Portal 13.10 Part IV

Respect for All Things means we need to Own our Projections.  We often see them through a Funhouse Mirror, but the Judgments we Project out onto the World, and of course the Self-Judgments we Introject onto ourselves – have their roots in our own Programming.  While Hopi is Lit Up we get to Review all the places where Judgment interrupts our free and easy Acceptance of the World and its Denizens – including ourself – as they are.  Our Programmers worked hard trying to get us to be the way they wanted us to be, and that all too often wasn’t at all the way we wanted to be.

There’s no Blame here – “we” (our pre-birth Soulself) Chose our Programmers, because the fastest way to Clear away obsolete Patterns (aka Karma) is to have someone rub them in our face.  It’s all Mirrors – Programming Mirrors the Patterns we’ve Chosen to Clear, our Judgments Mirror our Self-Hate, which in turn often Mirrors our Programming.  But it’s usually Funhouse Mirrors.  Like Dreams, there’s a good deal of Symbolism and Surrogation involved.

Be forewarned that there’s a good chance that Memories of Trauma, Abuse, or Privilege may surface here.  If these are disturbing, they can throw you off guard.  Be prepared to take special care to be Loving with yourself in the Present Moment, and at whatever age you may Regress to.  If you start to lose track of which You is which, look in your wallet for clues to your current age.  

You want to Remember your Experiences, not Relive them. 

You may want to call a Trusted Friend, someone who won’t Reject or Judge you, so you have a Lifeline if you need one.  Abusers usually threaten, so there may be much Fear involved.  Did you have a “Cookie Lady” when you were growing up – a neighbor or teacher who was kind to you, and whom you Trusted?  Bring their Memory into your Field.

The Conjunction of Nessus (Abuse and Privilege) with OR10 (Irruption of Unconscious Contents) was exact on 7 October, and remains very much with us, as the Dance between The Donald and The Hillary amply demonstrate. 

The Chiron-Hopi Opposition is Bridged (Graced) by a Triple Conjunction of Venus (Kindheartedness), Juno (Growth in Consciousness), and asteroid Nemesis (which could be double-edged – your Nemesis-Perp in Trauma, and the Nemesis of your Current Ego, which needs to Retire in order for your new True Self to be Reborn).

We mentioned Eugene Gendlin earlier.  His book Let Your Body Interpret Your Dreams gives many techniques for working with Dreams, that work just as well for working out Memories and the Symbolism and Projections in our Waking Trances.  One of the most effective I’ve found – after you’ve Tapped Out any Overwhelm or Fear, when you’re Safe, and when you have access to an Ally who can help you stay grounded and on track – is to Imagine yourself Being an antagonist or protagonist in your Drama.  How does it Feel in your Body when you imagine yourself for a moment Being The Donald, or The Hillary, or The Vladimir, or The Obomba, or The Kapernick, or the Preditor across the street?

That may sound Risky, but these are Germinal Times.

Where do you Feel this in your Body?  Is it unpleasant?  Can you be Loving with it there?  Soften it, Warm it?  Once you let your Attention Dissolve into that place in your Body, Ask yourself, “How Old Am I?”  Do any Memories surface?  Give yourself, either in the Present Moment or in your Regression-Space or both, a “You poor Sweetheart…” if necessary.  Did you make any Oaths then, to Be or Not to Be any particular way?  Are you tempted to make any Oaths now, perhaps to Liberate yourself from that Limiting Belief – by replacing it with another one?  

Gendlin also warns about Either/Or.  If you want to Change anything as a result of this, don’t flip from Black to White or vice versa; Change it by five or ten percent instead.  The results will be much more Sustainable.

The Timing for these Adventures couldn’t be better, as we’re in the process of being Reborn into the Truth of our Self, and Blessed with Motivation to Recover our Abandoned Genius.  The Great Benefactor Jupiter is Dancing with our Karma and our Faith, to make our Patterns more Sustainable.

Haumea Opposing Uranus-Eris Trine-Bridged by Ixion-Pholus; Jupiter Septile Yod from Ceres and Neptune-South Node.  Just by itself, Neptune on the South Node means we’re in the Soup, with the kettle slowly warming.

 

 

Quaoar Brilliant

26-28; Grand Cross 22-25

picture https://astrobuss.wordpress.com/2014/08/17/grace-and-discouragement-pictures/ 

 

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