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New Province VI-2 Yintegrity (World Peace IV)

January 3, 2018

We haven’t talked about Yintegrity much lately, and it’s very important when we’re dealing with Uranus, which dominates the 1 January chart and hence the Year 2018.  We’ve mentioned that Authenticity is Important to Manifestation.  When we’re “Congruent” – our Emotional, Energic, Physical, and intellectual postures all paint the same picture and we aren’t trying to fake anything – then the only reason someone has for not Trusting us is their own Distrust. 

Traditional astrologers refer to Uranus as the higher octave of Mercury, and if like them you regard Uranus as synonymous with Disruption, then certainly Mercury can be Destructively Disruptive.  We look at Uranus as the higher octave of the Moon, as both reflect Authenticity.  Uranus, as Agent of the Soul, Disrupts whatever the Ego is Attached to that no longer Serves the Soul’s Purpose.  Uranus only Disrupts that which you should have jettisoned already.  If you’re Proactive about your own Growth Edges, there’s no need for Disruption; the Spiderwebs and Mouseturds have already been swept out.

When you’re in Yintegrity, you say and do exactly what you Feel like saying and doing, moment to moment.  The old concept of Integrity, under the Patriarchy, was Yangtegrity.  When you’re in Yangtegrity, you say and do what you said you were going to say and do, more or less when you said you would say or do it.

Worse, when you’re in Codependence, you say and do what others Expect you to say and do, or worse yet, what you Believe others Expect you to say and do.  Emotions are not as Personal as they Feel.  Emotions form into Fields, like Magnetic Fields.  If you’ve ever felt bad and couldn’t figure out why, then discovered that a neighbor had died that day, you understand what I mean.  One of the “symptoms of Ascension” is sudden surges of Joy that have no obvious Trigger and no associated thoughts.  Just an Ecstasy Field floating by; your neighbor’s probably Meditating.

I was once walking in a local park, and there was a Feeling in the air that was so remarkably ill that I couldn’t go on; I had to go back to the car and leave.  It didn’t follow me.  It wasn’t a smell or anything like that, it was unquestionably a Feeling in the air.  I found out from the next day’s newspaper that at that time someone was being murdered a half-mile ahead, on the trail I was planning to take. 

That’s an extreme example, but other Feelings exist in Fields as well, we just Personalize them and attribute them to the thoughts they evoke, so we don’t think of them as Fields.  We all have Velcro for any of the common Feelings, so when their Field floats by it sticks to us, and Triggers our Personal and Karmic Memories of similar Emotions.  So we think the Emotion is “ours.”

This is very difficult for folks to grasp, because it’s so different from what we learned from our Programmers, but it’s a very Powerful Perspective, one that can be Liberating.  Try it out for a few days – for every Emotion you Experience, ask yourself, Is this an Impersonal Field that’s Triggering my own Archetypes or Emotional Habit Patterns?  You know those times when you’re thinking about someone, and just then they call?  Same idea.

This is a very Powerful part of the whole Manifestation process, of…

“Whether the rest of your human cohorts know it or not, there is a best possible timeline for ascension, and they are in favor of that at the level of their highest selves.  That means they are contributing energy and desire to being on that timeline.  You can tap into that.  You can feel for the best possible timeline for ascension, and with the collective energy of humanity you can bring it about.  The more of you who do this, of course, the better.”

Yes, we are Velcroed Victims of these passing Fields (it’s better to be an Observer of them), but we are also Generators!  TM has shown that by putting a small percentage of the people in a neighborhood into a Peaceful Meditation, crime rates can be reduced.  The process we described in the last several World Peace Timeline posts is not just a Passive Personal process, it’s also an Active step toward World Peace.

We go into this long “diversion” about Emotion Fields to illustrate what Expectation Fields are like.  Expectation Fields are embedded in Cultures and reinforced millions of times daily, so they’re very Strong.  In the US, the Midwest and South are smothered in a Field of Nice, while New York simmers in its own Field of Snide.  The Antichrist’s behavior horrifies many of us, yet it’s pretty routine for New York.  England has its Field of Please, Italy its Field of Grope, and the Middle East its Field of Anger.  Expectation Fields.

Every Family has a Culture all its own.  When you were growing up, there were Culture clashes to one degree or another between your Family and your neighborhood.  Think of an example.  You would behave one way at home, and quite a different way at school.  Those were Expectation Fields.  They are Archetypes, mostly Unconscious, and hence they inhibit our Self-Soverignty.  If you spend time in Multicultural settings, you’ve gotten Conscious of some of them.

When it comes to Yintegrity, your Personal Internalized Expectation Archetypes can be no more than the way you color your comments and Actions when you say and do Exactly what you Feel like saying and doing moment to moment.  But more often these Fields are exerting Unconscious Control over our Sovereignty.  When they do, they put us out of Authenticity, and affect our Ability to Manifest.

Expectations feel like Promises, because they once were.  There was a point in our Childhood when we Vowed to ourself (quite possibly to avoid further punishment, or to avoid displeasing others) that we would follow that Expectation rather than follow our own Yintegrity.  An example of how Vows become Limiting Beliefs as Repetition pushes them into the Unconscious.  Those are the Habits that are up for Disruption.

Another Choice

October 31, 2017

When we’re up against out Unconscious Limiting Beliefs, it often feels like We’re Dying, or like We’d Rather Die than have to do that again.  Today, that is likely to be some variation of Giving Away Our Power Again.  There is quite literally a Choice this morning between Claiming Our Self-Sovereignty, and Death – which is of course an Ego Death, as Ego is the only thing that ever Dies.  Well, I know, Ursula says that Coyote is always Dying too, but Coyote is just a symbol for the Ego.

This Portal is compounded by a heavy-duty Full Moon on Friday (10:30 pm PDT) that’s associated with Death – and favored by Death.  (We’ll write about this after Lachesis turns Direct and Varuna turns Retrograde on Wednesday, 9am PDT.)  In other words, Accepting and even PIAVAing an Ego Death (such as something like “Ganeshi, Please Lovingly and Gently Remove All Obstacles to My Accepting and Celebrating this Loss of Identity and Resistance to What Is!”) may be our best course by far, making our “Future” much Easier.  Or we might say, making our escape from Timespace more quicker.

Bottom Line – if you run into any apparently unsolvable issues during the next several days, Recognize that it’s an Opportunity and a Blessing.  An Opportunity to Choose Not To Understand, and to Surrender.  To Let the Universe run itself, without your having to drive.  To Wonder who you might end up Being, once you Let Go of who you thought you were.  Choose the Unknown; it’s a Big Window.  You can sit in the back seat and rubberneck, Enjoying complete Egoless Safety in your Self-Driving Universe.

Lachesis (Choice) turns Direct at 3am PDT 1 November, and Varuna (the Life Force) turns Retro at 9am PDT.  Meanwhile, Quaoar (our Survival Instincts) Initiates Lilith (Self-Sovereignty) at about 9am PDT as well.

The 3 November Full Moon (10:30 pm PDT) at 12 Taurus Sextiles the Lachesis Station, which Conjoins Neptune (Material Confusion, Spiritual Clarity).  There’s much more going on, but along with the Full Moon and Lachesis-Neptune, plus Orcus (Pattern-Breaking) and Juno-Chariklo (Confidence in our Edges), the Fixed Star Canopus completes a Grand Sextile in the Magnetic Signs.

Canopus is the Grest Navigator of the Southern Skies, the South Pole Star.  One of his tasks is Ferrying the Dead to the Underworld, so you can Give him your olde obsolete Habits and Identities and Limitation, so he can recycle them into the building blocks of something more useful.

Orcus and Hopi I

May 18, 2017

Our next Adventure is the sequential Stations of dwarf planet Orcus (Oath-Making and -Breaking) and asteroid Hopi (Respect for All Things).  Both Stations occur just prior to 6am PST, Orcus on 21 May, and Hopi on 22 May.  This will be a particularly fascinating combination of Energies, because most of our Limiting Beliefs were founded by Oaths, Oaths always Power-Over one side or the other of some Duality, and Respect for All Things means the Absence of Judgment.

The result of the Merging of two such contrasting Energies will be laden with Paradox, and Paradox of the exact nature that Spiritual Progress is paved with.  Remember that limiting our Commitments as much as possible is a prerequisite to Yintegrity.  And to be Self-Sovereign, rather than Slaves to our Archetypes, we need to Renounce all of our Oaths.  Being thus Free, we’ll be able to follow our Instinct and Intuition without constraint.

You would think, for instance, that an Orcus-Hopi astroevent would simply be a great time to Swear to Respect All Things.  But that would Betray Respect for Ourself, as it would inhibit our Freedom to Follow our Instincts and Intuitions.  Paradox is not accessible by the logical mind. so we just have to Accept it as a Mystery.

Paradox, as we’ve said, is the realm of the Yin Gate Configuration, a Golden Rectangle bisected on the short side by a third Opposition.  By “coincidence,” there happen to be three Yin Gates in the Orcus and Hopi Station charts.  Here’s an example of one, in the Orcus Station chart…

The Orcus Station itself T-Squares (Mastery through Challenge) one axis of the Golden Rectangle (which is the blue box).  “Coincidentally,” the axis that it T-Squares is the axis between Lilith (Self-Sovereignty itself) on the right and a Conjunction of Ceres (Sustainability) and Mnemosyne (Memory) on the left.  The implication is that We Already Know How to Sustain Self-Sovereignty, all we have to do is Remember That We Know.

Another “coincidence” – one axis of each of the three Yin Gates is T-Squared by one of the Stationary planets.  Such redundancy convinces us that the Universe is serious about this message.

The Challenge is our accumulated Oaths, and the Archetypes we still cling too.  Remember that Karma is dead; our Karma does not CLING TO US, we CLING TO IT.  Are you about to do something that you’ve done before?  Do it differently.  I was about to go get a half-glass of Beer, so to break up the Pattern I’ll do a couple of pirouettes between here and refrigerator.  Not that a half-glass of Beer is a big Pattern of mine, but a trip to the refrigerator certainly is! 

Surprisingly and Remarkably, each pirouette produced a big surge of Joy.  I may adopt a new Pattern!  If you spot an old fart pirouetting down the road, say Hi.  Wait, that’s an Oath!  Revert!

The Opposition in the Yin Gate itself (the one in the center of the Golden Rectangle – I know, it’s both blue and Golden – blue because that’s how we draw Energy lines representing Grace, and Golden because the ratio of the sides is the Golden Ratio of Sacred Geometry fame) is between asteroid Veritas (Truth) and dwarf planet Hylonome (Letting Go of Archetypes) – yet another redundant repetition of our basic theme here, which is about Facing the Truth that Allowing ourself to be Directed by our Unconscious Patterns not only Inhibits our Spiritual Progress, it also generates a good deal of Self-SabotagePirouettes are in our Future whether by Oath or Instinct!

The other diagonal of this Golden Rectangle is an Opposition between asteroids Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs) and Nemesis (Ego Death).  Lordy Lordy, another redundant repetition!  Well, most of us will have Ego invested in our Unconscious Limiting Beliefs – that’s how we get them to stick.  Of course we all want to be good little girls and boys, and if Granny told us over and over again that good little girls and boys don’t do that, then there you have it – Ego Investment.  

So you remember how to do Ego Death, right?  You reinterpret “I’d rather DIE” to actually be “I’D rather die,” and them you just let it happen.  Egos are like Moles (the ones in your yard) – if you ever do succeed in killing one, another one will pop up to replace it before you can say “Hooray, I’m Freee at Last!”   Chagrin (or Terror) over Ego Death is totally wasted; new Egos are a dime a dozen.  When someone tells you they gave up their Ego when they were Enlightened, that’s their Ego talking. 

You Embrace Confusion as the First Stage of Growth in Consciousness, which heralds less Slavery to Archetypes and less Self-Sabotage (and another sign of Ego Death).  You might be driving or walking a few blocks from home, and suddenly realize that you’re in a very different World, even while you know exactly where you are.  You might suddenly forget all your passwords, or your spouse’s name, because without warning you’ve regressed to age 6 or 12 or 32 or Atlantis or the time you met Genghis Khan, when the Steppes were in bloom.

As with Curiosity, you want to Break all Habits (Oaths!) to try to Understand.  Trying to Understand means you’re scrambling back to your Olde Ego, and losing all the benefits of Psychic and Spiritual Growth.  Confusion and Curiosity are Beautiful just as they are, they aren’t problems to be solved or reasons to exercise that big glucose-burner in your skull.  They’re glorious states to relax into.  They will take you to Heaven if you let them.

This is only one part of the Orcus-Station chart; we’ll take up other parts in the next installment.  For now, notice that the Orcus Station happens to be Conjunct asteroid Karma – yet one more confirmation of our basic theme of Liberation.  The Initiation of Karma by Orcus already occurred, in mid-November of last year, at 10 Virgo, “”Two heads looking out and beyond the shadows: The growth of true understanding, born out of the transcendence of duality even while immersed in the world of duality.” 

The Validations just keep on coming!  The Karma-Orcus Exposition (Retrograde Conjunction) occurred in early March, and the Confidence-Builder (final crossing) will happen on 30 May.  By then we should be feeling pretty good about how much Karmic baggage we’ve been putting out on the curb for recycling.