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Surrendering to the Unknown XII

September 28, 2017

Here’s another, entirely different-sounding Perspective on what we’ve been talking about in the last several posts – Manifesting a different Reality.  We know that it’s all basically Energy that’s subject to Transformation, and we know that Matter is sticky, and we want to be able to exercise as much Choice as possible.  We know some “tricks” for making incremental Changes, but when it comes to “jumping Timelines” to make big Changes, we have more Curiosity than Answers – which is good, right?  We know Curiosity to be akin to Love.  “I Wonder…”

This is Daniel Scranton’s Channeling for today from the Arcturians…

http://danielscranton.com/harmonizing-with-timelines-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“You have begun to exercise your right to harmonize with any timeline that you want to be on.  You have much more freedom now than you have ever had to find a timeline that suits you and that brings you the most joy.  Being a part of a collective doesn’t mean that you are stuck on the same timeline with the same version of that collective forevermore.  When you jump timelines as individuals, you then find yourself harmonizing with different versions of the human collective.

“This gives you free will, and yet you still maintain your part in a version of the human collective.  This is why you sometimes will have glitches in your memories, or you will remember something differently than someone who is quite close to you who experienced the exact same thing.  But your memories will be different because you will have been on different timelines at the time of that event.

“So how then should you exercise your right to harmonize with the best possible timeline?  Well, a timeline where everyone is free and gets the respect and acknowledgement that they deserve is a timeline that is best for the individual as well.  The needs of the individual and the needs of the many are the same.

“You will never escape your interconnectedness with all other humans, no matter what timeline you find yourself on.  And that serves you very well, because the more you see yourself as a collective, the higher you vibrate.  And the higher you vibrate, the better the timeline is that you find yourself on, and it will be better for all, not just a few.

“When you discover how to harmonize with that best possible timeline for everyone, you will also want to share with others how you did it.  You will want to empower others because you will understand that by doing so you are empowering yourself.

“You are taking the entire collective to the best possible timeline for all of humanity, and there is no better feeling than that.  The way that you harmonize is by feeling for that reality, the reality where all humans are equal, respected, acknowledged, and free.”

One element of the sense of Difficulty that some of us are Feeling, is an almost-panicky reaction to the way Time seems to be collapsing.  Suzanne Lie’s Channel suggests…

 https://eraoflight.com/2017/09/28/the-arcturians-ascending-with-gaia-through-service-to-others/

“First off, help others to remember who they are.  And then they will remember that they are not just a physical person who lives on the physical planet with all of the physical restraints, fears, responsibilities and duties.

“When they remember their Higher SELF, they will remember that their Higher Self is not some higher being.  Their higher self is just their own self, their very own self, who chose to volunteer to come to 3D Earth to take this physical vessel to assist with planetary ascension.  The connection with that higher self will activate the memory of why they chose and what exactly was the Mission that they chose to fulfill while they were still in their fifth dimensional SELF…”

“Frightened people are easily controlled.  If people refuse to be afraid, it’s very difficult to control them.  Having people connected to their higher self – that is the Illuminati’s greatest fear.  Once people are connected to their Higher Self, or to an Ascended Being, even if they are not able yet to believe that they are also a fifth dimensional self, if they connect to whatever their religion presents to them as an ascended being, then they are under the protective love of that ascended being.  Then they will be able to stay in the higher astral until they are ready to transmute that energy field into their own individual SELF who is NOW ready to accept their Fifth Dimensional SELF.

“So in terms of the darkness, we speak of and how the planetary Now will be rushed.  Therefore, is there an importance to have a message of urgency?  If the efforts of the dark ones being amped up, will we have a sense of being rushed?

“Yes, there may be that feeling … like the fire alarm has gone off: ‘Wait, wait, we have to go outside. we have to go someplace else, something is wrong, maybe it’s not a fire, but we need to get out of here now.’  Therefore, some people may say: ‘Wait there’s something wrong. There’s something that I don’t know!  I can’t figure it out what it is, but there’s something different.  I need to leave.  I need to move on.’

“[Suzanne] has been talking to more people who are getting to that place.  They’re getting to that place where they are saying: ‘Wait, this isn’t quite right.  I’m not supposed to be here.  This isn’t my space.  I’m more than this.  I’m more loving than this, I’m kinder than this.  This is not my space.’  What is happening is that these people realizing that their ‘brainwashing’ is falling off.

“The brain washing WAS telling them that they were not nearly ‘good enough.’  So they needed to suffer longer, and to work harder!  The brainwashing was also telling them that their authority figures telling them that, ‘You are NOT Good Enough.  If you do what we say, then you may be better…’ “

“The fifth dimension has been flirting and trying to encircle the planet for quite a while now.  There are still some people that have come in to represent the darkness because humanity has to move beyond polarities of the light and the dark.  In order to release those polarities of light and dark, humanity has to move into Unconditional Love and Unconditional Forgiveness.

“From this perspective of being encircled by Unconditional Love and Unconditional Forgiveness, humanity can look at someone who is of the dark, and realize that this someone needed love and guidance at a very young age.  However, they did not get it.  Hence, their consciousness became trapped in fear.  Therefore, all they could perceive was fear…”

“The people that [have been] entrenched in and ruled by darkness for many incarnations…  They will likely not be able to ascend with the planet until they have studied in all the Astral Mystery Schools.  Also, they will not be able to move with the planet because they do NOT live on the planet.  Instead, they live on the 3D Matrix.  When the higher Light starts absorbing itself around and into the planet, then this 3D Matrix will dis-articulate, leave Gaia and wrap around a lower frequency planet.

“Those dark ones will have lost that opportunity to move into the higher frequencies of reality, and they will have to just start all over again.  It’s a reset.  They will have a reset.  The eclipse was also a reset and actually a warning to everyone that it is the Now to reset your consciousness.  It is the Now to catch yourself when your consciousness is dipping, because it will, it absolutely will.  It’s a difficult world.  And, when your consciousness is dipping – if you can remember to connect to some higher dimensional expression of yourself and/or with Nature, or with Gaia [then] YOU will be able to ‘hold on to your OWN Multidimensional Self.’ ”

The Chinese supposedly say that it’s a curse to “be born in interesting times,” but all we can do is “Be Here Now.”

Surrendering to the Unknown VII – Pluto

September 24, 2017

You can see at a glance how different the 21-27 Degree Chaos-Station (25 September) chart…

is from the 14-19 Degree Pluto-Station (28 September) chart…

Once we add the two Fixed Stars in Cancer to the first chart, given our current long-term circumstances, the most important element is the Grand Unx (the twelve short green lines on the perimeter), providing ample Opportunities for us to Break Out of our Self-Sabotaging Archetypes.  While the impact of the first chart begins to decline after 1am PDT 25 September, it doesn’t disappear.  Procyon tells us not to dally, but both of these Energies are available to us this week.

Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian message for today supports our Transmogrification…

http://danielscranton.com/your-ascension-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“Now, as we give you this pat on the back we also want to encourage you to listen more to what’s going on inside of you, because you have programming inside of you to handle ascension.  You are equipped to do this, and you are ready.  Listen to your feelings.  Listen to your hearts.  Listen to joy and excitement, and brace yourselves for the more that you are exposing yourselves to.

“This is the time for you to let go of all that has been holding you back, especially the limitations you place on yourselves in order to fit in, in order to be like everyone else.  You, who are receiving this transmission, are the leaders in the ascension process, which is why you have awakened before most of the human race.  It’s not something to shrink from. It’s something to embrace, and it’s something to feel proud of.”

Surrendering to the Unknown VI – Chaos II

September 24, 2017

We should know that Pluto is also Stationary, in addition to dwarf planet Chaos. 

Hereabouts the Chaos Station really does seem to be acting through Pollux (see previous post), as when I catch myself dwelling on “The Darker Side of Duality” and shift to the other pole or to the Coin, my Physical-Emotional Response is an immediate surge of Joy.  Out in the World I see many failing to shift, like the scowling woman who tried to run me off the road yesterday.

The Chaos Station may also be acting through Procyon – Blessings that Expire Quickly – because the Unx-rich Twelfth-Harmonic Pattern-Breaking Chaos Station (Exact 1am PDT 25 September) will soon yield to the much different Pluto Station (Exact 12:30 pm PDT 28 September) chart.  The latter chart isn’t unfriendly, but it’s not nearly as Gracefull as the former.

Daniel Scranton’s Arcturian team advises us about Self-Support while we’re Breaking Patterns…

http://danielscranton.com/giving-in-to-temptation-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“There is a reason why you feel tempted to do things that you know are not in service to your highest good.  You have within you a certain amount of programming that gives you an opportunity to test your limits.  You want to make the most of the lives that you have in front of you, but this also is a time of integrating all aspects of self, including those that are on the darker side of things.

“So your lives are filled with opportunities to explore that which is unwanted, that which does not serve you, and that which does not serve the others around you.  And it is an opportunity for you to partake in something, feel the vibration of it, experience the effects, and then learn from the situation what you need to know.

“You all need to experience compassion for your fellow humans, and what better avenue is there to compassion than having experienced something yourself?  You now know what serves you and what does not, and if you are placing yourself in a position where you are tempted to partake in something that does not serve you, it means that there is still something for you in that experience.”

It’s not about All-or-Nothing Pattern Changes, it’s about bringing the Archetype into Consciousness.  All Behaviors, Emotions, and Thoughts are Useful, but in Context.  It’s the Patterns that we Unconsciously trot out in every situation, with no Awareness that we are or why we are, that cry out for Consciousness.  Repeating those Patterns until we Learn so much about them that we can use them like a scalpel instead of an axe, is what it’s all about.

The major statement in the Pluto-Station chart is a Challenge to Choose our Intuition and our Instincts rather than our Anger (Asbolus T-Square to Mars and Lachesis, with Moon-Pluto Trine-Bridging it).  Clearly the Antichrist is celebrating its Anger Archetypes instead.  I’m beginning to see why Marilyn Raffaele’s Arcturians warned that we don’t want to keep one foot in 3D if we can help it; it occurs to me, finally, that the Antichrist Wants War, not least because it will probably raise everyone’s Flags and get it re-elected.  And maybe wipe out the US Left Coast and eliminate much of its Opposition.  Iran next, then Venezuela of all places.

Marilyn’s message for today starts with…

http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html

“Dear ones, the message for these changing times is an assurance that all is on track and the world has not lost its way.  Rather, it is the obsolete belief system that is losing its way even as many struggle to hold it in place.  False concepts and beliefs can only dissipate in the presence of ever increasing energies of Truth where there is nothing to sustain them.

“Change for many has been unpleasant and not in alignment with the material sense of comfort and security.  However, what is taking place is necessary for Gaia as well as all upon her in order to clear the multiple layers of dense energy formed of duality and separation that she has stored and carried through centuries.”

Surrendering to the Unknown V – Chaos I

September 22, 2017

Oho, somebody’s been reading Naomi Klein and John Perkins…

https://www.washingtonpost.com/outlook/how-puerto-rican-hurricanes-devastate-many-and-enrich-a-few/2017/09/22/78e7500c-9e66-11e7-9083-fbfddf6804c2_story.html

Jim Rickards says that the bookstore in the CIA’s Langley headquarters carries John’s books but not his own.

We’re well into the Station of dwarf planet Chaos, which is Exact 25 September (1am PDT) at 24 Gemini.  The Fixed Stars Procyon (Blessings that Expire Quickly) and Pollux (The Darker Side of Duality) are the Stars of the Chaos-Station chart, as they Complete the Air Grand Trine (Grace around mental issues) and the Grand Unx (Ease at Manifestation).  We’re quite familiar with the 21-27 Degree Zone, as everyone who’s anyone is Dancing there…

  • Nodes at 23 Leo-Aquarius (Where we’re coming from and where we’re going)
  • Mercury at 22 Virgo (Critical or Analytical Analysis)
  • Hopi-Haumea-Jupiter at 21-27 Libra (Expansive Rebirth into Respect for All Things)
  • Klotho at 25 Scorpio (Rebuilding a Profound Process)
  • Saturn-Ixion-Lilith-Pholus at 22-27 Sagittarius (The Most Important Thing Is to Be Responsive to the Self-Sovereignty of our Forbidden Genius)
  • Nemesis at 23 Capricorn (Ego Demise)
  • Chiron at 27 Pisces (Empathizing with Pain)
  • Eris at 24 Aries (Facing Truth)
  • Sedna at 27 Taurus (Embracing Fear)
  • Chaos Stationary Retrograde at 24 Gemini (Limitless Change)
  • Fixed Stars Procyon and Pollux at 24-26 Cancer (Facing Up to Recognizing that What You’re Manifesting Is a Mirror for Who You Are, and Choosing Liberation)

Chaos is not about Disharmony, it’s about Limitlessness.  It particularly Challenges our sense of the Possible.  If we aren’t in Bliss it’s because someone is Stealing our Life Energy.  In a World of Self-Sovereignty that thief could only be once person – as Pogo famously said, “We have found the Enemy and It Is Us.”  How is it we could Want a Hurricane?  Because it could lead us to the Untold Wealth of our True Self.  It’s not about Discipline; it’s about Changing our Vibration.

Make Ego Great Again II

August 13, 2017

A friend sent this link to a Vedic interpretation of Eclipses…

http://visionaryreadings.com/the-meaning-of-eclipses-in-vedic-astrology/

And then described how their Life has been bothered by bureaucratic snafus recently. 

Where we are Looking has a lot to do with how we Perceive Reality.  Consider the contrast between Looking at the Fear Propaganda on TV in the USofA, or Looking at, for example, http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html or http://danielscranton.com/ .  Not to imply that the Arcturians have any kind of monopoly on Relevance to what’s happening on the Planet.  You might resonate more to the Pleiadeans or https://lightquest-intl.com/ or http://www.starwars.com/games-apps .

Vedic astrology has a tendency to Believe it does have a monopoly on Truth.  If it provides Perspective that is useful to you, then, as with any Perspective, by all means use it.  The more Lenses we have to see the World through, the closer we are to actually participating in Reality rather than our own Projections.  When any Perspective strikes Fear, though, we need to Tap Out the Fear before we use the Perspective.  If a Perspective is good for nothing more than bringing Unconscious Fear into Consciousness where you can Love it to Death, then it’s a very Powerful Perspective for you.  Alternatively, with a technique like Theta Healing, where the Outcome is immediately available to us, we can modify our Command until we find one that works, or alternate Theta and Tapping.

The root of the monopoly tendency in Vedic astrology is Religious Politics.  Simply put, if it’s Either/Or it’s Political.  If it’s Both/And, it’s Spiritual.  We make no claim that this is an absolute Truth, but we suggest strongly that it’s a very Reliable First Approximation and a very Useful Perspective.  Vedic astrology supported Political Hinduism, as distinct from Esoteric Hinduism.  Political Hinduism supported ongoing Abuse of the Dalit or Harijan caste just as Political Christianity supported ongoing Slavery and Abuse of Primary Cultures everywhere they were encountered.  Certainty is a Tool of Political Agendas.

We look at it this way.  Hinduism is frequently accused of promoting Fatalism, and Political Hinduism certainly appears to.  As with most Religions, I don’t believe that Esoteric Hinduism does promote Fatalism.  Fate and Free Will are usually seen as an Either/Or, so as with any Duality, we Know that this is a 3D Veil attempting to obscure the Both/And, Multifarious and Unitary Reality on the Other Side.

The difference between Fate and Free Will is that our Fate is what befalls us when we’re Captives of the Karmic and Generational and Social Archetypes that we usually refer to as our Limiting Beliefs.  Free Will is what we Obtain when we step outside of the Limited Reality of the these Archetypes.  Even the “Laws” of Physics are simply Archetypes, Projections of the Ego’s need for Stasis and the mind’s need for the Illusion of Understanding.  If you’ve ever had a Wannabe Guru Manifest in your bedroom in a pillar of shimmering colored pinpricks of light like on Star Trek, you’d understand this.  Or Channeled an Antarean, or met a Walk-In, or Encountered one of your Doubles.

To me Growth in Consciousness (which means Freeing yourself from some Archetype), which usually requires an Ego Death of some sort, is not about Discovery, but about Differentiation.  We See or Feel more layers of Reality when we start noticing that there are Trees in the Forest, Trees of different Colors, Trees that have Birds and Bears in them, Birds and Bear that may be different from one another and that eat different Foods, etc etc.  There is no better way to Illuminate an Archetype or Assumption that we’ve wrapped our Limited view of Reality around, than for it suddenly to disappear.

Would we notice if suddenly all the Birch Trees disappeared from the Forest?  We might only notice that something had Changed.  But if they reappeared while we were pondering what it was that Changed, then suddenly our Consciousness would have a whole new Perspective on Birch Trees.  This is precisely what happens during an Eclipse; that which we Assume is Constant blinks off for a short time, then returns to its former Glory.  And we’re talking about the Sun, which Symbolizes our Essence.  Hence we consider Eclipses to be about Illumination, and that’s precisely what they are. 

Remember that in the Unconscious there is no Negation.  When you Pray for No War, you’re most likely to get War, because the Unconscious does not have a No in its vocabulary.  As we usually put it, astrology and the Unconscious determine Dimension, but not Direction.  The Cat may still be Alive or Not.  Eclipse is the Absence of Light, as Fear is the Absence of Love.  The Dimensions in those statements are Light and Love.  The Direction – Absence or Presence – is a Political Decision by the Ego, by yourself.

When you make a Decision to Choose Light and Love rather than Absence on any Issue in your Life, you threaten the Karmic or Family or Cultural Archetype that would keep you in Scarcity, with Fire and Fury like the World has never known.  So guess what the Archetype does in return?  It threatens to surround your Ego with Missiles, while its Ally the Ego warns you to seek cover and “not” to look at the flash.  As if you would have time for anything approaching that.  Ego and Archetype are one and the same. 

Hence we always recommend adding “Lovingly and Gently and Rapidly and Completely” to our PIAVAs

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/

PIAVAs directly address the Unconscious.  The Unconscious is in Charge, and one of its “Rules” is that no Prayer goes unanswered – that’s just a Perspective, but we suggest strongly that it’s a Reliable First Approximation and a Useful Perspective.   Use it as a filter to Examine your Life.  Every Negative thought you have is a Prayer.  Every Victim Emotion that you have is a Prayer.  Your Prayers specify the Dimension, and your Negativity and Victimhood specify the Direction.  Thoughts and Emotions are self-reinforcing, and their Negativity and Victimhood reinforce each other.  Your Negative thoughts and Victim Emotions are generated by your Archetypes.

When you PIAVA something and you’re ready to Receive it, the Universe will deliver it, just like Amazon or Taobao.  When you aren’t ready to Receive it, what the Universe will deliver, when you see the Universe through a Benevolent Lens, is Illustration of Why You Haven’t Been Manifesting That All Along.  That often looks like the Opposite of what you Asked for – the same principle as an Eclipse; often the fastest way to get you to Notice something that you’ve been taking for granted, is to Remove it.

There are some things which you have always been Abundant in.  Your Archetypes support your Ego in those arenas.  There are other things that have always been Difficult for you.  Those Define your Self-Sabotaging Archetypes.  Jane Roberts’s (Seth’s) The Nature of Personal Reality is an excellent exposition of this Lens.

Your thoughts and Emotions are not beyond your Control.  Your Ego can Choose to Intervene and Change the Direction.  It may take years of Persistence to shut down a strong Archetype, but never consider it Impossible.  You can PIAVA Assistance in Changing the Direction of the Archetype from Scarcity to Abundance – or vice versa for Abuse, though you’re better off Asking for Respect and Inviolate Boundaries, or whatever it is that you Want, rather than Asking for what you Don’t Want.

In Real Life this is an Either/Or Universe.  Fate is still going on.  If your Fate is to be Rich and Famous and Irresistible, then you may not want to Change it – though “Good” Karma is said to be harder to Change than “Bad” Karma, so when you start to get tired of being Rich and Famous and Irresistible, you may want to PIAVA Choice.  You may want to Choose Rich and Famous and Irresistible on Tuesdays and Fridays, Happy and Private on Wednesdays and Thursdays, and Surprised on Saturdays and Sundays and Mondays – but even that is an Archetype that will be Obsolete soon.

There isn’t much difference between Attention and Intention.  If your Attention is always on Negativity and Scarcity, whether in thought or Emotion, the Unconscious will consider that your Intention, and Manifest it for you.  Your Attention is under your Control.  You may have a nasty Habit of Focusing on your Negative thoughts and Bummer Emotions, and it may take a lot of Work to Change the Habit, but it is doable.  The Key is Noticing and Congratulating.

Rather than beating yourself up when you Notice that you’re Unconsciously indulging your Negativity, Congratulate yourself for Noticing.  You’re substituting Positive Reinforcement for Negative Reinforcement, and the more often you do this, the easier it becomes.  You’ll be surprised at how Effective this simple step is; Congratulate yourself for Noticing that you’re Repeating an undesired Habit, rather than cursing yourself for Repeating the Habit.

This particular Eclipse occurs while Mercury is Retrograde, and the Vedic Eclipse interpretation we linked to at the beginning of this article reads much like the average Western astrology’s interpretation of Mercury Retrograde.  Our approach to Retrogradations is the same as our approach to Eclipses.  But rather than Demanifestation of something routine, a Retrogradation may encourage Obsession on it – not a matter of Dimension, just a matter of Direction, so absolutely available to be Changed by the Ego with PIAVAs and Persistence. 

I usually find Retrogrades to be more Contemplative than Obsessive, but the same Energies apply – Contemplate What you Want, not What you Don’t Want.  If you’re particularly Skilled at Obsession, Obsess on What you Want, not on What you don’t Want.  We’ve already talked about Obsession and Changing the Subject, an important step in PIAVAing

https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/08/09/cause-an-defect-full-moon-iv/

If you can’t shake Negative Energy while you’re trying to Focus on What You Want, Tap it Out.  Be sure to measure the Intensity of the Energy before and after Tapping, and Recognize that you may need to Iterate, and even alternate with other forms of PIAVAing.  Persistence counts.

The dwarf planet that deals with our Unlimited Potential is Chaos, which is in the Air Grand Trine and Dynamic Grand Sextile of the recent Full Moon; see the previous post.  It’s joined in the Grand Trine by Haumea/Rebirth and South Node/Karma, but the other three, Fire, points in the Grand Sextile are North Node/Mission and Purpose, Eris/Revelation of Denial, and Lilith-Saturn-Ixion-Pholus/In Order to Achieve Self-Sovereignty the Most Important Thing is that we Become Responsible to our Unique and Probably Forbidden Genius.

The dwarf planet and Centaur Hylonome deals with Letting Go of Archetypes, and the asteroid Juno deals with the Edges of Consciousness.  It’s no Coincidence that they’re Conjunct as we speak.  Hylonome Initiated Juno in February 2017, starting a new 9-year Cycle at 8 Capricorn, “In a Sun-lit home domestic birds sing joyously.”  We’re in the middle of the Exposition (which actually peaked 28 July).  The Confidence-Builder occurs at the September Equinox.

Ending Limitation

April 2, 2017

Curious that both Daniel and Michael focused on Letting Go of our old baggage today.  Daniel…

http://danielscranton.com/re-creating-the-past-∞the-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

What we really want you to recognize is that you created something in your past that was meant to serve you in some way, and until you see it that way, it cannot.  You cannot receive the benefit of what you have created until you accept that you created it and that you created it for a very specific reason.  The reason is always that you have something to gain from the experience.

And Michael (2 April “365 Steps” email, http://int.michaelroads.org/ )…

“With the mind full of the detritus of life, it can literally ferment, causing a type of mental inebriation.  This is the person who, addicted to thinking, is regurgitating continually their endless negative mental clutter.  When we surrender the mind, discarding our burden of thought, letting go all attachment to our thoughts, to the ‘rights and wrongs’ of the ‘this and that’ of life, we become mindless.  It is quite a paradox when you consider that we need to be mindless to be more mindful!”

And the emphasis on Expanding beyond Limitation of the last few days – we wouldn’t normally see either of these as particularly Saturnian, though it makes total sense that they would be The Most Important Thing in this day and age.

Well, as is often the case, turns out there are good astological correlates.  What a coincidence!  Among other things, there are two Sign Changes, and a budding Initiation, that are all very relevant.

First, at 4pm PDT on 31 March, asteroid Atropos moved out of Gemini and into Cancer.  Atropos, which symbolizes Endings, has been anchoring one corner of the long-standing and now broken Golden Rectangle that we’ve been discussing for a long while, and which has provided the nest for our profound Yin Gates.

Gemini is good at Letting Go, but it has a short Attention Span; it’s just as likely to Grab It Back as it is to Let It Go permanently.  Letting Go is incidental to Gemini.  It’s primary job is to Disassemble a new Creation in order to find what is and isn’t working and what could be improved.  If the Creation stops working or fails to improve when Gemini Lets Go of a part, Gemini will Put It Back and move on to the next part.

Cancer on the other hand has a definite exogenous Purpose – Nurturing.  So it doesn’t matter if a part of our Creation works (to prop up an obsolete Identity for instance!) or not; if it doesn’t Nurture, Out It Goes.  That explains a lot of the background for Daniel’s and Michael’s readings.

Second, at 12am PDT on 1 April, asteroid Moira left Pisces and entered Aries.  Moira is about “Fate” – that which follows us faithfully till we Get Conscious about it so we can exercise Choice about whether or not we want to keep it and when we might want to use or disuse it.  Pisces is about Finishing Emotional Business.  And Aries is about Intuitively Creating a New Endeavor.

That makes it glaringly obvious that Holding On to what doesn’t work is just silly.  Who needs it!  Aries is completely non-intellectual about its Creation.  Aries has a quick mind, but it won’t have any idea what it’s Building till five years later.  It’s all seat-of-the-pants.

So Moira entering Aries will make us much more Willing to Accept the Unknown.  Normally we reject what we don’t Understand, but here we’ll be very Willing to walk undefended into unknown territory, and very Willing to drop our Defenses to do it.

And third, at 6am on 3 April, dwarf planet Chaos Initiates asteroid Veritas.  Chaos represents the Zero Point Field, or Unlimited Potential.  And Veritas means Truth.  So while previously we shied away from the relative Freedom of our Forbidden Genius because we Feared the Unknown, now we’ll understand the Truth of our Limitlessness, and recognize our former Limits as the Fake News that they were.

The Initiation occurs at 21 Gemini, “A tumultuous labor demonstration.”  This is a 64-month Cycle, so for the next five years we can expect those parts of our Selves that actually do the work – our Identities – to revolt against low wages (Lack of Self-Love), poor working conditions (unnecessary Limitation), and the absence of Respect and Safety (Self-Criticism).

13.12 Full Moon I

December 9, 2016

Everything we’ve just said about Portal 14.12 applies as well to the 13 December Full Moon – which also occurs at 4pm PST.  Plus a lot more.  The Bottom Line is that the Full Moon is about the Unlimited Potential that awaits us when we Fully Embrace our Abandoned Genius – and the Pain we’ll have to Endure to get there!

The Moon Conjoins dwarf planet Chaos, while the Sun Conjoins Ixion, both T-Squared by Chiron.

The Pain, though, is optional.  We can circumvent it by Embracing ourself with “You poor Sweetheart, you’re really feeling Despair (or Confused, or Lost, or Scared), aren’t you” or the equivalent.  

A Chiron T-Square is about Mastering – through Challenge – the art of Changing Perspectives.  This is one of the reasons we keep preaching about “Cognitive Dissonance” or the Ability to hold two “Contradictory” Perspectives at the same time, often shortened to Both/And.  The Observing mind is Dual, and so recognizes Contradiction.  Reality is Multifarious and Unitary (Both/And) and so contains a lot of apparent Contradictions.  Call them Paradoxes if you don’t grok Both/And yet.  

News flash – Observed Reality is bigger than Observing mind, not the other way around!

End of sermon.  At any rate, Chiron represents Unhealable Wounds, Unsolvable Problems, Hopeless Cases, Impossible Causes.  We recommend “You poor Sweetheart…” Self-Empathy because Empathy Heals, and being non-Dual, Empathy doesn’t really much care if something appears Unhealable to the intellect.  Despair is, after all, an intellectual Problem.  Also, “You poor Sweetheart…”, like other PIAVAs, is Effortless and, if we succeed in Changing the Subject, fast.  So fast we often don’t notice that it worked!

Einstein himself informed us that we can’t solve a Problem using the same thinking that postulated the Problem – ie, if you want to solve the Problem, or rather, make the Problem go away, we need to Change our Perspective.  “You poor Sweetheart…” is an automatic Change of Perspective, because we’re no longer Identified with Despair, we’re now standing apart from ourself and Empathizing back to ourself, now Identifying with Compassion instead of Despair.

While Despair is an intellectual – Yang – Problem, Compassion is a Yin Response.  Response, not Solution.  A Solution to an intellectual Problem would be an intellectual Solution – not a Change of Perspective.  Sure, there’s an Emotional or Yin side to Despair, but there’s nothing Unhealable about Emotion (Empathy works Miracles); it’s only the intellectual cage that Despair traps our Emotions into that’s a circular maze.

We know from using PIAVA that Yin Responses to Problems or other Unpleasantries don’t work unless we get the mind out of the way, especially with Despair, because by definition there’s No Exit from Despair, no way to think your way out of it.  So we have to Change the Subject, somehow take our Attention and our intellectual grinder away from the intractable Problem that’s so compulsively attractive to us, and find something else to occupy them.

That’s not always easy to do, especially since most of us have at least one Lifetime Unsolvable Problem.  So even if our Present Problem isn’t an exact Mirror for our Lifetime Hassle or Karma, we can’t help but borrow the format from our Lifetime Hassle, because we’re so “good” at the methodology of grinding.  Or non-methodology.  Einstein also supposedly said that Responding (or more appropriately, Reacting) the same way and expecting different results would be a good definition for insanity.

So the basic Problem becomes unhooking the mind from the Object of its Fixation and Frustration.  That’s actually something we can PIAVA, or even “You poor Sweetheart, you’re really Fixated here, aren’t you.”  Alternate that with Tapping – “Even though I’m really Fixated here, I deeply and completely Love and Accept myself…”  Even a Chocolate bar is likely to Change the Subject, if you “You poor Sweetheart…” yourself first.

End of sermon, again.  Didn’t intend to get into all that, but it’s one of the most important things about the Full Moon, and we haven’t gone through it ad naseum recently, and really, can we say it too much?  What else about the Full Moon?

Oh yeah, there’s the part about the Embracing our Abandoned Genius without getting Lost in the Unlimitedness.  This is the Golden Rectangle we’ve been talking about for a while now, and the Moon sits right on one of its Oppositions, the one we’ve considered the more important one, because it’s the most Challenging – dwarf planet Chaos (the Zero Point Field) Opposite dwarf planet Ixion (Rejected or Pathological Genius).  

In fact, for many of us, the Chironean Despair we face is rooted in the fact that someone else is Acting Out a Bigger-Than-Life Mirror for Pathological Genius in plain sight, even while he makes an even better Mirror for the Bullying Parents or Teachers that originally forced us to Repress our own Pathological Genii.  Or more deeply, for the Tyrant that Repressed us in that other Lifetime where we were Powerless.  Oh yeah, that Lifetime.  Dass vergangen Leben.  Oh, there were many like that, Massa Sir?  Well, small Wonder we’re in Despair.

Double Mirrors.  Coyote is the ultimate Trickster; we shouldn’t expect otherwise when we’re prying Open Pandora’s Box, er, I mean, the Unconscious.

Speaking of Pandora, she just happens to be sitting on the Haumea corner of the Golden Rectangle.  What a Coincidence!

The other Opposition in the Golden Rectangle is Haumea-Pandora (Rebirth into the “Naughty” Feminine) Opposite Uranus-Eris-Ceres-Mnemosyne (Tolerating the Horrible Memories of all the times when we were forced to Suppress our True Self, in order to make our Yintegrity Permanent).

And by the way, the Sedna-Lilith Yin Gate (Becoming Aware of our Fear around our own Self-Sovereignty and PIAVAing to Heal It) is still well within our Sensitivity.

Which brings us to a need for a note about some of the players here, particularly Chaos, Pandora, and Lilith, not to mention Eris.  All four of these Lasses have been cast as questionable characters in the development of the Patriarchy.  

  • Dwarf planet Chaos is named for the Confusing Powerlessness that came before the Greek Gods straightened things up – that is, for the Matriarchy and Communion and Union with Nature.
  • Pandora was Blamed for unleashing all manner of difficulty and torture on the hapless males of the Greek world.
  • Lilith goes back even further as a miscreant for refusing to kneel to Adam’s self-proclaimed Superiority.
  • And Eris of course, She of the Golden Apple, was Blamed for all manner of difficulty, including the Trojan War, when she was only illuminating the Vanity of Ego and its Contrast to the True Beauty of Walking in our own Heart’s Truth.  And of course that Vanity of Ego was just another Greek slap in the face of Women.

So we aren’t going to get any support from the dominant Western Cultures for any of what we’re doing.  In fact, both internally and externally, we’ll be facing a lot of Guilt for wanting to Transgress any number of Oaths we have made to “Behave” and never do that again, not to mention the Twittered Projected Guilt from others over Oaths that they Believe we should have made, even if we didn’t. 

We’ll talk more about the role of Orcus (Oath-Making and -Breaking) in the 13.12 Full Moon chart, and the 14.12 Pallas-Mars Initiation chart, in Full Moon II.

Support from Wise Women we know, yes, for sure, seek it out, wallow in it, Embrace it, Pay it Forward.  Wise Woman Susun Weed was where I first learned about Both/And, after all.

Chaos 3

November 5, 2016

Michael Roads, as he points out in his Juicy Living interview and recent books, has this wonderful parable about Red and Black and White, which he has developed by repeatedly viewing different parts of the Universe with Metaphysical eyes.  In this metaphor, many flavors of Red represents Chaos, the “Driving Energy,” the Urge toward Change, the Life Force, and what we often refer to as Challenge.  Very similar to the Energies represented by the Red lines in the astrocharts we used to be able to illustrate here.

The many flavors of Black he sees symbolize Order and Structure.  Black and Red are everywhere in a constant dance, with torsion between them.  When they are in perfect Balance, the result is flashes of White.  When the White Energy predominates, he refers to it as Maximum Potential.

Now, we, in astrobuss, are in the habit of referring to the symbolization that follows the dwarf planet Chaos around as Unlimited Potential.  The dwarf planet was named for what Greek Mythology claimed came prior to the rise of Zeus and the Gang – “Chaos,” a Greek word meaning Void.  Hence we equate that to the Zero Point Field (ZPF), or the never-actually-empty “Vacuum” of Space.

“Modern” Science, focusing as it does on Matter (even in Physics), has to fudge the Vacuum because their metaphors don’t quite work.  They define Temperature as the rate of speed of moving particles, so they have to somehow explain how the Vacuum can have a temperature, which it does.  So they postulate that the Vacuum is filled with Potential, in the form of Quantum particles continually Manifesting out of “Nothing” and returning to same.

Remember, it’s always Both/And – the Universe is far large than intellect, so intellectual metaphors can never fully capture what they intend to symbolize.  The more metaphors or Perspectives we can collect, the greater our Opportunity to understand more about our Home Universe.  Hence Both/And, and the importance of the Cognitive Dissonance that Carlos Castaneda taught us.

Now, there’s nothing amiss about Manifesting out of Nothing – we do it all the time.  Our own Matter-conditioned Worldview has a hard time recognizing it as that, but that’s what it is.  Now, if we shift our Focus to Energy rather than Matter, or better yet Consciousness or Information, and take advantage of the work of folks like James Oschman, we see the Vacuum of Space as the medium that carries All Possible Information.

As we’ve mentioned before, Dr. Oschman sees the Mitochondria (which, recall, are completely “Female”) in each of our Cells as intimately connected to the ZPF – to All Information in the Universe, except when blocked by Toxic Substances or Held Emotions.

In other words, once we Clear our Cells of Toxic Substances and Held Emotions (which are in some sense surrogates for one another), our Intuitions and Instincts serve us in Perfect Order.  We can turn that around as well; Learning to Trust our Intuition and Instincts will eventually Create the conditions for Clearing our Cells.  Hence the Importance of Yintegrity – Trusting our Intuitions and Instincts.

Of course, knowing the Gender-Balance purpose of Greek Mythology, we know that “Chaos” also must stand for the Matriarchy, as that’s what came before Zeus and the Gang.  No accident that our Mitochondria are completely “Female.”

So, with that background, we want to rectify 

  • Michael’s “Maximum Potential” as the Balance between his “Chaos and Order” (which we’ll signify as m.Chaos)
  • and
  • “Unlimited Potential” as our symbolism for the dwarf planet Chaos (which we’ll signify as dp.Chaos)

Which is a very worthy subject for study and discourse, which we won’t take on here.  Traditional astrology’s symbol for Order and Structure is Saturn, but that’s within the context of the Material and Social Worlds.  Saturn symbolizes the Boundary between the Conscious and Unconscious Worlds, so it represents Order only from the Ego’s Perspective.  We could Project that onto Nature, but I don’t think that would serve us.

We could actually see Pluto as symbolizing Order, because Pluto represents our Zeitgeist, or the Limits of our conceptualization of the Possible, according to current Cultural conventions.  But I think an even better View would be to cast Pluto in the role of arbiter of m.Chaos and Order/Structure.  Then we would find another dwarf planet beyond Pluto (ie, deeper in the Unconscious) to represent Order/Structure.

Perhaps Makemake, which symbolizes the Edge between Energy and Matter, would serve that role.  And of course Orcus, as Master of Limitation (via Oath-making, which is Limiting) could serve that role, but that’s probably too narrow.  And Quaoar, as the arbiter of physical Survival, could also fill the shoes.  

Interesting speculations, food for Curiosity.

Portal 13.10 Part II

October 10, 2016

If you were reading closely you noticed in Part I that we referred to the Chiron T-Square.  We’ve talked about Chiron, so what’s a T-Square?  Geometrically, it’s two planets that Oppose one another, with a third planet at their Midpoint.  It puts a lot of Stress on the third planet – in this case, Chiron.

If you have a shred of Perfectionism in you, or even just want to get your Needs met, a T-Square will Frustrate you no end.  It’s a problem without a solution.  That’s in fact an oxymoron.  If there is no solution, then there is no problem.  Case closed.  It’s like Chiron, you have to Change your Perspective.  A T-Square is not a problem, it’s a Practice.  You don’t Solve or even Resolve a T-Square, you Study it.  No matter how thoroughly you Explore it, there will always be more to Discover.  Life is like that, if you aren’t Dead to it.

We refer to a T-Square as Mastery through Challenge, because even though it Feels Frustrating, it’s the Essence of our Lifetime Study, and not only are we an Expert on it, but we Explore more subtleties about it every day, whether we recognize it or not.  Very few of us Acknowledge ourself for this, but it’s never too late to start.

So a Chiron T-Square is a double whammy.  Fortunately, we’ve been practicing Changing the Subject and Paying Attention a lot as we do our PIAVAs.  And that’s all we need to do.  When we detect the beginning of Chironean Despair, we Change the Subject with a quick “You poor Sweetheart…” and then go about our business.  We may not even notice that Miracles have occurred, because “we” are no longer Identifying with the person who was beginning to Feel Despair.

When we start to perceive another dead end with a T-Square, we Pay Attention.  Oh, right, this is a graduate seminar.  There aren’t any Right Answers, only Creative Questions.  What’s familiar about this Frustration?  How is it different from the last one?  Am I doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome (I think that was another Einsteinism)?  Or am I Exploring a slightly different level or angle this time?  When it feels like we’re in a rut, all we need to do is tweak one of the variables, Study it from a different angle.

The Chiron T-Square has been in effect (within three Degrees of Sensitivity) since the end of July, and it will be with us till late November.  Unfortunately (from the Perspective of Ease – Fortunately from the Perspective of Learning, and this is an important Learning for a Huper), it peaked at the September Equinox, which means it’ll be with us for a year.

While in a T-Square the third planet gets the juice, the two planets in Opposition give us hints about what we’re Learning.  At the September Equinox, one of these original two planets was Stationary – at its Strongest, temporarily rivaling Chiron for the Juiciest Award.  That planet was the dwarf Chaos – which signifies Unlimitedness.  

So we get a triple whammy – remember we said the worst kind of Despair was Unconscious Despair, when we just didn’t Believe something was even Possible?  So now we’re staring into an Infinite Abyss of Possibility, virtually Douglas Adams and Zaphod Beeblebrox’s Infinite Improbability Drive.  Talk about Frustration!  Thank the Goddesses that the Equinox is behind us – though the impact isn’t, is it.  What we “always” thought were Limits suddenly aren’t.

Unless of course we’re still in Denial, which most of us are.  How do I know that?  Well, the third planet in our triumvirate is Ixion, our Abandoned Genius.  We’ve a pretty good wall around our Hidden Genius, and that wall keeps us Safe, so we aren’t going to give it up just because someone built a glass-bottomed bridge across a bottomless canyon.  Even if they hung bungee chords from it.

“You poor Sweetheart, you’re dangling over a bottomless canyon that you’d never survive a fall into, aren’t you.  And you poor poor Sweetheart, a very precious part of you is at the bottom of the canyon beckoning to you, pleading for your help, aren’t they.  Woe Is Us!  You poor Sweetheart, you’re in a pickle with no escape, aren’t you.”

Think about that.  This is going on in your Life on some level.  What is it about for you?  You don’t have to tell anybody else, just admit it to yourself.  Don’t worry about it making “sense” – it won’t.  Not to the mind anyway, so don’t even try.  Your Belly and your Heart know all about it, though, and they understand it completely.  Don’t they.

And yes, You would never survive a fall, because the Dangling You would reunite with the Abandoned You at the bottom, and a whole new You would be born.

Haumea (Rebirth) makes a Trine Bridge (Free Pass) across the Chaos-Ixion Opposition.  So does Uranus-Eris (Yintegrity, Authenticity), and together they form a Golden Rectangle (Lifetime Free Pass).  What a Temptation!!  And just to add another exclamation point, asteroid Veritas (Truth) is sitting on Chaos!

Just to rub it in, Pholus (Full Responsibility To) sits with Ixion, Asking us to be Fully Responsible To our Brilliant, Georgeous, Talented, Fabulous, Unique Genius.  No two of us are alike, and the jigsaw puzzle doesn’t fit together without ALL of us, in ALL of our Goddess-Given Glory.  Remember how smug Zaphod was?  Try it on; it suits you.  Try it on in the Mirror, see how you Light Up the room?

Once again, The Donald is our role model.  No, we wouldn’t want to be him, or be like him.  But he’s Donald.  Look at the flack he’s taking for being unabashedly Himself.  That’s why we Abandoned our Genius in the first place – because Other People couldn’t stand to see it when their own Genius was so beaten down.  Yes, he’d make an awful president, and yes, we can Embrace our Genius without being pathologically Narcissistic about it, and yes, he’s making a Shameful punching bag for the Patriarchy (which needs it badly), but he makes a Perfect Donald.  

Makemake Infestation

September 19, 2016

Interesting that Manifestation and Infestation are so similar – I was going to call this Makemakifestation, but it sounded too much like the latter.  Maybe because Manfesting Infestation is so easy since Infesters are so eager to help.  With thanks to Isaac George at https://isaacgeorge.wordpress.com/ , and recalling that we’re just a few hours past the Makemake-Jupiter Initiation (literally, Expansion of Manifestation), here’s a fabulous story on Manifestation…

https://thekorero.wordpress.com/2016/09/19/on-perfect-timing-and-trusting-the-process/

An excellent example of the Pay Attention phase of PIAVAing.

Work on developing your natal and transiting Seventh-Harmonic Angles (Septiles, Biseptiles, Triseptiles) if you want to Learn how to exercise Perfect Timing.

My own story comes from a colleague.  It was a couple of days early, this happened somewhere in the space between 17 and 18 September.  They were in one of those half-trance, half-sleep states, and encountered this Vision-Dream-Hologram…

Headache.  Pain worse than childbirth (she would know).  “Paul the Alien” (tall, neon green fellow, not unfamiliar to her; I’ve met this fellow, or a relative of his) is standing behind her using his fingers like a Mixmaster in her brain.  Hurts so much that she can’t get it together to speak.  Finally she blurts out “Stop!” and lifts an arm to wave Paul the Alien’s hand away.  

No luck, he just comes on stronger with the fingers of the other hand.  Finally he slows down and the pain begins to subside.  He stops, goes on his way.  My colleague, who has had fogbrain since incurring two concussions, reports that after Paul’s intervention, her thoughts are clearer than they were before the concussions.

Yes, we’re coming up on Mercury Direct again, 21 September at 10:30pm PDT.  My personal bias is that the influence of Mercury, like the other planets, is Strongest when it’s Stationary.  So if you’re planning some important Communication or Negotiation or travel, the best time to do it would be before the Station.  Don’t take my word for it; test it out.  Make some relatively but not crucially important Communication several hours before the Station, and another several hours after.  Then a day later, check to see which Communication was more effective.  Let me know the result.

But don’t think most of what you’re Experiencing has much to do with Mercury.  In addition to the Huge-Reboot Makemake-Jupiter-Sappho Triple Initiation (see previous twelve posts), dwarf planet Chaos – Unlimited Potential – is also Stationary, turning Retrograde at 11am PDT on 23 September.  After last weekend, we should Expect to encounter any number of things that seem “Too Good to be True.”

Chaos remember Opposes Mars-Ixion-Pholus, which Opposition Squared the Chiron Full Moon.

The net effect of all this is that we’re being Asked to Stand Still for the pain of our Despair over whatever Abuse caused us to Abandon our Greatest Talent, and Take Full Responsibility to Manifest the Unique Skills of our Hidden Natural Genius.