We wrote this as part of a client’s Solar Return reading, but, liking it, we’ll generalize and anonymize it, and repeat it here…
The central themes revolve around two Questions…
- I wonder what I’m scared of?
- I wonder what I should Do about this?
We want to carefully avoid seeking Answers to the Questions; we want to let the Questions hang in mid-air for a minute, then Change the Subject. They aren’t Questions meant for the mind, but meant as prompts for the Intuition, which won’t Answer them until the mind gets out of the way. We can Ask the Questions anytime, whether we’re scared or not, and whether we’re wondering what to Do or not.
There is likely to be a goodly amount of Unconscious material coming up for us this year, and it could be very Confusing. These questions may help organize the material in productive ways. The bottom line is that we’ll be using this emerging material to Intuit the sources of Unconscious Beliefs that constrict our Vision of the Future, and when we recognize that the sources are not Present Moment and Let Go of these Limiting Beliefs, we’ll Rocket ahead surprisingly quickly.
The downside would be to either continue to Believe that the sources of the Fears and Beliefs are Present Moment, or to get lost in the Emotional turmoil of the non-Present-Moment Dramas that created the sources, which probably revolve around unearned and abusive Privilege. There is actually Power in getting lost in these Emotions, but only for a few minutes, and only if we can do it with one hand firmly gripping the Present Moment, so we can step back out of the Drama.
Once we step out of the Drama, we can be Compassionate with the people who were trapped inside it. We may find ourselves temporarily Identifying with the person or people who enjoyed Privilege, Identifying with remorse about the abuse perpetrated by those who enjoyed Privilege, or Merging with the person or people who were exploited by those who enjoyed Privilege – or Identifying with all three! Regardless of our Identification, though, none of those people were Us.
We Live in the Present Moment, and those Dramas were not in the Present Moment. Since those Dramas have long since run their course, we don’t have the Power to Change them. They may be accompanied by Feelings of Hopelessness and Powerlessness. We do however have the Power to Change the Present-Moment Unconscious Beliefs that may be somehow connected to those Dramas.
There are certainly parallel Dramas being enacted in the Present Moment, but, once Liberated from those Unconscious Beliefs about Hopelessness and Powerlessness, we will see that we Do have the Power to shift any Present-Moment Drama that we may be involved in – and we’ll be blown away by the extent of that Power.
If we’ve suffered under Unconscious Beliefs about Powerlessness, we’ll be initially scared of Power, and clumsy with it. Don’t judge yourself for these Fears and lack of Practice; they’re to be expected. We’ll be very surprised at how quickly we develop Skill and Confidence with Power, especially this year, when our Power to Manifest what we Want is greatly enhanced.
- I wonder what I’m scared of?
- I wonder what I should Do about this?
If we can continue to Ask these Questions, and continue to eschew the temptation to let the mind try to Answer them, then our Intuition will Guide us Effortlessly. At times it will feel like we’re “stumbling into” situations of Grace, because our Intuition will be out there ahead of us, clearing a path for our Instinctual Action.
Remember, we are not from here; we came here to help Heal the Planet, and we each Chose a Limiting Belief to work on. As Souls we voluntarily entered a simulator where we were programmed to Believe that the Unconscious memories and Oaths embedded in the Limiting Beliefs, were our memories and Oaths. They aren’t.
They aren’t anyone’s. They have no more Individuality than a Cat pouncing on a Mouse. They are historical artifacts, Archetypes that are completely impersonal. In their historical Time they were useful Habits, adopted by many and used to their advantage. With enough “reps,” they became an Energy Field in their own right. Habits are such that once Created, they don’t die a natural death when their utility is spent, they become Archetypes instead.
It is up to outsiders like us to immerse ourselves in these Energy Fields, Witness them Compassionately, Empathize with the Souls who have been their captives (including us, temporarily), and then Let Them Go. It’s like encountering a Ghost, someone caught between Life and their next Adventure without the means to move on. We grant the Ghost Permission to be done with it and move on; till they met us they did not know that moving on was possible, so Permission is all it takes.
These Archetypes of Privilege and Abuse that we’re dealing with, are literally Ghosts, completely impersonal Ghosts. Without Volition, they do not know that it is possible to reformulate and move on, to reorganize their Energy into new Habits that are relevant and useful to the Present World. They can be reformulated into Energy Fields of Equality and Collaboration, so badly needed on this Planet at this time.
It is our role as Energy Workers to set this Reformulation in motion, to bring the Unconscious Beliefs into Consciousness where we can Disidentify with them, Appreciate them for their Value to their own history, Honor ourselves for our Willingness to be swallowed by them so we could poke holes in them to Allow ourselves to Breathe, and move their Energy forward into constructive Patterns.
It is as though we stand facing a threatening Windstorm, full of Privilege and Abuse. We reach up and grab a Gust of Wind in both hands. Holding it, we turn around and massage it like a snowball, turning it over and over while Breathing into it our Sacred Intentions of Equality and Community and Collaboration. Then we throw it forward, where it rejoins the Wind but forever Changed. Looking around, we see that there are thousands of us, catching and Transforming and throwing, till the entire Storm Breathes Equality and Community and Collaboration and Renewal into the Landscape.
Here at the First-Quarter Moon we’re still under the spell of our Seven-Rayed New Moon Fairy Star Grand Septile. Six of the points remain…
- The Centaur Asbolus (Intuition)
- Uranus (Yintegrity)
- The Sun (Essence)
- The Centaur Hylonome (Disidentifying with a Archetype and Mourning its Loss)
- Asteroid Juno (the Edges of Consciousness)
- Jupiter-North Node (Expanding into our Mission and Deepest Desires)
In a word, a Grand Septile means that Magic Is Afoot.
We also still have a Grand Cross, implying that Motivation and Energy are available. The Grand Cross joins the Fairy Star at the Jupiter-North Node Ray. The other three corners are…
- The dwarf planet Chaos (meaning Unlimited Potential, not Disorder)
- Chiron-South Node (the Opportunity to get hung up in our Olde Bummers, and the Opportunity to Let them Go)
- The asteroid Lachesis (one of the Greek Three Fates, she was the one who measure out how much rope you had till you ran out)
Our chance to stretch the rope, in other words.
And, just for good measure, a Grand Sextile. Grand Sextiles are fabulous for Creating; we could use it to Create a new Reality, for instance. It’s interesting that the Grand Sextile and the Grand Septile don’t share any planets. But we can use the Magic of the Fairy Star to clear away impediments to our Motivation to Create a World closer to the one we Want to Live in. The Grand Sextile does share two corners with the Grand Cross, which is always a good sign. So the Grand Sextile connects to the Grand Septile through the Grand Cross, another good sign. Lachesis and Chaos are the corners that the Grand Sextile and Grand Cross share. The other four Rays are…
- Lilith (Self-Sovereignty and Yindependence)
- The asteroid Klotho (another of the three Fates, namely the one who weaves the fabric of Life); interesting that asteroid Arachne (Grandmother Spider, Klotho’s equivalent in the Hopi Worldview), along with asteroid Hopi Herself, and asteroid Sappho (She who sings the Praises of Love)
- The asteroid Vesta (Unconscious Beliefs) and the dwarf planet Eris (New Insight from the Unconscious)
- The asteroid Kassandra (the prophetess who was cursed to never be Believed)
What a Story our Twinkly Friends in the Sky weave for us. Does it matter if anyone Believes us? Kassandra tried to warn everyone in Troy that their Karma would be upon them if they didn’t heed. And whaddayaknow, it was! They were overcome by Archetypes that they didn’t know how to escape from. Fortunately, we do know how. If nothing else, we can use our Sacred Intent; Maria shows us how…