteroid Karma).  The source of the Challenge is the Unlimited Potential (dwarf planet Chaos) Available if we Respond to our own Hidden Genius (Pholus-Ixion) – that is, in order to access that Potential, we need to Let Go of our Karma.  The Grace that leads to the Self-Resolution is our Willingness to undergo Ego Death and Rebirth (asteroid Nemesis and dwarf planet Haumea).  The Self-Resolution implies that we may not have a Choice.

If we use our 3-Degree window to examine the Asbolus-Station chart…

…the Self-Resolving Challenge to asteroid Karma disappears, and devolves into a Grand Cross, a chorus of small Challenges that Balance one another.  Asbolus/Intuition is Merged with Chaos/Unlimited Potential and Contrasted with (Opposite) Ixion/Hidden Genius, proposing that like Bilbo Baggins, we will be led to this Karma-free Treasure by Intuition, not Logic.

More problematic is the Challenge (T-Square) to our Instincts (the Moon) presented by a Contrast between Revelation of Denial (dwarf planet Eris) and Rebirth (Haumea).  Contrast implies Duality, that we may be invited to Choose between keeping the Comfort of our Denial, and Accepting Rebirth.  But Instinct, like Intuition, is non-Dual.  So the Real Choice will be between Trusting our Instincts, or Avoiding Ego Death.  Spiritual is always Both/And.  Either/Or is always Politics.

As we Dance here with Intuition and Instinct, we are reminded that both symbols for Truth – both the Truth of the Heart (asteroid Aletheia) and the Truth of the mind (asteroid Veritas), are in Scorpio.  As we’ve said, we expect people who live by the Lie to encounter Trouble here, because Scorpio is Relentless about Getting to the Bottom of Things.  We’ll see this Lit Up very strongly between now and early October…

As we’ve pointed out, 23 September was a very busy day.  But it’s only a prelude for the larger Dramas that we’ll encounter between now and October 3.  We’ve interpreted the 23 September events as if they were isolated events, but they’re only the first act.  The real fireworks will be…

  • 27 September…
    • Asteroid Nemesis (Ego Death) enters Virgo (Ego Death) (5:30 am PDT).  Ego Death Squared.
    • Asteroid Bee-Zed (Transcendence) Stationary Conjunct Aletheia and Veritas (Truth) (8:30 am PDT) in 18 Sagittarius.
  • 28 September…
    • Dwarf planet Chariklo (Self-Confidence and Self-Doubt) Stationary Conjunct Pluto (Compulsion) (12am PDT) in 20 Capricorn.
    • Dwarf planet Chaos (Unlimited Potential) Stationary Conjunct Asbolus (Intuition) (9am PDT) in 27 Gemini.
    • New Moon Conjunct Makemake (Manifestation) in 6 Libra (11:30 am PDT).
  • 2 October… Pluto Stationary (11:30 pm PDT) in 21 Capricorn.
  • 3 October… Aletheia (Truth of the Heart) Merges with Veritas (Truth of the mind) (8am PDT) in 17 Virgo.

As busy as 23 September was, it’s going to get a lot busier.  It’s a good thing we were able to sweat through all that Deep Letting Go of Karma last week, so we can Endure this Gauntlet with less Baggage!

Rebirth Full Moon II

June 16, 2019

Second, and almost as Foremost, at the 17 July Full Moon, is the symbol for Unlimited Potential (dwarf planet Chaos) that’s Merged with the symbol for our Essence (the Sun).  And since a Full Moon is by definition a Dichotomy (Opposition) between our Essence and our Instincts (the Moon), this means a Dichotomy between our Forbidden Genius (Ixion) and our Unlimited Potential.

Nothing unusual about Dichotomies – in 3D we Live in Duality.  So we’re actually used to thinking that our Potential and what’s Forbidden are Either/Or.  We can either be good little Boys and Girls and Realize our Potential, or we can Rebel and make everybody Reject us.  That’s the Codependent Perspective, where the only way to Realize our Potential is through Socially Approved Channels.  Which is great if the World is Stable and Sane.

Which it ain’t these days.  The World is Changing Rapidly on just about all levels except Huper Responsibility, and is by no measure Psychologically Healthy.  The only thing we can Change is ourself, so if the World needs Changing, we have to Change it one self at a time – us.  As Pogo famously said long ago, “We Have Seen the Enemy.”  So what’s the first thing we have to Change?  The Socially Approved part, because that’s what’s suppressing Huper Responsibility and Psychological Health.  In Mythology and astrology there’s an Expert at Social Disapproval, namely Ixion.

So we turn the Dichotomy on it’s head.  We move toward Unlimited Potential by engaging the Forbidden.  You’re seeing it at the moment in Hong Kong, recently in France, soon in the British Isles.  Engaging the Forbidden doesn’t necessarily mean Confrontation though; there are a million ways to do it Constructively, without making everybody Angry (except your Programmers and their Internalizations).  Here’s one example – https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2019/06/12/new-plan-remove-trillion-tons-carbon-dioxide-atmosphere-bury-it/.

In this environment we Succeed by Dismissing one of the “Shoulds” that shout at us, and instead Embracing one of the Intuitions that are always Whispering sweet nothings in our ear.

Which isn’t always easy, because as Hupers we’re Encapsulated in our Habits, and no Habits are more Difficult to Escape than our Karma.  And at this Full Moon those Habits are front and center, and Challenging us to Break Free of them (the Full Moon is T-Squared by asteroid Karma).  Well, we’re hardly rookies around our Karma, especially lately, so it’s not like this is an unfamiliar Challenge for us.  We could even Remind everyone that the Journey from 3D to 5D can easily be Reframed as the Journey of Cleansing ourself of our Karma.

As Mother Gaia moves deeper into Her Split between 3D and 5D, Cleansing our individual Karma gets more and more critical, so it’s good that it’s Lit Up here.  It’s not difficult to see what a Morass the 3D version is rapidly becoming, so the sooner we depart the better.  Waiting around for the Psychopaths to Change won’t serve your Future at all, you’ll just end up with them Running the Asylum, as if they aren’t already.  If you aren’t sure what the 3D-5D Split is all about, read Michael Roads’s Through the Eyes of Love series.  His is the only place I’ve seen it clearly described, though I don’t think he ever uses the terms.

That’s the Meat of the Full Moon itself, but we still have four other Prominent Features to go, not to mention the Hidden Treasures.  So, to be continued, though here’s an outline…

Grand Cross

Golden Rectangle

Diamond Star

Moon-Ixion-Galactic Center

The Hidden Treasures are…

Nemesis-Mercury-North Node

Upcoming Stations

No Limits II

March 2, 2019

Dan Scranton’s Arcturian friends are usually pretty much attuned to the current astrotrends.  In today’s download they put an intriguing spin on our Chaos-Station Expand-Beyond-Your-Limits theme…

https://danielscranton.com/the-orion-antarian-alliance-%e2%88%9ethe-9d-arcturian-council/

“We are pleased to announce that there has been a new alliance forged there in the fourth dimension.  It is an alliance between beings who come from the Orion Star System and beings from the Antarian Star System.  This alliance brings you all closer to a peaceful and harmonious fourth dimension.

“Now the reason why it’s important for you all to know about progress that is made anywhere in the galaxy is because you are affected by the energies of those star systems and much, much more.  Just as you are affected by the positioning of the other planets in your solar system, you are of course affected by the ways in which beings in other star systems are getting along or not getting along.

“You can also see everything that is happening outside of yourselves as a reflection on you and your progress as a human collective, and as individuals.  When you see war happening outside of you on your planet, instead of blaming those who have dropped the bombs, it would serve you well to look within and see where you at battle within yourself.  This is the most effective way to initiate change.

“So when we give you news of a new alliance, you can rest assured that this is a good sign for all of you who have been doing the work necessary to have a peaceful and harmonious balance of energies within yourselves.  We cannot stress enough the importance of going within and feeling for how much harmony or discord you have.

“Are your masculine and feminine energies balanced?  Are your human and extra-terrestrial energies balanced?  Are you balancing your time in nature with your time with technology?  Are you balancing your alone time with your time with others?  Is your head fighting with your heart, or are they working in harmony?  These are the questions to ask yourselves, and the more balance and harmony you find within you, the more it will be reflected back to you, and the closer humanity will come to being full members of the galactic community.”

To which Natalie Glasson’s Channeling of Archangel Gabriel yesterday adds…

https://www.omna.org/soul-harmonisation-celestial-and-crystalline-children-by-archangel-gabriel/

“You may wish to call upon my energies, Archangel Gabriel and the Archangel Gabriel Team of Angels, to support the harmonisation of your soul with your physical body, surroundings, and your reality.  This request can be made whatever age you are as it creates a healing within your being now which maybe was not completed during your existence in the womb, birth, and journey as a child.  For some people when the healing takes place, even as an adult it can feel like the missing piece of themselves, they have been searching for their whole life or grounding they needed to feel more at home and included on the Earth.

” ‘Archangel Gabriel and the Archangel Gabriel Team of Angels, I call upon your loving presence to complete and support the full harmonisation of my soul with my physical body, surroundings, and my reality.  If this ascension alignment and attunement was uncompleted when I was a baby, let it be completed now.  If the harmonisation of my soul with my physical body and reality was achieved then I invite you to amplify, affirm and energise the harmonisation to support and empower my existence as a sacred soul upon the Earth, awakening any vibrations, healings or skills it is important for me to engage with now.  Thank you, I open myself to receive now.’

“Simply sit or lie down and receive the loving graceful energies we will share with you as we ignite a deep healing process within you.

“You may also ask for the soul to physical body harmonisation healing for any loved one whether they are a child or adult.  I, Archangel Gabriel will hear your request and consult with their soul as to whether the time is appropriate for the healing to take place.  If it is appropriate timing and the soul consents, we will begin the healing process, if not then it will be postponed until the timing is right.

Take a moment to imagine the shift that such a healing could create on the Earth and in the ascension process currently unfolding. More people would be able to feel and acknowledge the love radiating from their soul and the Creator.  A grounding and deeper resonance with the Earth, Mother Earth and unity with humanity would be experienced.  Some may even feel that what they have been lacking or searching for their entire life is found and returned to them.  This healing has the capacity to be life-changing, and can even restore a sense of purpose, meaning and fulfillment to life upon the Earth.

“Soul Harmonisations with the physical body and reality is essential now in order to raise the energy frequency of all upon the Earth, allowing more and more people to access higher dimensions and levels of ascension.  Soul Harmonisation also creates a greater experience of unity with self on a spiritual and physical levels as well as with all of humanity and Mother Earth.

“With a deeper sense of unity, a greater relationship with and acceptance of the Creator manifests.  This current period of ascension is engaging and encouraging you to recognise your intimate relationship with the Creator and the expanding process of the Creator within you, thus returning you to and reminding you of your divinity.

“Another reason for the importance of Soul Harmonisation is due to the Crystalline and Celestial Souls entering into the Earth now through the birthing process.  These souls carry with them the seeds, templates, wisdom, and vibrations of the Crystalline and Celestial dimensions upon the inner planes.  Through their birth and their existence upon the Earth, they will either anchor Crystalline vibrations or Celestial frequencies.  Both Crystalline and Celestial energies are extremely pure, encouraging deep cleansing, detoxification, and purification for the Earth and all beings.

“The souls entering the Earth now will carry the ability to cleanse, heal and awaken truth at a very advanced level.  They will hold knowledge and an understanding of the Earth and the inner planes which is untainted and deeply inspirational.  Their sensitivity to the spiritual planes will mean they can act as power anchors for pure vibrations, thus accelerating the ascension of Mother Earth and all present.  They will also hold an understanding of the Creator, and the Universe of the Creator with new, inspirational knowledge beyond any form of religion, allowing much illusion to fall away within those who are present with them.

“The Crystalline and Celestial Souls entering the Earth require the majority of humanity to complete their Soul Harmonisation process so that the vibration they bring forth can be received with ease.  They also require the vibration of humanity to reach a certain level in order to permit their integration, and to support their health and happiness upon the Earth.  The Soul Harmonisation process is even more valuable and important for the Crystalline and Celestial Souls entering the Earth as their vibration is so high it is more challenging for them to integrate with their physical body and reality.”

Here’s the Chaos Station chart…

The light-weight yellow lines are the Epiphanic Mjölnirs we mentioned in the previous No Limits post.  A Mjölnir is a Trioctile Yod – like the green Fingers of God, but instead of 5 Signs between the ends of the wedge, there are 4½.  Three eighths of the way ’round the Zodiac is 4½ Signs.  These Tri-Octiles (Three-Eighths) represent Rebalancing – Adjustments made with Wisdom and Love.  So the benefit from Archangel Gabriel’s Healing should be amplified greatly at this time.

It’s worth mentioning that one of the four T-Squares (red triangles) in the Grand Cross (red box/diamond/cross) is a Diamond Star or Self-Resolving Challenge – we’ve been encountering many Diamond Stars lately, as you’ve probably noticed.  A Diamond Star has a green wedge or Finger of God pointing to the peak of the red triangle or T-Square.  The Challenge here is the North Node, which represents our Mission in the Lifetime.  Anyone’s North Node is a constant Challenge, or they probably wouldn’t be here.

But in this case, the Challenge is Self-Healing.  The “problem” that needs to be addressed is the Opposition between Eris (Revelation of what’s been Denied) and Haumea (Rebirth) – in order to facilitate our Ascension (Rebirth) we need to Open up to certain facets of Life that we’ve been Denying.  Denial is a healthy psychological process – we Deny what we aren’t yet Prepared to Heal.  So now it’s time.

The two planets at the base of the green wedge are the Allies that make the Challenge Self-Resolving.

These are, first, Atropos-Lilith, which advises that we Let Go of our Resistance to Self-Sovereignty.  Such Resistance often looks like Not Wanting to Hurt Someone’s Feelings, and therefore Letting them Tell Us What to Do and Think and Feel.  We don’t have to Confront them, we just have to Ignore their Power Trip.  If they notice and Confront us, then we might have to Respond.

The bottom-line Question is whether or not our Relationship with them, on Balance, is worth the Effort.  Of course if they’re a parent of the like, that may be a gut-wrenching Question.  But it’s one we need to Answer, as Honestly as we can.  Honesty to Our Self and to Our Own Soul, that is, not to someone else’s notion of Truth or to some Oath we once made.  This may be what we’ve been Denying all our Life.  The Answer may tell us whether it’s possible to Agree to Disagree with them.  If it’s not, then we have to Choose between our own Salvation and their Suzerainty over us.

These are scary Confrontations, easily Postponed or Avoided.  But remember that mind, Spirit, Emotion, and Matter are Perspectives not Levels – they’re different Angles you can use to look at an issue.  The issues are Singular, whether you’re looking at them through the lens of mind, Spirit, Emotion, or Matter.  If they’re impossibly Difficult, shift Perspectives.  For instance, if a Confrontation that’s potentially Fatal to an otherwise-important Relationship is too Emotionally Intense to consider, work it out through another Lens.  For instance, use the Prayer to Archangel Gabriel…

“Archangel Gabriel and Your Team of Angels, I call upon your Loving Presence to Complete and Support the full Harmonization of my Soul with my Physical Body, my Circumstances, and my Reality.  If this Ascension Alignment and Attunement was previously uncompleted, let it be Completed now.

“If the Harmonization of my Soul with my Physical Body and Reality has been Achieved, then I Invite you to Amplify, Affirm and Energize the Harmonization to Support and Empower my Existence as a Sacred Soul upon the Earth, awakening any Vibrations, Healings or Skills that are important for me to Engage with now.

“Thank you!  I Open myself to Receive Now.”

Then of course you’d Change the Subject, lest your Old Beliefs Overpower your Prayer and Deny anything New.

The second Ally in the Diamond Star is Jupiter, the very Jupiter that Opposes the Stationary Chaos.  Chaos Expanded is already a “problem,” as even without Expansion Unlimited Potential already Intimidates us.  So this Ally tells us to Suspend Disbelief and Let our Imagination take us where it wants to go.  When you hear those Yes-But Voices in your head, no matter whose Voices they are (and even if they sound like your own Voice), remind them that Spirit is Always Both/And!  If it’s Either/Or, then it’s Political, and I don’t have to Agree with your Politics!  Of course their Politics may Deny Spirit altogether, and if that’s the case you Really don’t want to succumb to their Political Agenda.

No Limits

March 1, 2019

A new week, a new chart.  Or three.  And well, there are Limits.  But they’re your Limits, not Limits to the Universe.  It’s a great week to Stretch.  We get four Big and Stretchy astroevents in the next several days…

The Station of dwarf planet Chaos on 5 March (3:30 pm PST) at 24 Gemini is the Biggie.  Chaos is what was there before Zeus and his cronies Declared the Patriarchy.  Of course to them that meant nothing of note.  But we know it was the time of the Yin Female with all of Her Magic.  Greek Mythology is all about Disempowering Women so men can Have Their Way.

You can think of Chaos as the pregnant and fecund Zero Point Field or Scalar Field that Greg Braden and others write about.  In fact, I’ve just noticed and ordered one of Greg’s books that I hadn’t seen before, the title of which perfectly describes what this week is all about – The Spontaneous Healing of Belief: Shattering the Paradigm of False Limits.  Can’t wait to read it.

One of the more remarkable things about the Chaos-Station chart is that it’s laced with a phenomenal network of Insights and Epiphanies.  So we can Expect Fun.

The Station of Mercury on 5 March (10:30 am PST) in the Last Degree of Pisces.  We don’t normally pay much Attention to the Inner Planets, because since everyone else does there’s no need for us to repeat, and because they tell us more about Everyday Reality, while we usually deal with the Esoteric and the Sublime.  We’re including this one because it occurs only a third of a Degree from the Aries Cusp, meaning that it represents a Big-Time Finishing for the Dualistic Mind, and it Conjoins Chiron, the planet of Miracles, which just entered Aries ten days ago.

And because the Cusps are what are Lit Up by the several planets that are Changing Signs, most notably Uranus, which Re-Enters Taurus on 6 March (12:30 am) “for good,” or at least, for the next seven years.  Uranus in Taurus is about Soul Inhabiting Flesh.  That’ll Open some Windows for us to Stretch Out Of.

Mercury-Chiron and Uranus are one Sign apart – that’s an “Unx,” or Twelfth-Harmonic Angle.  The Twelfth Harmonic is symbolized by the Hanged Man, but he’s not hanging by his fingernails or his neck.  He hangs by his Heels.  He’s the Pattern-Breaker, Seeing through New Eyes, New Perspectives.  If we look at Soul Descending into Flesh while we’re Upside Down, what do we See?  Ascension.  Just a matter of Perspective.

A New Moon on 6 March (8am PST) at 16 Pisces, Dancing cheek-to-cheek with Ego-Bending Confusion about our Beliefs (Conjunct Neptune and asteroid Vesta and Square Nemesis-Asbolus-Sappho).

So this is a Big Portal that we should much Enjoy.  We’ll also be Letting Go of a lot of Obsolete stuff, so hang loose and Let It Go.  You don’t need it, it’s just holding you back.

Here’s one of last week’s Auroras…

And one of this week’s…

Pink and Green are the Colors of the Fourth Chakra, the Heart.  The door to 5D Opens only to the Heart-Centered.

Self-Doubt 5

October 24, 2018

When we Deny something it’s often because we don’t like it, and often it’s something about ourself on one level or another.  Denial is Repression by another name, or Banishment into the Unconscious.  Unfortunately, the Unconscious has more Power over us than our Consciousness or Ego.  So Denial always comes with a cost, and almost always a cost that we become Victim to, Projecting it onto Others or onto “Fate.”  We eliminate these Self-Sabotages by bringing them into Consciousness.

Which isn’t always Easy, but at times the Astrology gives us a hand – or an ultimatum.  That usually involves dwarf planet Eris.  We spoke about Eris’s involvement in the 26 October Sappho-Station chart in Self-Doubt 3, at https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2018/10/21/self-doubt-3/.  Given the critical role of Denial in Self-Love, we believe that the Eris-Haumea Yin Gate, that we described therein, is the most important part of the Sappho-Station chart.

However, Sappho herself wan’t involved in that Yin Gate.  So, what of Sappho herself while she’s Front and Center?  She’s no shrinking Violet here.  First and foremost, she is Merged with (Conjoins) dwarf planet Chaos, which we’ll abbreviate “dp Chaos” here in order to make it clear when we’re referring to the actual planet.  Dp Chaos doesn’t symbolize Disorder.  “Chaos” was the condition of Reality that the Greek Gods found and brought Order to.  In fact though, much of Greek Mythology is about murdering the previous, or Matriarchal, Order.  So we could Easily equate dp Chaos with the Demise of the Patriarchy.

We give the Greeks some backhanded credit, though, by focusing on their notion of Disorder, and considering dp Chaos to symbolize Unlimited Potential.  What to any given agenda is Disorder, is actually not only Order of another Dimension, but also the Potential for Unlimited Change, since we have no shortage of Dimensions.

Of course a given Huper Lifetime has Potential somewhat Limited by its Soul’s Mission.  But if you consider our many Detours on this path toward our Mission, Variation is more prominent than Limitation.  And, when we become Aware of the Parallel Lives of our Soul, our Variation becomes almost Infinite, if not truly so.  Then add the fact that We Are All One, and you multiply our Potential Diversity by an additionally infinite number of infinities.  And we haven’t even considered non-Huper Entities.  Thus, Unlimited Potential.

So, when you think about asteroid Sappho, symbol of Self-Love, Standing Still only a Degree from dp Chaos, symbol of Unlimited Potential, I would hope you will find yourself among the Stars.  Back in the Olde Days we would have called it “mind-blowing,” as the birdcage of our everyday Ego and Conceptual Matrix and Emotional Limits Exploded into Cosmic confetti. 

Watch for this.  Don’t turn away from it in Fear or Horror.  It may be subtle, or it may Feel like a sword to the belly, like it may have been for some Wall Street traders today.  Remember that the Duality of Self-Love is Self-Doubt, so when Self-Doubt arises, know that its purely a graphic illustration of a corner of your Life where you’re not in Self-Love, a corner that needs correcting ASAP.  Without Self-Love, you’re condemned to repeat the soap opera without end.

Here’s the chart…

You can see that Self-Love and Unlimited Potential are Challenged (T-Square) by Truth (Aletheia) and Suffering/Miracles (Chiron).  What’s the lever that converts Suffering to Miracles?  Self-Empathy, a particularly precious form of Self-Love.  The Challenge is to Remember Self-Empathy every time we encounter Suffering.

And you can see that it’s Opposed by our Forbidden Genius (dwarf planet Ixion) and our Willingness to Respond to Support it (dwarf planet Pholus).  Rudhyar’s advice that “When we don’t follow our nature there is a hole in the universe where we were supposed to be” points directly at our Forbidden Genius – the places where our Programmers shut us down. 

No Blame (except in the beginning when you’re Letting Go of your pent-up Anger about it), your Soul hired them to give you something to push against so you wouldn’t blow the Lifetime posting selfies on your Facebook page.  Do we know who our Forbidden Genius is?  Notice that Eris and Haumea are both Pathfinders (Trine Bridges) for Sappho-Chaos Opposing Ixion-Pholus.  In other words, it would be a fine time to stumble into a Rebirth of your Forbidden Genius through Reclaiming what’s been Denied.

Of course since Denial is all about the Unconscious, and the Unconscious, since it’s Unconscious, isn’t accessible to us through everyday Actions.  We might be able to Notice parts of it by analyzing everyday Actions, but that a very slow way to get Conscious. So we PIAVA.  I’m guessing that most of us actually know our Forbidden Genius, we just don’t know how to Integrate it into the rest of our Lives.

When we put all these elements together, we might come up with something like…

“God/Goddess, Creator of All That Is, I Command that my Forbidden Genius be Reborn into Polite Company and that the Resulting Integration Convert Suffering to Miracles and Open Up Unexpected Vistas of Opportunity and Ease for me.  It Is Done, It Is Done, It Is Done.  Thank you God/Goddess! … Show Me.”

Oh.  Did I mention Daniel Scranton’s recent Channeling from the Arcturians? …

We are putting forth an invitation to anyone and everyone who wants to experience the up-leveling of your vibration.  We are offering this service because we know that there is nothing better for you than to put out a higher frequency of vibration, and we love so much to give to all of you in whatever way that we can.  In order to receive our up-leveling, all you need to do is state your intention to receive it as you are drifting off to sleep.

“The delivery system will be through a meeting that will take place in the astral realm.  That is where you are able to meet ninth dimensional beings at this time.  And so we are happy to meet up with you and to provide you with this service.  Now, you are going to experience some changes once you receive this vibrational upgrade.  You are going to heal more quickly.  You will receive more inspired ideas.  You will feel more joy, and love will flow easily to you and through you.

“We have seen the results of these vibrational upgrades in those who have accepted them from us in the past, and we are very pleased with how you all shift your vibrations so easily when you are open to receive.  We also want you to recognize that we are really just the facilitators here.  You are the ones who will accept our invitation, and you are the ones who will meet us in the astral plane so that you can receive what was always yours for the taking.

“A higher vibration is your birthright, and as many factors as there are on your world that keep your vibrations in the lower frequency range, there are as many of us in the higher realms looking to support you in holding a higher vibration.  We always have and we always will.”

Summer of Self-Love VI

September 27, 2018

Well, my apologies.  I’ve been so busy that I didn’t notice till yesterday that the Chaos Station was 26 July, not 28 July!  See, I’ve been too busy – I think it’s July.  Make that September!  The actual 28 September event is the Lachesis Station, which is actually okay, because after all isn’t being able to Consciously Choose the Length of our Timelines – Lachesis’s specialty – what it’s all about?  I mean, yes, we need to get Conscious of all that Unconscious material, so we make Real Choices rather than Karmic Puppet Choices, but then, Making the Choices is what it’s about.

The Chaos Station was a Yin Gate or Mystery School, where we get to Experience Paradox.  We Win if we stay with the Reality of it, the Reality that it doesn’t Make Sense.  We Lose if we Rationalize it and Make Sense of the Illusion as if it’s Reality…

The critical central axis is the Opposition between Respect for All Things (Hopi) and Consciousness of our Fear (Juno-the Edges of Consciousness and Sedna-Fear, or Power once it’s brought into Consciousness and Grounded).  So it’s our Xenophobia.  How do you Feel about yours?  “Kick the bastards out, they’re taking our jobs?”  Or “We need more Diversity!”  Or “I Feel Guilty about my Racism and Sexism.”  Or, most commonly, “What Racism?  I’m not Sexist.”

Castenada used to call it Cognitive Dissonance – holding several Contradictory notions in mind at once without having to debate about them.  Accepting that Belief in Contradiction is a Limitation of Duality that Separates us from an Alive, Unitary, Multifarious Reality that is rife with apparent Contradiction, when squeezed through the sieve of Intellect.  We build our Egos on Contradiction.  “I Am” because “I’m Not such-and-such.”

The Yin Gate is those two green Xs on each side of the red asterisk in the middle of the chart.  The red diagonals are important too…

  • Rebirth (Haumea) Opposing Authenticity (Moon, Conjunct Eris, which symbolizes Revelation of What’s Been Denied).  Another False Dichotomy.  The Second Harmonic (Opposition) represents Ritual.  So here’s our Opportunity to Choose – between Being Reborn into Authenticity, or Choosing between Rebirth and Authenticity.  Soul would Choose the former, Ego the latter.
  • Enchantment with Limitlessness (Sappho = Self-Love and the Stationary Chaos = Unlimited Potential) versus Being Responsive to our Craziness (Pholus = Being Fully Responsive and Ixion = our Forbidden Genius).  Do you see those as Contradictory?  Find a way that they are Contradictory.  Then hold every Imagined Interpretation without Judging between them.

Not drawn in is the Chiron T-Square across the Limitless-Crazy axis.  As we said last time, there’s Pain there.  We’re conditioned to Believe that our 3D Illusions are Real, and when we begin to see that they’re just Holograms, Illusion, we Freak Out a bit.  Or maybe a lot.  It destabilizes the Ego.  Which, if you want to Identify with Soul, is good.  Providing we Manage our Natural Reactions to it.  It is after all the same as “mental illness,” the only difference is whether or not we’re Managing our Egoic Reactions.

The inmates on this Planet actually Believe that their Limits really are the Edge of the World, and they’ll go to great lengths, incarcerating you even, to keep you from Dropping off the Edge.  So you can’t just Go Crazy.  You have to Pretend like you Understand their Illusions and Believe in them too.  Isn’t that Weird?

Summer of Self-Love

September 20, 2018

Well, at least a week of Self-Love, as both the 21 September Asbolus Station and the 26 September Chaos Station Conjoin asteroid Sappho, the Goddess of Self-Love.

The Chaos (Unlimited Potential) Station is the Biggie this week, but many partners are lined up to Dance with us during the Build-Up…

  • 21 September (6:30 am PDT) Asbolus (Intuition) Station in 21 Gemini, which Challenges us to Accept what’s been in the closet
    • Pluto Squaring Eris…

  • 22 September (7pm PDT) Libra Equinox – this chart will be with us till the Capricorn Solstice.  It suggests that we have Self-Judgments that are impacting our Health, and we’ll be, if we Decide to Accept the Mission, getting Conscious of the Truth around them.  Unfortunately, this message will not self-destruct in five seconds.

Of course we could have internalized someone else’s Judgments as our own.  This may be a good clue about our Forbidden Genius.  Lifelong and Life-Threatening Health issues can disappear in seconds when we find their Real Cause, which is often in our Held Emotions.  The Physical, Emotional, Mental, and Spiritual Realms are not Separate Provinces – we are One Unit, and these are simply different Perspectives on that Unit.  Ever hear of “Miracle” Healings?  This is how they occur.

The Equinox Conjoins Mercury (Awareness) and Veritas (Truth), Squares Vesta-Saturn-Quaoar (see below), Trines Sedna-Juno (Becoming Conscious about Fear), and Trine-Bridges the Opposition between Mars-South Node (Self-Inflicted Wounds) and Varuna-North Node (Perfect Health).

Our Survival Instincts will make it clear to us which Unconscious Beliefs are Most Important for us to get Conscious of and Change.  Don’t mistake your Survival Instincts for Worry or Fear.  Instead, Ask yourself,

“What Indelible ‘Truths’ Create this Worry or Fear?  If a Miracle were to Manifest right now, what would be the Perfect Result I Want?  What Prevents me from Receiving that?  What if those ‘Truths’ were just Mass Hypnosis?  If there was ever one Exception, then it ain’t a Truth, is it.”

A common culprit is some variation on the Belief that there are Walls between Body, Spirit, Emotion, and Thought.

  • 23 September (4:30 am PDT) Station of Chariklo (Confidence) in 15 Capricorn.  The Bottom Line is Choosing to Accept a Big Ego Death in order to Rebirth ourself into Confidence.  Of course the process we suggest above would Create a Big Ego Death, wouldn’t it.  You might be surprises at how Easy it turns out the to be, though.
    • Stationary Chariklo Conjoins Klotho (Choosing a New Timeline) as part of the Grace in a Nemesis (Ego Death) Diamond Star (Self-Resolving Challenge), and Opposes asteroid Moira (Choice).  Asteroid Atropos (Choosing to End an Old Timeline) is the other part of the Grace.
  • 26 September (5pm PDT) Station of dwarf planet Chaos in 26 Gemini, which promises to be a Life Lesson in Transmuting Fear of Other into Respect.

    • Perfect Yin Gate, the central axis of which (the Paradoxes we’re Learning) is Hopi (Respect for All Things) Opposite Sedna-Juno (Becoming Conscious about Fear).  Chaos Conjoins Sappho (Self-Love) and Opposes Ixion-Pholus (Responding Fully to our Forbidden Genius) and Haumea (Rebirth) Opposes Moon-Eris (Becoming Authentic about our Hidden Truths).

As if this chain wasn’t Heavy enough, it’s followed closely by…

  • 28 September (10:30 pm PDT) Station of Lachesis (Choosing to Modify a Timeline) in 6 Gemini, which will involve Letting Go of more Memories of Abuse in order to Deepen our Physical Healing.

And the whole process is underlain by…

  • 30 September (7pm PDT) Station of Pluto (An Irresistible but Modifiable Force) in 19 Capricorn.  More Choosing, more Ego Death, more Truth.

Phew!  Then we get a few days off to Integrate it all before we have to/get to Confront our Old Reality and Adjust it to fit Who We’ve Become (Station of Juno 11 October in 1 Gemini).

Or, as Daniel Scranton’s Channel puts it…

https://danielscranton.com/upgrades-are-coming-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“We have begun the process of giving you the various upgrades that you’ve been asking for.  We are working, of course, in concert with your guides to provide you with the unique upgrades that each of you has been asking for individually.  Now, these upgrades are different than the universal ones that you sometimes receive.  Those upgrades are given because of where you are on your evolutionary journey, and they are given to everyone.

“The upgrades that we are referring to are the ones that you have personally requested, whether the request was for clairvoyance [eg the Asbolus Station], the ability to channel, or to be able to heal others.  We have been working with your guides and your higher selves because so many of you have been reaching out to us, specifically, and we have been able to convince your guides and higher selves at times that you are ready for some true growth and some new abilities that will help sustain you during the rest of the time that you have in the fourth dimension.

“We are happy and eager to provide you with these upgrades while you are asleep, and it is important for all of you to know that once you have an upgrade, you will still need to learn how to use it.  So just because you receive a clairvoyance upgrade, that doesn’t necessarily mean you are going to start accessing that gift without any focus on your part.  Most of you will still need to sit and open your third eyes to see what you are receiving.

“You will still need to master the use of the gifts you are given, and mostly you will need to trust that what you are receiving is in fact real and not just your imagination, your mind, or your ego.  Receive your new gifts graciously, and practice, practice, practice, and you will have a lot more fun there on Earth with your new toys.”

Wants, Mission, Compromise 4

June 17, 2018

So, in addition to the Cornucopia (or the Illusion of a Cornucopia) in the Sabian Symbol, what does the chart of the Eris-Juno Initiation tell us?  Because the three major events that dominate this weekend all occur in different Degrees, they each have Different Stories to tell.

The first Story told is that the Most Important Thing is our Self-Sovereignty…

Which is to say, the Eris-Juno Initiation chart features a T-Square to Lilith.  A T-Square (the red triangle) is a Challenge, a Temptation to yield to Frustration, and an Invitation to become Adept at dealing with the subtleties of the Challenge.  Lilith is about Self-Sovereignty.  If that’s not self-Explanatory, it “just” means you take your Orders from yourself, not from Others.  Even if it’s your Ego issuing the Orders, rather than your Soul or other element of your Higher Self, that can still be good practice.

Of course the Patriarchy marks Lilith’s Rebellion as Egoic, since Competition is what the Patriarchy Understands, and Female Self-Sovereignty was and is a criminal Betrayal to the Patriarchy.

We’ve included Pluto and Klotho with Lilith, even though they’re a bit more than three Degrees from the Degree of the Initiation; they’re more than close enough to have a strong influence on any Project that we’d Begin this weekend, and as we’ll see, this chart strongly suggests we’ll be Reborn.

Pluto adds the element of Compulsion to Self-Sovereignty.  The New Lilith-Pluto Cycle began in mid-May at 22 Capricorn, “By accepting defeat gracefully, a general reveals nobility of character.”  Lilith-Pluto is a nine-year Cycle, and the Patriarchy is unlikely to accept defeat, gracefully or otherwise, by 2027, though of course we needn’t exclude the possibility. 

However, the Sabian Symbol suggests continued major progress.  Bear in mind though that during the first quarter of any Cycle, the Resistance of the Olde Order dominates the airwaves, so to find evidence of the New during this period, we need to Look For It.  #MeToo may encounter some defeats of its own here.  We can expect the Apparent Tide to shift at the Lilith-Pluto Waxing Square, around the time that the two-century Digital Age begins in earnest, in 2020-2021. 

Our job in the interim is to continue to Conspire to promote the New Cycle, for instance by Acting and Speaking as though the Patriarchy has already Surrendered.  The folks who are on the fence gain the Courage to step up when they hear enough Voices and see enough Commitment to know that they won’t be Alone when they do, so at this stage our Voices and Actions are even more influential than usual, even though the media will repeatedly emphasize our minority or ignore us entirely.

Klotho, of course, represents New Beginnings.  The latest 4-year Klotho-Pluto Cycle (Realizing that our old methods don’t work, and starting over) began at the March Equinox in the same 22 Capricorn, reinforcing the same Energy as the New Lilith-Pluto Cycle.

The New Klotho-Lilith Cycle (Initiating New Patterns of Self-Sovereignty) began in mid-February at 11 Capricorn, “A large group of pheasant on a private estate.”  This is a picture of the Closure of the Commons.  In the Patriarchy, Greed is Good.  We can easily envision a wall of hungry immigrants just beyond the fence of the estate, adding an Overpopulation picture to the Greed picture, and challenging our Beliefs about WeAreAllOne. 

The whole “what if everyone did that?” pseudo-argument that was used to try to Manipulate and Control many of us by our Programmers, comes to mind.  Lots of Fears to be Let Go Of in this nine-year Cycle.

The base of the Lilith T-Square is the Opposition between the Eris-Juno Initiation itself (the Coming into Consciousness of that which Has Previously Been Denied) and Haumea (Rebirth) – so you can see why we stretched our Sensitivity to Birth proportions and included Klotho.  Bear in mind that Denial is a healthy psychological Response to that which would Overwhelm our Ego and threaten to reverse our Growth in Consciousness.

But the Big Deal here is that this isn’t a usual T-Square, it’s a Diamond Star, which is formed when the focus of the T-Square (Lilith) is also the focus of a Yod (the green wedge).  This creates the “bowl of Grace” (blue lines) under the T-Square, as it’s Bridged by Sun-Chaos (Unlimited Potential is our Essence) and Moon-Ceres (Sustainable Authenticity).

A Diamond Star is interpreted as a Challenge that Resolves itself, as the bowl of Grace Acts to Mediate the Challenge.  Not only that, but this T-Square has two additional Bridges, a Trine (Grace) Bridge through dwarf planet Ixion (our Abandoned Genius), and a Quincunx (Curiosity) Bridge through Sedna (Facing and Embracing Fear as Power)…

Ixion, the Cosmic Bad Boy, represents your Best Qualities and Strongest Skills, which your Programmers, through Competition or their own Programming, Suppressed.  It’s been Opposing, and continues to Oppose, dwarf planet Chaos, symbolizing the Unlimited Potential that will be available to us when we Recover our Abandoned Genius.

And Sedna doesn’t just form a Quincunx Bridge, it’s the apex of a Yod from the Sextile between Ixion and Haumea – Pay Attention to your Fears in order to midwife the Rebirth of your Hidden Genius.  Fear is Power Rejected, Power we Fear.  Meet it with Breathing, Tapping, Kegels, Poor-Sweethearts, and PIAVAs.  Practice till you automatically and instantly shift from Fear to Excitement.  Fear is the Absence of Love, and Love Is All There Is.  When you’re in Fear, you aren’t in Is, you’re in Aren’t.

But, this is a Quincunx Bridge – it’s about Curiosity, as is the Yod.  So we’ll have to avoid drawing any Conclusions about our Fear, or about The Fear.  We Want it to be more like “I’m Scared, I Wonder How I’ll Feel and What Will Happen when I do Kegels.”  Rather than “Great, those Kegels replaced my Fear with Excitement,” try “Wow, I Wonder where this Excitement will Lead me.” 

You want to Wonder about “What Will Happen” when you Embrace your Fear because it will Change your Beliefs, potentially your Core Beliefs (especially with Ixion and Chaos involved in the Dance), and when your Beliefs Change, the World Changes.

More to say about the Eris-Juno Initiation, so to be continued…