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4 July VII – Sedna in Real Time

June 28, 2017

From today’s Guardian, “Why Are 13 Men in Charge of Healthcare for All American Women?”…

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/jun/28/womens-healthcare-republican-senate-bill

“ ‘It’s outrageous that the future of healthcare for millions of women lies in the hands of 13 men,’ Cecile Richards, president of Planned Parenthood, said.  ‘It’s clear they don’t care about our opinion or our lives – because if they had asked us what we thought, we’d all be in a very different position right now.’ ”

But so far they aren’t winning.

4 July V – Main Effect

June 27, 2017

With all of the ancillary action, we don’t want to lose sight of the Main Effect here – namely Sedna (Fear) Squaring the Nodes (Our Journey from Karma to Mission)…

The Square will be Exact late morning PDT 4 July, but we’ve drawn the chart for 3pm PDT, because that’s when the Moon Completes the Grand Cross (the big red X).  The Moon often serves as a Trigger for larger events.

Fear, which is the Absence of Love, is the major Enforcer of our Held Emotions.  Held Emotions are those we can’t stand to Feel.  That process is largely Unconscious.  You’ve seen it often in Other People, folks who seem to be in Denial, or exit or change the subject when Stories arise that would Trigger their Held Emotions.  We don’t know about our own Held Emotions because they’re Unconscious.  We may have noticed some of them, but until we get serious about Healing them, we Discount their Importance.  Shame, Trauma, PTSD, even Anger, are all permutations of Fear.  Even Limiting Beliefs stem ultimately from Unconscious Fear.

The Life Process for Hupers (at least those who came here for more than the Soaps, and especially those with prominent Nodes in their birth chart), involves becoming Conscious of, and Embracing, our Held Emotions, because the Hidden Skills that lie behind and beneath our Held Emotions are precisely the Skills we need to accomplish our Mission in the Lifetime.  Karma, recall, is “just” Inertia – Unconscious Body Memories abetted by Emotional and Mental Patterns that Reinforce them, and by our Programming in the Current Life.  Think of a few Grand Dreams you’ve always had, that you discount as Fantasies because you don’t really consider them Possible, and you’ve got your thumb on your Karma.

In other words, the Nodes are pretty central to Life, the Universe, and Everything, and so is Sedna.  Love is Soft and Warm, and it’s very Cold out where Sedna is.  At the moment it’s “only” two and a half times as far away as Pluto, heading inward.  It will be less than twice as distant as Pluto at its closest approach in 2078.  At its farthest extent in year 7800 CE or so, it will be nineteen times as far out as Pluto. 

The last time it reached its farthest extent was around 3600 BCE, in the Bronze Age.  That’s about a thousand years prior to the first Egyptian and Mayan Pyramids and many hundreds of years prior to Avebury and Stonehenge, though at the time they were building Stone Temples on Malta, and Earthen Mounds in what would eventually become eastern North America.  Sedna’s most recent closest approach would have been around the date that Plato gave to Atlantis.  In sixty years we’ll be deep into the Digital Age and probably past Kurzweil’s Singularity, so a replay of Atlantis wouldn’t be surprising.  Sedna’s a heavy dude.

The Sedna Story is Inuit.  There are many versions of the Story, but in one of them a father sells his daughter’s “hand” to a passing hunter, who turns out to be a Powerful Shaman.  The father later feels Betrayed (he does?), and while his son-in-law is out Shamaning, the father, in his canoe, retrieves his daughter.  The Shaman, in Angry Bird form, attacks the canoe.  Terrified, in order to try to save his own skin, the father throws his daughter overboard.  She clings to the side of the canoe, so he chops off her fingers – which become Seals, and Sedna becomes the Goddess of the Hunt and the Sea.

Lots of Betrayal there from many angles, and Action taken Unconsciously out of Fear.  Anger as well, or maybe just Power-Over and Privilege on the part of the Shaman.  Outside of Western European Logic-oriented thought, Stories don’t have “morals,” they just stand on their own, and each person who hears the story gets to keep their own personal takeaway.  For instance, Powerlessness might be a strong takeaway from the Sedna Story, as no one ever seems to Ask Sedna what she Wants. 

And the Story is named after the daughter, not the father or the Shaman.  Many people today respond Angrily to the Story, and Sedna certainly has every reason to be Angry with everyone – but there’s no sign of her Anger in the Story.  So we wonder if Sedna’s appropriate Anger is a modern addition.  In Life-Threatening situations under relative cultural and  environmental stability, yielding to elders with more Experience is useful.  In the modern post-Patriarchal World of rapid Change, Anger is probably more relevant.

It’s interesting how Sedna’s Story parallels the Shock-Doctrine Stories that Naomi tells in No Is Not Enough.  The Shaman is played by the IMF or ECB, the Victim government (such as Greece) plays the father, with the People in the role of Sedna.  Or to take a couple of current-moment examples, the Tories play the Shaman, the local Council plays the father, and Grenfell Tower residents play Sedna.  Or the Senate plays the Shaman, Trump the father, and the 22 million people losing health insurance play Sedna.

Nephrite Jade is excellent for soaking up Victim Energies and even gently cradling Held Emotions…

Now, without diminishing the gravity of Sedna Square the Nodes, notice that the chart includes many blue (Grace) lines as well as the (red) Grand Cross.  The Nodes are part of a Complete Grand Sextile (six planets equally spaced around the Wheel), and Sedna-Moon are part of a second Grand Sextile that’s 83% (5/6) Complete.  We can Complete Sedna’s Grand Sextile by considering, as we’ve pointed out in earlier posts, the Fixed Star Deneb el Okra in the Vacancy at 27 Capricorn. 

A Grand Sextile represents Grace of a remarkable sort, and in combination with a Grand Cross creates a very positive situation, where we’re Motivated (the Grand Cross) to take the first steps that Sextiles expect of us, in order to unlock their Grace.  Meanwhile, the many Trines (long blue lines) and Grand Trines (big blue triangles that connect three planets equally spaced around the Zodiac) provide Grace without provocation.  So while Sedna-Square-Nodes may create havoc, Outcomes will be sublime.

In the Velvet Revolution that brought down the Communist government in Czechoslovakia, for instance, the government (Shaman) ordered the army (father) to shoot the people (Sedna) who were peacefully protesting against the government.  The army refused, in large part because the protesters included their mothers and fathers and siblings and children, and the government collapsed a few days later.  The way that the Kent State murders ended the Vietnam War is another example of a good Outcome resulting from havoc. 

A Chinese proverb says that Crisis and Opportunity are the same thing, a proverb very much taken to heart by Neoliberals like Cruz (by ideology) and Trump (by actions).  One of Naomi’s main points is that we need to be prepared to step into the vacuum created by such a collapse.  This is what Trump did as government-as-usual collapsed in the US, like Napoleon, Cromwell, Rasputin, or Beppe before him – and Macron after him. 

In order not to obscure the graph too much, we’ve omitted the green lines in the chart above, but short green lines (“Unxes,” signifying two planets one Sign apart) would otherwise connect each of the twelve planets in the two Grand Sextiles, making a “Grand Unx” (twelve planets equally spaced around the Loop).  The Grand Unx (minus the Vacancy) is drawn in on the chart in 4 July III (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/06/25/4-july-iii/).  The Twelfth Harmonic is about Pattern-Breaking.  So the Opportunity before us is to Break the Pattern of Privilege, Bullying, and Abuse that the tale of Sedna so aptly illustrates for us, on both the Individual Archetype level and the Collective Cultural/Political level.

4 July IV – Embracing Paradox

June 26, 2017

We’ll talk a lot more about that complex Sedna-Square-Nodes chart (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/06/25/4-july-iii/) between now and 4 July.  But there are two simultaneous charts that are also important .  One is the chart of the Sappho and Klotho Stations… 

  • The Sappho (Self-Love) Station is Exact at 2pm PDT 3 July in 15 Scorpio
  • The Klotho (Initiating a New Timeline) Station at 9am PDT 4 July at 11 Scorpio 
  • The Sedna-Nodes Square is Exact late morning 4 July, and the Moon completes the Grand Cross at 3pm PDT 4 July, in 27 of the Fixed Signs 

And the other chart, which we’ll also talk about later, is the Station of Haumea (Rebirth) at 9pm PDT 6 July, in 23 Libra.

While the Stations may not seem simultaneous, in the three-day span between 2pm PDT 3 July and 9pm PDT 6 July, Sappho, Klotho, and Haumea move less than two Arcminutes.  The Full Moon as seen from your house appears to be more than fifteen times as wide as that distance.  In other words, while the Exact Stations may be several hours apart, the planets are all simultaneously Standing Still, or very close to it.

Given this collection of simultaneous Stations, another Big Rebirth is the obvious Order of the Day, and it seems that we’re likely to be Choosing to be Reborn into another Life of Fear, or one where we’ve Let Go of Fear, replacing it with Love or Curiosity.  The Stations deserve, and will get, their own posts, but it’s very relevant in the context of this Rebirth to consider the two Yin Gates that appear on the graph in the previous post.  They’re…

  • Sedna Opposite Moon, splitting the Golden Rectangle composed of Ceres, which is Out of Bounds (Strong Sustainability), Pandora (who deserves her own paragraph), Uranus-Eris (Yintegrity), and the Saturn-Ixion-Pholus-Quaoar-Galactic Center Stellium (The Most Important Thing here is to Follow the Command from Headquarters to Take Charge of Recovering our Forbidden Genius)
  • Pandora Opposite Uranus-Eris, splitting the Golden Rectangle of Sedna (Fear), Hopi (Respect for All Things), Moon (Manifestation), and Chiron-Lachesis (Choosing between Enduring or Transforming Pain)

The Sedna-Moon Yin Gate is drawn with heavy lines, and the remainder of the overlapping Pandora-Uranus/Eris Yin Gate in lighter lines. 

A Yin Gate is formed when an Opposition splits the short side of a Golden Rectangle.  The Golden Rectangle is drawn in blue; blue because it represents Grace, and Golden because the ratio between the lengths of the two sides is the Golden Angle of Sacred Geometry.  The Oppositions are shown in red (symbolizing Energy or Motivation).  The green lines represent Curiosity.  Curiosity, like Love, eschews Judgment, so we regard it as paramount.  The centerpiece of the Yin Gate is the pair of side-by-side green Xs or interlocking Curiosities.

The Moon moves quickly, so it will be within three Degrees of Sensitivity from its Sedna Opposition for only about twelve hours.  However, we’re talking about a major Rebirth, ie, a Birth, so eight Degrees of Sensitivity is more relevant; that’s more like 32 hours, or the majority of a day on either side of 3pm PDT 4 July.  The Exact Haumea Station falls outside that span, but the important thing is that during the span, Haumea is Stationary.  It means we get a day and a half to check for and correct Birth Defects between the Sedna-Moon Yin Gate and the Haumea Rebirth.

A Yin Gate is a Mystery School, the Objective of which is to Teach us that Paradox demonstrates to us the Inadequacy of our Dualistic orientation toward Life.  Real Life is replete with Contradictions, because Real Life is Unitary and Multifarious (the ultimate Paradox, so to speak), not Dual.  So Contradiction is a sandwich-board painted in big red letters, that says “Here Lies One of Your Limiting Beliefs.” 

However, we’re wearing the sandwich-board, so we can’t see what it says without a Mirror, and of course then it’s backwards.  Hence Blame and Judgment are born; since we can’t read our Limiting Belief, we accuse Other of hypocrisy, since they’re obviously Living a Contradiction.  A Yin Gate is simply a second Mirror that we can use, if we Choose, to view the backwards writing and Witness our Limiting Belief directly.

Okay, Pandora.  Remember that the primary purpose of the Greek Mythologizers was to refute the Matriarchy that was their Heritage, and replace it with the foundations of the Patriarchy.  No Blame, that kind of ping-pong is just what happens when we Live in Duality.  Having awoken one morning with the shocking Realization that they were all spawned by Women, they needed a Story to counteract that horrific Reality.  Hence, Pandora, the alleged first woman in their Mythos, and, appropriately for a Patriarchal if not downright Misogynistic Story line, she introduced Evil into the World, mostly in the form of Seduction.

It’s quite easy to find training in the Plan-Do-Study-Act Masculine or Dynamic Creation process.  Except as an adjunct to Power-Over Religions, it hasn’t been nearly as easy, till recently, to find training in the Feminine or Magnetic Creation process, or PIAVA and its variations.  It’s considered Magic, and to many, Magic is always Black.  That is, even without Patriarchal Intimidation and Bullying, we still labor under the Limiting Belief that the Feminine is “Evil.”  So we see asteroid Pandora as symbolizing the Choice to maintain or Clear that Belief.

The Moon, meanwhile, boasts three levels of Symbolism.  At the lowest level it represents variability, or our “Random” Emotions.  Once we stop including Intuition in the Evil category (as “inferior” to Logic, Heaven Forbid), however, those “Random” Emotions become Instincts, the second level.  If we’re attempting to Power-Over someone, we definitely see their Instincts toward Survival and Sovereignty as Evil.  The third level of the Moon is Manifestation.  Lunar Emotions are the Glue that holds Energy together into Matter and recognizable Form.  It’s not necessarily that the Moon Creates; the Moon symbolizes Creation, and specifically Magnetic Creation. 

So we have a training in the Paradoxical Relationships between Manifestation (Moon) and Fear (Sedna) and a cross-training (symbolized by the overlap between the two Yin Gates) in the Paradoxical Relationships between Yintegrity (Uranus-Eris) and Magnetism (Pandora).

For instance, if we’re in Yintegrity, we have no need for Manipulation and Guile, right?  Bullshit.  We were trained by the Patriarchs never to lie about chopping down Cherry Trees, but in fact, Truth is always on a Need-to-Know basis.  For one thing, we don’t owe them our Time, and most of all, we don’t want to cast our Pearls before Pink Animals (or any other color).  Quite simply, we demean ourself when we do that.  You don’t Teach children what’s not age-appropriate, and the same goes for Teaching adults what’s not maturity-appropriate or Spiritually-appropriate.  People need to earn your Trust.

And everyone knows that we can’t Manifest when we’re in Fear; we need to deal with the Fear before we can fuel our Manifestation Engine with the necessary Passion.  Again, Bullshit.  Fear is one of the more Passionate Emotions we can Feel, and what do we Create when in Fear?  More Fear.  It’s exponential.  Two units of unprocessed Fear Create four, and four units Create sixteen.

Are any of our Judgments not based on Fear?  Maybe “What Am I Afraid Of?” should be our Mantra, or “Who am I afraid of?”  Followed by  “How does that Mirror my Limiting Beliefs” or better yet, “I Wonder how that Mirrors my Limiting Beliefs” followed by Changing the Subject then Paying Attention (see https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/manifestation/piava-review/).  Once we Locate the Emotion of Fear in our Body, that’s behind the Fearsome or Anxious thoughts, several iterations of Tapping (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzVd6Ww0as4) usually resolves the Emotional Overload.  From there we can move toward Love or Curiosity, or simply move on to our next Fear.

There are two very special Fears that encompass a great deal of our Limiting Beliefs, and which especially hinder our Relationships.  These are Fear of Abandonment and Fear of Suffocation.  Most of us emphasize one or the other, though most commonly we have both.  These are both so ancient that they’re barely Personal, though we all have Personal Experience in our backgrounds to reinforce the Karma

No Huper Survives without Community.  To Fear that our Community (or our Partner, or our employer, or our family, or …) is Rejecting us, is to fall under the grip of the ancient Archetype of Abandonment.  We need to Learn where we Feel that in our Body, Lovingly and Gently Embrace it there, and become Ferociously Mindful for any thought that reinforces it, replacing it with a PIAVA that we find our Tribe, with its Unconditional Acceptance and Unfailing Protection.  Yes, no Protection is totally Unfailing, but we can PIAVA it – maybe that’s just a Limiting Belief.

Our Fear of Abandonment is one of the weaknesses that the Patriarchy uses, quite skillfully, to keep us under their thumbs.  And that’s our Fear of Suffocation, our Fear that someone will Control us and Prevent us from Exercising our True Self.  Fear of Suffocation is an Archetype as old as the Individual Soul.  I don’t encounter it as often as I encounter Fear of Abandonment, but it’s there, and it’s important to bring into Consciousness where it can be Transmogrified.

When we can replace “Don’t tell me what to do, you Bastard!” with “Oh, there’s my Suffocation Archetype again!” and replace “Shit, what if I get laid off?” with “Oh, there’s my Abandonment Archetype again!” we will regain a great deal of the Power we’ve been allowing our thoughts to drain out of us.  Next time you’re watching the News, or dealing with a difficult person who’s important in your Life, watch to see how many times these Archetypes arise.  That difficult person may not be draining your Power on purpose, but I can guarantee you that the News is.

Marilyn Raffaele has Channeled an Arcturian Teaching for us around Fear…

The original, which will move a few weeks from now: http://www.onenessofall.com/newest.html
A copy, which hopefully will not move: https://rainbowwaveoflight.wordpress.com/2017/06/25/arcturian-group-message-june-25-2017-marilyn-raffaele-onenessofall-com/

Excerpts follow…

“Dear ones, be not afraid of what you are seeing and hearing, for these are the symbols of a changing universe, the dying throes of old energy that is soon to become part of another world in which [those of] you who have chosen to awaken need not take part.  All have been given the choice to ascend.  Most are unaware of this, but on the deeper levels, everyone is choosing.

“[Do not] fear for or be concerned about family and friends who may be choosing not to awaken at this time.  Their Higher Self in its infinite wisdom may know that they need more three dimensional type experiences before they will be ready to leave them behind.  Every person will ascend into higher levels of awareness at some point in their journey, it is inevitable.  [Humanity’s] true nature is Divine and [it] is not meant to spend forever living the experiences of illusory beliefs.”

“True peace is a peace that the three dimensional state of consciousness knows nothing about and thus can never successfully create through treaties, wars, dominance, and punishment – ideas based in the sense of separation.  Because ‘peace’ created through these methods is based in duality and separation, sooner or later the ‘good side’ will flip to the ‘bad side,’ for the belief in duality always manifests as pairs of opposites.  Real peace can only manifest when the substance from which it is formed is present–consciousness.

“Peace is the natural expression of Love, the realization that all is ONE within the ONE.  Why would anyone want to hate, hurt, deceive, lie, kill, and make to suffer, itself?  It is only the dense energies of personal and collective unevolved states of consciousness that see power over others as an appropriate action to bring about peace.  Peace is the birthright of every person because it is the reality – globally and individually.”

“At this time there are many very evolved souls on earth, here to be examples to others as well as to add their Light to the collective.  They did not need to come in order to resolve karma or learn lessons of love, because they have already done this work on earth or on other planets.

“Seeing the need of humans for help at this powerful time of change, these souls lovingly chose to assist. You can see them in all walks of life doing seemingly ordinary things and will recognize them by a loving but often intense energy as they work to bring deeper awareness into situations where it is needed.  They are often intuitively felt as being powerful, but to human eyes look ordinary.

“Actions of love occur daily, but you are primarily served the negative from most news sites.  This is why it is important to limit your involvement in the news because it can easily pull you back into old energy.  It is fine to be aware of what is going on around you, but do not align with it.  It is the same idea as when you align with the energy of some low resonating person and then find yourself drained of energy, which is how the term ‘energy vampires’ came about.

“In all situations, and with all people, places, things, and events keep your energy field clear, filled with light, and not in alignment with any lower resonating energy that may be present.  Lower resonating energies have a sense of ‘heaviness’ about them which is easily felt in some places and with certain people.  Do not fear it for it has no power other than what you give it, but be aware of not aligning or identifying with it.  You may just choose to leave.”

“Up to this point, serious seekers have been allowed to continue in some of their old energy ways without much repercussion, but because the resonance of earth has become so much more rarified, everyone’s corners of belief are being swept out and the spiritual leash has become very short.

“Remember this when small events and actions once considered unimportant, start to feel very important and may even bring in a sense of guilt which you don’t understand.  This is because your energy field has become increasingly more attuned to the higher frequencies of Light, causing you to easily sense when you are out of alignment.”

4 July III

June 25, 2017

We introduced the Sedna-Square-Nodes 4 July chart in the “Solstice New Moon I” post (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/06/22/solstice-new-moon-i/).  We have ten days to get ready for this event.  It occurs only every nine years, which means our last episode was in the middle of the Derivatives Crash (you might think of it as “the Housing Crisis,” as that’s how the banksters propagandized it). 

Goldman Sachs, to pick a major Derivatives player at random, had dropped by 25% in the six months prior to the 2008 event; it dropped an aditional 67% in the six months following it.  The most salient part of the Derivatives Crash was Treasury Secretary (and former Goldman Sachs CEO) Hank Paulson’s giveaway to the banksters of almost three quarters of a Trillion dollars of your children’s future taxes.  If you’ve done your homework with Naomi’s No Is Not Enough, you know why this is relevant to 2017.

Here’s one way of looking at the 4 July chart…

As you can see, it’s very busy.  And contains a lot of Positive Energy.  The Challenge/Motivation (red), Grace (blue), and Curiosity (green) are well balanced.  There is one important Vacancy, at the bottom of the chart.  If we could fill that, we’d have a big-time Pattern-Buster (a Grand Unx or twelve evenly-spaced planets, connected by the short green lines) in front of us. 

One way to fill the Vacancy is to supply the Energy Consciously; 27 Capricorn is “Pilgrims climbing the steep steps leading to mountain shrine.”  We can handle that, assuming our leg muscles are up to the task.  Dust off the Stairmaster – we have ten days.  Or, just raise your eyeballs in their sockets with your eyes closed (not while driving), and Project your Identity out several feet above your physical head.

Another way to fill the Vacancy is to look for an asteroid or Fixed Star in that location.  Turns out there is a Star there, Deneb el Okra, in the Constellation Aquila, the Eagle.  While Eagle is an excellent hunter, he prefers Carrion because it saves Energy, and in Mythological Times, his favorite Carrion was what was left over from the Sacrifice.  Empires which used the spread-winged Eagle in their Shield – Rome, Nazi Germany, the US – were announcing that they planned to feed themselves on your Rituals, the Mythological version of Predatory Capitalism. 

Fortunately, there’s another way to view it.  At the turn of the current Century, Pluto Initiated Chiron.  This is an important Cycle, as it symbolizes the Pain (Chiron) that we can’t Avoid, the Pain that we must Transform instead (Pluto).  The 12-Sagittarius symbol for the Initiation was “A flag turning into an Eagle, the Eagle turning into a Rooster saluting the Dawn.”  So yes, Nationalism (the flag) turns Predatory, as it has.  But Eagle is also known for his broad Perspective and “Eagle-eyed” Vision.  The saluting Rooster symbolizes Enlightenment.  So we see Perspective, Vision and Light eventually eclipsing Predation. 

It would be great if we could make this Transition without a “Kent State Moment,” though it may not be possible.  There may be a phase where the Predators, seeing fresh blood draining from one another’s mouths, get a sudden Epiphany and finally realize that “Hate is not a Christian (or Muslim or …) Value.”  At any rate, 4 July is a ripe candidate for any of these kinds of Changes.  Join me in finishing Naomi’s book, working those uphill muscles into shape, and Manifesting the sort of Planet we’d Enjoy Living on.

The best way to do that is to Spend a lot of time in the next ten days (when you aren’t reading or stairclimbing – don’t do both at once, it’s dangerous) Feeling exactly the way you Expect to Feel when the Transformation is complete.

Suzanne Lie offers us some Arcturian Wisdom…

http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.com/2017/06/inter-dimensional-communication.html

“Collective fear and anxiety is much like having the anchor down when you are trying to drive your boat.  The boat may be able to slowly move along, but eventually the ‘anchor’ will collect so much ‘trash and rubble’ from the water that the boat will no longer be able to move forward.

“What form of ‘anchor’ are you allowing to slow your forward process?  Please remember that your life is YOUR boat, and this anchor is down because you have not ‘remembered’ to pull the anchor up.

“Of course, it is quite easy to forget your own ‘inner anchor’ because it is invisible to your third dimensional perceptions.  However, your third dimensional body will likely feel very fatigued because life is feeling like you are taking ‘two steps forward and one step back.’

“To pull up your anchor, you must first realize that this is YOUR anchor and NO ONE ELSE has created this anchor, or lowered it into the deep waters to ‘hold you back.’  Yes, it may appear that a boss, a parent, or even a friend has ‘held you back.’

“However, they all have their own boat and their own anchor that they are dealing with.  If they are dealing with their own anchor successfully—meaning that they do NOT let it hold them back from their own inner guidance—then they are able to assist others.”

When one spends their time focusing on the ‘problem,’ they will feel more and more victimized by life.  Then, they forget that this is THEIR boat and THEIR anchor.  They also forget that all they need do is ‘pull up the anchor’ into their mind so that they can Blaze it with the Violet Fire to transmute it into ‘an anchor of Light.’ ”

In the fourth dimension, and even more so in the fifth dimension, humans are able to create anything they need with their own thoughts and emotions.  You do notice that the above information is not visible in your newspapers or easily found on the Internet.

“The reason for this is that the ‘power over others’ groups are very frightened that their reign of ‘power over’ is coming to a conclusion.  They are seeing that more and more of humanity is raising their consciousness into the higher fourth and fifth dimensional frequencies of reality.”

The rest of Suzanne’s Channeling, which I recommend, talks about the kind of Fear Campaigns that have been used in the past to Frighten us back to our 3D anchors, just as Naomi describes.

Solstice New Moon I

June 22, 2017

Like the Solstice itself, the New Moon (7:30 pm PDT 23 June at 3 Cancer) still Conjoins asteroid Aletheia (Truth), still Opposes the ongoing Pholus-Quaoar Conjunction (Being Fully Responsive to our Survival Needs) that spans the Galactic Center (implying that it’s not just our Survival that’s at stake), and still makes a Grand Cross with the Chiron-Makemake Opposition.  The latter Opposition is about Making Lemonade from our Pain and Victimidity. 

I was going to look up what Dan & the Arcturians said earlier about “The way that you shed your baggage is by owning it.  The way that you own it is by releasing all of your resistance to it” (http://danielscranton.com/synchronizing-with-your-higher-selves-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/) when I discovered their even-more-appropriate Message for today…

http://danielscranton.com/past-lives-integration-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

“When you are faced with something in your life that you find more than just upsetting, you are looking directly at something from one of your past lives that you are still carrying with you because you need to experience some healing, some release, some resolution, and some clearing around that particular circumstance.  You are not blank slates when you are born into your physical bodies.  You have with you at the moment of your birth an agenda and many different aspects that are seeking some sort of resolution or redemption.

“You often come in contact with these aspects of you through the traumatic experiences of your current life.  You are always giving yourselves opportunities to release that which is no longer serving you, that which has been a burden on you for quite some time, and this lifetime is the one where you will continue to give yourself those opportunities until you are willing to face that situation that’s more than just a little upsetting.

“The reality that you experience is always giving you what you need, and it is giving you what you need based upon where it is that you want to go in your personal evolution.  The end result of all of it is going to be a happier you, a more creative you, and a lighter you.  So no matter what you are facing, no matter what you are in the midst of clearing right now, it is a wonderful opportunity for you to do more than just lighten your load in this lifetime.

“You are also here in service to all of those other aspects of you in all of those other lifetimes that could use a little help, that could use some compassion, and that could certainly use some unconditional love.  This journey of yours is one elaborate plan, dreamt up by your oversoul, to give you the best possible opportunity to experience and to feel everything.  You are doing magnificent work just by living your lives, just by facing these things that you would rather not have to deal with or look at.

“And if you ask these past life aspects of yours for help, you will get it.  If you see yourself as a team, a collective, a collaboration, you are going to empower yourselves.  You are going to bring forward more strength than you knew you had, and you are going to quicken your integration experience.”

Of course in Multidimensional Reality these “Past” Lives are Concurrent, Parallel, and if you do “see yourself as a team, a collective, a collaboration,” you’re just Identifying with your Oversoul, which isn’t much different from Enlightenment or Ascension, is it.

Not only is the Solstice Grand Cross preserved in the New Moon chart, but so is the Grand Quintile that we’ve been talking about in the last two posts.  The Moon has moved on, as is Her wont, but Venus (our Values) has taken the Moon’s place, and I have no doubt that Venus will do a completely admirable job at standing in.  Orcus (Oathing and Deoathing) still leads the Grand Quintile, and when it comes to Making Oaths, what more Comprehensive and Consequential (to our 3D Ego) Oath could we Make than to Forget our Multidimensional True Self while in 3D “Reality”?  So while we’re Deoathing, why not Go For the Whole Megillah?

I mean, what else is there to say after that?

But yes, there always seems to be More, eh?  Like those Betelguesian Parallels; did we include those?  Or the ones from Deneb el Okab?

Speaking of which, we’re coming up to a huge Climax of whatever it is that we’re up to, on 4 July, when Sedna Exactly Squares the Nodes.  I’ve given 3pm PDT to it, as that’s when the Moon Completes the Grand Cross, though the Exact Sedna Square is more like late morning.  If we include asteroid Pandora (which is very appropriate – remember Hope was left at the bottom of her Jar) and the Star Deneb el Okab, we complete a full Grand Unx – twelve planets evenly spaced around the Zodiac (an “Unx” is one twelfth of something).  Unfortunately Deneb el Okab is associated with Fire raining down from the Sky, but the Grand Unx implies a Positive Outcome.  Of course, if we’re Identified with our Oversoul, they’re all Positive, so that would be an excellent practice for the next couple of weeks.

There are also three planets Stationary (very Strong) and another Out of Bounds (also very strong) on 4 July.  And Mars (Action, Anger), which has been Out of Bounds since mid-May, returns In-Bounds on 29 June.  Mercury too, which when too Strong can be vituperative, returns In-Bounds on 2 July, after being Out of Bounds since 17 June.  Ceres (Sustainability and Sustenance) steps Out of Bounds on 1 July, remaining there till the September Equinox.  Hopefully whatever the “Rockets Red Glare” reveals will be Sustainable, rather than reducing us to Sustenance or grinding us into Barley Mash.

The three Stationary planets are Haumea (Rebirth), Klotho (Cutting the Cloth for a New Timeline or Lifetime), and Sappho (Self-Love).  In the 1950s we used to say that an air-raid siren readying us for a nuclear attack indicated that it was time to “stick your head between your legs and kiss your ass goodby.”  That may be a little extreme, but it might be a good plan to Express our Gratitude to our Current Ego for its Service keeping our Physical Vehicle tooting along, and go hang out with our Oversoul.  That would be max Self-Loving, and we need a vacation anyway.

Raising Vibrations

June 18, 2017

From John Perkins’s The World Is as You Dream It (pp.96-7)…

” ‘To camay,’ Manco [a Quechua Shaman] explained, ‘is to breathe unity into.  No corresponding word exists in Spanish.  Even the idea is difficult to express, for it seems that you northerners don’t believe such things.  In our lives, it is a very important concept, perhaps the most important.  We have several related words: churay, ruray, and supay.  These have to do with creating.  But camay is the most powerful.

“He knelt before a gnarled old agave, a special plant to Andean people that is related to the aloe.  ‘This plant appeared to be dead a year ago.  I camayed into it every day, and now look.’  He patted it tenderly.  ‘Old, but very much alive.’  He stood.  ‘We are all one.’  He turned slowly in a circle, his hands at his side, palms out.  ‘When one of our parts is out of balance, others can help to bring them back.  That is when we camay.’ … ‘The blowing we do during a healing is a form of camaying.  We breathe unity into the sick or injured person to restore balance.’ “

The astrological correlate of Restoring Balance is in particular the Trioctile – three eighths of the way ’round the Zodiac – and in general the Octile, one eighth of the way.  The Eighth Harmonic is itself about Rebalancing, and we favor three of them because the Third Harmonic is all about Love with Wisdom.  We’re especially fond of the Mjölnir or “Hammer of Thor” Configuration, which is a third planet Trioctile to each end of a Square.

Conventional or Ego- and Fate-Reinforcing astrology sees the Square as a Malefic, and the Hammer of Thor as Destructive.  From the Perspective of Spiritual or Ego- and Karma-Transforming astrology, the Square represents Mastery through Challenge, and the Mjölnir, like its predecessor the Vedic Vajra, symbolizes Lightning, Illumination, or Epiphany.  Our recent Stations include a couple of Mjölnirs… 

The long lavender lines are Trioctiles, the short ones Octiles.  The red Squares are, of course, Bioctiles – two eighths equals one fourth.  The Square is ultimately also about Illumination.  Jupiter is the Focus of a Mjölnir across the Sedna-South Node Square, meaning that the Jupiter Station at the Full Moon, and its ongoing Mjölnir, has Illuminated and will continue to Illuminate the Places where we Fear our own Karma – that’s basically the Regressed Hellhole I found myself in through much of the last fortnight. 

Of course we Fear our Karma – that’s the nature of Held Emotions, Emotions that we can’t Tolerate, that we’d rather Die than Re-Experience.  Which is precisely the point – we need an Ego Death here to Expand the way Jupiter would like us to.  The Jupiter T-Square crosses the Opposition between Vertias (Truth) and Juno-Chariklo (Bringing Self-Confidence under Conscious Control), but it’s also a Diamond Star, as Jupiter is at the Focus of a Finger of God from the Venus-Neptune (Our Spiritual Values) Sextile.  Which is to say that Jupiter would like us to – and is offering to help us to – Transform our Relationship to Fear and Held Emotions by Rebalancing the Relationships between our Spiritual Values, Consciousness, and Self-Confidence.

Which, incidentally, has Sedna Squaring the Nodes.  This Square will be Exact – a Can-Opener if there ever was one – on 3 July.  So we’re very lucky to have had the Jupiter Station Illuminating this Process before we get submerged into the depths of it, so we know to bring an extra oxygen tank.  The slower a planet, the deeper it’s Influence in the Unconscious.  Sedna takes fifty times as long as Pluto to make it’s way ’round the Zodiac once.  Most of the other new dwarf planets are called Plutoids, because they’re basically similar to Pluto.  Sedna is so far out that they made a whole new class for it – Sednoids.  So far it’s the only one with a name.

So, what is it that will make you soil your knickers before you can make it to the loo?  Aliens landing in your back yard?  Fire taking down your apartment block?  Nucular War?  A Lunatic in charge?  A Fairy landing on your thumb?  A Plant talking to you?  Abandonment?  Suffocation?  Your neighbors at the door with pitchforks and torches?  Not enough Money?  A Terroirist Attack?  May be a good time to do some pre-planning.

The other Mjölnir is Focused on Varuna (the Life Force), from the Square between recently-Stationary Neptune and Lilith, suggesting that Balancing your Spiritual Beliefs and your Self-Sovereignty will enhance your Life Force; or, as Michael Roads frequently says, “it’s not enough to Believe it, you have to Live it.”  The Neptune T-Square is also a Diamond Star, and one corner of a Water Grand Trine besides. 

Our third recent Station was Makemake; note that it’s Octile to both ends of the Vesta-Sappho Square – We’ll Manifest more easily when we Align our Self-Love with our Unconscious Beliefs.

Dan Scranton’s latest contribution to this issue…

http://danielscranton.com/raising-your-frequency-%e2%88%9ethe-9th-dimensional-arcturian-council/

Greetings.  We are the Arcturian Council.  We are pleased to connect with all of you.

“Your frequency matters.  Your frequency, the rate at which you vibrate the energy of your consciousness, becomes your life experience.  It is as simple as that.  However, you have a lot to think about and a lot to do, and you certainly have a lot to process emotionally.  All of that leaves you with very little of your precious time to tend to your frequency.

“You would be very well served by giving it your attention at least periodically throughout your day.  It would be advantageous to you to have reminders for yourselves, to check in and feel how high or low that frequency is.

“You can tell by what you are feeling, but you can also tell by what you are thinking, and even what you are doing.  Certainly, your physical bodies are wonderful feedback mechanisms.  If there is something going on with you physically, then there is certainly something going on with you frequency-wise.  There is always some underlying vibrational cause to what you are experiencing in the physical.

“So if you pay attention to what you are doing, what you are thinking, what you are saying, and how you are feeling physically and emotionally, you will become aware of your vibration.  Once you become aware of it, the next part is to tune into it, to zero in on it.

“You do that by going within.  Pay attention to where you feel particular vibrations.  Pay attention because it serves you to, and because by giving it your attention, you automatically shift it.  You automatically shift the frequency of your vibration by intending to do so, and by focusing on it you awaken yourselves.

“You are in a constant state of awakening now.  The easiest way for you to experience an awakening is to feel into your energetic bodies.  Your energetic bodies don’t just surround you.  They can also be accessed within your physical frame, your physical structure.  And giving them your attention, giving your physical and energetic and your emotional bodies your attention, is all it takes to raise your frequency.

“We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”

And Anger

April 24, 2017

Some oh-so-useful and timely Wisdom from Marilyn Raffaele…

https://rainbowwaveoflight.wordpress.com/2017/04/23/arcturian-group-message-april-23-2017-marilyn-raffaele-onenessofall-com/

Painful and unresolved issues between two people (often dominance/victim)  will remain in cellular memory and be carried into each lifetime continuing to  manifest between the same people in different roles.  This type of connection between people results in the formation of energy cords.

“Energy cords are created whenever there are intense experiences of either good or bad  between two people, and become a facet of one’s energy field until removed or until one of the two evolves beyond the energy that created the cords in the first place (the cord no longer has anything to attach to).  The dissolving of energy cords does not remove a person from one’s life, but removes the intense and often unhealthy sense of bondage that accompanies them.

“Energy cords develop between sexual partners, frequently between a child and a parent, or with anyone with whom there has been shared intense experiences.  Energy cords bind those involved to low resonating energy and should be removed, which is easily be done by energy healers, or by self through intention.  ‘In the presence of my Higher Self and my Guides, I consciously  choose to remove any and all energetic cords attaching me to_____.’  Visualize Light dissolving the cords which are usually attached to the solar plexus chakra, and fill in the space with soft golden Light.  It is the intention, not specific words that is important.”

I often find that cords are attached to the back, often the back of the Heart Chakra as well as the Solar Plexus Chakra, as this facilitates Power-Over without our Consciousness.  Parental Programming can take this form.  Remember that different modalities – such as Programming and Energy like Cords – are not different media, they’re different Perspectives on the same phenomenon.

Judging any of our Emotions is counterproductive.  It’s a step away from Self-Love, and it can be a big step.  But we have to admit that some Emotions are more Comfortable than others, and some more Fun than others.  Preference is Healing; Judgment is Toxic.  Anger, for instance, can be followed by a number of Inconveniences and worse, depending on what we do with it.  While we attribute primarily Fear to dwarf planet Sedna, Anger also often accompanies it.

Anger as a Self-Protection is never to be rued.  In defense of Safety, it’s your best friend.  An “Imaginary” pet Alligator, for instance, is very handy to keep around to gobble up disused Cords.  Alligators aren’t Angry, they’re just Hungry.  There’s no room for Mercy when someone has you Corded.  You need Relentlessness instead, as your Guilt is an integral part of their Power-Over.  You know you’re Corded when you can’t get someone out of your mind, and Mirroring (holding an Imaginary wardrobe Mirror between you, facing them), while it may work, doesn’t Hold for more than a few minutes.

The 26 April New Moon is one foot of the base of a Finger of God (Pay Attention!) pointing at Lilith (Self-Sovereignty); the other foot is Atropos, symbolizing Endings.  It means Pay Attention to Ending any impediments to your Self-Sovereignty for the next several weeks.

But once we get to Safety, Review can be very powerful.  A good place to start: Is there any sense in which your Anger followed Fear, especially Fear of Abandonment?  Sedna’s orbit is a hundred times longer than Pluto’s orbit – it’s waaay out there!  Abandonment would be a good synonym for it, and the Sedna Mythology is certainly rife with Abandonment.  Anger over Abandonment causes a lot of Relationship difficulties, whether you’re “down by the banks of the Ohio” or not.

That Anger is most definitely rooted in Fear.  While Action is a frequent Reaction to Anger, Vulnerability may be a more appropriate Response to Fear.  Facing a Tiger immediately springs to mind (whether we’re in Watermelon Sugar or not).  Our natural reaction is to Freeze, Flee, or Fight.  But what if we just sat down and said “Hi.”  Tigger may not be hungry. 

And if we Identify with our Immortal Soul rather than our Ego, Death is nothing but a Transition, a Rebirth.  As much Harm as Huperity has done to Tiggerity, offering up our Physical Vehicle to Tigger may be enormously Healing for us both.  Of course we’d want to check for and Clear any Cords between us first.  Tigger may be Intimidated by our Alligator.

Roselite is an Arsenate of Calcium, Cobalt, and Magnesium.  Arsenic is a very Angry Element from the Perspective of our Cells.  Yet because the Damage it can do is so widespread, as a Homeopathic it’s Power is equally Diverse.

Emotion as Sensation

February 9, 2017

Here’s a different Perspective entirely – the more the better!  

We’ve talked some about Experiencing Emotions as Energy in our Bodies, but Stephen Levine here adds the possibility of Experiencing them as Sensations in our Body – maybe as a Pressure or a Hardness in our Solar Plexus rather than an “Energy Build-Up.”  Or a Shimmering or Vibrating on our Belly rather than an “Energy Bolus” in our Second Chakra.

Here’s Stephen (Turning toward the Mystery, pp.52-53)…

“When in the course of my soul-searching I first heard of and sought in meditation my ‘inner child,’ I sank through a level or two and found instead my shadow child, the hungry ghost.

“Where I thought its heart would be there was a great emptiness.  Not the spiritual emptiness I had hoped for, which dissolves all boundaries and removes all separation, but exactly its opposite.  I found psychological emptiness, which finds all too readily the boundaries long ago constructed and constantly reinforced, within which resides a feeling of hopelessness and helplessness, and a pervasive vacuity.  All that wished to remain unborn.

“When I turned toward the mystery seeking to at last complete my birth, I found that child who wished he was never born, still strapped all these years in that high chair, afraid to put his feet down on the ground.

“Continuing the great treasure hunt for my life, I slowly introduced this more bewildered-than-angry ghost to the possibility of breaking the narrow confines of his imprisoned self-image.

“This mindful investigation gradually became able to work with even quite painful emotions.  As I focused on the feelings generated when I approached the child lost within, it became quite evident that every emotion, every state of mind, has its own distinctive body pattern.

“Even when that child’s residual fear or anger turned to terror or rage or when any ‘afflictive’ emotion predominated, I could approach it with mercy and awareness, without being distracted by its seductive thinking, by focusing first on the concomitant sensations each state generated in the body’s field of sensation.  When focused, I could follow my child’s states of mind wandering through the body.

“Observing in detail first its body pattern – this is a good example of relating to an object in consciousness instead of from it, breaking habitual identity with that state of mind – I was able to relate to this child instead of as this child, able to note his thoughts and feelings.  And eventually recognized their incessant coming and going as a natural, actually impersonal process.  In the stillness of meditation, I cold see the energies of which these thoughts and feelings were composed, and meet them with mercy instead of fear and judgment.

“When we receive emotion as sensation, the resistance that maintains the censor band between levels of consciousness falls away and the healing enters deeper.

“In the course of this very gradual rebirthing, one day in meditation the shadow child came into view in the guise of an already world-weary, entirely untrustworthy twelve-year-old street hustler.

“Although he preferred to be related to with fear and judgment so as to make himself all the more real, I tried to relate to him, rather than from him

“Acting as a completely autonomous personage, he turned toward me, the watcher, and actually tried to sell me a used car.”

The story continues, and actually gets better.

Blessing Full Moon Eclipse III

February 8, 2017

Now we get to the Juicy part, the Yin Gate.  The Full Moon bisects the long side of the Golden Rectangle, but the Yin Gate bisects the short side, giving us one of those Grand Crosses that we spoke of briefly earlier.  A Grand Cross works better than Garlic for repelling Vampires.  You’ve got four possibly-difficult planets in four Challenging Angles to one another, yet the result is that they Collaborate, because the Configuration fills the Circle and is In Balance.

Grand Crosses are either in Creative (Cardinal) or Stabilizing (Fixed) or Changeable (Mutable) Signs.  This one is in the Stabilizing Signs, which, since everything else is in high Flux, is very handy.  It should help Ground us.  In the Grand Cross we have…

  • The Moon in Leo, which will Support our Self-Loving Emotions, as long as we eschew Self-Criticism
  • The Sun in Aquarius, which will help us Build Community, as long as we eschew Idealism
  • The asteroids Sappho (Self-Love) and Klotho (the Raw Material for Creating a New Ego-Lifetime) in Scorpio, where they’ll be Diving Deep to make sure no Self-Abandoning or Self-Limiting Psychic Cysts remain
  • Our friend Sedna (Fear/Anger – !) and asteroid Aletheia (Truth) in Taurus, where they will help Ground us toward Walking in Beauty, as long as we eschew Oath-Making and Decision-Making

By bisecting the short sides of the Golden Rectangle, the Yin Gate sets up interlocking Fingers of God pointing to each end of the Sappho/Klotho-to-Sedna/Aletheia Opposition.  Meaning that we are being Asked to find some way to Balance a Rebirth into Self-Love on one hand with the Truth of our Unrecognized Fear and Anger in the other (and the exercise isn’t optional).  If that sounds Paradoxical, that’s because it is.  A Yin Gate is about Accepting Paradox as a normal part of Reality.

Which it is.  Reality is Infinite; our Either/or minds, not being able to grasp Infinity, prefer Limitation.  Our Emotional Bodies also often prefer Duality, in the form of For-or-Against postures.  We Want our Emotion-verbs to have objects – not “I’m Angry” but “I’m Angry At…” or “I’m Angry Because…”.  Of course we’d first like to shift out of Identification with our Emotions – “I Feel Anger” rather than “I Am Anger.”  

In Real Life “I Feel Anger” just means there’s an Energy Build-up in my Solar Plexus.  Usually, that is; our Energy Bodies are often twisted by our Programming.  While the Causes of an Energy Build-up in my Solar Plexus are Limited only by my Imagination, in Reality Energy isn’t Causal; It Is.  It just Is.  It doesn’t matter how it happened, only how we Respond to it.

If it’s Comfortable and Balanced by the Energy in your other Chakras, No Worries.  The more the merrier – as Daniel averred.  If it’s not Comfortable, we check our Safety.  Would our Current Ego Feel Safer if we Set a Boundary, or Fled, or Froze?  “Freezing” looks like Limiting our Vulnerability, maybe by shifting a conversation to the Weather, for instance.  

Then, once we’re Safe, if “Running our Energy” didn’t resolve it quickly, and if we couldn’t easily Tap it Out, or if it’s a recurring Pattern, we could Observe our Current Ego, to see if “We” are holding onto any Obsolete Limits.  We might be in the Habit of associating with people who don’t Support us, because of our Fear of Abandonment.  We might be Over-Reacting to Comments or Actions that really don’t have anything to do with Us, from people who really do usually Support Us.

How to tell the difference, “Objectively”?  Maybe it’s Both.  (There’s actually no such thing as Objectivity, but sometimes it’s useful to Pretend that there is.)  We could look at what Comments or Actions seemed to Anger us.  Is there any sense in which We do that to anyone?  Often the Esoteric Purpose of a Rogue Emotion or Energy Vortex is to Illuminate an Unconscious Cyst we don’t otherwise see.

So, what became of our Fear versus Anger “contest” around Sedna?  Both Jupiter (Amplification) and Sedna were Stationary over the weekend.  Well, mostly Anger, though Fear and Grief are also Present.  

In the Sedna story (one of many) that I Resonate with, a father gives his daughter’s “hand” to a stranger, who turns out to be a Sorcerer.  Alarmed, the father “steals” her back, only to be pursued by the Sorcerer, shapeshifted into Power, and Angry.  The father is Terrified, and tries to throw his daughter from the canoe to save his own ass.  She clings to the side of the canoe, so he chops off her fingers, which become the Seals, food for the People.  But the People must make offerings to Sedna, now a Sea-Goddess, in order to apease her Anger.

So, mea culpa, I associated with the father’s Terror, and interpreted Sedna as Fear.  It’s easy to see how one could associate with the daughter’s – or even the sorcerer’s – Anger instead.  The daughter has been criminally Abandoned – but Abandonment is a Fear, though often Experienced as Anger.

Some (edited) excerpts…

“While I’d say Anger, I wonder how much of that is a reaction to Disbelief that what I thought was giving from love has been treated so shabbily.  So, moving from Fear of Betrayal and Abandonment to accepting that those have happened, but I survived.  So I’d say self-protective rage?  Or maybe the rage is self-righteous?  It’s a very fine line.  But I’d say the difference is seeing more clearly, taking responsibility for my part, and then moving on, without engaging and without plans to continue having those people in my life.”

“Fear is there, yes, but anger was prime the last 3 days.”

“I did experience Sedna as anger, or actually even contempt.  I worked with the contempt for awhile.  There was a panic attack or two, and more shifting and praying.  But then, yesterday, a release.  An enormous release of soul crushing rage-pain I had been carrying around with me for three years daily.  I keep checking in with myself amazed.  Am I finally free of this?  I feel.  Yes, it isn’t there.  Check again.  Still free.  And again.  It’s gone.  That thing that haunted me, that thing that was my dismemberment floating on an iceberg abandoned is gone.”

“Yes…anger on Saturday evening…irritable and overwhelmed.  Followed by waking on Sunday morning to sadness and then the fear kicked in and simmered along much of the day.”

“The weekend brought a lot of emotions up – and you’re right, primarily anger!  A lot of this I’d been carrying around in my sub conscious and was brought to the surface.  On Monday the main emotion was acceptance.  More than I’ve ever felt before.”

“Tremendous almost bottomless (nearly impersonal) fear.”

“Neither Fear nor Anger, but an incredibly deep revisiting of trauma experienced when I was very young.  I think there is no real gender-dependent reponse here, but response based on how much we have processed along the way.  A dear friend of mine, with whom we always swap the emotional intensity of these challenging times, also experienced a positive weekend.  So yeah, ongoing, remaining positive, and the weekend also brought lots of manifestation potential.”

“The men couldn’t handle our intensity — when we vigorously debated our positions, the guys walked out the door!”

I’d attribute the Profound Clearing that several folks reported, to the Yin Gate rather than to Sedna herself.  And Anger is an appropriate response to Fear, if we Choose to Fight rather than Flee or Freeze.  In the Patriarchy, the Male has the Power, so it’s he that’s in a position to be the Abandoner – till Terror causes his wits to Abandon him.  

I agree that it’s ultimately Gender-neutral, as anyone can exhibit behaviors and characteristics that in Patriarchal Cultures are Gender-dependent, and Profiling is always dangerous.  In Patriarchy Power-Dynamics, though, Gender is very significant, even if it’s not always determinate.

And yes, “response based on how much we have processed along the way” is relevant.  There does appear to be a Progression, where we become less Self-Sabotaging as we Track Down, Embrace and Let Go of our catalog of Karmic Archetypes, Patterns, Self-Sabotage, Chronic Bummers, Dank Undercurrents, and other Psychic Cysts.  But it’s definitely not Linear.  

I’d say that, if a person has Squares in their natality in 20-26 Degrees, and has sailed through the last several months unscathed, then Self-Congratulations are in order!  But it says little about Big Energies that may occur in the rest of the Degrees, between 27 and 19.  

Speaking astrologically, the Energies that we’ve been dealing with have been extraordinarily Positive.  Our Difficulty with them arises because it’s now so obvious that Clearing is no longer a Luxury.  Our Egos can no longer so easily duck and dodge.  Look at it this way…  

On 2/22/2022, Quaoar (our Survival Instinct) Initiates Pholus (Taking Full Responsibility), at 7:00 Capricorn,A veiled prophet speaks, seized by the Power of a God.”  2/22/2022 reduces to the Twelfth Harmonic – Pattern-Breaking.  We’re already well within this Energy, as Pholus is only one and a quarter Degrees from Quaoar.

Another Portal Survived

February 6, 2017

Well, I hope you surthrived the Jupiter-Sedna weekend.  It was Intense hereabouts.  I’m Wondering what the primary Emotional Experience of the weekend was for you.  Please leave a comment – I’ll keep it confidential.  It’s been suggested that for a female, the primary Experience of Sedna is Anger rather than Fear.  Was this True for you?