Big Doin’s This Week IV

Okay, now we get to the meat.  From Calendar (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/1-calendar/)…

“[At 10am PDT 6 September], Nemesis (Ego Death) goes Direct at 22 Capricorn, followed [just before midnight] by the Station of Ixion (Forbidden Genius) in 24 Sagittarius.  In these Degrees we unleash the same almost-Grand-Unx Pattern that we saw in the [25 August] Saturn Station at https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2017/08/24/eclipsalypse-iii/ .”

It’s a rather incredible “Coincidence” to have Ego Death and our Forbidden Genius Recovery Lit Up on the same day, as we will almost certainly need to endure an Ego Death to open up to our Forbidden Genius.  Most of us are deeply Ego-invested in our Resistance to our Hidden Genius.

We were Programmed by our various Subcultures to Believe that Right and Wrong are Objective qualities.  They aren’t.  If they were, we wouldn’t be Outraged by the Behavior of our Evil Twins.  The Universe is in Balance, and being part of the Universe, we must be in Balance as well.  Any deviation from Conscious Neutrality requires that whatever Counterbalances our Dualistic Ego must reside in the Unconscious – meaning that we enlist Other People to carry our counterweights for us – our Evil Twins.  Like the Antichrist.

That includes our Forbidden Genius.  Whomever you most vehemently Judge, they’re probably the spitting image of your Forbidden Genius.  Nobody promised that Self-Love was going to be Easy – Narcissism it ain’t.  So, now you understand why an Ego Death is necesssary?  “We’d rather Die than Be [or more correctly, see ourself as] that!”

That would be a good Exercise for the next few days.  Take the person whom you most Despise, Imagine yourself Being Like Them, while doing your best to Locate your Self-Love.

Gene Gendlin, rest his Soul, would advise us not to be literal.  It’s a Funhouse Mirror… 

Our Evil Twin is an Unashamed Narcissist?  Well, maybe this means that we have to find a way to be 10% more Self-Confident – by PIAVAing it for instance.  A Theta session would allow us to measure our Progress step by step. 

Our Evil Twin is a Sociopath?  Watch for Reversals – the Unconscious doesn’t know Negation; for instance, maybe we try too hard to be “Good.”  Oh, there’s Mom again.  Alan Watts pointed out long ago that it’s harder to Let Go of our Positive Karma than it is to Let Go of our Negative Karma

Our Evil Twin is a Prevaricator?  Hmmm.  Maybe we aren’t sufficiently straightforward or thorough at Expressing the True subtleties of our Feelings, or bite our tongue instead of Calling Out Evil. 

Our Evil Twin hoards Wealth that he hasn’t Earned?  Hmmm.  Maybe we’ve Forgotten that Scarcity is a state of mind rather than a property of External Reality.  Energetically, Earning and Abundance aren’t Related.

Our Evil Twin is a Hater?  Well, who among us Loves too much?

Ego Deaths don’t have to be Painful. 

Here’s a skeleton of the very busy Nemesis-Ixion Stations chart…

This is the Ixion-Station version of the chart (11:50 pm PDT).  The Nemesis-Station version is virtually the same except that the Moon Conjoins Lachesis instead of Chiron.  One of the Meanings of the Moon is Manifestation – it’s Lunar Energy that keeps Matter from going all e=mc² all the time.  We’d like to keep the Antichrist and its Evil Twin BadHaircut from giving us examples.

So during the 10am PDT Ego Death Station, Manifestation Energy is Merged with Choice (Lachesis).  Lachesis is the Fate that measures the Length of a Timeline.  But Choosing Consciousness instead, we can Decide when to abort a Timeline or any segment of it.  We’re dealing with the Unconscious, so Direct Action is futile, but PIAVA always works, one way or another.  It would be a good time to just PIAVA a Loving and Gentle End to Resisting our Forbidden Genius.

And during the 11pm-midnight PDT Genius-Recovery Station, the Moon Conjoins Chiron (Pain and Healing).  Well, again, being Conscious we can Choose to step out of the Chiron Pain Box by “Poor-Sweethearting” ourself.  Maybe “You poor Sweetheart, you’re feeling Oppressed, aren’t you.” will work to help Liberate our Genius.

With this chart it makes more sense to talk about what’s not there, than what is there – and isn’t that appropriate for a Hidden Forbidden Genius. 

  • We have a full set of Grand Crosses except for the Fixed Grand Cross, which is replaced by a Klotho T-Square to the Nodes, which is a little shocking, as it Challenges us to start a new Timeline aiming to Let Go of All of our Karma and Devote Everything to our Lifetime Mission.  Don’t Know your Lifetime Mission?  Just Follow Your Joy, and Change your Direction when your Joy Changes.  Have Fun with it.  There aren’t really any straight lines, Real Life isn’t Linear.
  • We have a full set of Grand Trines except for the Earth Grand Trine.  So Everything will benefit from Dumb-Luck Grace except our Efforts to Manifest Material Abundance.  That’s okay, we can Intend it anyway.
  • We have a full set of Yin Gates except for the Taurus-Scorpio Yin Gate.  That’ll make the Connection between Exploring our Emotions Fully and Manifesting What We Want a little less accessible, but if we Pay Attention to the New Timeline we’re starting, we can throw that in as a Design Feature.  Consciousness arises not be Discovery but by Differentiation, and the Absence of something is an excellent invitation to Differentiate.
  • We have a Dynamic Grand Sextile, and all but one corner of a Magnetic Grand Sextile, which gives us all but one corner of a Grand Unx (11 of 12 planets evenly spread around the Zodiac).  A Grand Unx would give us great Grace for Letting Go of Self-Sabotaging Archetypes.
  • The Vacancy in the Grand Unx is 23 Taurus.  This is where You Can’t Make This Stuff Up.  23 Taurus is near the Fixed Star Capulus.  That’s a Story in itself…

The Star Algol (27 Taurus) is the Eye of Medusa.  Capulus (25 Taurus) is Perseus’s sword.  In the Greek Repression of the Matriarchy, Perseus was the “Hero” killing off the Unpredictability (from the Male point of view) – aka Yintegrity – of the Matriarchy.  Capulus Energy is “clear, decisive, focused, and possibly even ruthless… Perseus’s sword is the male Kundalini energy, the partner to Algol,” “penetrating, … passionate, … at times brutal and violent” (Bernadette Brady, Brady’s Book of Fixed Stars, p.193).

A Vacancy represents the Energy we need to supply Consciously in order to complete the Configuration, in this case the Pattern-Breaking Grand Unx, the Grace-making Earth Grand Trine, the Stabilizing Fixed Grand Cross, and the Yin Gate that describes the Mystery of using Emotion as a Creative Tool.  We’re backed up against the very Edge of the Divide between the Yin Female and the Yang Male, as Genia Pauli would describe it.  As the Antichrist might say, “This is Historic!”

The Sabian Symbol for 23 Taurus is a little kinder: “A jewelry store filled with precious gems.”  Well, that Edge in our Consciousness between the Dynamic and the Magnetic is definitely a Precious Gem, a Magical Edge.  And wouldn’t you know that the Repression of your Forbidden Genius is highly likely to be bound up with the Repression of your Sexuality.  Where else are our definitions of Right and Wrong so Sharp and so Diverse.

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We’ve updated the Calendar (https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/category/1-calendar/) through the end of September.

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