Step One: Focus on What you Want, not on What you don’t Want. This step is critical, don’t skip it.
If that’s hard, start by finding something you can be Grateful for. Running Water. Hot Water. Clean Water. Enough Food, or even some Food. A roof when it Rains. A flush krapper. A little less Pain than last week. Make a short list of things you aren’t Anxious about. The other shoulder doesn’t hurt. Someone said a kind word to you last month. You have a comfortable chair. Anything will do.
Good start. Now make a short list – several things – of what you Don’t Want. Doesn’t matter if you’re already afflicted with it, or if it’s just threatening, or if you’re Anxious that it might threaten. Give each of them a number, 1 to 10, 10 being “I’d Rather Die,” and 1 being “Oh Bother.” Tap on each of them a couple times: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4 if you need a review. Then give them numbers again, 1 to 10. Any reduction? If not, circle that one, you’ll have to come back to it later.
Now make a short list of what you Do Want, several things. They can be an inch away or Pie in the Sky, no matter. Give them numbers, 1 to 10, 1 being “That’d be cool” and 10 being “I’ll Die without That!” Make a short note about how you’ll Feel when you get each one. In descending rank order (starting with your 10), for each one, take a minute and practice Feeling exactly that.
Step Two: Focus on What you Really Want. Take your top Want and really Feel how it’s going to be when you’re able to Receive it. Touch it. Smell it. Hear it. Taste it. Embrace it. See it. If your second Want is close to your top Want in number, do the same with it.
Step Three: What has Stopped you from Taking What you Really Want a long time ago? Your underprivileged upbringing? Guilt? Your Significant Others? Fear? Your Belief that it’s happening to you? Your Mother’s Ghost? Do you Deserve it? Are these reasons external to you, or internal? Tap on a few of your Stops. Bring them inside; if it’s a Bully that’s been Stopping you, recognize that it’s your Unwillingness to Confront, or your Belief that you’d be worse off if you Confronted, or your Hopelessness. Rather than spend a lot of time on this, take notes. This is important, so you’ll want to come back to it later.
Step Four: Focus again on What you Really Want. Take your top Want and really Feel how it’s going to be when you’re able to Receive it. Touch it. Smell it. Hear it. Taste it. Embrace it. See it. Notice if it’s any easier or deeper than it was in Step Two. If it is, make a note to repeat Steps Two and Three later. If you want, do the same with your second Want.
Step Five: Aim Higher. What if you could have more of What you Really Want, or What you Really Want with a lot of bells and whistles? Feel how that’s going to be when you’re able to Receive it. If you Change your mind and decide that what you Really want is something else entirely, great! Feel how that’ll be when you Receive it. Any Stops? Take notes so you can come back to them later.
Step Six: Now Aim a lot Higher. Stay with What you Want, but get ridiculous about it. You Wanted a Mate? Imagine having three! A house? Make it a mansion with its own caretaker, and a luxury RV with professional driver besides. World Peace? Go for Galactic Peace, or Universal Peace. You Wanted Good Health? Go for Good Health and Superpowers.
At this point in our Timelines, this is where we need to be.
The dwarf planet Chaos, which symbolizes Unlimited Potential, turns Direct on 29 February a few minutes after 3pm PST, 11pm UT. It’s Stationary (at it’s most Powerful) now. It’s in Gemini (Mutation). No better time to nurture Huge Changes than when your Infinite Improbability Drive is firing on all cylinders. Did you think Douglas Adams wrote fiction?
The Chaos Station Squares Chiron, so there’s great potential for Discouragement or even Despair, but far greater potential for Miracles when we Empathize with any Discouragement we feel. Chiron’s moving through Pisces, where it’s churning up every Emotional component of our Limiting Beliefs and exposing them to the Sun, which will sterilize them.
The asteroid Juno, which symbolizes The Growing Edge of our Consciousness, turns Retrograde on 2 March at a few minutes before 3am PST or 11am UT, meaning it’s Stationary (at it’s most Powerful) now. This occurs at the Midpoint of Scorpio – one of the Strongest points in the Zodiac, particularly adept at turning over rocks and diving deep to uncover hidden motives. No better time to remove Limiting Beliefs and Grow your sense of the Possible. And Chaos will still be Stationary.
Between the Full Moon and 8 March, a Quintile between Pallas (Boundaries) and Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs and Limits) forms the base of a Quintile Yod focused on Jupiter (Expansion). The Quintile Yod says that It’s Really Important to Pay Attention to Learning This! Learning what? Learning to Expand our sense of Self by stretching our Boundaries to Let Go of Limiting Beliefs. Jupiter is in Virgo, and Virgo is about Disassembling the Ego in order to make Space for Growth.
Jupiter completes a T-Square with Chaos and Chiron, focused on Chaos – Expanding our Discouragement and Overwhelm about the sheer quantity of Possible Futures we face, and Expanding the incredible Potential for Miracles waaay beyond what we can imagine! We just have to stretch into them. While it’s a few Degrees out of orb, Saturn (The Most Important Thing) completes the Grand Cross – so it’s our Willingness to Focus our Attention on what we Want to Create that will Co-Create the Big Shift.
The Most Important Thing that the Lizards are here to Teach us, is that Crisis breeds Opportunity. Read Naomi Klein’s Shock Doctrine and Tom Perkins’s New Confessions of an Economic Hit Man, and turn them on their heads – like it or not, Crisis is here, and likely to remain till 2020 (when Saturn Initiates Jupiter), What are WE going to do with the Opportunity? Do we have enough cumulative Attention to Focus on What we Want and Shift the Planet away from Greed and Competition, and back toward Community and Collaboration? Do we have enough Self-Love to Create what we Need for our own personal Peace, in order to have Loving Attention to spare for the Planet, so we aren’t just Projecting our Anxiety?
Jupiter meanwhile is moving toward an Initiation of the North Node (Mission and Deepest Desires) – Expanding our sense of What we Want and Where we’re Going. That’ll happen in June, close to when Eris Initiates Uranus and we come face to face with all the ways we’ve been forcing the True Self to Hold Back. Jupiter and the North Node are now two Degrees apart – Conjunct, in other words – meaning that we can’t tell the difference between them. The more Work we do with our Wants and Stops now, the easier June will be, and the impact will be exponential.
Lunar Portals along the way, all ± three hours…
- 10am PST 28 February, Moon over Stationary Juno
- 11pm 1 March till 7am PST 2 March, Moon over Saturn corner of the Grand Cross
- 11am PST 6 March, Moon over Pallas
- 11am till 9pm PST 8 March, Moon over Chiron corner of the Grand Cross
- New Moon at 6pm PST 8 March Conjoins Chiron, stretching the Grand Cross into the rest of March
If you focus on what you Don’t Want over the next several weeks, you’re going to be miserable, because you’ll be wallowing in everything you’re going to have to Give Up in order to Grow into What you Want. If you focus on your Pain about having to Give Up what you Don’t Want but you like better than the Unknown, that’s fine – but Witness it and Embrace it. Put All of your Attention into the center of your Pain, and leave it there until the Pain melts away. Or step back and “You poor Sweetheart” yourself to Death.
This is, after all, a colossal Ego Death. Re-read our Full Moon readings, Heavy I and Heavy II. The World is Changing fast, and even when we stand up our arms aren’t long enough to reach the cord to ring the driver to let us off. Focus on What you Want to Create, be Loving and Gentle with every Resistance you encounter, be especially Loving and Gentle with your Grief about what you’re Giving Up, but stay Present with the realization that what you’re Creating will be far better than what you’re Giving Up.
Remember that Confusion is the first Stage of Growth, it means that your rigid mental structures, which are the intellectual rationalizations for your Limiting Beliefs, are starting to break down. Try to avoid talking yourself out of Confusion. Don’t forget Curiosity. “I Wonder how the devil we’re going to pull this off!” It is WE – we’re in this Together! Curiosity is next to Love, as both eschew Judgment, and we know that Love is greater than Hope or Faith.
If you have notes from Steps One or Three or Four or Five, set aside as much time as you can spare between now and March 1, and between now and March 8, to work on these more. Use your PIAVAs when you get stuck on something; see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava/ if you need a review. If What you Want is important to you, the time you spend on this will be more important than that.
Not only are the relevant Changes happening in the Unconscious, but they’re shifting the Future, and most of us most of the time aren’t able to see either. There will be plenty of time for Planning, Doing, Executing the details of our Manifestations as we go forward. Now is the time for PIAVAing the Big Picture of What we Want our Manifestation to look like, and most of all, Lovingly and Gently Letting Go of all of our internal obstacles to Receiving what we Really Want.