Whoo, feel that Anger out there already! More than Mars-Plutos have supplied in recent years. So let’s take each episode of our own Anger, and each episode of another’s Anger, as doorways to our own Denial. K?
The Vesta-Mercury Initiation (Consciousness of Limiting Beliefs) Quincunxes Saturn (Focus), making two Tricolors in the process:
- Asteroid Klotho (Reboot) Square Vesta-Mercury Quincunx Saturn Trine Klotho
- Jupiter-North Node (Expanding our Sense of Mission and Desire) Square Saturn Quincunx Vesta-Mercury Trine Jupiter-North Node
We interpret a Tricolor by imagining what sort of Confusion or Frustration that the Square might cause, and postulating that if we formulate a Wondering or other PIAVA that expresses the Quincunx, then the Grace of the Trine will be unleashed.
For instance, we might experience Klotho (Reboot) Square Vesta-Mercury (Becoming Aware of our Limiting Beliefs – probably through owning a Projection) as Fear or Hesitation about how much we’d have to restructure our Lives if we Let Go of the Limiting Belief.
“Owning a Projection” means that, in a place where we’re in the Habit of Blaming Others for something, we decide to look at our own Process, to see if there’s anything there which we can take Personal Responsibility for. Remember, Blame looks backward to assign Cause, while Responsibility looks forward to improve Outcomes.
Let’s say, just for an example, you have a Garden, and Others are always criticizing it because it looks different than the Gardens they’re used to. You’re in the Habit of grumbling to yourself about how no one ever asks you what your Intentions are or assumes you have some plan that they don’t understand, they just tell you how you’re doing it wrong, often vociferously. They may even try to punish you for being wrong. Well, if enough people tell you you’re wrong, most of us will start Believing we are wrong. Or if not wrong, then we give up trying, because without Support, Life is hard.
Okay, there’s one thread – Believing Others more than we Trust Ourself. Seeking Approval, or at least seeking an Open Mind and Curiosity and an attempt to Understand, if not Validate, what we’re doing and why. That’s not Self-Sovereignty. In fact, it could be a clue about our Forbidden Genius. What do we leave half-finished because we don’t expect Acknowledgement for it? Another crucial Question: Does this invoke any childhood memories? If we were not Validated as a Unique Individual in our childhood, we’ll continue to Create circumstances where we have the opportunity to fill in that hole in our Aura by Validating ourself.
This line of thought is useful, it’s contributing useful information, and we could continue to work it productively. But it’s analytical, Mercury-stuff – which of course is cool for Mercury-Vesta, exactly what we’d expect of Mercury-Vesta, analysis of our Limiting Beliefs. But it’s not taking advantage of the Tricolor. While analysis might install a window in the wall of our Birdcage, it’s unlikely to add a new wing. For that we need to move to Curiosity.
“I Wonder where I might Focus my Attention in order to maximize Liberation from my Limiting Beliefs.” A Statement, not a Question. We aren’t intending to seek Answers, which would be intellectual and hence Linear. We’re wanting to invoke the Nonlinear Insight that the Tricolor promises, the Insight that breaks through into additional Dimensions. So we need to Change the Subject, put the mind to work on other concerns, so we can let that Wondering perk for a while.
Saturn-Klotho is a Trine, so if we don’t get stuck on the Square, the Rebooting should be Effortless.
How might we experience the other Square, Jupiter-North Node Square Saturn? Well, there’s the traditional contrast between Jupiter as Expansion and Saturn as Concentration. Do we want to put our Attention toward Expanding into our Mission and giving ourselves Permission to explore our Desires? Or do we want to Focus on bringing our Limiting Beliefs into Consciousness where they can be where they can be reprogrammed?
“I Wonder what Limiting Beliefs inhibit me from Expanding vigorously into my Mission?”
Jupiter-North Node is also Trine to Vesta-Mercury; all we have to do is get out of the way and let the Magic unfold.
The Vesta-Mercury Initiation is also one corner of a Grand Trine, with Jupiter-North Node and Pluto (the Inevitable), so we really do have Grace working here. With the Grand Trine, the Ego Death may not even be as uncomfortable as usual – though we’ve got that simultaneous Mars-Pluto Station Energy revving us up.
Which creates a third Tricolor…
- Vesta-Mercury Square Klotho Quincunx Pluto Trine Vesta-Mercury
With Pluto Stationary this seems like a rather unavoidable Reboot of our whole complex of Unconscious Beliefs.
“I Wonder what sort of Transformation will be upon us this weekend!”
With Mars and Pluto Stationary it won’t hurt to also PIAVA something like “Great Spirit, please grant us a Loving and Gentle and Easy weekend” just to cover the bases.
One last Angle: Vesta-Mercury is also Trioctile to Makemake and Octile to Ceres, or we could say that Vesta-Mercury forms a Trioctile Bridge across the Ceres-Makemake Opposition. Ceres-Makemake is about making Innovation Permanent, which is very important when the Planet is Changing as rapidly and completely as ours. The Eighth-Harmonic Octile series of Angles is about bringing things back into Balance.
So the weekend should also Open us Up to some whole new Vistas of Possibility. It wouldn’t hurt us to do some “What-Ifs” – “What if People actually Supported me?” “What if we could manifest a Community that really did Support us?” That’d give us a sense of accomplishment for a weekend’s work, wouldn’t it. Don’t dismiss the Possibility!
Which causes us to Ask, just where is dwarf planet Chaos – Unlimited Potential – this weekend? Oho, here it is, Opposite Saturn and making a Grand Cross with the Nodes! A Grand Cross Bridged by Vesta-Mercury, Klotho, and Pluto. A char that just keeps on Giving!